after me to go up to the third floor. There, in a wretched garret, we
found one of the most miserable objects I ever beheld. Seated by a
little fire, in a room hardly habitable, was an old man of upward of
seventy, shrunk in body and limbs, but with his face bloated and heavy.
He had got on an old, tattered dressing-gown, and a thick, black
night-cap, and one of his legs was swathed in flannel. He held a little
sauce-pan in his hand, over the fire, cooking a _ragout_ for himself,
and an empty plate, with a knife and fork, stood upon the table, on
which also lay a broad ribbon and a star. When we entered, he started
up, and seeing two well-dressed strangers, set down the sauce-pan,
wrapped his gown a little closer round him, and then drawing his two
heels together, made us the bow of a dancing-master. He forgot not his
_politesse_ for a moment, and besought us to be seated, with a
simpering, half-fatuous smile, pointing to one whole and one half-chair,
and then begged to know to what he might attribute the felicity of our
visit—perhaps we were mistaken, he added, as he had not the pleasure of
knowing us. We might be in search of some other person, but his poor
name was Le Marquis d’ Carcassonne. I felt Father Bonneville, who was
behind me, catch my arm suddenly, as if to check me for some reason; but
I was anxious to obtain intelligence of Madame de Salins, and I asked
the old gentleman if he could give us any news of her. He was profoundly
grieved, he said in answer, that it was out or his power. He knew the
family, by repute, well, and had heard of them even in London; but it
was his inexpressible misfortune not to know where they were or what
they were doing. He bowed as he spoke, as if he sought to signify that
our audience was at its close, but before we retired, he added—
“May I inquire, monsieurs, if it be not indiscreet, whom I have the
honor of seeing? I only ask, that I may tell Madame de Salins that you
have done her the honor of calling upon her, in case I should meet with
her in society.”
I replied briefly that my name was “Monsieur De Lacy,” but those words
produced in an instant the most extraordinary effect. The bloated face
of the old man, red and carbuncled as it was, turned deadly pale. He
stood for a moment, and I could see him shake. I thought he was going to
faint, but the next instant he walked to the chair, seated himself
slowly, and waved his hand, saying—“Go, go.” At the same moment, Father
Bonneville pulled me by the arm, exclaiming more vehemently than was
usual with him:
“Come away, Louis, come away!”
I followed him down the stairs, and out into the street, and then
asked—with a heart beating strangely—what was the meaning of all that
had occurred, and who that old man was.
“The bitterest enemy of your family,” replied Father Bonneville; “the
murderer of your father. And is this the end of all his pride, ruthless
ambition and blood-thirsty persecution of the innocent! Ask me no
questions, Louis, but avoid that man. The venom may be extinct, but he
is a serpent still.”
BANKING MATTERS.
I walked home from the house in Swallow street exceedingly melancholy.
That there was some dark mystery about my fate, was clear, and it
presented itself in a more painful and tangible shape to my mind now,
than it had ever done before; but, in truth, I must own that this was
neither the sole nor the principal cause of the gloom that now fell upon
me. I had looked forward to the meeting with Madame de Salins and
Mariette, with a sort of childish, delighted expectation, which had
given a relief to darker and more sorrowful thoughts. A thousand sweet
memories of childhood had risen up like flowers to cover the grave of
more mature affection; and now they had withered also. A sensation of
despondency came upon me; an impression: a feeling that I was never to
be happy in affection; and this sort of sombre prepossession seemed to
connect itself somehow with the fate of my family and my race.
It must not be thought, indeed, that I gave myself up to such dreary
feelings without struggling against them, and even on the way back, I
strove to speak cheerfully, and to answer Father Bonneville’s hopeful
assertion, that we should find Madame de Salins yet, not quite as
confidently, but without any display of the doubts which had possession
of my own mind. At heart, however, I had given up all hope. I had never
been one of those sanguine people, who believed their fortunes to be
written in the chapter of accidents; and what but accident could produce
a meeting between us and those we sought for, now that all clue was
lost. Where, in that vast world of London—where in that thickly-peopled
country, were we ever to hear of two unknown, and probably poor, exiles,
such as Madame de Salins and her daughter. The very crowds that passed
us in the street, hurrying eagerly and rapidly along, each one thinking
of himself with eager face, and hardly noticing the others who passed,
seemed to forbid such expectations.
“No, no,” I said to myself. “They are lost to us now, probably forever.”
I would not transact any business that day, although several hours of
daylight still remained, and it would have been much better probably to
have plunged into dry details at once; but there is generally an apathy
about disappointment, at least there was with myself, and obtaining some
books from a library, I sat reading somewhat listlessly during the whole
evening, for many hours after Father Bonneville had retired to rest.
From time to time I laid down the book, indeed, and thought of myself
and of my future, and cross-examined myself in regard to the past. The
book I had been reading was a sentimental one of the day, but not
without considerable power. It treated of Love, amongst other things,
and painted that passion with a fire and vehemence rarely seen in the
works of English writers. I tried to test my love for my poor Louise, by
the sentiments there expressed, and I felt sorry and angry with myself
to find that my own feelings had never come up to the standard before
me. That I had loved her with a deep, sincere, and strong attachment, I
knew.—I was sure; and her gentle sweetness during her last hours, and
her early fate, had only endeared her to me more, and made her memory
precious to me. But yet I felt disappointed, grieved that I had not
experienced that strong, vehement passion which the book before me
depicted. It seemed almost to me as if I wronged her—as if she had been
worthy of better, more earnest love than mine.
Upon the whole, the reading of that night, and the reflections which
came with it, served not at all to cheer me; and I determined the next
day to do what I had better have done at once—plunge into business,
arrange my affairs, and ascertain precisely what my future means were to
be. My first visit, of course, was to be made to the banker who had
received the remittances from Germany, and I asked Father Bonneville to
go with me. He declined, however, saying that he had some little affairs
to transact himself, and would meet me at dinner in the evening. At this
time, by an easy transition, he and I seemed to have in some degree
changed places. I was anxious about him, careful of him, and hardly
fancied that in that vast strange place he was capable of taking care of
himself. I made him promise, therefore, that he would take a
hackney-coach, and went away, not wishing to seem inquisitive as to his
errand, although I could not help believing that I had personally
something to do with the business he was about to transact.
At the bankers it was soon perceived by the clerks that I was utterly
ignorant of business; but on giving my name, and stating what I wanted,
I was introduced into a small, dingy room at the back of the building,
where candles were lighted, and were necessary. By their light I
perceived a fine-looking old gentleman, with a square face, and a large
bald head, glossy as a mirror. My name had been announced to him before
I entered, and he rose and shook me warmly by the hand, congratulating
me on my safe arrival in England.
“We have had a little trouble,” he said, “about this business, for our
friends at Hamburgh have a strange way of remitting money, by mercantile
bills, for all sorts of sums, and at very various dates—none of them
very long, it is true, but it gives our clerks a great deal of pains in
collecting; and if you had arrived a month ago, you would have found
that part of the business not concluded, Count.”
“I beg your pardon,” I said, with a smile, “I believe I have no right to
the title you give me, although my recollections of France do not go
further back than a period when all titles had been abolished. Citizen
was the ordinary name in those days, and if strangers gave me any title
at all at my age, it was ‘Gamin.’”
The banker seemed surprised, and for a moment looked a little
suspicious, as if he thought it might be a case of personation. “But you
are the gentleman,” he said, “who married the daughter of
Professor—Professor—”
“Of Professor Haas,” I said, in a grave tone.
“Ay, exactly, exactly—Professor Haas,” rejoined the banker. “But you
have, of course, the letter announcing this remittance to our hands?”
“Oh, yes,” I answered, now seeing in which way his suspicions turned; “I
have both the letter from Hamburgh, and the marriage contract, which I
shall always keep. There is the letter;” and taking out my pocket-book,
I handed it to him. The banker himself could make nothing of the
contents, for it was written it German, of which he did not understand a
word; but he sent for a clerk who did, and in the meanwhile pointed out
something I had never remarked before in the address, which was written
in a good, round, text hand. At the top was written as usual, “à
monsieur,” and underneath appeared, somewhat run together, the words “Le
comte,” which I had read Louis.
“You see he gives you the ‘Count’ at all events,” said the banker,
rubbing his hands.
“I did not remark it before,” I answered; “and I shall certainly never
take the title here.”
“By the way, by the way,” said the banker, “if I recollect right, there
is a letter for you here;” and handing the one I had given him to the
Clerk who had now entered, he said to him, “Be so good as to read that,
and let me know what it says.”
The clerk read off fluently, and translated with ease the contents of
the notary’s letter, and then said, pointing to me, “This must be the
Count de Lacy, sir.”
“He wont have the count—he wont have the count,” cried the banker,
laughing.
“Well, sir, I suppose that is as he pleases,” said the grave clerk; “but
had I not better get the letter that is here for him?”
It was soon brought, and I found it was from my good friend the notary,
containing two documents of much but very different interest. The one
was an inscription for the tomb of my poor Louise, drawn up by his
fellow executor, in which she was styled Countess de Lacy; and the other
was a letter from London, which had been received by one of the
principal authorities of Hamburgh, informing him that a rumor had
reached persons in England, interested in the welfare of a young
gentleman named Louis Count de Lacy, to the effect that he and his tutor
Father Bonneville, having emigrated from France, and been driven out of
Switzerland, were directing their steps toward the North of Germany, or
to Russia; and requesting the authorities of Hamburgh, if they should
appear in that city, to notify to Father Bonneville that the allowance
previously made would be continued; but that the banking-house at which
it was paid was changed to one which had been mentioned in a previous
letter.
“This will be good news for Father Bonneville,” I said, handing the
letter to the banker, who could make that out very well. He seemed now
perfectly satisfied, but still inquired where Father Bonneville was to
be found. I replied that he was with me in London, which seemed to
satisfy him still more; and the clerk nodded his head, and said in a
significant tone, “It’s all right, sir.”
Wonderful it is, how many men who transact a great deal of very
important business, are mere machines, guided by their subordinates.
They are but the hands of the clock, moved by wheels below them.
Probably but for the clerk’s saying, “It’s all right, sir,” I should
have got through very little business that day.
Now, however, every thing went on smoothly. Accounts were produced;
calculations rapidly made; various particulars, which might as well have
been written in Sanscrit, were explained to me in terms which might as
well have been Arabic; and in the end I found myself possessed of
property which the banker informed me would produce, if rightly
invested, an income of about eight hundred pounds a year. As I had never
been accustomed to calculate in pounds sterling, I found it somewhat
difficult to get the idea thereof disconnected from that of dollars, and
the banker had to explain to me, that eight hundred pounds a year made
so many _marks banco_, before I perceived that I was what might be
considered a very wealthy man—at least in Germany. I knew that the good
professor had possessed the reputation of being so; but I was not before
aware to what extent his accumulations had gone. My good friend the
banker advised me to have the amount invested for the time in public
funds, offered his assistance and advice as to its future employment,
and ended by inviting both myself and Father Bonneville to dine with him
on that day week.
