unnatural to want a child from one’s own wife? You wrecked our
life and put this blight on everything. We go on only half alive,
and without any future. Is it so very unflattering to you that in
spite of everything I—I still want you for my wife? Speak, for
Goodness’ sake! do speak.”
Irene seemed to try, but did not succeed.
“I don’t want to frighten you,” said Soames more gently. “Heaven
knows. I only want you to see that I can’t go on like this. I
want you back. I want you.”
Irene raised one hand and covered the lower part of her face, but
her eyes never moved from his, as though she trusted in them to
keep him at bay. And all those years, barren and bitter,
since—ah! when?—almost since he had first known her, surged up in
one great wave of recollection in Soames; and a spasm that for
his life he could not control constricted his face.
“It’s not too late,” he said; “it’s not—if you’ll only believe
it.”
Irene uncovered her lips, and both her hands made a writhing
gesture in front of her breast. Soames seized them.
“Don’t!” she said under her breath. But he stood holding on to
them, trying to stare into her eyes which did not waver. Then she
said quietly:
“I am alone here. You won’t behave again as you once behaved.”
Dropping her hands as though they had been hot irons, he turned
away. Was it possible that there could be such relentless
unforgiveness! Could that one act of violent possession be still
alive within her? Did it bar him thus utterly? And doggedly he
said, without looking up:
“I am not going till you’ve answered me. I am offering what few
men would bring themselves to offer, I want a—a reasonable
answer.”
And almost with surprise he heard her say:
“You can’t have a reasonable answer. Reason has nothing to do
with it. You can only have the brutal truth: I would rather die.”
Soames stared at her.
“Oh!” he said. And there intervened in him a sort of paralysis of
speech and movement, the kind of quivering which comes when a man
has received a deadly insult, and does not yet know how he is
going to take it, or rather what it is going to do with him.
“Oh!” he said again, “as bad as that? Indeed! You would rather
die. That’s pretty!”
“I am sorry. You wanted me to answer. I can’t help the truth, can
I?”
At that queer spiritual appeal Soames turned for relief to
actuality. He snapped the brooch back into its case and put it in
his pocket.
“The truth!” he said; “there’s no such thing with women. It’s
nerves—nerves.”
He heard the whisper:
“Yes; nerves don’t lie. Haven’t you discovered that?” He was
silent, obsessed by the thought: “I _will_ hate this woman. I
_will_ hate her.” That was the trouble! If only he could! He shot
a glance at her who stood unmoving against the wall with her head
up and her hands clasped, for all the world as if she were going
to be shot. And he said quickly:
“I don’t believe a word of it. You have a lover. If you hadn’t,
you wouldn’t be such a—such a little idiot.” He was conscious,
before the expression in her eyes, that he had uttered something
of a non-sequitur, and dropped back too abruptly into the verbal
freedom of his connubial days. He turned away to the door. But he
could not go out. Something within him—that most deep and secret
Forsyte quality, the impossibility of letting go, the
impossibility of seeing the fantastic and forlorn nature of his
own tenacity—prevented him. He turned about again, and there
stood, with his back against the door, as hers was against the
wall opposite, quite unconscious of anything ridiculous in this
separation by the whole width of the room.
“Do you ever think of anybody but yourself?” he said.
Irene’s lips quivered; then she answered slowly:
“Do you ever think that I found out my mistake—my hopeless,
terrible mistake—the very first week of our marriage; that I went
on trying three years—you know I went on trying? Was it for
myself?”
Soames gritted his teeth. “God knows what it was. I’ve never
understood you; I shall never understand you. You had everything
you wanted; and you can have it again, and more. What’s the
matter with me? I ask you a plain question: What is it?”
Unconscious of the pathos in that enquiry, he went on
passionately: “I’m not lame, I’m not loathsome, I’m not a boor,
I’m not a fool. What is it? What’s the mystery about me?”
Her answer was a long sigh.
He clasped his hands with a gesture that for him was strangely
full of expression. “When I came here to-night I was—I hoped—I
meant everything that I could to do away with the past, and start
fair again. And you meet me with ‘nerves,’ and silence, and
sighs. There’s nothing tangible. It’s like—it’s like a spider’s
web.”
“Yes.”
That whisper from across the room maddened Soames afresh.
“Well, I don’t choose to be in a spider’s web. I’ll cut it.” He
walked straight up to her. “Now!” What he had gone up to her to
do he really did not know. But when he was close, the old
familiar scent of her clothes suddenly affected him. He put his
hands on her shoulders and bent forward to kiss her. He kissed
not her lips, but a little hard line where the lips had been
drawn in; then his face was pressed away by her hands; he heard
her say: “Oh! No!” Shame, compunction, sense of futility flooded
his whole being, he turned on his heel and went straight out.
CHAPTER III VISIT TO IRENE
Jolyon found June waiting on the platform at Paddington. She had
received his telegram while at breakfast. Her abode—a studio and
two bedrooms in a St. John’s Wood garden—had been selected by her
for the complete independence which it guaranteed. Unwatched by
Mrs. Grundy, unhindered by permanent domestics, she could receive
lame ducks at any hour of day or night, and not seldom had a duck
without studio of its own made use of June’s. She enjoyed her
freedom, and possessed herself with a sort of virginal passion;
the warmth which she would have lavished on Bosinney, and of
which—given her Forsyte tenacity—he must surely have tired, she
now expended in championship of the underdogs and budding
“geniuses” of the artistic world. She lived, in fact, to turn
ducks into the swans she believed they were. The very fervour of
her protection warped her judgments. But she was loyal and
liberal; her small eager hand was ever against the oppressions of
academic and commercial opinion, and though her income was
considerable, her bank balance was often a minus quantity.
She had come to Paddington Station heated in her soul by a visit
to Eric Cobbley. A miserable Gallery had refused to let that
straight-haired genius have his one-man show after all. Its
impudent manager, after visiting his studio, had expressed the
opinion that it would only be a “one-horse show from the selling
point of view.” This crowning example of commercial cowardice
towards her favourite lame duck—and he so hard up, with a wife
and two children, that he had caused her account to be
overdrawn—was still making the blood glow in her small, resolute
face, and her red-gold hair to shine more than ever. She gave her
father a hug, and got into a cab with him, having as many fish to
fry with him as he with her. It became at once a question which
would fry them first.
Jolyon had reached the words: “My dear, I want you to come with
me,” when, glancing at her face, he perceived by her blue eyes
moving from side to side—like the tail of a preoccupied cat—that
she was not attending. “Dad, is it true that I absolutely can’t
get at any of my money?”
“Only the income, fortunately, my love.”
“How perfectly beastly! Can’t it be done somehow? There must be a
way. I know I could buy a small Gallery for ten thousand pounds.”
“A small Gallery,” murmured Jolyon, “seems a modest desire. But
your grandfather foresaw it.”
“I think,” cried June vigorously, “that all this care about money
is awful, when there’s so much genius in the world simply crushed
out for want of a little. I shall never marry and have children;
why shouldn’t I be able to do some good instead of having it all
tied up in case of things which will never come off?”
“Our name is Forsyte, my dear,” replied Jolyon in the ironical
voice to which his impetuous daughter had never quite grown
accustomed; “and Forsytes, you know, are people who so settle
their property that their grandchildren, in case they should die
before their parents, have to make wills leaving the property
that will only come to themselves when their parents die. Do you
follow that? Nor do I, but it’s a fact, anyway; we live by the
principle that so long as there is a possibility of keeping
wealth in the family it must not go out; if you die unmarried,
your money goes to Jolly and Holly and their children if they
marry. Isn’t it pleasant to know that whatever you do you can
none of you be destitute?”
“But can’t I borrow the money?”
Jolyon shook his head. “You could rent a Gallery, no doubt, if
you could manage it out of your income.”
June uttered a contemptuous sound.
“Yes; and have no income left to help anybody with.”
“My dear child,” murmured Jolyon, “wouldn’t it come to the same
thing?”
“No,” said June shrewdly, “I could buy for ten thousand; that
would only be four hundred a year. But I should have to pay a
thousand a year rent, and that would only leave me five hundred.
If I had the Gallery, Dad, think what I could do. I could make
Eric Cobbley’s name in no time, and ever so many others.”
“Names worth making make themselves in time.”
“When they’re dead.”
“Did you ever know anybody living, my dear, improved by having
his name made?”
“Yes, you,” said June, pressing his arm.
Jolyon started. “I?” he thought. “Oh! Ah! Now she’s going to ask
me to do something. We take it out, we Forsytes, each in our
different ways.”
June came closer to him in the cab.
“Darling,” she said, “you buy the Gallery, and I’ll pay you four
hundred a year for it. Then neither of us will be any the worse
off. Besides, it’s a splendid investment.”
Jolyon wriggled. “Don’t you think,” he said, “that for an artist
to buy a Gallery is a bit dubious? Besides, ten thousand pounds
is a lump, and I’m not a commercial character.”
June looked at him with admiring appraisement.
“Of course you’re not, but you’re awfully businesslike. And I’m
sure we could make it pay. It’ll be a perfect way of scoring off
those wretched dealers and people.” And again she squeezed her
father’s arm.
Jolyon’s face expressed quizzical despair.
“Where is this desirable Gallery? Splendidly situated, I
suppose?”
“Just off Cork Street.”
“Ah!” thought Jolyon, “I knew it was just off somewhere. Now for
what I want out of _her!_”
“Well, I’ll think of it, but not just now. You remember Irene? I
want you to come with me and see her. Soames is after her again.
She might be safer if we could give her asylum somewhere.”
The word asylum, which he had used by chance, was of all most
calculated to rouse June’s interest.
“Irene! I haven’t seen her since! Of course! I’d love to help
her.”
It was Jolyon’s turn to squeeze her arm, in warm admiration for
this spirited, generous-hearted little creature of his begetting.
“Irene is proud,” he said, with a sidelong glance, in sudden
doubt of June’s discretion; “she’s difficult to help. We must
tread gently. This is the place. I wired her to expect us. Let’s
send up our cards.”
“I can’t bear Soames,” said June as she got out; “he sneers at
everything that isn’t successful.”
Irene was in what was called the “Ladies’ drawing-room” of the
Piedmont Hotel.
Nothing if not morally courageous, June walked straight up to her
former friend, kissed her cheek, and the two settled down on a
sofa never sat on since the hotel’s foundation. Jolyon could see
that Irene was deeply affected by this simple forgiveness.
“So Soames has been worrying you?” he said.
“I had a visit from him last night; he wants me to go back to
him.”
“You’re not going, of course?” cried June.
Irene smiled faintly and shook her head. “But his position is
horrible,” she murmured.
“It’s his own fault; he ought to have divorced you when he
could.”
Jolyon remembered how fervently in the old days June had hoped
that no divorce would smirch her dead and faithless lover’s name.
“Let us hear what Irene _is_ going to do,” he said.
Irene’s lips quivered, but she spoke calmly.
“I’d better give him fresh excuse to get rid of me.”
“How horrible!” cried June.
“What else can I do?”
“Out of the question,” said Jolyon very quietly, “_sans amour_.”
He thought she was going to cry; but, getting up quickly, she
half turned her back on them, and stood regaining control of
herself.
June said suddenly:
“Well, I shall go to Soames and tell him he must leave you alone.
What does he want at his age?”
“A child. It’s not unnatural”
“A child!” cried June scornfully. “Of course! To leave his money
to. If he wants one badly enough let him take somebody and have
one; then you can divorce him, and he can marry her.”
Jolyon perceived suddenly that he had made a mistake to bring
June—her violent partizanship was fighting Soames’ battle.
“It would be best for Irene to come quietly to us at Robin Hill,
and see how things shape.”
“Of course,” said June; “only....”
Irene looked full at Jolyon—in all his many attempts afterwards
to analyze that glance he never could succeed.
“No! I should only bring trouble on you all. I will go abroad.”
He knew from her voice that this was final. The irrelevant
thought flashed through him: “Well, I could see her there.” But
he said:
“Don’t you think you would be more helpless abroad, in case he
followed?”
“I don’t know. I can but try.”
June sprang up and paced the room. “It’s all horrible,” she said.
“Why should people be tortured and kept miserable and helpless
year after year by this disgusting sanctimonious law?” But
someone had come into the room, and June came to a standstill.
Jolyon went up to Irene:
“Do you want money?”
“No.”
“And would you like me to let your flat?”
“Yes, Jolyon, please.”
“When shall you be going?”
“To-morrow.”
“You won’t go back there in the meantime, will you?” This he said
with an anxiety strange to himself.
“No; I’ve got all I want here.”
“You’ll send me your address?”
She put out her hand to him. “I feel you’re a rock.”
“Built on sand,” answered Jolyon, pressing her hand hard; “but
it’s a pleasure to do anything, at any time, remember that. And
if you change your mind...! Come along, June; say good-bye.”
June came from the window and flung her arms round Irene.
“Don’t think of him,” she said under her breath; “enjoy yourself,
and bless you!”
With a memory of tears in Irene’s eyes, and of a smile on her
lips, they went away extremely silent, passing the lady who had
interrupted the interview and was turning over the papers on the
table.
Opposite the National Gallery June exclaimed:
“Of all undignified beasts and horrible laws!”
