With his hand on the handle of the door, the Doctor paused. "I want you
to call me to-morrow at half-past-seven, Alfred. Don't forget. I have a
busy day. Good-night."
The two boys watched him come into the room. His head was high and there
was a little smile round his usually straight mouth. He walked with a
sort of sprightliness, as though moving to music. He looked
extraordinarily young and exhilarated.
He saw what was to him a most unusual sight in that quiet, lonely
work-room. He was surprised into an exclamation of great pleasure, and
he quickened his pace until he stood between his sons. Graham got up and
put on a nervous, polite smile. "This's what I most wanted," said the
Doctor,--"my two boys waiting for me here in this room. I can't tell
you--I can't tell you, Peter, and Graham, how often, how strongly, how
eagerly I've wished to see you where you are now. I can't tell you how
I've longed to have you here after my meetings, to tell you how I'm
getting on, moving things forward, and to ask you share in my successes.
My dear Peter--my dear Graham."
It was pitiful. The strange, almost incoherent outbreak of the shy man
nearly made Peter burst into tears. He would almost rather his father
had treated them coldly and with raised eyebrows. His present
attitude--his unhidden joy--his eager, and even wistful welcome, had in
it something of tragedy, because it showed all the waste of years during
which the sympathy and the complete, necessary and beautiful
understanding of these three might have been welded into one great,
insurmountable rock.
The Doctor, with an obvious desire to play host,--an intuition which
again touched Peter deeply,--went quickly to a little chest which stood
in a corner of the room. "What will you have?" he asked anxiously. "I've
got a very good cigar here, or cigarettes if you would like them better.
Let me see! What do you smoke, Peter?"
"He doesn't even know what I smoke," thought Peter. "A pipe," he said.
"Oh, yes, yes! Well, this is generally said to be a very good mixture.
Try some." He gave a jar of tobacco to Peter. "These are nice, though
perhaps they are a little too dry." And he extended a box of cigars to
Graham.
The boy helped himself, trying to keep his hand steady. "Thank you," he
said.
"And now," said the Doctor, "let's sit down and have a long yarn. Shall
we? I would like to tell you about to-night. The meeting was of vital
interest and importance." He drew his chair forward so that it might be
between those of the two boys. He looked from Peter's face to Graham's
as though afraid that he was asking too great a favour. "You--you'll
forgive my talking about myself, I'm sure--at least I hope you will. I
so seldom have the opportunity,--with those I love, I mean--with those
for whom I'm working. To see you here like this, at last, makes me very
happy." He slipped his large glasses off and wiped them openly without
attempting to hide the fact that they had become suddenly useless to
him.
A short silence followed--a silence in which the emotion with which the
room was charged could almost be heard. Peter threw a quick glance round
it, almost as though he expected to see the curious experimental tubes
turn and point accusingly at his brother. The laboratory was filled with
such tubes and other curious instruments,--all of them silent witnesses
of Graham's act of madness.
The Doctor re-lit his cigar, put his glasses on again and clasped his
long, capable hands over one thin knee. "I wish I could even suggest to
you," he said--more naturally and with keen enthusiasm--"the intense
excitement that we bacteriologists are all beginning to feel. For years
and years we've been experimenting, and little by little our work is
coming to a definite head. Every time we meet we find that we've moved a
step further on the road to discoveries. It makes me laugh to think that
my early theories, which, only a few years ago, were scoffed at and
looked upon as dreams, are taking shape. It's been a long, uphill fight.
Science is beginning to win. It's all very wonderful." He noticed that
Graham's cigar had gone out. With extreme politeness, such as a man
would use to very welcome guests, he held out a box of matches.
The boy took it. "I don't feel like smoking," he said, with a catch in
his voice.
Something in his tone made the Doctor peer closely at him. "You look
pale, my dear lad," he said, "pale and tired. Aren't you well?"
"Oh, yes; he's perfectly all right," said Peter hurriedly, trying to
steer his father to another subject.
Graham threw his cigar away. "I'm not!" he cried, with a sudden,
uncontrollable outburst. "I feel as rotten as I am. I can't sit here and
listen to you, father. Don't be kind to me, I can't stand it." He put
his head down between his hands and burst out crying like a boy.
The Doctor was startled. He got up quickly and stood hesitatingly. He
wanted to put his hands on the boy's shoulders, but the sudden breakdown
brought back his shyness. "What's the matter?" he asked. "Peter, do you
know?"
Peter nodded. He then made up his mind to let things take their course.
"Let him tell you," he said. "This may be the turning point for all
three of us."
Graham drew the cheque-book out of his pocket, opened it and threw it on
the desk under the reading lamp. "Look!" he said. "That's what I've come
to."
For some moments the Doctor saw nothing but a cheque drawn by himself in
favor of his second son for three thousand dollars. The fact that he
didn't remember having made it out, and the fact that it was for so
large a sum made at first no impression upon him. He was so puzzled and
so taken back at the sudden outburst of emotion which had broken up what
he hoped was going to be a charming reunion that the sight of this
cheque conveyed nothing to him. Both his sons watched him closely, not
knowing what he would say or do. He was such a stranger to them--his
feelings and characteristics were so unknown to them that they found
themselves speculating as to the manner in which he would take this
dreadful piece of dishonesty. A great surprise was in store for them.
When the Doctor realized what had been done,--that the signature on the
cheque was not his own, although it was very cleverly copied,--they saw
him wince and shut his eyes. After a moment of peculiar hesitation he
drew his chair up to the desk and sat down. Holding his breath, Peter
watched him tear the cheque out and quietly make out another for
precisely the same amount. Then the Doctor got up and stood in front of
Graham with the new cheque in his hand. All the sprightliness and
exhilaration with which he had entered the room had left him. He looked
old and thin and humble. His shoulders stooped a little and the cheque
trembled in his hand.
"Am I such an ogre that my children are afraid to bring their troubles
to me?" he said, in a broken voice. "What have I ever done to deserve
this, Graham? You'd only to come to me and say that you needed money and
I'd have given it to you. Who am I working for? For whom have I always
worked?" He held out the cheque. "Take it, and if that isn't enough ask
me for more. I'd like to know why it is that you need it, if you'll be
good enough to tell me; but, for God's sake, don't hurt me like this
again."
Without a word--without, indeed, being able to find a word,--infinitely
more crushed by this kindness than he would have been by an outburst of
anger and reproach,--Graham took the cheque, turned on his heel and left
the room, walking like a drunken man.
Peter watched him go. There was a feeling of great relief in his heart.
Nothing that he could have done or said--nothing that Kenyon could have
said in his most forcible manner, with all the weight of sophistication
behind it, could have pulled Graham up and set him on a new path so well
as the unexpected generosity of his father and the few pathetic words
with which he underlined it.
But when Peter turned round to his father with the intention of taking
him, for the first time, into his confidence and treating him as he
would have treated Ranken Townsend under the same circumstances, he saw
that the Doctor was crumpled up in his chair with his hands over his
face and his shoulders shaking with sobs, and so he held his peace; and
instead of obtaining the help that he needed so much he put his strong
arm round his father in a strange protective way, as though he were the
stronger man.
"Oh, don't, father," he said. "Please don't."