XVII

After tea, they re-entered the house at Maryllia's request to hear

Cicely play. Arrived in the drawing-room they found the only truly

modern thing in it, a grand piano, of that noted French make which

as far surpasses the German model as a genuine Stradivarius

surpasses a child's fiddle put together yesterday, and, taking her

seat at this instrument, Cicely had transformed both herself and it

into unspeakable enchantment. The thing of wood and wire and ivory

keys had become possessed, as it were, with the thunder of the

battling clouds and the great rush of the sea,--and then it had

suddenly whispered of the sweetness of love and life, till out of

storm had grown the tender calm of a flowing melody, on which

wordless dreams of happiness glittered like rainbow bubbles on foam,

shining for a moment and then vanishing at a breath; it had caught

the voices of the rain and wind,--and the pattering drops and

sibilant hurricane had whizzed sharply through the scale of sound

till the very notes seemed alive with the wrath of nature,--and then

it had rolled all the wild clamour away into a sustained

magnificence of prayerful chords which seemed to plead for all

things grand, all things true, all things beautiful,--and to list

the soul of man in panting, labouring ecstasy up to the very

threshold of Heaven! And she--the 'goblin' who evoked all this

phantasmagoria of life set in harmony--she too changed as it seemed,

in nature and aspect,--her small meagre face was as the face of a

pictured angel, with the dark hair clustering round it in thick

knots and curling waves as of blackest bronze,--while the eyes, full

of soft passion and fire, glowed beneath the broad temples with the

light of youth's imperial dream of fame. What human creature could

accept the limited fact of being mere man, mere woman only, while

Cicely played? Such music as hers recalled and revealed the earliest

splendour of the days when Poesy was newly born,--when gods and

goddesses were believed to walk the world in large and majestic

freedom,--and when brave deeds of chivalry and self-sacrifice became

exalted by the very plenitude of rich imagination, into supernatural

facts of heaven conquering, hell-charming prowess. Not then was man

made to seem uncouth, or mean and savage in his attempts to dominate

the planet, but strong, fearless, and endowed with dignity and

power. Not then was every noble sentiment derided,--every truth

scourged,--every trust betrayed,-every tenderness mocked,--and every

sweet emotion made the subject of a slander or a sneer. Not then was

love mere lust, marriage mere convenience, and life mere

covetousness of gain. There was something higher, greater, purer

than these,--something of the inspiring breath of God, which,

according to the old Biblical narrative, was breathed into humanity

with the words--"Let us make man in Our image, after Our likeness."

That 'image' of God was featured gloriously in the waves of music

which surged through Cicely's brain and fingers, out on the

responsive air,--and when she ceased playing there followed a dumb

spell of wonderment and awe, which those who had listened to her

marvellous improvisation were afraid to break by a word or movement.

And then, with a smile at their mute admiration and astonishment,

she had passed her small supple hands lightly again over the piano-

keys, evoking therefrom a playful prelude, and the pure silvery

sound of her voice had cloven the air asunder with De Musset's

'Adieu, Suzon!'

"Adieu, Suzon, ma rose blonde,

Qui m'as aime pendant huit jours!

Les plus courts plaisirs de ce monde

Souvent font les meilleurs amours.

Sais-je au moment ou je te quitte

Ou m'entraine mon astre errant?

Je m'en vais pourtant, ma petite,

Bien loin, bien vite,

Adieu, Suzon!"

Was it possible for any man with a drop of warm blood flowing

through his veins, not to feel a quicker heart-beat, a swifter

pulse, at the entrancing, half-melancholy, half-mocking sweetness

she infused into these lines?

"Je pars, et sur ma levre ardente

Brule encor ton dernier baiser.

Entre mes bras, chere imprudente

Ton beau front vient de reposer.

Sens-tu mon coeur, comme il palpite?

Le tien, comme il battait gaiment!

Je m'en vais pourtant, ma petite,

Bien loin, bien vite

Tourjours t'aimant!

Adieu, Suzon!"

With the passion, fire and exquisite abandon of her singing of this

verse in tones of such youthful freshness and fervour as could

scarcely be equalled and never surpassed, Adderley could no longer

restrain himself, and crying 'Brava!--brava! Bravissima!' fell to

clapping his hands in the wildest ecstasy. Walden, less

demonstrative, was far more moved. Something quite new and strange

to his long fixed habit and temperament had insidiously crept over

him,--and being well accustomed to self-analysis, he was conscious

of the fact, and uneasy at finding himself in the grip of an emotion

to which he could give no name. Therefore, he was glad when,--the

music being ended, and when he had expressed his more or less

incoherent praise and thanks to Cicely for the delight her wonderful

gift had afforded him,--he could plead some business in the village

as an excuse to take his departure. Maryllia very sweetly bade him

come again.

