CHAPTER XII

On the Aisne

Paris was pleasantly tranquil. Folk were returning. The Boulevards

had almost their traditional crowds. At the same time the long lock

upon the Aisne, and the absence of news, had recalled something of the

atmosphere of anxiety and doubt. Rumour was rife. In the usual attempt

to check it, as well as to cover certain military moves, the circle of

the defence was being drawn tighter. All permits were being cancelled.

When I left Paris again, to try and regain the lines on the Aisne, it

was with the knowledge that it would be necessary to take increased

risks, with less chance of getting communicable news. If the position

were to resolve itself, it would be on the north coast; as the result

of a different development of the battle.

North of Paris, Monday night.

The army of the west that I have followed with personal interest

through all its developments during the last weeks is now officially

acknowledged as being in contact with the Germans.

Of the excitement of watching its growth and passage through the north

of France, at Rouen, Beauvais, and Amiens, I shall be able to speak

more fully when the official details as to its composition are allowed

to be made public. "Keep your eye on the west" is all we have been able

to say as reassurance during the two long anxious weeks of assault upon

the profound German trenches on the Aisne.

And now, certainly not too soon, when the Germans have extended

themselves once again in desperate efforts to break through on the

south at Soissons and Rheims, comes the threatening pressure of the

new army upon their lines of communication to the north. Have their

reinforcements, brought from Belgium and the Argonne, come up to check

it in time?

Nor is this all. We have all deduced from the German activity lately

the movement westward and northward of the French troops on our left

wing, up past Clermont and Lassigny. This has of itself been gradually

overlapping the German right. Now it forms a single enveloping arc with

the forces pressing in upon St. Quentin.

It was only when the magnificent fighting on the Aisne made it clearer

day by day that the Germans were fairly held in the south that such a

movement of troops became justifiable. We could reconstruct now where

these troops were drawn from, and the moves of the splendid game that

the Allies have played. But that must wait until the game is played out.

Meanwhile that fearful sacrifice of life upon the Aisne two weeks ago,

fighting unparalleled in history for severity, has gained its object.

Time has been won for the one move that serves to hook the Germans out

of their immense entrenchments. We start the third week of the battle

with easier breath.

There have been many rumours that the Germans were really further south

on the line of the Aisne than public information acknowledged. There

were sections of the line about which nothing was known, and not only

that mysterious west.

It is possible we may hear later that there were anxious days last

week, when Rheims was not the southern boundary of the Germans, nor yet

Soissons; and that some of the ground now slowly won at great cost has

but been regained.

It was to clear this up that I spent to-day travelling behind the whole

line from Rheims to south of Compiègne; approaching it at the vital

points, so as to define the German position. Although there had been

German cars imperilling the road, it proved to be only some of their

reckless skirmishers. We got through, without a rumour of them, to the

heights south of Rheims.

Passing thence east, it was not difficult to place, from sound and

sight, that the Germans lay well east of the town; and that, with the

duel taken to-day more easily on both sides, the French were assailing

them upon the heights of Nogent l'Abbesse.

Their loss of the height of Brimont, on the east, prevents the French

making use of the Canal of the Aisne and Marne, or the adjoining

railway. At the same time, the French retention of the line of heights

of Craonne on the west commands any advance of the Germans upon Rheims

by this route.

Circling away from Rheims to the west, I came up south of the Aisne

and the Craonne heights, by Poncherry and Montigny. Here I met a train

of wounded and some stragglers in the village, who told me of the

sustained assault that is being made upon the French positions; the

Germans making charge after charge, even with the bayonet, but being

repulsed with great loss.

It is obviously vital for the Germans, with the growing pressure on

their flank, to break through on the south, and, by threatening Paris

and separating the armies, to force a withdrawal of troops from their

communications.

I was near enough to the Aisne to be able to see the character of

the country on the far side, which has cost both Britain and France

so dear to assault. A gradual slope of about half a mile up from the

river, steepening into scarps and wooded heights, and dotted with white

quarries. These latter were held by the Germans deeply entrenched, and

their guns commanded the passage of the river.

Driven at last over the edge of the hill, they returned again and

again in massed charges, and were swept away by our men, more lightly

entrenched, high up, just under the brow.

