“They’re the most awful wretches, I assure you—the lot all about
there.”
“Then why do you want to stay among them?”
“My dear man, just because they _are_. It makes me hate them so.”
“Hate them? I thought you liked them.”
“Don’t be stupid. What I ‘like’ is just to loathe them. You wouldn’t
believe what passes before my eyes.”
“Then why have you never told me? You didn’t mention anything before I
left.”
“Oh I hadn’t got round to it then. It’s the sort of thing you don’t
believe at first; you have to look round you a bit and then you
understand. You work into it more and more. Besides,” the girl went on,
“this is the time of the year when the worst lot come up. They’re
simply packed together in those smart streets. Talk of the numbers of
the poor! What _I_ can vouch for is the numbers of the rich! There are
new ones every day, and they seem to get richer and richer. Oh, they do
come up!” she cried, imitating for her private recreation—she was sure
it wouldn’t reach Mr. Mudge—the low intonation of the counter-clerk.
“And where do they come from?” her companion candidly enquired.
She had to think a moment; then she found something. “From the ‘spring
meetings.’ They bet tremendously.”
“Well, they bet enough at Chalk Farm, if that’s all.”
“It _isn’t_ all. It isn’t a millionth part!” she replied with some
sharpness. “It’s immense fun”—she would tantalise him. Then as she had
heard Mrs. Jordan say, and as the ladies at Cocker’s even sometimes
wired, “It’s quite too dreadful!” She could fully feel how it was Mr.
Mudge’s propriety, which was extreme—he had a horror of coarseness and
attended a Wesleyan chapel—that prevented his asking for details. But
she gave him some of the more innocuous in spite of himself, especially
putting before him how, at Simpkin’s and Ladle’s, they all made the
money fly. That was indeed what he liked to hear: the connexion was not
direct, but one was somehow more in the right place where the money was
flying than where it was simply and meagrely nesting. The air felt that
stir, he had to acknowledge, much less at Chalk Farm than in the
district in which his beloved so oddly enjoyed her footing. She gave
him, she could see, a restless sense that these might be familiarities
not to be sacrificed; germs, possibilities, faint foreshowings—heaven
knew what—of the initiation it would prove profitable to have arrived
at when in the fulness of time he should have his own shop in some such
paradise. What really touched him—that was discernible—was that she
could feed him with so much mere vividness of reminder, keep before
him, as by the play of a fan, the very wind of the swift bank-notes and
the charm of the existence of a class that Providence had raised up to
be the blessing of grocers. He liked to think that the class was there,
that it was always there, and that she contributed in her slight but
appreciable degree to keep it up to the mark. He couldn’t have
formulated his theory of the matter, but the exuberance of the
aristocracy was the advantage of trade, and everything was knit
together in a richness of pattern that it was good to follow with one’s
finger-tips. It was a comfort to him to be thus assured that there were
no symptoms of a drop. What did the sounder, as she called it, nimbly
worked, do but keep the ball going?
What it came to therefore for Mr. Mudge was that all enjoyments were,
as might be said, inter-related, and that the more people had the more
they wanted to have. The more flirtations, as he might roughly express
it, the more cheese and pickles. He had even in his own small way been
dimly struck with the linkèd sweetness connecting the tender passion
with cheap champagne, or perhaps the other way round. What he would
have liked to say had he been able to work out his thought to the end
was: “I see, I see. Lash them up then, lead them on, keep them going:
some of it can’t help, some time, coming _our_ way.” Yet he was
troubled by the suspicion of subtleties on his companion’s part that
spoiled the straight view. He couldn’t understand people’s hating what
they liked or liking what they hated; above all it hurt him
somewhere—for he had his private delicacies—to see anything _but_ money
made out of his betters. To be too enquiring, or in any other way too
free, at the expense of the gentry was vaguely wrong; the only thing
that was distinctly right was to be prosperous at any price. Wasn’t it
just because they were up there aloft that they were lucrative? He
concluded at any rate by saying to his young friend: “If it’s improper
for you to remain at Cocker’s, then that falls in exactly with the
other reasons I’ve put before you for your removal.”
“Improper?”—her smile became a prolonged boldness. “My dear boy,
there’s no one like you!”
“I dare say,” he laughed; “but that doesn’t help the question.”
“Well,” she returned, “I can’t give up my friends. I’m making even more
than Mrs. Jordan.”
Mr. Mudge considered. “How much is _she_ making?”
“Oh you dear donkey!”—and, regardless of all the Regent’s Park, she
patted his cheek. This was the sort of moment at which she was
absolutely tempted to tell him that she liked to be near Park Chambers.
There was a fascination in the idea of seeing if, on a mention of
Captain Everard, he wouldn’t do what she thought he might; wouldn’t
weigh against the obvious objection the still more obvious advantage.
The advantage of course could only strike him at the best as rather
fantastic; but it was always to the good to keep hold when you _had_
hold, and such an attitude would also after all involve a high tribute
to her fidelity. Of one thing she absolutely never doubted: Mr. Mudge
believed in her with a belief—! She believed in herself too, for that
matter: if there was a thing in the world no one could charge her with
it was being the kind of low barmaid person who rinsed tumblers and
bandied slang. But she forbore as yet to speak; she had not spoken even
to Mrs. Jordan; and the hush that on her lips surrounded the Captain’s
name maintained itself as a kind of symbol of the success that, up to
this time, had attended something or other—she couldn’t have said
what—that she humoured herself with calling, without words, her
relation with him.