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ON my first dash to the Northern fighting line--Greer told me the other

night--I carried supplies to an ambulance where the surgeon asked me to

have a talk with an officer who was badly wounded and fretting for news

of his people in the east of France.

He was a young Frenchman, a cavalry lieutenant, trim and slim, with a

pleasant smile and obstinate blue eyes that I liked. He looked as if

he could hold on tight when it was worth his while. He had had a leg

smashed, poor devil, in the first fighting in Flanders, and had been

dragging on for weeks in the squalid camp-hospital where I found him. He

didn’t waste any words on himself, but began at once about his family.

They were living, when the war broke out, at their country-place in

the Vosges; his father and mother, his sister, just eighteen, and his

brother Alain, two years younger. His father, the Comte de Réchamp,

had married late in life, and was over seventy: his mother, a good deal

younger, was crippled with rheumatism; and there was, besides--to

round off the group--a helpless but intensely alive and domineering

old grandmother about whom all the others revolved. You know how French

families hang together, and throw out branches that make new roots but

keep hold of the central trunk, like that tree--what’s it called?--that

they give pictures of in books about the East.

Jean de Réchamp--that was my lieutenant’s name--told me his family was

a typical case. “We’re very _province_,” he said. “My people live

at Réchamp all the year. We have a house at Nancy--rather a fine old

hôtel--but my parents go there only once in two or three years, for a

few weeks. That’s our ‘season.’...Imagine the point of view! Or rather

don’t, because you couldn’t....” (He had been about the world a good

deal, and known something of other angles of vision.)

Well, of this helpless exposed little knot of people he had had no

word--simply nothing--since the first of August. He was at home, staying

with them at Réchamp, when war broke out. He was mobilised the first

day, and had only time to throw his traps into a cart and dash to the

station. His depot was on the other side of France, and communications

with the East by mail and telegraph were completely interrupted during

the first weeks. His regiment was sent at once to the fighting line,

and the first news he got came to him in October, from a communiqué in

a Paris paper a month old, saying: “The enemy yesterday retook Réchamp.”

After that, dead silence: and the poor devil left in the trenches to

digest that “_retook_”!

There are thousands and thousands of just such cases; and men bearing

them, and cracking jokes, and hitting out as hard as they can. Jean

de Réchamp knew this, and tried to crack jokes too--but he got his leg

smashed just afterward, and ever since he’d been lying on a straw pallet

under a horse-blanket, saying to himself: “_Réchamp retaken_.”

“Of course,” he explained with a weary smile, “as long as you can tot

up your daily bag in the trenches it’s a sort of satisfaction--though

I don’t quite know why; anyhow, you’re so dead-beat at night that no

dreams come. But lying here staring at the ceiling one goes through the

whole business once an hour, at the least: the attack, the slaughter,

the ruins...and worse.... Haven’t I seen and heard things enough on

_this_ side to know what’s been happening on the other? Don’t try to

sugar the dose. I _like_ it bitter.”

I was three days in the neighbourhood, and I went back every day to see

him. He liked to talk to me because he had a faint hope of my getting

news of his family when I returned to Paris. I hadn’t much myself, but

there was no use telling him so. Besides, things change from day to day,

and when we parted I promised to get word to him as soon as I could

find out anything. We both knew, of course, that that would not be till

Réchamp was taken a third time--by his own troops; and perhaps soon

after that, I should be able to get there, or near there, and make

enquiries myself. To make sure that I should forget nothing, he drew

the family photographs from under his pillow, and handed them over:

the little witch-grandmother, with a face like a withered walnut, the

father, a fine broken-looking old boy with a Roman nose and a weak chin,

the mother, in crape, simple, serious and provincial, the little sister

ditto, and Alain, the young brother--just the age the brutes have been

carrying off to German prisons--an over-grown thread-paper boy with too

much forehead and eyes, and not a muscle in his body. A charming-looking

family, distinguished and amiable; but all, except the grandmother,

rather usual. The kind of people who come in sets.

As I pocketed the photographs I noticed that another lay face down by

his pillow. “Is that for me too?” I asked.

