alive during the War, so he's bound to keep me alive now. Though,
of course, there's the question whether he ought to be allowed to
hang on to his property. What do you think about that, sir?”
Soames, pale and defensive, smiled.
“The old man has fits when I tell him he may have to work yet.
He's got land, you know; it's a fatal disease.”
“This is my real Goya,” said Soames dryly.
“By George! He was a swell. I saw a Goya in Munich once that
bowled me middle stump. A most evil-looking old woman in the most
gorgeous lace. He made no compromise with the public taste. That
old boy was 'some' explosive; he must have smashed up a lot of
convention in his day. Couldn't he just paint! He makes Velasquez
stiff, don't you think?”
“I have no Velasquez,” said Soames.
The young man stared. “No,” he said; “only nations or profiteers
can afford him, I suppose. I say, why shouldn't all the bankrupt
nations sell their Velasquez and Titians and other swells to the
profiteers by force, and then pass a law that any one who holds a
picture by an Old Master—see schedule—must hang it in a public
gallery? There seems something in that.”
“Shall we go down to tea?” said Soames.
The young man's ears seemed to droop on his skull. 'He's not
dense,' thought Soames, following him off the premises.
Goya, with his satiric and surpassing precision, his original
“line,” and the daring of his light and shade, could have
reproduced to admiration the group assembled round Annette's
tea-tray in the inglenook below. He alone, perhaps, of painters
would have done justice to the sunlight filtering through a
screen of creeper, to the lovely pallor of brass, the old cut
glasses, the thin slices of lemon in pale amber tea; justice to
Annette in her black lacey dress; there was something of the fair
Spaniard in her beauty, though it lacked the spirituality of that
rare type; to Winifred's grey-haired, corseted solidity; to
Soames, of a certain grey and flat-cheeked distinction; to the
vivacious Michael Mont, pointed in ear and eye; to Imogen, dark,
luscious of glance, growing a little stout; to Prosper Profond,
with his expression as who should say, “Well, Mr. Goya, what's
the use of paintin' this small party?” finally, to Jack Cardigan,
with his shining stare and tanned sanguinity betraying the moving
principle: “I'm English, and I live to be fit.”
Curious, by the way, that Imogen, who as a girl had declared
solemnly one day at Timothy's that she would never marry a good
man—they were so dull—should have married Jack Cardigan, in whom
health had so destroyed all traces of original sin, that she
might have retired to rest with ten thousand other Englishmen
without knowing the difference from the one she had chosen to
repose beside. “Oh!” she would say of him, in her “amusing” way,
“Jack keeps himself so fearfully fit; he's never had a day's
illness in his life. He went right through the War without a
finger-ache. You really can't imagine how fit he is!” Indeed, he
was so “fit” that he couldn't see when she was flirting, which
was such a comfort in a way. All the same she was quite fond of
him, so far as one could be of a sports-machine, and of the two
little Cardigans made after his pattern. Her eyes just then were
comparing him maliciously with Prosper Profond. There was no
“small” sport or game which Monsieur Profond had not played at
too, it seemed, from skittles to tarpon-fishing, and worn out
every one. Imogen would sometimes wish that they had worn out
Jack, who continued to play at them and talk of them with the
simple zeal of a school-girl learning hockey; at the age of
Great-uncle Timothy she well knew that Jack would be playing
carpet golf in her bedroom, and “wiping somebody's eye.”
He was telling them now how he had “pipped the pro—a charmin'
fellow, playin' a very good game,” at the last hole this morning;
and how he had pulled down to Caversham since lunch, and trying
to incite Prosper Profond to play him a set of tennis after
tea—do him good—“keep him fit.
“But what's the use of keepin' fit?” said Monsieur Profond.
“Yes, sir,” murmured Michael Mont, “what do you keep fit for?”
“Jack,” cried Imogen, enchanted, “what do you keep fit for?”
Jack Cardigan stared with all his health. The questions were like
the buzz of a mosquito, and he put up his hand to wipe them away.
During the War, of course, he had kept fit to kill Germans; now
that it was over he either did not know, or shrank in delicacy
from explanation of his moving principle.
“But he's right,” said Monsieur Profond unexpectedly, “there's
nothin' left but keepin' fit.”
The saying, too deep for Sunday afternoon, would have passed
unanswered, but for the mercurial nature of young Mont.
“Good!” he cried. “That's the great discovery of the War. We all
thought we were progressing—now we know we're only changing.”
“For the worse,” said Monsieur Profond genially.
“How you are cheerful, Prosper!” murmured Annette.
“You come and play tennis!” said Jack Cardigan; “you've got the
hump. We'll soon take that down. D'you play, Mr. Mont?”
“I hit the ball about, sir.”
At this juncture Soames rose, ruffled in that deep instinct of
preparation for the future which guided his existence.
“When Fleur comes—” he heard Jack Cardigan say.
Ah! and why didn't she come? He passed through drawing-room,
hall, and porch out on to the drive, and stood there listening
for the car. All was still and Sundayfied; the lilacs in full
flower scented the air. There were white clouds, like the
feathers of ducks gilded by the sunlight. Memory of the day when
Fleur was born, and he had waited in such agony with her life and
her mother's balanced in his hands, came to him sharply. He had
saved her then, to be the flower of his life. And now! was she
going to give him trouble—pain—give him trouble? He did not like
the look of things! A blackbird broke in on his reverie with an
evening song—a great big fellow up in that acacia-tree. Soames
had taken quite an interest in his birds of late years; he and
Fleur would walk round and watch them; her eyes were sharp as
needles, and she knew every nest. He saw her dog, a retriever,
lying on the drive in a patch of sunlight, and called to him.
“Hallo, old fellow-waiting for her too!” The dog came slowly with
a grudging tail, and Soames mechanically laid a pat on his head.
The dog, the bird, the lilac, all were part of Fleur for him; no
more, no less. 'Too fond of her!' he thought, 'too fond!' He was
like a man uninsured, with his ships at sea. Uninsured again—as
in that other time, so long ago, when he would wander dumb and
jealous in the wilderness of London, longing for that woman—his
first wife—the mother of this infernal boy. Ah! There was the car
at last! It drew up, it had luggage, but no Fleur.
“Miss Fleur is walking up, sir, by the towing-path.”
Walking all those miles? Soames stared. The man's face had the
beginning of a smile on it. What was he grinning at? And very
quickly he turned, saying, “All right, Sims!” and went into the
house. He mounted to the picture-gallery once more. He had from
there a view of the river bank, and stood with his eyes fixed on
it, oblivious of the fact that it would be an hour at least
before her figure showed there. Walking up! And that fellow's
grin! The boy—! He turned abruptly from the window. He couldn't
spy on her. If she wanted to keep things from him—she must; he
could not spy on her. His heart felt empty, and bitterness
mounted from it into his very mouth. The staccato shouts of Jack
Cardigan pursuing the ball, the laugh of young Mont rose in the
stillness and came in. He hoped they were making that chap
Profond run. And the girl in “La Vendimia” stood with her arm
akimbo and her dreamy eyes looking past him. 'I've done all I
could for you,' he thought, 'since you were no higher than my
knee. You aren't going to—to—hurt me, are you?'
But the Goya copy answered not, brilliant in colour just
beginning to tone down. 'There's no real life in it,' thought
Soames. 'Why doesn't she come?'
X.—TRIO
Among those four Forsytes of the third, and, as one might say,
fourth generation, at Wansdon under the Downs, a week-end
prolonged unto the ninth day had stretched the crossing threads
of tenacity almost to snapping-point. Never had Fleur been so
“fine,” Holly so watchful, Val so stable-secretive, Jon so silent
and disturbed. What he learned of farming in that week might have
been balanced on the point of a penknife and puffed off. He,
whose nature was essentially averse from intrigue, and whose
adoration of Fleur disposed him to think that any need for
concealing it was “skittles,” chafed and fretted, yet obeyed,
taking what relief he could in the few moments when they were
alone. On Thursday, while they were standing in the bay window of
the drawing-room, dressed for dinner, she said to him:
“Jon, I'm going home on Sunday by the 3.40 from Paddington; if
you were to go home on Saturday you could come up on Sunday and
take me down, and just get back here by the last train, after.
You were going home anyway, weren't you?”
Jon nodded.
“Anything to be with you,” he said; “only why need I pretend—”
Fleur slipped her little finger into his palm:
“You have no instinct, Jon; you must leave things to me. It's
serious about our people. We've simply got to be secret at
present, if we want to be together.” The door was opened, and she
added loudly: “You are a duffer, Jon.”
Something turned over within Jon; he could not bear this
subterfuge about a feeling so natural, so overwhelming, and so
sweet.
On Friday night about eleven he had packed his bag, and was
leaning out of his window, half miserable, and half lost in a
dream of Paddington station, when he heard a tiny sound, as of a
finger-nail tapping on his door. He rushed to it and listened.
Again the sound. It was a nail. He opened. Oh! What a lovely
thing came in!
“I wanted to show you my fancy dress,” it said, and struck an
attitude at the foot of his bed.
Jon drew a long breath and leaned against the door. The
apparition wore white muslin on its head, a fichu round its bare
neck over a wine-coloured dress, fulled out below its slender
waist.
It held one arm akimbo, and the other raised, right-angled,
holding a fan which touched its head.
“This ought to be a basket of grapes,” it whispered, “but I
haven't got it here. It's my Goya dress. And this is the attitude
in the picture. Do you like it?”
“It's a dream.”
The apparition pirouetted. “Touch it, and see.”
Jon knelt down and took the skirt reverently.
“Grape colour,” came the whisper, “all grapes—La Vendimia—the
vintage.”
Jon's fingers scarcely touched each side of the waist; he looked
up, with adoring eyes.
“Oh! Jon,” it whispered; bent, kissed his forehead, pirouetted
again, and, gliding out, was gone.
Jon stayed on his knees, and his head fell forward against the
bed. How long he stayed like that he did not know. The little
noises—of the tapping nail, the feet, the skirts rustling—as in a
dream—went on about him; and before his closed eyes the figure
stood and smiled and whispered, a faint perfume of narcissus
lingering in the air. And his forehead where it had been kissed
had a little cool place between the brows, like the imprint of a
flower. Love filled his soul, that love of boy for girl which
knows so little, hopes so much, would not brush the down off for
the world, and must become in time a fragrant memory—a searing
passion—a humdrum mateship—or, once in many times, vintage full
and sweet with sunset colour on the grapes.
Enough has been said about Jon Forsyte here and in another place
to show what long marches lay between him and his
great-great-grandfather, the first Jolyon, in Dorset down by the
sea. Jon was sensitive as a girl, more sensitive than nine out of
ten girls of the day; imaginative as one of his half-sister
June's “lame duck” painters; affectionate as a son of his father
and his mother naturally would be. And yet, in his inner tissue,
there was something of the old founder of his family, a secret
tenacity of soul, a dread of showing his feelings, a
determination not to know when he was beaten. Sensitive,
imaginative, affectionate boys get a bad time at school, but Jon
had instinctively kept his nature dark, and been but normally
unhappy there. Only with his mother had he, up till then, been
absolutely frank and natural; and when he went home to Robin Hill
that Saturday his heart was heavy because Fleur had said that he
must not be frank and natural with her from whom he had never yet
kept anything, must not even tell her that they had met again,
unless he found that she knew already. So intolerable did this
seem to him that he was very near to telegraphing an excuse and
staying up in London. And the first thing his mother said to him
was:
“So you've had our little friend of the confectioner's there,
Jon. What is she like on second thoughts?”
With relief, and a high colour, Jon answered:
“Oh! awfully jolly, Mum.”
Her arm pressed his.
Jon had never loved her so much as in that minute which seemed to
falsify Fleur's fears and to release his soul. He turned to look
at her, but something in her smiling face—something which only he
perhaps would have caught—stopped the words bubbling up in him.
Could fear go with a smile? If so, there was fear in her face.
And out of Jon tumbled quite other words, about farming, Holly,
and the Downs. Talking fast, he waited for her to come back to
Fleur. But she did not. Nor did his father mention her, though of
course he, too, must know. What deprivation, and killing of
reality was in his silence about Fleur—when he was so full of
her; when his mother was so full of Jon, and his father so full
of his mother! And so the trio spent the evening of that
Saturday.
After dinner his mother played; she seemed to play all the things
he liked best, and he sat with one knee clasped, and his hair
standing up where his fingers had run through it. He gazed at his
mother while she played, but he saw Fleur—Fleur in the moonlit
orchard, Fleur in the sunlit gravel-pit, Fleur in that fancy
dress, swaying, whispering, stooping, kissing his forehead. Once,
while he listened, he forgot himself and glanced at his father in
that other easy chair. What was Dad looking like that for? The
expression on his face was so sad and puzzling. It filled him
with a sort of remorse, so that he got up and went and sat on the
arm of his father's chair. From there he could not see his face;
and again he saw Fleur—in his mother's hands, slim and white on
the keys, in the profile of her face and her powdery hair; and
down the long room in the open window where the May night walked
outside.
