Outside in the churchyard, there was a general little flutter of
local excitement. Maryllia lingered there for several minutes,
pointing out the various beauties in the architecture of the church
to her guests, not that these individuals were very much interested
in such matters, for they were of that particular social type which
considers that the highest form of good breeding is to show a polite
nullity of feeling concerning everything and everybody. They were
eminently 'cultured,' which nowadays means pre-eminently dull. Had
they been asked, they would have said that it is dangerous to
express any opinion on any subject,--even on the architecture of a
church. Because the architect himself might be somewhere near,--or
the architect's father, or his mother or his great-grandam--one
never knows! And by a hasty remark in the wrong place and at the
wrong moment, one might make an unnecessary enemy. It is so much
nicer--so much safer to say nothing at all! Of course they looked at
the church,--it would have been uncivil to their hostess not to look
at it, as she was taking the trouble to call their attention to its
various points, and they assumed the usual conventional air of
appreciative admiration. But none of, them understood anything about
it,--and none of them cared to understand. They had not even noticed
the ancient sarcophagus in front of the altar except as 'some odd
kind of sculptured ornament.' When they wore told what it was, they
smiled vacuously, and said: 'How curious!' But further than this
mild and non-aggressive exclamation they did not venture. The
villagers hung about shyly, loth to lose sight of the 'quality';--
two or three 'county' people lingered also, to stare at, and comment
upon, the notorious 'beauty,' Lady Beaulyon, whose physical charms,
having been freely advertised for some years in the society columns
of the press, were naturally 'on show' for the criticism of Tom,
Dick and Harry,--Mrs. Mandeville Poreham, marshalling her five
marriageable daughters together, stalked magisterially to her
private 'bus, very much en evidence, and considerably put out by the
supercilious gaze and smile of the perfectly costumed Mrs. Bludlip
Courtenay,--Julian Adderley, coming up in response to the beckoning
finger of Cicely Bourne, was kindly greeted by Maryllia, introduced
to one or two of her friends, and asked then and there to luncheon,
an invitation he accepted with alacrity, and, after this, all the
Manor party started with their hostess to walk home, leaving the
village and villagers behind them, and discussing as they went, the
morning's service and sermon in the usual brief and desultory style
common to fashionable church-goers. The principal impression they
appeared to have on their minds was one of vague amusement. The
notion that any clergyman should have the 'impudence'--(this was the
word used by Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay)--to pause in the service
because people came in late, touched the very apex of absurdity.
"So against his own interests too,"--said Lady Beaulyon, carelessly-
-"Because where would all the parsons be if they offended their
patrons?"
Mr. Bludlip Courtenay, a thin gentleman with a monocle--assented to
this proposition with a "Where indeed!" He considered that clergymen
should not forget themselves,--they should show proper respect
towards those on whom they depended for support.
"Mr. Walden depends on God for support, I believe,"--said Cicely
Bourne suddenly.
Mr. Bludlip Courtenay fixed his monocle firmly in his left eye and
stared at her.
"Really!" he drawled dubiously--"You surprise me!"
"It IS funny, isn't it?" pursued Cicely--"So unlike the Apostles!"
Maryllia smiled. Lady Beaulyon laughed outright.
"Are you trying to be satirical, you droll child?" she enquired
languidly.
"Oh no, I'm not trying,"--replied Cicely, with a quick flash of her
dark eyes--"It comes quite easy! You were talking about clergymen
offending their patrons. Now Mr. Walden hasn't got any patron to
offend. He's his own patron." "Has he purchased the advowson,
then?" enquired Mr. Courtenay--"Or, to put it more conventionally,
has he obtained it through a friend at court?"
"I don't know anything about the how or the why or the when,"--said
Cicely--"But I know he owns the living and the church. So of course
if he chooses to show people what he thinks of them when they come
in to service late, he can do it. If they don't like it, he doesn't
care. He doesn't ask anybody for anything,--he doesn't even send
round a collection plate."
"No--_I_ noticed that!--awfully jolly!"--said a good-natured looking
man who had been walking beside Julian Adderley,--a certain Lord
Charlemont whose one joy in life was motoring--"Awfully game! Ought
to make him quite famous!"
"It ought,--it ought indeed!" agreed Adderley--"I do not suppose
there is another clergyman in England who obliterates the plate from
the worship of the Almighty! It is so remote--so very remote!"
"I think he's a funny sort of parson altogether,"--said Cicely
meditatively--"He doesn't beg, borrow or steal,--he isn't a toady,
he isn't a hypocrite, and he speaks his mind. Queer, isn't it?"
