"Apart from her learning, Miss Jane was an altogether admirable woman,

and very naturally our neighbor, Mr. Skipwith, fell in love with her.

He came over here to see her every day for more than a year. He sent

her flowers from his garden, and when the frosts put an end to that he

built a green house, in order that he might keep on sending her

flowers. But somehow he never could get up courage enough to ask for

her hand, until one day Harriet Middleton brought about a crisis.

Harriet was an English girl of peculiarly good family whose father had

migrated to Virginia in search of health. Harriet was almost an old

maid, though not quite. She was blunt and aggressive in manner, though

as gentle and good as anybody could be when you came really to know

her. She was quick and shrewd of observation, and it did not take her

long to find out how matters stood between Mr. Skipwith and Miss Jane.

But the days and weeks went on and still there were no results. One

evening when the moon shone dreamily through a soft haze, Mr. Skipwith

and Miss Jane sat here in the porch, while Harriet and I walked away

through the orchard, by way of leaving them alone, and picking up some

good apples. When we returned, the pair were sitting precisely as we

had left them, at a respectful distance from each other, and both their

attitude and their manner bore convincing witness that even the hazy

moonlight had failed to bring about a crisis.

"Harriet's patience gave way. She stalked into the porch, with that

horse-like tread that Englishwomen use for a walk, and, taking her

stand between the two, said:

"'You two people love each other. You want to tell each other about it

but you don't dare; so I'm telling you instead. Now that I've

introduced the subject, perhaps you'll talk it out.'

"With that she passed on into the house, and a few weeks later Mr.

Skipwith and Miss Jane were married."

"And have they lived happily ever afterwards?"

"Indeed they have. They are well to do and very hospitable, and a

pleasanter place to visit than the Skipwith plantation doesn't exist in

Virginia."

"And Miss Middleton?"

"She's enjoying herself, bossing an insane asylum. She's only a patient

there, but she believes she's the superintendent, and they let her give

all the orders she thinks fit. Matilda," addressing a maid who at that

moment appeared with some lemonade, "send for the carriage please, and

send word that I want old Michael to drive me. Johnny is apt to go to

sleep."

"But where on earth are you going to drive at eleven o'clock at night?"

asked Millicent in wonder.

"Why, you know I have some fever patients out at the far quarters."

She was at pains not to say that she was going to visit them, though

she half intended to do so. Her desire--imperative and passionate--was

to separate herself from human companionship and think out the problems

that beset her soul.

"But mayn't I go with you?"

"No, no, no. You might get the fever, and besides, you must get your

beauty sleep. After you are married to--to some Virginia gentleman, and

become the mistress of a plantation, you will of course look after your

sick servants. Just now it is your duty to go to bed. There's an old

novel 'Dunallan' on the dressing case in my room. Go in there and get

it. It's the very sleepiest thing I ever saw in my life. Read half a

dozen pages of it and you'll be sound asleep. Good night. I won't speak

to you when I come back, lest I disturb your slumbers. Oh, by the way,

tell Diana to put three candles on my candle stand and place it close

to my bed. And tell her please to go to bed as soon as she gets things

ready in our rooms. I shall not want her to-night, and she has had a

hard day."

As she finished speaking the carriage drove up, with the white-haired

old coachman Michael on the box. He had long ago ceased to have active

duties of any kind to do, but when his "young missus" asked for him to

drive her anywhere, at any time and under any circumstances, the loyal

old servitor was ready and eager in response. He had driven Margaret's

mother on her wedding journey to the mountain resorts. He had driven

Margaret herself to her christening. He had grown old but never lax in

the service, and now in his old age, when he was excused from all

service, it was his chief joy to drive his "young missus" whenever she

honored him by asking that he should do so.

On this occasion he saw clearly enough that Margaret was distraught,

and when she entered the carriage he forbore to distress her with

questions. He simply picked out the best roads and followed them. After

awhile she spoke to him.

"I reckon you'd better drive to the far quarters, Uncle Michael. I

ought to see the sick ones."

"Dey ain't sick, Miss Margaret. Leastways dey ain't sick enough for you

to go botherin' 'bout 'em. Dey's jes' a sufferin' dere own calamities.

Dey stole a shoat night before last an' gorged on it all night. 'Course

dey had a fever yestiddy an' to-day. Don't you go a botherin' 'bout dem

no 'count niggas, Miss Margaret. Jes' you let ole Michael pick out de

roads fer you and drive you 'bout, comfortable like."

