CHAPTER XXVI

“So the rum’s not for you?” said Rathbone Lace.

“No.”

“Then let us row without it up to Oil Palm village.”

“I’m not going up the river.”

He stared, peeled the fruit beside him and ate it, then spoke. “Does

that mean that my room is better than my company?”

“No. But I have settled it that as I am Captain, I will be Captain.”

“You mean captain like Holy Bartram? There are others you might copy.

They live--he’s dead.”

“Yes.”

“Your ambition is to be called Saintly Scott?”

“Perhaps----”

He and I were at table on his veranda and it was dusk. He pushed back

his native-wrought chair, I mine. A Negro woman with a large soft tread

cleaned away food and dishes. Lace and I sat upon the steps where the

night wind might find us. It was hot and there sounded a dull moaning

and roaring from the bar.

“Daga----” he said, and stopped to light his pipe.

“I saw this place,” I said, “before I came to it. There was a wild

night in Edinburgh and I was in danger. I stood against a wall,

listening and looking into darkness. It opened before me, this African

ocean and that castle, that beach, those palms. Had my ear been as keen

as my eye, I would have heard those drums.”

They were beating below us, below Factor’s Hill, in Daga village. They

had, likewise, a bonfire down there and some celebration. Beat, beat,

beat, beat----

“I’ve heard tell of visions,” he said. “I don’t have them.”

“I can have them,” I answered, “but the trouble with me is action.”

“You are beautifully clear.--An uninformed man would say that your life

was sufficiently active.”

“So he would--the uninformed.”

He laughed. “The same old David--plunging always from your stake and

being brought up short! Now I--I am free!”

The bowl of his pipe glowed. “Daga suits me. I don’t even want to be

Captain of the _Janet_. There’s danger there--and no danger here.”

“I suppose not. At times life seems to me a very big thing--but the

next hour a most puny and wretched one!”

He made a smoke cloud. Below us the drums were beating and beating.

“Then I say again, Let’s go in the old boat to-morrow up to Oil Palm

village.”

“No.”

Something appeared on the step beside us--rum in a decanter with

glasses. The African woman with no noise had put it there, then

vanished. Lace poured himself out a dram. “None for you?”

“No.”

He drank--the odor of the thing that made you forget, that made you

seem to yourself powerful and gigantic, was in the air--the drums were

beating, beating.

“Man is a preying animal,” he said. “White, black, red or yellow, what

does it matter? The successful is he who recognizes the fact and preys

and joys in it.--You’ll be happier, Scott, when you bow to Nature!”

Through the dusk the sea still gleamed and the _Janet_ was riding

there. Nearer at hand a last glow struck Daga castle and its barracoon

that was filling for the _Janet_. The palms were drawn against a

copper sky. “I do bow, Lace,” I said and got to my feet.

“Aren’t you going to sleep ashore?”

“No.”

“Bartram again!” he said. “When you fell heir to his ship did you

_become_ him?”

In a certain sense it seemed to me that I had. Going out to the

_Janet_, while the men rowed, hearing the waves upon the bar,

marking the stars lighted above Africa, it was Bartram that I assumed.

Assumed him in the sheer feeling older--first manhood all passed,

maturity here and here for some time; assumed him in the watchful,

plodding care for the ship and her great worth to me, her great and yet

melancholy worth; assumed him in a concentration on getting the thing

done in the best way possible; assumed him in his eye upon the stars.

The _Janet_ encreased before me. I heard Olafson’s deep slow voice

and a fiddle in the forecastle.

Within a week we began lading--Negroes from Dahomey, from the

Camaroons, the Niger and the Zaire. At last all was done and we would

depart in the night. The elder and the younger Lace and the captains of

ships in harbor came aboard to drink farewell and good voyage. Again

in the cabin I was Bartram.--Garth was here and he noticed it. “By

God, you’ve but to let your beard grow, Scott, to be Bartram! And let

me tell you, you might do worse. Damn me, he trod too soft with his

niggers and his sailors, but he was a big man!”

They drank and talked and departed, and I was glad to see them go, and

that, too, was Bartram. It was night. We made sail and slipped the

land while our slaves were below in thick darkness. It never did to

let them see at any close range the receding shores. But up through

the gratings, as I walked the deck, came the familiar crying and the

familiar odor from miserably crowded bodies in a tropic night. We

sailed, and I looked out and upward at Bartram’s stars.

Olafson rested first mate, and a good one, almost as good as

McNaughton. He and I had our own sympathy, the big Norseman, with

some story, I knew, behind and around and before him. For second mate

I had taken on a Scot, Alexander Nicol, who had been the same on the

_John Land_, lost by fire. And for surgeon, in Colley’s place,

there was Lisle from the same ship--a good man, but not Colley. Wheeler

the boatswain, Michaelson, and the seamen who had outlived the plague

remained, and Tom and Don who would stay with the _Janet_ till she

sank. And in Kingston and in Bridgetown we gathered two-score and five

seamen. As far as I could I picked them out; they were not a bad lot.

Now and again, for mysterious reasons, the Company operating there in

England produced changes in routes and markets afar. For a long space

of time a ship might be for the Islands, steady as a ferry between the

Slave Coast and the British Indies. Then a notification, and for a

string of voyages ports of North America. We had gone to Charlestown in

South Carolina the voyage before the disastrous voyage. It was my port

now. The Company agent there was one Trevannion.

Using Bartram’s cabin, taking his place at table, sailing his ship,

more and more I felt Bartram and his stars. Yet was I also David Scott.

And around David Scott and Bartram and all came at times like a flicker

that strange sense of being another and a larger, a Some One that held

and understood the others, but was not they.

This first voyage from Daga proved a straight, quiet, successful one.

I delivered my cargo, smaller by a very little than when it was taken

on. Trevannion I had met before. Charlestown harbor and waterside,

Charlestown inns and their frequenters, some of the houses, the low,

sandy, flowery country round about, the rice fields and the great pine

timber became familiar. With a number of differences it yet reminded me

of Virginia.

Beginning now to use the continent and not the islands, I reasoned one

night, standing before the minute mirror in Bartram’s cabin, as to

whether, after all these years, David Scott should strive to provide

for himself a different physical aspect. As Garth had suggested, I

might become bearded like Bartram. It was possible perhaps slightly to

change my voice and manner of speaking.--As for my story, that had long

been provided. Africa, Indies and the sea between, it was known and

forgotten that I was some kin of Bartram, a Scot whose youth had been

passed in France but who had joined the _Janet_ on some one of her

returns to Bristol.

And long ago Bartram and I had discussed it, whether or no I should

change my name. But in us both was something that clung to the given

name--especially if it was good Scots--and that hated for their own

sakes disguises.

It was not far from seven years since I had run away from Daniel

Askew. Standing before the mirror, I put side by side my man then and

my man now, noted the difference and thought that the Captain of the

_Janet_ was safe enough, even though some fate should drive him

into Chesapeake. And even if that were so, how unlikely any meeting

with any who had known Daniel Askew’s or Amory Hall while he was there!

On my forehead I carried a jagged line of white, scar of a wound

received at Amory Hall in a wood we were felling. A great storm came

up suddenly with wind that tore branches from the trees and sent them

flying. Such a one was borne endwise against me like a spear and gave

the hurt. But who would ever meet me who knew that? I dismissed all

thought of it.

Trevannion was a different man from North and other agents that I knew.

I could tell tales of him, and of Charlestown that was both fair and

unfair, courteous and uncourteous, right and wrong like the rest of the

world. But now I am back upon the _Janet_, and we go to Africa for

more Negroes.

So, coming and going, with various fortunes, David Scott spent two

years.

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