This to Epicharis. (_Sprinkling._)

_Thr._ Well spoken, son.

No better wish than that we all may die

Bravely as she.

_Sen._ So be it! Now let us sit. (_They sit._)

And I between (_sitting_). I would so spend this hour,.

That ye shall not forget it in after-days,

When ye think of me. ’Tis the last time, friends,

That ye will sup with me.

_Pr._ Nay, say not so:

I trust you have escaped.

_Sen._ Look on yon sun:

An hour hence he will set; and now he sinks

Smiling eternal promises. Ye both

Shall see him rise, but I—I shall not see it.

This tree shall hang its branches, and another

May sit and comfort his poetic sadness.

As I have done, only not I: I only

Not here ... not there, where I have been: all things

Have hitherto existed with me, henceforth

All will exist without me.

_Pr._ Have more hope. 2600

_Sen._ Nay, it is so; what else could Cæsar mean?

_Thr._ Your answer may convince him.

_Sen._ Nay, good Thrasea;

These be the last hours of my life: I’d say

To you, my friends, what I have most at heart.

And first rejoice with me that I depart

With all my senses perfect, not as some,

Tortured by pain and praying for release;

Nor like a man, who walking in the dark,

Comes to a brink upright, and steppeth over

Unhesitatingly, because he knows not.

Nor is my term much shortened, I shall die

Like aged Socrates, and with his hope

That the spirit doth not perish;—I mean not

A senseless immortality of fame:

That I shall have, but more I’ll have; I dream

Of life in which I may be Seneca again,

Seneca still.

_Thr._ Now if thou couldst convince us,

Seneca, of that, ’twere worthy thy last hour.

Teach me to picture what thou thinkst to see,

That land betwixt oblivion and regret;

Where is’t? how is it?

_Sen._ It lies not in the scope

Of demonstration, Thrasea; but my heart

Bears witness to it: the best that I could say

Is in my books. What all mankind desires,

The mind requires; what it requires believes: 2625

And calls it truth. I hold that one God made us,

And at our death receives our spirits kindly:

We shall meet elsewhere those whom we leave here.

_Pr._ This will not comfort Romans: Nero again,

And Tigellinus....

_Sen._ Why may there not be

Distinction, Priscus, as old fables tell;

Rewards for good, and punishments for ill?

The myths are gross and brutal, but philosophy

Finds reason in religion.

_Thr._ Then the vulgar,

’Gainst whom you have waged your philosophic war,

Hold the last truth.

_Sen._ The sanction of all truth

Lies in our common nature. A religion

Based on the truth of what all men desire

Must carry all before it.

_Thr._ But you said

Philosophy found reason in religion.

What is your ground?

_Sen._ My first is this, that else

All were unjust. It needs a second life

To set this even.

_Thr._ You have not found in life

Its own reward?

_Sen._ Nay, I have not.

_Thr._ I know not

If ’tis not sadder, this profound impeachment

Of God’s whole constitution as we see it,

Than the belief that death’s our end of all.

To live in conscious harmony with nature

May satisfy our being; but religion

Looks like the poetry which childhood makes 2650

To cloke its empty terrors, or bedizen

Its painted idols: such is my persuasion.

_Pr._ And mine.

_Sen._ Ah, Priscus, thou art young. I once

Looked forward into life with a proud heart,

Nor saw the exigency and irony

Of all-subduing Fate. Consider, Priscus,

Whether your father’s virtue or Nero’s crimes

Have found their recompense.

_Pr._ If Thrasea’s heart

Is comforted by virtue, sir, and Nero

Made wretched by his crime ...

_Sen._ Then put it thus:

If any were to make a tragedy

Of these events, how would it pass or please,

If Nero lived on at the end unpunished,

Triumphing still o’er good?

_Thr._ Yes, Seneca:

But see you make not now your god of the stage

The God of Nature. Our true tragedy

Is just this outward riddle, and the god

That mends all, comes not in pat at his cue

On a machine, but liveth in our hearts

Resolving evil faster than it falls,

As the sun melts the snow.

_Sen._ ’Tis not enough,

Thrasea, ’tis not enough: there must be more.

* * * * *

Hear you a tramping? That is Cæsar’s men:

They will surround the garden. Come aside.

(_Comes to front with Thrasea._)

Stand by me, Thrasea, to the last. I would not 2675

Slur the last act of life. Be thou my witness

Of word and deed.

_Enter Paullina with Fannia, who goes to Priscus._

_PAULLINA._

O Seneca, they are come;

They are come again.

_Sen._ Dear wife, remember, and help me.—

See, friends, the sun is almost set; ’tis time

We went within.

_Pau._ Alas! (_weeping._)

_Sen._ (_to Paullina_). Thy tears distract me,

And shame us both.

_Enter a Centurion._

_CENTURION._

Annæus Seneca!

_Sen._ Well, sir: thy message? Art not thou Silvanus,

That stoodst with Rufus and with Subrius Flavus?

How hast thou wriggled out?

_Cent._ I am Silvanus,

And bring thee Cæsar’s bidding.

_Sen._ Is it death?

_Cent._ ’Tis death.

_Pau._ Shame on thee.

_Sen._ Hush, wife: be brave.—A man

Need not be shamed, sirs, that his wife bewail him.

(_To Paullina._) Go thou, Paullina, fetch my will.

_Cent._ Stay, madam:

’Tis not allowed.

_Sen._ This is unkind: my wealth

Was Cæsar’s gift: but now he takes from me

More than he ever gave, my life: ’tis mean

To grudge me my last freedom, the little use

I’d make of his old favours. I but wished

To leave mementoes to three loving friends,

Who have supped with me to-night.—In lieu thereof

The example of my constancy shall be

More lively undelayed by gentle speeches

And farewell gifts. Come with me, all is ready.

_Cent._ I await thee.

_Sen._ Farewell, friends! Farewell, Paullina!

_Pau._ Not to me here.

_Sen._ Yes, we must part: the day

Is not much hastened. See how skeleton-like

Already the hand, with which I go to shear

The filmy threads of life.

_Pau._ But I will die

With thee.

_Sen._ Be still. Let not thy heart rebel.

Now is the hour of proof.

_Pau._ If ’twere God’s will.

_Sen._ All is God’s will: and as we lived together

In love, so now we part.

_Pau._ Why should we part?

What thou doest I will do: I fear not death.

I’ll hold my little candle by thy sun....

_Sen._ It may not be. Use thy high courage rather

To live. Yes, live in peace: live long.

_Pau._ With thee

Murdered! Alas!

_Sen._ Give me thy last embrace.

_Pau._ Was not my faith then true? Are we not one?

_Sen._ Yes, yes: we are one.

_Pau._ Then now forbid me not

To die with thee.

_FANNIA._

Do not this thing, madam!

_Pau._ Nay, hold me not!

_Sen._ Paullina, dost thou make

This desperate choice truly with all thy heart?

_Pau._ With all my heart.

_Sen._ Thou dost? Dear wife, I thought

Cæsar could part us: now I can forgive him.—

To you, my friends, farewell! Thrasea, farewell!

Priscus, farewell! Fannia, farewell!—Paullina,

(_Taking her hand_)

Since thou canst dare, we will go hand in hand

To learn the mighty secret; we will set forth

Together unto the place where all have gone. 2724

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