When he went up to bed his mother came into his room. She stood
at the window, and said:
“Those cypresses your grandfather planted down there have done
wonderfully. I always think they look beautiful under a dropping
moon. I wish you had known your grandfather, Jon.”
“Were you married to father when he was alive?” asked Jon
suddenly.
“No, dear; he died in '92—very old—eighty-five, I think.”
“Is Father like him?”
“A little, but more subtle, and not quite so solid.”
“I know, from grandfather's portrait; who painted that?”
“One of June's 'lame ducks.' But it's quite good.”
Jon slipped his hand through his mother's arm. “Tell me about the
family quarrel, Mum.”
He felt her arm quivering. “No, dear; that's for your Father some
day, if he thinks fit.”
“Then it was serious,” said Jon, with a catch in his breath.
“Yes.” And there was a silence, during which neither knew whether
the arm or the hand within it were quivering most.
“Some people,” said Irene softly, “think the moon on her back is
evil; to me she's always lovely. Look at those cypress shadows!
Jon, Father says we may go to Italy, you and I, for two months.
Would you like?”
Jon took his hand from under her arm; his sensation was so sharp
and so confused. Italy with his mother! A fortnight ago it would
have been perfection; now it filled him with dismay; he felt that
the sudden suggestion had to do with Fleur. He stammered out:
“Oh! yes; only—I don't know. Ought I—now I've just begun? I'd
like to think it over.”
Her voice answered, cool and gentle:
“Yes, dear; think it over. But better now than when you've begun
farming seriously. Italy with you! It would be nice!”
Jon put his arm round her waist, still slim and firm as a girl's.
“Do you think you ought to leave Father?” he said feebly, feeling
very mean.
“Father suggested it; he thinks you ought to see Italy at least
before you settle down to anything.”
The sense of meanness died in Jon; he knew, yes—he knew—that his
father and his mother were not speaking frankly, no more than he
himself. They wanted to keep him from Fleur. His heart hardened.
And, as if she felt that process going on, his mother said:
“Good-night, darling. Have a good sleep and think it over. But it
would be lovely!”
She pressed him to her so quickly that he did not see her face.
Jon stood feeling exactly as he used to when he was a naughty
little boy; sore because he was not loving, and because he was
justified in his own eyes.
But Irene, after she had stood a moment in her own room, passed
through the dressing-room between it and her husband's.
“Well?”
“He will think it over, Jolyon.”
Watching her lips that wore a little drawn smile, Jolyon said
quietly:
“You had better let me tell him, and have done with it. After
all, Jon has the instincts of a gentleman. He has only to
understand—”
“Only! He can't understand; that's impossible.”
“I believe I could have at his age.”
Irene caught his hand. “You were always more of a realist than
Jon; and never so innocent.”
“That's true,” said Jolyon. “It's queer, isn't it? You and I
would tell our stories to the world without a particle of shame;
but our own boy stumps us.”
“We've never cared whether the world approves or not.”
“Jon would not disapprove of us!”
“Oh! Jolyon, yes. He's in love, I feel he's in love. And he'd
say: 'My mother once married without love! How could she have!'
It'll seem to him a crime! And so it was!”
Jolyon took her hand, and said with a wry smile:
“Ah! why on earth are we born young? Now, if only we were born
old and grew younger year by year, we should understand how
things happen, and drop all our cursed intolerance. But you know
if the boy is really in love, he won't forget, even if he goes to
Italy. We're a tenacious breed; and he'll know by instinct why
he's being sent. Nothing will really cure him but the shock of
being told.”
“Let me try, anyway.”
Jolyon stood a moment without speaking. Between this devil and
this deep sea—the pain of a dreaded disclosure and the grief of
losing his wife for two months—he secretly hoped for the devil;
yet if she wished for the deep sea he must put up with it. After
all, it would be training for that departure from which there
would be no return. And, taking her in his arms, he kissed her
eyes, and said:
“As you will, my love.”
XI.—DUET
That “small” emotion, love, grows amazingly when threatened with
extinction. Jon reached Paddington station half an hour before
his time and a full week after, as it seemed to him. He stood at
the appointed bookstall, amid a crowd of Sunday travellers, in a
Harris tweed suit exhaling, as it were, the emotion of his
thumping heart. He read the names of the novels on the
book-stall, and bought one at last, to avoid being regarded with
suspicion by the book-stall clerk. It was called “The Heart of
the Trail!” which must mean something, though it did not seem to.
He also bought “The Lady's Mirror” and “The Landsman.” Every
minute was an hour long, and full of horrid imaginings. After
nineteen had passed, he saw her with a bag and a porter wheeling
her luggage. She came swiftly; she came cool. She greeted him as
if he were a brother.
“First class,” she said to the porter, “corner seats; opposite.”
Jon admired her frightful self-possession.
“Can't we get a carriage to ourselves,” he whispered.
“No good; it's a stopping train. After Maidenhead perhaps. Look
natural, Jon.”
Jon screwed his features into a scowl. They got in—with two other
beasts!—oh! heaven! He tipped the porter unnaturally, in his
confusion. The brute deserved nothing for putting them in there,
and looking as if he knew all about it into the bargain.
Fleur hid herself behind “The Lady's Mirror.” Jon imitated her
behind “The Landsman.” The train started. Fleur let “The Lady's
Mirror” fall and leaned forward.
“Well?” she said.
“It's seemed about fifteen days.”
She nodded, and Jon's face lighted up at once.
“Look natural,” murmured Fleur, and went off into a bubble of
laughter. It hurt him. How could he look natural with Italy
hanging over him? He had meant to break it to her gently, but now
he blurted it out.
“They want me to go to Italy with Mother for two months.”
Fleur drooped her eyelids; turned a little pale, and bit her
lips. “Oh!” she said. It was all, but it was much.
That “Oh!” was like the quick drawback of the wrist in fencing
ready for riposte. It came.
“You must go!”
“Go?” said Jon in a strangled voice.
“Of course.”
“But—two months—it's ghastly.”
“No,” said Fleur, “six weeks. You'll have forgotten me by then.
We'll meet in the National Gallery the day after you get back.”
Jon laughed.
“But suppose you've forgotten me,” he muttered into the noise of
the train.
Fleur shook her head.
“Some other beast—” murmured Jon.
Her foot touched his.
“No other beast,” she said, lifting “The Lady's Mirror.”
The train stopped; two passengers got out, and one got in.
'I shall die,' thought Jon, 'if we're not alone at all.'
The train went on; and again Fleur leaned forward.
“I never let go,” she said; “do you?”
Jon shook his head vehemently.
“Never!” he said. “Will you write to me?”
“No; but you can—to my Club.”
She had a Club; she was wonderful!
“Did you pump Holly?” he muttered.
“Yes, but I got nothing. I didn't dare pump hard.”
“What can it be?” cried Jon.
“I shall find out all right.”
A long silence followed till Fleur said: “This is Maidenhead;
stand by, Jon!”
The train stopped. The remaining passenger got out. Fleur drew
down her blind.
“Quick!” she cried. “Hang out! Look as much of a beast as you
can.”
Jon blew his nose, and scowled; never in all his life had he
scowled like that! An old lady recoiled, a young one tried the
handle. It turned, but the door would not open. The train moved,
the young lady darted to another carriage.
“What luck!” cried Jon. “It Jammed.”
“Yes,” said Fleur; “I was holding it.”
The train moved out, and Jon fell on his knees.
“Look out for the corridor,” she whispered; “and—quick!”
Her lips met his. And though their kiss only lasted perhaps ten
seconds, Jon's soul left his body and went so far beyond, that,
when he was again sitting opposite that demure figure, he was
pale as death. He heard her sigh, and the sound seemed to him the
most precious he had ever heard—an exquisite declaration that he
meant something to her.
“Six weeks isn't really long,” she said; “and you can easily make
it six if you keep your head out there, and never seem to think
of me.”
Jon gasped.
“This is just what's really wanted, Jon, to convince them, don't
you see? If we're just as bad when you come back they'll stop
being ridiculous about it. Only, I'm sorry it's not Spain;
there's a girl in a Goya picture at Madrid who's like me, Father
says. Only she isn't—we've got a copy of her.”
It was to Jon like a ray of sunshine piercing through a fog.
“I'll make it Spain,” he said, “Mother won't mind; she's never
been there. And my Father thinks a lot of Goya.”
“Oh! yes, he's a painter—isn't he?”
“Only water-colour,” said Jon, with honesty.
“When we come to Reading, Jon, get out first and go down to
Caversham lock and wait for me. I'll send the car home and we'll
walk by the towing-path.”
Jon seized her hand in gratitude, and they sat silent, with the
world well lost, and one eye on the corridor. But the train
seemed to run twice as fast now, and its sound was almost lost in
that of Jon's sighing.
“We're getting near,” said Fleur; “the towing-path's awfully
exposed. One more! Oh! Jon, don't forget me.”
Jon answered with his kiss. And very soon, a flushed,
distracted-looking youth could have been seen—as they say—leaping
from the train and hurrying along the platform, searching his
pockets for his ticket.
When at last she rejoined him on the towing-path a little beyond
Caversham lock he had made an effort, and regained some measure
of equanimity. If they had to part, he would not make a scene! A
breeze by the bright river threw the white side of the willow
leaves up into the sunlight, and followed those two with its
faint rustle.
“I told our chauffeur that I was train-giddy,” said Fleur. “Did
you look pretty natural as you went out?”
“I don't know. What is natural?”
“It's natural to you to look seriously happy. When I first saw
you I thought you weren't a bit like other people.”
“Exactly what I thought when I saw you. I knew at once I should
never love anybody else.”
Fleur laughed.
“We're absurdly young. And love's young dream is out of date,
Jon. Besides, it's awfully wasteful. Think of all the fun you
might have. You haven't begun, even; it's a shame, really. And
there's me. I wonder!”
Confusion came on Jon's spirit. How could she say such things
just as they were going to part?
“If you feel like that,” he said, “I can't go. I shall tell
Mother that I ought to try and work. There's always the condition
of the world!”
“The condition of the world!”
Jon thrust his hands deep into his pockets.
“But there is,” he said; “think of the people starving!”
Fleur shook her head. “No, no, I never, never will make myself
miserable for nothing.”
“Nothing! But there's an awful state of things, and of course one
ought to help.”
“Oh! yes, I know all that. But you can't help people, Jon;
they're hopeless. When you pull them out they only get into
another hole. Look at them, still fighting and plotting and
struggling, though they're dying in heaps all the time. Idiots!”
“Aren't you sorry for them?”
“Oh! sorry—yes, but I'm not going to make myself unhappy about
it; that's no good.”
And they were silent, disturbed by this first glimpse of each
other's natures.
“I think people are brutes and idiots,” said Fleur stubbornly.
“I think they're poor wretches,” said Jon. It was as if they had
quarrelled—and at this supreme and awful moment, with parting
visible out there in that last gap of the willows!
“Well, go and help your poor wretches, and don't think of me.”
Jon stood still. Sweat broke out on his forehead, and his limbs
trembled. Fleur too had stopped, and was frowning at the river.
“I must believe in things,” said Jon with a sort of agony; “we're
all meant to enjoy life.”
Fleur laughed. “Yes; and that's what you won't do, if you don't
take care. But perhaps your idea of enjoyment is to make yourself
wretched. There are lots of people like that, of course.”
She was pale, her eyes had darkened, her lips had thinned. Was it
Fleur thus staring at the water? Jon had an unreal feeling as if
he were passing through the scene in a book where the lover has
to choose between love and duty. But just then she looked round
at him. Never was anything so intoxicating as that vivacious
look. It acted on him exactly as the tug of a chain acts on a
dog—brought him up to her with his tail wagging and his tongue
out.
“Don't let's be silly,” she said, “time's too short. Look, Jon,
you can just see where I've got to cross the river. There, round
the bend, where the woods begin.”
Jon saw a gable, a chimney or two, a patch of wall through the
trees—and felt his heart sink.
“I mustn't dawdle any more. It's no good going beyond the next
hedge, it gets all open. Let's get on to it and say good-bye.”
They went side by side, hand in hand, silently toward the hedge,
where the may-flower, both pink and white, was in full bloom.
“My Club's the 'Talisman,' Stratton Street, Piccadilly. Letters
there will be quite safe, and I'm almost always up once a week.”
