To the villagers the cause was evident, but why there should be any
trouble or delay in his courtship they could not make out. Of course he
would take Astumastao's aunt to live with them, and therefore there was
no price to pay for the maiden. So quickly and promptly do they
generally attend to these things, that, when matters have gone between
their young folks as they evidently imagined they had between these two,
a decision one way or another is quickly reached.
These simple people do not believe in long courtships. So they began to
wonder and conjecture why this matter was not settled between them.
They were nearly all favourably inclined toward Oowikapun, and were
pleased at the prospect of his marrying a maiden of their village. Even
some of the young men who had hoped to have won her, when they heard the
story of her wonderful deliverance by this fine young hunter of another
village, and observed how evident it was that he had set his heart upon
her, retired from the field, saying that Oowikapun's claims to her were
greater than theirs, and that for themselves they must look elsewhere.
But strange to say, while Astumastao's eyes brightened when Oowikapun
entered the wigwam, and her welcome was always kindly, yet she
skillfully changed the conversation when it seemed to be leading toward
the tender sentiment, and parried with seeming unconsciousness all
reference to marriage. And being, as women are, more skillful and
quick-witted than men, she, for some reason or other, would never let
him see that she appeared to think of him as a suitor for her hand and
heart, and by her tact, for some reason unaccountable to him, kept him
from saying what was in his heart. And yet she was no mere coquette or
heartless flirt. In her great, loving heart was a purpose noble and
firm, and a resolve so high that, for the present at least, all other
sentiments and feelings must hold a subordinate place. And so, while
she did not repel him, or offend his sensitive spirit, she, in some way
which he could not exactly define, made him feel that he must defer the
thing to him so important, and talk on other subjects. There was one
theme on which she was always eager to talk and to get him to talk, and
to her it never grew stale or threadbare. It was about what he and she
had learned or could remember of the book of heaven, and the good white
man's way.
She sang her hymns to him, and called up all the memories possible of
that happy year in childhood which she had spent in the home of the
missionary. She made him tell her over and over again all he could
remember of Memotas and Meyooachimoowin, and as well as she could, in
her quiet way, let him see how solicitous she was that he should try to
find out how to get into this way, which she said, she was sure was the
right way and the one in which he could find that soul comfort for which
he had been so long seeking.
Oowikapun was thankful for all this kindness, and was very happy in her
presence, but was all the time getting more deeply in love with her, and
while anxious to learn all he could from her, had come to the sage
conclusion that if she would only marry him he could learn so much the
faster.
It is said "that all things come to him who waits," and so the
opportunity which our Indian friend had so long desired came to him.
Astumastao had been telling him one day when they were alone of the
persecutions and oppositions she had met with from her uncle Koosapatum,
the conjurer, and from others, and then stated how hard it was for her
alone to remember about the good Book, and live up to its lessons. Then
she added, if there had only been some one among the people who knew
more than she did to stand firm with her, they might have helped each
other along and been so firm and brave.
When she had finished. Oowikapun saw his opportunity, and was quick
enough in availing himself of it. He replied by deeply sympathising
with her, and then, referring to his own difficulties and failures in
the past, stated how fearful he was of the future, unless he had some
true, brave friend to help him along. Then, suddenly facing her, in
strong and loving words he begged and urged her to be his teacher and
helper, his counsellor, his wife.
So quickly had the conversation changed, and so suddenly had come this
declaration, that Astumastao was thrown off her guard and more deeply
agitated than we have ever seen her before. However, she soon regained
her composure, and replied to him--not unkindly, but candidly and
unmistakably--that she was very sorry he had made such a request, as she
had set her heart upon the accomplishment of some work which perhaps
would make it impossible for her to think of marriage for years to come.
Vainly he urged his suit, but most firmly she resisted; and with only
the satisfaction of getting from her the information that at some future
interview she would tell him of the great object she had set her heart
upon, he had to leave the wigwam, feeling that his chances of winning
Astumastao were not quite so bright as he had vainly imagined.
Oowikapun, as we may well suppose, was very anxious to know the reasons
which had so strong a hold upon Astumastao as to cause her thus to act;
and, so soon as Indian etiquette would allow another visit to her
wigwam, he was not absent.
When some Indian maidens, who had been learning from Astumastao some new
designs in beadwork, at which she was very skillful, had retired, and
the two young people and the aunt were now left alone, she, in her
clear, straightforward manner, told what was uppermost in her heart. It
was of a purpose which had been growing there for years, but which she
had only seen the possibility of carrying out since her uncle's death.