I accepted for myself, but expressed a fear that my old companion would
not be well enough to go into society, and then took my leave, for it
was by this time late, and the banking-house was at the far end of that
dingy, busy, industrious ant-hill called “the city.”
When I got home to our little lodging, I found that Father Bonneville
had returned, and was waiting dinner for me; and I could see by his face
in a moment, that whatever had been the object of his expedition in the
morning, he had been disappointed. I gave him a general account of what
had occurred, told him the amount which we might annually count upon,
and in the end gave him the letter which had been sent to the
authorities at Hamburgh, which seemed to afford him some satisfaction,
but not so much as I had anticipated. He made very few comments upon the
letter itself, but pointed to the title of Count which had been given to
me with a melancholy smile, saying, “You have a right to it, Louis, but
if you take my advice, you will not assume it in this country.”
“I do not intend, my dear friend,” I replied; “but really all these
mysteries are painful to me. The time must come when all these things
should be explained, and I would fain know when that will be.”
“Yet a little, yet a little, Louis,” replied the good father, with a
deprecating look. “It may be one or two years, but not more, I
think—not more.”
“But, good father,” I answered, “you ought, at all events, to give me
the means of tracing out my own history, even though I use them not for
the time you mention. Life is uncertain, and were you taken from me, I
have not the slightest clue.”
“You will find it amongst my papers, whenever death calls me hence,”
replied Father Bonneville. “Every information and proof I collected long
ago; and in all the passages which we have lately undergone—in
exile—in poverty, and in peril, I have preserved them safely. But I
really would not take this name of Count—I would call myself merely Mr.
De Lacy. That is a common name in England; and you may very well pass
for an Englishman—the other title might do harm.”
I again assured him that I had no intention of assuming any title at
all. But however strong might be my resolution, I found it difficult to
keep. The banker’s clerks knew me by that title; and the banker himself,
when I went to dine with him, used it in introducing me to several
people. I declined it, however, wherever I could do so without
affectation, and made it sufficiently apparent that it was no assumption
of my own.
The party was large; the house in the west end of the town, most
magnificent; and a great number of persons were present, some of whom I
found were of the _élite_ of London society. It was very much the same
sort of party as all others in great capitals; and most of my readers
must have seen a thousand such. There were several insignificant
puppies, several equally insignificant, but very pretty young women, a
majority, however, of highly respectable, well-informed, gentleman-like,
but not very interesting people, and two or three of higher qualities,
polished, but not worn down in the polishing, with hearts as well as
minds, and not only with information, but with the will and the power to
apply it. It fortunately happened for me that some of these sat near me
at the table. One was a lady of the middle age, who was called Lady
Maria, and whose husband, a Commoner, and an eminent lawyer, sat higher
up the table; and another was a young man, dressed in the very height of
the fashion, and having a somewhat foppish air, which at first
prejudiced me a little against him. I soon found occasion to change my
opinion however; for, though he did not talk much, whatever he did say
was to the point; and allusion having been made to one of those very
common cases in great cities, where a man of high rank had behaved very
ill to a lady somewhat inferior in station, my friend with mustaches, on
the right, burst suddenly forth in a strain of indignant reprobation,
which made some of the other guests smile, and one of the ladies say,
laughingly, “You have been so long away, Charley, following your
uncivilized trade of fighting, that you have forgotten how delicately
such civilized vices require to be treated.”
“They shall never be treated delicately by me, my dear aunt,” replied
the young gentleman; “and at all events, I haven’t forgotten one thing
in my trade of fighting, that there is such a thing as honor, which must
be remembered as much in our conduct toward a woman, as in our conduct
toward a man.”
When the ladies had retired, he remained next to me, and we had a good
deal of conversation. I found he was a cavalry officer, who had seen
some service, notwithstanding his youth; and was in London for a few
months on leave of absence, in order to recover completely from a severe
wound in the chest. He once or twice called me Count; but as we grew
better acquainted over the wine, I begged him to drop the title, as it
was not my intention to assume it at all, while in England at least.
“It is my right, I believe,” I said; “but I quitted France at a very
early period, and have never been so called.”
“Well, I think you are right,” he replied. “Since England has become the
exile’s home, as we are proud to call it, we have had such a crowd of
Counts and Marquises of different kinds, that we have a difficulty in
distinguishing the genuine from the false. You would, of course, pass
muster, both from your appearance, and from the fact, which our good
friend the banker here has taken care to communicate to tongues that
will spread it, that you are that phœnix amongst Counts and Marquises—a
rich _émigré_. But the title of Count would do you no good amongst our
best people, who will like you quite as well as plain Mr. De Lacy; and
as such, if you will permit me, I will ask for you to-morrow.”
I expressed the great pleasure I should have to see him, giving him my
address. But I will not dwell longer on this dinner-party, as the few
incidents I have related were the only ones which occurred that had any
effect upon my fate.
GLIMPSES OF THE LOST.
New circumstances justified many new arrangements, upon which I will
only dwell for a moment. The morning after the dinner-party at the
banker’s, Father Bonneville and I had a long conversation in regard to
our future proceedings. The sum I now possessed seemed almost as large
to the good Father’s notions as to my own; for, to say truth, he had not
much more experience in money matters than myself. It was agreed that we
should set up house-keeping together, I insisted that he should have a
little vehicle—one of those neat one horse equipages, in producing
which England excels the whole world—and he hinted that I had better
have a saddle-horse, when one man would do for both. Between twelve and
one o’clock my new friend, Captain Westover, came to see me, and was
taken into our councils. He somewhat clouded our sanguine views of
wealth, by explaining to us the expenses of English living: but still
with all allowances made, we found that we had ample means for any thing
within our ambition, and in the course of the explanations which took
place, I learned that, in addition to what I had myself, Father
Bonneville counted on receiving from some source or another, the sum of
three hundred pounds per annum. After half an hour’s chat, Captain
Westover proposed to drive me out in search of horses and houses, in a
machine of his, then very fashionable in London, called a tilbury, which
had brought him to the door. His servant was turned out, and I took the
vacant place. He advised me strongly, for a time at least, to take a
furnished cottage at some little distance from London. “You can come in
when you like,” he said, “and there you will be more out of harm’s way.
Excuse me, De Lacy,” he continued with a laugh, “but every man entering
a great town like this, must be a little green at first, whatever may be
his experience of other places. It would be better for you to come to a
knowledge of London by degrees, and that can only be done by living a
little way out of it. With all its vices, its knavery, and its
abomination, there is no place like this great capital of ours in the
world for the comfort of having every thing that one can want, or
desire, or dream of, ready for one in an instant. Each man can choose
according to his means or his ambition. From the St. Giles cellar of the
thief or the professional beggar, to the princely palace of the nobleman
or the great merchant, every thing is at hand, and two or three taps of
an enchanter’s wand bring it into presence in a moment. So I will answer
for it, that we shall find what you want in the way of a house, in two
or three hours; but don’t have it too big: otherwise people will be
coming to dine with you and stay all night, a most harmonious and
agreeable way of being eaten out of house and home.”
Though brisk, active, generous and dashing, Captain Westover was a good
man of business, knew whatever he did know, well, was aware of the right
price of every thing, and I believe in the course of the next two or
three weeks, saved me several hundred pounds, besides putting me
completely in the way of doing the same for myself at an after period. I
will not dwell upon all our perquisitions. Let me come to the result.
Behold me, in the spring of the year, possessed of an exceedingly neat,
detached cottage, close upon Blackheath, with a beautiful garden filled
with shrubs and flowers, furniture excellent and abundant, two horses in
the stable, as pretty a little pony carriage as it was possible to
imagine, and a middle-aged groom, who though an active, honest and
excellent servant, had just been dismissed by a noble lord, because he
had got the asthma, and puffed like a grampus. He did his duty well,
however, and I did not mind his puffing. His name, moreover, was Lucas
Jones, or Jones Lucas—which, I never could make out, and I do not think
he knew well himself.
All the world was at that time volunteering.
Napoleon Bonaparte threatened an invasion of England, and fondly fancied
he could swallow up that stubborn little island as easily as he had
gulped down half the kingdoms of the continent; but little did he know
the spirit that he roused in the people of the land by the very threat.
All Great Britain was bristling in arms, and instead of men being
dragged away from their homes by forced conscriptions, people of all
ranks, classes and degrees, of all ages and characters, of all parties
and sects, were rushing in to enroll their names among the defenders of
their country, and submitting day after day, to toilsome drills, and
unaccustomed modes of life, to the loss of time and money and
convenience. But not a lip murmured, not a heart was depressed.
Blackheath was the great training-ground in the neighborhood of London
for this military race; and every day in my rides, I met with large
bodies of men, in red, and green, and blue, marching and
counter-marching, going through the manual, and expending great
quantities of powder and perspiration. Magistrates, lawyers, clerks,
shopkeepers, and draymen, were all jostling side by side in the charge;
and the first battle in England, would have left upon the ground, the
most motley assemblage of professions that ever was found in one place.
By pausing often to watch the manœuvres of the volunteers, I accustomed
my horse to stand fire very well, and it was with great delight I heard
from Captain Westover, that in order to try the skill and precision of
the volunteers, a great sham-fight was to be given on Blackheath itself,
in which were to be enacted all the operations that might be supposed
likely to take place, if a French force were to sail up the Thames, and
effect a landing near the little town of Greenwich. I told my gallant
informant, that although I had been in the middle of a great battle, and
had crossed a considerable portion of the field between the two lines, I
had not the most distant idea of what it all meant.
“No, nor have half the men who were in the battle,” said Captain
Westover. “We do what we are told; we fight; we succeed, or are beaten
off; but all that we know about it is, that there’s a great deal of
smoke, a great deal of dust, and a great number of men tumbling down
round about us, with a very awkward expression of countenance; and two
or three weeks after, when the newspapers come from England, we hear all
about the glorious victory we have obtained from the dispatches of the
general in command. This is generally what a subaltern knows of the
matter; but somehow or another, more comprehensive views are beaten into
our heads after awhile, and I will try, if possible, to give you some
notion of what is going on on Wednesday. But there is some talk of
making me an aid-de-camp for the nonce, which will be a great bore; for
I have a whole troop of lady friends coming down to see, without peril,
a battle without bullets.”
The day came; and good Father Bonneville, who had a great objection to
noise and bustle of any kind, and whose recollections of the battle of
Zurich were not the most agreeable, retreated for a couple of days to an
inn, at a place called Bromley, while I remained to enjoy the sight.
I must dwell with some detail upon the events of that morning, as they
were more important to me than those of any engagement I ever was in.
At an early hour I was out, walking round the scene where the mimic
fight was to take place. All was already in a state of bustle and
preparation. Cannon were planted: troops were taking up their position:
long lines of what were called fencibles, armed with pikes, were
stationed on the river bank, and a number of persons were arriving every
moment from London to witness the gay scene.