"Very!" laughed Lord Charlemont--"I don't know another like him,
give you my word!"
"Well, he can't preach,"--said Lady Beaulyon, decisively--"I never
heard quite such a stupid sermon."
All the members of the house-party glanced at one another to see if
this verdict were generally endorsed. Apparently some differed in
opinion.
"Didn't you like it, Eva?" asked Maryllia.
"My dear child! Who COULD like it! Such transcendental stuff! And
all that nonsense about the Soul! In these scientific days too!"
"Ah science, science!" sighed Mr. Bludlip Courtenay, dropping his
monocle with a sharp click against his top waistcoat button--"Where
will it end?"
Nobody volunteered a reply to this profound proposition.
"'Souls' are noted for something else than being saved for heaven
nowadays, aren't they, Lady Beaulyon?" queried Lord Charlemont, with
a knowing smile.
Lady Beaulyon's small, rather hard mouth tightened into a thin line.
"I really don't know!"--she said carelessly--"If you mean the social
'Souls,' they are rather unconventional certainly, and not always
discreet. But they are generally interesting--much more so, I should
think, than such 'Souls' as the parson preached about just now."
"Indeed, yes!" agreed Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay--"I can imagine nothing
more tiresome than to be a Soul without a Body, climbing from height
to height of a heaven where there is no night, no sleep, no rest for
ever and ever. Simply dreadful! But there!--one only goes to church
for form's sake--just as an example to one's servants--and when it's
done, don't you think it's best to forget it as soon as possible?"
She raised her baby eyes appealingly as she put the question.
Everybody laughed, or rather sniggered. Real honest laughter is not
considered 'good form' by certain sections of society. A gentle
imitation of the nanny-goat's bleat is the most seemly way for
cultured persons to give vent to the expression of mirth. Maryllia
alone was grave and preoccupied. The conversation of her guests
annoyed her, though in London she had been quite well accustomed to
hear people talk lightly and callously of religion and all religious
subjects. Yet here, in the quiet country, things were different,
somehow. God seemed nearer,--it was more difficult to blaspheme and
ignore Him. And there was a greater sense of regret and humiliation
in one's self for one's own lack of faith. Though, at the same time,
it has to be reluctantly conceded that in no quarter of the world is
religious hypocrisy and sham so openly manifested as in the English
provinces, and especially in the small towns, where, notwithstanding
the fact that all the Sundays are passed in persistent church and
chapel going, the result of this strenuous sham piety is seen in the
most unchristian back-biting and mischief-making on every week-day.
But St. Rest was not a town. It was a tiny village apart,--utterly
free from the petty pretensions of its nearest neighbour,
Riversford, which considered itself almost 'metropolitan' on account
of its modern red-brick and stucco villas into which its trades-
people 'retired' as soon as they had made enough money to be able to
pretend that they had never stood behind a counter in their lives.
St. Rest, on the contrary, was simple in its tastes,--so simple as
to be almost primitive, particularly in its religious sentiments,
which the ministry of John Walden had, so far, kept faithful and
pure. Its atmosphere was therefore utterly at variance with the
cheap atheism of the modern world, and it was this discordancy which
struck so sharply on Maryllia's emotional nature and gave her such a
sense of unaccustomed pain.
At the Manor there were a few other visitors who had not attended
church,--none of them important, except to themselves and the
society paragraphist,--none of them distinguished as ever having
done anything particularly good, or useful in the world,--and none
of them possessing any very unconventional characteristics, with the
exception of two very quaint old ladies, who were known somewhat
irreverently among their acquaintances as the 'Sisters Gemini.' They
were of good birth and connection, but, being cast adrift as wrecks
on the shores of Time,--the one as a widow, the other as a
spinster,--had sworn eternal friendship on the altar of their
several disillusioned and immolated affections. In the present day
we are not overtroubled by any scruples of reverence for either old
widowhood or old spinsterhood; and the 'Sisters Gemini' had become a
standing joke with the self-styled 'wise and witty' of London
restaurants and late suppers. Lady Wicketts and Miss Fosby were
their actual names, and they were happily unconscious of the
unfeeling sobriquet bestowed upon them when they were out of
hearing. Lady Wicketts had once been a reigning 'beauty,' and she
lived on the reputation of that glorious past. Miss Fosby aided and
abetted her in this harmless self-deception. Lady Wicketts had been
painted by all the famous artists of her era, from the time of her
seventeeth birthday to her thirtieth. She had been represented as a
'Shepherdess,' a 'Madonna,' a 'Girl with Lilies,' a 'Lady with a
Greyhound,' a 'Nymph Sleeping,' and more briefly and to the
purpose, as 'Portrait of Lady Wicketts,' in every exhibition of
pictures that had been held during her youth and prime. Miss Fosby
carried prints and photographs of these works of art everywhere
about with her. She would surprise people by casually taking one of
them out of her album and saying softly "Isn't that beautiful?"
