CHAPTER III. ONLY “THE HEART.”

|IGNORANT of the ruin it had wrought, the rich full voice of the

stranger still rang forth, manifestly to the admiration of the

confidential maid, since her nimble tongue failed to interrupt its

melody. She was not displeased that her lady too was listening with such

unbroken attention, and probably also looking out upon the singer;

for Mr Derrick was a very “proper man”--at all events in external

appearance--and had shewn himself in the servants-hall a while ago by

no means unconscious of the personal charms of Mistress Forest, which,

although mature, were still by no means despicable. A few years younger

than my Lady herself, Mary had been treated by Time at least with equal

courtesy; her figure was plump, her eyes were bright, her voice, which,

if not absolutely musical, could reach some very high notes, and upon

occasion, was clear and cheery. One would have said she would have been

too talkative to have suited my Lady's grave and quiet ways; but this

was not so. Lady Lisgard had that blessed gift of being able not

to listen unless it pleased her to do so, which enables so many

conscientious persons to speak favourably of sermons; all the avalanche

of her maid's eloquence passed clean over her head, and suffered her

to pursue her own meditations at the easy tribute of an appreciating nod

when all was ended. Even had she been much more inconvenienced by the

_debris_ of words, her tormentor would have been freely forgiven.

The affection between mistress and maid was deep and genuine, and had

extended over more than half their lifetime.

Mary Forest was the daughter of a fisherman at Coveton, the village

on whose sandy beach Sir Robert had picked up his bride. To old Jacob

Forest's cottage, the human flotsam and jetsam had been conveyed,

and upon Mary, then almost a child, had much of its tending at first

devolved. The kindly little nurse soon won the regard of her patient,

cut off by that one night's storm from kith and kin, for this emigrant

ship had contained all that were near or dear to her on earth, and

ready as a babe to clasp the tendrils of love about whoever shewed her

kindness. Removed from the cottage to the rectory, where the clergyman

and his wife welcomed her very hospitably, first, as a poor human waif,

that claimed some lodgment ere she could decide upon her future calling,

for a short time after that as their nursery governess, and finally as

guest and inmate pending those arrangements of her betrothed husband

which subsequently took her to France, Lucy Gavestone--for that was the

name by which my Lady was then known--did not forget little Mary and her

loving ministrations. She asked and easily obtained permission of

Sir Robert that the girl should accompany her to the semi-scholastic

establishment at Dijon in which he had decided to place her previous

to their marriage. This she accordingly did; and many a strange

reminiscence unshared by others (itself a great knitter of the bond of

friendship) had mistress and maid in common. The fortunes of the latter

of course rose with those of the former, and of all the household at

Mirk Abbey there was none in higher trust than Mary Forest, nor more

certain of the envied position she held, since the affection of my Lady

set her above the machinations of that Nemesis of favourite servants, a

Domestic Cabal. Those natural enemies, the butler and the cook, had even

shaken hands together for the purpose of compassing Mary's downfall,

but their combined endeavours had only obtained for a reward her

sovereign forgiveness and (I am afraid I must add) contempt.

In a word, Mary Forest was as happy in her circumstances as any woman

at her time of life could expect to be whose title of “Mistress” was

only brevet rank. She had subjugated many other male folks beside the

butler (the ancient coachman, for example, with the back view of whose

broad shoulders and no neck the Lisgard family had been familiar for

half a century), but such victories had not at all been owing to her

charms. By them, hitherto, Man had been an unconquered animal, and this

was the knot in the otherwise smooth surface of Mary's destiny which

no amount of planing (within _her_ philosophy) could make even. She

had been wooed, of course (what woman of twoscore, according to her own

account, has not?), but hitherto the suitors had not been eligible, or

her own ideas had been too ambitious. The time had now arrived with her

when compromise begins to be expedient, and high expectations abate.

Matrimonial opportunities at the Abbey were few and far between. She

had not received such marked attention from anybody for months as this

stranger, living upon his own means at the _Lisgard Arms_, had paid her

that very night in the servants-hall. No wonder, then, that while he

sang, she should for once be content to be a listener.

O'er the hill and o'er the vale

Each king bears a present;

Wise men go a child to hail,

Monarchs seek a peasant;

And a star in front proceeds,

Over rocks and rivers leads,

Shines with beams incessant.

Therefore onward, onward still,

Ford the stream, and climb the hill--

Love makes all things pleasant.