"As often as you like,"--she said--"And I want you to promise me one

thing, Mr. Walden!--you must consent to meet some of my London

friends here one evening to dinner."

She had given him her hand in parting, and he was holding it in his

own.

"I'm afraid I should be very much in the way, Miss Vancourt,"--he

replied, with a grave smile--"I am not a social acquisition by any

means! I live very much alone,--and a solitary life, I think, suits

me best."

She looked at him thoughtfully, and withdrew her hand.

"That means that you do not care to come,"--she said, simply--"I am

so sorry you do not like me!"

The blood rushed up to his brows.

"Miss Vancourt!" he stammered--"Pray--pray do not think---"

But here she turned aside to receive Adderley's farewells and thanks

for the charming afternoon he had spent in her company. After this,

and when Julian had made his exit, accompanied by Cicely who wanted

him to give her a written copy of certain verses he had composed,

Maryllia again spoke:

"Well, at any rate, I shall send you an invitation to one of my

parties, whether you come or not, Mr. Walden;" she said, playfully--

"Otherwise, I shall feel I have not done my social duty to the

minister of the parish! It will be for some evening during the

next three weeks. I hope you will be able to accept it. If not---"

A sudden resolve inspired John's hesitating soul. Taking the hand

she offered, he raised it lightly to his lips with all the gallantry

of an old-world courtier rather than a modern-time parson.

"If you wish me to accept it, it shall be accepted!"--he said, and

his voice shook a little--"Forgive me if in any way. I have seemed

to you discourteous, Miss Vancourt!--I am so much of a solitary,

that 'society' has rather an intimidating effect upon me,--but you

must never"--here he looked at her full and bravely--"You must never

say again or think that I do not like you! I DO like you!"

Her eyes met his with pure and candid earnestness.

"That is kind of you,"--she said--"And I am glad! Good-bye!"

"Good-bye!"

And so he left her presence.

When he started to walk home across the fields, Adderley proffered

his companionship, which could not in civility be refused. They left

the Manor grounds together by the little wicket-gate, and took the

customary short-cut to the village. The lustrous afternoon light was

mellowing warmly into a deeper saffron glow,--a delicate suggestion

of approaching evening was in the breath of the cooling air, and

though the uprising orb of Earth had not yet darkened the first gold

cloud beneath the western glory of the sun, there was a gentle

murmur and movement among the trees and flowers and birds, which

indicated that the time for rest and sleep was drawing nigh. The

long grasses rustled mysteriously, and the smafl unseen herbs hidden

under them sent up a pungently sweet odour as the two men trod them

down on their leisurely way across the fields,--and it was with a

certain sense of relief from mental strain that Walden lifted his

hat and let the soft breeze fan his temples, which throbbed and

ached very strangely as though with a weight of pent-up tears. He

was very silent,--and Julian Adderley, generally accustomed to talk

for two, seemed disposed to an equal taciturnity. The few hours they

had spent in the society of Maryllia Vancourt and her weird

protegee, Cicely Bourne, had given both men subject for various

thoughts which neither of them were inclined to express to one

another. Walden, in particular, was aware of a certain irritation

and uneasiness of mind which troubled him greatly and he looked

askance at his companion with unchristian impatience. The long-

legged, red-haired poet was decidedly in his way at the present

moment,--he would rather have been alone. He determined in any case

not to ask him to enter the rectory garden,--more of his society

would be intolerable,--they would part at the gate,--

"I'm afraid I'm boring you, Mr. Walden,"--said the unconscious

object of his musings, just then--" I am dull! I feel myself under a

cloud. Pray excuse it!"

The expression of his face was comically lachrymose, and John felt a

touch of compunction at the nature of his own immediate mental

attitude towards the harmless 'moon-calf.'

"Don't apologise!" he said, with a frank smile--"I myself am not in

a companionable humour. I think Miss Bourne's music has not only put

something into us, but taken something out of us as well."

"You are right!" said Julian--"You are perfectly right. And you

express the emotion aptly. It was extraordinary music! But that

voice! That voice will be a wonder of the world!"

"It is a wonder already"--rejoined Walden--"If the girl keeps her

health and does not break down from nervous excitement and

overstrain, she will have a dazzling career. I think Miss Vancourt

will take every possible care of her."

"Miss Vancourt is very lovely,"--said Adderley reflectively, "I have

made up my mind on that point at last. When I first saw her, I was

not convinced. Her features are imperfect. But they are mobile and

expressive--and in the expression there is a subtle beauty which is

quite provocative. Then again, my own 'ideals' of women have always

been tall and queenly,--yet in Miss Vanconrt we have a woman who is

queenly without being tall. It is the regal air without the material

inches. And I am now satisfied that the former is more fascinating

than the latter. Though I admit that it was once my dream to die

upon the breast of a tall woman!"

