"Ah!" said the general, approvingly, closing his eyes. "But how will

one recognize another when all have the same light?" he asked, and

again crossing his fingers with those of the artist, seated himself at

the table.

* * * * *

Nekhludoff's driver drove up to the gate.

"It is very dull here, sir," he said, turning to Nekhludoff. "It was

very tiresome, and I was about to drive away."

"Yes, tiresome," assented Nekhludoff with a deep sigh, resting his

eyes on the clouds and the Neva, dotted with variegated boats and

steamers.

CHAPTER XI.

With a note from Prince Ivan Michaelovitch, Nekhludoff went to Senator

Wolf--un homme très comme il faut, as the Prince had described him.

Wolf had just breakfasted and, as usual, was smoking a cigar, to aid

his digestion, when Nekhludoff arrived. Vladimir Vasilievitch Wolf was

really un homme très comme il faut, and this quality he placed above

all else; from the height of it he looked upon all other people, and

could not help valuing this quality, because, thanks to it, he had

gained a brilliant career--the same career he strove for; that is to

say, through marriage he obtained a fortune, which brought him a

yearly income of eighteen thousand rubles, and by his own efforts he

obtained a senatorship. He considered himself not only un homme très

comme il faut, but a man of chivalric honesty. By honesty he

understood the refusal to take bribes from private people. But to do

everything in his power to obtain all sorts of traveling expenses,

rents and disbursements he did not consider dishonest. Nor did he

consider it dishonest to rob his wife and sister-in-law of their

fortunes. On the contrary, he considered that a wise arrangement of

his family affairs.

The home circle of Vladimir Vasilievitch consisted of his

characterless wife, her sister, whose fortune he managed to get into

his own hands by selling her property and depositing the money in his

own name, and his gentle, scared, homely daughter, who was leading a

solitary, hard life, and whose only diversion consisted in visiting

the religious meetings at Aline's and Countess Catherine Ivanovna's.

The son of Vladimir Vasilievitch, a good-natured, bearded boy of

fifteen, who at that age had already commenced to drink and lead a

depraved life which lasted till he was twenty years old, was driven

from the house for the reason that he did not pass examinations in any

school, and keeping bad company, and, running into debt, he had

compromised his father. The father paid once for his son two hundred

and thirty rubles, and paid six hundred rubles a second time, but

declared that that was the last time, and if the son did not reform he

would drive him from the house and have nothing to do with him. Not

only did the son not reform, but contracted another debt of a thousand

rubles, and told his father that he did not care if he was driven from

the house, since life at home was torture to him. Then Vladimir

Vasilievitch told his son that he could go where he pleased; that he

was no longer his son. Since then no one in the house dared to speak

of his son to him. And Vladimir Vasilievitch was quite certain that he

had arranged his family affairs in the best possible manner.

Wolf, with a flattering and somewhat derisive smile--it was an

involuntary expression of his consciousness of his comme il faut

superiority--halted in his exercise long enough to greet Nekhludoff

and read the note.

"Please take a seat, but you must excuse me. If you have no objection

I will walk," he said, putting his hands in the pockets of his

jacket, and treading lightly up and down the diagonal of the large

cabinet, furnished in an austere style. "Very glad to make your

acquaintance, and, of course, to please the Count Ivan Michaelovitch,"

emitting the fragrant, blue smoke, and carefully removing the cigar

from his mouth so as not to lose the ashes.

"I would like to ask you to hasten the hearing of the appeal, because

if the prisoner is to go to Siberia, it would be desirable that she go

as soon as possible," said Nekhludoff.

"Yes, yes, with the first steamer from Nijhni; I know," said Wolf,

with his condescending smile, who always knew everything in advance,

whatever the subject mentioned to him. "What is the name of the

prisoner?"

"Maslova."

Wolf walked to the table and looked into the papers.

"That's right--Maslova. Very well; I will ask my associates. We will

hear the case Wednesday."

"May I wire my lawyer?"

"So you have a lawyer? What for? But if you wish it, all right."

"The grounds of appeal may be insufficient," said Nekhludoff, "but I

think it may be seen from the case that the sentence was the result of

a misunderstanding."

"Yes, yes; that may be so, but the Senate cannot enter into the merits

of the case," said Vladimir Vasilievitch, sternly, glancing at the

ashes of his cigar. "The Senate only looks after the proper

interpretation and application of the law."

"This, I think, is an exceptional case."

"I know; I know. All cases are exceptional. We will do what the law

requires. That is all." The ashes were still intact, but had already

cracked and were in danger of collapse. "And do you often visit St.

Petersburg?" asked Wolf, holding the cigar so that the ashes would not

fall. The ashes were unstable, however, and Wolf carefully carried

them to the ash-holder, into which they were finally precipitated.

"What an awful catastrophe Kamensky met with," said Wolf. "A fine

young man, and an only son. Especially the condition of the

mother"--he went on repeating almost word for word the story of a duel

of which all St. Petersburg was talking at the time. After a few more

words about Countess Catherine Ivanovna and her passion for the new

religious tendency which Vladimir Vasilievitch neither praised nor

condemned, but which, for un homme très comme il faut, was evidently

superfluous, he rang the bell.

Nekhludoff bowed himself out.

"If it is convenient for you, come to dinner," said Wolf, extending

his hand, "say on Wednesday. I will then give you a definite answer."

It was already late, and Nekhludoff drove home, that is, to his

aunt's.

CHAPTER XII.

Maslova's case was to be heard the following day, and Nekhludoff went

to the Senate. He met Fanirin at the entrance to the magnificent

Senate building, where several carriages were already waiting. Walking

up the grand, solemn staircase to the second floor, the lawyer, who

was familiar with all the passages, turned into a room to the left, on

the door of which was carved the year of the institution of the Code.

The lawyer removed his overcoat, remaining in his dress-coat and black

tie on a white bosom, and with cheerful self-confidence walked into

the next room. There were about fifteen spectators present, among whom

were a young woman in a pince-nez, and a gray-haired lady. A

gray-haired old man of patriarchal mien, wearing a box-coat and gray

trousers, and attended by two men, attracted particular attention. He

crossed the room and entered a wardrobe.

An usher, a handsome man with red cheeks and in a pompous uniform,

approached Fanirin with a piece of paper in his hand and asked him in

what case he appeared. Being told that in Maslova's case, the usher

made a note of something and went away. At that time the door of the

wardrobe opened and the patriarchal looking old man came forth, no

longer in the coat, but in a brilliant uniform which made him resemble

a bird. His uniform evidently embarrassed the old man, and he walked

into the room opposite the entrance with quicker than his ordinary

step.

Fanirin pointed him out to Nekhludoff as Bé, "a most honorable

gentleman." The spectators, including Fanirin, went into the next room

and seated themselves behind the grating on benches reserved for

spectators. Only the St. Petersburg lawyer took a seat behind a desk

on the other side of the grating.

The session room of the Senate was smaller than the room of the

Circuit Court, was furnished in simpler style, only the table behind

which the Senators sat was of crimson plush instead of green cloth,

bordered with gold lace.

There were four Senators. The President, Nikitin, with a closely

shaved, narrow face and steel-gray eyes; Wolf, with thin lips and

small white hands, with which he was turning over the papers before

him; then Skovorodnikoff, stout, massive and pock-marked, and a very

learned jurist, and finally, Bé, the same partriarchal old man, who

was the last to arrive. Immediately behind the Senators came the Chief

Secretary and Associate Attorney General. He was a young man of medium

height, shaved, lean, with a very dark face and black, sad eyes.

Nekhludoff recognized him, notwithstanding his strange uniform and the

fact that he had not seen him for about six years, as one of his best

friends during his student life.

"Is the associate's name Selenin?" he asked the lawyer.

"Yes, why?"

"I know him very well; he is an excellent man----"

"And a good associate of the Attorney General--very sensible. It would

have been well to see him," said Fanirin.

"At all events, he will follow the dictates of his conscience," said

Nekhludoff, remembering his close relations with and friendship for

Selenin, and the latter's charming qualities of purity, honesty and

good breeding, in the best sense of the word.

The first case before the Senate was an appeal from the decision of

the Circuit Court of Appeals affirming a judgment in favor of the

publisher of a newspaper in a libel suit brought against him.

Nekhludoff listened and tried to understand the arguments in the

case, but as in the Circuit Court, the chief difficulty in

understanding what was going on was found in the fact that the

discussion centered not on what appeared naturally to be the main

point, but on side issues.

The libel consisted in an article accusing the president of a stock

company of swindling. It seemed, then, that the main point to consider

was, whether or not the president was guilty of swindling the

stockholders, and what was to be done to stop his swindling. But this

was never mentioned. The questions discussed were: Had the publisher

the legal right to print the article of its reporter? What crime has

he committed by printing it--defamation or libel? And does defamation

include libel, or libel defamation? And a number of other things

unintelligible to ordinary people, including various laws and

decisions of some "General Department."

The only thing Nekhludoff did understand was that, though Wolf had

sternly suggested but yesterday that the Senate could not consider the

substance of a case, in the case at bar he argued with evident

partiality in favor of reversing the judgment, and that Selenin, in

spite of his characteristic reserve, argued in favor of affirming the

judgment with unexpected fervor. The cause of Selenin's ardor lay in

the fact that he knew the president of the stock company to be

dishonest in money affairs, while he accidentally learned that Wolf,

almost on the eve of the hearing of the case, had attended a sumptuous

dinner at the president's house. And now, when Wolf, though with great

caution, showed undoubted partiality, Selenin became excited and

expressed his opinion with more nervousness than an ordinary case

would justify. Wolf was evidently offended by the speech; he twitched

nervously, changed color, made silent gestures of wonder, and with an

haughty air of being offended he departed with the other Senators into

the deliberation-room.

