_Margaret._ To me what's title when content is wanting?
Or wealth, raked up together with much care,
And to be kept with more, when the heart pines,
In being dispossessed of what it longs for
Beyond the Indian mines? Or the smooth brow
Of a pleased sire, that slaves me to his will,
Leaving my soul nor faculties nor power
To make her own election?
_Allworth._ But the dangers
That follow the repulse,----
_Margaret._ To me they're nothing:
Let Allworth love, I cannot be unhappy.
Massinger.
As Mr. Winston's suggestion to his wife, that she should ask Miss
Trevethlan to their house, seemed suddenly to improve their mutual
understanding, so did Helen's acceptance of the invitation make them
still better known to each other. Among the commonest and worst features
of unions like theirs, is a prejudice on one side or the other that
happiness is impossible, which closes every avenue to amelioration. The
discontented parties have eyes only for defects. The heart which
accepted the match with ill-disguised repugnance, is subsequently too
proud to admit it was in error. It will not resign the privilege of
complaint. It insists on continually galling itself with what it calls
its chains. It hugs the satisfaction of considering itself ill-used. For
the world, it would not allow itself, even in reverie, to be at ease.
Yet, when there is no real deficiency either in character or temper, a
hopeful spirit will probably soon find grounds for esteem, and esteem
will be likely to ripen into affection. And then the very contrasts of
disposition which at first appeared to preclude sympathy, will really
promote it, by furnishing opportunities for good-humoured mirth, instead
of objects for silent peevishness.
Gertrude Winston had never thought it worth her while to understand her
husband. She married him as a pure negation, preferring King Log to King
Stork. He was neither sulky, nor mean, nor selfish; he was not
meddlesome, nor fidgety, nor exacting. His wife never heard a sharp word
from his lips. Surely she might have taken the trouble to go a little
below the surface, and see if his pedantry and apathy concealed no
qualities which she might first admire, and then love. But no; she had
determined to be a "victim," and resolutely closed both heart and mind
against any appreciation of whatever might be endearing in his
disposition. And for him,--indolent and even-tempered, having married
because people usually married, in the same way as they were born and
buried,--he certainly took no pains to display his merits, and allowed
his wife to do exactly as she pleased, without let or hinderance.
And Gertrude did not abuse the licence. She would not have asked Helen
to her house without consulting her husband. In his ready though
measured proposal to that effect, Mrs. Winston felt there was a kindness
which she had failed to perceive in all his previous demeanour towards
her. And when their guest arrived, he surprised her still more by
rousing himself from his monotonous pursuits to find sources of interest
and amusement for Miss Trevethlan. Gertrude was far above jealousy, and
attributed his attentions to their true motive,--a desire to alleviate
the anxiety of their new friend.
Yet was Helen one who might well awaken the domestic fiend. Rather under
the average height of woman, but of a full and luxurious form, she moved
with that soft and undulating mien which fascinates even from afar; and
if, allured by the figure, you permitted yourself to advance and look
upon the face, you would find it was worthy of the shape. You would see
a forehead of the purest white, not very high, but broad and serene,
shaded by long dark ringlets, and supported by eyebrows of the same
colour, rather far apart, and very slightly arched. Under these you
would look into eyes also as dark as night, so gentle and so fond, that
well would it be for you if they did not haunt your slumbers for many a
night to come. Their long lashes drooped over cheeks perhaps a thought
too pale, but so transparently fair that they flushed with every
transient emotion, and then almost rivalled the full and tempting lips,
which lost themselves in dimples at each corner, and showed that the
pensiveness usually characterizing the countenance was not unwilling to
give place to any gaiety of the hour.
At the present time, however, pensiveness prevailed, and increased the
contrast which Helen's beauty always presented to the attractions of her
cousins. She might trace in Mrs. Winston a strong resemblance to the
features of the miniature found upon her father's heart, which she had
since worn upon hers, and whose original she detected at that eventful
visit to the opera. There were the same inscrutable dark eyes, like
those in which Charles Lamb said lurked the depth of Jael; there were
the same haughty will, and the same decision of purpose; but there was,
Helen thought, something more of tenderness and less of disdain.