And then, if the beholders fell into the trap and uttered
exclamations of rapture at the 'Shepherdess' or the 'Madonna,' or
whatever allegorical subject it happened to be, she would smile
triumphantly and say-'Lady Wicketts!'--to all appearance enjoying
the violent shock of incredulous amazement which her announcement
invariably inflicted on all those who received it.
"Not possible!" they would murmur--"Lady Wicketts---!"
"Yes,--Lady Wicketts when she was young,"--Miss Fosby would say
mildly--"She was very beautiful when she was twenty. She is sixty-
seven now. But she is still beautiful,--don't you think so? She has
such an angelic expression! And she is so good--ah!--so very goodl
There is no one like Lady Wicketts!"
All this was very sweet and touching on the part of Miss Fosby, so
far as Miss Fosby alone was concerned. To her there was but one
woman in the world, and that was Lady Wicketts. But the majority of
people saw Lady Wicketts in quite another light. They knew she had
been, in her time, as unprincipled as beautiful, and that she had
'gone the pace' more openly than most of her class. They beheld her
now without spectacles,--an enormously fat woman, with a large round
flaccid face, scarred all over by Time's ploughshare with such deep
furrows that one might have sown seed in them and expected it to
grow.
But Miss Fosby still recognised the 'Shepherdess,' the 'Madonna' and
the 'Girl with Lilies,' in the decaying composition of her friend,
and Miss Fosby was something of a bore in consequence, though the
constancy of her devotion to a totally unworthy object was quaintly
pathetic in its way. The poor soul herself was nearer seventy than
sixty, and she was quite as lean as her idol was fat,--she had never
been loved by anyone in all her life, but,--in her palmy days,--she
had loved. And the necessity of loving had apparently remained a
part of her nature, otherwise it would have been a sheer
impossibility for her to have selected so strange a fetish as Lady
Wicketts for her adoration. Lady Wicketts did not, in any marked
way, respond to Miss Fosby's tenderness,--she merely allowed herself
to be worshipped, just as in her youth she had allowed scores of
young bloods to kiss her hand and murmur soft nothings in her then
'shell-like' ear. The young bloods were gone, but Miss Fosby
remained. Better the worship of Miss Fosby than no worship at all.
Maryllia had met these two old ladies frequently at various
Continental resorts, when she had travelled about with her aunt,--
and she had found something amusing and interesting in them both,
especially in Miss Fosby, who was really a good creature,--and when
in consultation with Cicely as to who, among the various people she
knew, should be asked down to the Manor and who should not, she had
selected them as a set-off to the younger, more flippant and casual
of her list, and also because they were likely to be convenient
personages to play chaperones if necessary.
For the rest, the people were of the usual type one has got
accustomed to in what is termed 'smart' society nowadays,--listless,
lazy, more or less hypocritical and malicious,--apathetic and
indifferent to most things and most persons, save and except those
with whom unsavoury intrigues might or would be possible,--sneering
and salacious in conversation, bitter and carping of criticism,
generally blase, and suffering from the incurable ennui of utter
selfishness,--the men concentrating their thoughts chiefly on
racing, gaining, and Other Men's Wives,--the women dividing all
their stock of emotions between Bridge, Dress, and Other Women's
Husbands. And when Julian Adderley, as an author in embryo, found
himself seated at luncheon with this particular set of persons, all
of whom were more or less well known in the small orbit wherein they
moved, he felt considerably enlivened and exhilarated. Life was
worth living, he said to himself, when one might study at leisure
the little tell-tale lines of vice and animalism on the exquisite
features of Lady Beaulyon, and at the same time note admiringly how
completely the united forces of massage and self-complacency had
eradicated every wrinkle from the expressionless countenance of Mrs.
Bludlip Courtenay. These two women were, in a way, notorious as
'leaders' of their own special coteries of social scandalmongers and
political brokers; Lady Beaulyon was known best among Jew
financiers; Mrs. Courtenay among American 'Kings' of oil and steel.