Jon nodded. His face had become extremely set, his eyes stared
straight before him.
“To-day's the twenty-third of May,” said Fleur; “on the ninth of
July I shall be in front of the 'Bacchus and Ariadne' at three
o'clock; will you?”
“I will.”
“If you feel as bad as I it's all right. Let those people pass!”
A man and woman airing their children went by strung out in
Sunday fashion.
The last of them passed the wicket gate.
“Domesticity!” said Fleur, and blotted herself against the
hawthorn hedge. The blossom sprayed out above her head, and one
pink cluster brushed her cheek. Jon put up his hand jealously to
keep it off.
“Good-bye, Jon.” For a second they stood with hands hard clasped.
Then their lips met for the third time, and when they parted
Fleur broke away and fled through the wicket gate. Jon stood
where she had left him, with his forehead against that pink
cluster. Gone! For an eternity—for seven weeks all but two days!
And here he was, wasting the last sight of her! He rushed to the
gate. She was walking swiftly on the heels of the straggling
children. She turned her head, he saw her hand make a little
flitting gesture; then she sped on, and the trailing family
blotted her out from his view.
The words of a comic song—
“Paddington groan-worst ever known He gave a sepulchral
Paddington groan—”
came into his head, and he sped incontinently back to Reading
station. All the way up to London and down to Wansdon he sat with
“The Heart of the Trail” open on his knee, knitting in his head a
poem so full of feeling that it would not rhyme.
XII.—CAPRICE
Fleur sped on. She had need of rapid motion; she was late, and
wanted all her wits about her when she got in. She passed the
islands, the station, and hotel, and was about to take the ferry,
when she saw a skiff with a young man standing up in it, and
holding to the bushes.
“Miss Forsyte,” he said; “let me put you across. I've come on
purpose.”
She looked at him in blank amazement.
“It's all right, I've been having tea with your people. I thought
I'd save you the last bit. It's on my way, I'm just off back to
Pangbourne. My name's Mont. I saw you at the picture-gallery—you
remember—when your father invited me to see his pictures.”
“Oh!” said Fleur; “yes—the handkerchief.”
To this young man she owed Jon; and, taking his hand, she stepped
down into the skiff. Still emotional, and a little out of breath,
she sat silent; not so the young man. She had never heard any one
say so much in so short a time. He told her his age, twenty-four;
his weight, ten stone eleven; his place of residence, not far
away; described his sensations under fire, and what it felt like
to be gassed; criticized the Juno, mentioned his own conception
of that goddess; commented on the Goya copy, said Fleur was not
too awfully like it; sketched in rapidly the condition of
England; spoke of Monsieur Profond—or whatever his name was—as
“an awful sport”; thought her father had some “ripping” pictures
and some rather “dug-up”; hoped he might row down again and take
her on the river because he was quite trustworthy; inquired her
opinion of Tchekov, gave her his own; wished they could go to the
Russian ballet together some time—considered the name Fleur
Forsyte simply topping; cursed his people for giving him the name
of Michael on the top of Mont; outlined his father, and said that
if she wanted a good book she should read “Job”; his father was
rather like Job while Job still had land.
“But Job didn't have land,” Fleur murmured; “he only had flocks
and herds and moved on.”
“Ah!” answered Michael Mont, “I wish my gov'nor would move on.
Not that I want his land. Land's an awful bore in these days,
don't you think?”
“We never have it in my family,” said Fleur. “We have everything
else. I believe one of my great-uncles once had a sentimental
farm in Dorset, because we came from there originally, but it
cost him more than it made him happy.”
“Did he sell it?”
“No; he kept it.”
“Why?”
“Because nobody would buy it.”
“Good for the old boy!”
“No, it wasn't good for him. Father says it soured him. His name
was Swithin.”
“What a corking name!”
“Do you know that we're getting farther off, not nearer? This
river flows.”
“Splendid!” cried Mont, dipping his sculls vaguely; “it's good to
meet a girl who's got wit.”
“But better to meet a young man who's got it in the plural.”
Young Mont raised a hand to tear his hair.
“Look out!” cried Fleur. “Your scull!”
“All right! It's thick enough to bear a scratch.”
“Do you mind sculling?” said Fleur severely. “I want to get in.”
“Ah!” said Mont; “but when you get in, you see, I shan't see you
any more to-day. Fini, as the French girl said when she jumped on
her bed after saying her prayers. Don't you bless the day that
gave you a French mother, and a name like yours?”
“I like my name, but Father gave it me. Mother wanted me called
Marguerite.”
“Which is absurd. Do you mind calling me M. M. and letting me
call you F. F.? It's in the spirit of the age.”
“I don't mind anything, so long as I get in.”
Mont caught a little crab, and answered: “That was a nasty one!”
“Please row.”
“I am.” And he did for several strokes, looking at her with
rueful eagerness. “Of course, you know,” he ejaculated, pausing,
“that I came to see you, not your father's pictures.”
Fleur rose.
“If you don't row, I shall get out and swim.”
“Really and truly? Then I could come in after you.”
“Mr. Mont, I'm late and tired; please put me on shore at once.”
When she stepped out on to the garden landing-stage he rose, and
grasping his hair with both hands, looked at her.
Fleur smiled.
“Don't!” cried the irrepressible Mont. “I know you're going to
say: 'Out, damned hair!'”
Fleur whisked round, threw him a wave of her hand. “Good-bye, Mr.
M.M.!” she called, and was gone among the rose-trees. She looked
at her wrist-watch and the windows of the house. It struck her as
curiously uninhabited. Past six! The pigeons were just gathering
to roost, and sunlight slanted on the dovecot, on their snowy
feathers, and beyond in a shower on the top boughs of the woods.
The click of billiard-balls came from the ingle-nook—Jack
Cardigan, no doubt; a faint rustling, too, from an
eucalyptus-tree, startling Southerner in this old English garden.
She reached the verandah and was passing in, but stopped at the
sound of voices from the drawing-room to her left. Mother!
Monsieur Profond! From behind the verandah screen which fenced
the ingle-nook she heard these words:
“I don't, Annette.”
Did Father know that he called her mother “Annette”? Always on
the side of her Father—as children are ever on one side or the
other in houses where relations are a little strained—she stood,
uncertain. Her mother was speaking in her low, pleasing, slightly
metallic voice—one word she caught: “Demain.” And Profond's
answer: “All right.” Fleur frowned. A little sound came out into
the stillness. Then Profond's voice: “I'm takin' a small stroll.”
Fleur darted through the window into the morning-room. There he
came from the drawing-room, crossing the verandah, down the lawn;
and the click of billiard-balls which, in listening for other
sounds, she had ceased to hear, began again. She shook herself,
passed into the hall, and opened the drawing-room door. Her
mother was sitting on the sofa between the windows, her knees
crossed, her head resting on a cushion, her lips half parted, her
eyes half closed. She looked extraordinarily handsome.
“Ah! Here you are, Fleur! Your father is beginning to fuss.”
“Where is he?”
“In the picture-gallery. Go up!”
“What are you going to do to-morrow, Mother?”
“To-morrow? I go up to London with your aunt.”
“I thought you might be. Will you get me a quite plain parasol?”
“What colour?”
“Green. They're all going back, I suppose.”
“Yes, all; you will console your father. Kiss me, then.”
Fleur crossed the room, stooped, received a kiss on her forehead,
and went out past the impress of a form on the sofa-cushions in
the other corner. She ran up-stairs.
Fleur was by no means the old-fashioned daughter who demands the
regulation of her parents' lives in accordance with the standard
imposed upon herself. She claimed to regulate her own life, not
those of others; besides, an unerring instinct for what was
likely to advantage her own case was already at work. In a
disturbed domestic atmosphere the heart she had set on Jon would
have a better chance. None the less was she offended, as a flower
by a crisping wind. If that man had really been kissing her
mother it was—serious, and her father ought to know. “Demain!”
“All right!” And her mother going up to Town! She turned into her
bedroom and hung out of the window to cool her face, which had
suddenly grown very hot. Jon must be at the station by now! What
did her father know about Jon? Probably everything—pretty nearly!
She changed her dress, so as to look as if she had been in some
time, and ran up to the gallery.
Soames was standing stubbornly still before his Alfred
Stevens—the picture he loved best. He did not turn at the sound
of the door, but she knew he had heard, and she knew he was hurt.
She came up softly behind him, put her arms round his neck, and
poked her face over his shoulder till her cheek lay against his.
It was an advance which had never yet failed, but it failed her
now, and she augured the worst. “Well,” he said stonily, “so
you've come!”
“Is that all,” murmured Fleur, “from a bad parent?” And she
rubbed her cheek against his.
Soames shook his head so far as that was possible.
“Why do you keep me on tenterhooks like this, putting me off and
off?”
“Darling, it was very harmless.”
“Harmless! Much you know what's harmless and what isn't.”
Fleur dropped her arms.
“Well, then, dear, suppose you tell me; and be quite frank about
it.”
And she went over to the window-seat.
Her father had turned from his picture, and was staring at his
feet. He looked very grey. 'He has nice small feet,' she thought,
catching his eye, at once averted from her.
“You're my only comfort,” said Soames suddenly, “and you go on
like this.”
Fleur's heart began to beat.
“Like what, dear?”
Again Soames gave her a look which, but for the affection in it,
might have been called furtive.
“You know what I told you,” he said. “I don't choose to have
anything to do with that branch of our family.”
“Yes, ducky, but I don't know why I shouldn't.”
Soames turned on his heel.
“I'm not going into the reasons,” he said; “you ought to trust
me, Fleur!”
The way he spoke those words affected Fleur, but she thought of
Jon, and was silent, tapping her foot against the wainscot.
Unconsciously she had assumed a modern attitude, with one leg
twisted in and out of the other, with her chin on one bent wrist,
her other arm across her chest, and its hand hugging her elbow;
there was not a line of her that was not involuted, and yet—in
spite of all—she retained a certain grace.
“You knew my wishes,” Soames went on, “and yet you stayed on
there four days. And I suppose that boy came with you to-day.”
Fleur kept her eyes on him.
“I don't ask you anything,” said Soames; “I make no inquisition
where you're concerned.”
Fleur suddenly stood up, leaning out at the window with her chin
on her hands. The sun had sunk behind trees, the pigeons were
perched, quite still, on the edge of the dove-cot; the click of
the billiard-balls mounted, and a faint radiance shone out below
where Jack Cardigan had turned the light up.
“Will it make you any happier,” she said suddenly, “if I promise
you not to see him for say—the next six weeks?” She was not
prepared for a sort of tremble in the blankness of his voice.
“Six weeks? Six years—sixty years more like. Don't delude
yourself, Fleur; don't delude yourself!”
Fleur turned in alarm.
“Father, what is it?”
Soames came close enough to see her face.
“Don't tell me,” he said, “that you're foolish enough to have any
feeling beyond caprice. That would be too much!” And he laughed.
Fleur, who had never heard him laugh like that, thought: 'Then it
is deep! Oh! what is it?' And putting her hand through his arm
she said lightly:
“No, of course; caprice. Only, I like my caprices and I don't
like yours, dear.”
“Mine!” said Soames bitterly, and turned away.
The light outside had chilled, and threw a chalky whiteness on
the river. The trees had lost all gaiety of colour. She felt a
sudden hunger for Jon's face, for his hands, and the feel of his
lips again on hers. And pressing her arms tight across her breast
she forced out a little light laugh.
“O la! la! What a small fuss! as Profond would say. Father, I
don't like that man.”
She saw him stop, and take something out of his breast pocket.
“You don't?” he said. “Why?”
“Nothing,” murmured Fleur; “just caprice!”
“No,” said Soames; “not caprice!” And he tore what was in his
hands across. “You're right. I don't like him either!”
“Look!” said Fleur softly. “There he goes! I hate his shoes; they
don't make any noise.”
Down in the failing light Prosper Profond moved, his hands in his
side pockets, whistling softly in his beard; he stopped, and
glanced up at the sky, as if saying: “I don't think much of that
small moon.”
Fleur drew back. “Isn't he a great cat?” she whispered; and the
sharp click of the billiard-balls rose, as if Jack Cardigan had
capped the cat, the moon, caprice, and tragedy with: “In off the
red!”
Monsieur Profond had resumed his stroll, to a teasing little tune
in his beard. What was it? Oh! yes, from “Rigoletto”: “Donna a
mobile.” Just what he would think! She squeezed her father's arm.
“Prowling!” she muttered, as he turned the corner of the house.
