CHAPTER XIII. LAST DAYS

It may seem a hardship, but not improbably it is in its way an

alleviation, that we are never involved in any of the great trials

in life without having to deal with certain material embarrassments,

questions of vulgar interest which concern our pockets and affect our

finances.

Poor Lendrick's was a case in point. He was about to leave his

country,--to tear himself from a home he had embellished,--to separate

from his children that he loved so dearly, to face a new life in a new

land, friendless and alone; and with all these cares on his heart, he

had creditors to satisfy, debts to insure payment of by security, and,

not least of his troubles, his house to relet. Now, the value the world

sets on that which is not for sale is very unlike its estimate for the

same commodity when brought to market. The light claret your friend

pronounced a very pleasant little wine at your own table, he would

discover, when offered for purchase, to be poor, washy, and acrid. The

horse you had left him, and whose performance he had encomiumized,

if put up to auction, would be found spavined, or windgalled, or

broken-down. Such a stern test is money, so fearfully does its coarse

jingle jar upon all the music of flattery, and make discord of all

compliment. To such a pitch is the process carried, that even pretty

women, who as wives were objects of admiration to despairing and

disappointed adorers, have become, by widowhood, very ordinary

creatures, simply because they are once more “in the market.”

It is well for us that heaven itself was not in the “Price Current,”

or we might have begun to think lightly of it. At all events we 'd have

higgled about the cost, and tried to get there as cheaply as might be.

From the day that the Swan's Nest appeared in the Dublin papers “to be

let furnished, for the three years of an unexpired term,” Lendrick was

besieged by letters and applications. All the world apparently wanted

the place, but wanted it in some way or other quite out of his power

to accord. One insisted on having it unfurnished, and for a much longer

period than he could give. Another desired more land, and the right of

shooting over several hundred additional acres. A third would like the

house and garden, but would not burden himself with the lawn, and could

not see why Lendrick might not continue to hold the meadow-land, and

come back from the Cape or anywhere else to mow the grass and rick it in

due season.

A schoolmistress proposed he should build a dormitory for thirty young

ladies, and make the flower-garden into a playground; and a miller from

Limerick inquired whether he was willing to join in a suit to establish

a right of water-power by diverting a stream from the Shannon through

the dining-room to turn an undershot wheel.

It was marvellous with what patience and courtesy Lendrick replied to

these and such-like, politely assuring the writers how he regretted

his inability to meet their wishes, and modestly confessing that he had

neither the money nor the time to make his house other than it was.

All these, however, were as nothing to his trials when the day arrived

when the house and grounds, in the language of the advertisement, were

“on view,” and the world of the curious and idle were free to invade the

place, stroll at will through rooms and gardens, comment and criticise

not merely the objects before them, but the taste and the fortunes, the

habits and the lives of those who had made this their home, and these

things part of their own natures.

In a half-jesting humor, but really to save Lendrick from a

mortification which, to a nature timid and sensitive as his, would

have been torture, Sir Brook and Tom agreed to divide the labors of

ciceroneship between them; the former devoting his attentions to

the house and furniture, while Tom assumed the charge of grounds and

gardens. To complete the arrangement, Lendrick and Lucy were banished to

a small summer-house, and strictly enjoined never to venture abroad so

long as the stranger horde overran the territory.

“I declare, my dear, I almost think the remedy worse than the disease,”

said Lendrick to his daughter, as he paced with short feverish steps the

narrow limits of his prison-house. “This isolation here has something

secret, something that suggests shame about it. I think I could almost

rather face all the remarks our visitors might make than sit down here

to fancy and brood over them.”

“I suspect not, dearest papa; I believe the plan will spare us much that

might pain us.”

“After all, child, these people have a right to be critical, and they

are not bound to know by what associations you and I are tied to that

old garden-seat or that bookstand, and we ought to be able to avoid

showing them this.”

“Perhaps we ought, papa; but could we do so? that's-the question.”

“Surely the tradesman affects no such squeamishness about what he offers

for sale.”

“True, papa; because none of his wares have caught any clew to his

identity. They have never been his in the sense which makes possession

pleasure.”

“I wish they would not laugh without there; their coarse laughter sounds

to me so like vulgar ridicule. I hardly thought all this would have made

me so irritable; even the children's voices jar on my nerves.”

He turned away his head, but her eyes followed him, and two heavy tears

stole slowly along her cheek, and her lip quivered as she looked.

“There, they are going away,” said he, listening; “I am better now.”

“That 's right, dearest papa; I knew it was a mere passing pang,” said

she, drawing her arm within his, and walking along at his side. “How

kind Sir Brook is!”

“How kind every one, we might say. Poor Mills is like a brother, and

Tobin too,--I scarcely expected so much heart from him. He gave me

his old lancet-case as a keepsake yesterday, and I declare his voice

trembled as he said good-bye.”

“As for the poor people, I hear, papa, that one would think they had

lost their nearest and dearest. Molly Dew says they were crying in her

house this morning over their breakfast as if it was a funeral.”

