CHAPTER XXIII.

When Alec Trenholme rose from the dead man's side he felt his shoulder

taken hold of by a familiar hand. He knew at once that it was his

brother. It was quite what he would have expected, that Robert should be

there; it was surely his business to come after straying sheep.

The manslayer, awed and sobered by finding what he had done, had been

easily overpowered. Even his comrades helped to bind him. He was a poor

creature at best, and was now in the misery that comes with sudden

reaction from the exaltation of strong drink.

Alec saw that his brother was limping, that he seemed in actual pain; he

was anxious to know how this was, yet he did not say so. He asked rather

if Robert thought that the old man had consciously awakened from his

trance of expectation, and they both, in spite of all that pressed,

stooped with a lantern some one had lit to look again at the dead face.

Just as he might have looked when the heavens seemed to open above him,

so he looked now. They talked together, wondering who he really was, as

men find words for what is easiest to say, although not relevant to the

moment's necessity.

So absorbing is the interest of death to those who live in peaceful

times that, now that there was a lamp, all there required to slake their

curiosity by lingering gaze and comment before they would turn away.

Even the prisoner, when he saw the lantern flashed near the face of the

dead, demanded to be allowed to look before they led him down the hill.

His poor wife, who had expected his violence to fall only on herself,

kept by him, hysterically regretting that she had not been the victim.

Yet, although all this had taken place, it was only a short time before

the energy of a few, acting upon the paralysed will of others, had

cleared the ground. The white-dressed women crossed the open to the

descending path, huddling together as they walked, their eyes perforce

upon the rough ground over which they must pick their steps. There was

many a rift now in the breaking clouds above them, but only a few turned

an upward passionate glance. Sophia moved away in their midst. Seeing

her thus surrounded, Alec did not feel that he need approach.

"I don't know who she is," he said, pointing her out to Robert. "I

happened, in a queer way, to come up here with her." He paused a moment.

Some sentiment such as that she was a queen among women was in his mind,

but it did not rise to his lips. "She would like your help better than

mine," he added. "If you will see that she and her little sister are

taken care of, I will stay here"--he gave a gesture toward the

corpse--"till a stretcher comes."

"I will do my best to take care of them all," Robert Trenholme answered

with a sigh.

Old McNider and his little boy walked behind the women. Robert, limping

as he went, lifted the sleepy child in his arms and joined himself to

the company. They went under the dripping trees, down, down the dark,

slippery path. The white robes hardly glimmered in the darkness. Some of

the women wept; some of them held religious conversation, using such

forms of expression as grow up among certain classes of pious, people

and jar terribly on unaccustomed ears. Those who talked at this time had

less depth of character than those who were silent, and there was

evinced in their conversation a certain pride of resistance to

criticism--that is, they wished to show that if what they had looked for

had not come that night, their expectation of it bad been reasonable,

and that their greatest hopes would shortly be realised to the

confounding of unbelievers. They did not know the manner of their

spirit. Few who indulge in demonstration of piety as a relief to

feeling ever perceive how easily the natural passions can flow into this

channel.

Jesus wished to try their faith, said they, but they would not cast away

their lamps; no, they must keep them trimmed and burning. They could not

live unless they felt that dear Jesus might come for them any night.

"Blessed be His holy Name!" cried one. "When He comes the world will see

Him Whom they have despised, and His saints they have looked down on,

too, reignin' together in glory. Yes, glory be to Jesus, there'll be a

turnin' of the tables soon."

To Trenholme it seemed that they bandied about the sacred name. He

winced each time.

One woman, with more active intellect than some of the rest, began to

dilate on the signs already in the world which proved the Second Advent

was near. Her tone was not one of exulted feeling, but of calm reason.

Her desire was evidently to strengthen her sisters who might be cast

down. In her view all the ages of the history of the vast human race

were seen in the natural perspective which makes things that are near

loom larger than all that is far. The world, she affirmed, was more evil

than it had ever been. In the Church there was such spiritual death as

never before. The few great revivals there were showed that now the poor

were being bidden from the highways to the marriage feast. And above all

else, it was now proved that the coming of the Lord was nigh, because

bands of the elect everywhere were watching and waiting for the great

event. Her speech was well put forth in the midst of the weary descent.

She did not say more than was needed. If there were drooping hearts

among her friends they were probably cheered.

Then some more emotional talkers took up the exultant strain again. It

was hard for Trenholme not to estimate the inner hearts of all these

women by the words that he heard, and therefore to attribute all the

grace of the midnight hour to the dead.

When they got to the bottom of the hill, the farmer, at the request of

men who had gone first, had another waggon in readiness to take home the

women who had come to the hill on foot or who had sent away their

vehicles. Many of them did not belong to the village of Chellaston. It

was evidently better that the lighter waggon which had come from

Chellaston should go round now to the outlying farms, and that all the

villagers should return in that provided by the farmer. Trenholme put in

the child, who was now sleeping, and helped in the women, one by one.

Their white skirts were wet and soiled; he felt this as he aided them to

dispose them on the straw which had been put in for warmth. The farmer,

an Englishman, made some wise, and not uncivil, observations upon the

expediency of remaining at home at dead of night as compared with

ascending hills in white frocks. He was a kind man, but his words made

Winifred's tears flow afresh. She shrank behind the rest. Trenholme

kissed her little cold hand when he had put her in. Then, last of all,

he helped Sophia.

She had no words ready now to offer him by which to make amends. "You

have hurt your foot?" she said.

He told her briefly that his foot had twisted under him, so that at

first he had not been able to come on for the sprain, and he clasped her

hand as he bade the waggon drive on.

Feeling the lack of apology on her own part she thought he had shown

himself the greater, in that he had evidently pardoned her without it.

He did not feel himself to be great.

The cart jolted away. Trenholme stood in the farmyard. The light of a

lantern made a little flare about the stable door. The black, huge

barns, around seemed to his weary sense oppressive in their nearness.

The waggon disappeared down the dark lane. The farmer talked more

roughly, now that kindness no longer restrained him, of the night's

event. Trenholme leaned against a white-washed wall, silent but not

listening. He almost wondered he did not faint with the pain in his

ankle; the long strain he had put upon the hurt muscle rendered it

almost agonising, but faintness did not come: it seldom does to those

who sigh for it, as for the wings of a dove, that they may go far away

with it and be at rest. The farmer shut the stable door, put out the

light, and Trenholme limped out the house with him to wait for his

brother.

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