CHAPTER IV JAMES GOES TO SEE FOR HIMSELF

Those ignorant of Forsyte ’Change would not, perhaps, foresee all

the stir made by Irene’s visit to the house.

After Swithin had related at Timothy’s the full story of his

memorable drive, the same, with the least suspicion of curiosity,

the merest touch of malice, and a real desire to do good, was

passed on to June.

“And what a _dreadful_ thing to say, my dear!” ended Aunt Juley;

“that about not going home. What did she mean?”

It was a strange recital for the girl. She heard it flushing

painfully, and, suddenly, with a curt handshake, took her

departure.

“Almost rude!” Mrs. Small said to Aunt Hester, when June was

gone.

The proper construction was put on her reception of the news. She

was upset. Something was therefore very wrong. Odd! She and Irene

had been such friends!

It all tallied too well with whispers and hints that had been

going about for some time past. Recollections of Euphemia’s

account of the visit to the theatre—Mr. Bosinney always at

Soames’s? Oh, indeed! Yes, of course, he _would_ be—about the

house! Nothing open. Only upon the greatest, the most important

provocation was it necessary to say anything open on Forsyte

’Change. This machine was too nicely adjusted; a hint, the merest

trifling expression of regret or doubt, sufficed to set the

family soul so sympathetic—vibrating. No one desired that harm

should come of these vibrations—far from it; they were set in

motion with the best intentions, with the feeling that each

member of the family had a stake in the family soul.

And much kindness lay at the bottom of the gossip; it would

frequently result in visits of condolence being made, in

accordance with the customs of Society, thereby conferring a real

benefit upon the sufferers, and affording consolation to the

sound, who felt pleasantly that someone at all events was

suffering from that from which they themselves were not

suffering. In fact, it was simply a desire to keep things

well-aired, the desire which animates the Public Press, that

brought James, for instance, into communication with Mrs.

Septimus, Mrs. Septimus, with the little Nicholases, the little

Nicholases with who-knows-whom, and so on. That great class to

which they had risen, and now belonged, demanded a certain

candour, a still more certain reticence. This combination

guaranteed their membership.

Many of the younger Forsytes felt, very naturally, and would

openly declare, that they did not want their affairs pried into;

but so powerful was the invisible, magnetic current of family

gossip, that for the life of them they could not help knowing all

about everything. It was felt to be hopeless.

One of them (young Roger) had made an heroic attempt to free the

rising generation, by speaking of Timothy as an “old cat.” The

effort had justly recoiled upon himself; the words, coming round

in the most delicate way to Aunt Juley’s ears, were repeated by

her in a shocked voice to Mrs. Roger, whence they returned again

to young Roger.

And, after all, it was only the wrong-doers who suffered; as, for

instance, George, when he lost all that money playing billiards;

or young Roger himself, when he was so dreadfully near to

marrying the girl to whom, it was whispered, he was already

married by the laws of Nature; or again Irene, who was thought,

rather than said, to be in danger.

All this was not only pleasant but salutary. And it made so many

hours go lightly at Timothy’s in the Bayswater Road; so many

hours that must otherwise have been sterile and heavy to those

three who lived there; and Timothy’s was but one of hundreds of

such homes in this City of London—the homes of neutral persons of

the secure classes, who are out of the battle themselves, and

must find their reason for existing, in the battles of others.

But for the sweetness of family gossip, it must indeed have been

lonely there. Rumours and tales, reports, surmises—were they not

the children of the house, as dear and precious as the prattling

babes the brother and sisters had missed in their own journey? To

talk about them was as near as they could get to the possession

of all those children and grandchildren, after whom their soft

hearts yearned. For though it is doubtful whether Timothy’s heart

yearned, it is indubitable that at the arrival of each fresh

Forsyte child he was quite upset.

Useless for young Roger to say, “Old cat!” for Euphemia to hold

up her hands and cry: “Oh! those three!” and break into her

silent laugh with the squeak at the end. Useless, and not too

kind.

The situation which at this stage might seem, and especially to

Forsyte eyes, strange—not to say “impossible”—was, in view of

certain facts, not so strange after all.

Some things had been lost sight of.

And first, in the security bred of many harmless marriages, it

had been forgotten that Love is no hot-house flower, but a wild

plant, born of a wet night, born of an hour of sunshine; sprung

from wild seed, blown along the road by a wild wind. A wild plant

that, when it blooms by chance within the hedge of our gardens,

we call a flower; and when it blooms outside we call a weed; but,

flower or weed, whose scent and colour are always, wild!