To the west of this, as far as Soissons, the two weeks fighting has

mostly consisted of long-range artillery duels, across the river and,

later, over the heights. The Germans, better hidden, and with longer

range, shelled our slighter trenches with fearful accuracy.

About Soissons the British resisted successfully a concentrated

assault of more than a week's duration, certainly not less in savage

determination than that upon the French around Craonne. Our cavalry

especially distinguished itself.

Several men wounded, or resting from the front, in these villages, told

me the same story: "It began about six--heavy, accurate shell fire;

there was a lunch interval; it stopped about dusk every day. Then in

the night, often came the charges. One night I couldn't count them! It

was awful. Kill, kill, kill, and still they came on, shoving each other

over on to us!"

No man but had his story of comrades on either side shot or smashed

day after day, of the shriek of shells, of the perpetual groaning of

the wounded as they lay in the wet trenches. "Seven days and nights

of it! and some nights only an hour's sleep." And all the same

description--"It was just absolute hell." No one found another word to

describe it.

And the sight of the men bore it out. Muddied to the eyes, soaked,

often blood-caked. Many were suffering from the curious aphasia

produced by the continuous concussion of shells bursting. Some were

dazed and speechless, some deafened. And yet, splendid to relate, I

saw on no Briton's face, wounded or resting, the fixed, inhuman stare

of war. Even the wounded were in good spirits, unconquerable,--the

sporting "looker-on" attitude of the British soldier.

I scrawled a line of letter for some of them; they all wanted it said

that it had been "hell"; that they were glad to be out; but not sorry

to have been in. Many wanted advice added to "brother Tom" or "cousin

Dick" not to rush into it; but they knew themselves, as anyone who

knows the breed would know, that it was just that scrap that would make

Tom or Harry mad that he had not been in it too!

The French were more absorbed and aloof, less of "professional"

fighters. They could not do without the personal touch. A little group

of the Line sat before a burnt cottage sharpening and caressing their

bayonets--"Rosalie" they call them, for love of their bloodstained

edges.

Soissons has suffered little less than Rheims. Not from fire as yet,

but six or more dark, jagged holes showed where the cathedral has been

shelled. The town looks more than half in desolate ruins.

The fighting here has been indescribably fierce. At Bucy-le-Long, just

to the north-east, the Germans dropped shells into a school converted

into a Red Cross ambulance, killing many wounded. One of the wounded

assistants described the scene. "They didn't intend it, probably; we

had troops coming up just behind, and they're poor shots!"

Description of the sights and sounds of past battlefields are

monotonously grim, and useless to repeat. But the villages and country

in the track of this long battle, along the south of the Aisne, cannot

be left unmentioned, if war is to be recognised as reality.

To move here is to move in a country of abandoned trenches, half used

as graves; to move through the tainted air of the unburied; to see the

countless dead, broken life, broken humanity, burning, or being thrust,

with the fortunate callousness of the peasant, into trench and pit;

to meet at every turn some deadly reminder of mortality; to see every

house and field flecked with some pitiable wreck or litter of battle.

The details need not even be imagined.

But the wounded, as I saw them, returning in car and train, lying in

temporary shelters or waiting their turn at wayside stations, are at

once a more painful, more real reminder. British, and French, and

African, side by side, patient, courageous, appreciative of the little

help that can be given by the few hands. It is the one sight that can

still move one--that look of youth and hope struck out of the face

of the young soldier, the dulled expression, of just clinging on to

consciousness of life, that alone survives.

At Villers Cotterets and Crepy I saw and talked with many of them;

but not for news of their exploits. We shared a common weariness

of war-talk--the details were too present; and most of them

characteristically, when they had asked for news about "the victory,"

spoke most of the peasants, and the hardship and suffering they had

seen in the villages; very little about themselves or the friends they

had seen killed.

South of Rheims, Tuesday.

With even more difficulty to-day we made our way up again into the

battle region. Rheims was the first object. I managed to get to a point

where I could look down and out at the city from its southern heights.

Picture it for yourself, the long, rolling, wooded circle of hills, the

broad green plateau of trees and houses, dipping to the irregular town;

and in the centre, an immense landmark, the high, grey cathedral, with

its two crowned towers of elaborate stone-work.