Expecting that the hospitalities of my cottage might be called upon, I
had laid in ample provisions, and soon after my return about nine
o’clock, Westover was there, mounted on a splendid horse, and dressed in
brilliant uniform. He came hurrying in, would not sit down to eat any
breakfast, but stood by the table, and dispatched a roll and a cup of
coffee while my horse was being saddled.
“We must be quick,” he said. “We must be quick; for I expect the whole
staff on the ground by ten, and I wish to introduce you to some good
people first.”
We were soon upon horseback, and cantering over the field. My companion
led me to the head of several regiments, and introduced me to their
colonels, who were generally old soldiers retired from the service, who
had sprung into arms again at the first news of danger. One I
particularly remember, a Colonel C——, as the finest looking man I
almost ever beheld. He could not have been much less than seventy, but
he was as upright as a pike-staff, his face blooming like a boy’s, and
his hair loaded with a red sort of powder, called I believe, marechal
powder, common in his youth. He swore a good deal; but in every other
respect, he demeaned himself with an easy, dignified courtesy which I
have never seen surpassed.
He was surrounded by a great number of very pretty women, who seemed to
adore him, and rather inconvenienced him by their presence; for after
giving one or two gentle hints that they had better betake themselves to
spots appointed for spectators, he exclaimed, with a wave of his sword,
which somewhat frightened them, “Damn it, my dear girls, you had better
get out of the way, or by —— we shall have some of the soldiers’
bayonets in your eyes, which would be to my loss, your loss, and all the
world’s loss. I’m going to order the charge in five minutes, and though
no gallant gentleman will doubt your powers of resistance, we shall
carry you at the point of the bayonet, I’ll answer for it. Captain
Westover, will you and your friend take my niece Kitty, and these
darlings, up to the mill there, where the carriages have been stationed?
You had better get on your horses, and drive them before you like a
flock of geese.”
We accomplished the service, however, more easily; and I learned from
Westover that the gallant old colonel had been one of Wolfe’s officers
at the taking of Quebec.
Not long after, the fight began; and by my companion’s management, I
remained with the staff during the greater part of the day. I need not
pause to describe the roaring of cannon, the firing of musketry, the
charging of lines of troops, the taking and retaking of different
positions; but I must notice one little event, which occurred about the
middle of the day. There had been a sort of lull in the noise and
confusion, when suddenly a carriage and four came dashing over the
ground toward the mill, just as a battery horse-artillery was galloping
like lightning across in a different direction to take up a new
position, while at the same moment a cavalry regiment was dashing up to
support a party on the right. The gayly dressed post-boys tried to pull
in their horses, but men, horses, and ladies in the carriage, were all
equally scared, and before they knew what they were doing, were
enveloped on every side by the troops. The commander-in-chief spoke a
word to Captain Westover; for it was a great object to all that the day
should pass over without serious accident, and one seemed now very
likely to take place. Away went Westover. Away went I after him, and
just arrived in time to turn the horses off the road before the guns
were upon them.
“Oh, good Heaven, what shall we do?” exclaimed a lady in the carriage,
with her head covered with ostrich feathers.
“Drive across to that little road, and off the ground as fast as you can
go,” shouted Westover to the post-boys. “You will get these ladies
killed if you do not mind.”
“But where can we see?” screamed the lady from the window.
“You cannot see at all, madam,” answered Westover, impatiently. “If you
wanted to see, you should have come earlier—Drive on and clear the
ground, boys.”
Away the postillions went. The lady drew back her head from the window
with an indignant air, and I saw just opposite to her, in the carriage,
the loveliest face I ever beheld. Delicately and beautifully chiseled,
every feature seemed to me perfect, in the brief glance I had. But that
was not the great charm; for there before me, for that single instant,
were those beautiful, liquid, hazel eyes, with the long fringe of dark
lashes, which I had never seen any thing like since I had last beheld
Mariette.
My first impulse was to gallop after the carriage as fast as possible;
but the troops swept round, the carriage dashed away, and all I could do
was to ask my companion if he knew who were its denizens.
“Not I,” he answered, hurriedly—“Some vulgar people they must be—none
but vulgar people get themselves into such situations as that—a
devilish pretty girl in the back of the carriage though, De Lacy—Why,
what’s the matter with you, man?”
“Why, I think I know her,” I replied, “and have been looking for her and
her mother for a long time.”
“Well, then, ride away after her,” answered Westover; “the post-boys
will insist upon feeding their horses, depend upon it; and you will find
them either at the Green-Man, or at some of the inns down below. Join me
again at the mill after it’s all over; for I intend you to give me some
dinner; and I must see all my aunts, and cousins, and mothers, who are
congregated there, if it be but for a moment, before they go back to
London. They have thought me rude enough already, I dare say.”
I followed his advice, and I believe that I would very willingly, at
that moment, have given at least half of all I had in the world to catch
that carriage; but I sought in vain. Not a trace of it was to be found,
and though there were post-boys enough at all the inns, I could not see
one in the same colored jacket as those I was in search of.
“Could it be Mariette?” I asked myself. The features were very
different; much more beautiful than those of my little companion. The
face was no longer round, but beautifully oval. The hair seemed somewhat
darker, too, but the eyes were Mariette’s; and I asked myself again,
“Could it be Mariette, or had some other person stolen her eyes?”
Sad, thoughtful, disappointed, I rode slowly back up Blackheath hill,
little caring what I should find going on above. But I had been absent
nearly two hours; the sham-fight was now over; drums and fifes,
trumpets, and all manner of instruments, were playing gay and triumphant
airs, friends and enemies were sitting down on the dry grass, eating the
plentiful viands prepared for them, and post-boys were leading up
strings of horses to draw back the gay parties who had come to witness
the scene, to dinners and festivities afar.
I directed my course at once toward the mill, from which several
carriages were already driving away; but as I approached, I saw Westover
still there, on horseback, at the side of an open vehicle to which the
horses had just been attached. He was talking to some ladies inside, one
of whom I had seen on the night when he and I first met, and who noticed
me by a gentle inclination of the head. Another was a much handsomer and
somewhat younger woman, but still past her youth. She seemed to be
taking little notice of any thing, and there was a deep, grave
melancholy upon her face, not harmonizing well with the gay and exciting
scene around. I did not go very near; for the drivers had their feet in
the stirrups, ready to mount, two servants in livery were already on the
box, and there was no time for conversation. Westover’s aunt, however,
beckoned me up, saying, “How have you been pleased, count?” and at the
same moment, the other lady fixed her eyes full upon me, and I could see
her turn deadly pale. She said a few words to her companion, however, in
a hurried and eager manner, although I was replying with some
commonplace answer at the moment.
My acquaintance turned her head, saying, loud enough for me to hear,
“The young Count de Lacy. Shall I introduce you to him, Catherine?”
There was no reply. The other lady whom she called Catherine, had sunk
back in the carriage, and her eyes were closed. She looked to me very
much as if she had fainted. I saw her face, but Westover did not; for I
was upon his left hand, and his aunt was between him and her companion.
“Shall I tell them to drive on?” he asked.
The other nodded her head, and the word was given; but as they dashed
away, I said in a tone of some anxiety, “Do you know, I think that lady
has fainted.”
“Which, which?” he cried. “Lady Catherine?”
“Not your aunt,” I said.
“They are both my aunts,” he answered, turning his horse sharply. “You
ride on to your hut, De Lacy; I’ll join you in a minute, when I see what
has befallen dear Aunt Catherine. She is never well, and rarely goes
out. This has been too much for her.”
Away he darted, and I, less pleased with the events of the day, I
suppose, than most others there present, took my way slowly over the
least incumbered parts of the heath, toward my cottage on the other
side, threading my way amongst groups of soldiers, and large masses of
gorse. At the pace I went, and by the course I pursued, it took me
nearly half an hour to reach my own gate; but I had already dismounted,
before Westover overtook me, although he came at a quick trot, with an
orderly following him.
I remarked that he was very grave, but his only comment on what had just
passed, was, “You were right, De Lacy. My aunt had fainted. Poor thing,
she has not strength for such scenes. And now, my friend, I have taken a
great liberty with you by inviting in your name, two foreign gentlemen,
who could get no dinner anywhere else—for Greenwich is as completely
eaten out as an overkept cheese—to come and dine with you. In revenge,
you shall come and dine with me next week, and eat and drink enough for
three if you can.” I told him I was very glad to see his friends, and
the rest of the day passed pleasantly enough, although I must say, I
never saw Westover so dull and thoughtful, notwithstanding all his
efforts to be gay. The two gentlemen, who followed him soon to my house,
I need not notice particularly, as I never saw them afterward, and never
cared about them at all. They were the sort of things that do very well
to fill a seat at a dinner table, or to be shot at in a line of battle,
behaving creditably in both situations, but doing very little else.
OLD FEELINGS AND NEW ACQUAINTANCES.
I did not go to bed till nearly two o’clock in the morning, not that my
guests stayed late—far from it. They all took their departure about ten
o’clock; but the events of the day, trifling as they may seem, had
produced upon my mind an effect difficult to be conceived, or even
accounted for. I felt convinced that it was Mariette I beheld, and I
reasoned upon her state and condition at the time, without guide it is
true, but with more accuracy than might have been expected. I by this
time knew the situation of emigrants in general in Great Britain. They
had been treated with great kindness by the people of the country;
subscriptions had been opened for them, aid had been afforded them; but
most of them had fled from France in a state of destitution, and were
actually in extreme poverty at that moment. Some were eking out the
means of subsistence by teaching, others by mere handicraft employments.
I had no reason to believe that Madame de Salins had carried much away
with her, and on the contrary, I had much reason to believe, from the
wretchedness of the lodging in which she must have dwelt in Swallow
street, that she was at one time, at least, in actual distress. The
beautiful girl I had seen in the carriage was exceedingly simply
dressed, and I asked myself whether my pretty Mariette, as so many had
done, might not have engaged herself as a governess in some family, and
might not, even now, be undergoing all the miseries and scorns of that
most painful situation.
But this was not all. In regard to Mariette I had been guided in my
conclusions—to some extent at all events—by plain, simple reason.
There were other impressions, however, upon my mind—other matters for
cogitation, with which reason had far less to do, and which gained their
importance, perhaps from the active embellishment of imagination,
perhaps from some of those deeper and more mysterious operations of the
mind, or of the heart, which leave reason far behind in their rapidity,
and surpass imagination by their truth. The face of that lady, whom they
called Lady Catherine, haunted me. The manner in which she had gazed at
me—the eager, keen, almost wild glance which she had given me, the
paleness which had overspread her face so suddenly, and the fainting fit
into which she had fallen immediately my name was mentioned, were not
matters of marvel to me, but of deep thought and consideration. It was
very natural, where such a mystery hung over my birth and early fate,
that I should feel inclined to connect it with every thing strange and
unexplained which I saw. But there was something more than all
this—something that I cannot explain or describe; which seemed to bear
down all thought and argument against it, and which made me feel a
conviction, stronger than any reason could have supplied, that there was
some tie between that lady’s fate and my own. I did not recollect her in
the least—not one feature in her face was familiar to me; but yet the
very moment I beheld her—before she even turned her eyes upon me, the
sight seemed to waken in an instant, dreams of happy early days—sweet
thoughts and feelings, which had slumbered for years unawakened by the
careless storekeeper, Memory.