"What case are you interested in?" the usher again asked Fanirin, as

soon as the Senators had left the room.

"I have already told you that I am here in behalf of Maslova."

"That is so. The case will be heard to-day. But----"

"What is that?" asked the lawyer.

"You see, the case was to be argued without counsel, so that the

Senators would hardly consider it in open session. But--I will

announce----" and he made a note on the piece of paper.

The Senators really intended, after announcing their decision in the

libel case, to consider the other cases, including Maslova's, while

drinking their tea and smoking cigarettes in the consultation-room.

CHAPTER XIII.

As soon as the Senators seated themselves at the table in the

consultation-room, Wolf began to set forth in an animated manner the

grounds upon which he thought the case ought to be reversed.

The President, always an ill-natured man, was in a particularly bad

humor to-day. While listening to the case during the session he formed

his opinion, and sat, absorbed in his thoughts, without listening to

Wolf. These thoughts consisted in a recollection of what note he had

made the other day in his memoirs anent the appointment of Velianoff

to an important post which he desired for himself. The President,

Nikitin, quite sincerely thought that the officials with whom his

duties brought him in contact were worthy of a place in history.

Having written an article the other day in which some of these

officials were vehemently denounced for interfering with his plan to

save Russia from ruin, as he put it, but in reality for interfering

with his getting a larger salary than he was now getting, he was now

thinking that posterity would give an entirely new interpretation to

that incident.

"Why, certainly," he said to Wolf, who was addressing him, although he

did not hear what Wolf said.

Bé listened to Wolf with a sad face, drawing garlands on a piece of

paper which lay before him. Bé was a liberal of the deepest dye. He

scarcely held to the traditions of the sixties, and if he ever

deviated from strict impartiality, it was invariably in favor of

liberality. Thus, in this case, besides the consideration that the

complaining president of the stock company was an unclean man, Bé was

in favor of affirming the judgment, also because this charge of libel

against a journalist was a restriction on the freedom of the press.

When Wolf had finished his argument, Bé, leaving the garland

unfinished, in a sad--it was sad for him to be obliged to prove such

truisms--soft, pleasant voice, convincingly proved in a few simple

words that the charge had no foundation, and, again drooping his hoary

head, continued to complete the garland.

Skovorodnikoff, who was sitting opposite Wolf, continually gathering

with his thick fingers his beard and mustache into his mouth, as soon

as Bé was through with his argument, stopped chewing his beard, and,

in a loud, rasping voice, said that although the president of the

stock company was a villain, he should favor a reversal if there were

legal grounds to sustain it, but as there were none, he joined in the

opinion of Ivan Semenovitch (Bé), and he invariably rejoiced at this

shot aimed at Wolf. The President supported Skovorodnikoff's opinion,

and the judgment was confirmed.

Wolf was dissatisfied, especially because by this judgment he seemed

to stand convicted of arguing in bad faith; but, feigning

indifference, he opened his papers in the next case, Maslova's, and

began to peruse it attentively. The other Senators in the meantime

called for tea, and began a talk about Kamensky's duel and his death,

which was then the subject of conversation throughout the city.

The usher entered and announced the desire of the lawyer and

Nekhludoff to be present at the hearing of the case.

"This case here," said Wolf, "is a whole romantic story," and he

related what he knew of Nekhludoff's relations to Maslova.

After talking awhile of the story, smoking cigarettes and finishing

their tea, the Senators returned to the session-room, announced their

decision in the preceding case, and began to consider Maslova's case.

Wolf very circumstantially set forth Maslova's appeal from the

sentence, and again not without partiality, but with the evident

desire to reverse the judgment.

"Have you anything to add?" the President asked Fanirin.

Fanirin rose, and, projecting his broad, starched front, with

remarkable precision of expression began to discuss the errors of the

court below in the application of the law on the six points raised,

and permitted himself, though briefly, to touch upon the merits of the

case and the crying injustice of the decision. By the tone of his

short but strong speech, he seemed to excuse himself, to insist that

the honorable Senators with their power of penetration and judicial

wisdom saw and understood better than he, but that he was speaking

only because his duties demanded it. After Fanirin's speech there

seemed to be no doubt left that the Senate had to reverse the

judgment. When he was through, Fanirin smiled triumphantly. Looking at

his lawyer and seeing that smile, Nekhludoff was convinced that the

case was won. But as he looked at the Senators Nekhludoff saw that

Fanirin alone was smiling and triumphant. The Senators and Associate

Attorney General were neither smiling nor triumphant, but wore the air

of people suffering from ennui and saying: "Oh, we know these cases!

You are wasting your time." They were all evidently relieved only when

the lawyer had finished, and they were no longer unnecessarily

detained. After the speech the President turned to Selenin, who

plainly, briefly and accurately expressed himself against a reversal.

Then the Senators arose and went to consult.

The Senators were divided. Wolf favored a reversal. Bé, who thoroughly

understood the case, warmly argued also in favor of a reversal, and in

glowing terms pictured the court scene and the misunderstanding of the

jury. Nikitin, who, as usual, stood for severity and for strict

formality, was against it. The whole case, then, depended on

Skovorodnikoff's vote. And his vote was thrown against a reversal,

principally for the reason that Nekhludoff's determination to marry

the girl on moral grounds was extremely repugnant to him.

Skovorodnikoff was a materialist, a Darwinist, and considered every

manifestation of abstract morality, or, worse still, piety, not only

as contemptible and absurd but as an affront to his person. All this

bustle about a fallen girl, and the presence there in the Senate of

her famous counsel and Nekhludoff himself, was to him simply

disgusting. And, stuffing his mouth with his beard, and making

grimaces, he in a very natural manner pretended to know nothing of the

entire affair, except that the grounds of appeal were insufficient,

and therefore agreed with the President to affirm the judgment.

The appeal was denied.

CHAPTER XIV.

"It is awful!" said Nekhludoff to the lawyer, as they entered the

waiting-room. "In the plainest possible case they cavil at idle forms.

It is awful!"

"The case was spoiled at the trial," said Fanirin.

"Selenin, too, was against reversal. It is awful, awful!" Nekhludoff

continued to repeat. "What is to be done now?"

"We will petition the Emperor. Head it yourself while you are here. I

will prepare the petition."

At that moment Wolf in his uniform and stars hung on his breast

entered the waiting-room and approached Nekhludoff.

"I am sorry, my dear Prince, but the grounds were insufficient," he

said, shrugging his narrow shoulders; and, closing his eyes, he

proceeded on his way.

After Wolf came Selenin, who had learned from the Senators that

Nekhludoff, his former friend, was present.

"I did not expect to meet you here," he said, approaching Nekhludoff

and smiling with his lips, while his eyes remained sad.

"And I did not know that you were the Attorney General."

"Associate," Selenin corrected him. "But what brought you to the

Senate?"

"I came here hoping to find justice, and to save an innocent woman."

"What woman?"

"The case that has just been decided."

"Oh, the Maslova case!" said Selenin. "An entirely groundless

appeal."

"The question is not of the appeal, but of the woman, who is innocent

and undergoing punishment."

Selenin sighed.

"Quite possible, but----"

"It is not merely possible, but certain."

"How do you know?"

"I know because I was on the jury. I know wherein we made the

mistake."

Selenin became thoughtful.

"It should have been declared on the trial," he said.

"I did so."

"It should have been made part of the record. If that had appeared in

the appeal----"

Selenin, who was always busy, and did not mingle in society, had

evidently not heard of Nekhludoff's romance. Nekhludoff, however,

decided not to speak to him of his relations to Maslova.

"But it is evident even now that the verdict was preposterous," he

said.

"The Senate has no right to say so. If the Senate attempted to

interfere with the verdicts of the courts upon its own view of the

justness of the verdicts themselves, there would be greater risks of

justice being miscarried than established," he said, recalling the

preceding case. "Besides, the verdicts of juries would lose their

significance."

"I only know one thing, and that is that the woman is entirely

innocent, and the last hope of saving her from an undeserved

punishment is gone. The highest judicial institution has affirmed what

was absolutely unjust."

"It has not affirmed because it has not and could not consider the

merits of the case," said Selenin, blinking his eyes. "You have

probably stopped at your aunts," he added, evidently wishing to change

the subject of conversation. "I learned yesterday that you were in St.

Petersburg. Countess Catherine Ivanovna had invited me and you to be

present at the meeting of the English preacher," said Selenin, smiling

only with his lips.

"Yes, I was present, but left with disgust," Nekhludoff said angrily,

vexed at Selenin's leading away from the conversation.

"Why should you be disgusted? At all events it is a manifestation of

religious feeling, although one-sided and sectarian," said Selenin.

"It is such strange nonsense," said Nekhludoff.

"Well, no. The only strange thing here is that we know so little of

the teachings of our church that we receive an exposition of its

fundamental dogmas as a new revelation," said Selenin, as though

hastening to tell his former friends his new views.

Nekhludoff gazed at Selenin with wonder. Selenin did not lower his

eyes, in which there was an expression not only of sadness, but of

ill-will.

"But we will discuss it later," said Selenin. "I am coming," he turned

to the usher who approached him deferentially. "We must meet again,"

he added, sighing; "but you can never be found. You will always find

me at home at seven. I live on Nadeghinskaia," and he mentioned the

number. "It is a long time since we met," he added, again smiling with

his lips.