Walden. laughed forcedly. He was vexed to be compelled to listen to

Adderley's criticism of Maryllia Vancourt's physical charms, yet he

was powerless to offer any remonstrance.

"But, after all," continued Julian, gazing up into the pink and

mauve clouds of the kindling sunset,--"The tall woman might

possibly, from the very coldness of her height, be unsympathetic.

She might be unclaspable. Juno seems even more repellent than Venus

or Psyche. Then again, there are so many large women. They are

common. They obstruct the public highway. They tower forth in

theatre-stalls, and nod jewelled tiaras from the elevation of opera-

boxes, blocking out the view of the stage. They are more often

assertive than lovable. Therefore let me not cling to an illusion

which will not bear analysis. For Miss Vancourt is not a tall

woman,--nor for that matter is she short,--she is indescribable, and

therefore entirely bewitching!"

John said nothing, but only walked on a trifle more quickly.

"You are perhaps not an admirer of the fair sex, Walden?" pursued

his companion--"And therefore my observations awaken no sympathy in

your mind?"

"I never discuss women,"--replied Walden, drily--"I am not a poet,

you see,--" and he smiled--"I am merely a middle-aged parson. You

can hardly expect me to share in your youthful enthusiasms,

Adderley! You are going up the hill of life,--I am travelling down.

We cannot see things from the same standpoint." Here, they left the

fields and came to the high road,--from thence a few more paces

brought them to the gate of the rectory. "But I quite agree with you

in your admiration of Miss Vancourt. She seems a most kindly and

charming lady--and--I believe--I am sure"--and his remarks become

somewhat rambling and disjointed--"yes--I am sure she will try to do

good in the village now that she has taken up her residence here.

That is, of course, if she stays. She may get tired of country life-

-that is quite probable--but--it is, of course, a good thing to have

a strong social influence in the neighbourhood--especially a woman's

influence--and I should say Miss Vancourt will make herself useful

and beloved in the parish---"

At this period he caught Adderley's eyes fixed upon him somewhat

quizzically, and realised that he was getting quite 'parochial' in

his talk. He checked himself abruptly and swung open his garden

gate.

"I'm sorry I can't ask you in just now,"--he said--"I have some

pressing work to do---"

"Don't mention it!" and Julian clasped him by the hand fervently--"I

would not intrude upon you for worlds! You must be alone, of course.

You are delightful!--yes, my dear Walden, you are delicious! So new-

-so fresh! It is a privilege to know you! Good-bye for the moment! I

may come and talk to you another time!"

"Oh, certainly! By all means!" And Walden, shaking hands with all

the vigour Adderley's grasp enforced upon him, escaped at last into

the sanctuary of his own garden, and hastened under the covering

shadow of the trees that bordered the lawn. Adderley watched him

disappear, and then went on his own way with a gratified air of

perfect complacency.

"Those who 'never discuss women' are apt to be most impressed by

them,"--he sagaciously reflected--"The writhings of a beetle on a

pin are not so complex or interesting as the writhings of a parson's

stabbed senses! Now a remarkable psychological study might be made--

My good friend! Kindly look where you are going!"

This last remark was addressed to a half-drunken man who pushed past

him roughly without apology, almost jostling him off the foot-path.

It was Oliver Leach, who hearing himself spoken to, glanced round

sullenly with a muttered oath, and stumbled on.

"That is Miss Vancourt's dismissed agent,"--said Adderley, pausing a

moment to watch his uncertain progress up the road. "What an

objectionable beast!"

He walked on, and, his former train of thought being entirely

disturbed, he went to the 'Mother Huff,' where he was a frequent

visitor, his elaborate courtesies to Mrs. Buggins enabling him to

hear from that lady's pious lips all the latest news, scandal and

gossip, true or untrue, concerning the whole neighbourhood.

Walden, meanwhile, finding himself once more alone in his own

domain, breathed freely. The faithful Nebbie, who had passed all the

hours of his master's absence, 'on guard' by the window of the

vacant study, came running to meet him as he set foot upon the

lawn,--three or four doves that were brooding on the old tiled and

gabled roof of the rectory, rose aloft in a short flight and

descended again, cooing softly as though with satisfaction at his

return,--and there was a soothing silence everywhere, the work of

the day being done, and Bainton having left the garden trim and fair

to its own sweet solitude and calm. Gently patting his dog's rough

head, as the animal sprang up to him with joyous short barks of

welcome, John looked about him quietly for a moment or two with an

expression in his eyes that was somewhat dreamy and pathetic.

"I have known the old place so long and loved every corner of it!"--

he murmured--"And yet,--to-day it seems all strange and unfamiliar!"