At the first view, in the grey daylight and the roar of the wind,

nothing seemed unusual. The outlines of tower and town looked as

before. Then I put up the field glasses, and in a second the sight

fell to pieces, with the sudden incongruousness of the destruction of

Pompeii or Jerusalem as we see it on the coloured moving pictures, when

the walls fall flat under red artificial flames, and in a second the

towns remain only geometric sections of black ruins.

The roofs were there, but shattered into dark caverns of bombardment.

The gables stood, blank, and with windows transparent to the sky. The

streets, scarred white or in dark hollows of crumbled brick. And the

Cathedral? The walls were standing, the towers, and much of the roof,

but blackened and defaced. The towers, blurred in detail and fractured.

The windows, with tracery shattered, and blinking as it were painfully

at the unusual daylight that streamed in upon the black ruin of the

nave.

And over all the grey haze of conflagration, mixing in one dark

overhanging curtain with the yellow pestilent fumes of past bombardment.

Beyond, on the further heights, the grey sky was seamed with the spurt

and smoke of occasional bursting shells; and the ear, guided now

by the eye, could distinguish from the rush of the wind the single

explosions of the German shells and the nearer crash of the hidden

French batteries, as they responded, firing across the hill at the

unseen army.

I would not, even if it had been easy, have approached nearer. Details

of destruction could add nothing to the realisation of these monstrous

reactions of war. This was, to myself, the second conscious shock in

all the two months of warfare--Louvain was the first. The sight of

dead and shattered bodies soon passes unrealised. There is nothing of

the man who lived, even if we have known him well, left in lifeless

remnants. What he meant and what he produced are no longer there.

But to see a dead or an injured child, a mutilated work of art or

thought, is to see the murder of men's souls: the defacing of the ideal

which men live and die to conceive, to embody, and to leave as their

contribution to the eternal principles of beauty and continuance.

What has provoked this wanton, deliberate destruction? The anger of

disappointed, hungry, chilled men in their realisation of failure and

fatigue? The revenge for the death of some popular commander, some

General von Revel, von Rapine, or von Ruin? Who can say yet? On the

spot there seemed to be no "military" excuse, of tactics or precaution.

It looked like the irresponsible outrage of a tipsy child with a heavy

hammer. Whatever the conditions of ultimate peace, let us see to it

that the hammer of ponderous armaments is forced from Germany's hands.

The "philosophical Teuton brain" may then have time to clear itself of

the fumes of a reeling militarism.

The tapestries have been buried. It is reported that the treasures of

the Cathedral are safe. Why, O why, was no effort made to remove the

priceless windows in time? We did it in our Minsters as long ago as

the seventeenth century, before the threat of bombardment; and the

confidence in German "culture" cannot have been so deep-rooted!

I was glad that I could not see the injury to the famous "rose" window

in the west front, through which the sunset used to colour the pillars

of the nave with a marvellous amber and gold light.

As I passed by the town I met the venerable Cardinal Archbishop, in

his robes, a strange contrast to the knots of uniformed soldiers and

the few darkly-dressed, depressed inhabitants. He reached Paris, from

the Conclave, two days ago, and, impatient of the absence of news, has

come out to see for himself what has befallen his cathedral; and that

in spite of the German raiding cars, that have fired on passengers on

the roads from Paris yesterday and to-day, and of the proximity of the

cannon. I took off my hat to a very gallant man.

But a week or so ago I stood up and cheered the grand old Bishop of

Meaux, when, as one of the first civilians to get into Meaux after the

battle of the Marne, I found him, in violet robes, still going gently

round, looking after his few surviving flock. He, almost alone, had

refused to leave the town, and endured all the risks of the encircling

battles and the indignities of the German occupation.

The Germans have made no exception of priests and professors in

their "disciplinary executions," and now that they have started on

the cathedrals--first Louvain, then Malines, then Rheims, and now

Soissons--a bishop who stayed to face them showed a good man's courage.

Wednesday.

In a village south of Rheims this morning I was delayed for some time

by the passing of a column of German captives, being brought down from

Craonne by the French. There must have been more than a thousand in

this single division. Some of them were big fine fellows; a number

quite lads; all looked pallid and with the strained look of fatigue and

hunger. A few were allowed to sit a while by the road, to rest sore

feet.