It was past that disillusioned moment which divides the day and
night-still and lingering and warm, with hawthorn scent and lilac
scent clinging on the riverside air. A blackbird suddenly burst
out. Jon would be in London by now; in the Park perhaps, crossing
the Serpentine, thinking of her! A little sound beside her made
her turn her eyes; her father was again tearing the paper in his
hands. Fleur saw it was a cheque.
“I shan't sell him my Gauguin,” he said. “I don't know what your
aunt and Imogen see in him.”
“Or Mother.”
“Your mother!” said Soames.
'Poor Father!' she thought. 'He never looks happy—not really
happy. I don't want to make him worse, but of course I shall have
to, when Jon comes back. Oh! well, sufficient unto the night!'
“I'm going to dress,” she said.
In her room she had a fancy to put on her “freak” dress. It was
of gold tissue with little trousers of the same, tightly drawn in
at the ankles, a page's cape slung from the shoulders, little
gold shoes, and a gold-winged Mercury helmet; and all over her
were tiny gold bells, especially on the helmet; so that if she
shook her head she pealed. When she was dressed she felt quite
sick because Jon could not see her; it even seemed a pity that
the sprightly young man Michael Mont would not have a view. But
the gong had sounded, and she went down.
She made a sensation in the drawing-room. Winifred thought it
“Most amusing.” Imogen was enraptured. Jack Cardigan called it
“stunning,” “ripping,” “topping,” and “corking.”
Monsieur Profond, smiling with his eyes, said: “That's a nice
small dress!” Her mother, very handsome in black, sat looking at
her, and said nothing. It remained for her father to apply the
test of common sense. “What did you put on that thing for? You're
not going to dance.”
Fleur spun round, and the bells pealed.
“Caprice!”
Soames stared at her, and, turning away, gave his arm to
Winifred. Jack Cardigan took her mother. Prosper Profond took
Imogen. Fleur went in by herself, with her bells jingling....
The “small” moon had soon dropped down, and May night had fallen
soft and warm, enwrapping with its grape-bloom colour and its
scents the billion caprices, intrigues, passions, longings, and
regrets of men and women. Happy was Jack Cardigan who snored into
Imogen's white shoulder, fit as a flea; or Timothy in his
“mausoleum,” too old for anything but baby's slumber. For so many
lay awake, or dreamed, teased by the criss-cross of the world.
The dew fell and the flowers closed; cattle grazed on in the
river meadows, feeling with their tongues for the grass they
could not see; and the sheep on the Downs lay quiet as stones.
Pheasants in the tall trees of the Pangbourne woods, larks on
their grassy nests above the gravel-pit at Wansdon, swallows in
the eaves at Robin Hill, and the sparrows of Mayfair, all made a
dreamless night of it, soothed by the lack of wind. The Mayfly
filly, hardly accustomed to her new quarters, scraped at her
straw a little; and the few night-flitting things—bats, moths,
owls—were vigorous in the warm darkness; but the peace of night
lay in the brain of all day-time Nature, colourless and still.
Men and women, alone, riding the hobby-horses of anxiety or love,
burned their wavering tapers of dream and thought into the lonely
hours.
Fleur, leaning out of her window, heard the hall clock's muffled
chime of twelve, the tiny splash of a fish, the sudden shaking of
an aspen's leaves in the puffs of breeze that rose along the
river, the distant rumble of a night train, and time and again
the sounds which none can put a name to in the darkness, soft
obscure expressions of uncatalogued emotions from man and beast,
bird and machine, or, maybe, from departed Forsytes, Darties,
Cardigans, taking night strolls back into a world which had once
suited their embodied spirits. But Fleur heeded not these sounds;
her spirit, far from disembodied, fled with swift wing from
railway-carriage to flowery hedge, straining after Jon, tenacious
of his forbidden image, and the sound of his voice, which was
taboo. And she crinkled her nose, retrieving from the perfume of
the riverside night that moment when his hand slipped between the
mayflowers and her cheek. Long she leaned out in her freak dress,
keen to burn her wings at life's candle; while the moths brushed
her cheeks on their pilgrimage to the lamp on her dressing-table,
ignorant that in a Forsyte's house there is no open flame. But at
last even she felt sleepy, and, forgetting her bells, drew
quickly in.
Through the open window of his room, alongside Annette's, Soames,
wakeful too, heard their thin faint tinkle, as it might be shaken
from stars, or the dewdrops falling from a flower, if one could
hear such sounds.
'Caprice!' he thought. 'I can't tell. She's wilful. What shall I
do? Fleur!'
And long into the “small” night he brooded.
PART II
I.—MOTHER AND SON
To say that Jon Forsyte accompanied his mother to Spain
unwillingly would scarcely have been adequate. He went as a
well-natured dog goes for a walk with its mistress, leaving a
choice mutton-bone on the lawn. He went looking back at it.
Forsytes deprived of their mutton-bones are wont to sulk. But Jon
had little sulkiness in his composition. He adored his mother,
and it was his first travel. Spain had become Italy by his simply
saying: “I'd rather go to Spain, Mum; you've been to Italy so
many times; I'd like it new to both of us.”
The fellow was subtle besides being naive. He never forgot that
he was going to shorten the proposed two months into six weeks,
and must therefore show no sign of wishing to do so. For one with
so enticing a mutton-bone and so fixed an idea, he made a good
enough travelling companion, indifferent to where or when he
arrived, superior to food, and thoroughly appreciative of a
country strange to the most travelled Englishman. Fleur's wisdom
in refusing to write to him was profound, for he reached each new
place entirely without hope or fever, and could concentrate
immediate attention on the donkeys and tumbling bells, the
priests, patios, beggars, children, crowing cocks, sombreros,
cactus-hedges, old high white villages, goats, olive-trees,
greening plains, singing birds in tiny cages, watersellers,
sunsets, melons, mules, great churches, pictures, and swimming
grey-brown mountains of a fascinating land.
It was already hot, and they enjoyed an absence of their
compatriots. Jon, who, so far as he knew, had no blood in him
which was not English, was often innately unhappy in the presence
of his own countrymen. He felt they had no nonsense about them,
and took a more practical view of things than himself. He
confided to his mother that he must be an unsociable beast—it was
jolly to be away from everybody who could talk about the things
people did talk about. To which Irene had replied simply:
“Yes, Jon, I know.”
In this isolation he had unparalleled opportunities of
appreciating what few sons can apprehend, the whole-heartedness
of a mother's love. Knowledge of something kept from her made
him, no doubt, unduly sensitive; and a Southern people stimulated
his admiration for her type of beauty, which he had been
accustomed to hear called Spanish, but which he now perceived to
be no such thing. Her beauty was neither English, French,
Spanish, nor Italian—it was special! He appreciated, too, as
never before, his mother's subtlety of instinct. He could not
tell, for instance, whether she had noticed his absorption in
that Goya picture, “La Vendimia,” or whether she knew that he had
slipped back there after lunch and again next morning, to stand
before it full half an hour, a second and third time. It was not
Fleur, of course, but like enough to give him heartache—so dear
to lovers—remembering her standing at the foot of his bed with
her hand held above her head. To keep a postcard reproduction of
this picture in his pocket and slip it out to look at became for
Jon one of those bad habits which soon or late disclose
themselves to eyes sharpened by love, fear, or jealousy. And his
mother's were sharpened by all three. In Granada he was fairly
caught, sitting on a sun-warmed stone bench in a little
battlemented garden on the Alhambra hill, whence he ought to have
been looking at the view. His mother, he had thought, was
examining the potted stocks between the polled acacias, when her
voice said:
“Is that your favourite Goya, Jon?”
He checked, too late, a movement such as he might have made at
school to conceal some surreptitious document, and answered:
“Yes.”
“It certainly is most charming; but I think I prefer the
'Quitasol' Your father would go crazy about Goya; I don't believe
he saw them when he was in Spain in '92.”
In '92—nine years before he had been born! What had been the
previous existences of his father and his mother? If they had a
right to share in his future, surely he had a right to share in
their pasts. He looked up at her. But something in her face—a
look of life hard-lived, the mysterious impress of emotions,
experience, and suffering-seemed, with its incalculable depth,
its purchased sanctity, to make curiosity impertinent. His mother
must have had a wonderfully interesting life; she was so
beautiful, and so—so—but he could not frame what he felt about
her. He got up, and stood gazing down at the town, at the plain
all green with crops, and the ring of mountains glamorous in
sinking sunlight. Her life was like the past of this old Moorish
city, full, deep, remote—his own life as yet such a baby of a
thing, hopelessly ignorant and innocent! They said that in those
mountains to the West, which rose sheer from the blue-green
plain, as if out of a sea, Phoenicians had dwelt—a dark, strange,
secret race, above the land! His mother's life was as unknown to
him, as secret, as that Phoenician past was to the town down
there, whose cocks crowed and whose children played and clamoured
so gaily, day in, day out. He felt aggrieved that she should know
all about him and he nothing about her except that she loved him
and his father, and was beautiful. His callow ignorance—he had
not even had the advantage of the War, like nearly everybody
else!—made him small in his own eyes.
That night, from the balcony of his bedroom, he gazed down on the
roof of the town—as if inlaid with honeycomb of jet, ivory, and
gold; and, long after, he lay awake, listening to the cry of the
sentry as the hours struck, and forming in his head these lines:
“Voice in the night crying, down in the old sleeping Spanish city
darkened under her white stars!
“What says the voice-its clear-lingering anguish? Just the
watchman, telling his dateless tale of safety? Just a road-man,
flinging to the moon his song?
“No! Tis one deprived, whose lover's heart is weeping, Just his
cry: 'How long?'”
The word “deprived” seemed to him cold and unsatisfactory, but
“bereaved” was too final, and no other word of two syllables
short-long came to him, which would enable him to keep “whose
lover's heart is weeping.” It was past two by the time he had
finished it, and past three before he went to sleep, having said
it over to himself at least twenty-four times. Next day he wrote
it out and enclosed it in one of those letters to Fleur which he
always finished before he went down, so as to have his mind free
and companionable.
About noon that same day, on the tiled terrace of their hotel, he
felt a sudden dull pain in the back of his head, a queer
sensation in the eyes, and sickness. The sun had touched him too
affectionately. The next three days were passed in semi-darkness,
and a dulled, aching indifference to all except the feel of ice
on his forehead and his mother's smile. She never moved from his
room, never relaxed her noiseless vigilance, which seemed to Jon
angelic. But there were moments when he was extremely sorry for
himself, and wished terribly that Fleur could see him. Several
times he took a poignant imaginary leave of her and of the earth,
tears oozing out of his eyes. He even prepared the message he
would send to her by his mother—who would regret to her dying day
that she had ever sought to separate them—his poor mother! He was
not slow, however, in perceiving that he had now his excuse for
going home.
Toward half-past six each evening came a “gasgacha” of bells—a
cascade of tumbling chimes, mounting from the city below and
falling back chime on chime. After listening to them on the
fourth day he said suddenly:
“I'd like to be back in England, Mum, the sun's too hot.”
“Very well, darling. As soon as you're fit to travel” And at once
he felt better, and—meaner.
They had been out five weeks when they turned toward home. Jon's
head was restored to its pristine clarity, but he was confined to
a hat lined by his mother with many layers of orange and green
silk and he still walked from choice in the shade. As the long
struggle of discretion between them drew to its close, he
wondered more and more whether she could see his eagerness to get
back to that which she had brought him away from. Condemned by
Spanish Providence to spend a day in Madrid between their trains,
it was but natural to go again to the Prado. Jon was elaborately
casual this time before his Goya girl. Now that he was going back
to her, he could afford a lesser scrutiny. It was his mother who
lingered before the picture, saying:
“The face and the figure of the girl are exquisite.”
Jon heard her uneasily. Did she understand? But he felt once more
that he was no match for her in self-control and subtlety. She
could, in some supersensitive way, of which he had not the
secret, feel the pulse of his thoughts; she knew by instinct what
he hoped and feared and wished. It made him terribly
uncomfortable and guilty, having, beyond most boys, a conscience.
He wished she would be frank with him, he almost hoped for an
open struggle. But none came, and steadily, silently, they
travelled north. Thus did he first learn how much better than men
women play a waiting game. In Paris they had again to pause for a
day. Jon was grieved because it lasted two, owing to certain
matters in connection with a dressmaker; as if his mother, who
looked beautiful in anything, had any need of dresses! The
happiest moment of his travel was that when he stepped on to the
Folkestone boat.
Standing by the bulwark rail, with her arm in his, she said
“I'm afraid you haven't enjoyed it much, Jon. But you've been
very sweet to me.”
Jon squeezed her arm.
“Oh! yes, I've enjoyed it awfully-except for my head lately.”