But Jolyon did not respond. He had something of his father’s
balance, and could see things impartially even when his emotions
were roused. Irene was right; Soames’ position was as bad or
worse than her own. As for the law—it catered for a human nature
of which it took a naturally low view. And, feeling that if he
stayed in his daughter’s company he would in one way or another
commit an indiscretion, he told her he must catch his train back
to Oxford; and hailing a cab, left her to Turner’s water-colours,
with the promise that he would think over that Gallery.
But he thought over Irene instead. Pity, they said, was akin to
love! If so he was certainly in danger of loving her, for he
pitied her profoundly. To think of her drifting about Europe so
handicapped and lonely! “I hope to goodness she’ll keep her
head!” he thought; “she might easily grow desperate.” In fact,
now that she had cut loose from her poor threads of occupation,
he couldn’t imagine how she would go on—so beautiful a creature,
hopeless, and fair game for anyone! In his exasperation was more
than a little fear and jealousy. Women did strange things when
they were driven into corners. “I wonder what Soames will do
now!” he thought. “A rotten, idiotic state of things! And I
suppose they would say it was her own fault.” Very preoccupied
and sore at heart, he got into his train, mislaid his ticket, and
on the platform at Oxford took his hat off to a lady whose face
he seemed to remember without being able to put a name to her,
not even when he saw her having tea at the Rainbow.
CHAPTER IV WHERE FORSYTES FEAR TO TREAD
Quivering from the defeat of his hopes, with the green morocco
case still flat against his heart, Soames revolved thoughts
bitter as death. A spider’s web! Walking fast, and noting nothing
in the moonlight, he brooded over the scene he had been through,
over the memory of her figure rigid in his grasp. And the more he
brooded, the more certain he became that she had a lover—her
words, “I would sooner die!” were ridiculous if she had not. Even
if she had never loved him, she had made no fuss until Bosinney
came on the scene. No; she was in love again, or she would not
have made that melodramatic answer to his proposal, which in all
the circumstances was reasonable! Very well! That simplified
matters.
“I’ll take steps to know where I am,” he thought; “I’ll go to
Polteed’s the first thing tomorrow morning.”
But even in forming that resolution he knew he would have trouble
with himself. He had employed Polteed’s agency several times in
the routine of his profession, even quite lately over Dartie’s
case, but he had never thought it possible to employ them to
watch his own wife.
It was too insulting to himself!
He slept over that project and his wounded pride—or rather, kept
vigil. Only while shaving did he suddenly remember that she
called herself by her maiden name of Heron. Polteed would not
know, at first at all events, whose wife she was, would not look
at him obsequiously and leer behind his back. She would just be
the wife of one of his clients. And that would be true—for was he
not his own solicitor?
He was literally afraid not to put his design into execution at
the first possible moment, lest, after all, he might fail
himself. And making Warmson bring him an early cup of coffee; he
stole out of the house before the hour of breakfast. He walked
rapidly to one of those small West End streets where Polteed’s
and other firms ministered to the virtues of the wealthier
classes. Hitherto he had always had Polteed to see him in the
Poultry; but he well knew their address, and reached it at the
opening hour. In the outer office, a room furnished so cosily
that it might have been a money-lender’s, he was attended by a
lady who might have been a schoolmistress.
“I wish to see Mr. Claud Polteed. He knows me—never mind my
name.”
To keep everybody from knowing that he, Soames Forsyte, was
reduced to having his wife spied on, was the overpowering
consideration.
Mr. Claud Polteed—so different from Mr. Lewis Polteed—was one of
those men with dark hair, slightly curved noses, and quick brown
eyes, who might be taken for Jews but are really Phœnicians; he
received Soames in a room hushed by thickness of carpet and
curtains. It was, in fact, confidentially furnished, without
trace of document anywhere to be seen.
Greeting Soames deferentially, he turned the key in the only door
with a certain ostentation.
“If a client sends for me,” he was in the habit of saying, “he
takes what precaution he likes. If he comes here, we convince him
that we have no leakages. I may safely say we lead in security,
if in nothing else....Now, sir, what can I do for you?”
Soames’ gorge had risen so that he could hardly speak. It was
absolutely necessary to hide from this man that he had any but
professional interest in the matter; and, mechanically, his face
assumed its sideway smile.
“I’ve come to you early like this because there’s not an hour to
lose”—if he lost an hour he might fail himself yet! “Have you a
really trustworthy woman free?”
Mr. Polteed unlocked a drawer, produced a memorandum, ran his
eyes over it, and locked the drawer up again.
“Yes,” he said; “the very woman.”
Soames had seated himself and crossed his legs—nothing but a
faint flush, which might have been his normal complexion,
betrayed him.
“Send her off at once, then, to watch a Mrs. Irene Heron of Flat
C, Truro Mansions, Chelsea, till further notice.”
“Precisely,” said Mr. Polteed; “divorce, I presume?” and he blew
into a speaking-tube. “Mrs. Blanch in? I shall want to speak to
her in ten minutes.”
“Deal with any reports yourself,” resumed Soames, “and send them
to me personally, marked confidential, sealed and registered. My
client exacts the utmost secrecy.”
Mr. Polteed smiled, as though saying, “You are teaching your
grandmother, my dear sir;” and his eyes slid over Soames’ face
for one unprofessional instant.
“Make his mind perfectly easy,” he said. “Do you smoke?”
“No,” said Soames. “Understand me: Nothing may come of this. If a
name gets out, or the watching is suspected, it may have very
serious consequences.”
Mr. Polteed nodded. “I can put it into the cipher category. Under
that system a name is never mentioned; we work by numbers.”
He unlocked another drawer and took out two slips of paper, wrote
on them, and handed one to Soames.
“Keep that, sir; it’s your key. I retain this duplicate. The case
we’ll call 7x. The party watched will be 17; the watcher 19; the
Mansions 25; yourself—I should say, your firm—31; my firm 32,
myself 2. In case you should have to mention your client in
writing I have called him 43; any person we suspect will be 47; a
second person 51. Any special hint or instruction while we’re
about it?”
“No,” said Soames; “that is—every consideration compatible.”
Again Mr. Polteed nodded. “Expense?”
Soames shrugged. “In reason,” he answered curtly, and got up.
“Keep it entirely in your own hands.”
“Entirely,” said Mr. Polteed, appearing suddenly between him and
the door. “I shall be seeing you in that other case before long.
Good morning, sir.” His eyes slid unprofessionally over Soames
once more, and he unlocked the door.
“Good morning,” said Soames, looking neither to right nor left.
Out in the street he swore deeply, quietly, to himself. A
spider’s web, and to cut it he must use this spidery, secret,
unclean method, so utterly repugnant to one who regarded his
private life as his most sacred piece of property. But the die
was cast, he could not go back. And he went on into the Poultry,
and locked away the green morocco case and the key to that cipher
destined to make crystal-clear his domestic bankruptcy.
Odd that one whose life was spent in bringing to the public eye
all the private coils of property, the domestic disagreements of
others, should dread so utterly the public eye turned on his own;
and yet not odd, for who should know so well as he the whole
unfeeling process of legal regulation.
He worked hard all day. Winifred was due at four o’clock; he was
to take her down to a conference in the Temple with Dreamer Q.C.,
and waiting for her he re-read the letter he had caused her to
write the day of Dartie’s departure, requiring him to return.
“DEAR MONTAGUE,
“I have received your letter with the news that you have left
me for ever and are on your way to Buenos Aires. It has
naturally been a great shock. I am taking this earliest
opportunity of writing to tell you that I am prepared to let
bygones be bygones if you will return to me at once. I beg
you to do so. I am very much upset, and will not say any more
now. I am sending this letter registered to the address you
left at your Club. Please cable to me.
“Your still affectionate wife,
“WINIFRED DARTIE.”
Ugh! What bitter humbug! He remembered leaning over Winifred
while she copied what he had pencilled, and how she had said,
laying down her pen, “Suppose he comes, Soames!” in such a
strange tone of voice, as if she did not know her own mind. “He
won’t come,” he had answered, “till he’s spent his money. That’s
why we must act at once.” Annexed to the copy of that letter was
the original of Dartie’s drunken scrawl from the Iseeum Club.
Soames could have wished it had not been so manifestly penned in
liquor. Just the sort of thing the Court would pitch on. He
seemed to hear the Judge’s voice say: “You took this seriously!
Seriously enough to write him as you did? Do you think he meant
it?” Never mind! The fact was clear that Dartie had sailed and
had not returned. Annexed also was his cabled answer: “Impossible
return. Dartie.” Soames shook his head. If the whole thing were
not disposed of within the next few months the fellow would turn
up again like a bad penny. It saved a thousand a year at least to
get rid of him, besides all the worry to Winifred and his father.
“I must stiffen Dreamer’s back,” he thought; “we must push it
on.”
Winifred, who had adopted a kind of half-mourning which became
her fair hair and tall figure very well, arrived in James’
barouche drawn by James’ pair. Soames had not seen it in the City
since his father retired from business five years ago, and its
incongruity gave him a shock. “Times are changing,” he thought;
“one doesn’t know what’ll go next!” Top hats even were scarcer.
He enquired after Val. Val, said Winifred, wrote that he was
going to play polo next term. She thought he was in a very good
set. She added with fashionably disguised anxiety: “Will there be
much publicity about my affair, Soames? _Must_ it be in the
papers? It’s so bad for him, and the girls.”
With his own calamity all raw within him, Soames answered:
“The papers are a pushing lot; it’s very difficult to keep things
out. They pretend to be guarding the public’s morals, and they
corrupt them with their beastly reports. But we haven’t got to
that yet. We’re only seeing Dreamer to-day on the restitution
question. Of course he understands that it’s to lead to a
divorce; but you must seem genuinely anxious to get Dartie
back—you might practise that attitude to-day.”
Winifred sighed.
“Oh! What a clown Monty’s been!” she said.
Soames gave her a sharp look. It was clear to him that she could
not take her Dartie seriously, and would go back on the whole
thing if given half a chance. His own instinct had been firm in
this matter from the first. To save a little scandal now would
only bring on his sister and her children real disgrace and
perhaps ruin later on if Dartie were allowed to hang on to them,
going down-hill and spending the money James would leave his
daughter. Though it _was_ all tied up, that fellow would milk the
settlements somehow, and make his family pay through the nose to
keep him out of bankruptcy or even perhaps gaol! They left the
shining carriage, with the shining horses and the shining-hatted
servants on the Embankment, and walked up to Dreamer Q.C.’s
Chambers in Crown Office Row.
“Mr. Bellby is here, sir,” said the clerk; “Mr. Dreamer will be
ten minutes.”
Mr. Bellby, the junior—not as junior as he might have been, for
Soames only employed barristers of established reputation; it
was, indeed, something of a mystery to him how barristers ever
managed to establish that which made him employ them—Mr. Bellby
was seated, taking a final glance through his papers. He had come
from Court, and was in wig and gown, which suited a nose jutting
out like the handle of a tiny pump, his small shrewd blue eyes,
and rather protruding lower lip—no better man to supplement and
stiffen Dreamer.
The introduction to Winifred accomplished, they leaped the
weather and spoke of the war. Soames interrupted suddenly:
“If he doesn’t comply we can’t bring proceedings for six months.
I want to get on with the matter, Bellby.”
Mr. Bellby, who had the ghost of an Irish brogue, smiled at
Winifred and murmured: “The Law’s delays, Mrs. Dartie.”
“Six months!” repeated Soames; “it’ll drive it up to June! We
shan’t get the suit on till after the long vacation. We must put
the screw on, Bellby”—he would have all his work cut out to keep
Winifred up to the scratch.
“Mr. Dreamer will see you now, sir.”
They filed in, Mr. Bellby going first, and Soames escorting
Winifred after an interval of one minute by his watch.
Dreamer Q.C., in a gown but divested of wig, was standing before
the fire, as if this conference were in the nature of a treat; he
had the leathery, rather oily complexion which goes with great
learning, a considerable nose with glasses perched on it, and
little greyish whiskers; he luxuriated in the perpetual cocking
of one eye, and the concealment of his lower with his upper lip,
which gave a smothered turn to his speech. He had a way, too, of
coming suddenly round the corner on the person he was talking to;
this, with a disconcerting tone of voice, and a habit of growling
before he began to speak—had secured a reputation second in
Probate and Divorce to very few. Having listened, eye cocked, to
Mr. Bellby’s breezy recapitulation of the facts, he growled, and
said:
“I know all that;” and coming round the corner at Winifred,
smothered the words:
“We want to get him back, don’t we, Mrs. Dartie?”
Soames interposed sharply:
“My sister’s position, of course, is intolerable.”
Dreamer growled. “Exactly. Now, can we rely on the cabled
refusal, or must we wait till after Christmas to give him a
chance to have written—that’s the point, isn’t it?”
“The sooner....” Soames began.
“What do you say, Bellby?” said Dreamer, coming round his corner.
Mr. Bellby seemed to sniff the air like a hound.
“We won’t be on till the middle of December. We’ve no need to
give um more rope than that.”
“No,” said Soames, “why should my sister be incommoded by his
choosing to go...”
