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Chad was not in fact on this occasion to keep his promise of coming

back; but Miss Gostrey had soon presented herself with an explanation

of his failure. There had been reasons at the last for his going off

with _ces dames_; and he had asked her with much instance to come out

and take charge of their friend. She did so, Strether felt as she took

her place beside him, in a manner that left nothing to desire. He had

dropped back on his bench, alone again for a time, and the more

conscious for little Bilham’s defection of his unexpressed thought; in

respect to which however this next converser was a still more capacious

vessel. “It’s the child!” he had exclaimed to her almost as soon as she

appeared; and though her direct response was for some time delayed he

could feel in her meanwhile the working of this truth. It might have

been simply, as she waited, that they were now in presence altogether

of truth spreading like a flood and not for the moment to be offered

her in the mere cupful; inasmuch as who should _ces dames_ prove to be

but persons about whom—once thus face to face with them—she found she

might from the first have told him almost everything? This would have

freely come had he taken the simple precaution of giving her their

name. There could be no better example—and she appeared to note it with

high amusement—than the way, making things out already so much for

himself, he was at last throwing precautions to the winds. They were

neither more nor less, she and the child’s mother, than old

school-friends—friends who had scarcely met for years but whom this

unlooked-for chance had brought together with a rush. It was a relief,

Miss Gostrey hinted, to feel herself no longer groping; she was

unaccustomed to grope and as a general thing, he might well have seen,

made straight enough for her clue. With the one she had now picked up

in her hands there need be at least no waste of wonder. “She’s coming

to see me—that’s for _you_,” Strether’s counsellor continued; “but I

don’t require it to know where I am.”

The waste of wonder might be proscribed; but Strether,

characteristically, was even by this time in the immensity of space.

“By which you mean that you know where _she_ is?”

She just hesitated. “I mean that if she comes to see me I shall—now

that I’ve pulled myself round a bit after the shock—not be at home.”

Strether hung poised. “You call it—your recognition—a shock?”

She gave one of her rare flickers of impatience. “It was a surprise, an

emotion. Don’t be so literal. I wash my hands of her.”

Poor Strether’s face lengthened. “She’s impossible—?”

“She’s even more charming than I remembered her.”

“Then what’s the matter?”

She had to think how to put it. “Well, _I’m_ impossible. It’s

impossible. Everything’s impossible.”

He looked at her an instant. “I see where you’re coming out.

Everything’s possible.” Their eyes had on it in fact an exchange of

some duration; after which he pursued: “Isn’t it that beautiful child?”

Then as she still said nothing: “Why don’t you mean to receive her?”

Her answer in an instant rang clear. “Because I wish to keep out of the

business.”

It provoked in him a weak wail. “You’re going to abandon me _now?_”

“No, I’m only going to abandon _her_. She’ll want me to help her with

you. And I won’t.”

“You’ll only help me with her? Well then—!” Most of the persons

previously gathered had, in the interest of tea, passed into the house,

and they had the gardens mainly to themselves. The shadows were long,

the last call of the birds, who had made a home of their own in the

noble interspaced quarter, sounded from the high trees in the other

gardens as well, those of the old convent and of the old _hôtels_; it

was as if our friends had waited for the full charm to come out.

Strether’s impressions were still present; it was as if something had

happened that “nailed” them, made them more intense; but he was to ask

himself soon afterwards, that evening, what really _had_

happened—conscious as he could after all remain that for a gentleman

taken, and taken the first time, into the “great world,” the world of

ambassadors and duchesses, the items made a meagre total. It was

nothing new to him, however, as we know, that a man might have—at all

events such a man as he—an amount of experience out of any proportion

to his adventures; so that, though it was doubtless no great adventure

to sit on there with Miss Gostrey and hear about Madame de Vionnet, the

hour, the picture, the immediate, the recent, the possible—as well as

the communication itself, not a note of which failed to

reverberate—only gave the moments more of the taste of history.