Each was in her own line a 'power,'--each could coax large advances
of money out of the pockets of millionaires to further certain
'schemes' which were vaguely talked about, but which never came to
fruition,--each had a little bevy of young journalists in
attendance,--press boys whom they petted and flattered, and
persuaded to write paragraphs concerning their wit, wisdom and
beauty, and how they 'looked radiant in pink' or 'dazzling in pea
green.' Contemplating first one and then the other of these ladies,
Julian almost resolved to compose a poem about them, entitled 'The
Sirens' and, dividing it into Two Cantos, to dedicate the First
Canto to Lady Beaulyon and the Second to Mrs. Courtenay.
"It would be so new--so fresh!" he mused, with a bland anticipation
of the flutter such a work might possibly cause among society dove-
cots--"And if ALL the truth were told, so much more risque than 'Don
Juan'!"
Glancing up and down, and across the hospitable board, exquisitely
arranged with the loveliest flowers and fruit, and the most
priceless old silver, he noticed that every woman of the party was
painted and powdered except Maryllia, and her young protegee,
Cicely. The dining-room of Abbot's Manor was not a light apartment,-
-its oak-panelled walls and raftered ceiling created shadow rather
than luminance,--and though the windows were large and lofty, rising
from the floor to the cornice, their topmost panes were of very old
stained glass, so that the brightest sunshine only filtered, as it
were, through the deeply-encrusted hues of rose and amber and
amethyst squares, painted with the arms of the Vancourts, and
heraldic emblems of bygone days. Grateful and beautiful indeed was
this mysteriously softened light to the ladies round the table,--and
for a brief space they almost LOVED Maryllia. For HER face was
flushed, and quite uncooled by powder--'like a dairymaid's--she will
get so coarse if she lives in the country always!' Mrs. Bludlip
Courtenay confided softly to Lord Charlemont, who vaguely murmured--
'Ah! Yes! I daresay!' quite without any idea of what the woman was
talking about. Maryllia's pretty hair too was ruffled, she having
merely taken off her hat in the hall on her return from church,
without troubling to go up to her room and 'touch up' her appearance
as all the other ladies who had suffered from walking exercise had
done,--and her eyes looked just a trifle tired. Adderley found her
charming with this shade of fatigue and listlessness upon her,--more
charming than in her most radiant phases of vivacity. Her peach-like
skin, warmed as it was by the sun, was tinted with Nature's own
exquisite colouring, and compared most favourably with the cosmetic
art so freely displayed by her female friends on either side of her.
Julian began to con verses in his head, and he recalled the lines of
seventeeth-century Eichard Crashaw:--
"A Face that's best
By its own beauty drest,
And can alone command the rest."
And he caught himself wondering why,--whenever he came near the Lady
of the Manor,--he was anxious to seem less artificial, less
affected, and more of a man than his particular 'Omar Kayyam' set
had taught him to be. The same praiseworthy desire moved him in the
company of John Walden, therefore sex could have nothing to do with
it. Was it 'Soul'?--that 'breath of God' which had been spoken of in
the pulpit that morning?
He could not, however, dwell upon this rather serious proposition at
luncheon, his thoughts being distracted by the conversation, if
conversation it could be called, that was buzzing on either side of
the table, amidst the clattering of plates and the popping of
champagne corks. It was neither brilliant, witty nor impersonal,--
brilliant, witty and impersonal talk is never generated in modem
society nowadays. "I would much rather listen to the conversation of
lunatics in the common room of an asylum, than to the inane gabble
of modern society in a modern drawing-room"--said a late
distinguished politician to the present writer--"For the lunatics
always have the glimmering of an idea somewhere in their troubled
brains, but modern society has neither brains nor ideas."
Fragmentary sentences, often slangy, and occasionally ungrammatical,
seemed most in favour with the Manor 'house-party,'--and for a time
splinters of language flew about like the chips from dry timber
under a woodman's axe, without shape, or use, or meaning. It was a
mere confused and senseless jabber--a jabber in which Maryllia took
no part. She sat very quietly looking from one face to the other at
table with a critical interest. These were the people she had met
every day more or less in London,--some of them had visited her aunt
constantly, and had invited her out to dinners and luncheons, 'at
homes,' balls and race parties, and all were considered to be 'very
select' in every form that is commended by an up-to-date
civilisation. Down here, in the stately old-world surroundings of
Abbot's Manor, they looked very strange to her,--nay, even more than
strange. Clowns, columbines and harlequins with all their 'make-up'
on, could not have seemed more out of place than these socially
popular persons in the historic house of her ancestors. Lady
Beaulyon was perhaps the most remarkable 'revelation' of the whole
company. Maryllia had always admired Eva Beaulyon with quite an
extravagant admiration, on account of her physical charm and grace,-
-and had also liked her sufficiently well to entirely discredit the
stories that were rife about the number of her unlawful amours. That
she was an open flirt could not be denied,--but that she ever
carried a flirtation beyond bounds, Maryllia would never have
believed. Now, however, a new light seemed thrown upon her--there
was a touch of something base in her beauty--a flash of cruelty in
her smile--a hardness in her eyes. Maryllia looked at her wistfully
now and then, and was half sorry she had invited her, the
disillusion was so complete.