She had been but a very short time in Cavendish-square when she made the
acquaintance of Mildred. Having informed her sister of her invitation,
Mrs. Winston could scarcely avoid the introduction, although she was
cognizant of a certain secret. Helen possessed no corresponding
knowledge, yet a gentle confidence grew up between the maidens, and
Mildred perhaps regarded her cousin as not unlikely to be more nearly
related to her. Naturally also, and unavoidably, she heard not a little
concerning Randolph, and listened to such intelligence with no
untroubled heart.
Indeed she had begun to think of him more than was prudent; forced into
the recollection by her situation at home. She saw that Mrs. Pendarrel
was daily proceeding in the same course she had adopted in Cornwall, and
that she herself was becoming more and more involved in conduct which
she loathed. She found it very difficult to procure an explanation with
her mother, for since the short colloquy in which she attempted to
remonstrate the morning after the country party, Mrs. Pendarrel had
abruptly checked all further efforts of the same sort. At length, half
in despair, Mildred thought of appealing, perhaps for the first time in
her life, to her father.
It was a very poor prospect. The scheming younger brother had long sunk
into the intriguing political hack. Obsequious, cold, worldly-minded,
and correct, was Mr. Trevethlan Pendarrel. He would as soon have thought
of absenting himself from a division, as of interfering with his wife's
domestic rule. He dared not even object to her lavish expenditure,
although he was fonder of money than of anything else; and he was too
dull a plodder in official harness to understand the jests sometimes
made at his expense. He was greatly surprised when his daughter
intercepted him one day on his return home, and led him into a parlour.
"Papa," Mildred said, "I am sure you love me."
"Of course, of course," he answered. "But your mamma takes care of all
that." He thought she was going to ask for money.
"But pray do hear me, papa. They say ... This marriage...."
"Of course, my dear. Your mamma has arranged it all. Very agreeable man,
Mr. Melcomb. Calls me Petruchio. Marriage! Why, you'll be the envy of
half the ladies in London!"
"But, papa, it cannot be. I have told him so."
"Cannot! I don't understand. You must speak to mamma. She manages it
all. There--there--"
So saying, he kissed her cheek hastily and departed. Mildred knew not
where to turn. Her mother's tactics defeated the support which she had
expected from Mrs. Winston, for although the latter threw all the
discredit she could upon the rumours of the approaching marriage, no
pretence was afforded for any interference of a more active kind. But
Mildred, becoming more and more restless, at length seized an
opportunity of telling her mother suddenly, that she would go no more
into society until the report of her engagement was positively
contradicted. Mrs. Pendarrel flew into a violent rage. All her plans
were very far advanced. Almost every particular was definitely settled.
She was flushed with her triumph at Bodmin. Was everything to be undone
by the whim of a foolish girl?
"What!" Esther exclaimed, with fury sparkling in her eyes, "have you
courage to be openly disobedient? Will you dare to fly in my face? Do
you think to make me wanting to my pledged word? Do you imagine I will
bear the scoffs and taunts bestowed upon a beaten match-maker? No, Miss
Pendarrel. You will marry as I bid you, or--but there is no
alternative."
In the heat of her anger, Esther almost gasped for breath. She had for
some time observed her daughter's manner with smouldering wrath, and now
Mildred's avowal produced a fierce burst of flame. It deprived Mrs.
Pendarrel of her prudence.
"And hark!" she cried. "Do you suppose that I am blind? Do you fancy I
know nothing about what you call your heart? Have I forgotten who
trembled on my arm, when that upstart pretender dared to intrude into
society which he could not have entered honestly, and laid claim to a
name to which he had no right? Do I not remember whose cheeks were
reddened, and whose voice said 'my cousin?'"
Mildred's cheeks were red enough now, and she trembled from head to
foot, and opened her lips to speak, but her mother continued with
increasing vehemence.
"And suppose he had been Randolph Trevethlan, as he falsely called
himself; suppose that he had been a true descendant of that ancient
house, and lawful owner of Trevethlan Castle, do you dream, girl, that I
would suffer his alliance with a daughter of mine? Do you not know that
I hate him? Do you not know that he hates me? Did I not hunt his father
to death? Have I not pursued him, the son of that base peasant-woman,
with a hatred which can only be extinguished in the grave? Have I not
even now consummated his ruin? Has he a house to hide his head? Is he
not a beggar on the earth?"
Again Mrs. Pendarrel paused for breath. Mildred's colour came and went
with agitation, and she panted as if her heart would break. She had not
in the least expected to arouse such a storm.