“To Jericho!” said Dreamer, again coming round his corner; “quite
so. People oughtn’t to go to Jericho, ought they, Mrs. Dartie?”
And he raised his gown into a sort of fantail. “I agree. We can
go forward. Is there anything more?”
“Nothing at present,” said Soames meaningly; “I wanted you to see
my sister.”
Dreamer growled softly: “Delighted. Good evening!” And let fall
the protection of his gown.
They filed out. Winifred went down the stairs. Soames lingered.
In spite of himself he was impressed by Dreamer.
“The evidence is all right, I think,” he said to Bellby. “Between
ourselves, if we don’t get the thing through quick, we never may.
D’you think _he_ understands that?”
“I’ll make um,” said Bellby. “Good man though—good man.”
Soames nodded and hastened after his sister. He found her in a
draught, biting her lips behind her veil, and at once said:
“The evidence of the stewardess will be very complete.”
Winifred’s face hardened; she drew herself up, and they walked to
the carriage. And, all through that silent drive back to Green
Street, the souls of both of them revolved a single thought:
“Why, oh! why should I have to expose my misfortune to the public
like this? Why have to employ spies to peer into my private
troubles? They were not of my making.”
CHAPTER V JOLLY SITS IN JUDGMENT
The possessive instinct, which, so determinedly balked, was
animating two members of the Forsyte family towards riddance of
what they could no longer possess, was hardening daily in the
British body politic. Nicholas, originally so doubtful concerning
a war which must affect property, had been heard to say that
these Boers were a pig-headed lot; they were causing a lot of
expense, and the sooner they had their lesson the better. _He_
would send out Wolseley! Seeing always a little further than
other people—whence the most considerable fortune of all the
Forsytes—he had perceived already that Buller was not the man—“a
bull of a chap, who just went butting, and if they didn’t look
out Ladysmith would fall.” This was early in December, so that
when Black Week came, he was enabled to say to everybody: “I told
you so.” During that week of gloom such as no Forsyte could
remember, very young Nicholas attended so many drills in his
corps, “The Devil’s Own,” that young Nicholas consulted the
family physician about his son’s health and was alarmed to find
that he was perfectly sound. The boy had only just eaten his
dinners and been called to the bar, at some expense, and it was
in a way a nightmare to his father and mother that he should be
playing with military efficiency at a time when military
efficiency in the civilian population might conceivably be
wanted. His grandfather, of course, pooh-poohed the notion, too
thoroughly educated in the feeling that no British war could be
other than little and professional, and profoundly distrustful of
Imperial commitments, by which, moreover, he stood to lose, for
he owned De Beers, now going down fast, more than a sufficient
sacrifice on the part of his grandson.
At Oxford, however, rather different sentiments prevailed. The
inherent effervescence of conglomerate youth had, during the two
months of the term before Black Week, been gradually
crystallising out into vivid oppositions. Normal adolescence,
ever in England of a conservative tendency though not taking
things too seriously, was vehement for a fight to a finish and a
good licking for the Boers. Of this larger faction Val Dartie was
naturally a member. Radical youth, on the other hand, a small but
perhaps more vocal body, was for stopping the war and giving the
Boers autonomy. Until Black Week, however, the groups were
amorphous, without sharp edges, and argument remained but
academic. Jolly was one of those who knew not where he stood. A
streak of his grandfather old Jolyon’s love of justice prevented,
him from seeing one side only. Moreover, in his set of “the best”
there was a “jumping-Jesus” of extremely advanced opinions and
some personal magnetism. Jolly wavered. His father, too, seemed
doubtful in his views. And though, as was proper at the age of
twenty, he kept a sharp eye on his father, watchful for defects
which might still be remedied, still that father had an “air”
which gave a sort of glamour to his creed of ironic tolerance.
Artists, of course, were notoriously Hamlet-like, and to this
extent one must discount for one’s father, even if one loved him.
But Jolyon’s original view, that to “put your nose in where you
aren’t wanted” (as the Uitlanders had done) “and then work the
oracle till you get on top is not being quite the clean potato,”
had, whether founded in fact or no, a certain attraction for his
son, who thought a deal about gentility. On the other hand Jolly
could not abide such as his set called “cranks,” and Val’s set
called “smugs,” so that he was still balancing when the clock of
Black Week struck. One—two—three, came those ominous repulses at
Stormberg, Magersfontein, Colenso. The sturdy English soul
reacting after the first cried, “Ah! but Methuen!” after the
second: “Ah! but Buller!” then, in inspissated gloom, hardened.
And Jolly said to himself: “No, damn it! We’ve got to lick the
beggars now; I don’t care whether we’re right or wrong.” And, if
he had known it, his father was thinking the same thought.
That next Sunday, last of the term, Jolly was bidden to wine with
“one of the best.” After the second toast, “Buller and damnation
to the Boers,” drunk—no heel taps—in the college Burgundy, he
noticed that Val Dartie, also a guest, was looking at him with a
grin and saying something to his neighbour. He was sure it was
disparaging. The last boy in the world to make himself
conspicuous or cause public disturbance, Jolly grew rather red
and shut his lips. The queer hostility he had always felt towards
his second-cousin was strongly and suddenly reinforced. “All
right!” he thought, “you wait, my friend!” More wine than was
good for him, as the custom was, helped him to remember, when
they all trooped forth to a secluded spot, to touch Val on the
arm.
“What did you say about me in there?”
“Mayn’t I say what I like?”
“No.”
“Well, I said you were a pro-Boer—and so you are!”
“You’re a liar!”
“D’you want a row?”
“Of course, but not here; in the garden.”
“All right. Come on.”
They went, eyeing each other askance, unsteady, and unflinching;
they climbed the garden railings. The spikes on the top slightly
ripped Val’s sleeve, and occupied his mind. Jolly’s mind was
occupied by the thought that they were going to fight in the
precincts of a college foreign to them both. It was not the
thing, but never mind—the young beast!
They passed over the grass into very nearly darkness, and took
off their coats.
“You’re not screwed, are you?” said Jolly suddenly. “I can’t
fight you if you’re screwed.”
“No more than you.”
“All right then.”
Without shaking hands, they put themselves at once into postures
of defence. They had drunk too much for science, and so were
especially careful to assume correct attitudes, until Jolly smote
Val almost accidentally on the nose. After that it was all a dark
and ugly scrimmage in the deep shadow of the old trees, with no
one to call “time,” till, battered and blown, they unclinched and
staggered back from each other, as a voice said:
“Your names, young gentlemen?”
At this bland query spoken from under the lamp at the garden
gate, like some demand of a god, their nerves gave way, and
snatching up their coats, they ran at the railings, shinned up
them, and made for the secluded spot whence they had issued to
the fight. Here, in dim light, they mopped their faces, and
without a word walked, ten paces apart, to the college gate. They
went out silently, Val going towards the Broad along the Brewery,
Jolly down the lane towards the High. His head, still fumed, was
busy with regret that he had not displayed more science, passing
in review the counters and knockout blows which he had not
delivered. His mind strayed on to an imagined combat, infinitely
unlike that which he had just been through, infinitely gallant,
with sash and sword, with thrust and parry, as if he were in the
pages of his beloved Dumas. He fancied himself La Mole, and
Aramis, Bussy, Chicot, and D’Artagnan rolled into one, but he
quite failed to envisage Val as Coconnas, Brissac, or Rochefort.
The fellow was just a confounded cousin who didn’t come up to
Cocker. Never mind! He had given him one or two. “Pro-Boer!” The
word still rankled, and thoughts of enlisting jostled his aching
head; of riding over the veldt, firing gallantly, while the Boers
rolled over like rabbits. And, turning up his smarting eyes, he
saw the stars shining between the housetops of the High, and
himself lying out on the Karoo (whatever that was) rolled in a
blanket, with his rifle ready and his gaze fixed on a glittering
heaven.
He had a fearful “head” next morning, which he doctored, as
became one of “the best,” by soaking it in cold water, brewing
strong coffee which he could not drink, and only sipping a little
Hock at lunch. The legend that “some fool” had run into him round
a corner accounted for a bruise on his cheek. He would on no
account have mentioned the fight, for, on second thoughts, it
fell far short of his standards.
The next day he went “down,” and travelled through to Robin Hill.
Nobody was there but June and Holly, for his father had gone to
Paris. He spent a restless and unsettled Vacation, quite out of
touch with either of his sisters. June, indeed, was occupied with
lame ducks, whom, as a rule, Jolly could not stand, especially
that Eric Cobbley and his family, “hopeless outsiders,” who were
always littering up the house in the Vacation. And between Holly
and himself there was a strange division, as if she were
beginning to have opinions of her own, which was so—unnecessary.
He punched viciously at a ball, rode furiously but alone in
Richmond Park, making a point of jumping the stiff, high hurdles
put up to close certain worn avenues of grass—keeping his nerve
in, he called it. Jolly was more afraid of being afraid than most
boys are. He bought a rifle, too, and put a range up in the home
field, shooting across the pond into the kitchen-garden wall, to
the peril of gardeners, with the thought that some day, perhaps,
he would enlist and save South Africa for his country. In fact,
now that they were appealing for Yeomanry recruits the boy was
thoroughly upset. Ought he to go? None of “the best,” so far as
he knew—and he was in correspondence with several—were thinking
of joining. If they _had_ been making a move he would have gone
at once—very competitive, and with a strong sense of form, he
could not bear to be left behind in anything—but to do it off his
own bat might look like “swagger”. because of course it wasn’t
really necessary. Besides, he did not want to go, for the other
side of this young Forsyte recoiled from leaping before he
looked. It was altogether mixed pickles within him, hot and
sickly pickles, and he became quite unlike his serene and rather
lordly self.
And then one day he saw that which moved him to uneasy wrath—two
riders, in a glade of the Park close to the Ham Gate, of whom she
on the left-hand was most assuredly Holly on her silver roan, and
he on the right-hand as assuredly that “squirt” Val Dartie. His
first impulse was to urge on his own horse and demand the meaning
of this portent, tell the fellow to “bunk,” and take Holly home.
His second—to feel that he would look a fool if they refused. He
reined his horse in behind a tree, then perceived that it was
equally impossible to spy on them. Nothing for it but to go home
and await her coming! Sneaking out with that young bounder! He
could not consult with June, because she had gone up that morning
in the train of Eric Cobbley and his lot. And his father was
still in “that rotten Paris.” He felt that this was emphatically
one of those moments for which he had trained himself,
assiduously, at school, where he and a boy called Brent had
frequently set fire to newspapers and placed them in the centre
of their studies to accustom them to coolness in moments of
danger. He did not feel at all cool waiting in the stable-yard,
idly stroking the dog Balthasar, who queasy as an old fat monk,
and sad in the absence of his master, turned up his face, panting
with gratitude for this attention. It was half an hour before
Holly came, flushed and ever so much prettier than she had any
right to look. He saw her look at him quickly—guiltily of
course—then followed her in, and, taking her arm, conducted her
into what had been their grandfather’s study. The room, not much
used now, was still vaguely haunted for them both by a presence
with which they associated tenderness, large drooping white
moustaches, the scent of cigar smoke, and laughter. Here Jolly,
in the prime of his youth, before he went to school at all, had
been wont to wrestle with his grandfather, who even at eighty had
an irresistible habit of crooking his leg. Here Holly, perched on
the arm of the great leather chair, had stroked hair curving
silvery over an ear into which she would whisper secrets. Through
that window they had all three sallied times without number to
cricket on the lawn, and a mysterious game called “Wopsy-doozle,”
not to be understood by outsiders, which made old Jolyon very
hot. Here once on a warm night Holly had appeared in her
“nighty,” having had a bad dream, to have the clutch of it
released. And here Jolly, having begun the day badly by
introducing fizzy magnesia into Mademoiselle Beauce’s new-laid
egg, and gone on to worse, had been sent down (in the absence of
his father) to the ensuing dialogue:
“Now, my boy, you mustn’t go on like this.”
“Well, she boxed my ears, Gran, so I only boxed hers, and then
she boxed mine again.”
“Strike a lady? That’ll never do! Have you begged her pardon?”
“Not yet.”
“Then you must go and do it at once. Come along.”
“But she began it, Gran; and she had two to my one.”
“My dear, it was an outrageous thing to do.”
“Well, she lost her temper; and I didn’t lose mine.”
“Come along.”
“You come too, then, Gran.”
“Well—this time only.”
And they had gone hand in hand.
Here—where the Waverley novels and Byron’s works and Gibbon’s
_Roman Empire_ and Humboldt’s _Cosmos_, and the bronzes on the
mantelpiece, and that masterpiece of the oily school, “Dutch
Fishing-Boats at Sunset,” were fixed as fate, and for all sign of
change old Jolyon might have been sitting there still, with legs
crossed, in the arm chair, and domed forehead and deep eyes grave
above _The Times_—here they came, those two grandchildren. And
Jolly said:
“I saw you and that fellow in the Park.”
The sight of blood rushing into her cheeks gave him some
satisfaction; she _ought_ to be ashamed!
“Well?” she said.
Jolly was surprised; he had expected more, or less.
“Do you know,” he said weightily, “that he called me a pro-Boer
last term? And I had to fight him.”