With this reassuring release from obligation, the girl sank back among

the cushions as the late rising, gibbous moon came up from the horizon,

and abandoned herself to thought.

She was a woman, young, strong, passionate; she cherished still that

dream of love which had so recently inspired and illumined her life.

She could not understand why or how it had been snatched away by

circumstance. It was hard for her to believe that all she had hoped for

and held dear had been banished from her life by a final, arbitrary,

inexplicable decree of fate.

"And yet," she reflected, "it is so. Between Boyd and me there is a

great gulf fixed, and nothing can furnish a bridge across it."

Then another thought occurred to her.

"Suppose I should write to Boyd and ask him for an explanation?

"No, I could not do that without sacrificing that pride of womanhood

without which a woman is nothing and worse than nothing. No, that can

never be. I wonder why he does not himself offer an explanation and

seek a restoration of old relations? No, that can never be. It would

involve such a sacrifice of manhood as is inconceivable. There is never

any explanation possible, never any solution to this riddle, never

anything."

She sat still for awhile, not thinking at all. Suddenly she reflected:

"After all it is his happiness that I care for. My own is of no

consequence. He is a man, and it will be easy for him to transfer his

affections. Men are not like women in that way. Millicent will make a

fitter wife for him than I ever could. He will be happy with her, and

as for me--well, it doesn't matter. I have my duties and my

occupations. The rest is of no consequence. He shall love Millicent and

marry her, and may be, when I'm an old, old woman, he and I will come

to understand each other again, at least so far that neither shall

accuse the other of treachery."

With a mind attuned to the great renunciation, she called to Michael

and bade him drive back to The Oaks.

XXVI

MOONLIGHT RESOLUTIONS

Millicent Danvers was a frank, open-minded young woman, almost

childlike in her simplicity of soul in every case where candor was met

with equal candor. But her childlikeness included a child's subtle

instinct as to the moods and motives of others, and where affection

prompted her scrutiny she was not often at fault in her judgments of

human conduct.

When Margaret, refusing her company, drove away that night Millicent

knew perfectly that her friend's spirit was disturbed in some unusual

way, for until then these two had been comrades in every such

expedition, and Margaret had been the one most insistent that they

should be so.

"I want you to see every phase of our Virginia life," she had many

times said, "so that when you go back to Boston you may know what there

is in it to approve, what to admire, what to condemn, and what merely

to laugh at. For I'm sure there is much in it that must strike Northern

people as ludicrous. Anyhow I want you to see it all and understand all

of it. Then I'm not afraid to trust our life and our ways and our

impulses to your hands for explanation and exposition to people who are

ignorant of them or know them only by prejudiced hearsay."

The events of this day, and especially Margaret's own conduct had been

so different from all this as to awaken curiosity and compel attention.

Both the curiosity and the attention had a deep and sincere affection

for their prompting.

When Margaret drove away and the late rising, gibbous moon appeared

above the tree tops and shone softly through the windows of Millicent's

southeast room, the girl sat down there by a casement to wonder, to

conjecture, to "guess," and, better still, to "think this thing out to

the end."

"There is something wrong with Margaret," was her first thought. "She

is disturbed and distressed, and she isn't the kind of person to be

disturbed and distressed without adequate reason. Why didn't she go

over to the Court House with me this morning and dine at the

Magisters'? She intended to do so. She and I had planned it all out,

and she had accepted Mrs. Magister's invitation. It was only at the

last moment that she decided to stay and nurse her father's purely

mythical gout. It was only five minutes before that that a note had

come from Mrs. Magister, saying that Mr. Boyd Westover had come down

out of the mountains and that she should 'compel' him to be one of her

dinner guests. I wonder if that news brought on the attack of gout, and

decided Margaret to stay at the Oaks and nurse it?

"Then again it is clear that Margaret does not expect Mr. Westover to

visit her in the near future. I wonder why? His plantation adjoins

this, and everybody says the two families have been intimate for

generations. There must be some special reason. In fact there is.

Somebody told me to-day that Colonel Conway had refused to join in the

nomination of Mr. Westover, and that the fact is injuring Mr.