Those to whom I spoke, allowing for the fact that they were frightened

and probably anxious to propitiate, confirmed the impression that the

Germans have lost very heavily and are in sore straits for food. They

spoke of the practical destruction of whole regiments, more especially

in the assaults round Soissons and Rheims. To the audacity and

omnipresence of our airmen, and to the accuracy of our shell-fire on

their trenches, their accounts bore constant witness.

One lad, a "Sextaner" in an Ober-Realschale, was allowed to rest for

some time, and soon began to talk quite cheerfully. He showed me his

pocket diary, a strange little document. It contained chiefly the

notices of his messing together with six or more of his chums, and of

the rare additions of food other than rations. On later pages came the

little notes of someone missing in the evening. A few new names were

added. These, too, disappeared. Finally, almost the last entry, of

four days ago, came the sentence, "Remains only Max and me." But Max

was not with the prisoners.

At certain of the base villages as I followed the line south of

the Aisne, I saw other prisoners, active and willing as ambulance

orderlies. They were already moving about cheerfully--the French are

most kindly captors--but none of them had lost the stamp of pallor

imprinted by the exhaustion and strain of that prolonged fighting

march. Not one but was tired of the "useless war." It is only the

stay-at-homes who have not lived in a war atmosphere, for whom it

retains its colour of heroics after a few weeks of its squalid

realities.

I crossed the Vesle, on a pontoon bridge, and visited two of the seven

bridges which the Germans destroyed as they retired before the British

over the Aisne near Soissons. A south country Briton told me the story

of that first crossing.

"We were the advance division. We got there at nightfall, a desperate

long march. The Germans had dynamited seven out of the eight bridges,

but one just stood. We were ordered to shuffle across it singly, at ten

yards intervals. It began at midnight, in the dark, a queer, nervous

job; and we weren't all over, quite, by five in the morning. Two of the

chaps slipped in, astray in the dark, one just ahead of me. I thought

it was the bridge going up--the sort of 'plump' he went!"

I have had that feeling several times these last weeks, the stealthy

crawl across the bridge with dynamite already laid below it.

North of the forest of Villers, the region which is a grim cemetery

of men and of the homes of men, full of the smoke and dust of ruined

houses and of the smoke and dust of burning piles of what were men,

many soldiers were still lying on straw under shelter from the rain,

waiting their turn to be fetched down by the ambulances. There are

scores still waiting.

For one I took down a letter. This is its substance: "Jack and me were

in that show at Shivers (Chivres-sur-Aisne?) It was not man-fighting

that week; just banging with engines over our heads, and getting them

too, often enough. When it got dark, 'they' always rang off. And we

went out, not under orders, just for our turn; about six of us. Jack

got a sentry--here--and we got to the pit; but they were on us before

we could mess the gun; and it was pretty fair hell in the dark; just

jabbing at anything you heard or touched. Three of us got back; and we

left 'them' some burying to do on their own, too."

The valley of the Aisne has a deadly sameness. At Retheuil and Chelles,

the silent apathetic peasants--all too few--were heaping remains of men

and horses for burning, or dragging them into the long raw trenches

that scar the fields with white issues of lime. Anything of value or

metal is dragged off, the bodies thrust in, and, for all the pestilent

air, the peasant stolidly munches at his bread between whiles.

It is astonishing how little it affects one after a day or two. I

don't believe the sight or sound of always present death, or even, for

that matter, the more intolerable affliction of sleepless nights, wet

trenches, cold winds, and continuous strain, has taken five minutes of

his quaint optimism from the British soldier. And yet this war is being

fought without the exciting accompaniment of bands or drums. There are

no parade sights; no colour.

It is almost impossible to get the names of their places of past

adventure from the soldiers. The French names, if ever heard, are soon

forgotten. It is exciting to them even to hear that they are near

Paris. They date from "where So-and-so got hit," or "where we got those

fags from a hofficer," or where "the women ran out to give us drinks

as we rode by." Very often the name survives as a mysterious village

called "Ralentir." (Visitors to France may remember that this is the

big notice put up outside villages, the "Drive slowly" warning to

motorists.)

It was curious to recall, as I looked north later in the day towards

Vic-sur-Aisne, that I got almost as far as this a fortnight ago, after

the German retreat from Meaux, thinking I was well behind our armies,

and found and smoked in, their line of abandoned trenches, in the

company of two incursious peasants. The Germans were even then making

their huge entrenchments on the hills ahead, and it was to cost a

fortnight's fearful fighting before our men made good their position on

my seemingly lonely slope of fields.