“Who won?”
Jolly wished to answer: “I should have,” but it seemed beneath
him.
“Look here!” he said, “what’s the meaning of it? Without telling
anybody!”
“Why should I? Dad isn’t here; why shouldn’t I ride with him?”
“You’ve got me to ride with. I think he’s an awful young rotter.”
Holly went pale with anger.
“He isn’t. It’s your own fault for not liking him.”
And slipping past her brother she went out, leaving him staring
at the bronze Venus sitting on a tortoise, which had been
shielded from him so far by his sister’s dark head under her soft
felt riding hat. He felt queerly disturbed, shaken to his young
foundations. A lifelong domination lay shattered round his feet.
He went up to the Venus and mechanically inspected the tortoise.
Why didn’t he like Val Dartie? He could not tell. Ignorant of
family history, barely aware of that vague feud which had started
thirteen years before with Bosinney’s defection from June in
favour of Soames’ wife, knowing really almost nothing about Val
he was at sea. He just _did_ dislike him. The question, however,
was: What should he do? Val Dartie, it was true, was a
second-cousin, but it was not the thing for Holly to go about
with him. And yet to “tell” of what he had chanced on was against
his creed. In this dilemma he went and sat in the old leather
chair and crossed his legs. It grew dark while he sat there
staring out through the long window at the old oak-tree, ample
yet bare of leaves, becoming slowly just a shape of deeper dark
printed on the dusk.
“Grandfather!” he thought without sequence, and took out his
watch. He could not see the hands, but he set the repeater going.
“Five o’clock!” His grandfather’s first gold hunter watch,
butter-smooth with age—all the milling worn from it, and dented
with the mark of many a fall. The chime was like a little voice
from out of that golden age, when they first came from St. John’s
Wood, London, to this house—came driving with grandfather in his
carriage, and almost instantly took to the trees. Trees to climb,
and grandfather watering the geranium-beds below! What was to be
done? Tell Dad he must come home? Confide in June?—only she was
so—so sudden! Do nothing and trust to luck? After all, the Vac.
would soon be over. Go up and see Val and warn him off? But how
get his address? Holly wouldn’t give it him! A maze of paths, a
cloud of possibilities! He lit a cigarette. When he had smoked it
halfway through his brow relaxed, almost as if some thin old hand
had been passed gently over it; and in his ear something seemed
to whisper: “Do nothing; be nice to Holly, be nice to her, my
dear!” And Jolly heaved a sigh of contentment, blowing smoke
through his nostrils....
But up in her room, divested of her habit, Holly was still
frowning. “He is _not_—he is _not!_” were the words which kept
forming on her lips.
CHAPTER VI JOLYON IN TWO MINDS
A little private hotel over a well-known restaurant near the Gare
St. Lazare was Jolyon’s haunt in Paris. He hated his fellow
Forsytes abroad—vapid as fish out of water in their well-trodden
runs, the Opera, Rue de Rivoli, and Moulin Rouge. Their air of
having come because they wanted to be somewhere else as soon as
possible annoyed him. But no other Forsyte came near this haunt,
where he had a wood fire in his bedroom and the coffee was
excellent. Paris was always to him more attractive in winter. The
acrid savour from woodsmoke and chestnut-roasting braziers, the
sharpness of the wintry sunshine on bright rays, the open cafés
defying keen-aired winter, the self-contained brisk boulevard
crowds, all informed him that in winter Paris possessed a soul
which, like a migrant bird, in high summer flew away.
He spoke French well, had some friends, knew little places where
pleasant dishes could be met with, queer types observed. He felt
philosophic in Paris, the edge of irony sharpened; life took on a
subtle, purposeless meaning, became a bunch of flavours tasted, a
darkness shot with shifting gleams of light.
When in the first week of December he decided to go to Paris, he
was far from admitting that Irene’s presence was influencing him.
He had not been there two days before he owned that the wish to
see her had been more than half the reason. In England one did
not admit what was natural. He had thought it might be well to
speak to her about the letting of her flat and other matters, but
in Paris he at once knew better. There was a glamour over the
city. On the third day he wrote to her, and received an answer
which procured him a pleasurable shiver of the nerves:
“MY DEAR JOLYON,
“It will be a happiness for me to see you.
“IRENE.”
He took his way to her hotel on a bright day with a feeling such
as he had often had going to visit an adored picture. No woman,
so far as he remembered, had ever inspired in him this special
sensuous and yet impersonal sensation. He was going to sit and
feast his eyes, and come away knowing her no better, but ready to
go and feast his eyes again to-morrow. Such was his feeling, when
in the tarnished and ornate little lounge of a quiet hotel near
the river she came to him preceded by a small page-boy who
uttered the word, “_Madame_,” and vanished. Her face, her smile,
the poise of her figure, were just as he had pictured, and the
expression of her face said plainly: “A friend!”
“Well,” he said, “what news, poor exile?”
“None.”
“Nothing from Soames?”
“Nothing.”
“I have let the flat for you, and like a good steward I bring you
some money. How do you like Paris?”
While he put her through this catechism, it seemed to him that he
had never seen lips so fine and sensitive, the lower lip curving
just a little upwards, the upper touched at one corner by the
least conceivable dimple. It was like discovering a woman in what
had hitherto been a sort of soft and breathed-on statue, almost
impersonally admired. She owned that to be alone in Paris was a
little difficult; and yet, Paris was so full of its own life that
it was often, she confessed, as innocuous as a desert. Besides,
the English were not liked just now!
“That will hardly be your case,” said Jolyon; “you should appeal
to the French.”
“It has its disadvantages.”
Jolyon nodded.
“Well, you must let _me_ take you about while I’m here. We’ll
start to-morrow. Come and dine at my pet restaurant; and we’ll go
to the Opéra-Comique.”
It was the beginning of daily meetings.
Jolyon soon found that for those who desired a static condition
of the affections, Paris was at once the first and last place in
which to be friendly with a pretty woman. Revelation was
alighting like a bird in his heart, singing: “_Elle est ton rêve!
Elle est ton rêve!_” Sometimes this seemed natural, sometimes
ludicrous—a bad case of elderly rapture. Having once been
ostracised by Society, he had never since had any real regard for
conventional morality; but the idea of a love which she could
never return—and how could she at his age?—hardly mounted beyond
his subconscious mind. He was full, too, of resentment, at the
waste and loneliness of her life. Aware of being some comfort to
her, and of the pleasure she clearly took in their many little
outings, he was amiably desirous of doing and saying nothing to
destroy that pleasure. It was like watching a starved plant draw
up water, to see her drink in his companionship. So far as they
could tell, no one knew her address except himself; she was
unknown in Paris, and he but little known, so that discretion
seemed unnecessary in those walks, talks, visits to concerts,
picture-galleries, theatres, little dinners, expeditions to
Versailles, St. Cloud, even Fontainebleau. And time fled—one of
those full months without past to it or future. What in his youth
would certainly have been headlong passion, was now perhaps as
deep a feeling, but far gentler, tempered to protective
companionship by admiration, hopelessness, and a sense of
chivalry—arrested in his veins at least so long as she was there,
smiling and happy in their friendship, and always to him more
beautiful and spiritually responsive: for her philosophy of life
seemed to march in admirable step with his own, conditioned by
emotion more than by reason, ironically mistrustful, susceptible
to beauty, almost passionately humane and tolerant, yet subject
to instinctive rigidities of which as a mere man he was less
capable. And during all this companionable month he never quite
lost that feeling with which he had set out on the first day as
if to visit an adored work of art, a well-nigh impersonal desire.
The future—inexorable pendant to the present he took care not to
face, for fear of breaking up his untroubled manner; but he made
plans to renew this time in places still more delightful, where
the sun was hot and there were strange things to see and paint.
The end came swiftly on the 20th of January with a telegram:
“Have enlisted in Imperial Yeomanry.—JOLLY.”
Jolyon received it just as he was setting out to meet her at the
Louvre. It brought him up with a round turn. While he was
lotus-eating here, his boy, whose philosopher and guide he ought
to be, had taken this great step towards danger, hardship,
perhaps even death. He felt disturbed to the soul, realising
suddenly how Irene had twined herself round the roots of his
being. Thus threatened with severance, the tie between them—for
it had become a kind of tie—no longer had impersonal quality. The
tranquil enjoyment of things in common, Jolyon perceived, was
gone for ever. He saw his feeling as it was, in the nature of an
infatuation. Ridiculous, perhaps, but so real that sooner or
later it must disclose itself. And now, as it seemed to him, he
could not, must not, make any such disclosure. The news of Jolly
stood inexorably in the way. He was proud of this enlistment;
proud of his boy for going off to fight for the country; for on
Jolyon’s pro-Boerism, too, Black Week had left its mark. And so
the end was reached before the beginning! Well, luckily he had
never made a sign!
When he came into the Gallery she was standing before the “Virgin
of the Rocks,” graceful, absorbed, smiling and unconscious. “Have
I to give up seeing _that?_” he thought. “It’s unnatural, so long
as she’s willing that I should see her.” He stood, unnoticed,
watching her, storing up the image of her figure, envying the
picture on which she was bending that long scrutiny. Twice she
turned her head towards the entrance, and he thought: “That’s for
me!” At last he went forward.
“Look!” he said.
She read the telegram, and he heard her sigh.
That sigh, too, was for him! His position was really cruel! To be
loyal to his son he must just shake her hand and go. To be loyal
to the feeling in his heart he must at least tell her what that
feeling was. Could she, would she understand the silence in which
he was gazing at that picture?
“I’m afraid I must go home at once,” he said at last. “I shall
miss all this awfully.”
“So shall I; but, of course, you must go.”
“Well!” said Jolyon holding out his hand.
Meeting her eyes, a flood of feeling nearly mastered him.
“Such is life!” he said. “Take care of yourself, my dear!”
He had a stumbling sensation in his legs and feet, as if his
brain refused to steer him away from her. From the doorway, he
saw her lift her hand and touch its fingers with her lips. He
raised his hat solemnly, and did not look back again.
CHAPTER VII DARTIE VERSUS DARTIE
The suit—Dartie _versus_ Dartie—for restitution of those conjugal
rights concerning which Winifred was at heart so deeply
undecided, followed the laws of subtraction towards day of
judgment. This was not reached before the Courts rose for
Christmas, but the case was third on the list when they sat
again. Winifred spent the Christmas holidays a thought more
fashionably than usual, with the matter locked up in her low-cut
bosom. James was particularly liberal to her that Christmas,
expressing thereby his sympathy, and relief, at the approaching
dissolution of her marriage with that “precious rascal,” which
his old heart felt but his old lips could not utter.
The disappearance of Dartie made the fall in Consols a
comparatively small matter; and as to the scandal—the real animus
he felt against that fellow, and the increasing lead which
property was attaining over reputation in a true Forsyte about to
leave this world, served to drug a mind from which all allusions
to the matter (except his own) were studiously kept. What worried
him as a lawyer and a parent was the fear that Dartie might
suddenly turn up and obey the Order of the Court when made. That
would be a pretty how-de-do! The fear preyed on him in fact so
much that, in presenting Winifred with a large Christmas cheque,
he said: “It’s chiefly for that chap out there; to keep him from
coming back.” It was, of course, to pitch away good money, but
all in the nature of insurance against that bankruptcy which
would no longer hang over him if only the divorce went through;
and he questioned Winifred rigorously until she could assure him
that the money had been sent. Poor woman!—it cost her many a pang
to send what must find its way into the vanity-bag of “that
creature!” Soames, hearing of it, shook his head. They were not
dealing with a Forsyte, reasonably tenacious of his purpose. It
was very risky without knowing how the land lay out there. Still,
it would look well with the Court; and he would see that Dreamer
brought it out. “I wonder,” he said suddenly, “where that ballet
goes after the Argentine”; never omitting a chance of reminder;
for he knew that Winifred still had a weakness, if not for
Dartie, at least for not laundering him in public. Though not
good at showing admiration, he admitted that she was behaving
extremely well, with all her children at home gaping like young
birds for news of their father—Imogen just on the point of coming
out, and Val very restive about the whole thing. He felt that Val
was the real heart of the matter to Winifred, who certainly loved
him beyond her other children. The boy could spoke the wheel of
this divorce yet if he set his mind to it. And Soames was very
careful to keep the proximity of the preliminary proceedings from
his nephew’s ears. He did more. He asked him to dine at the
Remove, and over Val’s cigar introduced the subject which he knew
to be nearest to his heart.
“I hear,” he said, “that you want to play polo up at Oxford.”
Val became less recumbent in his chair.
“Rather!” he said.
“Well,” continued Soames, “that’s a very expensive business. Your
grandfather isn’t likely to consent to it unless he can make sure
that he’s not got any other drain on him.” And he paused to see
whether the boy understood his meaning.
Val’s thick dark lashes concealed his eyes, but a slight grimace
appeared on his wide mouth, and he muttered:
“I suppose you mean my Dad!”
“Yes,” said Soames; “I’m afraid it depends on whether he
continues to be a drag or not;” and said no more, letting the boy
dream it over.