Westover's canvass. I wonder what it means? Naturally Mr. Westover and

Margaret should be sweethearts, and after a while they should marry

each other. I wonder why things haven't gone that way? May be they have

been too intimate in their childhood. No, that isn't the solution. It

doesn't explain Margaret's care to avoid Mr. Westover. It doesn't

explain her plan to send me to Fighting Creek without her. It doesn't

explain her drive to-night. It doesn't explain anything. If they were

mere intimates, too intimate to think of love, Mr. Westover would be a

frequent guest at The Oaks and the relations of the two would be

comradely."

She paused for a while in the formulation of her thinking into orderly

phrases. Then she reflected:

"When I mentioned Margaret to him at dinner to-day he distinctly

winced. Every time I have mentioned him to her to-night, she has turned

the conversation to other subjects."

There was another long pause in the formulation of her thought. At last

her common sense asserted itself and she said to herself:

"Millicent Danvers, you are treading upon dangerous ground, and you

must get off it as quickly as possible. There has been a love affair

between Margaret and Westover. You can't shut your eyes to that fact or

pretend not to see it. Some break has come, but such breaks may be

repaired, and it is your function to repair this one."

A wave of melancholy swept over her soul as she thought of this. She

mightily admired Boyd Westover, and she had even dreamed a little dream

with regard to him. She was a proud maiden in her way and as she

searched her heart there in the moonlight, she decided that she had not

suffered herself to fall in love with Westover.

"How could I?" she challenged herself to answer. "I have met him but

once. The thing is absurd. Besides, no self-respecting young woman

gives her love to any man until he asks for it. No, of course I'm not

in love with Mr. Westover. It is nothing but admiration that I feel for

him."

Then, as she looked out into the tree-studded house grounds, where all

nature seemed to sleep in the soft haze of the moonlight, she added to

her thought:

"But it would be easy for such a man to change a woman's admiration

into love by a phrase, a word, a look into her eyes. Thank God he has

not yet looked into my eyes in that way, and, God being my helper, he

never shall. After all,--well, after all there are only a few men in

the world that--well, anyhow, it isn't so terrible a thing to be an old

maid, and I'll do my duty in this case if the stars start from their

courses, as a consequence." Then she laughed under her breath, and

jeered in mocking fashion at the absurdity of her thought:

"Of course the stars will do nothing of the kind. That was a bit of

heroics, and I'm not a heroine of romance. I'm only a simple, honest,

Boston girl. I love Margaret dearly, and I'm resolved to do all I can

to bring about a reconciliation between her and Mr. Westover, for I'm

satisfied there is need for something of the sort. That's sane and

sensible at any rate, and the stars have nothing to do with it."

She had been reading an essay entitled, "The Great Renunciation," and

she was full of its spirit, almost a devotee to the impulses it sought

to inspire. But as she recalled it she laughed.

"That had to do with the great religions of the world. It didn't refer

to the case of a sensible girl who finds herself particularly attracted

by a young man at a first meeting and decides that she will not let him

fall in love with her because she realizes that the best loved friend

of her life is, or has been or ought to be his affianced wife.

Millicent, I'm ashamed of you. After all the instruction you've had as

to the conduct of life and the behavior of young women, this thing is

ridiculous."

Nevertheless there was sadness in that inexperienced heart of hers, as

she saw the carriage reënter the house grounds, and herself hastened

to bed lest her friend should discover her vigil. But if hers had not

been the great renunciation, at least it had been a resolution of

loyalty and good faith, and perhaps in the eyes of the angels the two

things are very nearly the same. Her exacting New England conscience at

any rate was satisfied, so that it let her sleep, just as Margaret's

Virginia conscience--different in kind but equally exigent in its

demands--permitted slumber, sweet and refreshing, to come to her.

When the morning came these two met, each intently resolved to render

to the other the supreme service of sacrifice, and neither dreaming of

the other's thought. But in all human affairs circumstance has its part

to play, and while it cannot alter purposes it often plays havoc with

results. It was so in this case. Things happened, and the happening was

more decisive than the moonlight meditations of a pair of maidens could

possibly be.

XXVII

THE PHILOSOPHY OF JACK TOWNS

Boyd Westover had the excellent mental habit of attending carefully to

more than one thing at a time.

Just now he had the election on his hands, and with it some problems of

personal dignity and repute that required his closest attention. But he

also had Wanalah plantation to look after, and in view of his long

absence he felt that home affairs were pressing.

Accordingly he was up before the dawn, on the morning after his

arrival, and for half an hour after dawn he waited, not at all

patiently, for the coming of his overseer, to whom he had sent a

summons over night to be with him "at the crack of day." Then instead

of waiting longer, he mounted his horse and rode away on a tour of

inspection.