She said she believed they ought to have a missionary to teach them the
truths in the book of heaven. Pe-pe-qua-napuay, the new chief, was not
unfriendly, as he had himself declared that he had lost faith in the old
pagan way; and Koosapatum, the conjurer, had lost his power over the
young men, who now feared not his threats; and at Tapastanum, the old
medicine man, they even laughed when he threatened them. So she had
resolved to go all the way to Norway House, to plead with the missionary
there to send away to the land of missionaries, and get one to come and
live among them and be their teacher of this right way, as described in
the book of heaven. She knew it was far away, and her hands and arms
would often get weary with paddling many days, and her feet would get
sore, and perhaps the moccasins would wear out in the portages where the
stones were sharp and the rocks many. But they had talked it all over,
and they had resolved to go. Two women were to go with her. One, who
was a widow, was to be the guide. She had gone over the way years ago,
with her husband, and thought that she could remember the trail. The
other was a young woman, the companion of Astumastao, who from being so
much with her had learned what she knew, and so longed, for more
instruction that she was willing to go on the long journey, hard and
dangerous though it was. These two women, she said, were anxious to go
with her. They were sick of the way they were living, and longed for
the better life and a knowledge, of what was beyond.
They had been making their preparations for a long time, she said. A
friendly family would keep the aunt in her absence and look after her
little wigwam. They had been making beadwork and some other things to
sell at Norway House, so that they would not be dependent upon the
friends there while they pleaded for a missionary.
Thus talked this noble girl, and, as she went on and described the
blessing that would come to her people if she should succeed, she became
so fired with this noble resolve which had taken such complete
possession of her that poor Oowikapun, while more and more in love with
her, felt himself, while under the witchery of her impassioned words,
verily guilty in having dared to make a proposal of marriage which would
in any way thwart a purpose so noble, and which might be followed by
such blessed results.
And yet, when alone and in cool blood, Oowikapun pondered over the
nature of the task she had decided to undertake, and thought of the
perils and difficulties in the way to which she and her companions would
be exposed, he resolved to try to persuade her to abandon the perilous
undertaking.
Patiently she listened to all he had to say, but she would not be
persuaded to abandon this, on which her heart was so set. Seeing this,
he tried to arrange some compromise or some other plan. First he asked
her to marry him, and let him go along in place of the young Indian
maiden, companion of Astumastao. This plan, which seemed so agreeable
to Oowikapun, she quickly dismissed, saying that she did not intend to
be married until she could be married in the beautiful Christian way she
remembered having seen when a child, and by a Christian missionary.
Failing in this scheme, Oowikapun suggested that he should select some
strong young fellow, and that together they should set off as soon as
the ice disappeared from the rivers, and present her request.
To this Astumastao replied, and there was a little tinge of banter, if
not of sarcasm, as well as a good deal of seriousness in her voice: "And
suppose, in one of the Indian villages through which you might pass, a
sun or ghost dance, or even the ceremony of the devil worship or dog
feast might be going on, who knows but you might be persuaded to jump
into the magic circle and dance yourself senseless? Or if you did not
succeed, might you not in your discouragement go off again to the
tortures and miseries of _hock-e-a-yum_?"
These words made him wince, but he could only feel that they were true,
and that he deserved them all; and he felt that, until he did something
to redeem himself in the eyes of this brave, true woman, he was only
worthy of her reproofs.
Seeing that her words had so hurt him, this generous-hearted girl, who,
while grieved at the failures he had made, could also appreciate his
noble qualities and sympathise with him in his struggles for the light,
quickly turned the conversation, and then, as though making a confidant
of him, told him of all the plans of their contemplated journey, which
was to begin just as soon as the spring opened, as they supposed it
would take them all the season of open water in their lakes and rivers
to go and return. Then she added: "And shall I not be happy when again
I see the spire of that house of prayer at Norway House? And if I can
only succeed in getting the promise of a missionary to come and dwell
among our people I shall forget all the dangers and hardship of the
trip."
One day, while Oowikapun was pondering over the words of Astumastao, and
thinking of the risks she and her companions were about to run, and the
dangers they would have to encounter in their great undertaking, and
contrasting it with the listless, aimless life he had lately been
leading, suddenly there came to him, as a revelation, a noble resolve
which took such possession of him and so inspired him that he appeared
and acted like another man.
To carry it out was quickly decided upon, and so, letting no one know of
his purpose, he very early, one crisp, wintry morning, tied his little
travelling outfit, with his axe and gun, upon his sled, and, without
saying "Good-bye" to anyone, even to Astumastao, secretly left the
village.
There were many surmises among the people when it was known that he was
gone. Many conjectures were made, and when some hunters returned along
the trail which led to his own village, and reported that the tracks of
his sled and snow-shoes were not seen in that direction, they were all
the more surprised; and it was a long time ere they had any hint of
where he had gone or the cause which had taken him away.