CHAPTER IX.

Some hours after the incidents recorded in the last chapter Waldemar

Nordeck was returning from L----, to which place he had ridden over in

the morning. He had now often occasion to go there, a much closer

intercourse being kept up in these days between the town and the

Castle. The fact that the border-forests were included in the Wilicza

territory, and that the population of those districts was strongly

distrusted, necessitated frequent conferences and consultations as to

the measures to be adopted, and the President knew too well what an

energetic supporter he had in the young proprietor not to receive him

at all times with the greatest favour. Waldemar had called on him

to-day, and had met at his house some of the higher officials and

officers of the L---- garrison. These gentlemen had one and all found

themselves confirmed in their opinion that young Nordeck was the

coldest, the most imperious of men. Any one else would have been

galled, oppressed by the hostile attitude in which he stood to his own

mother and brother; but he did not appear in the least affected by it.

He was as ever, grave, reserved; but determined and ready to abide to

the uttermost by the position he had once chosen.

Waldemar had, indeed, every reason to show this calm front to

strangers. He knew that his situation with regard to his mother, and

the terms they were on together, formed the staple of daily talk in

L----, and that the most marvellous reports were current on the

subject. He was resolved at all events not to furnish fresh food for

gossip. But now that he was alone and unobserved, a troubled look had

settled on his face, and his brow was as darkly clouded as it had been

serene before. Absorbed in his thoughts, he was advancing at a

foot-pace, when, at a meeting of cross-roads, he half mechanically drew

rein to let pass a sledge which was approaching at full gallop, and

which next instant shot rapidly by quite close to him. Norman suddenly

reared high in the air. His rider had jerked the bridle so violently

that the animal, taking fright, sprang with a hasty bound to one side,

alighting with its hind feet in a ditch covered with loose snow which

ran parallel to the high-road. It stumbled and nearly fell with its

master.

Waldemar soon brought the horse out of the ditch, and on to the main

road again; but this slight mischance seemed to have robbed him, the

bold, intrepid rider, of his composure. His usual self-possession quite

failed him as he neared the sledge, which had drawn up on a call from

the lady occupying it.

"I ask pardon if I have startled you, Countess Morynska. My horse shied

at the sudden approach of yours."

Wanda was generally not very susceptible to fear, and possibly it was

less alarm than surprise at the unexpected meeting--the first for three

months--which drove the colour from her cheeks. Her face was very white

as she asked in reply--

"You are not hurt, I hope?"

"No, I am not hurt; but my Norman ..."

He did not finish his sentence, but sprang quickly to the ground. The

horse had evidently injured one of his hind feet. He held it up as

though in pain, and refused to advance. Waldemar hastily examined the

part affected, and then turned to the young Countess again.

"It is nothing serious," he said, in the same cold, constrained tone he

had used hitherto. "I beg of you not to interrupt your journey on my

account." He bowed and stepped aside to let the sledge pass.

"Will you not mount again?" asked Wanda, seeing that he threw the

bridle over his arm, as though preparing to walk.

"No. Norman has sprained his foot, and limps very much. It will be

painful enough for him to get on at all, he could not possibly carry a

rider."

"But Wilicza is two good leagues from here," objected Wanda. "You

cannot go all that way on foot, and at a slow pace."

"There will be nothing else for me," replied Waldemar, quietly. "I must

at any rate get my horse on to the nearest village, where I can have it

sent for."

"But it will be dark before you reach the Castle."

"That does not matter; I know the way."

The young Countess glanced at the Wilicza road which, at a little

distance from the spot where they had met, disappeared into the forest.

She knew that it ran through the heart of the woods, emerging only in

the immediate vicinity of the Castle.

"Would it not be better to make use of my sledge?" said she in a low

voice, without looking up. "My coachman can take charge of your horse,

and lead him to the nearest village."

Waldemar looked at her in amazement. The proposal seemed to surprise

him strangely.

"Thank you; but you are, no doubt, on your way to Rakowicz."

"Rakowicz does not lie far out of your road," Wanda interrupted him,

hastily, "and from thence you can have the conveyance to yourself." The

words were spoken hurriedly, almost anxiously. Waldemar slowly let the

bridle drop. Some seconds passed before he answered.

"I should do better to go straight on to Wilicza."

"I beg of you, though, not to go on; but to come with me."

This time the anxiety in Wanda's voice was so unmistakable that the

refusal was not renewed. Waldemar gave over his horse to the coachman,

who had dismounted at a sign from his mistress, and instructed him to

lead it with all possible care to a certain village, and there to leave

word that it should be sent for. He then mounted the sledge, swinging

himself up into the driver's seat behind, and grasping the reins. The

place by the young Countess's side remained empty.