And now that the end had come, he really had, feeling a sort of
glamour over the past weeks—a kind of painful pleasure, such as
he had tried to screw into those lines about the voice in the
night crying; a feeling such as he had known as a small boy
listening avidly to Chopin, yet wanting to cry. And he wondered
why it was that he couldn't say to her quite simply what she had
said to him:
“You were very sweet to me.” Odd—one never could be nice and
natural like that! He substituted the words: “I expect we shall
be sick.”
They were, and reached London somewhat attenuated, having been
away six weeks and two days, without a single allusion to the
subject which had hardly ever ceased to occupy their minds.
II.—FATHERS AND DAUGHTERS
Deprived of his wife and son by the Spanish adventure, Jolyon
found the solitude at Robin Hill intolerable. A philosopher when
he has all that he wants is different from a philosopher when he
has not. Accustomed, however, to the idea, if not to the reality
of resignation, he would perhaps have faced it out but for his
daughter June. He was a “lame duck” now, and on her conscience.
Having achieved—momentarily—the rescue of an etcher in low
circumstances, which she happened to have in hand, she appeared
at Robin Hill a fortnight after Irene and Jon had gone. June was
living now in a tiny house with a big studio at Chiswick. A
Forsyte of the best period, so far as the lack of responsibility
was concerned, she had overcome the difficulty of a reduced
income in a manner satisfactory to herself and her father. The
rent of the Gallery off Cork Street which he had bought for her
and her increased income tax happening to balance, it had been
quite simple—she no longer paid him the rent. The Gallery might
be expected now at any time, after eighteen years of barren
usufruct, to pay its way, so that she was sure her father would
not feel it. Through this device she still had twelve hundred a
year, and by reducing what she ate, and, in place of two Belgians
in a poor way, employing one Austrian in a poorer, practically
the same surplus for the relief of genius. After three days at
Robin Hill she carried her father back with her to Town. In those
three days she had stumbled on the secret he had kept for two
years, and had instantly decided to cure him. She knew, in fact,
the very man. He had done wonders with. Paul Post—that painter a
little in advance of Futurism; and she was impatient with her
father because his eyebrows would go up, and because he had heard
of neither. Of course, if he hadn't “faith” he would never get
well! It was absurd not to have faith in the man who had healed
Paul Post so that he had only just relapsed, from having
overworked, or overlived, himself again. The great thing about
this healer was that he relied on Nature. He had made a special
study of the symptoms of Nature—when his patient failed in any
natural symptom he supplied the poison which caused it—and there
you were! She was extremely hopeful. Her father had clearly not
been living a natural life at Robin Hill, and she intended to
provide the symptoms. He was—she felt—out of touch with the
times, which was not natural; his heart wanted stimulating. In
the little Chiswick house she and the Austrian—a grateful soul,
so devoted to June for rescuing her that she was in danger of
decease from overwork—stimulated Jolyon in all sorts of ways,
preparing him for his cure. But they could not keep his eyebrows
down; as, for example, when the Austrian woke him at eight
o'clock just as he was going to sleep, or June took The Times
away from him, because it was unnatural to read “that stuff” when
he ought to be taking an interest in “life.” He never failed,
indeed, to be astonished at her resource, especially in the
evenings. For his benefit, as she declared, though he suspected
that she also got something out of it, she assembled the Age so
far as it was satellite to genius; and with some solemnity it
would move up and down the studio before him in the Fox-trot, and
that more mental form of dancing—the One-step—which so pulled
against the music, that Jolyon's eyebrows would be almost lost in
his hair from wonder at the strain it must impose on the dancer's
will-power. Aware that, hung on the line in the Water Colour
Society, he was a back number to those with any pretension to be
called artists, he would sit in the darkest corner he could find,
and wonder about rhythm, on which so long ago he had been raised.
And when June brought some girl or young man up to him, he would
rise humbly to their level so far as that was possible, and
think: 'Dear me! This is very dull for them!' Having his father's
perennial sympathy with Youth, he used to get very tired from
entering into their points of view. But it was all stimulating,
and he never failed in admiration of his daughter's indomitable
spirit. Even genius itself attended these gatherings now and
then, with its nose on one side; and June always introduced it to
her father. This, she felt, was exceptionally good for him, for
genius was a natural symptom he had never had—fond as she was of
him.
Certain as a man can be that she was his own daughter, he often
wondered whence she got herself—her red-gold hair, now greyed
into a special colour; her direct, spirited face, so different
from his own rather folded and subtilised countenance, her little
lithe figure, when he and most of the Forsytes were tall. And he
would dwell on the origin of species, and debate whether she
might be Danish or Celtic. Celtic, he thought, from her
pugnacity, and her taste in fillets and djibbahs. It was not too
much to say that he preferred her to the Age with which she was
surrounded, youthful though, for the greater part, it was. She
took, however, too much interest in his teeth, for he still had
some of those natural symptoms. Her dentist at once found
“Staphylococcus aureus present in pure culture” (which might
cause boils, of course), and wanted to take out all the teeth he
had and supply him with two complete sets of unnatural symptoms.
Jolyon's native tenacity was roused, and in the studio that
evening he developed his objections. He had never had any boils,
and his own teeth would last his time. Of course—June
admitted—they would last his time if he didn't have them out! But
if he had more teeth he would have a better heart and his time
would be longer. His recalcitrance—she said—was a symptom of his
whole attitude; he was taking it lying down. He ought to be
fighting. When was he going to see the man who had cured Paul
Post? Jolyon was very sorry, but the fact was he was not going to
see him. June chafed. Pondridge—she said—the healer, was such a
fine man, and he had such difficulty in making two ends meet, and
getting his theories recognised. It was just such indifference
and prejudice as her father manifested which was keeping him
back. It would be so splendid for both of them!
“I perceive,” said Jolyon, “that you are trying to kill two birds
with one stone.”
“To cure, you mean!” cried June.
“My dear, it's the same thing.”
June protested. It was unfair to say that without a trial.
Jolyon thought he might not have the chance, of saying it after.
“Dad!” cried June, “you're hopeless.”
“That,” said Jolyon, “is a fact, but I wish to remain hopeless as
long as possible. I shall let sleeping dogs lie, my child. They
are quiet at present.”
“That's not giving science a chance,” cried June. “You've no idea
how devoted Pondridge is. He puts his science before everything.”
“Just,” replied Jolyon, puffing the mild cigarette to which he
was reduced, “as Mr. Paul Post puts his art, eh? Art for Art's
sake—Science for the sake of Science. I know those enthusiastic
egomaniac gentry. They vivisect you without blinking. I'm enough
of a Forsyte to give them the go-by, June.”
“Dad,” said June, “if you only knew how old-fashioned that
sounds! Nobody can afford to be half-hearted nowadays.”
“I'm afraid,” murmured Jolyon, with his smile, “that's the only
natural symptom with which Mr. Pondridge need not supply me. We
are born to be extreme or to be moderate, my dear; though, if
you'll forgive my saying so, half the people nowadays who believe
they're extreme are really very moderate. I'm getting on as well
as I can expect, and I must leave it at that.”
June was silent, having experienced in her time the inexorable
character of her father's amiable obstinacy so far as his own
freedom of action was concerned.
How he came to let her know why Irene had taken Jon to Spain
puzzled Jolyon, for he had little confidence in her discretion.
After she had brooded on the news, it brought a rather sharp
discussion, during which he perceived to the full the fundamental
opposition between her active temperament and his wife's
passivity. He even gathered that a little soreness still remained
from that generation-old struggle between them over the body of
Philip Bosinney, in which the passive had so signally triumphed
over the active principle.
According to June, it was foolish and even cowardly to hide the
past from Jon. Sheer opportunism, she called it.
“Which,” Jolyon put in mildly, “is the working principle of real
life, my dear.”
“Oh!” cried June, “you don't really defend her for not telling
Jon, Dad. If it were left to you, you would.”
“I might, but simply because I know he must find out, which will
be worse than if we told him.”
“Then why don't you tell him? It's just sleeping dogs again.”
“My dear,” said Jolyon, “I wouldn't for the world go against
Irene's instinct. He's her boy.”
“Yours too,” cried June.
“What is a man's instinct compared with a mother's?”
“Well, I think it's very weak of you.”
“I dare say,” said Jolyon, “I dare say.”
And that was all she got from him; but the matter rankled in her
brain. She could not bear sleeping dogs. And there stirred in her
a tortuous impulse to push the matter toward decision. Jon ought
to be told, so that either his feeling might be nipped in the
bud, or, flowering in spite of the past, come to fruition. And
she determined to see Fleur, and judge for herself. When June
determined on anything, delicacy became a somewhat minor
consideration. After all, she was Soames' cousin, and they were
both interested in pictures. She would go and tell him that he
ought to buy a Paul Post, or perhaps a piece of sculpture by
Boris Strumolowski, and of course she would say nothing to her
father. She went on the following Sunday, looking so determined
that she had some difficulty in getting a cab at Reading station.
The river country was lovely in those days of her own month, and
June ached at its loveliness. She who had passed through this
life without knowing what union was had a love of natural beauty
which was almost madness. And when she came to that choice spot
where Soames had pitched his tent, she dismissed her cab,
because, business over, she wanted to revel in the bright water
and the woods. She appeared at his front door, therefore, as a
mere pedestrian, and sent in her card. It was in June's character
to know that when her nerves were fluttering she was doing
something worth while. If one's nerves did not flutter, she was
taking the line of least resistance, and knew that nobleness was
not obliging her. She was conducted to a drawing-room, which,
though not in her style, showed every mark of fastidious
elegance. Thinking, 'Too much taste—too many knick-knacks,' she
saw in an old lacquer-framed mirror the figure of a girl coming
in from the verandah. Clothed in white, and holding some white
roses in her hand, she had, reflected in that silvery-grey pool
of glass, a vision-like appearance, as if a pretty ghost had come
out of the green garden.
“How do you do?” said June, turning round. “I'm a cousin of your
father's.”
“Oh, yes; I saw you in that confectioner's.”
“With my young stepbrother. Is your father in?”
“He will be directly. He's only gone for a little walk.”
June slightly narrowed her blue eyes, and lifted her decided
chin.
“Your name's Fleur, isn't it? I've heard of you from Holly. What
do you think of Jon?”
The girl lifted the roses in her hand, looked at them, and
answered calmly:
“He's quite a nice boy.”
“Not a bit like Holly or me, is he?”
“Not a bit.”
'She's cool,' thought June.
And suddenly the girl said: “I wish you'd tell me why our
families don't get on?”
Confronted with the question she had advised her father to
answer, June was silent; whether because this girl was trying to
get something out of her, or simply because what one would do
theoretically is not always what one will do when it comes to the
point.
“You know,” said the girl, “the surest way to make people find
out the worst is to keep them ignorant. My father's told me it
was a quarrel about property. But I don't believe it; we've both
got heaps. They wouldn't have been so bourgeois as all that.”
June flushed. The word applied to her grandfather and father
offended her.
“My grandfather,” she said, “was very generous, and my father is,
too; neither of them was in the least bourgeois.”
“Well, what was it then?” repeated the girl: Conscious that this
young Forsyte meant having what she wanted, June at once
determined to prevent her, and to get something for herself
instead.
“Why do you want to know?”
The girl smelled at her roses. “I only want to know because they
won't tell me.”
“Well, it was about property, but there's more than one kind.”
“That makes it worse. Now I really must know.”
June's small and resolute face quivered. She was wearing a round
cap, and her hair had fluffed out under it. She looked quite
young at that moment, rejuvenated by encounter.
“You know,” she said, “I saw you drop your handkerchief. Is there
anything between you and Jon? Because, if so, you'd better drop
that too.”
The girl grew paler, but she smiled.
“If there were, that isn't the way to make me.”
At the gallantry of that reply, June held out her hand.
“I like you; but I don't like your father; I never have. We may
as well be frank.”
“Did you come down to tell him that?”
June laughed. “No; I came down to see you.”
“How delightful of you.”
This girl could fence.
“I'm two and a half times your age,” said June, “but I quite
sympathize. It's horrid not to have one's own way.”
The girl smiled again. “I really think you might tell me.”
How the child stuck to her point
“It's not my secret. But I'll see what I can do, because I think
both you and Jon ought to be told. And now I'll say good-bye.”
“Won't you wait and see Father?”
June shook her head. “How can I get over to the other side?”
“I'll row you across.”
“Look!” said June impulsively, “next time you're in London, come
and see me. This is where I live. I generally have young people
in the evening. But I shouldn't tell your father that you're
coming.”
The girl nodded.
Watching her scull the skiff across, June thought: 'She's awfully
pretty and well made. I never thought Soames would have a
daughter as pretty as this. She and Jon would make a lovely
couple.