“There, now, I call that very pretty, my Lady,” exclaimed Mistress

Forest, as the last cadence died away; “and a very pretty sentiment at

the end--'Love makes all things pleasant;' although, for my part,

I know nothing about _that_, thank Heaven, and prefer to be my own

mistress--that is, with the exception of your Ladyship, to obey whom is

a labour of love. I am sure there are few husbands for whom I would give

up such a service as yours, my Lady. I wish Mr What's-his-name--dear

me, how stupid of me--ah, Derrick! It's rather a pretty name too;

don't you think so, my Lady? I wish this Mr Derrick would sing

us another song. He has a very beautiful voice, and I am sure his

expression--don't you think so, my Lady? Ahem. No; I hear them moving

off. Well, he will be in the choir to-morrow morning, that's sure. Had

you not better come to the fire, my---- Ah, great Heaven! Mistress, my

dear darling mistress, what is the matter? Let me ring for help!”

It was impossible to misunderstand my Lady's “No,” although it was

not articulate.

Huddled up, as I have said, in the space between the curtain and the

window-seat, white and cold as the snow without, voiceless and almost

breathless as her maid found her upon venturing to draw aside the heavy

damask folds between them, such a look of agonised apprehension yet shot

from her eyes as at once to prevent Mistress Forest from putting her

design with respect to the bell into effect; nay, more, having assisted

my Lady to the sofa, she rightly interpreted a second glance in the

direction of the door, to mean “Lock it,” and this she did even

before arranging the cushions, which would have been the first action

with most persons of her class. Mary Forest, although a babbler, was

no fool, and she perceived immediately that the distress which was

agitating her beloved mistress was at least as much mental as physical.

Once before, and only once, she had known my Lady to be what females

call “overcome”--that was upon the eve of her marriage with Sir

Robert; there was much similarity between the two attacks, but the

present was far more violent. In the first instance, she had been told

by her Ladyship that it was owing to “the heart,” which was

fitting enough under her then circumstances--but now when there was

no bridegroom-expectant to flutter that organ, it did seem singular

certainly. Doubtless her mistress would speak presently, and afford

the fullest information; in the meantime there was nothing for it but

silence and sal volatile.

My Lady's eyes are closed, and her features pale and still as marble,

but her lips are a little parted. With her white hands thus crosswise

over her bosom, she looks, thinks the confidential maid--for all the

world like that Dame Lisgard in the chancel, by the side of whose

marble couch her twelve fair children kneel, and take their mother's

ceaseless blessing. All twelve so near of an age, and so marvellously

alike, thanks to the skill of the sculptor, that one would have thought

the whole dozen--but that four, as Mistress Forest has read in _Portents

and Prodigies_, is the extreme limit--had made their simultaneous

arrival in the world. Stiff and cold almost as marble are my Lady's

limbs, blue-veined like it and rounded; but by degrees, as Mary rubs

them steadily, their life returns.

“Thank you, thank you,” murmurs her Ladyship. “I feel better now;

but” (this with effort) “I wish to be left alone.”

“Alone, my Lady! I dare not leave you thus, without even knowing what

ails you.”

“Nothing ails me now, Mary--nothing.” Lady Lisgard made a feint of

smiling, but kept her eyelids shut. She did not dare to let her maid

read what was written in her eyes.

“Was it your poor heart, again, madam?”

“Ay, my poor heart!” My Lady was speaking truth there. Among the

thousand millions born to suffer on this earth, there was not one

upon that Christmas Eve in mental agony more deep than hers. The blow

received had been so terrible and unexpected, that it had at first half

stupified all feeling; the real torture was now commencing, when she was

about to realise the full extent of her injuries. Lady Lisgard was not

without courage; but she was no Indian warrior to desire a spectator

of such torments. “I must be alone, dear Mary,” repeated she. “Be

sure you breathe no word of this to any one. Say, however, that I am not

very well. The cold when I opened that window to the Waits”--here she

visibly shuddered--“seems to have frozen me to the marrow--you may

tell them I have taken cold. I shall not be down to breakfast.”

“And I should recommend you to stay indoors, my dear (as I hope to

persuade Miss Letty to do), although it _is_ Christmas Day,” said Mary

tenderly, as she made up the fire before leaving the room; “for the

church is far from warm.”

“I shall not go to church,” said Lady Lisgard, with a decision

that reassured her attendant, and enabled her to wish her mistress

“good-night” without much apprehension.

“He will be in the choir to-morrow morning,” was the thought which

was crossing the minds of mistress and maid at the same instant.

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