They drove on in silence. The offer had been so simple, so natural, a

decided rejection of it would have appeared singular, nay, uncourteous,

between such near relatives; but easy intercourse had long since grown

impossible to these two, and the unexpected meeting made their

embarrassment more marked and painful. Waldemar devoted his attention

exclusively to the reins, and Wanda wrapped herself more closely in her

furs, never once turning her head.

They were already in the beginning of March; but it seemed this year as

if winter never would give way. Before taking its departure, the cruel

season once more let loose all its terrors on the poor earth, lying

happily expectant of spring's first breath. A heavy snowstorm, lasting

through an entire day, had clothed it anew in the white shroud of which

it had so slowly and painfully divested itself. Again the country lay

rigid under its pall of snow and ice, and stormy wind and freezing cold

strove together for the mastery.

The storm with its thick drifting snow had subsided on that morning;

but it was as gloomy and cold a winter afternoon as though the month

had been December. The horses stepped out merrily, and the sledge

seemed to fly over the smooth earth; but its two occupants sat silent

and motionless, paralysed, as it were, by the icy breath of that chill

March day. It was the first time they had been alone together since

that hour by the forest lake. Dreary and melancholy as had been that

autumn evening, with its falling leaves and surging mist-visions, some

last lingering throbs of life had then quickened Nature's pulse; but

now even these were stilled. The silence of death lay on the broad

fields, stretching away on all sides, so white and endless. Nothing but

snow all around, far as the eye could reach! The distant horizon lay

wrapped in fog, and the sky was heavy with dense snow-laden clouds

which drifted slowly, lazily along--else all was numb and dead in these

wintry desert solitudes.

The road now left the open lands and turned into the woods which it had

hitherto skirted. Here in the sheltered forest path, the snow lay so

thick that the horses could only advance at a foot-pace. The driver

loosed the reins which up to this time he had held so tightly, and

their giddy, rapid flight was changed into a gentle, gliding onward

movement. The dark fir-trees on either side bowed under their load of

snow. One of the low-hanging branches brushed against Waldemar's head,

and a perfect cloud of white flakes was showered down on him and his

companion. She half-turned now for the first time and said, pointing to

the trees--

"The road to Wilicza lies all the way through a forest as thick as

this."

Waldemar smiled slightly.

"That is nothing new to me. I pass along it often enough."

"But not on foot and at dusk! Do you not know, or will you not own to

yourself, that there is danger for you in these journeys?"

The smile vanished from Nordeck's face, giving way to its accustomed

gravity. "If I had had any doubt of that, I should have been

enlightened by the bullet which, not long ago, as I was coming home

from the border-station, sped so close by my head that it ruffled my

hair. The marksman did not show himself. He was probably ashamed of

his--unskilfulness."

"Well, after such an experience, it is really challenging danger to

ride out so constantly quite alone," cried Wanda, who could not

altogether conceal her alarm at this news.

"I never go unarmed," replied Waldemar, "and no companion could protect

me against a shot fired in ambush. In the present state of affairs at

Wilicza, my personal ascendancy is the one influence which still

avails. If I show fear and take all sorts of precautionary measures,

there will be an end to my authority. If I continue to face all their

attacks alone, they will desist from them."

"But suppose that bullet had not missed," said Wanda, with a little

quiver in her voice. "You see how near the danger was."

The young man bent half over her seat.

"Was it a desire to avert from me some such peril as this which made

you insist on my coming with you?"

"Yes," was the hardly audible reply.

An earnest rejoinder was on his lips; but some sudden remembrance

flashing through his mind, he suddenly drew himself erect and, grasping

the reins more firmly, said with a rush of the old bitterness--

"You will find it hard to justify such a desire in the eyes of your

party, Countess Morynska."

She turned completely round to him now, and her eye met his.

"It may be so, for you have openly avowed yourself our enemy. It lay

with you to make peace; instead of that you have declared war upon us."

"I did what necessity compelled me to do. You forget that my father was

a German."

"And your mother is a Pole."

"Ah, you need not remind me of it in that reproachful tone," said

Waldemar. "The unhappy division of interests has cost me too much for

me ever to lose sight of it for an instant. It was the cause of my

parents' separation. It poisoned my childhood, embittered my youth, and

robbed me of my mother. She would perhaps have loved me as she loves

her Leo if I had been a Baratowski. That I was my father's son has been

my gravest offence in her eyes. If now we stand politically opposed to

each other, that is only a consequence of past events."

"Which you logically, inexorably, carry out to its extreme limits,"

cried Wanda, flashing into anger. "Any other man would have sought for

some means of reconciliation, some compromise, which must have been

possible between mother and son."

