ELIZABETH

_September 11 of the same year. Going Sixteen now._

Now I suppose you think this is going to be a love-story. But it

isn't--at least not so far. And I am sure the hero won't be either of

the two _you_ think--not, that is, Hugh John or Nipper Donnan.

But I am going to tell the story of the strangest, the delicatest

friendship I have ever seen--that of Hugh John, my brother, and

Elizabeth Fortinbras.

He is the youngest hero you can imagine, but somehow is much more like a

young man who has shaved himself very close than the schoolboy he is.

Nothing puts Hugh John out. When he has some big festival to attend

along with father, he sits quiet and self-possessed, doing his part

without a quiver on his face. As far as looks go, he could easily be

the chairman. The clean-cut outlines of his face do not denote hardness.

Only he is of the Twentieth Century, and an adept at concealing his

sensations--even from his parents, with whom he is great friends.

But, for all that modernity, there is something essentially knightly,

and even knight-errant, about our Hugh John. An elder time has touched

him. Ideas growing, alas! extinct--are natural to him. A chivalrous

Cromwellian is perhaps the nearest I can come in the way of definition.

For years he was the only one in the house (except Fuz, of course) who

sustained Roundhead as against Cavalier. Yet all his outer man (surely a

boy has an "outer man" when he is six feet high) is that of the

Collegians who rallied about the King at Oxford, and swept away the

train-bands with Rupert the Prince at Marston Moor. But Hugh John agrees

with Mr. Prynne as to the Unloveliness of Love-Locks, and no

Sergeant-Major could carry a closer cropped head of hair.

Also the mind within him is one that abhors restraint. That is, in

thinking. In acting, he obeys as a principle all justly constituted

authorities. Also, if _he_ is in authority, he will insist upon

obedience even unto the shedding of blood.

Only the mind is free and untrammeled. Obedience includes only acts.

Thought with him is free, liberal, critical, large.

But Hugh John is generally shy with the girls who come to our house. He

retires to one of his fastnesses, a lonely David in some unknown Engedi.

He blots himself out. Simply, _he is not_--so far, that is, as the rest

of the house is concerned. But he has the most sharply defined and

sudden affinities. He will see a girl for the first time--the most

reserved, unlikely girl, shy as himself. He will go up to her, and lo!

as like as not, five minutes afterwards they will pair off like two

schoolboys arm in arm.

Grown-up People, after a certain while, forget how their own friendships

were formed--how much was chance, how little intention, and they judge

_us_ in the light of what they now _think_ they were. They are "out"

every time with Hugh John.

For instance, I know Somebody who was afraid he was going to fall in

love with Elizabeth Fortinbras. No such good luck! _I_ knew. The first

time I surprised them having a good talk together I saw that Elizabeth

would take advice from that gray-eyed boy with a man's thoughts which

she would scorn from any one else.

It was the day after we had been to see the Donnans. When I got home,

Hugh John had merely said, "When does Elizabeth begin?"

"Monday," said I; "but how in the world did you know?"

"I did not know _that_!" he answered gravely, as usual.

You simply can't surprise Hugh John. A momentary glitter in a pair of

rather close-lidded gray eyes--that is the most you can expect from him.

It was at the stile at the entrance into the High Wood that I found

them. Elizabeth Fortinbras was seated on the top spar nursing her knees,

and sucking the sorrel stems which Hugh John handed up one by one. They

never looked at one another, but I saw in a moment (trust a girl!) that

I would interrupt their talk. Just fancy _me_ playing gooseberry! No,

thank you, kind sir, she said! Besides, I knew very well that Elizabeth

did not consult her father--and her mother was not worth consulting.

There remained only Hugh John. Of course she could have asked me, but

what girl would have taken my advice when she could get Hugh John's?

I don't know what they said--of course not. I did not ask. But what I

_do_ know is that Elizabeth and Hugh John talked just as he and I would

have done when taking counsel together up in the Cave or at the Feudal

Tower.

Sir Toady was better advised than to attempt to make fun, and though the

Grown-ups might lift their eyebrows, even they had confidence in Hugh

John. Sometimes they asked his advice themselves--though I never heard

of their going so far as to take it. Grown-ups, to my thinking, get

narrow-minded. Perhaps Hugh John will too some day. But now at least he

always just sees the one thing to do, and does it--the one thing another

ought to do, and tells him of it.

