It was when the Peace Treaty had been signed but not ratified by the
representatives of Germany and Austria that I met some of the friends
with whom I had travelled along many roads of war or had met in scenes
which already seemed far back in history. In London, after a journey
to America, I came again in touch with young Harding, whom I had seen
last on his way home to his pretty wife, who had fretted at his long
absence, and Charles Fortune, whose sense of humour had made me laugh
so often in the time of tragedy. Those were chance meetings in the
eddies of the great whirlpool of London life, as I saw other faces,
strange for a moment or two, until the difference between a field-cap
and a bowler hat, a uniform and civil clothes, was wiped out by a look
of recognition, and the sound of a remembered voice.
Not by chance but by a friendship which had followed me across the
world with written words, I found myself once more in the company of
Wickham Brand, and with him went again to spend some evenings with
Eileen O’Connor, who was now home in Kensington, after that grim drama
which she had played so long in Lille.
With “Daddy” Small I had been linked up by a lucky chain of
coincidences which had taken us both to New York at the same time and
brought us back to Europe on the same boat, which was the White Star
liner _Lapland_.
My chance meeting with Harding led to a renewal of friendship which was
more of his seeking than mine, though I liked him a good deal. But he
seemed to need me, craving sympathy which I gave with sincerity, and
companionship, which I could not give so easily, being a busy man.
It was on the night when London went mad, because of Peace, though not
so mad, I was told, as on the night of Armistice. It all seemed mad to
me when I was carried like a straw in a raging torrent of life which
poured down the Strand, swirled round Trafalgar Square, and choked
all channels westwards and eastwards of Piccadilly Circus. The spirit
of London had broken bounds. It came wildly from mean streets in the
slum quarters to the heart of the West End. The worst elements had
surged up and mingled with the middle-class folk and those who claim
exclusiveness by the power of wealth. In ignorance that all barriers
of caste were to be broken that night, “society” women, as they are
called, rather insolent in their public display of white shoulders, and
diamonds, and furs, set out in motor-cars for hotels and restaurants
which had arranged Peace dinners, and Peace dances. Some of them,
I saw, were unaccompanied by their own men, whom they were to meet
later, but the vacant seats in their open cars were quickly filled by
soldiers, seamen, or merry devils in civil clothes who climbed over the
backs of the cars when they were brought to a standstill in the crush
of vast crowds. Those uninvited guests, some of them wearing women’s
bonnets, most of them fluttering with flags pinned to their coats, all
of them provided with noise-making instruments, behaved with ironical
humour to the pretty ladies, touched their coiled hair with “ticklers,”
blew loud blasts on their toy trumpets, delivered cockney orations to
them for the enjoyment of the crowds below. Some of the pretty ladies
accepted the situation with courage and good-humour, laughing with
shrill mirth at their grotesque companions. Others were frightened,
and angry. I saw one girl try to beat off the hands of men clambering
about her car. They swarmed into it and paid no heed to her cries of
protest....
All the flappers were out in the Strand, and in Trafalgar Square, and
many streets. They were factory-girls, shop-girls, office-girls, and
their eyes were alight with adventure and a pagan ecstasy. Men teased
them as they passed with the long “ticklers,” and they, armed with
the same weapon, fought duels with these aggressors, and then fled,
and were pursued into the darkness of side-streets, where they were
caught and kissed. Soldiers in uniform, English, Scots, Canadians,
Australians, came lurching along in gangs, arm-in-arm, then mingled
with the girls, changed head-gear with them, struggled and danced and
stampeded with them. Seamen, three sheets in the wind, steered an
uneven course through this turbulent sea of life, roaring out choruses,
until each man had found a maid for the dance of joy.
London was a dark forest with nymphs and satyrs at play in the glades
and Pan stamping his hoofs like a giddy goat. All the passions let
loose by war, the breaking-down of old restraints, the gladness of
youth at escape from death, provided the motive-power, unconscious and
primitive, behind this Carnival of the London crowds.
From some church a procession came into Trafalgar Square, trying
to make a pathway through the multitude. A golden Cross was raised
high and clergymen in surplices, with acolytes and faithful women,
came chanting solemn words. The crowd closed about them. A mirthful
sailor teased the singing women with his tickler. Loud guffaws, shrill
laughter, were in the wake of the procession, though some men stood
to attention as the Cross passed, and others bared their heads and
something hushed the pagan riot a moment.
At the windows in Pall Mall men in evening clothes who had been
officers in the world-war, sat by the pretty women who had driven
through the crowds, looking out on the noisy pageant of the street. A
piano-organ was playing, and two young soldiers danced with ridiculous
grace, imitating the elegance and languorous ecstasy of society
dancers. One of them wore a woman’s hat and skirt and was wonderfully
comic.
I stood watching them, a little stupefied by all the noise and tumult
of this “Peace” night, and with a sense of tragic irony, remembering
millions of boys who lay dead in quiet fields and the agony of many
peoples in Europe. It was then that I saw young Harding. He was sitting
in his club window just above the dancing soldiers, and looking out
with a grave and rather woebegone face, remarkable in contrast with
the laughing faces of fellow-clubmen and their women. I recognised him
after a moment’s query in my mind, and said, “Hulloa, Harding!”
He stared at me and I saw the sudden dawning of remembrance.
“Come in,” he answered. “I had no idea you were back again!”
So I went into his club and sat by his side at the open window, glad of
this retreat from the pressure and tumult of the mob below.
He talked conventionally for a little while, and asked me whether I
had had “a good time” in the States, and whether I was busy, and why
the Americans seemed so hostile to President Wilson. I understood from
him that he approved of the Peace Treaty and was glad that Germany and
Austria had been “wiped off the map” as far as it was humanly possible.
We chatted like that for what I suppose was something more than
half-an-hour, while we looked out upon the seething multitude in the
street below, when suddenly the boy’s mask fell from him, so abruptly,
and with such a naked revelation of a soul in anguish, that concealment
was impossible.
I saw him lean forward with his elbows on the window-sill and his
hands clenching an iron bar. His face had become like his shirt front,
almost as white as that. A kind of groan came from him, like that of
a man badly wounded. The people on either side of him turned to look
at him, but he was unconscious of them, as he stared at something in
the street. I followed the direction of his eyes and guessed that he
was looking at a motor-car which had been stopped by the crowd who
were surging about it. It was an open car and inside were a young man
and woman in fancy-dress as Pierrot and Columbine. They were standing
up and pelting the crowd with long coloured streamers, which the mob
caught, and tossed back again, with shouts of laughter. The girl was
very pretty, with an audacious little face beneath the white sugar-loaf
cap, and her eyes were on fire. Her companion was a merry-eyed fellow,
clean-shaven and ruddy-faced (for he had not chalked it to Pierrot’s
whiteness), and looked to me typical of a naval officer or one of our
young air men. I could see nothing to groan about in such a sight.
“What’s wrong, Harding?”
I touched him on the elbow, for I did not like him to give himself away
before the other company in the window-seat.
He rose at once, and walked, in a stumbling way, across the room, while
I followed. The room was empty where we stood.
“Aren’t you well?” I asked.
He laughed in a most tragic way.
“Did you see those two in the car? Pierrot and Columbine?”