And further—the facts and figures of their own lives being

against the perception of this truth—it was not generally

recognised by Forsytes that, where this wild plant springs, men

and women are but moths around the pale, flame-like blossom.

It was long since young Jolyon’s escapade—there was danger of a

tradition again arising that people in their position never cross

the hedge to pluck that flower; that one could reckon on having

love, like measles, once in due season, and getting over it

comfortably for all time—as with measles, on a soothing mixture

of butter and honey—in the arms of wedlock.

Of all those whom this strange rumour about Bosinney and Mrs.

Soames reached, James was the most affected. He had long

forgotten how he had hovered, lanky and pale, in side whiskers of

chestnut hue, round Emily, in the days of his own courtship. He

had long forgotten the small house in the purlieus of Mayfair,

where he had spent the early days of his married life, or rather,

he had long forgotten the early days, not the small house,—a

Forsyte never forgot a house—he had afterwards sold it at a clear

profit of four hundred pounds.

He had long forgotten those days, with their hopes and fears and

doubts about the prudence of the match (for Emily, though pretty,

had nothing, and he himself at that time was making a bare

thousand a year), and that strange, irresistible attraction which

had drawn him on, till he felt he must die if he could not marry

the girl with the fair hair, looped so neatly back, the fair arms

emerging from a skin-tight bodice, the fair form decorously

shielded by a cage of really stupendous circumference.

James had passed through the fire, but he had passed also through

the river of years which washes out the fire; he had experienced

the saddest experience of all—forgetfulness of what it was like

to be in love.

Forgotten! Forgotten so long, that he had forgotten even that he

had forgotten.

And now this rumour had come upon him, this rumour about his

son’s wife; very vague, a shadow dodging among the palpable,

straightforward appearances of things, unreal, unintelligible as

a ghost, but carrying with it, like a ghost, inexplicable terror.

He tried to bring it home to his mind, but it was no more use

than trying to apply to himself one of those tragedies he read of

daily in his evening paper. He simply could not. There could be

nothing in it. It was all their nonsense. She didn’t get on with

Soames as well as she might, but she was a good little thing—a

good little thing!

Like the not inconsiderable majority of men, James relished a

nice little bit of scandal, and would say, in a matter-of-fact

tone, licking his lips, “Yes, yes—she and young Dyson; they tell

me they’re living at Monte Carlo!”

But the significance of an affair of this sort—of its past, its

present, or its future—had never struck him. What it meant, what

torture and raptures had gone to its construction, what slow,

overmastering fate had lurked within the facts, very naked,

sometimes sordid, but generally spicy, presented to his gaze. He

was not in the habit of blaming, praising, drawing deductions, or

generalizing at all about such things; he simply listened rather

greedily, and repeated what he was told, finding considerable

benefit from the practice, as from the consumption of a sherry

and bitters before a meal.

Now, however, that such a thing—or rather the rumour, the breath

of it—had come near him personally, he felt as in a fog, which

filled his mouth full of a bad, thick flavour, and made it

difficult to draw breath.

A scandal! A possible scandal!

To repeat this word to himself thus was the only way in which he

could focus or make it thinkable. He had forgotten the sensations

necessary for understanding the progress, fate, or meaning of any

such business; he simply could no longer grasp the possibilities

of people running any risk for the sake of passion.

Amongst all those persons of his acquaintance, who went into the

City day after day and did their business there, whatever it was,

and in their leisure moments bought shares, and houses, and ate

dinners, and played games, as he was told, it would have seemed

to him ridiculous to suppose that there were any who would run

risks for the sake of anything so recondite, so figurative, as

passion.

Passion! He seemed, indeed, to have heard of it, and rules such

as “A young man and a young woman ought never to be trusted

together” were fixed in his mind as the parallels of latitude are

fixed on a map (for all Forsytes, when it comes to “bed-rock”

matters of fact, have quite a fine taste in realism); but as to

anything else—well, he could only appreciate it at all through

the catch-word “scandal.”

Ah! but there was no truth in it—could not be. He was not afraid;

she was really a good little thing. But there it was when you got

a thing like that into your mind. And James was of a nervous

temperament—one of those men whom things will not leave alone,

who suffer tortures from anticipation and indecision. For fear of

letting something slip that he might otherwise secure, he was

physically unable to make up his mind until absolutely certain

that, by not making it up, he would suffer loss.

In life, however, there were many occasions when the business of

making up his mind did not even rest with himself, and this was

one of them.

What could he do? Talk it over with Soames? That would only make

matters worse. And, after all, there was nothing in it, he felt

sure.

It was all that house. He had mistrusted the idea from the first.