But Val was also dreaming in those days of a silver-roan palfrey
and a girl riding it. Though Crum was in town and an introduction
to Cynthia Dark to be had for the asking, Val did not ask;
indeed, he shunned Crum and lived a life strange even to himself,
except in so far as accounts with tailor and livery stable were
concerned. To his mother, his sisters, his young brother, he
seemed to spend this Vacation in “seeing fellows,” and his
evenings sleepily at home. They could not propose anything in
daylight that did not meet with the one response: “Sorry; I’ve
got to see a fellow”; and he was put to extraordinary shifts to
get in and out of the house unobserved in riding clothes; until,
being made a member of the Goat’s Club, he was able to transport
them there, where he could change unregarded and slip off on his
hack to Richmond Park. He kept his growing sentiment religiously
to himself. Not for a world would he breathe to the “fellows,”
whom he was not “seeing,” anything so ridiculous from the point
of view of their creed and his. But he could not help its
destroying his other appetites. It was coming between him and the
legitimate pleasures of youth at last on its own in a way which
must, he knew, make him a milksop in the eyes of Crum. All he
cared for was to dress in his last-created riding togs, and steal
away to the Robin Hill Gate, where presently the silver roan
would come demurely sidling with its slim and dark-haired rider,
and in the glades bare of leaves they would go off side by side,
not talking very much, riding races sometimes, and sometimes
holding hands. More than once of an evening, in a moment of
expansion, he had been tempted to tell his mother how this shy
sweet cousin had stolen in upon him and wrecked his “life.” But
bitter experience, that all persons above thirty-five were
spoil-sports, prevented him. After all, he supposed he would have
to go through with College, and she would have to “come out,”
before they could be married; so why complicate things, so long
as he could see her? Sisters were teasing and unsympathetic
beings, a brother worse, so there was no one to confide in. Ah!
And this beastly divorce business! What a misfortune to have a
name which other people hadn’t! If only he had been called Gordon
or Scott or Howard or something fairly common! But Dartie—there
wasn’t another in the directory! One might as well have been
named Morkin for all the covert it afforded! So matters went on,
till one day in the middle of January the silver-roan palfrey and
its rider were missing at the tryst. Lingering in the cold, he
debated whether he should ride on to the house: But Jolly might
be there, and the memory of their dark encounter was still fresh
within him. One could not be always fighting with her brother! So
he returned dismally to town and spent an evening plunged in
gloom. At breakfast next day he noticed that his mother had on an
unfamiliar dress and was wearing her hat. The dress was black
with a glimpse of peacock blue, the hat black and large—she
looked exceptionally well. But when after breakfast she said to
him, “Come in here, Val,” and led the way to the drawing-room, he
was at once beset by qualms. Winifred carefully shut the door and
passed her handkerchief over her lips; inhaling the violette de
Parme with which it had been soaked, Val thought: “Has she found
out about Holly?”
Her voice interrupted
“Are you going to be nice to me, dear boy?”
Val grinned doubtfully.
“Will you come with me this morning....”
“I’ve got to see....” began Val, but something in her face
stopped him. “I say,” he said, “you don’t mean....”
“Yes, I have to go to the Court this morning.” Already!—that d—-d
business which he had almost succeeded in forgetting, since
nobody ever mentioned it. In self-commiseration he stood picking
little bits of skin off his fingers. Then noticing that his
mother’s lips were all awry, he said impulsively: “All right,
mother; I’ll come. The brutes!” What brutes he did not know, but
the expression exactly summed up their joint feeling, and
restored a measure of equanimity.
“I suppose I’d better change into a ‘shooter,’” he muttered,
escaping to his room. He put on the “shooter,” a higher collar, a
pearl pin, and his neatest grey spats, to a somewhat blasphemous
accompaniment. Looking at himself in the glass, he said, “Well,
I’m damned if I’m going to show anything!” and went down. He
found his grandfather’s carriage at the door, and his mother in
furs, with the appearance of one going to a Mansion House
Assembly. They seated themselves side by side in the closed
barouche, and all the way to the Courts of Justice Val made but
one allusion to the business in hand. “There’ll be nothing about
those pearls, will there?”
The little tufted white tails of Winifred’s muff began to shiver.
“Oh, no,” she said, “it’ll be quite harmless to-day. Your
grandmother wanted to come too, but I wouldn’t let her. I thought
you could take care of me. You look so nice, Val. Just pull your
coat collar up a little more at the back—that’s right.”
“If they bully you....” began Val.
“Oh! they won’t. I shall be very cool. It’s the only way.”
“They won’t want me to give evidence or anything?”
“No, dear; it’s all arranged.” And she patted his hand. The
determined front she was putting on it stayed the turmoil in
Val’s chest, and he busied himself in drawing his gloves off and
on. He had taken what he now saw was the wrong pair to go with
his spats; they should have been grey, but were deerskin of a
dark tan; whether to keep them on or not he could not decide.
They arrived soon after ten. It was his first visit to the Law
Courts, and the building struck him at once.
“By Jove!” he said as they passed into the hall, “this’d make
four or five jolly good racket courts.”
Soames was awaiting them at the foot of some stairs.
“Here you are!” he said, without shaking hands, as if the event
had made them too familiar for such formalities. “It’s Happerly
Browne, Court I. We shall be on first.”
A sensation such as he had known when going in to bat was playing
now in the top of Val’s chest, but he followed his mother and
uncle doggedly, looking at no more than he could help, and
thinking that the place smelled “fuggy.” People seemed to be
lurking everywhere, and he plucked Soames by the sleeve.
“I say, Uncle, you’re not going to let those beastly papers in,
are you?”
Soames gave him the sideway look which had reduced many to
silence in its time.
“In here,” he said. “You needn’t take off your furs, Winifred.”
Val entered behind them, nettled and with his head up. In this
confounded hole everybody—and there were a good many of
them—seemed sitting on everybody else’s knee, though really
divided from each other by pews; and Val had a feeling that they
might all slip down together into the well. This, however, was
but a momentary vision—of mahogany, and black gowns, and white
blobs of wigs and faces and papers, all rather secret and
whispery—before he was sitting next his mother in the front row,
with his back to it all, glad of her violette de Parme, and
taking off his gloves for the last time. His mother was looking
at him; he was suddenly conscious that she had really wanted him
there next to her, and that he counted for something in this
business.
All right! He would show them! Squaring his shoulders, he crossed
his legs and gazed inscrutably at his spats. But just then an
“old Johnny” in a gown and long wig, looking awfully like a funny
raddled woman, came through a door into the high pew opposite,
and he had to uncross his legs hastily, and stand up with
everybody else.
“Dartie _versus_ Dartie!”
It seemed to Val unspeakably disgusting to have one’s name called
out like this in public! And, suddenly conscious that someone
nearly behind him had begun talking about his family, he screwed
his face round to see an old be-wigged buffer, who spoke as if he
were eating his own words—queer-looking old cuss, the sort of man
he had seen once or twice dining at Park Lane and punishing the
port; he knew now where they “dug them up.” All the same he found
the old buffer quite fascinating, and would have continued to
stare if his mother had not touched his arm. Reduced to gazing
before him, he fixed his eyes on the Judge’s face instead. Why
should that old “sportsman” with his sarcastic mouth and his
quick-moving eyes have the power to meddle with their private
affairs—hadn’t he affairs of his own, just as many, and probably
just as nasty? And there moved in Val, like an illness, all the
deep-seated individualism of his breed. The voice behind him
droned along: “Differences about money matters—extravagance of
the respondent” (What a word! Was that his father?)—“strained
situation—frequent absences on the part of Mr. Dartie. My client,
very rightly, your Ludship will agree, was anxious to check a
course—but lead to ruin—remonstrated—gambling at cards and on the
racecourse—” (“That’s right!” thought Val, “pile it on!”) “Crisis
early in October, when the respondent wrote her this letter from
his Club.” Val sat up and his ears burned. “I propose to read it
with the emendations necessary to the epistle of a gentleman who
has been—shall we say dining, me Lud?”
“Old brute!” thought Val, flushing deeper; “you’re not paid to
make jokes!”
“‘You will not get the chance to insult me again in my own house.
I am leaving the country to-morrow. It’s played out’—an
expression, your Ludship, not unknown in the mouths of those who
have not met with conspicuous success.”
“Sniggering owls!” thought Val, and his flush deepened.
“‘I am tired of being insulted by you.’ My client will tell your
Ludship that these so-called insults consisted in her calling him
‘the limit’,—a very mild expression, I venture to suggest, in all
the circumstances.”
Val glanced sideways at his mother’s impassive face, it had a
hunted look in the eyes. “Poor mother,” he thought, and touched
her arm with his own. The voice behind droned on.
“‘I am going to live a new life. M. D.’”
“And next day, me Lud, the respondent left by the steamship
_Tuscarora_ for Buenos Aires. Since then we have nothing from him
but a cabled refusal in answer to the letter which my client
wrote the following day in great distress, begging him to return
to her. With your Ludship’s permission. I shall now put Mrs.
Dartie in the box.”
When his mother rose, Val had a tremendous impulse to rise too
and say: “Look here! I’m going to see you jolly well treat her
decently.” He subdued it, however; heard her saying, “the truth,
the whole truth, and nothing but the truth,” and looked up. She
made a rich figure of it, in her furs and large hat, with a
slight flush on her cheek-bones, calm, matter-of-fact; and he
felt proud of her thus confronting all these “confounded
lawyers.” The examination began. Knowing that this was only the
preliminary to divorce, Val followed with a certain glee the
questions framed so as to give the impression that she really
wanted his father back. It seemed to him that they were “foxing
Old Bagwigs finely.”
And he received a most unpleasant jar when the Judge said
suddenly:
“Now, why did your husband leave you—not because you called him
‘the limit,’ you know?”
Val saw his uncle lift his eyes to the witness box, without
moving his face; heard a shuffle of papers behind him; and
instinct told him that the issue was in peril. Had Uncle Soames
and the old buffer behind made a mess of it? His mother was
speaking with a slight drawl.
“No, my Lord, but it had gone on a long time.”
“What had gone on?”
“Our differences about money.”
“But you supplied the money. Do you suggest that he left you to
better his position?”
“The brute! The old brute, and nothing but the brute!” thought
Val suddenly. “He smells a rat he’s trying to get at the pastry!”
And his heart stood still. If—if he did, then, of course, he
would know that his mother didn’t really want his father back.
His mother spoke again, a thought more fashionably.
“No, my Lord, but you see I had refused to give him any more
money. It took him a long time to believe that, but he did at
last—and when he did....”
“I see, you had refused. But you’ve sent him some since.”
“My Lord, I wanted him back.”
“And you thought that would bring him?”
“I don’t know, my Lord, I acted on my father’s advice.”
Something in the Judge’s face, in the sound of the papers behind
him, in the sudden crossing of his uncle’s legs, told Val that
she had made just the right answer. “Crafty!” he thought; “by
Jove, what humbug it all is!”
The Judge was speaking:
“Just one more question, Mrs. Dartie. Are you still fond of your
husband?”
Val’s hands, slack behind him, became fists. What business had
that Judge to make things human suddenly? To make his mother
speak out of her heart, and say what, perhaps, she didn’t know
herself, before all these people! It wasn’t decent. His mother
answered, rather low: “Yes, my Lord.” Val saw the Judge nod.
“Wish I could take a cock-shy at your head!” he thought
irreverently, as his mother came back to her seat beside him.
Witnesses to his father’s departure and continued absence
followed—one of their own maids even, which struck Val as
particularly beastly; there was more talking, all humbug; and
then the Judge pronounced the decree for restitution, and they
got up to go. Val walked out behind his mother, chin squared,
eyelids drooped, doing his level best to despise everybody. His
mother’s voice in the corridor roused him from an angry trance.
“You behaved beautifully, dear. It was such a comfort to have
you. Your uncle and I are going to lunch.”
“All right,” said Val; “I shall have time to go and see that
fellow.” And, parting from them abruptly, he ran down the stairs
and out into the air. He bolted into a hansom, and drove to the
Goat’s Club. His thoughts were on Holly and what he must do
before her brother showed her this thing in to-morrow’s paper.
When Val had left them Soames and Winifred made their way to the
Cheshire Cheese. He had suggested it as a meeting place with Mr.
Bellby. At that early hour of noon they would have it to
themselves, and Winifred had thought it would be “amusing” to see
this far-famed hostelry. Having ordered a light repast, to the
consternation of the waiter, they awaited its arrival together
with that of Mr. Bellby, in silent reaction after the hour and a
half’s suspense on the tenterhooks of publicity. Mr. Bellby
entered presently, preceded by his nose, as cheerful as they were
glum. Well! they had got the decree of restitution, and what was
the matter with that!
“Quite,” said Soames in a suitably low voice, “but we shall have
to begin again to get evidence. He’ll probably try the divorce—it
will look fishy if it comes out that we knew of misconduct from
the start. His questions showed well enough that he doesn’t like
this restitution dodge.”
“Pho!” said Mr. Bellby cheerily, “he’ll forget! Why, man, he’ll
have tried a hundred cases between now and then. Besides, he’s
bound by precedent to give ye your divorce, if the evidence is
satisfactory. We won’t let um know that Mrs. Dartie had knowledge
of the facts. Dreamer did it very nicely—he’s got a fatherly
touch about um!”