It was therefore over these thoughts and feelings that I paused and
reflected, for so many hours.
I have often remarked in the course of life—in others as well as
myself—a somewhat curious phenomenon: namely, that when some great and
important—shall I call it change? No, not change. There are no changes
in human fate. They are all steps—steps toward a certain goal—That
when some great and important step, then, in human fate, is to be taken,
we feel an impression of the coming fact—we see, as it were, with the
eyes of the spirit, without the interference of the cold, hard,
short-sighted intellect, the awful magnitude of that which is before us;
and we are impelled to mark what at other times would seem the merest
trifles with anxious acuteness—to scan, as it were, the very pebbles in
our path, lest a rolling stone should make us lose our footing, and hurl
us over the precipice which we feel to be near at hand, though the mists
and darkness of our earthly being may hide the actual presence of the
yawning gulf.
What was to me a lady fainting in a carriage? What was there
extraordinary in a delicate woman giving way after an exciting scene,
and long and unusual fatigue? What was there in all that I had seen,
which could not be explained by a multitude of ordinary
circumstances—which I should not have left, at any other time, to rest
unthought of amongst the common, insignificant events of a day? And yet
I sat and pondered for four long hours, and even after I retired to bed
I could not sleep, but was kept awake with the same anxious thoughts.
Father Bonneville returned about two o’clock on the following day; but
with a lack of confidence which I rarely showed toward him—for he was
so gentle and so good, who could want confidence in him—I did not
mention at all, the little incident which had occurred at the mill. I
told him, however, all about the supposed sight I had caught of
Mariette, but the good Father only smiled at me.
“You are always thinking of Mariette, Louis,” he said, “and if you go on
so, I shall really fancy you are in love with her memory.”
“And so I am,” I answered frankly, “I can imagine a father would so love
a child, as I love Mariette; and I shall always love her so.”
“My dear boy,” replied Father Bonneville, laying his hand impressively
upon my arm, “that is impossible. You and Mariette are no longer
children; you might love her as a brother when you last saw her; but if
you love her at all, you must love her otherwise now.”
I fell into thought, and I felt that he was right. He gave me but little
time to ponder, however, asking me who else I had seen, and I mentioned
several names, Colonel C——, the commander-in-chief, a number of young
officers, the two strangers who had dined with me, and lastly, in as
easy a tone as I could assume, Westover’s two aunts.
Father Bonneville asked their names, and I replied, “Lady Winslow, and a
lady they called Lady Catherine—I suppose Lady Catherine Westover; for
he said, in the course of the evening, that she was his father’s
sister.”
I looked somewhat keenly at Father Bonneville as I spoke; but my words
did not seem to produce the slightest effect worth noticing.
“It is droll,” he said. “I do not remember the name of Westover in the
English peerage. It must be some new creation, I suppose.”
“I should think not,” I replied, “for there is a calm quietness about
them—a want of all arrogance and presumption—an easy, self-possessed
tranquillity, which I have always remarked, in this country, accompanies
ancient rights, and well assured position.”
“Do you know,” said Father Bonneville, suddenly darting away from the
subject, “that it has once or twice struck me, Louis, that there is a
great deal of likeness between your friend Captain Westover and
yourself?”
I smiled; for I could not conceive two men more different in
appearance—in complexion—in eyes, in height; for I was much taller,
and dark, while he was fair; but still the good Father’s words lingered
in my mind, and I determined the next time I saw my friend to learn, if
possible, something more of his history.
It was with great satisfaction then that, on the Friday morning, I
received a note from Westover, asking me to dine with him, either on the
Tuesday or the Wednesday following, and to name which day.
“Do come, De Lacy, on the one day or the other; for there are some
people, who will come on either day, to whom I much wish to introduce
you. My leave will soon expire, and I may not have another opportunity.”
I immediately answered his note, fixing the first named day, and then,
as it was a beautiful morning in the spring, I went out to fish in a
river which ran at some miles distant from my cottage, and where I had
hired a right—for the English are as tenacious of the right of stream
and wood as any old feudal lord that ever lived.
I had been engaged in the sport for about an hour, wandering along
through the beautiful meadows, and had done tolerably well, when I saw a
gentleman, of the middle age, walk slowly across from the other side,
and pause upon a little wooden bridge, observing my proceedings. He was
a tall, handsome man, about fifty, but thin and pale, dressed in a sort
of military blue coat, richly braided, but not very new; and his air was
exceedingly gentlemanly and prepossessing, though his riches were
evidently of Nature’s giving, not the world’s. After watching me a few
minutes, he came up with easy grace, and asked, with a strong foreign
accent, “If I had had good sport.”
I replied that it had been pretty well, adding a French proverb of no
particular significance.
“Ha!” he said, “have I the pleasure of speaking to a countryman?”
I replied in the affirmative; and he soon began to ask all sorts of
questions, in that courteous manner which renders inquisitiveness not
impertinent in a Frenchman. I told him I had quitted France very early,
and recollected but little of my native land; to which he replied, that
was a “_malheur_,” asking the year of my emigration.
I told him, and he replied, with a smile, that it was the same in which
he had left France; but added, that he had returned there since, and
fought in La Vendee. He then asked me if I knew many of my countrymen. I
replied in the negative, saying with a smile—for the opportunity seemed
too good to be missed—that there were only two, whom I had known so
well in my boyhood as to make me very anxious to hear of them again.
“May I be permitted to ask their names?” he said, quietly. “I am
acquainted with several, though, indeed, not very many; for my means are
too limited to allow of my mingling much in society.”
I at once named Madame de Salins and her daughter.
My new acquaintance paused and mused, as if he were trying to recollect
some circumstance, such as where he had heard of them, and I began to
entertain some hopes of information.
“Perhaps,” he said, at length, “I may be able to assist in your search
in some degree, although I am not sure. May I ask how old you were when
you quitted France?” and his eye ran over my person, which perhaps
showed signs of age beyond what my years warranted.
“Between twelve and thirteen,” I replied.
“Ay! and you have remembered them so long,” he said, in a tone of
interest. “Well, I will do my best to give you news of them. But I know
not where to send it to you, if I should prove fortunate enough to be
able to do so.”
I immediately gave him my card, which he examined, repeating the name,
and then turned the conversation in another course. I found him
exceedingly agreeable, mild and dignified in his manners, and full of
general information, though probably not a very learned man. He asked me
if I had been to pay my respects, while on the continent, to his majesty
the king—afterward known as Louis the Eighteenth—and expressed himself
sorry when he heard I had not.
“I think it would have been advisable in many respects,” he added. “This
madness will not last forever in France. Nor can the other powers of
Europe ever consent as a body to the existence of a state of things in
that country antagonistic to all their interests and all their
principles. Napoleon Bonaparte, in making himself emperor, has performed
an act which places France in a false position that she cannot maintain.
As long as he was merely the head of the republican party—the
incarnation of the spirit of revolution—he was certain of support at
home, and under no absolute necessity to protract the war with foreign
powers, one moment after they chose to make peace with the republic. As
emperor, however, he has taken upon himself an obligation to wage
eternal warfare; for by war alone can he maintain himself as emperor. He
may have gained a little with other monarchs by recognizing the
monarchical principle, but he has lost more with the French people.
France was divided into two. He has now divided it into three, and put
two parts against him. The one that he wields, the military part, may be
the most powerful for the present, but its adherence to himself depends
upon two conditions—war and success. Thus his dynasty can never stand;
for no civilized nation can ever be entirely military; and he who
attempts to make it so, will always fall as soon as the military part
cannot command success; and unless the whole nation be military, success
can never be ensured. My belief is that in a few years our old race of
kings will be upon the throne again.”
He talked with me for more than an hour, while I continued my sport; and
I then returned to my little cottage, very well satisfied with my
interview.
Father Bonneville seemed very well satisfied too, when I told him my
hopes of discovering the abode of Madame de Salins. He asked me many
questions about the gentleman I had met with, and made me describe him
accurately. When I had done, he said, nodding his head slowly with a
smile, “I think we shall find them now, Louis. I think we shall find
them now, and I am almost as glad of it as you are; although I trust
they have not been suffering so much from poverty as you imagine.”
A day or two passed on, however, without any intelligence, and the
Tuesday came on which I was to dine with Westover, in London. I dressed
myself with some care; for I knew that my friend was moving in the most
fashionable circles of the capital, and I drove in with the groom in the
little phæton, so as to be at his door at the very moment named. He was
lodging in a very handsome house in Brook street, and I found him
dressed for dinner, but alone.
“My other friends will not be as punctual as you are, De Lacy,” he said,
shaking me warmly by the hand; “and I dare say you will have to wait
half an hour for your dinner; but in the meantime I can introduce you to
them as they come in.”
In about ten minutes, two young and dashing men made their appearance,
and I was made acquainted with them in form. Then, five minutes after,
came an old peer, stout, beetle-browed, heavy in look but not in
intellect, and exceedingly loose in his apparel, which seemed to have
been thrown on with a pitchfork, but which did not at all detract from
the indefineable something which marks the gentleman. He had not been
there two minutes when the door again opened, and the Earl of N—— was
announced.
“Ah! your grandfather,” said the last comer. “That is an honor for a
grandson, Captain Westover.”
“I consider it as such, I assure you,” said my friend, as he advanced to
meet his relation, and I need not say that my eyes fixed eagerly upon
the father of Lady Catharine.
He was a tall, thin old man, of very distinguished appearance. I learned
afterward that he must have been a good deal over seventy; but he
certainly did not look more than sixty. He was perfectly straight and
upright, though not stiff in appearance, and was dressed entirely in
black, which was not usual in England at that period. Every article of
his apparel fitted exactly. His shoes, in which he still wore buckles,
were as polished as a looking-glass, and his gloves fitted him as if
they had been made upon his hands. His linen was marvelously fine, and
as white as snow; and his hair probably would have been as white as his
linen, even had it not been filled with powder. His face was very fine,
and his complexion peculiarly delicate; but there was no effeminacy
about him. There sat a world of resolution on his broad, towering brow,
and his teeth, of which he did not seem to have lost one, were always
pressed firm together when he was not speaking. His step was slow and
deliberate, but still there was none of the feebleness of age in it, and
there was a strong composure, if I may so express myself, which never
varied but for one moment.
Between the two peers there was no need of an introduction; and they
shook hands with each other cordially. One of the other gentlemen, Lord
N—— knew also; and the third was introduced to him. Westover then
turned, and presented me as Monsieur De Lacy. For a single instant, as
he spoke, the earl seemed moved. A slight change came over his face, a
twitch of the muscles about the mouth, evidently involuntary, and
passing away in one moment. He forgot not his courtesy, however, in the
least, did not shake hands with me, but bowed gracefully, and said a few
words about France and England, not at all depreciatory of my own
country, although he expressed a hope that I would not find my enforced
residence in Great Britain altogether without compensation.