The glow of the sunset struck a red flare against the walls of his

house, and beat out twinkling diamond flashes from the latticed

windows,--the clambering masses of honeysuckle and roses shone forth

in vivid clusters as though inwardly illuminated. The warmth and

ecstasy of life seemed palpitating in every flush of colour, every

shaft of light,--and the wild, voluptuous singing of unseen

skylarks, descending to their nests, and shaking out their songs, as

it seemed, like bubbles of music breaking asunder in the clear

empyrean, expressed the rapture of heaven wedded to the sensuous,

living, breathing joys of earth. The glamour and radiance of the air

affected Walden with a sudden unwonted sense of fatigue and pain,

and pressing one hand across his eyes, he shut out the dazzle of

blue sky and green grass for a moment's respite,--then went slowly,

and with bent head into his study. Here everything was very quiet,--

and, as it struck him then, curiously lonely,--on his desk lay

various notes and messages and accounts--the usual sort of paper

litter that accumulated under his hands every day,--two or three

visiting cards had been left for him during his absence,--one on the

part of the local doctor, a very clever and excellent fellow named

James Forsyth, who was familiarly called 'Jimmy' by the villagers,

and who often joined Walden of an evening to play a game of chess

with him,--and another bearing the neat superscription 'Mrs.

Mandeville Poreham. The Leas. At Home Thursdays,'--whereat he

smiled. Mrs. Mandeville Poreham was a 'county' lady, wife of a

gentleman-at-ease who did nothing but hunt, and who never had done

anything in all his life but hunt,--she was also the mother of five

marriageable daughters, and her calls on the Reverend John were

marked by a polite and patient persistency that seemed altogether

admirable. She lived some two miles out of St. Rest, but always

attended Walden's church regularly, driving thither with her family

in a solemnly closed private omnibus of the true 'county' type. She

professed great interest in all Church matters, on the ground that

she was herself the daughter of a dead-and-gone clergyman.

"My poor father!" she was wont to say, smoothing her sleek bandeaux

of grey hair on either side of her forehead with one long, pale,

thin finger--"He was such a good man! Ah yes!--and he had such a

lovely mind! My mother was a Beedle."

This last announcement, generally thrown in casually, was apt to be

startling to the uninitiated,--and it was not till the genealogy of

the Beedle family had been duly explained to the anxious enquirer,

that it was seen how important and allsufficing it was to have had a

Beedle for one's maternal parent. The Beedles were a noted 'old

stock' in Suffolk, so it appeared,--and to be connected with a

Suffolk Beedle was, to certain provincial minds of limited

perception, a complete guarantee of superior birth and breeding.

Walden was well accustomed to receiving a call from Mrs. Poreham

about every ten days or so, and he did his utmost best to dodge her

at all points. Bainton was his ready accomplice in this harmless

conspiracy, and promptly gave him due warning whenever the Poreham

''bus' or landau was seen weightily bearing down upon the village,

with the result that, on the arrival of the descendant of the

Beedles at the rectory door she was met by Hester Rockett, the

parlourmaid, with a demure smile and the statement,--'Mr. Walden is

out, mim.' Then, when Walden, according to the laws of etiquette,

had to return the lady's visit, Bainton again assisted him by

watching and waiting till he could inform him, ''as 'ow he'd seen

that blessed old Poreham woman drivin' out with 'er fam'ly to

Riversford. They won't likely be back for a couple of hours at

least.' Whereupon Walden straightway took a swinging walk up to 'The

Leas,' deposited his card with the footman, for the absent 'fam'ly'

and returned again in peace to his own dwelling.

This afternoon he had again, as usual, missed the worthy lady, and

he set aside her card, the smile with which he had glanced at it

changing suddenly to a sigh of somewhat wearied impatience. Surely

there was something unusually dark and solitary in the aspect of the

room to which, for so many years, he had been accustomed, and where

he had generally found comfort and contentment? The vivid hues of

the sunset were declining rapidly, and the solemn shadow of evening

was creeping up apace over the sky and outer landscape--but

something heavier than the mild obscurity of approaching night

seemed weighing on the air around him, which oppressed his nerves

and saddened his soul. He stood absently turning over the papers on

his desk, in a frame of mind which left him uncertain how to employ

himself,--whether to read,--to write,--to finish a sketch of the

flowering reeds on the river which he had yesterday begun,--or to

combat with his own mood, fathom its meaning, and conquer its

tendency? There came a light tap at his door and the maid Hester

entered with a letter.

"The last post, sir. Only one for you."

He took it up indifferently as the girl retired,--then uttered a

slight exclamation of pleasure.

"From Brent,"--he said, half aloud--"Dear old fellow! I have not

heard from him since New Year."

He opened the letter, and began to read. The interested look in his

eyes deepened,--and he moved nearer to the open window to avail

himself as much as possible of the swiftly decreasing light.