Soames nodded.
“And I compliment ye, Mrs. Dartie,” went on Mr. Bellby; “ye’ve a
natural gift for giving evidence. Steady as a rock.”
Here the waiter arrived with three plates balanced on one arm,
and the remark: “I ’urried up the pudden, sir. You’ll find plenty
o’ lark in it to-day.”
Mr. Bellby applauded his forethought with a dip of his nose. But
Soames and Winifred looked with dismay at their light lunch of
gravified brown masses, touching them gingerly with their forks
in the hope of distinguishing the bodies of the tasty little
song-givers. Having begun, however, they found they were hungrier
than they thought, and finished the lot, with a glass of port
apiece. Conversation turned on the war. Soames thought Ladysmith
would fall, and it might last a year. Bellby thought it would be
over by the summer. Both agreed that they wanted more men. There
was nothing for it but complete victory, since it was now a
question of prestige. Winifred brought things back to more solid
ground by saying that she did not want the divorce suit to come
on till after the summer holidays had begun at Oxford, then the
boys would have forgotten about it before Val had to go up again;
the London season too would be over. The lawyers reassured her,
an interval of six months was necessary—after that the earlier
the better. People were now beginning to come in, and they
parted—Soames to the city, Bellby to his chambers, Winifred in a
hansom to Park Lane to let her mother know how she had fared. The
issue had been so satisfactory on the whole that it was
considered advisable to tell James, who never failed to say day
after day that he didn’t know about Winifred’s affair, he
couldn’t tell. As his sands ran out; the importance of mundane
matters became increasingly grave to him, as if he were feeling:
“I must make the most of it, and worry well; I shall soon have
nothing to worry about.”
He received the report grudgingly. It was a new-fangled way of
going about things, and he didn’t know! But he gave Winifred a
cheque, saying:
“I expect you’ll have a lot of expense. That’s a new hat you’ve
got on. Why doesn’t Val come and see us?”
Winifred promised to bring him to dinner soon. And, going home,
she sought her bedroom where she could be alone. Now that her
husband had been ordered back into her custody with a view to
putting him away from her for ever, she would try once more to
find out from her sore and lonely heart what she really wanted.
CHAPTER VIII THE CHALLENGE
The morning had been misty, verging on frost, but the sun came
out while Val was jogging towards the Roehampton Gate, whence he
would canter on to the usual tryst. His spirits were rising
rapidly. There had been nothing so very terrible in the morning’s
proceedings beyond the general disgrace of violated privacy. “If
we were engaged!” he thought, “what happens wouldn’t matter.” He
felt, indeed, like human society, which kicks and clamours at the
results of matrimony, and hastens to get married. And he galloped
over the winter-dried grass of Richmond Park, fearing to be late.
But again he was alone at the trysting spot, and this second
defection on the part of Holly upset him dreadfully. He could not
go back without seeing her to-day! Emerging from the Park, he
proceeded towards Robin Hill. He could not make up his mind for
whom to ask. Suppose her father were back, or her sister or
brother were in! He decided to gamble, and ask for them all
first, so that if he were in luck and they were not there, it
would be quite natural in the end to ask for Holly; while if any
of them _were_ in—an “excuse for a ride” must be his saving
grace.
“Only Miss Holly is in, sir.”
“Oh! thanks. Might I take my horse round to the stables? And
would you say—her cousin, Mr. Val Dartie.”
When he returned she was in the hall, very flushed and shy. She
led him to the far end, and they sat down on a wide window-seat.
“I’ve been awfully anxious,” said Val in a low voice. “What’s the
matter?”
“Jolly knows about our riding.”
“Is he in?”
“No; but I expect he will be soon.”
“Then!” cried Val, and diving forward, he seized her hand. She
tried to withdraw it, failed, gave up the attempt, and looked at
him wistfully.
“First of all,” he said, “I want to tell you something about my
family. My Dad, you know, isn’t altogether—I mean, he’s left my
mother and they’re trying to divorce him; so they’ve ordered him
to come back, you see. You’ll see that in the paper to-morrow.”
Her eyes deepened in colour and fearful interest; her hand
squeezed his. But the gambler in Val was roused now, and he
hurried on:
“Of course there’s nothing very much at present, but there will
be, I expect, before it’s over; divorce suits are beastly, you
know. I wanted to tell you, because—because—you ought to
know—if—” and he began to stammer, gazing at her troubled eyes,
“if—if you’re going to be a darling and love me, Holly. I love
you—ever so; and I want to be engaged.” He had done it in a
manner so inadequate that he could have punched his own head; and
dropping on his knees, he tried to get nearer to that soft,
troubled face. “You do love me—don’t you? If you don’t I....”
There was a moment of silence and suspense, so awful that he
could hear the sound of a mowing-machine far out on the lawn
pretending there was grass to cut. Then she swayed forward; her
free hand touched his hair, and he gasped: “Oh, Holly!”
Her answer was very soft: “Oh, Val!”
He had dreamed of this moment, but always in an imperative mood,
as the masterful young lover, and now he felt humble, touched,
trembly. He was afraid to stir off his knees lest he should break
the spell; lest, if he did, she should shrink and deny her own
surrender—so tremulous was she in his grasp, with her eyelids
closed and his lips nearing them. Her eyes opened, seemed to swim
a little; he pressed his lips to hers. Suddenly he sprang up;
there had been footsteps, a sort of startled grunt. He looked
round. No one! But the long curtains which barred off the outer
hall were quivering.
“My God! Who was that?”
Holly too was on her feet.
“Jolly, I expect,” she whispered.
Val clenched fists and resolution.
“All right!” he said, “I don’t care a bit now we’re engaged,” and
striding towards the curtains, he drew them aside. There at the
fireplace in the hall stood Jolly, with his back elaborately
turned. Val went forward. Jolly faced round on him.
“I beg your pardon for hearing,” he said.
With the best intentions in the world, Val could not help
admiring him at that moment; his face was clear, his voice quiet,
he looked somehow distinguished, as if acting up to principle.
“Well!” Val said abruptly, “it’s nothing to you.”
“Oh!” said Jolly; “you come this way,” and he crossed the hall.
Val followed. At the study door he felt a touch on his arm;
Holly’s voice said:
“I’m coming too.”
“No,” said Jolly.
“Yes,” said Holly.
Jolly opened the door, and they all three went in. Once in the
little room, they stood in a sort of triangle on three corners of
the worn Turkey carpet; awkwardly upright, not looking at each
other, quite incapable of seeing any humour in the situation.
Val broke the silence.
“Holly and I are engaged.”
Jolly stepped back and leaned against the lintel of the window.
“This is our house,” he said; “I’m not going to insult you in it.
But my father’s away. I’m in charge of my sister. You’ve taken
advantage of me.
“I didn’t mean to,” said Val hotly.
“I think you did,” said Jolly. “If you hadn’t meant to, you’d
have spoken to me, or waited for my father to come back.”
“There were reasons,” said Val.
“What reasons?”
“About my family—I’ve just told her. I wanted her to know before
things happen.”
Jolly suddenly became less distinguished.
“You’re kids,” he said, “and you know you are.
“I am _not_ a kid,” said Val.
“You are—you’re not twenty.”
“Well, what are you?”
“I _am_ twenty,” said Jolly.
“Only just; anyway, I’m as good a man as you.”
Jolly’s face crimsoned, then clouded. Some struggle was evidently
taking place in him; and Val and Holly stared at him, so clearly
was that struggle marked; they could even hear him breathing.
Then his face cleared up and became oddly resolute.
“We’ll see that,” he said. “I dare you to do what I’m going to
do.”
“Dare me?”
Jolly smiled. “Yes,” he said, “dare you; and I know very well you
won’t.”
A stab of misgiving shot through Val; this was riding very blind.
“I haven’t forgotten that you’re a fire-eater,” said Jolly
slowly, “and I think that’s about all you are; or that you called
me a pro-Boer.”
Val heard a gasp above the sound of his own hard breathing, and
saw Holly’s face poked a little forward, very pale, with big
eyes.
“Yes,” went on Jolly with a sort of smile, “we shall soon see.
I’m going to join the Imperial Yeomanry, and I dare you to do the
same, Mr. Val Dartie.”
Val’s head jerked on its stem. It was like a blow between the
eyes, so utterly unthought of, so extreme and ugly in the midst
of his dreaming; and he looked at Holly with eyes grown suddenly,
touchingly haggard.
“Sit down!” said Jolly. “Take your time! Think it over well.” And
he himself sat down on the arm of his grandfather’s chair.
Val did not sit down; he stood with hands thrust deep into his
breeches’ pockets—hands clenched and quivering. The full
awfulness of this decision one way or the other knocked at his
mind with double knocks as of an angry postman. If he did not
take that “dare” he was disgraced in Holly’s eyes, and in the
eyes of that young enemy, her brute of a brother. Yet if he took
it, ah! then all would vanish—her face, her eyes, her hair, her
kisses just begun!
“Take your time,” said Jolly again; “I don’t want to be unfair.”
And they both looked at Holly. She had recoiled against the
bookshelves reaching to the ceiling; her dark head leaned against
Gibbon’s _Roman Empire_, her eyes in a sort of soft grey agony
were fixed on Val. And he, who had not much gift of insight, had
suddenly a gleam of vision. She would be proud of her
brother—that enemy! She would be ashamed of him! His hands came
out of his pockets as if lifted by a spring.
“All right!” he said. “Done!”
Holly’s face—oh! it was queer! He saw her flush, start forward.
He had done the right thing—her face was shining with wistful
admiration. Jolly stood up and made a little bow as who should
say: “You’ve passed.”
“To-morrow, then,” he said, “we’ll go together.”
Recovering from the impetus which had carried him to that
decision, Val looked at him maliciously from under his lashes.
“All right,” he thought, “one to you. I shall have to join—but
I’ll get back on you somehow.” And he said with dignity: “I shall
be ready.”
“We’ll meet at the main Recruiting Office, then,” said Jolly, “at
twelve o’clock.” And, opening the window, he went out on to the
terrace, conforming to the creed which had made him retire when
he surprised them in the hall.
The confusion in the mind of Val thus left alone with her for
whom he had paid this sudden price was extreme. The mood of
“showing-off” was still, however, uppermost. One must do the
wretched thing with an air.
“We shall get plenty of riding and shooting, anyway,” he said;
“that’s one comfort.” And it gave him a sort of grim pleasure to
hear the sigh which seemed to come from the bottom of her heart.
“Oh! the war’ll soon be over,” he said; “perhaps we shan’t even
have to go out. I don’t care, except for you.” He would be out of
the way of that beastly divorce. It was an ill-wind! He felt her
warm hand slip into his. Jolly thought he had stopped their
loving each other, did he? He held her tightly round the waist,
looking at her softly through his lashes, smiling to cheer her
up, promising to come down and see her soon, feeling somehow six
inches taller and much more in command of her than he had ever
dared feel before. Many times he kissed her before he mounted and
rode back to town. So, swiftly, on the least provocation, does
the possessive instinct flourish and grow.
CHAPTER IX DINNER AT JAMES’
Dinner parties were not now given at James’ in Park Lane—to every
house the moment comes when Master or Mistress is no longer “up
to it”. no more can nine courses be served to twenty mouths above
twenty fine white expanses; nor does the household cat any longer
wonder why she is suddenly shut up.
So with something like excitement Emily—who at seventy would
still have liked a little feast and fashion now and then—ordered
dinner for six instead of two, herself wrote a number of foreign
words on cards, and arranged the flowers—mimosa from the Riviera,
and white Roman hyacinths not from Rome. There would only be, of
course, James and herself, Soames, Winifred, Val, and Imogen—but
she liked to pretend a little and dally in imagination with the
glory of the past. She so dressed herself that James remarked:
“What are you putting on that thing for? You’ll catch cold.”
But Emily knew that the necks of women are protected by love of
shining, unto fourscore years, and she only answered:
“Let me put you on one of those dickies I got you, James; then
you’ll only have to change your trousers, and put on your velvet
coat, and there you’ll be. Val likes you to look nice.”
“Dicky!” said James. “You’re always wasting your money on
something.”
But he suffered the change to be made till his neck also shone,
murmuring vaguely:
“He’s an extravagant chap, I’m afraid.”
A little brighter in the eye, with rather more colour than usual
in his cheeks, he took his seat in the drawing-room to wait for
the sound of the front-door bell.
“I’ve made it a proper dinner party,” Emily said comfortably; “I
thought it would be good practice for Imogen—she must get used to
it now she’s coming out.”
James uttered an indeterminate sound, thinking of Imogen as she
used to climb about his knee or pull Christmas crackers with him.
“She’ll be pretty,” he muttered, “I shouldn’t wonder.”
“She _is_ pretty,” said Emily; “she ought to make a good match.”
“There you go,” murmured James; “she’d much better stay at home
and look after her mother.” A second Dartie carrying off his
pretty granddaughter would finish him! He had never quite
forgiven Emily for having been as much taken in by Montague
Dartie as he himself had been.
“Where’s Warmson?” he said suddenly. “I should like a glass of
Madeira to-night.”
“There’s champagne, James.”