We were "requisitioned" again, to run to Mont St. Marc. As I looked

across at the Forest of Laigue, I knew now that the check that turned

me back in those woods last week, after swimming the Oise, was one of

the violent counter-attacks by the Germans; when they ventured, as they

rarely have done, to charge with the bayonet.

On that same day, the bombardment which I heard from the direction

of Lassigny, proves now to have been the beginning of the French

resistance to the German advance in that quarter against General

Castelnau.

At Crepy, on the return, a Turco, whom I must have met at the fierce

skirmish south-east of Peronne, recognised me as he lay, a strange

figure white with loss of blood under his African tan, his turban and

brilliant uniform bloodstained, waiting to be moved into an ambulance

car.

"Ah, they got me for a time, not long"--it was odd French--"but I

assisted two with that, first (the bayonet), and then there remained to

me these" (a significant gesture of the hands).

A badly-wounded north countryman, who lay beside him, with a nurse

temporarily bandaging his shoulder--another shrapnel wound; they are

nearly all shrapnel wounds--evidently understand the gesture, if not

the lingo. "Fine chaps at a scrap, the darkies. It's funny, though, I

couldn't use hands like that; sort of claws fashion. Now I could go on

with a fist--this way--all day; just smash them. Some difference in

education, d'you think? Or just natural?"

The nurse stopped the speculative opening. But think of it; in

the surroundings! Our undefeated British soldier, tolerant of the

individual, critical of the "foreign ways," ready to argue an

abstraction, to fight, to make or be turned into a joke, even while

every breath was a painful effort.

Thursday.

There has been a lull in the fierceness of the struggle along the

Aisne, which is developing into the Battle of the Rivers. (_Note_: I

believe this to have been the first time this name was suggested.) The

lull is doubtless not unconnected with the great changes of front in

progress. Some days ago I was involved in the movement of the French

forces round the left wing by Clermont; later, to-day I was to learn

from an airman of the even greater rapidity with which the Germans have

poured their reinforcements, and their army from the Vosges, on to the

line of the Oise towards Peronne. (It was the mass of these troops,

and the rapidity of their swing across on the inner lines, that enabled

the Germans to anticipate the Allies' move and, for a time, even push

them back at certain points, at Lassigny, Chaulnes, and Peronne, as we

now learn from the official communications.)

To-day was my last visit to the lines on the Aisne, the last

opportunity of seeing something of the actual fighting. We reached

Fismes early in the day, and, as there were rumours in Paris that the

Germans had penetrated south in this region, we were relieved to find

an extremely peaceful landscape. Only the usual traces in the villages

and on the fields of past fighting.

Here fortune favoured us. For several weeks we had been inquiring in

vain on all our excursions for a certain French regiment of the line,

which contained the much-loved brother of my friend and driver. At

Fismes we came by chance upon a small section of his company, who were

escorting some wounded. We fraternised at once; and they told us where

we should find him, engaged in the trenches across the Aisne. Not only

this, but they gladly took advantage of the car to run four of them

back to their advance post, or rather as far as was permitted us, under

their helpful escort.

On foot we traversed the last fields to the bank of the river. The

appearance of this grim border region of past battle, the burnt

cottages, scarred fields, blackened trees, and the faintly-marked

trenches and pyres of the buried and incinerated dead, has been already

described. There is a terrible monotony in such scenes.

The Aisne was crossed on a light pontoon, for foot soldiers only. I

will not specify the point nearer than to say that we were behind a

notable junction of the allied armies. A low spur, rather exceptionally

tree-covered, came down close to the bank on the far side. In a

temporary base-camp, of shelters and enlarged trenches, under the spur,

the much-sought brother greeted us, and a very cordial welcome was

given us on his account. A lieutenant was in charge, who invited us to

share the combined rations. The staple was a loaf of bread, hollowed

out and filled with some very highly scented sort of tripe; apparently

a popular and certainly a filling meal. Actually, too, hot coffee in

pannikins. We contributed the usual cigarettes and journals.