He then turned to speak with his grandson and the other gentlemen. Two
others were added to the party, and shortly after we moved in to dinner.
By Westover’s arrangement I was seated next to his grandfather; but at
first he did not seem inclined to take much notice of me, and, to say
the truth, I was very busy with my own thoughts, and inclined to be
somewhat silent. After a time, however, a gentleman opposite engaged me
in conversation, and something I said seemed to please or strike the old
earl, for he joined in with a good deal of tact and wit. That
conversation dropped, but the earl continued to talk with me, with his
heart a little opened, perhaps, by good wine and good food, which I have
remarked have a great effect in producing urbanity—especially with
Englishmen. His lordship asked me how I liked the country, whether I had
seen much of it, and where I intended to pass the summer. I answered
briefly that I had seen very little of the land, and that my plans were
all unsettled.
“It is a pity that Charles must so soon rejoin his regiment,” said the
earl, “otherwise he might have shown you a good deal that is worth
seeing in England, and what is more, you could not be in safer hands. I
need not tell you, Monsieur De Lacy, that, for a young man, and a
stranger in this country, it is highly necessary that he should choose
his acquaintances well.”
“I am quite aware of the fact, my lord,” I replied, “and I consider
myself highly fortunate in having been early introduced to Captain
Westover. I have few if any acquaintances but those to whom he has
introduced me, and the banker to whom I had letters.”
“Ha!” replied the earl, thoughtfully, and after meditating for a moment,
as if something puzzled him, he said, “I think I heard you called the
Count De Lacy, in society—have you dropped the title?”
“I never took it willingly, my lord,” I replied, “although it is mine, I
believe, by right. I was driven out of France very early, and probably
never should have known of my countship; but it so happened that I
formed some connections in the city of Hamburgh, which led to a
considerable bequest from an old friend there, and that caused a
communication, in regard to myself, to take place between Hamburgh and
England.”
“But how did they know that you were a count, in Hamburgh, if you did
not know it yourself?” asked the earl.
“By a letter from England,” I answered, perhaps a little dryly. “It
referred to some money matters, of which, to say the truth, I understand
nothing; but it was addressed to some of the authorities at Hamburgh,
and in it I was designated by the title of count. The same title was
repeated in after correspondence, and thus it happened to be given to me
here, much to my annoyance; for I would fain drop the countship
altogether, not having the means to maintain any distinguished
position.”
“Ha! I see, I see,” said the earl, “you speak English remarkably well,
Mr. De Lacy. You must have learned it very young.”
“I do not remember the time when I did not speak it,” I replied.
“That is singular in France,” rejoined the old nobleman. “Did your
father speak English?”
I could feel a cloud come over my face, and I replied with very painful
feelings, “I never knew my father, my lord, and am not aware of who or
what he was. I have heard that he was murdered—but that is all I know.”
“I beg pardon—I beg pardon,” said the old earl; “I did not intend to
wound you. There are painful subjects in all families—may I drink wine
with you?”
During the rest of the evening his tone toward me became a little less
stiff and more kindly. He asked no more questions, however, but
conversed entirely upon indifferent subjects, and seemed well pleased
with my remarks. He retired early, indeed, and I remained for some time
longer, in the hope of being able to draw something more from Westover,
regarding his aunt, Lady Catharine. I had lost the opportunity of the
favorable ten minutes during which I was alone with him before dinner,
and no other presented itself for any private conversation. I could only
venture to express a hope before others, that his aunt, Lady Catharine,
had not suffered seriously from the fatigues of the review. He said she
had not been at all well since; and I remarked that I thought her very
beautiful.
“She was once the loveliest creature in all England, I am told,” was my
friend’s reply; “but that is past, and she can hardly, I think, be
called beautiful now—except, indeed, as a beautiful ruin.”
He spoke very gravely—nay, very sadly, and I did not like to press the
subject further. I remained some time longer to see if the other guests
would go, but they showed no intention of doing any thing of the kind,
and as I had a long drive before me, I took my departure, Westover
promising to ride down in a day or two, and take me upon some
expedition.
THE LONGED FOR MEETING.
Habitual reverence is a curious thing—more strong than most other
habits. I was certainly of a somewhat impetuous disposition, eager and
impatient of delay, notwithstanding all the drilling I had had in long
wanderings and many difficulties and distresses; but yet the habitual
reverence which I entertained for good Father Bonneville was not to be
mastered. It was one of those impressions received in youth, which, like
the foot-prints of certain animals that we discover in the rock, had
been pressed down there when the substance was soft, but had been
rendered indelible as it hardened. I returned from London disappointed
in one of my expectations, and I would fain have had a long conversation
with good Father Bonneville, in regard to all the doubts and mysteries
surrounding my own peculiar fate. The promise he had given of knowledge
at a future time did not satisfy me, and I thought that if he would but
touch upon the subject again, I would press him hard for further
explanation. Nay, more, I judged that the very party at Westover’s would
open the way, and resolved that I would not fail to take advantage of
the very first opportunity.
When the good Father came down to breakfast, however, with his calm,
placid countenance, and his usual quiet taciturnity, although there was
nothing in the least repulsive, none of that impenetrability which
sometimes characterizes the Roman Catholic priest, yet I felt a
repugnance to the idea of urging upon him a subject which he had shown
so much anxiety to avoid, and he certainly gave me no direct
encouragement. He merely asked if I had met a pleasant party at Captain
Westover’s; and when I in return told him of whom that party consisted,
and dwelt somewhat particularly upon the appearance and demeanor of the
Earl of N——, he seemed, I thought, a little surprised, and I could not
help fancying that a shade from some strong, and not pleasant emotion,
passed over his countenance: yet he asked not a question, and made no
observation of any kind. I then suffered the subject to drop,
notwithstanding all my resolutions.
Some days passed quietly and dully enough. English people are not fond
of making new acquaintances. None of our neighbors had yet called upon
us, and the gentleman whom I had met by the side of the brook, did not
make his appearance. Quiet tranquillity is the most burdensome of all
things to an impatient spirit; and I confess I fretted myself a good
deal during those dull three or four days. It seemed to me as if all the
world had forgotten us; and I felt much more solitary there, with every
comfort around me, than I had done in my long wandering from Switzerland
to Hamburgh, when I might very well have believed myself almost alone
upon the earth.
It rained, too, incessantly; and I began to feel very English, and to
abuse the climate heartily—though, by the way, it is the best I ever
saw, except, perhaps, in the central parts of France. I could not ride
out. I got tired of reading. I had nobody to write to. I was weary of
myself and the whole world—even Father Bonneville’s calm, sweet
placidity, his tranquil employments, and patience under the load of
dullness, half vexed me.
It was on the Saturday morning early, however, that a change took place;
the sky became clearer; light clouds, like enormous flakes of snow,
succeeded the dull, gray, pouring banks of rain; blue sky appeared here
and there; and, to complete all, as I looked out of the window, after
breakfast, I saw Westover riding up toward the house, with a servant
behind him, and a little valise behind the servant.
There was no horse or carriage-way up to the house, which was approached
by a path through a pretty little garden; and as he dismounted at the
gate, I heard my friend desire his groom to bring in the valise, to take
the horses to the inn, and to give Miss Kitty a feed and a half. He then
walked slowly up to the house, nodding to me as he came; and I could not
help remarking that he seemed pale and ill.
He was in his usual good spirits, however, and shook hands with me and
Father Bonneville heartily, saying, “Did you hear my order, De Lacy; to
bring in my valise? An unlucky thing for you, my friend, that I was at
the taking of your house, and know that you have a spare room; for I
come to beg quarters of you till Monday.”
I welcomed him gladly, and seating himself somewhat languidly, he said—
“I have been unwell for the last few days, and they tell me I should
leave that bustling, tiresome town of London; so I have come to see if
you will give me quiet lodging here, just as a trial—not that I think
it will do me any good.”
“Why—what is the matter, Westover?” I asked.
“Oh, nothing but that tiresome ball,” he replied, laying his hand upon
his chest. “It has taken another move I suppose, and set me spitting
blood again.”
“What, has it not been extracted?” I asked.
He shook his head mournfully, answering—
“No, no, it is there for life, they say, be life long or short; and it
is the strangest thing in the world, how a trifle like this—having an
ounce of lead in one, without knowing where to find it—will weigh upon
a man’s spirits, how it is ever present to his thoughts—a something he
cannot get rid of—the sword hung by a single hair over his head, during
the whole of the great festival of life.”
“Well, we will keep you here quietly,” I answered; “which we can do with
the most marvelous perfection.”
“If you had been here during these last three days,” said Father
Bonneville, with a quiet smile at me; “you would have had quiet enough,
Captain Westover—more quiet than our friend Louis likes, I believe;
for, as you may remark, he has literally worn the carpet by walking from
that table to the window. I always think we may gain good lessons from
the brute creation. God teaches them what is best under all
circumstances; and I copy the cocks and hens, and the great dog, all of
which, I remark, invariably sit quite still, and take every thing
quietly during rainy weather, knowing, that walk as fast as they would,
or as much, they cannot change the wind, or make the clouds withhold a
drop.”
Westover smiled, but replied—
“It is not exactly quiet I am seeking, my reverend friend, but to be out
of the air, and the parties, and the smoke of cities, and the
impertinent chattering, which is the smoke of society. No, no—no quiet
for me. If I am soon to ride with my troop, I may as well ride here, and
so I intend to make De Lacy mount his horse, and gallop away with me to
Eltham or Esher, or some of those places memorable in the past, where we
can sit down, and play the part of Volney for an hour, amongst the ruins
of empires. Then to-morrow, I intend to go with you to Mass; for all
Protestant as I am, I cannot help admitting that you sing a great deal
better in your worst chapels than we do in our best.”
Father Bonneville looked at me with a faint smile, and I informed
Westover that we had both of us, in the course of the last two years,
abandoned the church of Rome.
“It was not from any motives of interest, Captain Westover,” said Father
Bonneville, “neither from fear nor for favor, but from pure conviction.
The fact is, that in a time of great distress and anxiety, I found so
much consolation in the Bible, that I could not remain attached to a
church which denied it to my fellow men, and, moreover—without being
uncharitable—I thought I could see the reason of its being withheld
from men in general, in its manifest condemnation of the practices of
those who withhold it. Louis came to the same conclusion while we were
far apart; and parting as Roman Catholics we met as Protestants.”
Westover seemed much more surprised, and even moved by this intelligence
than I could have expected. He shook me warmly by the hand,
congratulating me, and saying—
“I am glad of it, De Lacy, I am glad of it. That makes a very great
difference—I am sincerely glad of it. We will talk no more of going to
Mass; though I do like to hear a good Mass well sung—so much so,
indeed, that my noble grandfather is every now and then in terror of his
life, for fear I should turn Papist, in which case, as he is the most
ultra Protestant that ever lived, he would, doubtless, cut me off with a
shilling, and be very sorry that he could not deprive me of the fortune
my Uncle Westover left me, lest I should spend it in favor of the
Propaganda—but come, De Lacy, let us take a walk to the inn, mount our
horses, and ride.”