James shook his head. “No body,” he said; “I can’t get any good
out of it.”
Emily reached forward on her side of the fire and rang the bell.
“Your master would like a bottle of Madeira opened, Warmson.”
“No, no!” said James, the tips of his ears quivering with
vehemence, and his eyes fixed on an object seen by him alone.
“Look here, Warmson, you go to the inner cellar, and on the
middle shelf of the end bin on the left you’ll see seven bottles;
take the one in the centre, and don’t shake it. It’s the last of
the Madeira I had from Mr. Jolyon when we came in here—never been
moved; it ought to be in prime condition still; but I don’t know,
I can’t tell.”
“Very good, sir,” responded the withdrawing Warmson.
“I was keeping it for our golden wedding,” said James suddenly,
“but I shan’t live three years at my age.”
“Nonsense, James,” said Emily, “don’t talk like that.”
“I ought to have got it up myself,” murmured James, “he’ll shake
it as likely as not.” And he sank into silent recollection of
long moments among the open gas-jets, the cobwebs and the good
smell of wine-soaked corks, which had been appetiser to so many
feasts. In the wine from that cellar was written the history of
the forty odd years since he had come to the Park Lane house with
his young bride, and of the many generations of friends and
acquaintances who had passed into the unknown; its depleted bins
preserved the record of family festivity—all the marriages,
births, deaths of his kith and kin. And when he was gone there it
would be, and he didn’t know what would become of it. It’d be
drunk or spoiled, he shouldn’t wonder!
From that deep reverie the entrance of his son dragged him,
followed very soon by that of Winifred and her two eldest.
They went down arm-in-arm—James with Imogen, the debutante,
because his pretty grandchild cheered him; Soames with Winifred;
Emily with Val, whose eyes lighting on the oysters brightened.
This was to be a proper full “blowout” with “fizz” and port! And
he felt in need of it, after what he had done that day, as yet
undivulged. After the first glass or two it became pleasant to
have this bombshell up his sleeve, this piece of sensational
patriotism, or example, rather, of personal daring, to
display—for his pleasure in what he had done for his Queen and
Country was so far entirely personal. He was now a “blood,”
indissolubly connected with guns and horses; he had a right to
swagger—not, of course, that he was going to. He should just
announce it quietly, when there was a pause. And, glancing down
the menu, he determined on “Bombe aux fraises” as the proper
moment; there would be a certain solemnity while they were eating
that. Once or twice before they reached that rosy summit of the
dinner he was attacked by remembrance that his grandfather was
never told anything! Still, the old boy was drinking Madeira, and
looking jolly fit! Besides, he ought to be pleased at this
set-off to the disgrace of the divorce. The sight of his uncle
opposite, too, was a sharp incentive. He was so far from being a
sportsman that it would be worth a lot to see his face. Besides,
better to tell his mother in this way than privately, which might
upset them both! He was sorry for her, but after all one couldn’t
be expected to feel much for others when one had to part from
Holly.
His grandfather’s voice travelled to him thinly. “Val, try a
little of the Madeira with your ice. You won’t get that up at
college.”
Val watched the slow liquid filling his glass, the essential oil
of the old wine glazing the surface; inhaled its aroma, and
thought: “Now for it!” It was a rich moment. He sipped, and a
gentle glow spread in his veins, already heated. With a rapid
look round, he said, “I joined the Imperial Yeomanry to-day,
Granny,” and emptied his glass as though drinking the health of
his own act.
“What!” It was his mother’s desolate little word.
“Young Jolly Forsyte and I went down there together.”
“You didn’t sign?” from Uncle Soames.
“Rather! We go into camp on Monday.”
“I _say!_” cried Imogen.
All looked at James. He was leaning forward with his hand behind
his ear.
“What’s that?” he said. “What’s he saying? I can’t hear.”
Emily reached forward to pat Val’s hand.
“It’s only that Val has joined the Yeomanry, James; it’s very
nice for him. He’ll look his best in uniform.”
“Joined the—rubbish!” came from James, tremulously loud. “You
can’t see two yards before your nose. He—he’ll have to go out
there. Why! he’ll be fighting before he knows where he is.”
Val saw Imogen’s eyes admiring him, and his mother still and
fashionable with her handkerchief before her lips.
Suddenly his uncle spoke.
“You’re under age.”
“I thought of that,” smiled Val; “I gave my age as twenty-one.”
He heard his grandmother’s admiring, “Well, Val, that was plucky
of you;” was conscious of Warmson deferentially filling his
champagne glass; and of his grandfather’s voice moaning: “_I_
don’t know what’ll become of you if you go on like this.”
Imogen was patting his shoulder, his uncle looking at him
sidelong; only his mother sat unmoving, till, affected by her
stillness, Val said:
“It’s all right, you know; we shall soon have them on the run. I
only hope I shall come in for something.”
He felt elated, sorry, tremendously important all at once. This
would show Uncle Soames, and all the Forsytes, how to be
sportsmen. He had certainly done something heroic and exceptional
in giving his age as twenty-one.
Emily’s voice brought him back to earth.
“You mustn’t have a second glass, James. Warmson!”
“Won’t they be astonished at Timothy’s!” burst out Imogen. “I’d
give anything to see their faces. Do you have a sword, Val, or
only a popgun?”
“What made you?”
His uncle’s voice produced a slight chill in the pit of Val’s
stomach. Made him? How answer that? He was grateful for his
grandmother’s comfortable:
“Well, I think it’s very plucky of Val. I’m sure he’ll make a
splendid soldier; he’s just the figure for it. We shall all be
proud of him.”
“What had young Jolly Forsyte to do with it? Why did you go
together?” pursued Soames, uncannily relentless. “I thought you
weren’t friendly with him?”
“I’m not,” mumbled Val, “but I wasn’t going to be beaten by
_him_.” He saw his uncle look at him quite differently, as if
approving. His grandfather was nodding too, his grandmother
tossing her head. They all approved of his not being beaten by
that cousin of his. There must be a reason! Val was dimly
conscious of some disturbing point outside his range of vision;
as it might be, the unlocated centre of a cyclone. And, staring
at his uncle’s face, he had a quite unaccountable vision of a
woman with dark eyes, gold hair, and a white neck, who smelt
nice, and had pretty silken clothes which he had liked feeling
when he was quite small. By Jove, yes! Aunt Irene! She used to
kiss him, and he had bitten her arm once, playfully, because he
liked it—so soft. His grandfather was speaking:
“What’s his father doing?”
“He’s away in Paris,” Val said, staring at the very queer
expression on his uncle’s face, like—like that of a snarling dog.
“Artists!” said James. The word coming from the very bottom of
his soul, broke up the dinner.
Opposite his mother in the cab going home, Val tasted the
after-fruits of heroism, like medlars over-ripe.
She only said, indeed, that he must go to his tailor’s at once
and have his uniform properly made, and not just put up with what
they gave him. But he could feel that she was very much upset. It
was on his lips to console her with the spoken thought that he
would be out of the way of that beastly divorce, but the presence
of Imogen, and the knowledge that his mother would _not_ be out
of the way, restrained him. He felt aggrieved that she did not
seem more proud of him. When Imogen had gone to bed, he risked
the emotional.
“I’m awfully sorry to have to leave you, Mother.”
“Well, I must make the best of it. We must try and get you a
commission as soon as we can; then you won’t have to rough it so.
Do you know any drill, Val?”
“Not a scrap.”
“I hope they won’t worry you much. I must take you about to get
the things to-morrow. Good-night; kiss me.”
With that kiss, soft and hot, between his eyes, and those words,
“I hope they won’t worry you much,” in his ears, he sat down to a
cigarette, before a dying fire. The heat was out of him—the glow
of cutting a dash. It was all a damned heart-aching bore. “I’ll
be even with that chap Jolly,” he thought, trailing up the
stairs, past the room where his mother was biting her pillow to
smother a sense of desolation which was trying to make her sob.
And soon only one of the diners at James’ was awake—Soames, in
his bedroom above his father’s.
So that fellow Jolyon was in Paris—what was he doing there?
Hanging round Irene! The last report from Polteed had hinted that
there might be something soon. Could it be this? That fellow,
with his beard and his cursed amused way of speaking—son of the
old man who had given him the nickname “Man of Property,” and
bought the fatal house from him. Soames had ever resented having
had to sell the house at Robin Hill; never forgiven his uncle for
having bought it, or his cousin for living in it.
Reckless of the cold, he threw his window up and gazed out across
the Park. Bleak and dark the January night; little sound of
traffic; a frost coming; bare trees; a star or two. “I’ll see
Polteed to-morrow,” he thought. “By God! I’m mad, I think, to
want her still. That fellow! If...? Um! No!”
CHAPTER X DEATH OF THE DOG BALTHASAR
Jolyon, who had crossed from Calais by night, arrived at Robin
Hill on Sunday morning. He had sent no word beforehand, so walked
up from the station, entering his domain by the coppice gate.
Coming to the log seat fashioned out of an old fallen trunk, he
sat down, first laying his overcoat on it.
“Lumbago!” he thought; “that’s what love ends in at my time of
life!” And suddenly Irene seemed very near, just as she had been
that day of rambling at Fontainebleau when they had sat on a log
to eat their lunch. Hauntingly near! Odour drawn out of fallen
leaves by the pale-filtering sunlight soaked his nostrils. “I’m
glad it isn’t spring,” he thought. With the scent of sap, and the
song of birds, and the bursting of the blossoms, it would have
been unbearable! “I hope I shall be over it by then, old fool
that I am!” and picking up his coat, he walked on into the field.
He passed the pond and mounted the hill slowly.
Near the top a hoarse barking greeted him. Up on the lawn above
the fernery he could see his old dog Balthasar. The animal, whose
dim eyes took his master for a stranger, was warning the world
against him. Jolyon gave his special whistle. Even at that
distance of a hundred yards and more he could see the dawning
recognition in the obese brown-white body. The old dog got off
his haunches, and his tail, close-curled over his back, began a
feeble, excited fluttering; he came waddling forward, gathered
momentum, and disappeared over the edge of the fernery. Jolyon
expected to meet him at the wicket gate, but Balthasar was not
there, and, rather alarmed, he turned into the fernery. On his
fat side, looking up with eyes already glazing, the old dog lay.
“What is it, my poor old man?” cried Jolyon. Balthasar’s curled
and fluffy tail just moved; his filming eyes seemed saying: “I
can’t get up, master, but I’m glad to see you.”
Jolyon knelt down; his eyes, very dimmed, could hardly see the
slowly ceasing heave of the dog’s side. He raised the head a
little—very heavy.
“What is it, dear man? Where are you hurt?” The tail fluttered
once; the eyes lost the look of life. Jolyon passed his hands all
over the inert warm bulk. There was nothing—the heart had simply
failed in that obese body from the emotion of his master’s
return. Jolyon could feel the muzzle, where a few whitish
bristles grew, cooling already against his lips. He stayed for
some minutes kneeling; with his hand beneath the stiffening head.
The body was very heavy when he bore it to the top of the field;
leaves had drifted there, and he strewed it with a covering of
them; there was no wind, and they would keep him from curious
eyes until the afternoon. “I’ll bury him myself,” he thought.
Eighteen years had gone since he first went into the St. John’s
Wood house with that tiny puppy in his pocket. Strange that the
old dog should die just now! Was it an omen? He turned at the
gate to look back at that russet mound, then went slowly towards
the house, very choky in the throat.
June was at home; she had come down hotfoot on hearing the news
of Jolly’s enlistment. His patriotism had conquered her feeling
for the Boers. The atmosphere of his house was strange and
pocketty when Jolyon came in and told them of the dog Balthasar’s
death. The news had a unifying effect. A link with the past had
snapped—the dog Balthasar! Two of them could remember nothing
before his day; to June he represented the last years of her
grandfather; to Jolyon that life of domestic stress and aesthetic
struggle before he came again into the kingdom of his father’s
love and wealth! And he was gone!
In the afternoon he and Jolly took picks and spades and went out
to the field. They chose a spot close to the russet mound, so
that they need not carry him far, and, carefully cutting off the
surface turf, began to dig. They dug in silence for ten minutes,
and then rested.
“Well, old man,” said Jolyon, “so you thought you ought?”
“Yes,” answered Jolly; “I don’t want to a bit, of course.”
How exactly those words represented Jolyon’s own state of mind
“I admire you for it, old boy. I don’t believe I should have done
it at your age—too much of a Forsyte, I’m afraid. But I suppose
the type gets thinner with each generation. Your son, if you have
one, may be a pure altruist; who knows?”
“He won’t be like me, then, Dad; I’m beastly selfish.”
“No, my dear, that you clearly are not.” Jolly shook his head,
and they dug again.
“Strange life a dog’s,” said Jolyon suddenly: “The only
four-footer with rudiments of altruism and a sense of God!”
Jolly looked at his father.
“Do you believe in God, Dad? I’ve never known.”
At so searching a question from one to whom it was impossible to
make a light reply, Jolyon stood for a moment feeling his back
tried by the digging.
“What do you mean by God?” he said; “there are two irreconcilable
ideas of God. There’s the Unknowable Creative Principle—one
believes in That. And there’s the Sum of altruism in
man—naturally one believes in That.”