What did Soames want to go into the country for? And, if he must

go spending a lot of money building himself a house, why not have

a first-rate man, instead of this young Bosinney, whom nobody

knew anything about? He had told them how it would be. And he had

heard that the house was costing Soames a pretty penny beyond

what he had reckoned on spending.

This fact, more than any other, brought home to James the real

danger of the situation. It was always like this with these

“artistic” chaps; a sensible man should have nothing to say to

them. He had warned Irene, too. And see what had come of it!

And it suddenly sprang into James’s mind that he ought to go and

see for himself. In the midst of that fog of uneasiness in which

his mind was enveloped the notion that he could go and look at

the house afforded him inexplicable satisfaction. It may have

been simply the decision to do something—more possibly the fact

that he was going to look at a house—that gave him relief. He

felt that in staring at an edifice of bricks and mortar, of wood

and stone, built by the suspected man himself, he would be

looking into the heart of that rumour about Irene.

Without saying a word, therefore, to anyone, he took a hansom to

the station and proceeded by train to Robin Hill; thence—there

being no “flies,” in accordance with the custom of the

neighbourhood—he found himself obliged to walk.

He started slowly up the hill, his angular knees and high

shoulders bent complainingly, his eyes fixed on his feet, yet,

neat for all that, in his high hat and his frock-coat, on which

was the speckless gloss imparted by perfect superintendence.

Emily saw to that; that is, she did not, of course, see to

it—people of good position not seeing to each other’s buttons,

and Emily was of good position—but she saw that the butler saw to

it.

He had to ask his way three times; on each occasion he repeated

the directions given him, got the man to repeat them, then

repeated them a second time, for he was naturally of a talkative

disposition, and one could not be too careful in a new

neighbourhood.

He kept assuring them that it was a new house he was looking for;

it was only, however, when he was shown the roof through the

trees that he could feel really satisfied that he had not been

directed entirely wrong.

A heavy sky seemed to cover the world with the grey whiteness of

a whitewashed ceiling. There was no freshness or fragrance in the

air. On such a day even British workmen scarcely cared to do more

then they were obliged, and moved about their business without

the drone of talk which whiles away the pangs of labour.

Through spaces of the unfinished house, shirt-sleeved figures

worked slowly, and sounds arose—spasmodic knockings, the scraping

of metal, the sawing of wood, with the rumble of wheelbarrows

along boards; now and again the foreman’s dog, tethered by a

string to an oaken beam, whimpered feebly, with a sound like the

singing of a kettle.

The fresh-fitted window-panes, daubed each with a white patch in

the centre, stared out at James like the eyes of a blind dog.

And the building chorus went on, strident and mirthless under the

grey-white sky. But the thrushes, hunting amongst the

fresh-turned earth for worms, were silent quite.

James picked his way among the heaps of gravel—the drive was

being laid—till he came opposite the porch. Here he stopped and

raised his eyes. There was but little to see from this point of

view, and that little he took in at once; but he stayed in this

position many minutes, and who shall know of what he thought.

His china-blue eyes under white eyebrows that jutted out in

little horns, never stirred; the long upper lip of his wide

mouth, between the fine white whiskers, twitched once or twice;

it was easy to see from that anxious rapt expression, whence

Soames derived the handicapped look which sometimes came upon his

face. James might have been saying to himself: “I don’t

know—life’s a tough job.”

In this position Bosinney surprised him.

James brought his eyes down from whatever bird’s-nest they had

been looking for in the sky to Bosinney’s face, on which was a

kind of humorous scorn.

“How do you do, Mr. Forsyte? Come down to see for yourself?”

It was exactly what James, as we know, had come for, and he was

made correspondingly uneasy. He held out his hand, however,

saying:

“How are you?” without looking at Bosinney.

The latter made way for him with an ironical smile.

James scented something suspicious in this courtesy. “I should

like to walk round the outside first,” he said, “and see what

you’ve been doing!”

A flagged terrace of rounded stones with a list of two or three

inches to port had been laid round the south-east and south-west

sides of the house, and ran with a bevelled edge into mould,

which was in preparation for being turfed; along this terrace

James led the way.

“Now what did _this_ cost?” he asked, when he saw the terrace

extending round the corner.

“What should you think?” inquired Bosinney.

“How should I know?” replied James somewhat nonplussed; “two or

three hundred, I dare say!”

“The exact sum!”

James gave him a sharp look, but the architect appeared

unconscious, and he put the answer down to mishearing.

On arriving at the garden entrance, he stopped to look at the

view.

“That ought to come down,” he said, pointing to the oak-tree.