Well, he never went to the new confectionery shop. He would pass it

without lifting an eyelid--though I will wager that each time he did so

Elizabeth Fortinbras saw him--and Hugh John knew that she did. And each

was the happier for the knowledge.

To me Elizabeth's determination seemed to brighten all that part of

Edam. It was quite near our house, only just outside the gates. Behind

the counter Elizabeth made a slender figure in black and white. Black

dress well fitting, a present from Mrs. Donnan, large turn-back cuffs,

and a broad Eton collar. It was no wonder that the business throve--I

mean the business which was under the charge of Elizabeth Fortinbras.

The other "down town" suffered exceedingly.

You see, Nipper Donnan could not be in two places at the one time. And

he found he had innumerable occasions to consult his father, or to have

something mended by his mother. He could not possibly obtain the

information or the reparations down town. Hence he spent much of his

time hanging about the new confectionery shop opposite the Market hill.

He became learned in the semophore signaling of the trains on the two

little railways which diverged at Edam Junction. These he explained to

Elizabeth.

His step-mother secretly encouraged him. Nothing would have pleased her

better than for Nipper to "settle down" with such a daughter-in-law. But

she knew, perhaps better than his own mother would have done, that this

strong, incult, fighting Nipper had little chance with a girl like

Elizabeth Fortinbras, whose chief friend and confidant was a certain

gray-eyed lad with a perpendicular frown of thought between his brows.

But Nipper kept on. He thrashed one Hector McLean for blowing a kiss

towards the shop-window from the far side of the Market dyke. All day

long he thought what high and noble thing he could do for Elizabeth's

sake--such as having marble slabs, and water running all the time

between double plate-glass, or dressing all his assistants in blue,

fresh and fresh every day! You see, Nipper's imagination was limited.

But once or twice his father came in and surprised him leaning over the

counter. He regarded his son for a moment with dull, murky eyes; and

then, quite abruptly, ordered him out. The third time this happened he

followed Nipper outside and explained to him the consequences of this

malingering--_imprimis_, he would get his head broken. _Item_, he would

be "backward with his term installment"! _Tertio_, if he were, he need

expect no mercy from his father; and in conclusion, he had better "get

out of that, and stay out!" He, Butcher Donnan, was not a fool. He knew

all about what he was after, if the womenfolk did not! And he was not

going to have it! There! Nipper was warned!

His comings and goings did not, indeed, make much difference to

Elizabeth. Often he was a nuisance, "lounging and suffering"--looking,

as she said afterwards, "like a blue undertaker attached to a

steel-yard." His expression spoiled sales. He looked acid drops. His

jealousies poisoned the very strawberry shortcake on which Mrs. Donnan's

heart prided itself.

On the other hand, he was useful when there were heavy weights to be

lifted, boxes of materials for the little store-room at the back.

Elizabeth could not move these, so she had either to unpack them on the

street, or wait till Butcher Donnan drove his blue-and-gold wagon into

the yard.

But Nipper delighted to show his strength, and would pick up a huge

case, swing it on his shoulder, and deposit it wherever told. These were

his moments of great joy, and almost repaid him for not being able to

eat.

For Nipper's appetite had suffered. He indulged himself in startling

neckties, and, as his girth shrank, the waistcoats which contained it

became more and more gorgeous.

Poor Nipper! He could only gaze and wonder--that is, when there was no

lifting to be done. His tongue forsook him when called upon to answer

the simplest remark. When Elizabeth, taking pity upon him, asked about

his week's receipts, he answered vaguely that he did not know.

Hearing this, she turned about, bearing a tray full of almond-cake fresh

from Mrs. Donnan's hand, and said, "Nipper, do you mean to say you do

not keep track of your sales? Why, you will get cheated right and left.

Bring the books up to-night and I will go over them for you!"

To Nipper this seemed an opportunity too good to be lost. He imagined

their two heads bent over the records of the down town shop, and perhaps

also in time a corresponding approachment of ideas.

Beautiful dream! Foredoomed to failure, however. For Elizabeth, after a

few questions, took up the books to her own room, and on the morrow

furnished the disappointed Nipper with a few startling statistics as to

receipts and expenditure.