We were soon upon our way, and as we passed slowly along through the
little village of Lewisham, Westover, who was looking round him,
exclaimed, “Good heaven, what a beautiful face!”
I turned my head sharply, but could see no one. The road was vacant,
except where a laboring man was wheeling a barrow, and a carrier was
taking a trunk out of a cart. At the side of the road, indeed, was one
of those little picturesque cottages, only to be seen in England, where
fine taste and love for the beautiful, has decorated with a thousand
charms the very lowliest of dwellings. It was only one story in height.
The windows were mere lattices, with diamond-shaped panes of glass,
rattling in leaden frames. The roof was thatched, and the door seemed
hardly tall enough for the entrance of a man, but the thatch was covered
with the rich green house-leek, and the whole front of the house was in
a glow with roses, trained beautifully between the little windows, and
every here and there holding out a long blossom-bearing arm, as if to
invite the passing stranger.
“She’s gone,” said Westover, “run away at the sight of two men on
horseback, as if it were the first time in life she had seen that sort
of Centaur. But I certainly never did see a more lovely creature.”
I made him describe her to me; but what description can ever give an
idea of a face? His was incomplete enough, but he said she had the most
lovely eyes in the world, and that was quite sufficient to set my
foolish fancy filling up the outline with the features of Mariette. I
caught myself in the midst of this portrait-painting, a new sort of
castle-building, and could not help smiling at my vain imaginations.
“What are you laughing at, De Lacy?” asked my companion.
“At myself, Westover,” I replied. “The truth is, your description is so
like some one I have been long seeking, and would give both my hands to
find, that, for a moment, you set my fancy wild with the idea that she
and your cottage-girl might have been the same.”
“O, ho,” said Westover, with a laugh; “but if your love affair has been
of long duration, this cannot be the same, for she seemed quite
young—not more than seventeen or eighteen.”
“That might well be,” I answered; “and yet my love affair, as you call
it, might date from twelve years ago. The person I seek is the companion
of my youth, one who is now an emigrant like myself, and I much fear
that she and her mother both, may be in some distress, while I have the
power of relieving it, and know not where to find them.”
“Yours must be a strange, curious history,” said Captain Westover. “I
wish, some dull evening, when you have nothing better to do, you would
tell it me, point by point. I am fond of a dreamy talk with a man over
his past times.”
“I should have thought there were attractions enough in the metropolis,”
I answered, “to occupy all the time of you men of fashion, in other ways
than that.”
“Attractions,” replied Captain Westover, “which either leave no
remembrance, or a sting. Take my word for it, De Lacy, there are
multitudes of us who would gladly leave wax candles to blaze, and
champagne to sparkle, and bright eyes—with no heart behind them—to
shine, in order to sit beneath a shaded lamp with a man of real action,
who has seen something of different countries, and a different world,
and a different life from ourselves, and listen to tales of the heart’s
realities, while all else around us is but the tinseled pageantry of a
dream. Come, when shall it be, De Lacy?”
“To-night, if you will,” I answered; “we are certain of being
uninterrupted.”
“But the old man,” he said. “Young men can never talk with open hearts
before old ones. There is a power in age which controls us even when
there is no real authority.”
“O, he goes to bed always at nine,” I said; and so we arranged it should
be, and so it was.
When we returned after our ride, Father Bonneville informed me that
there were some persons in the neighborhood, upon whom he wished me to
call with him on the Monday following; and Westover and I went up to
dress for dinner—a much more important operation than it has since
become, even within my own knowledge. We had the usual English dinner, a
small turbot, some boiled chickens and ham, preceded by soup after the
French fashion, (which I knew Father Bonneville could not do without,)
and followed by the inevitable apple-tart. After his coffee, the good
Father remained for an hour or so, then lighted his candle, and having
apologized, with the grace of an old courtier, for his early habits,
retired to rest. My story was then told much as I am now telling it,
only with more brevity, and I must say that Westover not only listened
with the fortitude of a martyr, but showed a deep interest, if I may
judge by his questions, in many parts of my narrative. Once or twice he
rose, and walked up and down the little room, sitting down when I
paused, and saying, “Go on, De Lacy, I am listening.”
I could not finish the whole in one night; but on the Sunday evening the
tale was concluded, and on the Monday, in spite of remonstrance, he set
out, saying he was going back to London. Why, I know not, but I watched
him from the window, across the heath, meditating on the state of his
health, and the risk he ran in joining his regiment again, with an
unextracted ball still in his chest.
Suddenly, to my surprise, I saw him pull in his horse, at the distance
of some five hundred yards from the house, beckon up his servant, and
speak to him for a moment. The master then took the left-hand road,
which led toward Lewisham, and the groom rode upon the way to London.
It is utterly impossible to describe the sensations which I experienced
at that moment. There was a mixture of anger, and suspicion, and
jealousy, which I can hardly characterize even to my mind at present.
Fancy was as busy as a fiend; and I felt quite sure that he was going
back toward the cottage, in order, if possible, to form some
acquaintance with the beautiful girl he had seen. I persuaded myself in
a moment—although I had unpersuaded myself before—that she must be
Mariette; and I pictured to myself, Westover, with his handsome person
and winning address, making instant love to her, and banishing poor
Louis de Lacy for ever from her heart.
It took me an hour’s struggle to overcome such feelings, and when I had
done my best I was still dissatisfied.
Toward twelve o’clock, Father Bonneville proposed that we should go out
for our visit, and for the first time, I asked where that visit was to
be.
“Why, Louis,” he replied, “you seemed so indifferent when I spoke of it
on Saturday, that I did not tell you the acquaintance you made while
fishing, came to call upon us during your ride with Captain Westover. He
is a gentleman of good family, and we must of course return his visit,
even were it not that I believe he can now inform us where to find
Madame de Salins.”
“Is Mariette not with her?” I asked eagerly.
“I believe so,” replied Father Bonneville, with a smile; “but let us go,
I said we should be there before one.”
I did not delay him, but I must confess, I thought he walked marvelously
slow, and wished from the bottom of my heart, that I had ordered the
pony carriage for our excursion. He took his way straight toward
Lewisham, turned to the left in the village, keeping on the left-hand
side, directly to the cottage with its roses. I do not know what had got
into my heart; but it brought to my remembrance a trick which I had seen
a charlatan play with an egg, which, by some contrivance, he made to
jump out of a pot the moment it was put in. He stopped at the door—at
the very door, and then suddenly said:
“Why, what is the matter with you, Louis? You are as pale as death.”
“O, nothing, nothing,” I replied, and knocked hard for admittance. I was
red enough then. A small servant-girl opened the door, and Father
Bonneville asked—“Whether Monsieur Le Comte was at home?”
My hopes about Mariette began to fail, and diminished to a very small
point when, on entering a little room, containing a good number of
books, I found my acquaintance of the brook-side alone, and without a
vestige of woman’s occupation any where visible.
He shook hands with us both, welcomed us heartily, and in common
civility I was obliged to repress my curiosity for a time.
“This is my little study,” he said, after some preliminary conversation,
“where I teach a few young pupils French, in order to eke out the small
means of subsistence I have left. But I thank God for all things, and
only regret that I have not enough to aid those of my countrymen who
have even less than myself.”
“That is what I fear,” I answered, “that there are many, and amongst
them some I deeply love, who may be suffering great distress, while I
have a superabundance.”
“There are, indeed, many, Monsieur De Lacy,” he said; but as the words
were upon his lips the door opened, and a voice of music said, “May I
come in?”
“Certainly, my child,” he replied; but she had taken it for granted, and
was in the room. There were the same eyes, the same look, the same
beautiful face which I had seen in the carriage, but with a figure, how
full of exquisite grace, how perfect in all its symmetry!
If my heart had not told me, at once, that it was Mariette, the glad
spring forward with which she flew to the arms of Father Bonneville
would have shown me the fact at once.
What possessed me I cannot tell, but I could not speak a word, and stood
like a fool, the more confounded from feeling that the eyes of a
stranger were upon me—yes, he gazed at me, earnestly, inquiringly. I
must, somehow, have betrayed myself.
“Do you not know me, Louis?” asked Mariette, holding out her hands to
me.
“Know you!” I cried, and if the whole world had been present, I could
not have refrained from taking her in my arms and kissing her cheek.
“Know you!” I repeated, “O, yes, I knew you the very first moment I saw
you in the carriage on Blackheath.”
“And I did not know you,” said Mariette, artlessly; “but how should I,
Louis? Here, you are a great tall man, six feet high; and yet you’re
still the same—the same eyes, and the same mouth, only your hair is
darker and not so curly.”
“I rode after you all through Greenwich,” I replied, apropos to nothing;
for my whole head was in a whirl, and she had left her hand in mine,
which did not tend to stay the beating of my heart, “but I could find no
trace of you.”
“Sit down, sit down, my children,” said the master of the house, “you
are both agitated with your young memories. I will go and call your
mother.”
“Let me—let me,” said Mariette, and running to the foot of the little
stairs, she exclaimed, “Mamma, mamma, here are Louis and Monsieur De
Bonneville.”
Madame de Salins ran down lightly and eagerly, and indeed she was very
little altered—looking, perhaps, better than when I had last seen her.
It was clear she was sincerely glad to meet us again; and seated round
the table, a thousand questions were asked, and about half the number
answered. All old feelings and memories revived. We talked of our little
cottage on the Rhine, of our meeting in Paris, and our adventures by the
way. The stranger joined in frankly and familiarly, evidently knowing
all that had befallen us. We formed again, as it were, one family, and
at length, emboldened by this renewal of old associations, I turned
smiling from the gentleman of the house to Madame de Salins, saying,
perhaps abruptly—
“Who is this? May I not be formally introduced to him?”
“Do you not know him, Louis?” she exclaimed, with a look of surprise.
“It is my husband—The Count de Salins. How else should I be here?”
“You forget, mamma, you forget,” said Mariette. “Louis always thought
that he was dead,” and casting herself upon her father’s neck, she shed
a few tears over the memory of the terrible days when first we met.
I looked surprised and bewildered, as well I might; and looking round at
Madame de Salins, I murmured—
“You told me he was dead.”
“I thought so when I told you so, Louis,” she replied, “I saw him fall
before my eyes, wounded in several places, and to all appearance dead.
