CHAPTER VI.

Meanwhile Audley Egerton's carriage had deposited him at the door of Lord

Lansmere's house, at Knightsbridge. He asked for the countess, and was

shown into the drawing-room, which was deserted. Egerton was paler than

usual; and as the door opened, he wiped the unwonted moisture from his

forehead, and there was a quiver on his firm lip. The countess too, on

entering, showed an emotion almost equally unusual to her self-control.

She pressed Audley's hand in silence, and seating herself by his side,

seemed to collect her thoughts. At length she said,

"It is rarely indeed that we meet, Mr. Egerton, in spite of your intimacy

with Lansmere and Harley. I go so little into your world, and you will

not voluntarily come to me."

"Madam," replied Egerton, "I might evade your kind reproach by stating

that my hours are not at my disposal; but I answer you with plain truth,

--it must be painful to both of us to meet."

The countess coloured and sighed, but did not dispute the assertion.

Audley resumed: "And therefore, I presume that, in sending for me, you

have something of moment to communicate?"

"It relates to Harley," said the countess, as if in apology; "and I would

take your advice."

"To Harley! Speak on, I beseech you."

"My son has probably told you that he has educated and reared a young

girl, with the intention to make her Lady L'Estrange, and hereafter

Countess of Lansmere."

"Harley has no secrets from me," said Egerton, mournfully. "This young

lady has arrived in England, is here, in this house."

"And Harley too?"

"No, she came over with Lady N------and her daughters. Harley was to

follow shortly, and I expect him daily. Here is his letter. Observe,

he has never yet communicated his intentions to this young person, now

entrusted to my care, never spoken to her as the lover."

Egerton took the letter and read it rapidly, though with attention.

"True," said he, as he returned the letter: "and before he does so he

wishes you to see Miss Digby and to judge of her yourself,--wishes to

know if you will approve and sanction his choice."

"It is on this that I would consult you: a girl without rank; the father,

it is true, a gentleman, though almost equivocally one, but the mother, I

know not what. And Harley, for whom I hoped an alliance with the first

houses in England!" The countess pressed her hands convulsively

together.

EGERTON.--"He is no more a boy. His talents have been wasted, his life a

wanderer's. He presents to you a chance of resettling his mind, of

re-arousing his native powers, of a home besides your own. Lady

Lansmere, you cannot hesitate!"

LADY LANSMERE .--"I do, I do? After all that I have hoped after all that

I did to prevent--"

EGERTON (interrupting her).--"You owe him now an atonement; that is in

your power,--it is not in mine." The countess again pressed Audley's

hand, and the tears gushed from her eyes.

"It shall be so. I consent, I consent. I will silence, I will crush

back this proud heart. Alas! it well-nigh broke his own! I am glad you

speak thus. I like to think he owes my consent to you. In that there is

atonement for both."

"You are too generous, madam," said Egerton, evidently moved, though

still, as ever, striving to repress emotion. "And now may I see the

young lady? This conference pains me; you see even my strong nerves

quiver; and at this time I have much to go through,--need of all my

strength and firmness."

"I hear, indeed, that the Government will probably retire. But it is

with honour: it will be soon called back by the voice of the nation."

"Let me see the future wife of Harley L'Estrange," said Egerton, without

heed of this consolatory exclamation.

The countess rose and left the room. In a few minutes she returned with

Helen Digby.

Helen was wondrously improved from the pale, delicate child, with the

soft smile and intelligent eyes, who had sat by the side of Leonard in

his garret. She was about the middle beight, still slight, but

beautifully formed; that exquisite roundness of proportion which conveys

so well the idea of woman, in its undulating, pliant grace,--formed to

embellish life, and soften away its rude angles; formed to embellish, not

to protect. Her face might not have satisfied the critical eye of an

artist,--it was not without defects in regularity; but its expression was

eminently gentle and prepossessing; and there were few who would not have

exclaimed, "What a lovely countenance!" The mildness of her brow was

touched with melancholy--her childhood had left its traces on her youth.

Her step was slow, and her manner shy, subdued, and timid.

Audley gazed on her with earnestness as she approached him; and then

coming forward, took her hand and kissed it. "I am your guardian's

constant friend," said he, and he drew her gently to a seat beside him,

in the recess of a window. With a quick glance of his eye towards the

countess, he seemed to imply the wish to converse with Helen somewhat

apart. So the countess interpreted the glance; and though she remained

in the room, she seated herself at a distance, and bent over a book.

It was touching to see how the austere man of business lent himself

to draw forth the mind of this quiet, shrinking girl; and if you had

listened, you would have comprehended how he came to possess such social

influence, and how well, some time or other in the course of his life, he

had learned to adapt himself to women.

He spoke first of Harley L'Estrange,--spoke with tact and delicacy.

Helen at first answered by monosyllables, and then, by degrees, with

grateful and open affection. Audley's brow grew shaded. He then spoke

of Italy; and though no man had less of the poet in his nature, yet with

the dexterity of one long versed in the world, and who had been

accustomed to extract evidences from characters most opposed to his own,

he suggested such topics as might serve to arouse poetry in others.

Helen's replies betrayed a cultivated taste, and a charming womanly mind;

but they betrayed, also, one accustomed to take its colourings from

another's,--to appreciate, admire, revere the Lofty and the Beautiful,

but humbly and meekly. There was no vivid enthusiasm, no remark of

striking originality, no flash of the self-kindling, creative faculty.

Lastly, Egerton turned to England,--to the critical nature of the times,

to the claims which the country possessed upon all who had the ability to

serve and guide its troubled destinies. He enlarged warmly on Harley's

natural talents, and rejoiced that he had returned to England, perhaps to

commence some great career. Helen looked surprised, but her face caught

no correspondent glow from Audley's eloquence. He rose, and an

expression of disappointment passed over his grave, handsome features,

and as quickly vanished.

"Adieu, my dear Miss Digby; I fear I have wearied you, especially with my

politics. Adieu, Lady Lansmere; no doubt I shall see Harley as soon as

he returns."

Then he hastened from the room, gained his carriage, and ordered the

coachman to drive to Downing Street. He drew down the blinds, and leaned

back. A certain languor became visible in his face, and once or twice,

he mechanically put his hand to his heart.

"She is good, amiable, docile,--will make an excellent wife, no doubt,"

said he, nuirmuringly. "But does she love Harley as he has dreamed of

love? No! Has she the power and energy to arouse his faculties, and

restore to the world the Harley of old? No! Meant by Heaven to be the

shadow of another's sun--not herself the sun,--this child is not the one

who can atone for the Past and illume the Future."

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