"Perhaps between any other mother and son, but not between the Princess

Baratowska and me. She gave me the choice of surrendering Wilicza and

myself, bound hand and foot, into her hands to serve her interests, or

to declare myself at war with her. I chose the latter alternative, and

she takes good care that there shall be no truce, not even for a day.

Were it not that the contest for dominion is still going on, she would

long since have left me. She certainly does not stay on my account."

Wanda made no reply. She knew he was right, and the conviction was now

forcing itself on her mind that this man, held on all sides to be cold

and unfeeling, was in reality most keenly and bitterly sensitive to all

that was painful in his position towards his mother. In the rare

moments when he disclosed his secret feelings, this subject always came

uppermost. The thought of his mother's indifference to himself and of

her boundless love for her younger son had stung the boy's soul years

ago; it rankled yet in the heart of the man.

They soon emerged from the forest, and the horses quickly resuming

their former swift pace, Rakowicz shortly afterwards appeared in the

distance. Waldemar would have turned into the main road which led

thither, but Wanda pointed in another direction.

"Please let me get out at the entrance to the village. I shall like the

little walk home, and you can go straight on to Wilicza."

Nordeck looked at her a moment in silence. "That means, you do not

venture to appear at Rakowicz in my company. I was forgetting that the

people about would never forgive you for it. To be sure--we are

enemies."

"We are so through your fault alone," declared Wanda. "No one compelled

you to act as our foe. Our struggle is not with your country or

countrymen, it will be fought out yonder on foreign soil."

"And supposing your party to be victorious on that soil," asked

Waldemar, slowly and pointedly, "whose turn will it be next?"

The young Countess was silent.

"Well, we will not discuss that," said Nordeck, resignedly. "It may

have been some secret necessity of Nature which drove your father and

Leo into the fight; but the same necessity urges me to resistance. My

brother's task is indeed easier than mine. One way has been marked out

for him, both by birth and family tradition, and he has gone that way

without the pain of making a choice, or of causing dissension. Neither

of these troubles has been spared me. It is not in my nature to

vacillate between two contending parties without giving in my adhesion

to one or to the other. I must declare myself friend or foe to a cause.

What the choice has cost me, none need know. No matter, I have chosen;

and where I have once taken my stand, I will remain. Leo throws himself

into the struggle full of glowing enthusiasm; his highest ideal is

before him; he is supported by the love and admiration of his friends.

I stand alone at my post, where possibly death by assassination, where

surely hatred awaits me, a hatred in which all Wilicza, my mother and

brother--and you, too, unite, Wanda. The lots have been unevenly

divided; but I have never been spoiled by over much love and affection.

I shall be able to bear it. So go on hating me, Wanda. It is perhaps

best for us both."

While speaking, he had driven forward in the prescribed direction, and

now drew up just at the entrance to the village, which lay before them

still and, as it were, lifeless. Swinging himself from his seat, he

would have helped the young Countess to alight; but she waved his hand

away, and got out of the sledge without assistance. No single word of

leave-taking passed her tightly closed lips. She merely bowed her head

in mute farewell.

Waldemar had drawn back. Once again the deep lines of pain showed

plainly on his face, and the hand which grasped the reins was clenched

convulsively. Her repulse evidently wounded him to the quick.

"I will send the sledge back to-morrow," said he in a cold and distant

tone--"with my thanks, if you will not decline them, as you decline

my slightest service."

Wanda appeared to be struggling with herself. She half turned as though

to go; but lingered yet an instant.

"Herr Nordeck."

"What is your pleasure, Countess Morynska?"

"I ... You must promise me not again wilfully to challenge danger as

you would have done to-day. You are right, the hatred of all Wilicza is

directed against you at the present time. Do not give your enemies so

good a chance--do not, I entreat of you."

A deep flush overspread Waldemar's face at these words. He cast one

look at her, one single look; but at that glance all the bitterness

went out from him.

"I will be more prudent," he answered, in a low voice.

"Good-bye, then."

She turned from him and took the path leading to the village. Nordeck

gazed after her until she disappeared behind one of the nearest

farm-buildings, then he swung himself into the sledge again, and drove

off swiftly in the direction of Wilicza, the road soon taking him back

into the forest. He had drawn his pistol from his breast-pocket and

laid it within easy reach; and, whilst he handled the reins with

unaccustomed caution, his eye kept a vigilant watch between the trees.

This defiant, inflexible man, who knew no fear, had suddenly grown

careful and prudent; he had promised to be so, and he had now learned

that there was one being who trembled for _his_ life also, who longed

to avert danger from him.

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