But a glimmering of hope, springing from what source, I know not, led me
to trust my child to you and hurry back to the court of the château
where he had fallen. The assassins were gone; my husband’s blood was
still reeking from the ground; but his body was not there, and after a
long period of terrible suspense—it was but two hours, but it seemed an
eternity to me—I found that one of our good farmers had carried him
away, and was nursing in his own house a feeble spark of life which he
had found yet remaining. I flew to him; I tended him many weeks in
secret; I saw him recover consciousness and hope. None who beheld him
then, however, would have recognized the gay and handsome De Salins; and
it was agreed that he should be carried some ten or twelve leagues by
night, and thence removed to Paris in a litter as a dropsical patient
going to seek the aid of our good friend Doctor L——. All the peasantry
were in our favor. It was but the people of the cities who were infected
with the epidemic madness of the times. Every one aided—every one was
as secret as death. The very dogs of the farm-houses seemed to
comprehend and enter into our purposes. They barked not when the litter
entered the yard, but moved round us watchfully, as if to defend, rather
than betray us. It was necessary that I should part with him, however;
for my presence would have discovered all; and I hurried back to seek my
child, and meet him in Paris. Monsieur L—— was already prepared for
his coming; but he did more than could have been expected or even hoped.
He took him into his own house, and kept him there in profound secrecy
for some months. During that time I lay concealed under the appearance
of abject poverty. Mariette visited him every day, upon the pretence of
carrying little articles of food to the good Doctor’s house; and neither
by word or look, did she betray the secret—even to you, Louis. Do you
forgive us?”
I put my hand in my bosom, and drew out the ring which Madame de Salins
had given me, and which still remained suspended round my neck by the
little gold chain. I pressed it to my lips for my only reply; and gently
bending her head with a sweet smile, she proceeded, saying, “I could see
him but seldom—I dared rarely venture; but at length Dr. L—— formed
the scheme for us of making our escape from Paris, crossing the Rhine,
and waiting there for my husband’s coming. He was to follow as speedily
as possible, in the character of an officer of the Republican army, who
had been wounded at the battle of Jemappes. A thousand obstacles
intervened, however, and I remained in terrible anxiety, till at length
a letter informed me that he whom I had well-nigh given up for lost, had
crossed the Rhine in safety, and was then at Dusseldorf waiting my
coming. It was still necessary to maintain the most profound secrecy;
for emigrants were surrounded by spies and traitors, and one indiscreet
word might have brought the head of good Doctor L. to the block. I
joined my husband in safety with Mariette, however, and our good farmers
had gathered together a sum of money sufficient to enable us to cross
the sea to this island, and to live for some time obscurely here. That
sum would have been exhausted long ago, had we not by a fortunate chance
been driven from our small lodging in Swallow street by a brutal man,
whom I believe to be a spy, but who had once received great favors from
our family when a poor apothecary in Paris. He, a sensual, horrible
patron, the Marquis de Carcassonne, had no mercy upon us; but having
purchased the house, turned us out in the street four years ago. We
heard of this little cottage and took it; and a blessing it was; for
Monsieur de Salins has obtained a little class of pupils, by which our
small means have been somewhat saved.”
“We sought you in that house in Swallow street,” said Father Bonneville,
“Louis was impressed with the idea that you must be in want, and he has
been hunting for you far and wide ever since we came to England.”
“Real want, we have never known,” said Monsieur de Salins, “though we
have been poor enough—ay, so poor, as to induce me to let my child go
on a long visit to some rich and vulgar people, in order to economize
our little pittance. They thought that Mariette de Salins was reduced so
low as to accept the hand of their coarse son, and think it an honor and
a favor; but they have learned better now.”
“And did you visit that house in Swallow street?” asked Madame de
Salins, looking at me with an anxious and inquiring glance. “Who did you
see there?”
I told her all the particulars, Father Bonneville adding a word here and
there, and the account seemed to strike both Monsieur de Salins and his
wife with much surprise.
“He does not know,” said Madame de Salins, in a low and thoughtful tone,
turning her eyes upon her husband, “he does not know.”
“And so you found Monsieur de Carcassonne in poverty and distress?” said
Monsieur de Salins, “the one viper, I suppose, has stung the other. God
of heaven, my dear wife, how thankful we should be to Him on high, that
we sit here, and eat the daily bread of his mercy, with consciences
clear of offense, and hearts unloaded by a weight of guilt. Let them
take all from us, but our innocence and our honor, and we shall be rich
compared with these men, even were they wealthy and powerful as in days
of old.”
“And is it possible, Monsieur de Salins,” I asked, following the line of
thought in which my mind had been principally running, though there were
many other subjects eagerly appealing for attention, “Is it possible
that you, and dear Mariette, and Madame de Salins, have been living here
in comparative poverty, while I have been enjoying wealth and all that
wealth can give? This must be no longer——”
I saw a slight shade come over his countenance, and I added, “Madame de
Salins has been a mother to me; Mariette has been a sister. I have
sought them eagerly, daily since I have been in England, in order to
perform toward them the duties of a son and a brother. Surely Monsieur
de Salins,” I continued, taking his hand in mine, “you will not suffer
my having the good fortune to find you with them, to deprive me of my
right of adoption?”
“Dear, noble, generous Louis,” said Mariette, throwing her beautiful arm
round my neck, as if I had been indeed her brother.
“Why, I taught her to read and write,” I said, drawing her gently toward
her father. “She was my first and dearest pupil—I have all her little
books now, in which she spelt her early lessons.”
“And the pictures, and the pictures you drew, Louis,” cried Mariette.
“All, all safe through all my wanderings,” I replied. “Come, Monsieur de
Salins, I have a beautiful little place hard-by—ample means for all of
us. Every thing shall be soon prepared for you, and Madame de Salins,
and dear Mariette. We will share house and fortune and all, and be one
family again, as we were in our sweet cottage by the Rhine.”
I knew not what it was I urged—all the objections that a father’s eye
might see—all the difficulties in regard to the world, and the world’s
opinion; and I was not aware, till I found that even Father Bonneville
remained silent, and did not second me, that I was asking too much.
Monsieur de Salins, for his part, smiled at my enthusiasm, while Madame
de Salins wept at it; but he answered kindly and affectionately, putting
quietly aside all points difficult to deal with, and saying jestingly,
“Why, you would not have us quit this little, rosy dwelling where we
have been so happy; but be assured, my dear young friend, that no guest
will be more loved and honored within its walls than the Count De Lacy.”
I felt from his tone, that it would be in vain to press my request
further that day; but I knew the effect of perseverance, and I had hope
for the future. At all events Mariette and I had met again. I was
resolved that nothing should make me lose sight of her thenceforth, and
like all young hearts, I gave myself up to the present joy with trustful
confidence in the happiness of to-morrow.
Several hours glided sweetly by, and it was late in the day when Father
Bonneville and I retrod our steps to our own dwelling, each full of
thought.
[_Conclusion in our next._
* * * * *
I WOO THEE, SPRING.
BY WILLIAM ALBERT SUTLIFFE.
I woo thee, Spring, and I wed thee, Spring,
To a kindly-thoughted lay,
And I sing thee, Spring, in thy blossoming,
Through the lee-lang sunny day!
When young loves bud and old loves bloom—
When the warm earth bans all shade of gloom,
And bees hum summerly.
I woo thine ears to a kindly tale,
And what shall the story be?
I will tell thee dearest bonds are frail,
And that stars and flowers flee.
I will tell thee a tale of woful wings
That rive from the soul its precious things,
And shadow sweet fantasy.
I will tell thee of some that have fled away
Since last we saw thy face;
And some that are gone from the sheeny day
To the lonesome burial-place.
And of joys, like a string of pearls unstrung—
Like treasured flowers to the fierce wind flung,
That sleep with the buried grace.
O, I woo thee, Spring, and I wed thee, Spring,
To a sadly-thoughted lay,
And I sing thee, Spring, in thy blossoming,
Through the lee-lang cloudy day!
For the lone day dies through purple bars—
And a misty grief enwraps the stars,
And our hopes are ashen-gray.
But the flowers bud and the flowers blow
And the mossy streams are sheen,
And the downy clouds to the Norland go,
While the blue sky laughs between;
And the light without, to the dark within,
Would seem to say—“Will ye up and win
While the paths of life are green?”
But the outer joy on the soul’s annoy
Looks in and laughs in vain—
For the inner chains of the spirit’s pains
May ne’er be reft in twain;
And the song that erst in joy begun
Sinks into wail ere the setting sun,
A sad and deathful strain.
So I woo thee, Spring, and I wed thee, Spring,
To a dreary-thoughted lay,
And I sing thee, Spring, in thy blossoming,
Through the lee-lang weary day!
Through the lee-lang day and the plodding night—
When no golden star’s in the lift alight,
To brighten a weary way.
* * * * *
SONG.
BY L. L. M.
When morn’s soft light is o’er us shed,
When pearl drops bow each taper leaf,
And e’en the lily’s queenly head
Pays homage to the glory brief—
Who ever recks of coming night,
Or grieves that such an hour must be—
Who ever weeps o’er winter’s blight
While summer decks the dewy lea.
The forest leaf now pale and sere
Once bent to roving breezes’ kiss;
The faded flower on Autumn’s bier
Once seemed too gayly bright for this,
Nor did they droop and whisper all
Of mildew dank, of frost and blight;
But ever rang the wild-wood hall
With joyous song and murmur light.
And grievest _thou_, dear one, that life
Is but a dream that soon is past?
Fear’st thou the briefly bitter strife,
The shadows on thy pathway cast?
Nay, ’tis not well—though day’s soon gone;
The flowers soon pale that bind thy brow;
Though night and death are stealing on,
Forget not, love, ’tis morning _now_!
* * * * *
TWO WAYS TO MANAGE.
BY THE AUTHOR OF “CLOVERNOOK.”
It was night, black night all over the world, and denser night within
the dwelling of Margery Starveling. Now and then, the half-moon broke
through the clouds that obscured the face of heaven, and some straggling
and uncertain beams slanting through the narrow south window, gave to
the low, homely apartment a ghostly sort of glow that was gloomier to
see than the dark. Yet the night was one to make timid hearts beat
quick, especially in a dismal old house, where there was no light save
occasional glimpses of the half-moon. But Margery was not afraid—she
was used to darkness and solitude, and needed not the interchange of
humanities for her comfort, else she would have aroused from the sleep
which had fallen upon her, the child, who—with cheek leaned against the
rough stone jam—was alike unconscious of the dark, and the rats gnawing
hungrily at the floor, or loosening the hearth beneath her feet. It may
be that bright dreams came to her, even there, for what shall stay them
from innocence? and the rough jam may have seemed a pillow of down, and
the chill moonlight, as it fell against her, the golden curtaining of a
pleasant couch.
All was quiet within doors, save the digging and the gnawing I have
mentioned, but in the woods that partly encircled the place, and
darkened close against the western gables, the winds went blindly
moaning up and down, and the dead boughs creaked against each other,
filling the time with music when the ill-boding owls muffled themselves
away.