It was well after sunrise when he returned to find the overseer

hitching his horse to the rack.

"Good afternoon, Mr. Wilkinson," he said; "I had hoped to see you this

morning."

"I'm sorry, sir, but Î was very tired last night."

"So was I. I had walked all through the night before. Never mind that

now. I wanted to see you at dawn. The sun is now half an hour high.

That means that you have wasted an hour and a half of my time, and my

time is just now precious."

"I'm very sorry, sir--"

"Don't bother to apologize. I can't waste any further time listening to

excuses. Why are you seeding the Gaston field in wheat? I directed

otherwise, you know."

"Well, sir, the fall has given us good weather, and we can get in that

two hundred acres as well as not."

"But how about harvesting it?"

"Oh, I'll manage that."

"Yes, by making the negroes work by moonlight, as you did last summer

to the everlasting shame of Wanalah plantation, and just as you made

too many hogsheads of tobacco and too many barrels of corn to the hand.

I have told you before and I tell you now that I will not have the

hands over-worked. Is the Gaston field seeded?"

"No, sir. We begin on that to-day."

"Don't seed it. Let it lie fallow."

"But my gracious, Mr. Westover,--"

"Never mind about your gracious. I tell you not to seed that field. And

another thing: You planted seven hundred thousand hills of tobacco last

year. I want you to write it up in your hat that four hundred thousand

is Wanalah's limit. I want you to understand that this plantation is

not run for money. If it supports itself, giving a decent living to the

whites and blacks on it, I shall be satisfied. If it doesn't quite do

that, I'll find a way in which to make up the deficiency. Now I want

you to give all the negroes on the plantation a whole holiday

to-morrow. I understand there's to be a big picnic with all-day

preaching over at Mount Moriah church, and I want everybody on the

plantation to attend it. By the way, Bob!" calling to a passing negro,

"go at once and tell old Joe I want him to kill two sheep--good fat

ones--three shoats and four turkeys this morning; tell him to hang 'em

in the ice house as soon as they're dressed, and send them over to

Mount Moriah early to-morrow morning. Do you hear?"

"Yassir!" responded Bob, his mouth already watering for the share he

expected to eat of the good things thus promised.

"And, Bob, tell Uncle Joe to take them over there himself and say that

Mas' Boyd Westover hopes the folks will have a good time and get as

much religion as they need."

"But, Boyd," said Jack Towns, who had sleepily strolled into the porch,

"don't you think--"

"No, decidedly not, Jack. You see Wanalah is the plantation nearest to

Mount Moriah, and it's the natural base of supplies for a meeting

there. If I don't furnish the provender they'll steal it out of my

pasture, my pig pen and my turkey yard. I very much prefer that they

should get the things honestly, and it costs me no more."

Then, returning to business, he said to the overseer:

"You understand the general spirit of my instructions, Mr. Wilkinson,

and I beg you to bear it in mind. I'll give more specific orders from

time to time, as they are needed."

"But what about me?" answered the overseer. "I've got a reputation for

makin' more tobacco to the hand an' more wheat to the acre an' more

corn on top o' that than any other man as oversees a plantation

anywheres for forty mile around here."

"Well, what of it?"

"Well, it's this a ways. I ain't a-goin' to lose a reputation I prides

myself on. Ef you don't want your niggers worked fer all they's worth,

perhaps you'd better look out fer another overseer."

Westover flushed angrily, more at the tone than at the words, and

answered instantly:

"Perhaps I had. At any rate I will. I shall not renew my contract with

you for another year."

The Virginians were very tolerant of insolence on the part of a negro.

Usually they treated it as badinage, quite harmlessly and humorously

meant. But insolence on the part of an overseer was always taken

seriously and instantly resented. The overseers constituted a pariah

class, for whom there was tolerance only so long as they "minded their

manners."

As the overseer lingered in hope of some modification of the sentence

he had brought upon himself, Westover impatiently turned upon him,

saying:

"I think I have nothing more to say to you, Mr. Wilkinson, and I wish

to talk with Mr. Towns. You may go now."

As the man walked down the road that led to the outer gates, he

muttered:

"I'll git back at him for that. He's a sneak-in' abolitionist. I'll be

over at Fighting Creek to-morrow, seein's he's made it a holiday here."