The lieutenant did not see his way to letting me go forward, although

the German fire on our trenches ahead had ceased for some time, and

the only sound of guns came from some distance away, in the direction

of Craonne. The time passed, however, unnoticed, in the interest of

watching the movements of sections passing and repassing the river, in

relief or support. Twice a number of wounded were carried past and over

the bridge. They were still being collected, or brought down, after

the desperate German assaults by night and day that preceded the lull.

Three small detachments stopped in passing, moving up to the front.

They were all sun-browned, rough-chinned men here. Some had been in

the trenches for a week or more, and looked fine-drawn and battered.

They were uninterested but confident. Not the sort of gallant gaiety

and glitter we are accustomed to associate with the traditional French

soldier. That, if it survived the parade times, has given place to a

serious intentness upon the one idea, a kind of setting of the teeth to

face the issue and force the victory. For the French soldier has more

imagination than ours. He has to make up his mind not to picture to

himself results and effects which our men simply disregard, as not part

of their particular professional concern.

The stories they told had necessarily great resemblance. Of hours of

crouching under well-directed shell-fire. Of men killed or decapitated

beside them, of hairbreadth escapes from shrapnel, of confused night

attacks, of the joy of using "Rosalie" upon the hated grey bodies,

when at last they got the chance. And, above all, of the continuous,

dreadful noise of the guns and of the shells passing. Several were

partially deafened or stupefied by the concussion. A few told of

comrades who, not from failure of nerve, but from the mere physical,

shattering effect of the perpetual roar and scream upon more nervous

systems, had had to be sent back for a time from the line. And "spy"

stories, as numerous as ingenious.

After an hour or so the "brother" had to go up to take his turn in

the trenches with others. Our officer had gone off in the interval

at a summons; and the sergeant left in charge--we were now firm

friends--agreed to let me go up a specified distance for a certain time

with the section moving out.

We turned to the right round the end of the spur, about thirty of us,

ascending diagonally up the side, with a parallel valley receding below

us. I had been given directions as to how we were to take advantage

of the natural cover, and in places where we should have been more

exposed to observation from heights or airmen this cover had been very

ingeniously supplemented.

The firing from the greater plateau towards Craonne grew more distinct,

but even so it seemed to be none too vigorously prosecuted. The

cautious approach along the wet green slope towards a real, if distant,

enemy, revived the feelings of keen excitement of our man-hunting game

in the Lake Fells. But in the valley bottom, and occasionally on our

slope, there were harsh reminders of reality in the pits of shells,

broken trees, the litter in abandoned trenches, and here and there the

unburied German dead. A number of peasants were engaged in removing

these last traces, in the more sheltered depressions. But, as the

corporal explained with a shrug, "What would you? If they see where we

are, they fire. We cannot risk the good living for _those_!"

All too soon, as it seemed, we reached the advanced point where on an

upward slope, the work of pushing forward diagonal trenches was going

on. On our left the hill hid the view; but across the valley, on the

right, the same active, methodical work was just visible in the slight

stir and occasional glint of mattock or red trouser. With a gesture

my attention was drawn to a carefully concealed battery. I doubt if I

should have seen it for myself. "They haven't marked that down yet;

that's for a surprise when they begin again!"

We crossed a system of narrow man-deep galleries, well-covered, and

which had evidently been heavily shelled. I was hurried forward through

this, now with even more caution. "They've got the range of this; but

we're out there now":--and the "brother" indicated a point a third of

a mile ahead, where, it seemed, a sap was being carried forward, on a

zigzag towards the crest. Just as we were advancing, the unmistakable

moan of an aeroplane sent us to cover, under the old entrenchment.

I failed to see it; but a sudden outburst of firing on our left,

that died away again, gave the line of its passage. "You may expect

something here, after that----has been over," was the remark, made to

me, I think, with half malicious intention.

In a small pit or field-quarry on the slope, of innocent appearance,

but in reality converted into a very adequate straw-lined shelter or

base for the men engaged in digging beyond, I was left; while the

section moved forward to take the places of others. These, when they

came down, would see me back again. I saw the "brother" leave me with

regret. My companions were four men and a corporal, rather glum and

tired, but not unfriendly. Two had been slightly wounded, but had

refused to go down.

