YOU OUGHT TO BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF

I was on the porch, scraping an acquaintance with the grandmother. She

held a baby in her lap. They sat in the crossing of the moonlight and

the lamplight.

There was no one to explain me. I explained myself. She eyed me

angrily. She did not want me to shake hands with the baby. She asked

concerning her daughter-in-law.

“And did she say you could stay?”

“She did.”

The grandmother brought a hard fist down on the arm of the chair: “I’d

like to break her neck. She’s no more backbone than a rabbit.”

I do not distinctly remember any bitter old man I have met in my

travels. She was the third bitter old woman. Probably with the same

general experiences as her husband, she had digested them differently.

She was on the shelf, but made for efficiency and she was not run down.

In her youth her hair was probably red. Though she was plainly an old

woman, it was the brown of middle age with only a few streaks of gray.

Under her roughness there were touches of a truly cultured accent and

manner. I would have said that in youth she had had what they call

opportunities.

A Handy Guide for Beggars: Especially Those of the Poetic Fraternity Being Sundry Explorations, Made While Afoot and Penniless in Florida, Georgia, North Carolina, Tennessee, Kentucky, New Jersey, and Pennsylvania. These Adventures Convey and Illustrate the Rules of Beggary for Poets and Some Others. · 第 115 / 135 题