"I will come if I have the time," said Nekhludoff, feeling that the

man whom he had once loved was made strange and incomprehensible to

him, if not hostile, by this short conversation.

* * * * *

As student Nekhludoff knew Selenin as a dutiful son, a true friend,

and, for his years, an educated, worldly man, with great tact, always

elegant and handsome, and uncommonly truthful and honest withal. He

studied diligently, without any difficulty and without the slightest

ostentation, receiving gold medals for his compositions.

He had made it the aim of his young life, not merely by word, but in

reality, to serve others, and thought he saw his chance of doing so in

government service. Systematically looking over the various activities

to which he might devote his energies, he decided that he could be

most useful in the legislative department, and entered it. But

notwithstanding his most accurate and conscientious attention to his

duties, he found nothing in them to satisfy his desire to be useful.

His discontent, due to the pettiness and vanity of his immediate

superiors, grew until an opportunity offered to enter the Senate. He

was better off in the Senate, but the same feeling of dissatisfaction

pursued him. He constantly felt that things were not what he expected

them to be, and what they should be. During his service in the Senate,

his relations obtained for him the post of gentleman of the Emperor's

bed-chamber, and he was obliged to drive around in gorgeous uniform to

thank various people. In this post he felt even more than before out

of place. At the same time, on the one hand, he could not refuse the

appointment, because he would not disappoint those who thought they

were pleasing him by it, and, on the other hand, the appointment

flattered his vanity. It pleased him to see himself in a looking-glass

in a gold embroidered uniform, and to receive the tokens of respect

shown him by some people on his appointment.

The same thing happened with respect to his marriage. A brilliant

match was arranged for him, as it is regarded from the world's

standpoint. And he married principally because to refuse would have

been to offend and cause pain to the bride and those who had arranged

the match. Hence the marriage to a young, pretty, distinguished girl

flattered his vanity and gave him pleasure. But the marriage soon

turned out to be "not the thing, you know," more so even than Court

service. After her first child, his wife did not wish to have any

more, and plunged into luxurious social life, in which he was obliged

to participate nolens volens. Although this poisoned the life of her

husband, and brought her only exertion and fatigue, she nevertheless

diligently pursued it. All his efforts to change her mode of life

could not alter her confidence, supported by all her relatives and

acquaintances, that it was quite proper.

The child, a girl with long, golden curls, was an entire stranger to

her father, mainly because she was brought up not in accord with his

desires. The result was the customary misunderstanding between the

husband and wife, and even in a want of desire to understand each

other, and a quiet, silent struggle, hidden from strangers and

tempered by propriety, which made Selenin's life at home very

burdensome. So that his family life turned out to be "not the thing,

you know," in still greater degree than his service or the Court

appointment.

These were the reasons why his eyes were always sad. And this was why,

seeing Nekhludoff, whom he had known before all these lies had

fastened themselves upon him, he thought of himself as he had been

then, and more than ever felt the discord between his character and

his surroundings, and he became painfully sad. The same feeling came

over Nekhludoff, after the first impression of joy at meeting an old

friend.

That was why, having promised that they would meet each other, neither

sought that meeting, nor had they seen each other on this visit of

Nekhludoff to St. Petersburg.

CHAPTER XV.

On leaving the Senate, Nekhludoff and his lawyer walked along the

sidewalk. Fanirin told his driver to follow him, and he began to

relate to Nekhludoff how the mistress of so-and-so had made millions

on 'Change, how so-and-so had sold, and another had bought, his wife.

He also related some stories of swindling and all sorts of crimes

committed by well-known people who were not occupying cells in prison,

but presidents' chairs in various institutions. These stories, of

which he seemed to possess an inexhaustible source, afforded the

lawyer great pleasure, as showing most conclusively that the means

employed by him as a lawyer to make money were perfectly innocent in

comparison with those used by the more noted public men of St.

Petersburg. And the lawyer was greatly surprised when Nekhludoff, in

the middle of one of these stories, hailed a trap, took leave and

drove home. Nekhludoff was very sad. He was sad because the Senate's

judgment continued the unreasonable suffering of the innocent Maslova,

and also because it made it more difficult for him to carry out his

unalterable intention of joining his fate to hers. His sadness

increased as the lawyer related with so much pleasure the frightful

stories of the prevailing wickedness. Besides, the unkind, cold,

repelling gaze of the once charming, open-hearted and noble Selenin

constantly recurred to his mind. Nekhludoff, after the impressions of

his stay in St. Petersburg, was almost in despair of ever reaching any

results. All the plans he had laid out in Moskow seemed to him like

those youthful dreams which usually end in disappointment. However, he

considered it his duty, while in St. Petersburg, to exhaust his

resources in endeavoring to fulfill his mission.

Soon after he reached his room, a servant called him upstairs for tea.

Mariette, in a multi-colored dress, was sitting beside the Countess,

sipping tea. On Nekhludoff's entering the room, Mariette had just

dropped some funny, indecent joke. Nekhludoff noticed it by the

character of their laughter. The good-natured, mustached Countess

Catherine Ivanovna was shaking in all her stout body with laughter,

while Mariette, with a particularly mischievous expression, and her

energetic and cheerful face somewhat bent to one side, was silently

looking at her companion.

"You will be the death of me," said the Countess, in a fit of

coughing.

No sooner had Nekhludoff seated himself than Mariette, noticing the

serious and slightly displeased expression on his face, immediately

changed not only her expression, but her frame of mind. This was with

the intention she had in mind since she first saw him--to get him to

like her. She suddenly became grave, dissatisfied with her life,

seeking something, striving after something. She not merely feigned,

but actually induced in herself a state of mind similar to that in

which Nekhludoff was, although she would not be able to say what it

consisted of. In a sympathetic conversation about the injustice of the

strong, the poverty of the people, the awful condition of the

prisoners, she succeeded in rousing in him the least expected feeling

of physical attraction, and under the din of conversation their eyes

plainly queried, "Can you love me?" and they answered, "Yes, I can."

On leaving, she told him that she was always ready to be of service to

him, and asked him to visit her at the theatre the next day, if only

for a minute, saying that she wished to have a talk with him on a

matter of importance.

"When will I see you again?" she added, sighing, and carefully

putting the gloves on her ring-bedecked hand. "Tell me that you will

come."

Nekhludoff promised to come.

For a long time that night Nekhludoff could not fall asleep. When he

recalled Maslova, the decision of the Senate, and his determination to

follow her; when he recalled his relinquishment of his right to the

land, there suddenly appeared before him, as if in answer to these

questions, the face of Mariette; her sigh and glance when she said,

"When will I see you again?" and her smile--all so distinct that she

seemed to stand before him, and he smiled himself. "Would it be proper

for me to follow her to Siberia? And would it be proper to deprive

myself of my property?" he asked himself.

And the answers to these questions on that bright St. Petersburg night

were indefinite. His mind was all in confusion. He called forth his

former trend of thought, but those thoughts had lost their former

power of conviction.

"And what if all my ideas are due to an over-wrought imagination, and

I should be unable to live up to them? If I should repent of what I

have done?" he asked himself, and, being unable to find answers to

these questions, he was stricken with such sadness and despair as he

had rarely experienced before, and he fell into that deep slumber

which had been habitual with him after heavy losses at cards.

CHAPTER XVI.

Nekhludoff's first feeling on rising the following morning was that he

had committed something abominable the preceding evening.

He began to recall what had happened. There was nothing abominable; he

had done nothing wrong. He had only thought that all his present

intentions--that of marrying Katiousha, giving the land to the

peasants--artificial, unnatural, and that he must continue to live as

he had lived before.

He could recall no wrong act, but he remembered what was worse than a

wrong act--there were the bad thoughts in which all bad acts have

their origin. Bad acts may not be repeated; one may repent of them,

while bad thoughts give birth to bad acts.

A bad act only smooths the way to other bad acts, while bad thoughts

irresistibly lead toward them.

Recalling his thoughts of the day before, Nekhludoff wondered how he

could have believed them. How so novel and difficult might be that

which he intended to do, he knew that it was the only life possible to

him now, and that, however easy it might be for him to return to his

old mode of life, he knew that that was death, not life. This

temptation of the day before was similar to that of a man who, after a

night's sound sleep, feels like taking his ease on the soft mattress

for a while, although he knows that it is time to be up and away on an

important affair.

* * * * *

Nekhludoff would have left the same evening but for his promise to

Mariette to visit her at the theatre. Though he knew that it was wrong

to do it, he went there, contrary to the dictates of his own

conscience, considering himself bound to keep his word. Besides his

wish to see Mariette again, he also wished, as he thought, to measure

himself against that world lately so near, but now so strange to him.

"Could I withstand these temptations?" he thought, but not with entire

sincerity. "I will try it for the last time."

Attired in a dress-coat, he arrived in the theatre where the eternal

"Dame aux Camelias" was being played. A French actress was showing in

a novel way how consumptive women die.

Nekhludoff was shown to the box occupied by Mariette. In the corridor

a liveried servant bowed and opened the door for him.

All the spectators in the circle of boxes--sitting and standing,

gray-haired, bald and pomaded heads--were intently following the

movements of a slim actress making wry faces and in an unnatural voice

reading a monologue. Some one hissed when the door was opened, and

two streams of cold and warm air were wafted on Nekhludoff's face.