It was history, to begin with, that Jeanne’s mother had been

three-and-twenty years before, at Geneva, schoolmate and good

girlfriend to Maria Gostrey, who had moreover enjoyed since then,

though interruptedly and above all with a long recent drop, other

glimpses of her. Twenty-three years put them both on, no doubt; and

Madame de Vionnet—though she had married straight after school—couldn’t

be today an hour less than thirty-eight. This made her ten years older

than Chad—though ten years, also, if Strether liked, older than she

looked; the least, at any rate, that a prospective mother-in-law could

be expected to do with. She would be of all mothers-in-law the most

charming; unless indeed, through some perversity as yet insupposeable,

she should utterly belie herself in that relation. There was none

surely in which, as Maria remembered her, she mustn’t be charming; and

this frankly in spite of the stigma of failure in the tie where failure

always most showed. It was no test there—when indeed _was_ it a test

there?—for Monsieur de Vionnet had been a brute. She had lived for

years apart from him—which was of course always a horrid position; but

Miss Gostrey’s impression of the matter had been that she could scarce

have made a better thing of it had she done it on purpose to show she

was amiable. She was so amiable that nobody had had a word to say;

which was luckily not the case for her husband. He was so impossible

that she had the advantage of all her merits.

It was still history for Strether that the Comte de Vionnet—it being

also history that the lady in question was a Countess—should now, under

Miss Gostrey’s sharp touch, rise before him as a high distinguished

polished impertinent reprobate, the product of a mysterious order; it

was history, further, that the charming girl so freely sketched by his

companion should have been married out of hand by a mother, another

figure of striking outline, full of dark personal motive; it was

perhaps history most of all that this company was, as a matter of

course, governed by such considerations as put divorce out of the

question. “_Ces gens-là_ don’t divorce, you know, any more than they

emigrate or abjure—they think it impious and vulgar”; a fact in the

light of which they seemed but the more richly special. It was all

special; it was all, for Strether’s imagination, more or less rich. The

girl at the Genevese school, an isolated interesting attaching

creature, then both sensitive and violent, audacious but always

forgiven, was the daughter of a French father and an English mother

who, early left a widow, had married again—tried afresh with a

foreigner; in her career with whom she had apparently given her child

no example of comfort. All these people—the people of the English

mother’s side—had been of condition more or less eminent; yet with

oddities and disparities that had often since made Maria, thinking them

over, wonder what they really quite rhymed to. It was in any case her

belief that the mother, interested and prone to adventure, had been

without conscience, had only thought of ridding herself most quickly of

a possible, an actual encumbrance. The father, by her impression, a

Frenchman with a name one knew, had been a different matter, leaving

his child, she clearly recalled, a memory all fondness, as well as an

assured little fortune which was unluckily to make her more or less of

a prey later on. She had been in particular, at school, dazzlingly,

though quite booklessly, clever; as polyglot as a little Jewess (which

she wasn’t, oh no!) and chattering French, English, German, Italian,

anything one would, in a way that made a clean sweep, if not of prizes

and parchments, at least of every “part,” whether memorised or

improvised, in the curtained costumed school repertory, and in especial

of all mysteries of race and vagueness of reference, all swagger about

“home,” among their variegated mates.