"DEAR WALDEN,"--it ran--"The spirit moves me to write to you, not

only because it occurs to me that I have failed to do so for a long

time, but also because I feel a certain necessity for thought-

expansion to someone, who, like yourself, is accustomed to the habit

of thinking. The tendency of the majority nowadays is,--or so it

appears to me,--to forget the purpose for which the brain was

designed, or rather to use it for no higher object than that for

which it is employed by the brute creation, namely to consider the

ways and means of securing food, and then to ruminate on the self-

gratification which follows the lusts of appetite. In fact, 'to rot

and rot,--and thereby hangs a tale!' But before I enter into any

particulars of my own special phase or mood, let me ask how it fares

with you in your small and secluded parish? All must be well, I

imagine, otherwise doubtless I should have heard. It seems only the

other day that I came, at your request, to consecrate your beautiful

little church of 'The Saint's Rest,'--yet seven years have rolled

away since then, leaving indelible tracks of age on me, as probably

on you also, my dear fellow!--though you have always carried old

Time on your back more lightly and easily than I. To me he has ever

been the Arabian Nights' inexorable 'Old Man of the Sea,' whose

habit is to kill unless killed. At fifty-one I feel myself either

'rusting' or mellowing; I wonder which you will judge the most

fitting appellation for me when we next meet? Mind and memory play

me strange tricks in my brief moments of solitude, and whenever I

think of you, I imagine it can only be yesterday that we two college

lads walked and talked together in the drowsy old streets of Oxford

and made our various plans for our future lives with all the superb

dominance and assertiveness of youth, which is so delightful while

it lasts, despite the miserable deceptions it practises upon us. One

thing, however, which I gained in the past time, and which has never

deceived me, is your friendship,--and how much I owe to you no one

but myself can ever tell. Good God!--how superior you always were,

and are, to me! Why did you efface yourself so completely for my

sake? I often ask this question, and except for the fact that it

would be impossible to you to even make an attempt to override, for

mere ambition, anyone for whom you had a deep affection, I cannot

imagine any answer. But as matters have turned out with me I think

it might have been better after all, had you been in my place and I

in yours! A small 'cure of souls' would have put my mental fibre to

less torture, than the crowding cares of my diocese, which depress

me more and more as they increase. Many things seem to me hopeless,-

-utterly irremediable! The shadow of a pre-ponderating, defiant,

all-triumphant Evil stalks abroad everywhere--and the clergy are as

much affected by it as the laymen. I feel that the world is far more

Christ-less to-day after two thousand years of preaching and

teaching, than it was in the time of Nero. How has this happened?

Whose the fault? Walden, there is only one reply--it is the Church

itself that has failed! The message of salvation,--the gospel of

love,--these are as God-born and true as ever they were,--but the

preachers and teachers of the Divine Creed are to blame,--the men

who quarrel among themselves over forms and ceremonies instead of

concentrating their energies on ministering to others,--and I

confess I find myself often at a loss to dispose Church affairs in

such wise as to secure at one and the same time, peace and

satisfaction amongst the clergy under me, with proper devotion to

the mental and physical needs of the thousands who have a right, yes

a right to expect spiritual comfort and material succour from those

who profess, by their vows of ordination, to be faithful and

disinterested servants of Christ.

"I daresay you remember how we used to talk religious matters over

when we were young and enthusiastic men, studying for the Church.

You will easily recall the indignation and fervour with which we

repudiated all heresies new and old, and turned our backs with

mingled pity and scorn on every writer of agnostic theories,

estimating such heterodox influences as weighing but lightly in the

balance of belief, and making little or no effect on the minds of

the majority. We did not then grasp in its full measure the meaning

of what is to-day called the 'rush' of life. That blind, brutal

stampede of humanity over every corner and quarter of the earth,--a

stampede which it is impossible to check or to divert, and which

arises out of a nameless sense of panic, and foreboding of disaster!