In the box he found Mariette and a strange lady with a red mantle over

her shoulders and high head-dress, and two men--a general, Mariette's

husband, a handsome, tall man with a high, artificial, military

breast, and a flaxen haired, bald-headed man with shaved chin and

solemn side-whiskers. Mariette, graceful, slim, elegant, decolette,

with her strong, muscular shoulders sloping down from the neck, at the

jointure of which was a darkening little mole, immediately turned

around, and, pointing with her fan to a chair behind her, greeted him

with a welcome, grateful, and, as it seemed to Nekhludoff, significant

smile. Her husband calmly, as was his wont, looked at Nekhludoff and

bowed his head. In the glance which he exchanged with his wife, as in

everything else, he looked the master, the owner, of a beautiful

woman.

There was a thunder of applause when the monologue ended. Mariette

rose, and, holding in one hand her rustling silk skirt, walked to the

rear of the box and introduced Nekhludoff to her husband. The general

incessantly smiled with his eyes, said he was glad, and remained calm

and mute.

"I had to leave to-day, but I promised you," said Nekhludoff, turning

to Mariette.

"If you don't wish to see me, you will see a remarkable actress,"

Mariette said, answering the meaning of his words. "Wasn't she great

in the last scene?" she turned to her husband.

The general bowed his head.

"That does not affect me," said Nekhludoff. "I have seen so much real

misfortune to-day that----"

"Sit down and tell us what you have seen."

The husband listened, and ironically smiled with his eyes.

"I went to see that woman who has been released. She is entirely

broken down."

"That is the woman of whom I have spoken to you," Mariette said to her

husband.

"Yes; I was very glad that she could be released," he calmly said,

nodding his head and smiling ironically, as it seemed to Nekhludoff,

under his mustache. "I will go to the smoking-room."

Nekhludoff waited, expecting that Mariette would tell him that

something which she said she had to tell him, but instead she only

jested and talked of the performance, which, she thought, ought to

affect him particularly.

Nekhludoff understood that the only purpose for which she had brought

him to the theatre was to display her evening toilet with her

shoulders and mole, and he was both pleased and disgusted. Now he saw

what was under the veil of the charm that at first attracted him.

Looking on Mariette, he admired her, but he knew that she was a

prevaricator who was living with her career-making husband; that what

she had said the other day was untrue, and that she only wished--and

neither knew why--to make him love her. And, as has been said, he was

both pleased and disgusted. Several times he attempted to leave, took

his hat but still remained. But finally, when the general, his thick

mustache reeking with tobacco, returned to the box and glanced at

Nekhludoff patronizingly disdainful, as if he did not recognize him,

Nekhludoff walked out before the door closed behind the general, and,

finding his overcoat, left the theatre.

On his way home he suddenly noticed before him a tall, well-built,

loudly-dressed woman. Every passer-by turned to look at her.

Nekhludoff walked quicker than the woman, and also involuntarily

looked her in the face. Her face, probably rouged, was pretty; her

eyes flashed at him, and she smiled. Nekhludoff involuntarily thought

of Mariette, for he experienced the same feeling of attraction and

disgust which took hold of him in the theatre. Passing her hastily,

Nekhludoff turned the corner of the street, and, to the surprise of

the policeman, began to walk up and down the water-front.

"That one in the theatre also smiled that way when I entered," he

thought, "and the smile of the former conveyed the same meaning as

that of the latter. The only difference between them is that this one

speaks openly and plainly, while the other pretends to be exercising

higher and refined feelings. But in reality they are alike. This one

is at least truthful, while the other is lying." Nekhludoff recalled

his relations with the wife of the district commander, and a flood of

shameful recollections came upon him. "There is a disgusting

bestiality in man," he thought; "but when it is in a primitive state,

one looks down upon and despises it, whether he is carried away with

or withstands it. But when this same bestiality hides itself under a

so-called aesthetic, poetic cover, and demands to be worshiped, then,

deifying the beast, one gives himself up to it, without distinguishing

between the good and the bad. Then it is horrible."

As there was no soothing, rest-giving darkness that night, but instead

there was a hazy, cheerless, unnatural light, so even was there no

rest-giving darkness--ignorance--for Nekhludoff's soul. Everything was

clear. It was plain that all that is considered important and useful

is really insignificant and wicked, and that all that splendor and

luxury were hiding old crimes, familiar to every one, and not only

stalking unpunished, but triumphing and adorned with all the

allurements man is capable of conceiving.

Nekhludoff wished to forget it, not to see it, but he could no longer

help seeing it. Although he did not see the source of the light which

revealed these things to him, as he did not see the source of the

light which spread over St. Petersburg, and though this light seemed

to him hazy, cheerless and unnatural, he could not help seeing that

which the light revealed to him, and he felt at the same time both joy

and alarm.

CHAPTER XVII.

Immediately upon his arrival in Moskow, Nekhludoff made his way to the

prison hospital, intending to make known to Maslova the Senate's

decision and to tell her to prepare for the journey to Siberia.

Of the petition which he brought for Maslova's signature, he had

little hope. And, strange to say, he no longer wished to succeed. He

had accustomed himself to the thought of going to Siberia, and living

among the exiles and convicts, and it was difficult for him to imagine

how he should order his life and that of Maslova if she were freed.

The door-keeper at the hospital, recognizing Nekhludoff, immediately

informed him that Maslova was no longer there.

"Where is she, then?"

"Why, again in the prison."

"Why was she transferred?" asked Nekhludoff.

"Your Excellency knows their kind," said the door-keeper, with a

contemptuous smile. "She was making love to the assistant, so the

chief physician sent her back."

Nekhludoff did not suspect that Maslova and her spiritual condition

were so close to him. This news stunned him. The feeling he

experienced was akin to that which people experience when hearing

suddenly of some great misfortune. He was deeply grieved. The first

feeling he experienced was that of shame. His joyful portraying of her

spiritual awakening now seemed to him ridiculous. Her reluctance to

accept his sacrifice, the reproaches and the tears, were the mere

cunning, he thought, of a dissolute woman who wished to make the most

use of him. It seemed to him now that at his last visit he had seen in

her the symptoms of incorrigibility which were now evident. All this

flashed through his mind at the time he instinctively donned his hat

and left the hospital.

"But what's to be done now?" he asked himself. "Am I bound to her? Am

I not released now by this, her act?"

But no sooner did he form the question than he understood that in

considering himself released and leaving her to her fate he would be

punishing not her, which he desired, but himself, and he was

terrified.

"No! That will not alter my decision--it will only strengthen it. Let

her do whatever her soul prompts her to do; if she would make love to

the assistant, let her do so. It is her business. It is my business to

do what my conscience demands," he said to himself. "And my conscience

demands that I sacrifice my liberty in expiation of my sin, and my

decision to marry her, although but fictitiously, and follow her

wherever she may be sent, remains unaltered," he said to himself, with

spiteful obstinacy, and, leaving the hospital, he made his way with

resolute step to the prison gate.

Coming to the gate, he asked the officer on duty to tell the

inspector that he wished to see Maslova. The officer knew Nekhludoff,

and told him an important piece of prison news. The captain had

resigned, and another man, who was very strict, had taken his place.

The inspector, who was in the prison at the time, soon made his

appearance. He was tall, bony, very slow in his movements, and gloomy.

"Visitors are allowed only on certain days," he said, without looking

at Nekhludoff.

"But I have a petition here which she must sign."

"You may give it to me."

"I must see the prisoner myself. I was always permitted to see her

before."

"That was before," said the inspector, glancing at Nekhludoff.

"I have a pass from the Governor," Nekhludoff insisted, producing his

pocket-book.

"Let me see it," said the inspector, without looking in Nekhludoff's

eyes, and taking the document with his skinny, long, white hand, on

the index finger of which there was a gold ring, he slowly read it.

"Walk into the office, please," he said.

On this occasion there was no one in the office. The inspector seated

himself at the table, looking through the papers that lay on it,

evidently intending to stay through the meeting. When Nekhludoff asked

him if Bogodukhovskaia could be seen, he answered: "Visiting the

politicals is not allowed," and again buried his head in the papers.

When Maslova entered the room, the inspector raised his eyes, and,

without looking either at Maslova or Nekhludoff, said: "You may go

ahead," and continued to busy himself with his papers.

Maslova was again dressed in a white skirt, waist and 'kerchief.

Coming near Nekhludoff and seeing his cold, angry face, her own turned

a purple color, and, with downcast eyes, she began to pick a corner of

her waist. Her confusion Nekhludoff considered as confirmation of the

hospital porter's words.

So abhorent was she to him now that he _could not_ extend his hand to

her, as he desired.

[Illustration: WARDEN AND MATRON.]

"I bring you bad news," he said in an even voice, without looking at

her. "The Senate affirmed the verdict."

"I knew it would be so," she said in a strange voice, as if choking.

If it had happened before, Nekhludoff would have asked her why she

knew it; now he only looked at her. Her eyes were filled with tears,

but this not only did not soften him, but made him even more inflamed

against her.

The inspector rose and began to walk up and down the room.

Notwithstanding the abhorence Nekhludoff felt for Maslova, he thought

it proper to express his regret at the Senate's action.

"Do not despair," he said. "This petition may be more successful, and

I hope that----"

"Oh, it is not that," she said, looking at him with the tearful and

squinting eyes.

"What, then?"

"You have been in the hospital, and they must have told you there

about me."

"What of it? That is your business," frowning, Nekhludoff said with

indifference. The cruel feeling of offended pride rose in him with

greater force at her mention of the hospital. "I, a man of the world,

whom any girl of the upper class would be only too happy to marry,

offered to become the husband of that woman, and she could not wait,

but made love to the assistant surgeon," he thought, looking at her

with hatred.