It would doubtless be difficult to-day, as between French and English,

to name her and place her; she would certainly show, on knowledge, Miss

Gostrey felt, as one of those convenient types who don’t keep you

explaining—minds with doors as numerous as the many-tongued cluster of

confessionals at Saint Peter’s. You might confess to her with

confidence in Roumelian, and even Roumelian sins. Therefore—! But

Strether’s narrator covered her implication with a laugh; a laugh by

which his betrayal of a sense of the lurid in the picture was also

perhaps sufficiently protected. He had a moment of wondering, while his

friend went on, what sins might be especially Roumelian. She went on at

all events to the mention of her having met the young thing—again by

some Swiss lake—in her first married state, which had appeared for the

few intermediate years not at least violently disturbed. She had been

lovely at that moment, delightful to _her_, full of responsive emotion,

of amused recognitions and amusing reminders, and then once more, much

later, after a long interval, equally but differently charming—touching

and rather mystifying for the five minutes of an encounter at a

railway-station _en province_, during which it had come out that her

life was all changed. Miss Gostrey had understood enough to see,

essentially, what had happened, and yet had beautifully dreamed that

she was herself faultless. There were doubtless depths in her, but she

was all right; Strether would see if she wasn’t. She was another person

however—that had been promptly marked—from the small child of nature at

the Geneva school, a little person quite made over (as foreign women

_were_, compared with American) by marriage. Her situation too had

evidently cleared itself up; there would have been—all that was

possible—a judicial separation. She had settled in Paris, brought up

her daughter, steered her boat. It was no very pleasant boat—especially

there—to be in; but Marie de Vionnet would have headed straight. She

would have friends, certainly—and very good ones. There she was at all

events—and it was very interesting. Her knowing Mr. Chad didn’t in the

least prove she hadn’t friends; what it proved was what good ones _he_

had. “I saw that,” said Miss Gostrey, “that night at the Français; it

came out for me in three minutes. I saw _her_—or somebody like her. And

so,” she immediately added, “did you.”

“Oh no—not anybody like her!” Strether laughed. “But you mean,” he as

promptly went on, “that she has had such an influence on him?”

Miss Gostrey was on her feet; it was time for them to go. “She has

brought him up for her daughter.”

Their eyes, as so often, in candid conference, through their settled

glasses, met over it long; after which Strether’s again took in the

whole place. They were quite alone there now. “Mustn’t she rather—in

the time then—have rushed it?”

“Ah she won’t of course have lost an hour. But that’s just the good

mother—the good French one. You must remember that of her—that as a

mother she’s French, and that for them there’s a special providence. It

precisely however—that she mayn’t have been able to begin as far back

as she’d have liked—makes her grateful for aid.”

Strether took this in as they slowly moved to the house on their way

out. “She counts on me then to put the thing through?”

“Yes—she counts on you. Oh and first of all of course,” Miss Gostrey

added, “on her—well, convincing you.”

“Ah,” her friend returned, “she caught Chad young!”

“Yes, but there are women who are for all your ‘times of life.’ They’re

the most wonderful sort.”

She had laughed the words out, but they brought her companion, the next

thing, to a stand. “Is what you mean that she’ll try to make a fool of

me?”

“Well, I’m wondering what she _will_—with an opportunity—make.”

“What do you call,” Strether asked, “an opportunity? My going to see

her?”

“Ah you must go to see her”—Miss Gostrey was a trifle evasive. “You

can’t not do that. You’d have gone to see the other woman. I mean if

there had been one—a different sort. It’s what you came out for.”

It might be; but Strether distinguished. “I didn’t come out to see

_this_ sort.”

She had a wonderful look at him now. “Are you disappointed she isn’t

worse?”

He for a moment entertained the question, then found for it the

frankest of answers. “Yes. If she were worse she’d be better for our

purpose. It would be simpler.”

“Perhaps,” she admitted. “But won’t this be pleasanter?”

“Ah you know,” he promptly replied, “I didn’t come out—wasn’t that just

what you originally reproached me with?—for the pleasant.”

“Precisely. Therefore I say again what I said at first. You must take

things as they come. Besides,” Miss Gostrey added, “I’m not afraid for

myself.”

“For yourself—?”

“Of your seeing her. I trust her. There’s nothing she’ll say about me.

In fact there’s nothing she _can_.”

Strether wondered—little as he had thought of this. Then he broke out.

“Oh you women!”

There was something in it at which she flushed. “Yes—there we are.

We’re abysses.” At last she smiled. “But I risk her!”

He gave himself a shake. “Well then so do I!” But he added as they

passed into the house that he would see Chad the first thing in the

morning.