He coloured and shook his head, and I felt I had blundered. But after a

moment he turned the photograph over and held it out.

“It’s the young girl I am engaged to. She was at Réchamp visiting my

parents when war was declared; but she was to leave the day after I

did....” He hesitated. “There may have been some difficulty about her

going.... I should like to be sure she got away.... Her name is Yvonne

Malo.”

He did not offer me the photograph, and I did not need it. That girl had

a face of her own! Dark and keen and splendid: a type so different

from the others that I found myself staring. If he had not said “_ma

fiancée_” I should have understood better. After another pause he went

on: “I will give you her address in Paris. She has no family: she lives

alone--she is a musician. Perhaps you may find her there.” His colour

deepened again as he added: “But I know nothing--I have had no news of

her either.”

To ease the silence that followed I suggested: “But if she has no

family, wouldn’t she have been likely to stay with your people, and

wouldn’t that be the reason of your not hearing from her?”

“Oh, no--I don’t think she stayed.” He seemed about to add: “If she

could help it,” but shut his lips and slid the picture out of sight.

As soon as I got back to Paris I made enquiries, but without result.

The Germans had been pushed back from that particular spot after a

fortnight’s intermittent occupation; but their lines were close by,

across the valley, and Réchamp was still in a net of trenches. No one

could get to it, and apparently no news could come from it. For the

moment, at any rate, I found it impossible to get in touch with the

place.

My enquiries about Mlle. Malo were equally unfruitful. I went to the

address Réchamp had given me, somewhere off in Passy, among gardens, in

what they call a “Square,” no doubt because it’s oblong: a kind of long

narrow court with aesthetic-looking studio buildings round it. Mlle.

Malo lived in one of them, on the top floor, the concierge said, and

I looked up and saw a big studio window, and a roof-terrace with dead

gourds dangling from a pergola. But she wasn’t there, she hadn’t been

there, and they had no news of her. I wrote to Réchamp of my double

failure, he sent me back a line of thanks; and after that for a long

while I heard no more of him.

By the beginning of November the enemy’s hold had begun to loosen in the

Argonne and along the Vosges, and one day we were sent off to the

East with a couple of ambulances. Of course we had to have military

chauffeurs, and the one attached to my ambulance happened to be a fellow

I knew. The day before we started, in talking over our route with him,

I said: “I suppose we can manage to get to Réchamp now?” He looked

puzzled--it was such a little place that he’d forgotten the name. “Why

do you want to get there?” he wondered. I told him, and he gave an

exclamation. “Good God! Of course--but how extraordinary! Jean de

Réchamp’s here now, in Paris, too lame for the front, and driving

a motor.” We stared at each other, and he went on: “He must take my

place--he must go with you. I don’t know how it can be done; but done it

shall be.”

Done it was, and the next morning at daylight I found Jean de Réchamp at

the wheel of my car. He looked another fellow from the wreck I had left

in the Flemish hospital; all made over, and burning with activity, but

older, and with lines about his eyes. He had had news from his people in

the interval, and had learned that they were still at Réchamp, and well.

What was more surprising was that Mlle. Malo was with them--had never

left. Alain had been got away to England, where he remained; but none of

the others had budged. They had fitted up an ambulance in the château,

and Mlle. Malo and the little sister were nursing the wounded. There

were not many details in the letters, and they had been a long time on

the way; but their tone was so reassuring that Jean could give himself

up to unclouded anticipation. You may fancy if he was grateful for the

chance I was giving him; for of course he couldn’t have seen his people

in any other way.

Our permits, as you know, don’t as a rule let us into the firing-line:

we only take supplies to second-line ambulances, and carry back the

badly wounded in need of delicate operations. So I wasn’t in the least

sure we should be allowed to go to Réchamp--though I had made up my mind

to get there, anyhow.