The instinct to couple, starved within herself, was always at
work in June. She stood watching Fleur row back; the girl took
her hand off a scull to wave farewell, and June walked languidly
on between the meadows and the river, with an ache in her heart.
Youth to youth, like the dragon-flies chasing each other, and
love like the sun warming them through and through. Her youth! So
long ago—when Phil and she—And since? Nothing—no one had been
quite what she had wanted. And so she had missed it all. But what
a coil was round those two young things, if they really were in
love, as Holly would have it—as her father, and Irene, and Soames
himself seemed to dread. What a coil, and what a barrier! And the
itch for the future, the contempt, as it were, for what was
overpast, which forms the active principle, moved in the heart of
one who ever believed that what one wanted was more important
than what other people did not want. From the bank, awhile, in
the warm summer stillness, she watched the water-lily plants and
willow leaves, the fishes rising; sniffed the scent of grass and
meadow-sweet, wondering how she could force everybody to be
happy. Jon and Fleur! Two little lame ducks—charming callow
yellow little ducks! A great pity! Surely something could be
done! One must not take such situations lying down. She walked
on, and reached a station, hot and cross.
That evening, faithful to the impulse toward direct action, which
made many people avoid her, she said to her father:
“Dad, I've been down to see young Fleur. I think she's very
attractive. It's no good hiding our heads under our wings, is
it?”
The startled Jolyon set down his barley-water, and began
crumbling his bread.
“It's what you appear to be doing,” he said. “Do you realise
whose daughter she is?”
“Can't the dead past bury its dead?”
Jolyon rose.
“Certain things can never be buried.”
“I disagree,” said June. “It's that which stands in the way of
all happiness and progress. You don't understand the Age, Dad.
It's got no use for outgrown things. Why do you think it matters
so terribly that Jon should know about his mother? Who pays any
attention to that sort of thing now? The marriage laws are just
as they were when Soames and Irene couldn't get a divorce, and
you had to come in. We've moved, and they haven't. So nobody
cares. Marriage without a decent chance of relief is only a sort
of slave-owning; people oughtn't to own each other. Everybody
sees that now. If Irene broke such laws, what does it matter?”
“It's not for me to disagree there,” said Jolyon; “but that's all
quite beside the mark. This is a matter of human feeling.”
“Of course it is,” cried June, “the human feeling of those two
young things.”
“My dear,” said Jolyon with gentle exasperation; “you're talking
nonsense.”
“I'm not. If they prove to be really fond of each other, why
should they be made unhappy because of the past?”
“You haven't lived that past. I have—through the feelings of my
wife; through my own nerves and my imagination, as only one who
is devoted can.”
June, too, rose, and began to wander restlessly.
“If,” she said suddenly, “she were the daughter of Philip
Bosinney, I could understand you better. Irene loved him, she
never loved Soames.”
Jolyon uttered a deep sound-the sort of noise an Italian peasant
woman utters to her mule. His heart had begun beating furiously,
but he paid no attention to it, quite carried away by his
feelings.
“That shows how little you understand. Neither I nor Jon, if I
know him, would mind a love-past. It's the brutality of a union
without love. This girl is the daughter of the man who once owned
Jon's mother as a negro-slave was owned. You can't lay that
ghost; don't try to, June! It's asking us to see Jon joined to
the flesh and blood of the man who possessed Jon's mother against
her will. It's no good mincing words; I want it clear once for
all. And now I mustn't talk any more, or I shall have to sit up
with this all night.” And, putting his hand over his heart,
Jolyon turned his back on his daughter and stood looking at the
river Thames.
June, who by nature never saw a hornet's nest until she had put
her head into it, was seriously alarmed. She came and slipped her
arm through his. Not convinced that he was right, and she herself
wrong, because that was not natural to her, she was yet
profoundly impressed by the obvious fact that the subject was
very bad for him. She rubbed her cheek against his shoulder, and
said nothing.
After taking her elderly cousin across, Fleur did not land at
once, but pulled in among the reeds, into the sunshine. The
peaceful beauty of the afternoon seduced for a little one not
much given to the vague and poetic. In the field beyond the bank
where her skiff lay up, a machine drawn by a grey horse was
turning an early field of hay. She watched the grass cascading
over and behind the light wheels with fascination—it looked so
cool and fresh. The click and swish blended with the rustle of
the willows and the poplars, and the cooing of a wood-pigeon, in
a true river song. Alongside, in the deep green water, weeds,
like yellow snakes, were writhing and nosing with the current;
pied cattle on the farther side stood in the shade lazily
swishing their tails. It was an afternoon to dream. And she took
out Jon's letters—not flowery effusions, but haunted in their
recital of things seen and done by a longing very agreeable to
her, and all ending “Your devoted J.” Fleur was not sentimental,
her desires were ever concrete and concentrated, but what poetry
there was in the daughter of Soames and Annette had certainly in
those weeks of waiting gathered round her memories of Jon. They
all belonged to grass and blossom, flowers and running water. She
enjoyed him in the scents absorbed by her crinkling nose. The
stars could persuade her that she was standing beside him in the
centre of the map of Spain; and of an early morning the dewy
cobwebs, the hazy sparkle and promise of the day down in the
garden, were Jon personified to her.
Two white swans came majestically by, while she was reading his
letters, followed by their brood of six young swans in a line,
with just so much water between each tail and head, a flotilla of
grey destroyers. Fleur thrust her letters back, got out her
sculls, and pulled up to the landing-stage. Crossing the lawn,
she wondered whether she should tell her father of June's visit.
If he learned of it from the butler, he might think it odd if she
did not. It gave her, too, another chance to startle out of him
the reason of the feud. She went, therefore, up the road to meet
him.
Soames had gone to look at a patch of ground on which the Local
Authorities were proposing to erect a Sanatorium for people with
weak lungs. Faithful to his native individualism, he took no part
in local affairs, content to pay the rates which were always
going up. He could not, however, remain indifferent to this new
and dangerous scheme. The site was not half a mile from his own
house. He was quite of opinion that the country should stamp out
tuberculosis; but this was not the place. It should be done
farther away. He took, indeed, an attitude common to all true
Forsytes, that disability of any sort in other people was not his
affair, and the State should do its business without prejudicing
in any way the natural advantages which he had acquired or
inherited. Francie, the most free-spirited Forsyte of his
generation (except perhaps that fellow Jolyon) had once asked him
in her malicious way: “Did you ever see the name Forsyte in a
subscription list, Soames?” That was as it might be, but a
Sanatorium would depreciate the neighbourhood, and he should
certainly sign the petition which was being got up against it.
Returning with this decision fresh within him, he saw Fleur
coming.
She was showing him more affection of late, and the quiet time
down here with her in this summer weather had been making him
feel quite young; Annette was always running up to Town for one
thing or another, so that he had Fleur to himself almost as much
as he could wish. To be sure, young Mont had formed a habit of
appearing on his motor-cycle almost every other day. Thank
goodness, the young fellow had shaved off his half-toothbrushes,
and no longer looked like a mountebank! With a girl friend of
Fleur's who was staying in the house, and a neighbouring youth or
so, they made two couples after dinner, in the hall, to the music
of the electric pianola, which performed Fox-trots unassisted,
with a surprised shine on its expressive surface. Annette, even,
now and then passed gracefully up and down in the arms of one or
other of the young men. And Soames, coming to the drawing-room
door, would lift his nose a little sideways, and watch them,
waiting to catch a smile from Fleur; then move back to his chair
by the drawing-room hearth, to peruse The Times or some other
collector's price list. To his ever-anxious eyes Fleur showed no
signs of remembering that caprice of hers.
When she reached him on the dusty road, he slipped his hand
within her arm.
“Who, do you think, has been to see you, Dad? She couldn't wait!
Guess!”
“I never guess,” said Soames uneasily. “Who?”
“Your cousin, June Forsyte.”
Quite unconsciously Soames gripped her arm. “What did she want?”
“I don't know. But it was rather breaking through the feud,
wasn't it?”
“Feud? What feud?”
“The one that exists in your imagination, dear.”
Soames dropped her arm. Was she mocking, or trying to draw him
on?
“I suppose she wanted me to buy a picture,” he said at last.
“I don't think so. Perhaps it was just family affection.”
“She's only a first cousin once removed,” muttered Soames.
“And the daughter of your enemy.”
“What d'you mean by that?”
“I beg your pardon, dear; I thought he was.”
“Enemy!” repeated Soames. “It's ancient history. I don't know
where you get your notions.”
“From June Forsyte.”
It had come to her as an inspiration that if he thought she knew,
or were on the edge of knowledge, he would tell her.
Soames was startled, but she had underrated his caution and
tenacity.
“If you know,” he said coldly, “why do you plague me?”
Fleur saw that she had overreached herself.
“I don't want to plague you, darling. As you say, why want to
know more? Why want to know anything of that 'small' mystery—Je
m'en fiche, as Profond says?”
“That chap!” said Soames profoundly.
That chap, indeed, played a considerable, if invisible, part this
summer—for he had not turned up again. Ever since the Sunday when
Fleur had drawn attention to him prowling on the lawn, Soames had
thought of him a good deal, and always in connection with
Annette, for no reason, except that she was looking handsomer
than for some time past. His possessive instinct, subtle, less
formal, more elastic since the War, kept all misgiving
underground. As one looks on some American river, quiet and
pleasant, knowing that an alligator perhaps is lying in the mud
with his snout just raised and indistinguishable from a snag of
wood—so Soames looked on the river of his own existence,
subconscious of Monsieur Profond, refusing to see more than the
suspicion of his snout. He had at this epoch in his life
practically all he wanted, and was as nearly happy as his nature
would permit. His senses were at rest; his affections found all
the vent they needed in his daughter; his collection was well
known, his money well invested; his health excellent, save for a
touch of liver now and again; he had not yet begun to worry
seriously about what would happen after death, inclining to think
that nothing would happen. He resembled one of his own gilt-edged
securities, and to knock the gilt off by seeing anything he could
avoid seeing would be, he felt instinctively, perverse and
retrogressive. Those two crumpled rose-leaves, Fleur's caprice
and Monsieur Profond's snout, would level away if he lay on them
industriously.
That evening Chance, which visits the lives of even the
best-invested Forsytes, put a clue into Fleur's hands. Her father
came down to dinner without a handkerchief, and had occasion to
blow his nose.
“I'll get you one, dear,” she had said, and ran upstairs. In the
sachet where she sought for it—an old sachet of very faded
silk—there were two compartments: one held handkerchiefs; the
other was buttoned, and contained something flat and hard. By
some childish impulse Fleur unbuttoned it. There was a frame and
in it a photograph of herself as a little girl. She gazed at it,
fascinated, as one is by one's own presentment. It slipped under
her fidgeting thumb, and she saw that another photograph was
behind. She pressed her own down further, and perceived a face,
which she seemed to know, of a young woman, very good-looking, in
a very old style of evening dress. Slipping her own photograph up
over it again, she took out a handkerchief and went down. Only on
the stairs did she identify that face. Surely—surely Jon's
mother! The conviction came as a shock. And she stood still in a
flurry of thought. Why, of course! Jon's father had married the
woman her father had wanted to marry, had cheated him out of her,
perhaps. Then, afraid of showing by her manner that she had
lighted on his secret, she refused to think further, and, shaking
out the silk handkerchief, entered the dining-room.
“I chose the softest, Father.”
“H'm!” said Soames; “I only use those after a cold. Never mind!”
That evening passed for Fleur in putting two and two together;
recalling the look on her father's face in the confectioner's
shop—a look strange and coldly intimate, a queer look. He must
have loved that woman very much to have kept her photograph all
this time, in spite of having lost her. Unsparing and
matter-of-fact, her mind darted to his relations with her own
mother. Had he ever really loved her? She thought not. Jon was
the son of the woman he had really loved. Surely, then, he ought
not to mind his daughter loving him; it only wanted getting used
to. And a sigh of sheer relief was caught in the folds of her
nightgown slipping over her head.
III.—MEETINGS
Youth only recognises Age by fits and starts. Jon, for one, had
never really seen his father's age till he came back from Spain.
The face of the fourth Jolyon, worn by waiting, gave him quite a
shock—it looked so wan and old. His father's mask had been forced
awry by the emotion of the meeting, so that the boy suddenly
realised how much he must have felt their absence. He summoned to
his aid the thought: 'Well, I didn't want to go!' It was out of
date for Youth to defer to Age. But Jon was by no means typically
modern. His father had always been “so jolly” to him, and to feel
that one meant to begin again at once the conduct which his
father had suffered six weeks' loneliness to cure was not
agreeable.