We had barely got on to terms, with grateful cigarettes, when a single

growl echoed across the slope in front; and the unmistakable crescendo

whine of a shell passed high and to one side above us. It was followed

by another, which shrilled its menace more directly overhead; and the

flat, quaking explosion, hitting the ear like a blow, could be heard

further down over the slope. The men paid scarcely any attention. "It

will not go on; we shall not reply," said one. "Reassure yourself: it

is at our old trenches," added one of the wounded men, with half a

grin. The sensation of being shelled over is denied to the civilian;

and in my own case the opportunity was probably unique. I risked the

reputation for unconcern of the race, and crept out and up under the

higher lip of the depression; from here, well sheltered, I could look

backward and down the slope.

Four more shells passed in quick succession. The roar of the discharges

rolled in a continuous echo back and across the little valley; through

this the singing scream of the shells stabbed venomously. One fell

beyond the old trenches, and exploded in the ground--I saw the huge

shattered cavity as I returned. Two burst accurately, man high, over

the earthworks, faced with sods, of the abandoned gallery; the sight

and sound were indescribably shocking to the unaccustomed eye and ear.

The last did not explode, but, from the spurt of earth, buried itself

deeply twenty yards nearer me up the slope.

As I had been told, no reply was made in this quarter, and no more

followed the six. A quarter of an hour later the returning section

came back; and again, with an escort of twenty dumb, earth-stained,

and hungry blue-coats, the cautious return was begun. As we got down

the caution was dropped. "They don't want it to-day any more than we

do"--and we clustered in a quick walk back to the base.

As an impression of the futility of warfare, the sight of this useful

manhood, designed to dig a fruitful soil for profitable living, now

burrowing for life in barren trenches, was sufficient. As an impression

of its hideous trespass, the intrusion of those discordant shells,

shrieking over the sunlit hill with a sort of murderous absurdity,

splitting the still air into shreds of hateful noise, and vanishing

against the motionless trees in drifting clots of sickly green vapour,

was all complete. If further proof were needed, it lay about me in the

melancholy accidents of destruction, scattered over the "no man's land"

that I recrossed on my return. The whole suggestion was of some recent,

sordid violent orgy, by a party of criminal tramps, in a peaceful

garden.

Many of the bridges were broken down, and, after rejoining the car,

we had to make a wide sweep to the west. The roads were blocked by

the wagons and columns of the French westward movement. I passed

again through Crepy and Senlis, and round west of Clermont, which was

obviously in the agitated condition peculiar to a military occupation.

The distinctness with which the guns could be heard from the St. Just

road, suggested that the Germans had advanced considerably to the

west, since I had last heard them from the south of Lassigny. From

Montdidier we turned east, hoping to get to Roye; but it was getting

late and the road became hopelessly congested. An aviator whose

machine had been injured and to whom I was able to give a lift, told

me that he had seen the German reinforcements pouring up in very great

numbers behind the Oise; and it was clear that, for the moment, their

possession of the inner lines had given them the advantage in forming

on the new front.

Through by-lanes west of Roye we made towards Rosières in the dark,

hoping to hit a main road back towards Amiens. We were stopped again by

the sound of firing in front and a little to the east. Before turning

back we determined, if possible, to discover its meaning. Leaving the

car in a field, the driver and I walked forward cautiously through the

woods in the direction of the sound. We were in one of the big hangars

of large forest trees that crown the crests of the rolling uplands in

this district. As we came out of the wood, and just across the crest,

there came a sudden crackle of rifle firing from the trees on the

opposite crest, about a mile and a half, so far as I could calculate

in the dark, to the east. For the moment it was difficult to account

for it; but the driver suddenly called my attention to some little

sparks of flame in the dark sky. They seemed to be dropping on to the

far wood. The reason at once suggested itself:--a daring German airman,

making a night flight, had located a detachment of the French in the

wood, probably by their camp fires, and was dropping little balls

of flame to give the range to his associated battery. A few minutes

later the dull boom of heavier guns, firing from a greater distance,

which continued for some fifteen minutes, and then ceased, made our

speculation a certainty. It was a curiously suggestive glimpse; the

darkness lit and broken for a moment, declaring the presence of the

unceasing, sleepless strife.

It was clearly not possible to force our way further north; and, as

it was now too late to gain entry into any town of shelter, we spent a

not uncomfortable night, sleeping in and beside the car. With the first

light we turned west and south, and regained Paris almost as soon as

the gates were opened.

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