The luncheon went on, and was soon over, and coffee and cigarettes
were served. All the women smoked with the exception of Maryllia,
Cicely and old Miss Fosby. The rings of pale blue vapour circled
before Maryllia's eyes in a dim cloud,--she had seen the same kind
of mixed smoking going on before, scores of times, and yet now--why
was it that she felt vaguely annoyed by a sense of discrepancy and
vulgarity She could not tell. Cicely watched her lovingly,--and
every now and again Julian Adderley, waving away the smoke of his
own cigar with one hand, studied her face and tried to fathom its
expression. She spoke but little, and that chiefly to Lord
Charlemont who was on her left-hand side.
"And how long are you going to stay in this jolly old place, Miss
Vancourt?" he asked.
"All my life, I hope,"--she said with a little smile--"It is my own
home, you know."
"Oh yes!--I know!--but--" he hesitated for a moment; "But your aunt-
--"
"Aunt Emily and I don't quite agree,"--said Maryllia, quietly--"She
has been very kind to me in the past,--but since Uncle Fred's death,
things have not been just as pleasant. You see, I speak frankly.
Besides I'm getting on towards thirty,--it's time I lived my own
life, and tried to do something useful."
Charlemont laughed.
"You look more like eighteen than thirty,"--he said--"Why give
yourself away?"
"Is that giving myself away?" and she raised her eyebrows
quizzically--"I'm not thirty yet--I'm twenty-seven,--but that's old
enough to begin to take things seriously. I've made up my mind to
live here at Abbot's Manor and do all I can for the tenantry and the
village generally--I'm sure I shall be perfectly happy." "How about
getting married?" he queried.
Her blue eyes darkened with a shade of offence.
"The old story!" she said--"Men always think a woman must be married
to be happy. It doesn't at all follow. I know heaps and heaps of
married women, and they are in anything but an enviable state. I
would not change with one of them!"
"Would you like to be another Miss Fosby?" he suggested in a
mirthful undertone.
She smiled.
"Well--no! But I would rather be Miss Fosby than Lady Wicketts!"
Here she rose, giving the signal for general adjournment to the
drawing-room. The windows of this apartment were set open, and a
charming garden vista of lawn and terraee and rose-walk opened out
before the eyes.
"Now for Bridge!" said Lady Beaulyon--"I'm simply dying for a game!"
"So am I!" declared Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay--"Lord Charlemont, you'll
play?"
"Charmed, I'm sure!" was the ready response. "Where shall we put the
card tables? Near the window? Such an enjoyable prospect!"
"We'll have two tables, or even three,"--said Lady Beaulyon; "I
suppose most of us will play?"
"Oh yes!" "Why of course!" "I should think so!" "Just what we're all
longing for!" Such were the expressions of general delight and
acceptance chorussed by the whole party.
"You'll join, Lady Wicketts?"
"With pleasure!" and Lady Wicketts' sunken old eyes gleamed with an
anxious light over the furrows of flesh which encircled them, as she
promptly deserted Miss Fosby, who had been sitting next to her, for
the purpose of livelier entertainment;--and in a moment there was a
general gathering together in the wide embrasure of the window nook,
and an animated discussion as to who should play Bridge and who
should not. Maryllia watched the group silently. There were varying
shades of expression on her mobile features. She held Cicely's hand
in her own,--and was listening to some of Adderley's observations on
quite ordinary topics, when suddenly, with, an impulsive movement,
she let Cicely go, and with an 'Excuse me!' to Julian, went towards
her guests. She had made a resolve;--it would be an attempt to swim
against the social current, and it was fraught with difficulty and
unpleasantness,--yet she was determined to do it. "If I am a coward
now," she thought--"I shall never be brave!" Her heart beat
uncomfortably, and she could feel the blood throbbing nervously in
her veins, as she bent her mind to the attitude she was about to
take up, regardless of mockery or censure. Scraps of the window
conversation fell on her ears--"I won forty pounds last Wednesday,--
it just paid my boot-bill!" said one young woman, laughing
carelessly.