At the question, “Well, old man, how did the great Goya strike
you?” his conscience pricked him badly. The great Goya only
existed because he had created a face which resembled Fleur's.
On the night of their return, he went to bed full of compunction;
but awoke full of anticipation. It was only the fifth of July,
and no meeting was fixed with Fleur until the ninth. He was to
have three days at home before going back to farm. Somehow he
must contrive to see her!
In the lives of men an inexorable rhythm, caused by the need for
trousers, not even the fondest parents can deny. On the second
day, therefore, Jon went to Town, and having satisfied his
conscience by ordering what was indispensable in Conduit Street,
turned his face toward Piccadilly. Stratton Street, where her
Club was, adjoined Devonshire House. It would be the merest
chance that she should be at her Club. But he dawdled down Bond
Street with a beating heart, noticing the superiority of all
other young men to himself. They wore their clothes with such an
air; they had assurance; they were old. He was suddenly
overwhelmed by the conviction that Fleur must have forgotten him.
Absorbed in his own feeling for her all these weeks, he had
mislaid that possibility. The corners of his mouth drooped, his
hands felt clammy. Fleur with the pick of youth at the beck of
her smile-Fleur incomparable! It was an evil moment. Jon,
however, had a great idea that one must be able to face anything.
And he braced himself with that dour reflection in front of a
bric-a-brac shop. At this high-water mark of what was once the
London season, there was nothing to mark it out from any other
except a grey top hat or two, and the sun. Jon moved on, and
turning the corner into Piccadilly, ran into Val Dartie moving
toward the Iseeum Club, to which he had just been elected.
“Hallo! young man! Where are you off to?”
Jon gushed. “I've just been to my tailor's.”
Val looked him up and down. “That's good! I'm going in here to
order some cigarettes; then come and have some lunch.”
Jon thanked him. He might get news of her from Val!
The condition of England, that nightmare of its Press and Public
men, was seen in different perspective within the tobacconist's
which they now entered.
“Yes, sir; precisely the cigarette I used to supply your father
with. Bless me! Mr. Montague Dartie was a customer here from—let
me see—the year Melton won the Derby. One of my very best
customers he was.” A faint smile illumined the tobacconist's
face. “Many's the tip he's given me, to be sure! I suppose he
took a couple of hundred of these every week, year in, year out,
and never changed his cigarette. Very affable gentleman, brought
me a lot of custom. I was sorry he met with that accident. One
misses an old customer like him.”
Val smiled. His father's decease had closed an account which had
been running longer, probably, than any other; and in a ring of
smoke puffed out from that time-honoured cigarette he seemed to
see again his father's face, dark, good-looking, moustachioed, a
little puffy, in the only halo it had earned. His father had his
fame here, anyway—a man who smoked two hundred cigarettes a week,
who could give tips, and run accounts for ever! To his
tobacconist a hero! Even that was some distinction to inherit!
“I pay cash,” he said; “how much?”
“To his son, sir, and cash—ten and six. I shall never forget Mr.
Montague Dartie. I've known him stand talkin' to me half an hour.
We don't get many like him now, with everybody in such a hurry.
The War was bad for manners, sir—it was bad for manners. You were
in it, I see.”
“No,” said Val, tapping his knee, “I got this in the war before.
Saved my life, I expect. Do you want any cigarettes, Jon?”
Rather ashamed, Jon murmured, “I don't smoke, you know,” and saw
the tobacconist's lips twisted, as if uncertain whether to say
“Good God!” or “Now's your chance, sir!”
“That's right,” said Val; “keep off it while you can. You'll want
it when you take a knock. This is really the same tobacco, then?”
“Identical, sir; a little dearer, that's all. Wonderful staying
power—the British Empire, I always say.”
“Send me down a hundred a week to this address, and invoice it
monthly. Come on, Jon.”
Jon entered the Iseeum with curiosity. Except to lunch now and
then at the Hotch-Potch with his father, he had never been in a
London Club. The Iseeum, comfortable and unpretentious, did not
move, could not, so long as George Forsyte sat on its Committee,
where his culinary acumen was almost the controlling force. The
Club had made a stand against the newly rich, and it had taken
all George Forsyte's prestige, and praise of him as a “good
sportsman,” to bring in Prosper Profond.
The two were lunching together when the half-brothers-in-law
entered the dining-room, and attracted by George's forefinger,
sat down at their table, Val with his shrewd eyes and charming
smile, Jon with solemn lips and an attractive shyness in his
glance. There was an air of privilege around that corner table,
as though past masters were eating there. Jon was fascinated by
the hypnotic atmosphere. The waiter, lean in the chaps, pervaded
with such free-masonical deference. He seemed to hang on George
Forsyte's lips, to watch the gloat in his eye with a kind of
sympathy, to follow the movements of the heavy club-marked silver
fondly. His liveried arm and confidential voice alarmed Jon, they
came so secretly over his shoulder.
Except for George's “Your grandfather tipped me once; he was a
deuced good judge of a cigar!” neither he nor the other past
master took any notice of him, and he was grateful for this. The
talk was all about the breeding, points, and prices of horses,
and he listened to it vaguely at first, wondering how it was
possible to retain so much knowledge in a head. He could not take
his eyes off the dark past master—what he said was so deliberate
and discouraging—such heavy, queer, smiled-out words. Jon was
thinking of butterflies, when he heard him say:
“I want to see Mr. Soames Forsyde take an interest in 'orses.”
“Old Soames! He's too dry a file!”
With all his might Jon tried not to grow red, while the dark past
master went on.
“His daughter's an attractive small girl. Mr. Soames Forsyde is a
bit old-fashioned. I want to see him have a pleasure some day.”
George Forsyte grinned.
“Don't you worry; he's not so miserable as he looks. He'll never
show he's enjoying anything—they might try and take it from him.
Old Soames! Once bit, twice shy!”
“Well, Jon,” said Val, hastily, “if you've finished, we'll go and
have coffee.”
“Who were those?” Jon asked, on the stairs. “I didn't quite—-”
“Old George Forsyte is a first cousin of your father's and of my
Uncle Soames. He's always been here. The other chap, Profond, is
a queer fish. I think he's hanging round Soames' wife, if you ask
me!”
Jon looked at him, startled. “But that's awful,” he said: “I
mean—for Fleur.”
“Don't suppose Fleur cares very much; she's very up-to-date.”
“Her mother!”
“You're very green, Jon.”
Jon grew red. “Mothers,” he stammered angrily, “are different.”
“You're right,” said Val suddenly; “but things aren't what they
were when I was your age. There's a 'To-morrow we die' feeling.
That's what old George meant about my Uncle Soames. He doesn't
mean to die to-morrow.”
Jon said, quickly: “What's the matter between him and my father?”
“Stable secret, Jon. Take my advice, and bottle up. You'll do no
good by knowing. Have a liqueur?”
Jon shook his head.
“I hate the way people keep things from one,” he muttered, “and
then sneer at one for being green.”
“Well, you can ask Holly. If she won't tell you, you'll believe
it's for your own good, I suppose.”
Jon got up. “I must go now; thanks awfully for the lunch.”
Val smiled up at him half-sorry, and yet amused. The boy looked
so upset.
“All right! See you on Friday.”
“I don't know,” murmured Jon.
And he did not. This conspiracy of silence made him desperate. It
was humiliating to be treated like a child! He retraced his moody
steps to Stratton Street. But he would go to her Club now, and
find out the worst! To his enquiry the reply was that Miss
Forsyte was not in the Club. She might be in perhaps later. She
was often in on Monday—they could not say. Jon said he would call
again, and, crossing into the Green Park, flung himself down
under a tree. The sun was bright, and a breeze fluttered the
leaves of the young lime-tree beneath which he lay; but his heart
ached. Such darkness seemed gathered round his happiness. He
heard Big Ben chime “Three” above the traffic. The sound moved
something in him, and, taking out a piece of paper, he began to
scribble on it with a pencil. He had jotted a stanza, and was
searching the grass for another verse, when something hard
touched his shoulder-a green parasol. There above him stood
Fleur!
“They told me you'd been, and were coming back. So I thought you
might be out here; and you are—it's rather wonderful!”
“Oh, Fleur! I thought you'd have forgotten me.”
“When I told you that I shouldn't!”
Jon seized her arm.
“It's too much luck! Let's get away from this side.” He almost
dragged her on through that too thoughtfully regulated Park, to
find some cover where they could sit and hold each other's hands.
“Hasn't anybody cut in?” he said, gazing round at her lashes, in
suspense above her cheeks.
“There is a young idiot, but he doesn't count.”
Jon felt a twitch of compassion for the-young idiot.
“You know I've had sunstroke; I didn't tell you.”
“Really! Was it interesting?”
“No. Mother was an angel. Has anything happened to you?”
“Nothing. Except that I think I've found out what's wrong between
our families, Jon.”
His heart began beating very fast.
“I believe my father wanted to marry your mother, and your father
got her instead.”
“Oh!”
“I came on a photo of her; it was in a frame behind a photo of
me. Of course, if he was very fond of her, that would have made
him pretty mad, wouldn't it?”
Jon thought for a minute. “Not if she loved my father best.”
“But suppose they were engaged?”
“If we were engaged, and you found you loved somebody better, I
might go cracked, but I shouldn't grudge it you.”
“I should. You mustn't ever do that with me, Jon.
“My God! Not much!”
“I don't believe that he's ever really cared for my mother.”
Jon was silent. Val's words—the two past masters in the Club!
“You see, we don't know,” went on Fleur; “it may have been a
great shock. She may have behaved badly to him. People do.”
“My mother wouldn't.”
Fleur shrugged her shoulders. “I don't think we know much about
our fathers and mothers. We just see them in the light of the way
they treat us; but they've treated other people, you know, before
we were born-plenty, I expect. You see, they're both old. Look at
your father, with three separate families!”
“Isn't there any place,” cried Jon, “in all this beastly London
where we can be alone?”
“Only a taxi.”
“Let's get one, then.”
When they were installed, Fleur asked suddenly: “Are you going
back to Robin Hill? I should like to see where you live, Jon. I'm
staying with my aunt for the night, but I could get back in time
for dinner. I wouldn't come to the house, of course.”
Jon gazed at her enraptured.
“Splendid! I can show it you from the copse, we shan't meet
anybody. There's a train at four.”
The god of property and his Forsytes great and small, leisured,
official, commercial, or professional, like the working classes,
still worked their seven hours a day, so that those two of the
fourth generation travelled down to Robin Hill in an empty
first-class carriage, dusty and sun-warmed, of that too early
train. They travelled in blissful silence, holding each other's
hands.
At the station they saw no one except porters, and a villager or
two unknown to Jon, and walked out up the lane, which smelled of
dust and honeysuckle.
For Jon—sure of her now, and without separation before him—it was
a miraculous dawdle, more wonderful than those on the Downs, or
along the river Thames. It was love-in-a-mist—one of those
illumined pages of Life, where every word and smile, and every
light touch they gave each other were as little gold and red and
blue butterflies and flowers and birds scrolled in among the
text—a happy communing, without afterthought, which lasted
thirty-seven minutes. They reached the coppice at the milking
hour. Jon would not take her as far as the farmyard; only to
where she could see the field leading up to the gardens, and the
house beyond. They turned in among the larches, and suddenly, at
the winding of the path, came on Irene, sitting on an old log
seat.
There are various kinds of shocks: to the vertebrae; to the
nerves; to moral sensibility; and, more potent and permanent, to
personal dignity. This last was the shock Jon received, coming
thus on his mother. He became suddenly conscious that he was
doing an indelicate thing. To have brought Fleur down openly—yes!
But to sneak her in like this! Consumed with shame, he put on a
front as brazen as his nature would permit.
Fleur was smiling, a little defiantly; his mother's startled face
was changing quickly to the impersonal and gracious. It was she
who uttered the first words:
“I'm very glad to see you. It was nice of Jon to think of
bringing you down to us.”
“We weren't coming to the house,” Jon blurted out. “I just wanted
Fleur to see where I lived.”
His mother said quietly:
“Won't you come up and have tea?”
Feeling that he had but aggravated his breach of breeding, he
heard Fleur answer:
“Thanks very much; I have to get back to dinner. I met Jon by
accident, and we thought it would be rather jolly just to see his
home.”
How self-possessed she was!
“Of course; but you must have tea. We'll send you down to the
station. My husband will enjoy seeing you.”
The expression of his mother's eyes, resting on him for a moment,
cast Jon down level with the ground—a true worm. Then she led on,
and Fleur followed her. He felt like a child, trailing after
those two, who were talking so easily about Spain and Wansdon,
and the house up there beyond the trees and the grassy slope. He
watched the fencing of their eyes, taking each other in—the two
beings he loved most in the world.