This was the next day the more easily effected that the young man, as

it happened, even before he was down, turned up at his hotel. Strether

took his coffee, by habit, in the public room; but on his descending

for this purpose Chad instantly proposed an adjournment to what he

called greater privacy. He had himself as yet had nothing—they would

sit down somewhere together; and when after a few steps and a turn into

the Boulevard they had, for their greater privacy, sat down among

twenty others, our friend saw in his companion’s move a fear of the

advent of Waymarsh. It was the first time Chad had to that extent given

this personage “away”; and Strether found himself wondering of what it

was symptomatic. He made out in a moment that the youth was in earnest

as he hadn’t yet seen him; which in its turn threw a ray perhaps a

trifle startling on what they had each up to that time been treating as

earnestness. It was sufficiently flattering however that the real

thing—if this _was_ at last the real thing—should have been determined,

as appeared, precisely by an accretion of Strether’s importance. For

this was what it quickly enough came to—that Chad, rising with the

lark, had rushed down to let him know while his morning consciousness

was yet young that he had literally made the afternoon before a

tremendous impression. Madame de Vionnet wouldn’t, couldn’t rest till

she should have some assurance from him that he _would_ consent again

to see her. The announcement was made, across their marble-topped

table, while the foam of the hot milk was in their cups and its plash

still in the air, with the smile of Chad’s easiest urbanity; and this

expression of his face caused our friend’s doubts to gather on the spot

into a challenge of the lips. “See here”—that was all; he only for the

moment said again “See here.” Chad met it with all his air of straight

intelligence, while Strether remembered again that fancy of the first

impression of him, the happy young Pagan, handsome and hard but oddly

indulgent, whose mysterious measure he had under the street-lamp tried

mentally to take. The young Pagan, while a long look passed between

them, sufficiently understood. Strether scarce needed at last to say

the rest—“I want to know where I am.” But he said it, adding before any

answer something more. “Are you engaged to be married—is that your

secret?—to the young lady?”

Chad shook his head with the slow amenity that was one of his ways of

conveying that there was time for everything. “I have no secret—though

I may have secrets! I haven’t at any rate that one. We’re not engaged.

No.”

“Then where’s the hitch?”

“Do you mean why I haven’t already started with you?” Chad, beginning

his coffee and buttering his roll, was quite ready to explain. “Nothing

would have induced me—nothing will still induce me—not to try to keep

you here as long as you can be made to stay. It’s too visibly good for

you.” Strether had himself plenty to say about this, but it was amusing

also to measure the march of Chad’s tone. He had never been more a man

of the world, and it was always in his company present to our friend

that one was seeing how in successive connexions a man of the world

acquitted himself. Chad kept it up beautifully. “My idea—_voyons!_—is

simply that you should let Madame de Vionnet know you, simply that you

should consent to know _her_. I don’t in the least mind telling you

that, clever and charming as she is, she’s ever so much in my

confidence. All I ask of you is to let her talk to you. You’ve asked me

about what you call my hitch, and so far as it goes she’ll explain it

to you. She’s herself my hitch, hang it—if you must really have it all

out. But in a sense,” he hastened in the most wonderful manner to add,

“that you’ll quite make out for yourself. She’s too good a friend,

confound her. Too good, I mean, for me to leave without—without—” It

was his first hesitation.

“Without what?”

“Well, without my arranging somehow or other the damnable terms of my

sacrifice.”

“It _will_ be a sacrifice then?”

“It will be the greatest loss I ever suffered. I owe her so much.”

It was beautiful, the way Chad said these things, and his plea was now

confessedly—oh quite flagrantly and publicly—interesting. The moment

really took on for Strether an intensity. Chad owed Madame de Vionnet

so much? What _did_ that do then but clear up the whole mystery? He was

indebted for alterations, and she was thereby in a position to have

sent in her bill for expenses incurred in reconstruction. What was this

at bottom but what had been to be arrived at? Strether sat there

arriving at it while he munched toast and stirred his second cup. To do

this with the aid of Chad’s pleasant earnest face was also to do more

besides. No, never before had he been so ready to take him as he was.