"Luckier than me!" retorted a man next to her--"I had to pay a
girl's losses to the tune of a hundred. It's all right though!" And
he grinned suggestively.
"Is she pretty?"
"Ripping!"
"I want to make up five hundred pounds this week," observed Mrs.
Bludlip Courtenay, in the most serious and matter-of-fact way--"I've
won it all but a hundred and fifty."
"Good for you!"
"Rather!" said Lord Charlemont, nodding approval--"I'd like to get
you for a partner!"
"I AM considered lucky,"--smiled Mrs. Courtenay, with an air of
virtuous pride--"I always win SOMETHING!"
"Well, let's begin at once,--we'll play all the afternoon." said
Lady Beaulyon.
"Where are the tables?" "AND the cards?"
"Ask Maryllia---"
But at that moment Maryllia stepped gently into their midst, her
eyes shining, her face very pale.
"Not on Sunday, please!" she said.
A stillness fell upon them all. They gazed upon each other in sheer
stupefaction. Lady Beaulyon smiled disdainfully.
"Not on Sunday? What are you talking about, Maryllia? Not WHAT on
Sunday?"
"Not Bridge,"--replied Maryllia, in her clear soft voice--"I do not
allow it."
Fresh glances of wonderment were exchanged. The men hummed and hawed
and turned themselves about on their heels--the women simply stared.
Lady Beaulyon burst out laughing.
"Ridiculous!" she exclaimed,--then flushed, and bit her lip, knowing
that such an ejaculation was scarcely civil to her hostess. But
Maryllia took no offence.
"Pray do not think me discourteous,"--she said, very sweetly. "I
would not interfere with your pleasure in any way if I could
possibly help it. But in this instance I really must do so."
"Oh certainly, Miss Vancourt!" "We would not think of playing if you
do not wish it!" These, and similar expressions came from Lord
Charlemont, and one or two others.
"My dear Maryllia," said Mrs. Courtenay, reproachfully--"You are
really VERY odd! I have myself seen you playing Bridge, Sunday after
Sunday at your aunt's house in London. Why should you now suddenly
object to your friends doing what you have so often done yourself?"
Maryllia flushed a pretty rose-red.
"In my aunt's house I had to do as my aunt wished, Mrs. Courtenay,"
she said--"In my own house I do as _I_ wish!"
Here her face relaxed into a bright smile, as she raised her candid
blue eyes to the men standing about her--"I'm sure you won't mind
amusing yourselves with something else than cards, just for one day,
will you? Come into the garden,--it's such a perfect afternoon! The
rose-walk just opposite leads down to the bank of the river,--would
some of you like to go on the water? There are two boats ready there
if you would. And do forgive me for stopping your intended game!--
you can play Bridge every day in the week if you like, but spare the
Sunday!"
There was a brief awkward pause. Then Eva Beaulyon turned her back
indifferently on the whole party and stepped out on the lawn. She
was followed by Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay, and both ladies gave vent to
small smothered bleats of mocking laughter as they sauntered across
the grass side by side. But Maryllia did not care. She had carried
her point, and was satisfied. The Sunday's observance in Abbot's
Manor, always rigorously insisted upon by her father, would not be
desecrated by card-playing and gambling under his daughter's sway.
That was enough for her. A serene content dwelt in her eyes as she
watched her guests disperse and scatter themselves in sections of
twos and threes all over the garden and grounds--and she said the
pleasantest and kindest things when any of them passed her on their
way, telling them just where to find the prettiest nooks, and where
to pick the choicest fruit and flowers. Lord Charlemont watched her
with a sense of admiration for her 'pluck.'
"By Jove!" he thought--"I'd rather have fronted the guns in a
pitched battle than have forbidden my own guests to play Bridge on
Sunday! Wants nerve,--upon my soul it does!--and the little woman's
got it--you bet she has!" Aloud he said--
"I'm awfully glad to be let off Bridge, Miss Vancourt! A day's
respite is a positive boon!"
"Do you play it so often, then?" she asked gently. He flushed
slightly.
"Too often, I'm afraid! But how can I help it? One must do something
to kill time!"
"Poor Time!" said Maryllia, with a smile--"Why should he be killed?
I would rather make much of him while I have him!"
Charlemont did not answer. He lit a cigar and strolled away by
himself to meditate.
Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay just then re-entered the drawing-room from
the garden, fanning herself vigorously with her handkerchief.
