PROSE PASTELS

by Clark Ashton Smith

_2. The Mirror in the Hall of Ebony_

From the nethermost profund of slumber, from a gulf beyond the sun and

stars that illume the Lethean shoals and the vague lands of somnolent

visions, I floated on a black unrippling tide to the dark threshold

of a dream. And in this dream I stood at the end of a long hall that

was ceiled and floored and walled with sable ebony, and was lit with a

light that fell not from the sun or moon nor from any lamp. The hall

was without doors or windows, and at the further extreme an oval mirror

was framed in the wall. And standing there, I remembered nothing of

all that had been; and the other dreams of sleep, and the dream of

birth and of everything thereafter, were alike forgotten. And forgotten

too was the name I had found among men, and the other names whereby

the daughters of dream had known me; and memory was no older than my

coming to that hall. But I wondered not, nor was I troubled thereby,

and naught was strange to me: for the tide that had borne me to this

threshold was the tide of Lethe.

Anon, though, I knew not why, my feet were drawn adown the hall, and I

approached the oval mirror. And in the mirror I beheld the haggard face

that was mine, and the red mark on the cheek where the one I loved had

struck me in her anger, and the mark on the throat where her lips had

kissed me in amorous devotion. And, seeing this, I remembered all that

had been; and the other dreams of sleep, and the dream of birth and

of everything thereafter, alike returned to me. And thus I recalled the

name I had assumed beneath the terrene sun, and the names I had borne

beneath the suns of sleep and of reverie. And I marvelled much, and was

enormously troubled, and all things were most strange to me, and all

things were as of yore.

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The Fantasy Fan, Volume 1, Number 9, May 1934 The Fan's Own Magazine · 第 16 / 25 题