We were about a fortnight on the way, coming and going in Champagne and

the Argonne, and that gave us time to get to know each other. It was

bitter cold, and after our long runs over the lonely frozen hills we

used to crawl into the café of the inn--if there was one--and talk and

talk. We put up in fairly rough places, generally in a farm house or a

cottage packed with soldiers; for the villages have all remained empty

since the autumn, except when troops are quartered in them. Usually, to

keep warm, we had to go up after supper to the room we shared, and

get under the blankets with our clothes on. Once some jolly Sisters

of Charity took us in at their Hospice, and we slept two nights in

an ice-cold whitewashed cell--but what tales we heard around their

kitchen-fire! The Sisters had stayed alone to face the Germans, had seen

the town burn, and had made the Teutons turn the hose on the singed

roof of their Hospice and beat the fire back from it. It’s a pity those

Sisters of Charity can’t marry....

Réchamp told me a lot in those days. I don’t believe he was talkative

before the war, but his long weeks in hospital, starving for news, had

unstrung him. And then he was mad with excitement at getting back to his

own place. In the interval he’d heard how other people caught in their

country-houses had fared--you know the stories we all refused to believe

at first, and that we now prefer not to think about.... Well, he’d been

thinking about those stories pretty steadily for some months; and he

kept repeating: “My people say they’re all right--but they give no

details.”

“You see,” he explained, “there never were such helpless beings. Even if

there had been time to leave, they couldn’t have done it. My mother

had been having one of her worst attacks of rheumatism--she was in bed,

helpless, when I left. And my grandmother, who is a demon of activity in

the house, won’t stir out of it. We haven’t been able to coax her into

the garden for years. She says it’s draughty; and you know how we all

feel about draughts! As for my father, he hasn’t had to decide anything

since the Comte de Chambord refused to adopt the tricolour. My father

decided that he was right, and since then there has been nothing

particular for him to take a stand about. But I know how he behaved just

as well as if I’d been there--he kept saying: ‘One must act--one

must act!’ and sitting in his chair and doing nothing. Oh, I’m not

disrespectful: they were _like_ that in his generation! Besides--it’s

better to laugh at things, isn’t it?” And suddenly his face would

darken....

On the whole, however, his spirits were good till we began to traverse

the line of ruined towns between Sainte Menehould and Bar-le-Duc. “This

is the way the devils came,” he kept saying to me; and I saw he was hard

at work picturing the work they must have done in his own neighbourhood.

“But since your sister writes that your people are safe!”

“They may have made her write that to reassure me. They’d heard I was

badly wounded. And, mind you, there’s never been a line from my mother.”

“But you say your mother’s hands are so lame that she can’t hold a pen.

And wouldn’t Mlle. Malo have written you the truth?”

At that his frown would lift. “Oh, yes. She would despise any attempt at

concealment.”

“Well, then--what the deuce is the matter?”

“It’s when I see these devils’ traces--” he could only mutter.

One day, when we had passed through a particularly devastated little

place, and had got from the curé some more than usually abominable

details of things done there, Réchamp broke out to me over the

kitchen-fire of our night’s lodging. “When I hear things like that I

don’t believe anybody who tells me my people are all right!”

“But you know well enough,” I insisted, “that the Germans are not all

alike--that it all depends on the particular officer....”

“Yes, yes, I know,” he assented, with a visible effort at impartiality.

“Only, you see--as one gets nearer....” He went on to say that, when he

had been sent from the ambulance at the front to a hospital at Moulins,

he had been for a day or two in a ward next to some wounded German

soldiers--bad cases, they were--and had heard them talking. They didn’t

know he knew German, and he had heard things.... There was one name

always coming back in their talk, von Scharlach, Oberst von Scharlach.

One of them, a young fellow, said: “I wish now I’d cut my hand off

rather than do what he told us to that night.... Every time the fever

comes I see it all again. I wish I’d been struck dead first.” They all

said “Scharlach” with a kind of terror in their voices, as if he might

hear them even there, and come down on them horribly. Réchamp had asked

where their regiment came from, and had been told: From the Vosges.

That had set his brain working, and whenever he saw a ruined village, or

heard a tale of savagery, the Scharlach nerve began to quiver. At such

times it was no use reminding him that the Germans had had at least

three hundred thousand men in the East in August. He simply didn’t

listen....

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