“I see. That leaves out Christ, doesn’t it?”
Jolyon stared. Christ, the link between those two ideas! Out of
the mouth of babes! Here was orthodoxy scientifically explained
at last! The sublime poem of the Christ life was man’s attempt to
join those two irreconcilable conceptions of God. And since the
Sum of human altruism was as much a part of the Unknowable
Creative Principle as anything else in Nature and the Universe, a
worse link might have been chosen after all! Funny—how one went
through life without seeing it in that sort of way!
“What do _you_ think, old man?” he said.
Jolly frowned. “Of course, my first year we talked a good bit
about that sort of thing. But in the second year one gives it up;
I don’t know why—it’s awfully interesting.”
Jolyon remembered that he also had talked a good deal about it
his first year at Cambridge, and given it up in his second.
“I suppose,” said Jolly, “it’s the second God, you mean, that old
Balthasar had a sense of.”
“Yes, or he would never have burst his poor old heart because of
something outside himself.”
“But wasn’t that just selfish emotion, really?”
Jolyon shook his head. “No, dogs are not pure Forsytes, they love
something outside themselves.”
Jolly smiled.
“Well, I think I’m one,” he said. “You know, I only enlisted
because I dared Val Dartie to.”
“But why?”
“We bar each other,” said Jolly shortly.
“Ah!” muttered Jolyon. So the feud went on, unto the third
generation—this modern feud which had no overt expression?
“Shall I tell the boy about it?” he thought. But to what end—if
he had to stop short of his own part?
And Jolly thought: “It’s for Holly to let him know about that
chap. If she doesn’t, it means she doesn’t want him told, and I
should be sneaking. Anyway, I’ve stopped it. I’d better leave
well alone!”
So they dug on in silence, till Jolyon said:
“Now, old man, I think it’s big enough.” And, resting on their
spades, they gazed down into the hole where a few leaves had
drifted already on a sunset wind.
“I can’t bear this part of it,” said Jolyon suddenly.
“Let me do it, Dad. He never cared much for me.”
Jolyon shook his head.
“We’ll lift him very gently, leaves and all. I’d rather not see
him again. I’ll take his head. Now!”
With extreme care they raised the old dog’s body, whose faded tan
and white showed here and there under the leaves stirred by the
wind. They laid it, heavy, cold, and unresponsive, in the grave,
and Jolly spread more leaves over it, while Jolyon, deeply afraid
to show emotion before his son, began quickly shovelling the
earth on to that still shape. There went the past! If only there
were a joyful future to look forward to! It was like stamping
down earth on one’s own life. They replaced the turf carefully on
the smooth little mound, and, grateful that they had spared each
other’s feelings, returned to the house arm-in-arm.
CHAPTER XI TIMOTHY STAYS THE ROT
On Forsyte ’Change news of the enlistment spread fast, together
with the report that June, not to be outdone, was going to become
a Red Cross nurse. These events were so extreme, so subversive of
pure Forsyteism, as to have a binding effect upon the family, and
Timothy’s was thronged next Sunday afternoon by members trying to
find out what they thought about it all, and exchange with each
other a sense of family credit. Giles and Jesse Hayman would no
longer defend the coast but go to South Africa quite soon; Jolly
and Val would be following in April; as to June—well, you never
knew what she would really do.
The retirement from Spion Kop and the absence of any good news
from the seat of war imparted an air of reality to all this,
clinched in startling fashion by Timothy. The youngest of the old
Forsytes—scarcely eighty, in fact popularly supposed to resemble
their father, “Superior Dosset,” even in his best-known
characteristic of drinking Sherry—had been invisible for so many
years that he was almost mythical. A long generation had elapsed
since the risks of a publisher’s business had worked on his
nerves at the age of forty, so that he had got out with a mere
thirty-five thousand pounds in the world, and started to make his
living by careful investment. Putting by every year, at compound
interest, he had doubled his capital in forty years without
having once known what it was like to shake in his shoes over
money matters. He was now putting aside some two thousand a year,
and, with the care he was taking of himself, expected, so Aunt
Hester said, to double his capital again before he died. What he
would do with it then, with his sisters dead and himself dead,
was often mockingly queried by free spirits such as Francie,
Euphemia, or young Nicholas’ second, Christopher, whose spirit
was so free that he had actually said he was going on the stage.
All admitted, however, that this was best known to Timothy
himself, and possibly to Soames, who never divulged a secret.
Those few Forsytes who had seen him reported a man of thick and
robust appearance, not very tall, with a brown-red complexion,
grey hair, and little of the refinement of feature with which
most of the Forsytes had been endowed by “Superior Dosset’s”
wife, a woman of some beauty and a gentle temperament. It was
known that he had taken surprising interest in the war, sticking
flags into a map ever since it began, and there was uneasiness as
to what would happen if the English were driven into the sea,
when it would be almost impossible for him to put the flags in
the right places. As to his knowledge of family movements or his
views about them, little was known, save that Aunt Hester was
always declaring that he was very upset. It was, then, in the
nature of a portent when Forsytes, arriving on the Sunday after
the evacuation of Spion Kop, became conscious, one after the
other, of a presence seated in the only really comfortable
armchair, back to the light, concealing the lower part of his
face with a large hand, and were greeted by the awed voice of
Aunt Hester:
“Your Uncle Timothy, my dear.”
Timothy’s greeting to them all was somewhat identical; and
rather, as it were, passed over by him than expressed:
“How de do? How de do? ’Xcuse me gettin’ up!”
Francie was present, and Eustace had come in his car; Winifred
had brought Imogen, breaking the ice of the restitution
proceedings with the warmth of family appreciation at Val’s
enlistment; and Marian Tweetyman with the last news of Giles and
Jesse. These with Aunt Juley and Hester, young Nicholas,
Euphemia, and—of all people!—George, who had come with Eustace in
the car, constituted an assembly worthy of the family’s palmiest
days. There was not one chair vacant in the whole of the little
drawing-room, and anxiety was felt lest someone else should
arrive.
The constraint caused by Timothy’s presence having worn off a
little, conversation took a military turn. George asked Aunt
Juley when she was going out with the Red Cross, almost reducing
her to a state of gaiety; whereon he turned to Nicholas and said:
“Young Nick’s a warrior bold, isn’t he? When’s he going to don
the wild khaki?”
Young Nicholas, smiling with a sort of sweet deprecation,
intimated that of course his mother was very anxious.
“The Dromios are off, I hear,” said George, turning to Marian
Tweetyman; “we shall all be there soon. _En avant_, the Forsytes!
Roll, bowl, or pitch! Who’s for a cooler?”
Aunt Juley gurgled, George was _so_ droll! Should Hester get
Timothy’s map? Then he could show them all where they were.
At a sound from Timothy, interpreted as assent, Aunt Hester left
the room.
George pursued his image of the Forsyte advance, addressing
Timothy as Field Marshal; and Imogen, whom he had noted at once
for “a pretty filly,”—as Vivandière; and holding his top hat
between his knees, he began to beat it with imaginary drumsticks.
The reception accorded to his fantasy was mixed. All
laughed—George was licensed; but all felt that the family was
being “rotted”; and this seemed to them unnatural, now that it
was going to give five of its members to the service of the
Queen. George might go too far; and there was relief when he got
up, offered his arm to Aunt Juley, marched up to Timothy, saluted
him, kissed his aunt with mock passion, said, “Oh! what a treat,
dear papa! Come on, Eustace!” and walked out, followed by the
grave and fastidious Eustace, who had never smiled.
Aunt Juley’s bewildered, “Fancy not waiting for the map! You
mustn’t mind him, Timothy. He’s _so_ droll!” broke the hush, and
Timothy removed the hand from his mouth.
“I don’t know what things are comin’ to,” he was heard to say.
“What’s all this about goin’ out there? That’s not the way to
beat those Boers.”
Francie alone had the hardihood to observe: “What is, then, Uncle
Timothy?”
“All this new-fangled volunteerin’ and expense—lettin’ money out
of the country.”
Just then Aunt Hester brought in the map, handling it like a baby
with eruptions. With the assistance of Euphemia it was laid on
the piano, a small Colwood grand, last played on, it was
believed, the summer before Aunt Ann died, thirteen years ago.
Timothy rose. He walked over to the piano, and stood looking at
his map while they all gathered round.
“There you are,” he said; “that’s the position up to date; and
very poor it is. H’m!”
“Yes,” said Francie, greatly daring, “but how are you going to
alter it, Uncle Timothy, without more men?”
“Men!” said Timothy; “you don’t want men—wastin’ the country’s
money. You want a Napoleon, he’d settle it in a month.”
“But if you haven’t got him, Uncle Timothy?”
“That’s their business,” replied Timothy. “What have we kept the
Army up for—to eat their heads off in time of peace! They ought
to be ashamed of themselves, comin’ on the country to help them
like this! Let every man stick to his business, and we shall get
on.”
And looking round him, he added almost angrily:
“Volunteerin’, indeed! Throwin’ good money after bad! We must
save! Conserve energy that’s the only way.” And with a prolonged
sound, not quite a sniff and not quite a snort, he trod on
Euphemia’s toe, and went out, leaving a sensation and a faint
scent of barley-sugar behind him.
The effect of something said with conviction by one who has
evidently made a sacrifice to say it is ever considerable. And
the eight Forsytes left behind, all women except young Nicholas,
were silent for a moment round the map. Then Francie said:
“Really, I think he’s right, you know. After all, what is the
Army for? They ought to have known. It’s only encouraging them.”
“My dear!” cried Aunt Juley, “but they’ve been so progressive.
Think of their giving up their scarlet. They were always so proud
of it. And now they all look like convicts. Hester and I were
saying only yesterday we were sure they must feel it very much.
Fancy what the Iron Duke would have said!”
“The new colour’s very smart,” said Winifred; “Val looks quite
nice in his.”
Aunt Juley sighed.
“I do so wonder what Jolyon’s boy is like. To think we’ve never
seen him! His father must be so proud of him.”
“His father’s in Paris,” said Winifred.
Aunt Hester’s shoulder was seen to mount suddenly, as if to ward
off her sister’s next remark, for Juley’s crumpled cheeks had
gushed.
“We had dear little Mrs. MacAnder here yesterday, just back from
Paris. And whom d’you think she saw there in the street? You’ll
never guess.”
“We shan’t try, Auntie,” said Euphemia.
“Irene! Imagine! After all this time; walking with a fair
beard....”
“Auntie! you’ll kill me! A fair beard....”
“I was going to say,” said Aunt Juley severely, “a fair-bearded
gentleman. And not a day older; she was always so pretty,” she
added, with a sort of lingering apology.
“Oh! tell us about her, Auntie,” cried Imogen; “I can just
remember her. She’s the skeleton in the family cupboard, isn’t
she? And they’re such fun.”
Aunt Hester sat down. Really, Juley had done it now!
“She wasn’t much of a skeleton as I remember her,” murmured
Euphemia, “extremely well-covered.”
“My dear!” said Aunt Juley, “what a peculiar way of putting
it—not very nice.”
“No, but what _was_ she like?” persisted Imogen.
“I’ll tell you, my child,” said Francie; “a kind of modern Venus,
very well-dressed.”
Euphemia said sharply: “Venus was never dressed, and she had blue
eyes of melting sapphire.”
At this juncture Nicholas took his leave.
“Mrs. Nick is awfully strict,” said Francie with a laugh.
“She has six children,” said Aunt Juley; “it’s very proper she
should be careful.”
“Was Uncle Soames awfully fond of her?” pursued the inexorable
Imogen, moving her dark luscious eyes from face to face.
Aunt Hester made a gesture of despair, just as Aunt Juley
answered:
“Yes, your Uncle Soames was very much attached to her.”
“I suppose she ran off with someone?”
“No, certainly not; that is—not precisely.”
“What did she do, then, Auntie?”
“Come along, Imogen,” said Winifred, “we must be getting back.”
But Aunt Juley interjected resolutely: “She—she didn’t behave at
all well.”
“Oh, bother!” cried Imogen; “that’s as far as I ever get.”
“Well, my dear,” said Francie, “she had a love affair which ended
with the young man’s death; and then she left your uncle. I
always rather liked her.”
“She used to give me chocolates,” murmured Imogen, “and smell
nice.”
“Of course!” remarked Euphemia.
“Not of course at all!” replied Francie, who used a particularly
expensive essence of gillyflower herself.
“I can’t think what we are about,” said Aunt Juley, raising her
hands, “talking of such things!”
“Was she divorced?” asked Imogen from the door.
“Certainly not,” cried Aunt Juley; “that is—certainly not.”
A sound was heard over by the far door. Timothy had re-entered
the back drawing-room. “I’ve come for my map,” he said. “Who’s
been divorced?”
“No one, Uncle,” replied Francie with perfect truth.
Timothy took his map off the piano.
“Don’t let’s have anything of that sort in the family,” he said.
“All this enlistin’s bad enough. The country’s breakin’ up; I
don’t know what we’re comin’ to.” He shook a thick finger at the
room: “Too many women nowadays, and they don’t know what they
want.”
So saying, he grasped the map firmly with both hands, and went
out as if afraid of being answered.