He could see his father sitting under the oaktree; and suffered
in advance all the loss of caste he must go through in the eyes
of that tranquil figure, with his knees crossed, thin, old, and
elegant; already he could feel the faint irony which would come
into his voice and smile.
“This is Fleur Forsyte, Jolyon; Jon brought her down to see the
house. Let's have tea at once—she has to catch a train. Jon, tell
them, dear, and telephone to the Dragon for a car.”
To leave her alone with them was strange, and yet, as no doubt
his mother had foreseen, the least of evils at the moment; so he
ran up into the house. Now he would not see Fleur alone again—not
for a minute, and they had arranged no further meeting! When he
returned under cover of the maids and teapots, there was not a
trace of awkwardness beneath the tree; it was all within himself,
but not the less for that. They were talking of the Gallery off
Cork Street.
“We back numbers,” his father was saying, “are awfully anxious to
find out why we can't appreciate the new stuff; you and Jon must
tell us.”
“It's supposed to be satiric, isn't it?” said Fleur.
He saw his father's smile.
“Satiric? Oh! I think it's more than that. What do you say, Jon?”
“I don't know at all,” stammered Jon. His father's face had a
sudden grimness.
“The young are tired of us, our gods and our ideals. Off with
their heads, they say—smash their idols! And let's get back
to-nothing! And, by Jove, they've done it! Jon's a poet. He'll be
going in, too, and stamping on what's left of us. Property,
beauty, sentiment—all smoke. We mustn't own anything nowadays,
not even our feelings. They stand in the way of—Nothing.”
Jon listened, bewildered, almost outraged by his father's words,
behind which he felt a meaning that he could not reach. He didn't
want to stamp on anything!
“Nothing's the god of to-day,” continued Jolyon; “we're back
where the Russians were sixty years ago, when they started
Nihilism.”
“No, Dad,” cried Jon suddenly, “we only want to live, and we
don't know how, because of the Past—that's all!”
“By George!” said Jolyon, “that's profound, Jon. Is it your own?
The Past! Old ownerships, old passions, and their aftermath.
Let's have cigarettes.”
Conscious that his mother had lifted her hand to her lips,
quickly, as if to hush something, Jon handed the cigarettes. He
lighted his father's and Fleur's, then one for himself. Had he
taken the knock that Val had spoken of? The smoke was blue when
he had not puffed, grey when he had; he liked the sensation in
his nose, and the sense of equality it gave him. He was glad no
one said: “So you've begun!” He felt less young.
Fleur looked at her watch, and rose. His mother went with her
into the house. Jon stayed with his father, puffing at the
cigarette.
“See her into the car, old man,” said Jolyon; “and when she's
gone, ask your mother to come back to me.”
Jon went. He waited in the hall. He saw her into the car. There
was no chance for any word; hardly for a pressure of the hand. He
waited all that evening for something to be said to him. Nothing
was said. Nothing might have happened. He went up to bed, and in
the mirror on his dressing-table met himself. He did not speak,
nor did the image; but both looked as if they thought the more.
IV.—IN GREEN STREET
Uncertain whether the impression that Prosper Profond was
dangerous should be traced to his attempt to give Val the Mayfly
filly; to a remark of Fleur's: “He's like the hosts of Midian—he
prowls and prowls around”; to his preposterous inquiry of Jack
Cardigan: “What's the use of keepin' fit?” or, more simply, to
the fact that he was a foreigner, or alien as it was now called.
Certain, that Annette was looking particularly handsome, and that
Soames—had sold him a Gauguin and then torn up the cheque, so
that Monsieur Profond himself had said: “I didn't get that small
picture I bought from Mr. Forsyde.”
However suspiciously regarded, he still frequented Winifred's
evergreen little house in Green Street, with a good-natured
obtuseness which no one mistook for naivete, a word hardly
applicable to Monsieur Prosper Profond. Winifred still found him
“amusing,” and would write him little notes saying: “Come and
have a 'jolly' with us”—it was breath of life to her to keep up
with the phrases of the day.
The mystery, with which all felt him to be surrounded, was due to
his having done, seen, heard, and known everything, and found
nothing in it—which was unnatural. The English type of
disillusionment was familiar enough to Winifred, who had always
moved in fashionable circles. It gave a certain cachet or
distinction, so that one got something out of it. But to see
nothing in anything, not as a pose, but because there was nothing
in anything, was not English; and that which was not English one
could not help secretly feeling dangerous, if not precisely bad
form. It was like having the mood which the War had left,
seated—dark, heavy, smiling, indifferent—in your Empire chair; it
was like listening to that mood talking through thick pink lips
above a little diabolic beard. It was, as Jack Cardigan expressed
it—for the English character at large—“a bit too thick”—for if
nothing was really worth getting excited about, there were always
games, and one could make it so! Even Winifred, ever a Forsyte at
heart, felt that there was nothing to be had out of such a mood
of disillusionment, so that it really ought not to be there.
Monsieur Profond, in fact, made the mood too plain in a country
which decently veiled such realities.
When Fleur, after her hurried return from Robin Hill, came down
to dinner that evening, the mood was standing at the window of
Winifred's little drawing-room, looking out into Green Street,
with an air of seeing nothing in it. And Fleur gazed promptly
into the fireplace with an air of seeing a fire which was not
there.
Monsieur Profond came from the window. He was in full fig, with a
white waistcoat and a white flower in his buttonhole.
“Well, Miss Forsyde,” he said, “I'm awful pleased to see you. Mr.
Forsyde well? I was sayin' to-day I want to see him have some
pleasure. He worries.”
“You think so?” said Fleur shortly.
“Worries,” repeated Monsieur Profond, burring the r's.
Fleur spun round. “Shall I tell you,” she said, “what would give
him pleasure?” But the words, “To hear that you had cleared out,”
died at the expression on his face. All his fine white teeth were
showing.
“I was hearin' at the Club to-day about his old trouble.” Fleur
opened her eyes. “What do you mean?”
Monsieur Profond moved his sleek head as if to minimize his
statement.
“Before you were born,” he said; “that small business.”
Though conscious that he had cleverly diverted her from his own
share in her father's worry, Fleur was unable to withstand a rush
of nervous curiosity. “Tell me what you heard.”
“Why!” murmured Monsieur Profond, “you know all that.”
“I expect I do. But I should like to know that you haven't heard
it all wrong.”
“His first wife,” murmured Monsieur Profond.
Choking back the words, “He was never married before,” she said:
“Well, what about her?”
“Mr. George Forsyde was tellin' me about your father's first wife
marryin' his cousin Jolyon afterward. It was a small bit
unpleasant, I should think. I saw their boy—nice boy!”
Fleur looked up. Monsieur Profond was swimming, heavily
diabolical, before her. That—the reason! With the most heroic
effort of her life so far, she managed to arrest that swimming
figure. She could not tell whether he had noticed. And just then
Winifred came in.
“Oh! here you both are already; Imogen and I have had the most
amusing afternoon at the Babies' bazaar.”
“What babies?” said Fleur mechanically.
“The 'Save the Babies.' I got such a bargain, my dear. A piece of
old Armenian work—from before the Flood. I want your opinion on
it, Prosper.”
“Auntie,” whispered Fleur suddenly.
At the tone in the girl's voice Winifred closed in on her.'
“What's the matter? Aren't you well?”
Monsieur Profond had withdrawn into the window, where he was
practically out of hearing.
“Auntie, he-he told me that father has been married before. Is it
true that he divorced her, and she married Jon Forsyte's father?”
Never in all the life of the mother of four little Darties had
Winifred felt more seriously embarrassed. Her niece's face was so
pale, her eyes so dark, her voice so whispery and strained.
“Your father didn't wish you to hear,” she said, with all the
aplomb she could muster. “These things will happen. I've often
told him he ought to let you know.”
“Oh!” said Fleur, and that was all, but it made Winifred pat her
shoulder—a firm little shoulder, nice and white! She never could
help an appraising eye and touch in the matter of her niece, who
would have to be married, of course—though not to that boy Jon.
“We've forgotten all about it years and years ago,” she said
comfortably. “Come and have dinner!”
“No, Auntie. I don't feel very well. May I go upstairs?”
“My dear!” murmured Winifred, concerned, “you're not taking this
to heart? Why, you haven't properly come out yet! That boy's a
child!”
“What boy? I've only got a headache. But I can't stand that man
to-night.”
“Well, well,” said Winifred, “go and lie down. I'll send you some
bromide, and I shall talk to Prosper Profond. What business had
he to gossip? Though I must say I think it's much better you
should know.”
Fleur smiled. “Yes,” she said, and slipped from the room.
She went up with her head whirling, a dry sensation in her
throat, a guttered frightened feeling in her breast. Never in her
life as yet had she suffered from even momentary fear that she
would not get what she had set her heart on. The sensations of
the afternoon had been full and poignant, and this gruesome
discovery coming on the top of them had really made her head
ache. No wonder her father had hidden that photograph, so
secretly behind her own-ashamed of having kept it! But could he
hate Jon's mother and yet keep her photograph? She pressed her
hands over her forehead, trying to see things clearly. Had they
told Jon—had her visit to Robin Hill forced them to tell him?
Everything now turned on that! She knew, they all knew,
except—perhaps—Jon!
She walked up and down, biting her lip and thinking desperately
hard. Jon loved his mother. If they had told him, what would he
do? She could not tell. But if they had not told him, should she
not—could she not get him for herself—get married to him, before
he knew? She searched her memories of Robin Hill. His mother's
face so passive—with its dark eyes and as if powdered hair, its
reserve, its smile—baffled her; and his father's—kindly, sunken,
ironic. Instinctively she felt they would shrink from telling
Jon, even now, shrink from hurting him—for of course it would
hurt him awfully to know!
Her aunt must be made not to tell her father that she knew. So
long as neither she herself nor Jon were supposed to know, there
was still a chance—freedom to cover one's tracks, and get what
her heart was set on. But she was almost overwhelmed by her
isolation. Every one's hand was against her—every one's! It was
as Jon had said—he and she just wanted to live and the past was
in their way, a past they hadn't shared in, and didn't
understand! Oh! What a shame! And suddenly she thought of June.
Would she help them? For somehow June had left on her the
impression that she would be sympathetic with their love,
impatient of obstacle. Then, instinctively, she thought: 'I won't
give anything away, though, even to her. I daren't. I mean to
have Jon; against them all.'
Soup was brought up to her, and one of Winifred's pet headache
cachets. She swallowed both. Then Winifred herself appeared.
Fleur opened her campaign with the words:
“You know, Auntie, I do wish people wouldn't think I'm in love
with that boy. Why, I've hardly seen him!”
Winifred, though experienced, was not “fine.” She accepted the
remark with considerable relief. Of course, it was not pleasant
for the girl to hear of the family scandal, and she set herself
to minimise the matter, a task for which she was eminently
qualified, “raised” fashionably under a comfortable mother and a
father whose nerves might not be shaken, and for many years the
wife of Montague Dartie. Her description was a masterpiece of
understatement. Fleur's father's first wife had been very
foolish. There had been a young man who had got run over, and she
had left Fleur's father. Then, years after, when it might all
have come—right again, she had taken up with their cousin Jolyon;
and, of course, her father had been obliged to have a divorce.
Nobody remembered anything of it now, except just the family.
And, perhaps, it had all turned out for the best; her father had
Fleur; and Jolyon and Irene had been quite happy, they said, and
their boy was a nice boy. “Val having Holly, too, is a sort of
plaster, don't you know?” With these soothing words, Winifred
patted her niece's shoulder; thought: 'She's a nice, plump little
thing!' and went back to Prosper Profond, who, in spite of his
indiscretion, was very “amusing” this evening.
For some minutes after her aunt had gone Fleur remained under
influence of bromide material and spiritual. But then reality
came back. Her aunt had left out all that mattered—all the
feeling, the hate, the love, the unforgivingness of passionate
hearts. She, who knew so little of life, and had touched only the
fringe of love, was yet aware by instinct that words have as
little relation to fact and feeling as coin to the bread it buys.
'Poor Father!' she thought. 'Poor me! Poor Jon! But I don't care,
I mean to have him!' From the window of her darkened room she saw
“that man” issue from the door below and “prowl” away. If he and
her mother—how would that affect her chance? Surely it must make
her father cling to her more closely, so that he would consent in
the end to anything she wanted, or become reconciled the sooner
to what she did without his knowledge.
She took some earth from the flower-box in the window, and with
all her might flung it after that disappearing figure. It fell
short, but the action did her good.
And a little puff of air came up from Green Street, smelling of
petrol, not sweet.
V.—PURELY FORSYTE AFFAIRS