What was it that had suddenly so cleared up? It was just everybody’s

character; that is everybody’s but—in a measure—his own. Strether felt

_his_ character receive for the instant a smutch from all the wrong

things he had suspected or believed. The person to whom Chad owed it

that he could positively turn out such a comfort to other persons—such

a person was sufficiently raised above any “breath” by the nature of

her work and the young man’s steady light. All of which was vivid

enough to come and go quickly; though indeed in the midst of it

Strether could utter a question. “Have I your word of honour that if I

surrender myself to Madame de Vionnet you’ll surrender yourself to

_me?_”

Chad laid his hand firmly on his friend’s. “My dear man, you have it.”

There was finally something in his felicity almost embarrassing and

oppressive—Strether had begun to fidget under it for the open air and

the erect posture. He had signed to the waiter that he wished to pay,

and this transaction took some moments, during which he thoroughly

felt, while he put down money and pretended—it was quite hollow—to

estimate change, that Chad’s higher spirit, his youth, his practice,

his paganism, his felicity, his assurance, his impudence, whatever it

might be, had consciously scored a success. Well, that was all right so

far as it went; his sense of the thing in question covered our friend

for a minute like a veil through which—as if he had been muffled—he

heard his interlocutor ask him if he mightn’t take him over about five.

“Over” was over the river, and over the river was where Madame de

Vionnet lived, and five was that very afternoon. They got at last out

of the place—got out before he answered. He lighted, in the street, a

cigarette, which again gave him more time. But it was already sharp for

him that there was no use in time. “What does she propose to do to me?”

he had presently demanded.

Chad had no delays. “Are you afraid of her?”

“Oh immensely. Don’t you see it?”

“Well,” said Chad, “she won’t do anything worse to you than make you

like her.”

“It’s just of that I’m afraid.”

“Then it’s not fair to me.”

Strether cast about. “It’s fair to your mother.”

“Oh,” said Chad, “are you afraid of _her?_”

“Scarcely less. Or perhaps even more. But is this lady against your

interests at home?” Strether went on.

“Not directly, no doubt; but she’s greatly in favour of them here.”

“And what—‘here’—does she consider them to be?”

“Well, good relations!”

“With herself?”

“With herself.”

“And what is it that makes them so good?”

“What? Well, that’s exactly what you’ll make out if you’ll only go, as

I’m supplicating you, to see her.”

Strether stared at him with a little of the wanness, no doubt, that the

vision of more to “make out” could scarce help producing. “I mean _how_

good are they?”

“Oh awfully good.”

Again Strether had faltered, but it was brief. It was all very well,

but there was nothing now he wouldn’t risk. “Excuse me, but I must

really—as I began by telling you—know where I am. Is she bad?”

“‘Bad’?”—Chad echoed it, but without a shock. “Is that what’s

implied—?”

“When relations are good?” Strether felt a little silly, and was even

conscious of a foolish laugh, at having it imposed on him to have

appeared to speak so. What indeed was he talking about? His stare had

relaxed; he looked now all round him. But something in him brought him

back, though he still didn’t know quite how to turn it. The two or

three ways he thought of, and one of them in particular, were, even

with scruples dismissed, too ugly. He none the less at last found

something. “Is her life without reproach?”

It struck him, directly he had found it, as pompous and priggish; so

much so that he was thankful to Chad for taking it only in the right

spirit. The young man spoke so immensely to the point that the effect

was practically of positive blandness. “Absolutely without reproach. A

beautiful life. _Allez donc voir!_”

These last words were, in the liberality of their confidence, so

imperative that Strether went through no form of assent; but before

they separated it had been confirmed that he should be picked up at a

quarter to five.

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