CHAPTER XVI. SORROWS AND PROJECTS

Dr. Lendrick and his son still lingered at the Swan's Nest after Lucy's

departure for the Priory. Lendrick, with many things to arrange and

prepare for his coming voyage, was still so overcome by the thought of

breaking up his home and parting from his children, that he could not

address his mind to anything like business. He would wander about for

hours through the garden and the shrubberies, taking leave, as he

called it, of his dear plants and flowers, and come back to the house

distressed and miserable. Often and often would he declare to Sir Brook,

who was his guest, that the struggle was too much for him. “I never

was a man of ardor or energy, and it is not now, when I have passed the

middle term of life, that I am to hope for that spring and elasticity

which were denied to my youth. Better for me send for Lucy, and stay

where I am; nowhere shall I be so happy again.” Then would come the

sudden thought that all this was mere selfishness, that in this life of

inaction and indolence he was making no provision for that dear girl be

loved so well. Whatever hopes the reconciliation with his father might

lead to, would of course be utterly scattered to the winds by an act

so full of disobedience as this. “It is true,” thought he, “I may fail

abroad as I have failed at home. Success and I are scarcely on speaking

terms,--but the grandfather cannot leave the granddaughter whom he has

taken from her home, totally uncared and unprovided for.”

As for young Tom, Sir Brook had pledged himself to-take care of him. It

was a vague expression enough; it might mean anything, everything, or

nothing. Sir Brook Fossbrooke had certainly, in worldly parlance, not

taken very good care of himself,--far from it; he had squandered and

made away with two large estates and an immense sum in ready money. It

was true he had friends everywhere,--some of them very great people

with abundant influence, and well able to help those they cared for; but

Fossbrooke was not one of those who ask; and the world has not yet come

to the millennial beatitude in which one's friends importune them with

inquiries how they are to be helped, what and where they wish for.

Many a time in the course of country-house life--at breakfast, as

the post came in, and during the day, as a messenger would deliver a

telegram--some great man would say, “There is a vacancy there--such

a one has died--so-and-so has retired. There's a thing to suit you,

Fossbrooke,”--and Sir Brook would smile, say a word or two that implied

nothing, and so would end the matter. If “my Lord” ever retained any

memory of the circumstance some time after, it would be that he had

offered something to Fossbrooke, who would n't take it, did n't care for

it. For so is it throughout life; the event which to one is the veriest

trifle of the hour, is to another a fate and a fortune; and then, great

folk who lead lives of ease and security are very prone to forget that

humble men have often a pride very disproportioned to their condition,

and are timidly averse to stretch out the hand for what it is just

possible it may not be intended they should touch.

At all events, Fossbrooke went his way through the world a mystery to

many and a puzzle,--some averring that it was a shame to his friends in

power that he had “got nothing,” others as stoutly declaring that he was

one whom no office would tempt, nor would any place requite him for the

loss of liberty and independence.

He himself was well aware of each of these theories, but too proud to

say a word to those who professed either of them. If, however, he was

too haughty to ask for himself, he was by no means above being a suitor

for his friends; and many a one owed to his active solicitude the

advancement which none stood more in need of than himself.

“We shall make the Viceroy do something for us, Tom,” he would say.

“Think over what it shall be,--for that's the invariable question, What

is it you want? And it's better far to say, Make me an archbishop, than

have to own that you want anything, and are, maybe, fit for nothing.”

Though Lendrick was well disposed towards Fossbrooke, and fully sensible

of his manly honesty and frankness, he could not help seeing that he

was one of those impulsive sanguine natures that gain nothing from

experience beyond the gift of companionship. They acquire all that can

make them delightful in society,--boons they are,--and especially to

those whose more prudent temperament inclines them to employ their gifts

more profitably. Scores of these self-made men, rich to overflowing with

all that wealth could buy around them, would say, What a happy fellow

was Fossbrooke! what a blessing it was to have his nature, his spirits,

buoyancy, and such-like,--to be able to enjoy life as he did! Perhaps

they believed all that they said too,--who knows? When they made such

speeches to himself, as they would at times, he heard them with the

haughty humility of one who hears himself praised for that which the

flatterer deems a thing too low for envy. He well understood how cheaply

others estimated his wares, for they were a scrip that figured in no

share-list, and never were quoted at a premium.

Lendrick read him very correctly, and naturally thought that a more

practical and a more worldly guide would have been better for Tom,--some

one to hold him back, not to urge him forward; some one to whisper

prudence, restraint, denial,--not daring, and dash, and indulgence. But

somehow these flighty, imaginative, speculative men have very often a

wonderful persuasiveness about them, and can give to the wildest dreams

a marvellous air of substance and reality. A life so full of strange

vicissitudes as Fossbrooke's seemed a guarantee for any--no matter

what--turn of fortune. Hear him tell of where he had been, what he had

done, and with whom, and you at once felt you were in presence of one to

whom no ordinary laws of worldly caution or prudence applied.

That his life had compassed many failures and few successes was plain

enough. He never sought to hide the fact.

Indeed, he was candor itself in his confessions, only that he

accompanied them by little explanations, showing the exact spot and

moment in which he had lost the game. It was wonderful what credit he

seemed to derive from these disclosures. It was like an honest trader

showing his balance-sheet to prove that, but for the occurrence of such

ills as no prudence could ward off, his condition must have been one of

prosperity.

Never did he say anything more truthful than that “he had never cared

for money.” So long as he had it he used it lavishly, thoughtlessly,

very often generously. When he ceased to have it, the want scarcely

appeared to touch him personally. Indeed, it was only when some

necessity presented itself to aid this one or extricate that, he would

suddenly remember his impotence to be of use, and then the sting of his

poverty would sorely pain him.