"It is so frightfully warm!" she complained--"Such a burning sun! So
bad for the skin! They are picking strawberries and eating them off
the plants--very nice, I daresay--but quite messy. Eva Beaulyon and
two of the men have taken a boat and gone on the water. If you don't
mind, Maryllia, I shall rest and massage till dinner."
"Pray do so!" returned Maryllia, kindly, smiling, despite herself;
Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay's life was well-nigh, spent in 'massage' and
various other processes for effacing the prints of Time from her
carefully guarded epidermis--"But I was just going to ask Cicely to
play us something. Won't you wait five minutes and hear her?"
Mrs. Courtenay sighed and sank into a chair. Nothing bored her so
utterly as music,--but as it was only for 'five minutes,' she
resigned herself to destiny. And Cicely, at a sign from Maryllia,
went to the piano and played divinely,--wild snatches of Polish and
Hungarian folk-songs, nocturnes and romances, making the instrument
speak a thousand things of love and laughter, of sorrow and death,--
till the glorious rush of melody captivated some of the wanderers in
the garden and brought them near the open window to listen. When she
ceased, there was a little outbreak of applause, and Mrs. Bludlip
Courtenay rose languidly.
"Yes, very nice!" she said--"Very nice indeed! But you know,
Maryllia, if you would only get one of those wonderful box things
one sees advertised so much in the papers, the pianista or mutuscope
or gramophone--no, I THINK it's pianola, but I'm not quite sure--you
would save such a lot of study and brain-work for this poor child!
And it sounds quite as well! I'm sure she could manage a gramophone
thing--I mean pianista--pianola--quite nicely for you when you want
any music. Couldn't you, my dear?"
And she gazed at Cicely with a bland kindliness as she put the
question. Cicely's eyes sparkled with fun and satire.
"I'm sure I could!" she declared, with the utmost seriousness--"It
would be delightful! Just like organ-grinding, only much more so! I
should enjoy it of all things! Of course one ought NEVER to use the
brain in music!"
"Not nowadays,"--said Mrs. Courtenay, with conviction--"Things have
improved so much. Mechanism does everything so well. And it is SUCH
a pity to use up one's vital energy in doing what one of those box-
things can do better. And do you too play music?"
And she addressed herself to Adderley who happened to be standing
near her. He made one of his fantastic salutes.
"Not I, madam! I am merely a writer,--one who makes rhymes and
verses---"
Mrs. Bludlip Courtenay waved him away with a hand on which at least
five diamond rings sparkled gorgeously.
"Oh dear! Don't come near me!" she said, with a little affected
laugh--"I simply HATE poetry! I'm so sorry you write it! I can't
think why you do. Do you like it?--or are you doing it for somebody
because you must?"
Julian smiled, and ran his fingers through his hair, sticking it up
rather on end, much to Mrs. Courtenay's abhorrence.
"I like it more than anything else in the world!" he said. "I'm
doing it quite for myself, and for nobody else."
"Really!"--and Mrs. Courtenay gave him a glance of displeased
surprise--"How dreadful!" Here she turned to Maryllia. "Au revoir,
my dear, for the present! As you won't allow any Bridge, I'm going
to sleep. Then I shall do massage for an hour. May I have tea in my
own room?"
"Certainly!" said Maryllia.
"Thanks!" She glided out, with a frou-frou of her silken skirts and
a trail of perfume floating after her.
The three she left behind her exchanged amused glances.
"Wonderful woman!" said Adderley,--"And, no doubt, a perfectly happy
one!"
"Why of course! I don't suppose she has ever shed a tear, lest it
should make a wrinkle!" And Cicely, as she made these remarks,
patted her own thin, sallow cheeks consolingly. "Look at my poor
face and hers! Mine is all lined and puckered with tears and sad
thoughts--SHE hasn't a wrinkle! And I'm fourteen, and she's forty!
Oh dear! Why did I cry so much over all the sorrow and beauty of
life when I was young!"
"Ah--and why didn't you have a pianista-pianola!" said Adderley.
They all laughed,--and then at Maryllia's suggestion, joined the
rest of the guests in the garden.
That same evening when Maryllia was dressing for dinner, there came
a tap at her bedroom door, and in response to her 'Come in!' Eva
Beaulyon entered.
"May I speak to you alone for a minute?" she said.
Maryllia assented, giving a sign to her maid to leave the room.
"Well, what is it, Eva?" said Maryllia, when the girl had gone--
"Anything wrong?"
Eva Beaulyon sank into a chair somewhat wearily, and her beautiful
violet eyes, despite artistic 'touching up' looked hard and tired.