“You think so? You think that with the tree there you don’t get

enough view for your money.”

Again James eyed him suspiciously—this young man had a peculiar

way of putting things: “Well!” he said, with a perplexed,

nervous, emphasis, “I don’t see what you want with a tree.”

“It shall come down to-morrow,” said Bosinney.

James was alarmed. “Oh,” he said, “don’t go saying I said it was

to come down! _I_ know nothing about it!”

“No?”

James went on in a fluster: “Why, what should I know about it?

It’s nothing to do with me! You do it on your own

responsibility.”

“You’ll allow me to mention your name?”

James grew more and more alarmed: “I don’t know what you want

mentioning my name for,” he muttered; “you’d better leave the

tree alone. It’s not your tree!”

He took out a silk handkerchief and wiped his brow. They entered

the house. Like Swithin, James was impressed by the inner

court-yard.

“You must have spent a deuce of a lot of money here,” he said,

after staring at the columns and gallery for some time. “Now,

what did it cost to put up those columns?”

“I can’t tell you off-hand,” thoughtfully answered Bosinney, “but

I know it was a deuce of a lot!”

“I should think so,” said James. “I should....” He caught the

architect’s eye, and broke off. And now, whenever he came to

anything of which he desired to know the cost, he stifled that

curiosity.

Bosinney appeared determined that he should see everything, and

had not James been of too “noticing” a nature, he would certainly

have found himself going round the house a second time. He seemed

so anxious to be asked questions, too, that James felt he must be

on his guard. He began to suffer from his exertions, for, though

wiry enough for a man of his long build, he was seventy-five

years old.

He grew discouraged; he seemed no nearer to anything, had not

obtained from his inspection any of the knowledge he had vaguely

hoped for. He had merely increased his dislike and mistrust of

this young man, who had tired him out with his politeness, and in

whose manner he now certainly detected mockery.

The fellow was sharper than he had thought, and better-looking

than he had hoped. He had a—a “don’t care” appearance that James,

to whom risk was the most intolerable thing in life, did not

appreciate; a peculiar smile, too, coming when least expected;

and very queer eyes. He reminded James, as he said afterwards, of

a hungry cat. This was as near as he could get, in conversation

with Emily, to a description of the peculiar exasperation,

velvetiness, and mockery, of which Bosinney’s manner had been

composed.

At last, having seen all that was to be seen, he came out again

at the door where he had gone in; and now, feeling that he was

wasting time and strength and money, all for nothing, he took the

courage of a Forsyte in both hands, and, looking sharply at

Bosinney, said:

“I dare say you see a good deal of my daughter-in-law; now, what

does _she_ think of the house? But she hasn’t seen it, I

suppose?”

This he said, knowing all about Irene’s visit not, of course,

that there was anything in the visit, except that extraordinary

remark she had made about “not caring to get home”—and the story

of how June had taken the news!

He had determined, by this way of putting the question, to give

Bosinney a chance, as he said to himself.

The latter was long in answering, but kept his eyes with

uncomfortable steadiness on James.

“She _has_ seen the house, but I can’t tell you what she thinks

of it.”

Nervous and baffled, James was constitutionally prevented from

letting the matter drop.

“Oh!” he said, “she has seen it? Soames brought her down, I

suppose?”

Bosinney smilingly replied: “Oh, no!”

“What, did she come down alone?”

“Oh, no!”

“Then—who brought her?”

“I really don’t know whether I ought to tell you who brought

her.”

To James, who knew that it was Swithin, this answer appeared

incomprehensible.

“Why!” he stammered, “you know that....” but he stopped, suddenly

perceiving his danger.

“Well,” he said, “if you don’t want to tell me I suppose you

won’t! Nobody tells me anything.”

Somewhat to his surprise Bosinney asked him a question.

“By the by,” he said, “could you tell me if there are likely to

be any more of you coming down? I should like to be on the spot!”

“Any more?” said James bewildered, “who should there be more? I

don’t know of any more. Good-bye.”

Looking at the ground he held out his hand, crossed the palm of

it with Bosinney’s, and taking his umbrella just above the silk,

walked away along the terrace.

Before he turned the corner he glanced back, and saw Bosinney

following him slowly—“slinking along the wall” as he put it to

himself, “like a great cat.” He paid no attention when the young

fellow raised his hat.

Outside the drive, and out of sight, he slackened his pace still

more. Very slowly, more bent than when he came, lean, hungry, and

disheartened, he made his way back to the station.

The Buccaneer, watching him go so sadly home, felt sorry perhaps

for his behaviour to the old man.

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