Like hordes of wild cattle on the prairies, who scent invisible

fire, and begin to gallop furiously headlong anywhere and

everywhere, before the first red gleam of the devouring element

breaks from the undergrowth of dry grass and stubble,--so do the

nations and peoples appear to me to-day. Reckless, maddened, fear-

stricken and reasonless, they rush hither and thither in search of

refuge from themselves and from each other, yet are all the while

driven along unconsciously in heterogeneous masses, as though swept

by the resistless breath of some mysterious whirlwind, impelling

them on to their own disaster. I feel the end approaching, Walden!--

sometimes I almost see it! And with the near touch of a shuddering

future catastrophe on me, I am often disposed to agree with sad King

Solomon that after all 'there is nothing better for a man than that

he should eat, drink and be merry all the days of his life.' For I

grow tired of my own puny efforts to lift the burden of human sorrow

which is laid upon me, aloft on the fainting wings of prayer, to a

God who seems wholly irresponsive,--mind, Walden, I say seems--so do

not start away from my words and judge me as beginning to weaken in

the faith that formerly inspired me. I confess to an intense fatigue

and hopelessness,--the constant unrelieved consciousness of human

wretchedness weighs me down to the dust of spiritual abasement, for

I can but think that if God were indeed merciful and full of loving-

kindness, He would not, He could not endure the constant spectacle

of man's devilish injustice to his brother man! I have no right to

permit myself to indulge in such reflections as these, I know,--yet

they have gained such hold on me that I have latterly had serious

thoughts of resigning my bishopric. But this is a matter involving

other changes in my life, on which I should like to have some long

friendly talks with you, before taking any decisive step. Your own

attitude of mind towards the 'calling and election' you have chosen

has always seemed to me so pre-eminently pure and lofty, that I

should condemn ray own feelings even more than I do, were I to allow

the twin forces of pessimism and despair to possess me utterly

without an attempt to bring them under your sane and healthful

exorcism, the more so, as you know all my personal history and life-

long sorrow. And this brings me to the main point of my letter which

is, that I should much like to see you, if you can spare me two or

three days of your company any time before the end of August. Try to

arrange an early visit, though I know how ill your parishioners can

spare you, and how more than likely they are to grumble at your

absence. You are to be envied in having secured so much affection

and confidence in the parish you control, and every day I feel more

and more how wisely you have chosen your lot in that comparative

obscurity, which, at one time, seemed to those who know your

brilliant gifts, a waste of life and opportunity. Of course you are

not without jealous enemies,--no true soul ever is. Sir Morton

Pippitt still occasionally sends me a spluttering note of

information as to something you have, or have not done, to the

church on which you have spent the greater part of your personal

fortune; and Leveson, the minister at Badsworth, appears to think

that I should assist him by heading a subscription list to obtain

funds for the purpose of making his church as perfect a gem of

architecture as yours. Due enquiries have been made as to the nature

and needs of his parishioners, and it appears that only twenty--five

adult persons on an average ever attend his ministrations, and that

the building for which he pleads is a brick edifice built in 1870

and deliberately allowed to decay by disuse and neglect. However,

Sir Morton Pippitt is taking some interest in it, so I am given to

understand,--and perhaps in 'restoring' a modern chapel, he will be

able to console himself for the ruthless manner in which you

stripped off his 'galvanised tin' roof from your old Norman church

walls!

"I am sorry to hear that the historic house of Abbot's Manor is

again inhabited, and by one who is likely to be a most undesirable

neighbour to you."

Here Walden, unable to read very quickly at the window, stepped out

on the lawn, still holding the letter close to his eyes. "A most

undesirable neighbour"--he-murmured-"Yes--now let me see!--where is

that phrase?--Oh, here it is,--'a most undesirable neighbour.'" And

he read on:-"I allude to Miss Vancourt, the only child of the late

Robert Vancourt who was killed some years ago in the hunting field.

The girl was taken away at her father's death by her uncle

Frederick, who, having sown an unusual crop of wild oats, had

married one of those inordinately wealthy American women to whom the

sun itself appears little more than a magnified gold-piece--and of

course between the two she has had a very bad training. Frederick

Vancourt was the worst and weakest of the family, and his wife has

been known for years as a particularly hardened member of the

'smart' set. Under their tutelage Miss Vancourt, or 'Maryllia Van,'

as she appears to be familiarly known and called in society, has

attained a rather unenviable notoriety; and when I heard the other

day that she had left her aunt's house in a fit of ungovernable

temper, and had gone to her own old house to live, I thought at once

of you with a pang of pity. For, if I remember rightly, you have a

great opinion of the Manor as an unspoilt relic of Tudor times, and

have always been rather glad that it was left to itself without any

modern improvement or innovation. I can imagine nothing worse to

your mind than the presence of a 'smart' lady in the unsophisticated

village of St. Rest! However, you may take heart of grace, as it is

not likely she will stay there long. Rumour asserts that she is

shortly to be married to Lord Roxmouth,--he who will be Duke of

Ormistoune and owner of that splendid but half-ruined pile, Roxmouth

Castle. She has, it appears, kept this poor gentleman dancing

attendance on her for a sufficient time to make evident to the world

her desire to secure his title, and her present sudden capricious

retirement into country life is understood to be a mere RUSE to draw

him more swiftly on to his matrimonial doom. No doubt he has an eye

on Mrs. Fred Vancourt's millions, which her niece would inherit in

the event of her marrying a future English duke,--still, from what I

gather, he would deserve some compensation for risking his life's

happiness with such a very doubtful partner. But I daresay I am

retailing information with which you are no doubt already quite

familiar, and in all probability 'Maryllia Van' is not likely to

cross your path at any time, as among her other reported

characteristics is that of a cheap scorn for religion,--a scorn

which sits so unbecomingly on our modern women, and forbodes so much

disaster in the future, they being the mothers of the coming race. I

expect the only circumstance likely to trouble your calm and

pleasant routine of life and labour is, that the present occupation

of Abbot's Manor may have stopped some of your romantic rambles in

the beautiful woods surrounding it! May never any greater care

disturb you, my dear fellow!--for even that is one, which, as I have

pointed out to you, will be of brief duration. Let me know when you

think you will be able to come and spend a couple of days here,--and

I will clear my work ahead in order to leave the time free for an

entire unburdening of my soul to you, as in the days of our youth,

so long ago.--Sincerely and affectionately yours, H.A. BRENT."