Like all men who have suffered reverses, he had to experience the

different acceptance he met with in his days of humble fortune from what

greeted him in his era of prosperity. If he felt this, none could detect

it. His bearing and manner betrayed nothing of such consciousness. A

very slight increase of stateliness might possibly have marked him in

his poverty, and an air of more reserved dignity, which showed itself in

his manner to strangers. In all other respects he was the same.

That such a character should have exercised a great influence over

a young man like Tom Lendrick--ardent, impetuous, and desirous of

adventure--was not strange.

“We must make a fortune for Lucy, Tom,” said Sir Brook. “Your father's

nature is too fine strung to be a money-maker, and she must be cared

for.” This was a desire which he continued to utter day after day; and

though Fossbrooke usually smoked on after he had said it without any

intimation as to where and when and how this same fortune was to be

amassed, Tom Lendrick placed the most implicit faith in the assurance

that it would be done “somehow.”

One morning as Lendrick was walking with his son in the garden, making,

as he called it, his farewell visit to his tulips and moss-roses, he

asked Tom if any fixed plan had been decided on as to his future.

“We have got several, sir. The difficulty is the choice. Sir Brook was

at one time very full of buying a great tract in Donegal, and stocking

it with all sorts of wild animals. We began with deer, antelopes, and

chamois; and last night we got to wolves, bears, and a tiger. We were

to have a most commodious shooting-box, and invite parties to come and

sport, who, instead of going to Bohemia, the Rocky Mountains, and to

Africa, would find all their savagery near home, and pay us splendidly

for the privilege.

“There are some difficulties in the plan, it is true; our beasts might

not be easy to keep within bounds. The jaguar might make an excursion

into the market-town; the bear might eat a butcher. Sir Brook, besides,

doubts if _fero_ could be preserved under the game laws. He has sent a

case to Brewster for his opinion.”

“Don't tell me of such absurdities,” said Lendrick, trying to repress

his quiet laugh. “I want you to speak seriously and reasonably.”

“I assure you, sir, we have the whole details of this on paper, even to

the cost of the beasts, and the pensions to the widows of the keepers

that may be devoured. Another plan that we had, and it looked plausible

enough too, was to take out a patent for a wonderful medical antidote.

As Sir Brook says, there is nothing like a patent medicine to make a man

rich; and by good luck he is possessed of the materials for one. He

has the secret for curing the bite of the rattlesnake. He got it from

a Tuscarora Indian, who, I believe, was a sort of father-in-law to him.

Three applications of this to the wound have never been known to fail.”

“But we are not infested with rattlesnakes, Tom.”

“That's true, sir. We thought of that, and decided that we should alter

the prospectus of our company, and we have called it 'The antidote to an

evil of stupendous magnitude and daily recurrence.

“A new method of flotation in water, by inflating the cellular membrane

to produce buoyancy; a translation of the historical plays of Shakspeare

into Tonga, for the interesting inhabitants of those islands; artificial

rainfall by means of the voltaic battery: these are a few of his

jottings down in a little book in manuscript he has entitled 'Things to

be Done.'

“His favorite project, however, is one he has revolved for years in his

mind, and he is fully satisfied that it contains the germ of boundless

wealth. It has been shown, he says, that in the smoke issuing from the

chimneys of great smelt-ing-furnaces, particles of subtilized metal are

carried away to the amount of thousands of pounds sterling: not merely

is the quantity great, but the quality, as might be inferred, is of the

most valuable and precious kind. To arrest and precipitate this waste is

his project, and he has been for years making experiments to this end.

He has at length, he believes, arrived at the long-sought-for problem;

and as he possesses a lead-mine in the island of Sardinia, he means that

we should set out there, and at once begin operations.”

Dr. Lendrick shook his head gravely as he listeued; indeed, Tom's manner

in detailing Sir Brook's projects was little calculated to inspire

serious confidence.

“I know, father,” cried he, “what you mean. I know well how wild

and flighty these things appear; but if you had only heard them from

him,--had you but listened to his voice, and heard him speak of his

own doubts and fears,--how he canvasses, not merely the value of his

project, but what the world will say of it and of him,--how modestly he

rates himself,--how free of all the cant of the discoverer he is,--how

simply he enters into explanations,--how free to own the difficulties

that bar success,--I say, if you had experienced these, I feel sure

you would not escape from him without catching some of that malady of

speculation which has so long beset him. Nor is one less disposed to

trust him that he makes no parade of these things. Indeed, they are his

deepest, most inviolable secrets. In his intercourse with the world no

one has ever heard him allude to one of these projects, and I have given

him my solemn pledge not to speak of them, save to you.”

“It is a reason to think better of the man, Tom, but not to put more

faith in the discoveries.”

“I believe I take the man and his work together; at all events, when I

am along with him, and listening to him, he carries me away captive, and

I am ready to embark in any enterprise he suggests. Here he comes, with

two letters, I see, in his hand. Did you ever see a man less like a

visionary, father? Is not every trait of his marked with thought and

struggle?” This was not the way Tom's father read Fossbrooke, but there

was no time to discuss the point further.

“A letter for each of you,” said Sir Brook, handing them; and then

taking out a cigar, he strolled down an alley, while they were engaged

in reading.

“We have got a tenant at last,” said Lendrick. “The Dublin house-agent

has found some one who will take the place as it stands; and now, to

think of my voyage.”

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