"Sign this petition," he said, and, taking from his pocket a large

envelope, placed it on the table. She wiped her tears with a corner of

her 'kerchief, seated herself at the table, and asked him where to

sign.

He showed her where, and she, seating herself, smoothed with her left

hand the sleeve of the right. He stood over her, silently looking at

her back bent over the table, and now and then shaking from the sobs

she tried to suppress, and his soul was convulsed by a struggle

between good and evil, between offended pride and pity for her

sufferings. The feeling of pity conquered.

Whether it was the feeling of pity that first asserted itself, or the

recollection of his own deeds of the same character for which he

reproached her, he scarcely knew, but suddenly he felt himself guilty

and pitied her.

Having signed the petition and wiped her soiled fingers on her skirt,

she rose and glanced at him.

"Whatever the result, and no matter what happens, I shall keep my

word," said Nekhludoff.

The thought that he was forgiving her strengthened in him the feeling

of pity and tenderness for her, and he wished to console her.

"I will do what I said. I will be with you wherever you may be."

"That's no use," she hastened to say, and her face became radiant.

"Make note of what you need for the road."

"Nothing particular, I think. Thank you."

The inspector approached them, and Nekhludoff, without waiting to be

told that the time was up, took leave of her, experiencing a new

feeling of quiet happiness, calmness and love for all mankind. It was

the consciousness that no act of Maslova could alter his love for her

that raised his spirit and made him feel happy. Let her make love to

the assistant--that was her business. He loved her not for himself,

but for her and for God.

* * * * *

The love-making for which Maslova was expelled from the hospital, and

to which Nekhludoff gave credence, consisted only in that, when

Maslova, coming to the drug department for some pectoral herbs,

prescribed by her superior, she found there an assistant, named

Ustinoff. This Ustinoff had been pursuing her with his attentions for

a long time, and as he tried to embrace her she pushed him away with

such force that he struck the shelving, and two bottles came crashing

to the floor.

The chief physician was passing at the time, and, hearing the sound of

the breaking glass, and seeing Maslova running out, all flushed, he

angrily shouted to her:

"Well, girl, if you begin to flirt here, I will send you back. What is

the matter?" he turned to the assistant, sternly looking over his

spectacles.

The assistant, smiling, began to apologize. The doctor, without

hearing him to the last, raised his head so that he began to look

through the glasses, and walked into the ward. On the same day he

asked the inspector to send a more sedate nurse in place of Maslova.

Maslova's expulsion from the hospital on the ground of flirting was

particularly painful to her by reason of the fact that, after her

meeting with Nekhludoff, all association with men, which had _been_ so

repugnant to her, became even more disgusting.

The fact that, judging her by her past and present condition,

everybody, including the pimpled assistant, thought that they had the

right to insult her, and were surprised when she refused their

attentions, was very painful to her and called forth her tears and

pity for herself. Now, coming out to see Nekhludoff, she wished to

explain the injustice of the charge which he had probably heard. But

as she attempted to do so, she felt that he would not believe her;

that her explanation would only tend to corroborate the suspicion, and

her tears welled up in her throat, and she became silent.

Maslova was still thinking, and continued to assure herself that, as

she had told him on his second visit, she had not forgiven him; that

she hated him, but, in reality, she had long since begun to love him

again, and loved him so that she involuntarily carried out his wishes.

She ceased to drink and smoke, she gave up flirting, and willingly

went as servant to the hospital. All this she did because she knew he

wished it. Her repeated refusal to accept his sacrifice was partly due

to the fact that she wished to repeat those proud words which she had

once told him, and mainly because she knew that their marriage would

make him unhappy. She was firmly resolved not to accept his sacrifice,

and yet it was painful for her to think that he despised her; that he

thought her to be the same as she had been, and did not see the change

she was undergoing. The fact that he was at that moment thinking that

she did something wrong in the hospital pained her more than the news

that she was finally sentenced to hard labor.

CHAPTER XVIII.

Maslova might be sent away with the first party of exiles; hence

Nekhludoff was preparing for departure. But he had so many things to

attend to that he felt that he could never get through with them, no

matter how much time there might be left for preparations. It was

different in former times. Then it was necessary to devise something

to do, and the interest in all his affairs centered in Dmitri

Ivanovich Nekhludoff. But though all interest in life centered in

Dmitri Ivanovich, he always suffered from ennui. Now, however, all his

affairs related to people other than Dmitri Ivanovich, and were all

interesting and attractive, as well as inexhaustible.

Besides, formerly the occupation with the affairs of Dmitri Ivanovich

always caused vexation and irritation; while these affairs of others

for the most part put him in a happy mood.

Nekhludoff's affairs were now divided into three parts. He himself, in

his habitual pedantism, thus divided them, and according placed them

in three different portfolios.

The first was that of Maslova. This consisted in efforts to obtain a

successful result in the pending petition, and preparations for

departure to Siberia.

The second part related to the settlement of his estates. The Panov

land was granted to the peasants on condition of their paying a rent

to be used for common necessities. But, in order to complete that

arrangement, it was necessary to sign an agreement and also make his

will. The arrangement made for the Kusminskoie estate was to remain in

force, only there remained to be determined what part of the rent he

was to appropriate to himself, and what was to be left for the benefit

of the peasants. Without knowing what his necessary disbursements

would be on his trip to Siberia, he could not make up his mind to

deprive himself of his income, although he reduced it by one-half.

The third part related to aid to prisoners, who were now applying to

him more and more frequently.

At first, when written to for aid, he proceeded immediately to

intercede for the applicants, endeavoring to relieve their condition,

but in the end their number became so great that he found it

impossible to help every one, and was involuntarily brought to a

fourth matter, which had of late occupied him more than either of the

others.

His fourth concern consisted in solving the question, Why, how and

whence came that remarkable institution called the Criminal Court, to

which was due the existence of that prison, with the inmates of which

he had become somewhat familiar, and all those places of confinement,

beginning with the fortress dedicated to two saints, Peter and Paul,

and ending with the island of Saghalin, where hundreds and thousands

of victims of that wonderful criminal law were languishing?

From personal contact with prisoners, and from information received

from the lawyer, the prison chaplain, the inspector, and from the

prison register, Nekhludoff came to the conclusion that the prisoners,

so-called criminals, could be divided into five classes. The first

class consisted of people entirely innocent, victims of judicial

mistakes, such as that would-be incendiary, Menshov, or Maslova, and

others. There were comparatively few people of this class, according

to the observations of the chaplain--about seven per cent.--but their

condition attracted particular attention. The second class consisted

of people convicted for offenses committed under exceptional

circumstances, such as anger, jealousy, drunkenness, etc.--offenses

which, under similar circumstances, would almost invariably have been

committed by all those who judged and punished them. This class made

up, according to Nekhludoff's observations, more than one-half of all

the prisoners. To the third class belonged those who committed,

according to their own ideas, the most indifferent or even good acts,

but which were considered criminal by people--entire strangers to

them--who were making the laws. To this class belonged all those who

carried on a secret trade in wine, or were bringing in contraband

goods, or were picking herbs, or gathering wood, in private or

government forests. To this class also belonged the predatory

mountaineers.

The fourth class consisted of people who, according to Nekhludoff,

were reckoned among the criminals only because they were morally above

the average level of society. Among these the percentage of those who

resisted interference with their affairs, or were sentenced for

resisting the authorities, was very large.

The fifth class, finally, was composed of people who were more sinned

against by society than they sinned themselves. These were the

helpless people, blunted by constant oppression and temptation, like

that boy with the mats, and hundreds of others whom Nekhludoff saw

both in and out of prison, and the conditions of those whose lives

systematically drove them to the necessity of committing those acts

which are called crimes. To these people belonged, according to

Nekhludoff's observations, many thieves and murderers, with some of

whom Nekhludoff had come in contact. Among these Nekhludoff found, on

close acquaintance, those spoiled and depraved people whom the new

school calls the criminal type, and the existence of which in society

is given as the reason for the necessity of criminal law and

punishment. These so-called depraved types, deviating from the normal,

were, according to Nekhludoff, none other than those very people who

have sinned less against society than society has sinned against them,

and against whom society has sinned, not directly, but through their

ancestors.

Nekhludoff's attention was attracted by a habitual thief, Okhotin, who

came under this head. He was the son of a fallen woman; had grown up

in lodging-houses, and till the age of thirty had never met a moral

man. In childhood he had fallen in with a gang of thieves, but he

possessed a humorous vein which attracted people to him. While asking

Nekhludoff for aid he jested at himself, the judges, the prison and

all the laws, not only criminal, but even divine. There was also a

fine-looking man, Fedorff, who, in company with a gang of which he was

the leader, had killed and robbed an old official. This one was a

peasant whose father's house had been illegally taken from him, and

who, while in the army, suffered for falling in love with an officer's

mistress. He was attractive and passionate. His sole desire in life

was to enjoy himself, and he had never met any people who, out of any

consideration, tempered their passions, nor had he ever heard that

there was any other aim in life than personal enjoyment. It was plain

to Nekhludoff that these two were richly endowed by nature, and were

only neglected and mutilated as plants are sometimes neglected and

mutilated. He also came across a vagabond, and a woman, whose

stupidity and apparent cruelty were repulsive, but he failed to find

in them that criminal type spoken of by the Italian school. He only

saw in them people who were disagreeable to him personally, like some

he had met in dress-coats, uniforms, and laces.

Thus the investigation of the question: Why are people of such great

variety of character confined in prisons, while others, no different

than those, enjoy freedom and even judge those people? was the fourth

concern of Nekhludoff.