Slowly, and with methodical nicety, Walden folded up the letter and

put it in his pocket. With a kind of dazed air he looked about him,

vaguely surprised that the evening seemed to have fallen so soon.

Streaks of the sunset still glowed redly here and there in the sky,

but the dense purple of the night had widened steadily over the

spaces of the air, and just above the highest bough of the apple-

tree on the lawn, the planet Venus twinkled bravely in all its

silver panoply of pride as the Evening Star. Low and sweet on the

fragrant silence came the dulcet piping of a nightingale, and the

soft swishing sound of the river flowing among the rushes, and

pushing against the pebbly shore. A sudden smarting sense of pain

stung Walden's eyes,--pressing them with one hand he found it wet,--

with tears? No, no!--not with tears,--merely with the moisture of

strain and fatigue,--his sight was not so good as it used to be;--of

course he was getting old,--and Bishop Brent's small caligraphy had

been difficult to decipher by the half-light. All at once something

burning and passionate stirred in him,--a wave of chivalrous

indignation that poured itself swiftly through every channel of his

clean and honest blood, and he involuntarily clenched his hand.

"What liars there are in the world!" he said aloud and fiercely--

"What liars!"

Venus, peeping at him over the apple-boughs, gave out a diamond-like

sparkle as though she were no greater thing than a loving eye,--the

unseen nightingale, tuning its voice to richer certainties, broke

into a fuller, deeper warble,--more stars flew, like shining fire-

flies, into space, and on the lowest line of the western horizon a

white cloud fringed with silver, floated slowly, the noiseless

herald of the coming moon. But Walden saw nothing of the mystically

beautiful transfiguration of the evening into night. His thoughts

were elsewhere.

"And yet"--he mused sorrowfully--"How do I know? How can I tell? The

clear childlike eyes may be trained to deceive,--the smile of the

sweet, all too sweet mouth, may be insincere--the pretty, impulsive

confiding manner may be a mere trick---and---after all---what is it

to me? I demand of myself plainly and fairly--what is it to me?"

He gave a kind of unconscious despairing gesture. Was there some

devil in his soul whom he was bound to wrestle with by fasting and

prayer, and conquer in the end? Or was it an angel that had entered

there, before whose heavenly aspect he must kneel and succumb? Why

this new and appalling loneliness which had struck himself and his

home-surroundings as with an earthquake shock, shaking the

foundations of all that had seemed so safe and secure? Why this

feverish restlessness in his mind, which forbade him to occupy

himself with any of the work waiting for him to do, and which made

him unhappy and ill at ease for no visible or reasonable cause?

He walked slowly across the lawn to his favourite seat under the

apple-tree,--and there, beneath the scented fruiting boughs, with

the evening dews gathering on the grass at his feet, he tried

manfully to face the problem that troubled his own inner

consciousness.