"Not so far as I am concerned,"--she said, with a little mirthless
laugh--"Only I think you behaved very oddly this afternoon. Do you
really mean that you object to Bridge on Sundays, or was it only a
put on?"
"It was a put off!" responded Maryllia, gaily--"It stopped the
intended game! Seriously, Eva, I meant it and I do mean it. There's
too much Bridge everywhere--and I don't think it necessary,--I don't
think it even decent--to keep it going on Sundays."
"I suppose the parson of your parish has told you that!" said Lady
Beaulyon, suddenly.
Maryllia's eyes met hers with a smile.
"The parson of the parish has not presumed to dictate to me on my
actions,"--she said--"I should deeply resent it if he did."
"Well, he had no eyes for anyone but you in the church this morning.
A mole could have seen that in the dark. He was preaching AT us and
FOR you all the while!"
A slight flush swept over Maryllia's cheeks,--then she laughed.
"My dear Eva! I never thought you were imaginative! The parson has
nothing whatever to do with me,--why, this is the first Sunday I
have ever been to his church,--you know I never go to church."
Lady Beaulyon looked at her narrowly, unconvinced.
"What have you left your aunt for?" she asked.
"Simply because she wants me to marry Roxmouth, and I won't!" said
Maryllia, emphatically.
"Why not?"
"First, because I don't love him,--second, because he has slandered
me by telling people that I am running after his title, to excuse
himself for running after Aunt Emily's millions; and lastly, but by
no means leastly, because he is--unclean."
"All men are;" said Eva Beaulyon, drily--"It's no use objecting to
that!"
Maryllia made no remark. She was standing before her dressing-table,
singing softly to herself, while she dexterously fastened a tiny
diamond arrow in her hair.
"I suppose you're going to try and 'live good' down here!"--went on
Lady Beaulyon, after a pause--"It's a mistake,--no one born of human
flesh and blood can do it. You can't 'live good' and enjoy
yourself!"
"No?" said Maryllia, tentatively.
"No, certainly not! For if you never do anything out of the humdrum
line, and never compromise yourself in any way, Society will be so
furious with your superiority to itself that it will invent a
thousand calumnies and hang them all on your name. And you will
never know how they arise, and never be able to disprove them."
"Does it matter?"--and Maryllia smiled--"If one's conscience is
clear, need one care what people say?"
"Conscience!" exclaimed Lady Beaulyon--"What an old-fashioned
expression! Surely it's better to do something people can lay hold
of and talk about, than have them invent something you have never
done! They will give you no credit for virtue or honesty in this
world, Maryllia, unless you grow ugly and deformed. Then perhaps
they will admit you may be good, and they will add--'She has no
temptation to be otherwise.'"
"I do not like your code of morality, Eva," said Maryllia, quietly.
"Perhaps not, but it's the only one that works in OUR day!" replied
Eva, with some heat, "Surely you know that?"
"I try to forget it as much as possible,"--and Maryllia's eyes were
full of a sweet wistfulness as she spoke--"Especially here--in my
father's home!"
"Oh well!" said Lady Beaulyon, with a touch of impatience--"You are
a strange girl--you always were! You can 'live good,' or try to, if
you like; and stay down here all alone with the doldrums and the
humdrums. But you'll be sick of it in six months. I'm sure you will!
Not a man will come near you,--they hate virtuous women nowadays,--
and scarce a woman will come either, save old and ugly ones! You
will kill yourself socially altogether by the effort. Life's too
short to lose all the fun out of it for the sake of an ideal or a
theory!"
Here the gong sounded for dinner. Maryllia turned away from her
dressing-table, and confronted her friend. Her face was grave and
earnest in its expression, and her eyes were very steadfast and
clear.
"I don't want what you call 'fun,' Eva,"--she said--"I want love!
Love seems to me the only good thing in life. Do you understand? You
ask me why I left my aunt--it was to escape a loveless marriage,--a
marriage that would be a positive hell to me for which neither
wealth nor position could atone. As for 'living good,' I am not
trying that way. I only want to understand myself, and find out my
own possibilities and limitations. And if I never do win the love I
want,--if no one ever cares for me at all, then I shall be perfectly
content to live and die unmarried."
"What a fate!" laughed Lady Beaulyon, shrugging her white shoulders.
"A better one than the usual divorce court result of some 'society'
marriages,"--said Maryllia, calmly--"Anyhow, I'd rather risk single
blessedness than united 'cussedness'! Let us go down to dinner, Eva!
On all questions pertaining to 'Souls' and modern social ethics, we
must agree to differ!"