At first he hoped to find an answer to this question in books, and

bought every book bearing on the subject. He bought the works of

Lombroso, Garofalo, Ferri, Mandsley and Tard, and read them carefully.

But the more he read them, the greater was his disappointment. The

same thing happened with him that happens with people who appeal to

science with direct, simple, vital questions, and not with a view of

playing the part of an expounder, writer or teacher in it. Science

solved a thousand and one various abstruse, complicated questions

bearing on criminal law, but failed to give an answer to the question

he had formed. His question was very simple: Why and by what right do

some people confine, torture, exile, flog and kill other people no

different than they are themselves? And in answer they argued the

questions: Whether or not man is a free agent? Can a criminal be

distinguished by the measurements of his cranium? To what extent is

crime due to heredity? What is morality? What is insanity? What is

degeneracy? What is temperament? How does climate, food, ignorance,

emulation, hypnotism, passion affect crime? What is society? What are

its duties? etc., etc.

These arguments reminded Nekhludoff of an answer he had once received

from a schoolboy. He asked the boy whether he had learned the

declension of nouns. "Yes," answered the boy. "Well, then decline

'Paw.'" "What paw? A dog's paw?" the boy answered, with a sly

expression on his face. Similar answers in the form of questions

Nekhludoff found in scientific books to his one basic question.

He found there many wise, learned and interesting things, but there

was no answer to his principal question: By what right do some people

punish others? Not only was there no answer, but all reasoning tended

to explain and justify punishment, the necessity of which was

considered an axiom. Nekhludoff read much, but only by fits and

starts, and the want of an answer he ascribed to such superficial

reading. He, therefore, refused to believe in the justice of the

answer which constantly occurred to him.

CHAPTER XIX.

The deportation of the party of convicts to which Maslova belonged was

set for the fifth of July, and Nekhludoff was prepared to follow her

on that day. The day before his departure his sister, with her

husband, arrived in town to see him.

Nekhludoff's sister, Natalie Ivanovna Ragojhinsky, was ten years his

senior. He had grown up partly under her influence. She loved him when

he was a boy, and before her marriage they treated each other as

equals; she was twenty-five and he was fifteen. She had been in love

then with his deceased friend, Nikolenka Irtenieff. They both loved

Nikolenka, and loved in him and in themselves the good that was in

them, and which unifies all people.

Since that time they had both became corrupted--he by the bad life he

was leading; she by her marriage to a man whom she loved sensually,

but who not only did not love all that which she and Dimitri at one

time considered most holy and precious, but did not even understand

it, and all those aspirations to moral perfection and to serving

others, to which she had once devoted herself, he ascribed to

selfishness and a desire to show off before people.

Ragojhinsky was a man without reputation or fortune, but a clever

fortune hunter, who, by skillful manoeuvering between liberalism and

conservatism, availing himself of that dominating tendency which

promised bitter results in life, but principally by something peculiar

which attracted women to him, he succeeded in making a relatively

brilliant judicial career. He was already past his youth when he met

Nekhludoff abroad, made Natalie, who was also not very young, to fall

in love with him, and married her almost against the wish of her

mother, who said that it would be a mésalliance. Nekhludoff, although

he concealed it from himself and struggled against the feeling, hated

his brother-in-law. He disliked his vulgar feelings, his

self-confident narrowness of mind, but, principally, because of his

sister, who should so passionately, egotistically and sensually love

such a poor nature, and to please whom she should stifle all her noble

sentiments. It was always painful to Nekhludoff to think of Natalie as

the wife of that hairy, self-confident man, with shining bald head. He

could not even suppress his aversion to his children. And whenever he

heard that she was about to become a mother, he experienced a feeling

of compassion for her being again infected with something bad by the

man who was so unlike all of them.

The Ragojhinskys arrived without their children, and engaged the best

suite in the best hotel. Natalie Ivanovna immediately went to the old

home of her mother, and learning there that her brother had moved to

furnished rooms, she went to his new home. The dirty servant, meeting

her in the dark, ill-smelling corridor, which was lit up by a lamp

during the day, announced that the Prince was away.

Desiring to leave a note, Natalie Ivanovna was shown into his

apartments. She closely examined the two small rooms. She noticed in

every corner the familiar cleanliness and order, and she was struck by

the modesty of the appointments. On the writing table she saw a

familiar paper-press, with the bronze figure of a dog, neatly arranged

portfolios, papers, volumes of the Criminal Code and an English book

of Henry George, and a French one by Tard, between the leaves of which

was an ivory paper knife.

She left a note asking him to call on her the same evening, and,

shaking her head in wonder at what she had seen, returned to her

hotel.

There were two questions relating to her brother that interested

Natalie Ivanovna--his marriage to Katiousha, of which she had heard in

her city, where it was a matter of common gossip, and the distribution

by him of his land to the peasants, upon which some people looked as

something political and dangerous. From one point of view, she rather

liked the idea of his marrying Katiousha. She admired his resolution,

seeing in it herself and him as they had been before her marriage. At

the same time, she was horror-stricken at the thought that her brother

was to marry such an awful woman. The latter feeling was the stronger,

and she decided to dissuade him from marrying her, although she knew

how hard that would be.

The other affair, that of his parting with his land, she did not take

so close to heart, but her husband was indignant at such folly, and

demanded that she influence her brother to abandon the attempt.

Ignatius Nikiforovitch said that it was the height of inconsistency,

foolhardiness and pride; that such an act could only be explained, if

at all, by a desire to be odd, to have something to brag about, and to

make people talk about one's self.

"What sense is there in giving the land to the peasants and making

them pay rent to themselves?" he said. "If his mind was set on doing

it, he could sell them the land through the bank. There would be some

sense in that. Taking all in all, his act is very eccentric," said

Ignatius Nikiforovitch, already considering the necessity of a

guardianship, and he demanded that his wife should seriously speak to

her brother of this, his strange intention.

CHAPTER XX.

In the evening Nekhludoff went to his sister. Ignatius Nikiforovitch

was resting in another room, and Natalie Ivanovna alone met him. She

wore a tight-fitting black silk dress, with a knot of red ribbon, and

her hair was done up according to the latest fashion. She was

evidently making herself look young for her husband. Seeing her

brother, she quickly rose from the divan, and, rustling with her silk

skirt, she went out to meet him. They kissed and, smiling, looked at

each other. There was an exchange of those mysterious, significant

glances in which everything was truth; then followed an exchange of

words in which that truth was lacking. They had not met since the

death of their mother.

"You have grown stout and young," he said.

Her lips contracted with pleasure.

"And you have grown thin."

"Well, how is Ignatius Nikiforovitch?" asked Nekhludoff.

"He is resting. He has not slept all night."

A great deal should have been said here, but their words said nothing,

and their glances said that that which interested them most was left

unsaid.

"I have been at your lodging."

"Yes, I know it. I have moved from the house. I am so lonely and

weary. I do not need any of those things, so you take them--the

furniture--everything."

"Yes, Agrippina Petrovna told me. I have been there. I thank you very

much. But----"

At that moment the servant brought in a silver tea service. Natalie

Ivanovna busied herself with making the tea. Nekhludoff was silent.

"Well, Dimitri, I know everything," Natalie said, resolutely, glancing

at him.

"I am very glad that you know."

"Do you think it possible to reform her after such a life?"

He was sitting erect on a small chair, attentively listening to her,

prepared to answer satisfactorily her every question. He was still in

that frame of mind which, after his last meeting with Maslova, filled

his soul with tranquil happiness and love for all mankind.

"It is not her that I intend to reform, but myself," he answered.

Natalie Ivanovna sighed.

"There are other means besides marriage."

"And I think that that is the best. Besides, that will bring me into

that world in which I can be useful."

"I do not think," said Natalie Ivanovna, "that you could be happy."

"It is not a question of my happiness."

"Of course; but if she possesses a heart, she cannot be happy--she

cannot even desire it."

"She does not."

"I understand, but life--demands something different."

"Life only demands that we do what is right," said Nekhludoff, looking

at her face, still beautiful, although covered with fine wrinkles

around the eyes and mouth.

"Poor dear! How she has changed!" thought Nekhludoff, recalling

Natalie as she had been before her marriage, and a tender feeling,

woven of countless recollections of their childhood, rose in his

breast toward her.

At that moment Ignatius Nikiforovitch, as usual holding his head high

and projecting his broad chest, entered the room, with shining

eye-glasses, bald head and black beard.

"How do you do? How do you do?" he greeted Nekhludoff, unnaturally

accentuating his words.

They pressed each other's hand, and Ignatius Nikiforovitch lowered

himself into an arm-chair.

"Am I disturbing you?"

"No, I do not conceal anything I say or do from anybody."

As soon as Nekhludoff saw that face, those hairy hands and heard that

patronizing tone, his gentle disposition immediately disappeared.

"Yes, we have been speaking about his intention," said Natalie

Ivanovna. "Shall I pour out some tea for you?" she added, taking the

tea-pot.

"Yes, if you please. What intention do you refer to?"

"My intention of going to Siberia with that party of convicts, among

whom there is a woman I have wronged," said Nekhludoff.

"I heard that you intended more than that."

"Yes, and marry her, if she only desires it."

"I see! And may I ask you to explain your motives, if it is not

unpleasant to you? I do not understand them."

"My motives are that that woman--that the first step on her downward

career----" Nekhludoff became angry because he could not find the proper

expression. "My motives are that I am guilty, while she is punished."