"And this is the miserable person you have dared to love? Yes; I ask you
again, do you think I am blind, or that there are no eyes but mine? Did
I not hear of that meeting on the cliff? Of folding arms, and hands
clasped, and lips----? Ay, girl, do you quiver and blush? Cousin,
indeed! A creature that has no right to any name at all; homeless,
houseless, penniless! Do you know that he is at this moment in my hands?
that I can throw him into prison, to languish till he dies? And where is
he? where is he hiding? Do you know that his people are charged with the
burning of Pendarrel, that he may be implicated himself? Fie, girl!
Shall the lion love the jackal? Shall the eagle love the owl?"
"Mother," Mildred ejaculated, taking advantage of another break in
Esther's fierce harangue, "I love Randolph Trevethlan! I have vowed to
be his wife; and I will."
She was leaving the room, but Mrs. Pendarrel caught her by the wrist and
detained her, looking full in her face, and almost choking with the rage
which she was unable to express.
"Yes, mother," Mildred said, faltering as she spoke, "in that meeting,
which was watched by some miserable spy--that meeting, which I shall
remember for ever, which brings no shame to my cheek--in that meeting
Randolph won the pledge which nothing but death can break. Did I love
him when first I called him my cousin? Did I love him at that meeting on
the cliff? Mother, I love him now a thousandfold. Is he houseless,
homeless, an outcast, and a beggar? The more need has he of my love.
Tell me not of dishonour: there is none with him. Speak to me not of
shame: I know it not with him. Is his fate in your hands? So is mine.
They cannot be divided. He is mine, and I am his."
As her daughter spoke, Mrs. Pendarrel tightened her hold upon her wrist,
and when she flung it loose at the close of Mildred's words, it was
discoloured by the pressure. She flung it scornfully from her, and said,
in tones whose concentrated but cold indignation was remarkably at
variance with her previous vehemence:--
"Go to your chamber, girl. We must see a quick end to this folly. And as
for him, you have sealed his doom."
Mildred obeyed, and retired to her own apartment. There she threw
herself on a couch, and wept long and passionately. But one thought at
last seized her, and restored her to herself.
"His doom sealed!" she murmured. "Did my mother say his doom was sealed?
And through me? No, no: it must not be. And is he, indeed, in such
danger and distress, and I here, far away, instead of sharing his
sorrows, as is my right and my duty? Oh, mother! mother! you little know
what you have done."
And she rose, and dried her eyes, and wrote two notes, inclosing one
within the other, and directing the outer one to Helen Trevethlan. She
had never been one of those dramatic heroines who, in every little
trouble, seek consolation from their maids. With regard to them, one
might be inclined to avail oneself of the qualification attached to the
Highgate oath. Mildred had never asked Rhoda to do her any secret
service before. But when she summoned her now, and requested her to
convey the note she had just written to its destination at Mrs.
Winston's, the natural quickness of a soubrette at once perceived, from
the mere selection of the messenger, that the errand was confidential,
and it was with gratified self-esteem that Rhoda accepted the mission,
and delivered the billet into Miss Trevethlan's own hands. Rhoda
advanced very rapidly in the confidence of her young mistress that
evening.
Mrs. Pendarrel had been thunderstruck by the attitude assumed by her
daughter. She had wrapped herself securely in reliance upon her own
power, and so bold a defiance almost stunned her. She bitterly regretted
the sarcasms into which she had been betrayed by passion. She readily
perceived the effect they would have upon a temper like Mildred's, a
temper in some respects like her own. And should all her schemes, all
the plans which she built up with so much care and labour, be frustrated
by the obstinacy of a love-sick girl? Should Esther Pendarrel confess
herself defeated? There was little hope of that. But she felt dim fears
and doubts besetting her. She experienced anew some of the despondency
caused by the destruction of her house; she looked to the future with
some foreboding of evil. But activity must subdue all such misgivings.
This insolent suitor must be crushed at once. Her daughter must be
schooled into instant submission. Nearly cotemporaneously with Mildred's
letter-writing, her mother also indited two epistles. The one she
despatched the same evening, by a trusty hand, to Tolpeden Park; the
other she sent immediately to Messrs. Truby's offices in Lincoln's Inn.
There would apparently be some searing of hearts, before the war which
was that day proclaimed arrived at a peaceful termination.