It was very still in the house, I said, for though Margery was busy, her
work made no noise, till laying aside the great fleece of wool from her
knees, which her skinny fingers had been picking apart, she spoke aloud,
and on this wise—
“I will stir with my staff the embers from which the glow is well-nigh
perished, that my child may feel in her sleep its comfortable influence,
for evil dreams may come of unrest, and evil dreams make evil thoughts,
and when they have once taken possession of the heart, how hardly are
they charmed away.” So, having taken the fleece from her knees and laid
it over a wooden stool at her feet, she arose, and fumbling in the
chimney-corner opposite to that where the child slept, produced a great
knotty staff, the lower end of which was blackened and charred. With
this she stirred the gray ashes from the fiery log that lay beneath, and
beating and breaking it into coals, gathered the dry cinders together
that were scattered about, and having spread them over the
freshly-broken coals, a blaze sprung up, slight and blue at first, but
reddening and deepening till the rafters over-head, and the oak slabs
below, the walnut bedstead in the corner, with its antique carving, and
elaborately wrought tester, and the huge chest with its iron padlock,
the wrinkled visage of the old woman, and the pale hair and plump, naked
feet of the child, were all distinctly visible.
“Charity, my pretty darling,” called the old woman, as she resumed her
seat and the fleece of wool, “Wake, and betake thee to thy wheel for an
hour, and I will tell thee of the plan I have made to keep our house
full of cheer and music all the while, even when thou weariest of the
wheel, and thy tongue prattlest not.”
The child rubbed her eyes, lifted her head from the stone jam, saying in
a voice sweet and plaintive, as we sometimes hear a bird’s—
“I have spun my task, grandam—six wisps of flax into as many hanks of
thread, and thou seest my distaff is naked—but I will wind it with
another wisp and spin, at least till thy task is done.”
Her naked feet pattered across the slab floor, and climbing on a ladder,
she took from a peg in the rafter a fresh wisp, and as she wound the
distaff peered through the south window at the half-moon, or rather at
the yellowish color in the clouds behind which the half-moon was
concealed.
“It wears near the midnight, good grandam,” she said, shoving her wheel
aside: “I will pick on the fleece, and so thy voice will not be drowned
as thou tellest the plan thou hast mused of.”
“As thou sayest,” answered Margery, “it wears near the midnight, as is
told by the shrill cry of the cricket, to say nothing of the aching in
my bones, and the dizzy feeling that creeps along my forehead now and
then;” and laying her skinny fingers over the wrinkles on her brow, she
bowed her head forward for a minute, looking more like a witch making
some unholy incantation, than a live human being, and a woman as she
was. Her dress, summer and winter, was composed of cow-hide shoes,
clasped over the ankles with buckles of brass, a gown of dark woolen
stuff, made in a straight, stiff fashion peculiar to herself, and she
wore over her shoulders a small circular cape, that had once been part
of a tiger’s hide. On her head she wore no cap or other covering, and
her gray hair was parted on the crown and combed either way, one half
being cut in a straight line above her forehead, and the other on her
neck.
She seemed seventy, or thereabout—nevertheless, her hair was neither
thin nor very white.
“Thou hast wrought too hardly, grandam, mayhap,” said the child. “Fold
up thy hands now, and the portion of the fleece that remaineth be mine
to do;” as she spoke, she wound her arm about the neck of Margery, for
she loved her, albeit she looked so repelling.
“Nay, child,” answered the dame, “it is not often we have so pleasant a
light, and pity ’twere to lose it. We must improve the advantages we
have, little one, else want will be staring us in the face, and
reproaching us with negligence when it is too late. I cannot work as I
could with forty years less weighing me down, so I must do what I may.”
“I saw,” said the child, “when I went to Farmer Jocelin’s, for the
measure of meal thou wottest of, three good tallow-candles alight in one
room. The noonday sun were scarce brighter,” she continued in amazement,
both at the wondrous light and the prodigality. “He must have great
estates, grandam, to maintain such indolent and luxurious life. True,
Mistress Jocelin was at work with some knitting, but not heedfully nor
diligently, but more attentive to the reading of a book, which, indeed,
to look upon was very beautiful, for as Farmer Jocelin held it near the
light, the edges of the leaves glittered like gold, and the leathern
cover was bright as the bosom of the bird that sings in the peach-tree,
here, in summer. But Master Lawrence—what, think you, he did by all
that flood of light? Why, nothing for thrift; for he sat on the matting
of the floor, cutting pieces of smooth brown paper into a kite. Yet he
had a sweet smile, and seemed to have a good heart withal,” added
Charity, and her fingers flew more nimbly through the wool, “for as he
served round a salver of apples, at his mother’s bidding, he urged me to
take one so earnestly, yet kindly, that I might scarce refuse, and when
I did—for that I might not rob Farmer Jocelin of his substance, giving
him nothing in turn—he forced one into my lap and ran laughingly aside,
so that I might not return it.”
“Alas! alas!” said Margery, “have I reared thee thus carefully in vain,
that when thou escapest from my sight, but for a moment, thou yieldest
to sinful temptation, eating the fruit thou hast not earned.”
“Nay, grandam, thy conclusion is over-hasty. I kept the fruit unbruised
and untasted, though its sweet fragrance made it hard to resist, and
when the maid brought in the measure of meal, I gave it to her hand, and
she restored it to the salver; but when Master Lawrence saw it, he
looked as though he would have cried, even in such beautiful light, and
with so much fair brown paper, to fashion as he would.”
“I am glad thou hast wit to serve thee upon occasion,” spoke Margery,
her fingers flying nimbly as the child’s; “and if Farmer Jocelin burns
three good tallow-candles at one time, and that at no merry-making or
gala-night, his children will be the likelier to sit in the light of
fagots—and Master Lawrence was wastefully cutting smooth brown paper. I
am glad thou hadst wit to refuse the apple, but thou shouldst have
frowned smartly the while. If I see the young scapegrace this way, as
belike he may come, with further temptations, I will make my tongue as a
chisel, cutting such a lesson of wisdom and reproof upon his heart, as
he hath never heard, mayhap.”
“But Master Lawrence meant kindly,” said Charity, and casting down her
eyes, she continued, “if we cannot burn tallow-candles, we, at least,
may have the light of dry sticks—shall I not gather more to keep light
as thou tellest the plan thou hast? I would it could make our home
cheery as good candle-light, and a salver of apples, with rinds all
russet and red and yellow.”
“It were good thou hadst not seen the apples,” spoke the dame,
querulously; “better still thou hadst not seen the boy.”
“But the plan, grandam—thou forgettest the plan. Is it that the famous
chopper, Patrick Malony, is to come and fell one of the great hickory or
maple trees of which the wood is full; and are we to have a huge log,
and big, smoothly split sticks to fill the great empty fire-place every
night with light and warmth; or meanest thou once more to saddle
Lily-lace, the mare, and ride to the mill with a full bag of wheat; and
am I to go to the market-town once more, in my black kirtle and straw
hat, and bring home in exchange, for my basket of eggs, butcher’s meat
to broil on the coals, and fragrant tea to fill the little china cups,
with tobacco for thy long empty pipe—in faith, grandam, have I not
guessed shrewdly?”
“My pretty darling, I see thou hast thy head filled with the wildest
extravagance; thou wilt be teasing next for a farthingale of dimity,
ruffles of lace, and blue ribbons for thy hat, or other such like gear.
Thy guesses tally not with prudence, Charity; thou mayest guess again.”
“Ay, then,” said the girl, sorrowfully, “I was wrong from the saddling
of Lily-face to the full pipe of tobacco;” and casting her eyes about
the cold, empty room, she continued, with greater energy—“I have the
very pith of thy thought. Thou wilt unlock the great chest, and take
thence the dainty linen sheets and the thick wool blankets thy hands
have wrought from fleece and flax, and make the bed—wherein we now
shiver the night through, ridden with nightmares and plagued with ugly
dreams—into beauty and comfort. Surely I have guessed thy plan, for the
moth is more wasting than the wear.”
“Foolish child, thy extravagance would be the ruin of me, though I gave
thee management of my affairs but for a day. Were the sheets of linen
and blankets of wool to be used as thou sayest, the chest would soon be
empty, and then how should we fare?”
“As well as now,” thought Charity, but she spoke not, save to say—“that
she should guess no more.”
“Once more, little one,” and Margery patted the child on the head with
one hand, and taking the great staff in the other, she stirred open the
coals vigorously, and as the light flashed upon the girl’s cheek, tears,
large and bright, were seen to stand there, like drops of dew on a lily.
But the old woman urged her to renew her guess with such earnestness and
tenderness that, brushing away the tears, she essayed once again; but
the fervor was gone from her tone, and the light from her glance, as she
said—
“Thou hast planned the mending of the door and window, that the snow may
not drive to great ridges across the floor, and the wind and the rain
beat against us as we sleep.”
“Not so,” answered Margery. “While the winter blows the larger crevices
may be stopped with straw, and the smaller ones with clay, both of which
may be easily removed when the May Queen is dancing on the hills, and
our house be the pleasanter for free air and streaks of sunshine.”
“It may all do very well,” said Charity, “but to-night I can see nothing
so pleasant as great log-fires, tallow-candles, and a salver of red
apples; and, mayhap, it would take Master Lawrence to complete the
picture.”
“Burned not thy cheek to speak it?” continued Margery, peevishly: and
the two wrought at the fleece for a time in silence.
“Thou knowest Lily-face?” said the ancient dame, at length, “that she
groweth old and stiff of limb; thou canst not remember the time when she
nibbled not in my pastures; I think belike, also, she fadeth in the
sight of her right eye, for when, at the last Christmas time, I rode her
to the mill, my old bones were jeopardized by her stumbling, and often
turning of her head to one side, betrayed her defect of vision. But
though she were sound as the silver coin that lieth in the bottom of the
chest, yonder, I must needs barter her away, for that she eateth more
than she earneth, since I may no more buckle round her the girth.
“Thou requirest much exercise in thy growing, Charity, to keep supple
thy joints—thou canst sometimes walk to the market-town for our
absolute wants, which are not many, and as for the wheat-grist, thou
shalt have a mortar and beat it into flour; so Lily-face would but
burden us now, and the corn and the oat-sheaves, and the hay that have
been heaped in her manger, may be sold.
“One beast is enough for a poor body like me, and thou knowest I will
neither barter nor sell Wolf-slayer till the time cometh for the nailing
of the boards to my coffin. And forget not, Charity, that they lie in
the loft, well-seasoned for the using, and for thy life, let them not
buy others in their stead.”
“Far away be the time, good grandam,” sighed the girl. “But the young
die, too; and should I need them first, wilt thou not keep a light, at
least of fagots, the whiles I am dead in the house?”
Foolish child! though it were darker than tempest may make it, and I the
while slept never so sound, no harm could come to thy white corse, if
Wolf-slayer lay by thy coffin.
At the sound of her name, a great black beast, with eyes burning like
coals, and lean and shaggy, crept from the darkest corner of the room,
and laying her head in the lap of Margery, licked her jaws and whined
piteously. “Away with thee, saucy image,” growled the mistress, “thou
hadst the third part of a corn-ear at the sunset, and thinkest thou,
black wench, I will give thee more?” and crouching and whining the
hungry beast slunk back to the corner, and curling herself together,
filled the room presently with her snore.