"If she is punished, then she is also, probably, guilty."

"She is perfectly innocent."

And, with unnecessary agitation, Nekhludoff related the whole case.

"Yes, that was an omission by the presiding justice. But in such cases

there is the Senate."

"The Senate sustained the verdict."

"Ah, then there were no grounds of appeal," said Ignatius

Nikiforovitch, evidently sharing the well-known opinion that truth is

the product of court proceedings. "The Senate cannot go into the

merits of a case. But if there is really a judicial error, a petition

should be made to the Emperor."

"That was done, but there is no chance of success. Inquiries will be

made at the Ministry, which will refer them to the Senate, and the

Senate will repeat its decision, and, as usual, the innocent will be

punished."

"In the first place, the Ministry will not refer to the Senate," and

Ignatius Nikiforovitch smiled condescendingly, "but will call for all

the documents in the case, and, if it finds an error, will so decide.

In the second place, an innocent person is never, or, at least, very

seldom punished. Only the guilty is punished."

"And I am convinced that the contrary is true," said Nekhludoff, with

an unkind feeling toward his brother-in-law. "I am convinced that the

majority of the people convicted by courts are innocent."

"How so?"

"They are innocent in the ordinary sense of the word, as that woman

was innocent of poisoning; as that peasant is innocent of the murder

which he has not committed; as that mother and son are innocent of the

arson which was committed by the owner himself, and for which they

came near being convicted."

"Of course, there always have been and always will be judicial errors.

Human institutions cannot be perfect."

"And, then, a large part of the innocent, because they have been

brought up amid certain conditions, do not consider the acts committed

by them criminal."

"Pardon me; that is unfair. Every thief knows that stealing is wrong;

that theft is immoral," Ignatius Nikiforovitch said, with the calm,

self-confident, and, at the same time, somewhat contemptuous, smile

which particularly provoked Nekhludoff.

"No, he does not know. He is told not to steal, but he sees and knows

that the employers steal his labor, keep back his pay, and that the

officials are constantly robbing him."

"That is anarchism," Ignatius calmly defined the meaning of his

brother-in-law's words.

"I do not know what it is, but I am speaking of facts," Nekhludoff

continued. "He knows that the officials are robbing him. He knows that

we, the landlords, own the land which ought to be common property, and

when he gathers some twigs for his oven we send him to jail and try to

convince him that he is a thief."

"I do not understand, and if I do, I cannot agree with you. The land

cannot be nobody's property. If you divide it," Ignatius Nikiforovitch

began, being fully convinced that Nekhludoff was a socialist, and that

the theory of socialism demands that all the land should be divided

equally; that such division is foolish, and that he can easily refute

it. "If you should divide the land to-day, giving each inhabitant an

equal share, to-morrow it will again find its way into the hands of

the more industrious and able among them----"

"Nobody even thinks of dividing the land into equal shares. There

ought to be no property in land, and it ought not to be the subject of

purchase and sale or renting."

"The right of property is a natural right. Without property right

there would be no interest in cultivating the land. Destroy property

right and we will return to the condition of the savage,"

authoritatively said Ignatius Nikiforovitch.

"On the contrary, only then will land not lie idle, as it is now."

"But, Dimitri Ivanovich, it is perfect madness! Is it possible in our

time to destroy property in land? I know it is your old hobby. But

permit me to tell you plainly----" Ignatius Nikiforovitch turned pale

and his voice trembled. The question was evidently of particular

concern to him. "I would advise you to consider that question well

before attempting its practical solution."

"You are speaking of my personal affairs?"

"Yes. I assume that we are all placed in a certain position, and must

assume the duties that result from that position, must support those

conditions of existence into which we were born, which we have

inherited from our forefathers, and which we must hand over to our

posterity."

"I consider it my duty----"

"Excuse me," continued Ignatius Nikiforovitch, who would not be

interrupted. "I am not speaking of myself and my children. The fortune

of my children is secure, and I earn enough to live in easy

circumstances, and, therefore, my protest against your, permit me to

say, ill-considered actions is not based on personal interest, but on

principle. And I would advise you to give it a little more thought, to

read----"

"You had better let me decide my own affairs. I think I know what to

read and what not to read," said Nekhludoff, turning pale, and,

feeling that he could not control himself, became silent and began to

drink his tea.

CHAPTER XXI.

"Well, how are the children?" Nekhludoff asked his sister, having

calmed down.

Thus the unpleasant conversation was changed. Natalie became calm and

talked about her children. She would not speak, however, about those

things which only her brother understood in the presence of her

husband, and in order to continue the conversation she began to talk

of the latest news, the killing of Kanesky in the duel.

Ignatius Nikiforovitch expressed his disapproval of the condition of

things which excluded the killing in a duel from the category of

crimes.

His remark called forth Nekhludoff's reply, and a hot discussion

followed on the same subject, neither expressing fully his opinion,

and in the end they were again at loggerheads.

Ignatius Nikiforovitch felt that Nekhludoff condemned him, hating all

his activity, and he wished to prove the injustice of his reasoning.

Nekhludoff, on the other hand, to say nothing of the vexation caused

him by his brother-in-law's interference in his affairs (in the depth

of his soul he felt that his brother-in-law, his sister and their

children, as heirs, had the right to do so), was indignant at the calm

and confident manner of that narrow-minded man who continued to

consider legal and just that which to Nekhludoff was undoubtedly

foolish. This self-confidence irritated him.

"What should the court do?" asked Nekhludoff.

"Sentence one of the duelists, as it would a common murderer, to hard

labor."

Nekhludoff's hands again turned cold, and he continued with warmth:

"Well, what would be then?"

"Justice would be done."

"As if the aim of courts was to do justice!" said Nekhludoff.

"What else?"

"Their aim is to support class interests. Courts, according to my

idea, are only instruments for the perpetuation of conditions

profitable to our class."

"That is an entirely new view," said Ignatius Nikiforovitch, smiling

calmly. "Usually somewhat different aims are ascribed to courts."

"In theory, but not in practice, as I have learned. The only aim of

the courts is to preserve the existing state of things, and for this

reason they persecute and kill all those who are above the common

level and who wish to raise it as well as those who are below it."

"I cannot agree with the view that criminals are executed because they

are above the level of the average. For the most part they are the

excrescence of society, just as perverted, though in a different

manner, as are those criminal types whom you consider below the level

of the average."

"And I know people who are far above their judges."

But Ignatius Nikiforovitch, not accustomed to being interrupted when

speaking, did not listen to Nekhludoff, which was particularly

irritating to the latter, and continued to talk while Nekhludoff was

talking.

"I cannot agree with you that the aim of courts is to support the

existing order of things. The courts have their aims: either the

correction----"

"Prisons are great places for correction," Nekhludoff put in.

"Or the removal," persistently continued Ignatius Nikiforovitch, "of

those depraved and savage people who threaten the existence of

society."

"That is just where the trouble is. Courts can do neither the one nor

the other. Society has no means of doing it."

"How is that? I don't understand----" asked Ignatius Nikiforovitch, with

a forced smile.

"I mean to say that there are only two sensible modes of

punishment--those that have been used in olden times: corporal

punishment and capital punishment. But with the advance of

civilization they have gone out of existence."

"That is both new and surprising to hear from you."

"Yes, there is sense in inflicting pain on a man that he might not

repeat that for which the pain was inflicted; and it is perfectly

sensible to cut the head off a harmful and dangerous member of

society. But what sense is there in imprisoning a man, who is depraved

by idleness and bad example, and keeping him in secure and compulsory

idleness in the society of the most depraved people? Or to transport

him, for some reason, at an expense to the government of five hundred

roubles, from the District of Tula to the District of Irkutsk, or from

Kursk----"

"But people seem to fear these journeys at government expense. And

were it not for these journeys, we would not be sitting here as we are

sitting now."

"Prisons cannot secure our safety, because people are not imprisoned

for life, but are released. On the contrary, these institutions are

the greatest breeders of vice and corruption--_i. e._, they increase

the danger."

"You mean to say that the penitentiary system ought to be perfected?"

"It cannot be perfected. Perfected prisons would cost more than is

spent on popular education and would be a new burden on the populace."

"But the deficiencies of the penitentiary system do not invalidate the

judicial system," Ignatius Nikiforovitch again continued, without

listening to his brother-in-law.

"These deficiencies cannot be corrected," said Nekhludoff, raising

his voice.

"What then? Would you kill? Or, as a certain statesman suggested,

pluck out their eyes?" said Ignatius Nikiforovitch, smiling

triumphantly.

"Yes; that would be cruel, but expedient. What we are doing now is

both cruel and inexpedient."

"And I am taking part in it," said Ignatius Nikiforovitch, paling.

"That is your business. But I do not understand it."

"I think there are many things you do not understand," said Ignatius

Nikiforovitch, with a quiver in his voice.

"I saw a public prosecutor in court trying his utmost to convict an

unfortunate boy, who could only arouse compassion in any unperverted

man----"

"If I thought so, I should give up my position," said Ignatius

Nikiforovitch, rising.

Nekhludoff noticed a peculiar glitter under his brother-in-law's

eye-glasses. "Can it be tears?" thought Nekhludoff. They really were

tears. Ignatius Nikiforovitch was offended. Going toward the window,

he drew a handkerchief from his pocket, coughed, and began to wipe his

eye-glasses, and, removing them, he also wiped his eyes. Returning to

the couch, Ignatius Nikiforovitch lit a cigar and spoke no more.

Nekhludoff was pained and ashamed at the grief that he had caused his

brother-in-law and sister, especially as he was leaving the next day

and would not see them again. In great agitation he took leave of them

and departed.