"Now I want to talk with you, Jack," said Westover when the man was

well out of earshot.

"So I understood you to say to Mr. Wilkinson; and you may go on and

talk to me till the cows come home, if it amuses you to do so, but if

you expect me to talk back in any rational way, you've simply got to

wait till after breakfast. When I've had two cups of coffee, the best

part of a roe herring, three or four slices of cold ham, a wedge or two

of hot light bread, some beaten biscuit, and one of your belated

cantaloupes, I shall begin to appreciate the fact that I have a brain.

Till then I decline to consider myself a rational being. Go on and

talk, if you want to."

"I will," answered Westover, passing into the house. To one of the

dining-room servants he said:

"Serve a pot of coffee to Mr. Towns immediately, do you hear? Is it

ready?"

Half a minute later Cilla appeared in the porch bearing a tray with

coffee and its accessories daintily arranged upon a napkin. The

servants at Wanalah had not yet lost their memory of the training they

had received in youth.

"There," said Westover, "saturate your soul and stimulate your system

with coffee. And by the way, there's a frost-bitten tomato sliced up to

deceive your eyes and your appetite. How long before breakfast, Cilla?"

"It's a-bein' brung in now," answered the serving girl, "all but the

hot buckwheat cakes, an' them'll come a little later."

It was the custom of the Virginians to talk freely at table, paying no

heed whatever to the presence of their servitors. Accordingly, as soon

as Jack Towns began to discover his brains again, under the influence

of a breakfast that might have made a chatterer of the Sphinx itself,

the two talked of plans.

"My first endeavor," said Westover, "will be to compel Colonel Conway

to declare himself. To that end, as soon as breakfast is done, I shall

send him a letter that will require a response of some sort. You see,

Jack, his attitude is far more hurtful to me than the most aggressive

antagonism on his part could be. Everybody knows that the Westovers and

the Conways have been the most intimate friends possible throughout

generations past. If he and I had had a quarrel, everybody would

understand. But we have had no quarrel, and so nobody understands and

everybody wonders. If he believes I was guilty down there in Richmond--"

"He can't think that, unless he's an idiot of extraordinary capacity

for the lunatic misinterpretation of facts," interrupted Towns.

"Perhaps not. Still, I remember hearing a 'Pennsylvania Dutch'

magistrate declare from the bench that 'Nodings is possible mit Gott,'

and so it may be that, he believes that. If so he has a perfect right

to express his belief. All I ask is that he shall say what it is he has

against me."

"Stuff and nonsense! Rot and rubbish! Scammony and gamboge! Moonlight,

music, love and flowers! Transcendentalism and green cheese!" exclaimed

Jack Towns, multiplying words as a man of oratorical habit is apt to

do. "You know perfectly well that he believes nothing of the sort.

Recall our conversation of last night."

"I remember it perfectly, and that is why I'm going to write to Colonel

Conway this morning. It may open the way to an explanation."

"It may, of course. But if I were in your place I'd write to Margaret

instead."

"How can I? I have written to her again and again, and she has not

answered. Self-respect forbids me--"

"I quite understand. It was self-respect that caused a cat to lose an

eye in a scrimmage rather than explain to the other cat that the fence

he was sitting on was the personal property of his own master. Never

mind. If you won't write to Margaret, write to her father by all means.

It may provoke a crisis of some sort, and that is the one thing to be

desired just now."

But Boyd Westover was not destined to send that letter. He toiled over

it half the day and more. He wrote it in forty different forms. He used

up more letter paper than had been consumed at Wanalah during a year or

more past, but he could not get the thing into a shape that would do.

Finally he threw down his pen and turning to Jack Towns said:

"The trouble is, Jack, that when I try to formulate my complaint there

isn't a thing to challenge or question. Colonel Conway has not been

here to call upon me, but I cannot decently complain of that. He has

refused to join with others in nominating me, but that too was his

right and I cannot question it. The whole thing is so negative that

really there isn't a point I can mention as a ground of complaint."

"Yes? Well--"

"Yes, well, what? Why don't you say something?"

"I will. I'll say that you're irritable to-day. You showed it your

confab with your overseer, who is a very worthy man with an exaggerated

notion of the work a field hand ought to do in a day. You showed it at

breakfast, when you complained because the buckwheat cakes didn't make

their appearance precisely on time. Is there anything else you'd like

me to say?"

"Yes. What am I to do in this matter, by way of bringing about a

tolerable situation?"

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