XXII.

The farmers' carry-alls filled the long shed beside the church, and their

leathern faces looked up, with their wives' and children's, at Mr. Peck

where he sat high behind the pulpit; a patient expectance suggested itself

in the men's bald or grizzled crowns, and in the fantastic hats and bonnets

of their women folks. The village ladies were all in the perfection of

their street costumes, and they compared well with three or four of the

ladies from South Hatboro', but the men with them spoiled all by the

inadequacy of their fashion. Mrs. Gates, the second of her name, was very

stylish, but the provision-man had honestly the effect of having got for

the day only into the black coat which he had bought ready-made for his

first wife's funeral. Mr. Wilmington, who appeared much shorter than his

wife as he sat beside her, was as much inferior to her in dress; he wore,

with the carelessness of a rich man who could afford simplicity, a loose

alpaca coat and a cambric neckcloth, over which he twisted his shrivelled

neck to catch sight of Annie, as she rustled up the aisle. Mrs. Gerrish--so

much as could be seen of her--was a mound of bugled velvet, topped by a

small bonnet, which seemed to have gone much to a fat black pompon; she sat

far within her pew, and their children stretched in a row from her side to

that of Mr. Gerrish, next the door. He did not look round at Annie, but

kept an attitude of fixed self-concentration, in harmony with the severe

old-school respectability of his dress; his wife leaned well forward to

see, and let all her censure appear in her eyes.

Colonel Marvin, of the largest shoe-shop, showed the side of his large

florid face, with the kindly smile that seemed to hang loosely upon it; and

there was a good number of the hat-shop and shoe-shop hands of different

ages and sexes scattered about. The gallery, commonly empty or almost so,

showed groups and single figures dropped about here and there on its seats.

The Putneys were in their pew, the little lame boy between the father and

mother, as their custom was. They each looked up at her as she passed, and

smiled in the slight measure of recognition which people permit themselves

in church. Putney was sitting with his head hanging forward in pathetic

dejection; his face, when he first lifted it to look at Annie in passing,

was haggard, but otherwise there was no consciousness in it of what had

passed since they had sat there the Sunday before. When his glance took in

Idella too, in her sudden finery, a light of friendly mocking came into it,

and seemed to comment the relation Annie had assumed to the child.

Annie's pew was just in front of Lyra's, and Lyra pursed her mouth in

burlesque surprise as Annie got into it with Idella and turned round to

lift the child to the seat. While Mr. Peck was giving out the hymn, Lyra

leaned forward and whispered--

“Don't imagine that this turnout is _all_ on your account, Annie. He's

going to preach against the Social Union and the social glass.”

The banter echoed a mechanical expectation in Annie's heart, which was

probably present in many others there. It was some time before she could

cast it out, even after he had taken his text, “I am the Resurrection and

the Life,” and she followed him with a mechanical disappointment at his

failure to meet it.

He began by saying that he wished to dissociate his text in his hearers'

minds from the scent of the upturned earth, and the fall of clods upon

the coffin lid, and he asked them to join him in attempting to find in it

another meaning beside that which it usually carried. He believed that

those words of Christ ought to speak to us of this world as well as the

next, and enjoin upon us the example which we might all find in Him, as

well as promise us immortality with Him. As the minister went on, Annie

followed him with the interest which her belief that she heard between the

words inspired, and occasionally in a discontent with what seemed a

mystical, almost a fantastical, quality of his thought.

“There is an evolution,” he continued, “in the moral as well as in the

material world, and good unfolds in greater good; that which was once

best ceases to be in that which is better. In the political world we have

striven forward to liberty as to the final good, but with this achieved we

find that liberty is only a means and not an end, and that we shall abuse

it as a means if we do not use it, even sacrifice it, to promote equality;

or in other words, equality is the perfect work, the evolution of liberty.

Patriotism has been the virtue which has secured an image of brotherhood,

rude and imperfect, to large numbers of men within certain limits, but

nationality must perish before the universal ideal of fraternity is

realised. Charity is the holiest of the agencies which have hitherto

wrought to redeem the race from savagery and despair; but there is

something holier yet than charity, something higher, something purer and

further from selfishness, something into which charity shall willingly grow

and cease, and that is _justice_. Not the justice of our Christless

codes, with their penalties, but the instinct of righteous shame which,

however dumbly, however obscurely, stirs in every honest man's heart when

his superfluity is confronted with another's destitution, and which is

destined to increase in power till it becomes the social as well as the

individual conscience. Then, in the truly Christian state, there shall be

no more asking and no more giving, no more gratitude and no more merit, no

more charity, but only and evermore justice; all shall share alike, and

want and luxury and killing toil and heartless indolence shall all cease

together.

“It is in the spirit of this justice that I believe Christ shall come to

judge the world; not to condemn and punish so much as to reconcile and to

right. We live in an age of seeming preparation for indefinite war. The

lines are drawn harder and faster between the rich and the poor, and on

either side the forces are embattled. The working-men are combined in vast

organisations to withstand the strength of the capitalists, and these are

taking the lesson and uniting in trusts. The smaller industries are gone,

and the smaller commerce is being devoured by the larger. Where many little

shops existed one huge factory assembles manufacture; one large store, in

which many different branches of trade are united, swallows up the small

dealers. Yet in the labour organisations, which have their bad side, their

weak side, through which the forces of hell enter, I see evidence of the

fact that the poor have at last had pity on the poor, and will no more

betray and underbid and desert one another, but will stand and fall

together as brothers; and the monopolies, though they are founded upon

ruin, though they know no pity and no relenting, have a final significance

which we must not lose sight of. They prophesy the end of competition;

_they eliminate_ one element of strife, of rivalry, of warfare. But

woe to them through whose evil this good comes, to any man who prospers on

to ease and fortune, forgetful or ignorant of the ruin on which his success

is built. For that death the resurrection and the life seem not to be.

Whatever his creed or his religious profession, his state is more pitiable

than that of the sceptic, whose words perhaps deny Christ, but whose works

affirm Him. There has been much anxiety in the Church for the future of

the world abandoned to the godlessness of science, but I cannot share it.

If God is, nothing exists but from Him. He directs the very reason that

questions Him, and Christ rises anew in the doubt of him that the sins of

Christendom inspire. So far from dreading such misgiving as comes from

contemplating the disparity between the Church's profession and her

performance, I welcome it as another resurrection and a new life.”

The minister paused and seemed about to resume, when a scuffling and

knocking noise drew all eyes toward the pew of the Gerrish family. Mr.

Gerrish had risen and flung open the door so sharply that it struck against

the frame-work of the pew, and he stood pulling his children, whom Mrs.

Gerrish urged from behind, one after another, into the aisle beside him.

One of them had been asleep, and he now gave way to the alarm which seizes

a small boy suddenly awakened. His mother tried to still him, stooping over

him and twitching him by the hand, with repeated “Sh! 'sh's!” as mothers

do, till her husband got her before him, and marched his family down the

aisle and out of the door. The noise of their feet over the floor of the

vestibule died away upon the stone steps outside. The minister allowed the

pause he had made to prolong itself painfully. He wavered, after clearing

his throat, as if to go on with his sermon, and then he said sadly, “Let us

pray!”

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