"And what would you advise me to do?" said Nipper humbly.

"Oh, I don't know," said Elizabeth. "Ask Hugh John from the House in the

Wood. He will tell you, if anybody can. He advised me to come to help

your mother. If it had not been for him, I should not have been here

now!"

The gleam of jealousy (which is yellow, and not green) in his eyes

altered Nipper's countenance completely.

"Ah, Hugh John indeed!" he thought. That, then, was the explanation, was

it? This coldness was owing to Hugh John--a boy, little more than a

boy--while he, Nipper, was a man, a Councillor, with a shop and income

of his own!

Yet he remembered, when he was already well-nigh Hugh John's present

age, and the cock of all Edam, tying a pale-faced, determined little boy

to a ring in a wall down in the dungeon of an ancient castle. He had

determined then to make the cub give in, and there had been some sick

work with string-twisting and wire-pincers. He did not care to think

about that. But even then the cub had beaten them all. They had been

good friends since--that is, in a way. But was it written in the Book of

Fate (in which Nipper believed) that they should fight for the mastery

on another and far more dangerous arena? It seemed preposterous, but

still--well, he would see Hugh John and put the case to him, as

Elizabeth had said.

Then, so Nipper told himself, he would know! Well--_he might_--supposing

that Hugh John had been even as the young butcher, blushing half-a-mile

away when a lissom, upright form and gait as of wind-blown corn told the

world the important news (for Nipper Donnan) that Elizabeth Fortinbras

was coming up the street in a hurry.

Hugh John listened quietly. Bygones were long bygones between him and

Nipper. The "smoutchies" smoutched no more, but were (most of them) good

servants of the King or honorable citizens of Edam. Already one wore the

V. C., and for his sake and in the general interests of peace Hugh John

tolerated those who remained. He even liked Nipper Donnan, and had no

idea of the gusts of angry fury that were tearing his poor ignorant

heart to pieces.

"Advise you--well, I don't know much about it," said Hugh John. "If it

is a matter of your books, you had better show them to your father. No?

You don't want to do that. Very well, then, tell me what Elizabeth

Fortinbras said--exactly, I mean."

"Said I was to come to you--tell you about the week's deficit, and ask

your advice."

"Then you must tell me _all_ about it!" said Hugh John, calmly

impartial. Nipper gave some figures of entrances and exits, marts and

sales, gross, retail, and monthly book-debts.

"Hum!" said Hugh John, after a minute's thought, "if I were you I should

get rid of the whole indoor crowd, and work the business myself for a

month or two, with a couple of 'prentices _and_ the toe of my boot!"

Hugh John's eyes were distant, grave, thoughtful--Nipper's little,

black, and virulent with suppressed anger. But the Thinker had grown man

of action also, and Nipper felt no security that he could win a victory

against Hugh John even with his fists. As to the mind, he felt

instinctively the grip of his master. _That_ was not to be gainsaid.

"Yes," he said, jerking out his words like leaden pellets on a table, "I

suppose that _is_ the plan. I will fire the whole lot this very night!"

Hugh John nodded quietly.

"It will be best!" he said, and the advice once given, his mind would

have passed to another question had not Nipper recalled him

suspiciously.

"Has my father not been speaking to you?" he growled ungraciously.

"Your father? No, not that I remember!" said Hugh John, staring in

wonder.

"Nor my--Mrs. Donnan, I mean?"

"Never spoke to her in my life, I believe--Sis has, though!"

"_Nor Elizabeth?_"

Nipper's eyes were like gimlets now, but the calm serenity in those of

Hugh John baffled them.

"Elizabeth Fortinbras? Oh, yes," said Hugh John tranquilly, "when she

wants to ask me about anything--as you are doing now--then she speaks to

me."

"_Is that all?_" Nipper's face worked. His lips were bitten so close

that the words had almost to force themselves between the clenched

teeth. Hugh John regarded him a moment gravely, as he did all things,

with gaze unhurried, undismayed. Then he put his hands in his pockets

and turned his back on Nipper with only the words, "Enough for you to

know, anyway!"

And if ever Nipper came near striking any one a dastardly blow from

behind, it was Hugh John who was in danger and at that moment.

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