"It is quite possible that what I said was true. At any rate, he did

not refute me. But it was wrong to speak that way. Little have I

changed if I could insult him and grieve poor Natalie," he thought.

CHAPTER XXII.

The party of convicts, which included Maslova, was to leave on the

three o'clock train, and in order to see them coming out of the prison

and follow them to the railroad station Nekhludoff decided to get to

the prison before twelve.

While packing his clothes and papers, Nekhludoff came across his

diary and began to read the entry he had made before leaving for St.

Petersburg. "Katiusha does not desire my sacrifice, but is willing to

sacrifice herself," it ran. "She has conquered, and I have conquered.

I am rejoicing at that inner change which she seems to me to be

undergoing. I fear to believe it, but it appears to me that she is

awakening." Immediately after this was the following entry: "I have

lived through a very painful and very joyous experience. I was told

that she had misbehaved in the hospital. It was very painful to hear

it. Did not think it would so affect me. Have spoken to her with

contempt and hatred, but suddenly remembered how often I myself have

been guilty--am even now, although only in thought, of that for which

I hated her, and suddenly I was seized with disgust for myself and

pity for her, and I became very joyful. If we would only see in time

the beam in our own eye, how much kinder we would be." Then he made

the following entry for the day: "Have seen Katiusha, and, because of

my self-content, was unkind and angry, and departed with a feeling of

oppression. But what can I do? A new life begins to-morrow. Farewell

to the old life! My mind is filled with numberless impressions, but I

cannot yet reduce them to order."

On awakening the following morning, Nekhludoff's first feeling was one

of sorrow for the unpleasant incident with his brother-in-law.

"I must go to see them," he thought, "and smooth it over."

But, looking at the clock, he saw that there was no time left, and

that he must hasten to the prison to see the departure of the

convicts. Hastily packing up his things and sending them to the depot,

Nekhludoff hired a trap and drove to the prison.

* * * * *

The hot July days had set in. The stones of the street, the houses,

and the tins of the roofs, failing to cool off during the suffocating

night, exhaled their warmth into the hot, still air. There was no

breeze, and such as rose every now and then was laden with dust and

the stench of oil paint. The few people that were on the streets

sought shelter in the shade of the houses. Only sun-burnt

street-pavers in bast shoes were sitting in the middle of the street,

setting boulders into the hot sand; gloomy policemen in unstarched

blouses and carrying revolvers attached to yellow cords, were lazily

shuffling about, and tram-cars with drawn blinds on the sides exposed

to the sun, and drawn by white-hooded horses, were running up and down

the street.

When Nekhludoff arrived at the prison, the formal delivery and

acceptance of the departing convicts, which began at four in the

morning, were still going on. The party consisted of six hundred and

twenty-three men and sixty-four women; all had to be counted, the weak

and sick had to be separated, and they were to be delivered to the

convoy. The new inspector, two assistants, a physician, his assistant,

the officer of the convoy and a clerk were sitting in the shade around

a table with papers and documents, calling and examining each convict

and making entries in their books.

One-half of the table was already exposed to the sun. It was getting

warm and close from want of air, and from the breathing of the

convicts standing near by.

"Will there ever be an end?" said a tall, stout, red-faced captain of

the convoy, incessantly smoking a cigarette and blowing the smoke

through the moustache which covered his mouth. "I am exhausted. Where

have you taken so many? How many more are there?"

The clerk consulted the books.

"Twenty-four men and the women."

"Why are you standing there? Come forward!" shouted the captain to the

crowding convicts.

The convicts had already been standing three hours in a broiling sun,

waiting their turn.

All this was taking place in the court-yard of the prison, while

without the prison stood the usual armed soldier, about two dozen

trucks for the baggage, and the infirm convicts, and on the corner a

crowd of relatives and friends of the convicts, waiting for a chance

to see the exiles as they emerged from the prison, and, if possible,

to have a last few words with them, or deliver some things they had

brought for them. Nekhludoff joined this crowd.

He stood there about an hour. At the end of the hour, from behind the

gates came the clatter of chains, the tramping of feet, voices of

command, coughing and the low conversation of a large crowd. This

lasted about five minutes, during which time prison officers flitted

in and out through the wicket. Finally there was heard a sharp

command.

The gates were noisily flung open, the clatter of the chains became

more distinct, and a detachment of guardsmen in white blouses and

shouldering guns marched forth and arranged themselves, evidently as a

customary manoeuvre, in a large semi-circle before the gates. Again

a command was heard, and the hard-labor convicts, in pairs, began to

pour out. With pancake-shaped caps on their shaved heads, and sacks on

their shoulders, they dragged their fettered legs, holding up the

sacks with one hand and waving the other. First came the men convicts,

all in gray trousers and long coats with diamond aces on their backs.

All of them--young, old, slim, stout, pale, and red-faced,

dark-haired, moustached, bearded and beardless, Russians, Tartars,

Jews--came, clanging their chains and briskly waving their hands as

though going on a long journey; but after making about ten steps they

stopped and humbly arranged themselves in rows of four. Immediately

behind these came another contingent, also with shaved heads and

similarly dressed, without leg-fetters, but handcuffed to each other.

These were exiles. They walked as briskly as the others, stopped, and

formed in rows of four. Then came the women in the same order, in gray

coats and 'kerchiefs, those sentenced to hard labor coming first; then

the exiles, and finally those voluntarily following their husbands, in

their native costumes. Some of the women carried infants under the

skirts of their coats.

Children--boys and girls--followed them on foot, hanging on to the

skirts of their mothers. The men stood silently, coughing now and

then, or exchanging remarks, while the women carried on incessant

conversation. Nekhludoff thought that he saw Maslova as she was coming

out, but she was soon lost in the large crowd, and he only saw a lot

of gray creatures almost deprived of all womanly features, with their

children and sacks, grouping themselves behind the men.

Although the convicts had been counted within the walls of the prison,

the guard began to count them over again. This counting took a long

time, because the convicts, moving from one place to another, confused

the count of the officers. The officers cursed and pushed the humbly

but angrily compliant convicts and counted them again. When the

counting was finally over, the officer of the guard gave some command,

and suddenly all became confusion in the crowd. Infirm men, women and

children hastened to the trucks, on which they first placed their

sacks, then climbed in themselves, the infants crying in their

mothers' arms, the children quarreling about the places, the men

looking gloomy and despondent.

Some of the convicts, removing their caps, approached the officer and

made some request. As Nekhludoff afterward learned, they were asking

to be taken on the wagons. The guard officer, without looking at the

applicants, silently inhaled the smoke of his cigarette, then suddenly

swung his short hand at one of the convicts that approached him, who

dodged and sprang back.

"I will elevate you to the nobility with a rope! You can walk!"

shouted the officer.

Only a tall, staggering old man in irons was permitted to ride on a

wagon. The old man removed his cap, and making the sign of the cross,

dragged himself to the wagon; but his fettered legs prevented his

climbing up until an old woman, sitting on the wagon, took his hand

and helped him in.

When all the wagons were loaded with sacks and those that were

permitted to ride, the guard officer uncovered his bald head, wiped

with a handkerchief his pate, forehead and red, stout neck, made the

sign of the cross, and gave command to proceed.

There was a clatter of weapons; the convicts, removing their caps,

began to make the sign of the cross, some with their left hands; the

escorting crowd shouted something, the convicts shouted in answer; a

great wailing arose among the women, and the party, surrounded by

soldiers in white blouses moved forward, raising a cloud of dust with

their fettered feet. They marched in the order in which they formed at

the prison gates, in rows of four, preceded by a detachment of

soldiers. The rear was brought up by the wagons loaded with the sacks

and the infirm. On top of one of the wagons, above all the others, sat

a woman, wrapped up in her coat and sobbing incessantly.

CHAPTER XXIII.

When Nekhludoff reached the railroad station the prisoners were

already seated in the cars, behind grated windows. There were a few

people on the platform, come to see their departing relatives, but

they were not allowed to come near the cars. The guards were greatly

troubled this day. On the way from the prison to the station five men

had died from sunstroke. Three of them had been taken to the nearest

police station from the street, while two were stricken at the

railroad station.[F] They were troubled not because five men had died

while under their guard. That did not bother them; but they were

chiefly concerned with doing all that the law required them to do

under the circumstances--to make proper transfer of the dead, their

papers and belongings, and to exclude them from the list of those that

were to be transferred to Nijhni, which was very troublesome,

especially on such a warm day.

This it was that occupied the convoy, and this was the reason why

Nekhludoff and others were not permitted to approach the cars while

the formalities were unfinished. However, upon bribing one of the

sergeants, Nekhludoff was permitted to come near the cars, the

sergeant asking him to do his errand so that the captain would not see

him. There were eighteen cars, and all, except the one reserved for

the authorities, were literally packed with prisoners. Passing by the

windows, Nekhludoff listened to the sounds within. Everywhere he heard

the rattling of chains, bustle, and the hum of conversation,

interspersed with stupid profanity; but nowhere did he hear, as he

expected, any reference to the dead comrades. Their conversation

related more to sacks, drinking-water, and the choice of seats.

Looking into the window of one of the cars, Nekhludoff saw some

guardsmen removing the handcuffs from the wrists of the prisoners. The

prisoners stretched out their hands, while one of the guards with a

key opened the locks of the handcuffs, which were collected by

another. When Nekhludoff reached the second car occupied by the women

he heard a woman's moan, "Oh, heavens! Oh, heavens!"

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