"Let me brave it out!" he said--"Let me realise and master the

thoughts that seek to master ME, otherwise I am no man, but merely a

straw to be caught by the idle wind of an emotion. Why should I

shirk the analysis of what I feel to be true of myself? For, after

all, it is only a weakness of nature,--a sense of regret and loss,--

a knowledge of something I have missed in life,--all surely

pardonable if quelled in the beginning. She,--Maryllia Vancourt--is

only at woman,--I am only a man. There is more than at first seems

apparent in that simple qualification 'only'! She, the woman, has

charm, and is instinctively conscious of her power, as why should

she not be?--she has tried it, and found it no doubt in every case

effectual. I, the man, am long past the fervours and frenzies of

life,--and charm, whether it be hers or that of any other of her

sex, should have, or ought to have, no effect upon me, particularly

in my vocation, and with my settled habits. If I am so easily moved

as to be conscious of a certain strange glamour and fascination in

this girl,--for she is a girl to me, nay almost a child,--that is

not her fault, but mine. As well expect the sun not to shine or a

bird not to sing, as expect Maryllia Vancourt not to smile and look

sweet! Walking with her in her rose-garden, where she took me with

such a pretty air of confiding grace, to show me her border of old

French damask roses, I listened to her half-serious, sometimes

playful talk as in a dream, and answered her kindly questions

concerning some of the sick and poor in the village as best I could,

though I fear I must occasionally have spoken at random. Oh, those

old French damask roses! I have known them growing in that border

for years,--yet I never saw them as I saw them to-day,--never looked

they so darkly red and glowing!--so large and open-hearted! I fancy

I shall smell their fragrance all my life! 'Are they doing well, do

you think?'--she said, and the little white chin perked up from

under the pink ribbon which tied her hat, and the dark blue eyes

gleamed drowsily from beneath their drooping lids,--and the lips

parted, smiling--and then--then came the devil and tempted me! I was

no longer middle-aged John Walden, the quiet parson of a country

'cure,'--I was a man unknown to myself,--possessed as it were, by

the ghost of a dead youth, clamouring for youthful joy! I longed to

touch that delicate little pink-and-white creature, so like a rose

herself!--I was moved by an insane desire--yes!--it was insane, and

fortunately quite momentary,--such impulses are not uncommon"--and

here, as he unravelled, to his own satisfaction, the tangled web of

his impressions, his brow cleared, and he smiled gravely,--"I was, I

say, moved by an insane desire to draw that dainty small bundle of

frippery and prettiness into my arms--yes,--it was so, and why

should I not confess it to myself? Why should I be ashamed? Other

men have felt the same, though perhaps they do not count so many

years of life as I do. At any rate with me the feeling was

momentary,--and passed. Then,--some moments later,--under the cedar-

tree she dropped a rose from the cluster she had gathered,--and in

giving it back to her I touched her hand--and our eyes met."

Here his thoughts became disconnected, and wandered beyond his

control. He let them go,--and listened, instead of thinking, to the

notes of the nightingale singing in his garden. It was now being

answered by others at a distance, with incessant repetitions of a

flute-like warble,--and then came the long sobbing trill and cry of

love, piercing the night with insistant passion.

"The Bird of Life is singing on the bough,

His two eternal notes of 'I and Thou'--

O hearken well, for soon the song sings through,

And would we hear it, we must hear it Now."

A faint tremor shook him as the lines quoted by Cicely Bourne rang

back upon his memory. He rose to go indoors.

"I am a fool!"--he said--"I must not trouble my head any more about

a summer day's fancy. It was a kind of 'old moonlight in the blood,'

as Hafiz says,--an aching sense of loss,--or rather a touch of the

spring affecting a decaying tree!" He sighed. "I shall not suffer

from it again, because I will not. Brent's letter has arrived

opportunely,--though I think--nay, I am sure, he has been

misinformed. However, Miss Vancourt's affairs have nothing to do

with me,--nor need I interest myself in what is not my concern. My

business is with those who depend on my care,--I must not forget

myself--I must attend to my work."

He went into the house,--and there was confronted in his own hall by

a big burly figure clad in rough corduroys,--that of Farmer Thorpe,

who doffed his cap and pulled his forelock respectfully at the sight

of him.

"'Evenin', Passon!" he said--"I thought as 'ow I'd make bold to coom

an' tell ye my red cow's took the turn an' doin' wonderful! Seems a

special mussy of th' A'mighty, an' if there's anythin' me an' my

darter can do fur ye, ye'll let us know, Passon, for I'm darn

grateful, an' feels as 'ow the beast pulled round arter I'd spoke

t'ye about 'er. An' though as ye told me, 'tain't the thing to say

no prayers for beasties which is worldly goods, I makes a venture to

arsk ye if ye'll step round to the farm to-morrer, jest to please

Mattie my darter, an' take a look at the finest litter o' pigs as

ever was seen in this county, barrin' none! A litter as clean an'

sweet as daisies in new-mown hay, an' now's the time for ye to look

at 'em, Passon, an' choose yer own suckin' beast for bilin' or

roastin' which ye please, for both's as good as t'other,--an' there

ain't no man about 'ere what desarves a sweet suckin' pig more'n you

do, an' that I say an' swear to. It's a real prize litter I do

assure you!--an' Mattie my darter, she be that proud, an' all ye

wants to do is just to coom along an' choose your own!"

"Thank you, Mr. Thorpe!" said Walden with his usual patient

courtesy--"Thank you very much! I will certainly come. Glad to hear

the cow is better. And is Miss Thorpe well?"

"She's that foine,"--rejoined the farmer--"that only the pigs can

beat 'er! I'll be tellin' 'er you'll coom to-morrer then?"

"Oh yes--by all means! Certainly! Most kind of you, I'm sure! Good-

evening, Thorpe!"

"Same t'ye, Passon, an' thank ye kindly!" Whereat John escaped at

last into his own solitary sanctum.

"My work!" he said, with a faint smile, as he seated himself at his

desk--"I must do my work! I must attend to the pigs as much as

anything else in the parish! My work!"