“Is it not strange, Lucy, that what touches the heart so painfully

should help to heal the pang it gives? There is that in all this

affection for us that gladdens while it grieves. All,--all are so kind

to us! That young fellow--Trafford I think his name is--he was waiting

at the post for his letters this morning when I came up, and it seems

that Foss-brooke had told him of my appointment,--indiscreet of him, for

I would not wish it talked of; but Trafford turned to him and said, 'Ask

Dr. Lendrick, is he decided about going;' and when he heard that I was,

he scarcely said goodbye, but jumped into a cab, and drove off full

speed.

“'What does that mean?' asked I.

“'He was so fond of Tom,' said Fossbrooke, 'they were never separate

this last month or five weeks;' so you see, darling, each of us has his

sphere of love and affection.”

Lucy was crimson over face and neck, but never spoke a word. Had she

spoken it would have been, perhaps, to corroborate Sir Brook, and to say

how fond the young men were of each other. I do not affirm this, I only

hint that it is likely. Where there are blanks in this narrative, the

reader has as much right to fill them as myself.

“Sir Brook,” continued Lendrick, “thinks well of the young man; but for

my own part I hardly like to see Tom in close companionship with one so

much his superior in fortune. He is easily led, and has not yet learned

that stern lesson in life, how to confess that there are many things he

has no pretension to aspire to.”

“Tom loves you too sincerely, papa, ever to do that which would

seriously grieve you.”

“He would not deliberately,--he would not in cold blood, Lucy; but young

men, when together, have not many moods of deliberation or cold blood.

But let us not speculate on trouble that may never come. It is enough

for the present that he and Trafford are separated, if Trafford was even

likely to lead him into ways of extravagance.”

“What 's that! Is n't it, Tom? He's laughing heartily at something. Yes;

here he comes.”

“You may come out; the last of them has just driven off,” cried Tom,

knocking at the door, while he continued to laugh on immoderately.

“What is it, Tom? What are you laughing at?”

“You should have seen it; it's nothing to tell, but it was wonderful to

witness. I'll never forget it as long as I live.”

“But what was it?” asked she, impatiently.

“I thought we had fully done with all our visitors,--and a rum set they

were, most of them, not thinking of taking the place, but come out of

mere curiosity,--when who should drive up with two postilions and

four spicy grays but Lady Drumcarran and a large party, three horsemen

following? I just caught the word 'Excellency,' and found out from

one of the servants that a tall old man with white hair and very heavy

eyebrows was the Lord-Lieutenant. He stooped a good deal, and walked

tenderly; and as the Countess was most eager about the grounds and the

gardens, they parted company very soon, he going into the house to sit

down, while she prosecuted her inquiries without doors.

“I took him into the library; we had a long chat about fishing, and

fish-curing, and the London markets, and flax, and national education,

and land-tenure, and such-like. Of course I affected not to know who he

was, and I took the opportunity to say scores of impertinences about

the stupidity of the Castle, and the sort of men they send over here

to govern us; and he asked me if I was destined for any career or

profession, and I told him frankly that whenever I took up anything I

always was sure to discover it was the one very thing that didn't suit

me; and as I made this unlucky discovery in law, medicine, and the

Church, I had given up my college career, and was now in a sort of

interregnal period, wondering what it was to be next. I did n't like to

own that the _res angusto_ had anything to say to it. It was no business

of his to know about that.

“'You surely have friends able and willing to suggest something that

would fit you,' said he. 'Is not the Chief Baron your grandfather?'

“'Yes, and he might make me crier of his court; but I think he has

promised the reversion to his butler. The fact is, I 'd not do over

well with any fixed responsibilities attached to me. I 'd rather be a

guerilla than serve in the regulars, and so I 'll just wait and see if

something won't turn up in that undisciplined force I 'd like to serve

with.'

“'I 'll give you my name,' said he, 'before we part, and possibly I may

know some one who might be of use to you.'

“I thanked him coolly, and we talked of something else, when there came

a short plump little fellow, all beard and gold chains, to say that Lady

Drumcarran was waiting for him. 'Tell her I'm coming,' said he; 'and,

Balfour,' he cried out, 'before you go away, give this gentleman my

address, and if he should call, take care that I see him.'

“Balfour eyed me, and I eyed him, with, I take it, pretty much the same

result, which said plainly enough, 'You 're not the man for me.'

“'What in heaven's name is this?' cried the Viceroy, as he got outside

and saw Lady Drumcarran at the head of a procession carrying plants,

slips, and flower-pots down to the carriage.

“'Her Ladyship has made a raid amongst the greeneries,' said Balfour,

'and tipped the head-gardener, that tall fellow there with the yellow

rose-tree; as the place is going to be sold, she thought she might well

do a little genteel pillage.' Curious to see who our gardener could be,

all the more that he was said to be 'tall,' I went forward, and what

do you think I saw? Sir Brook, with a flower-pot under one arm, and

a quantity of cuttings under the other, walking a little after the

Countess, who was evidently giving him ample directions as to her

intentions. I could scarcely refrain from an outburst of laughing, but I

got away into the shrubbery and watched the whole proceedings. I was

too far off to hear, but this much I saw. Sir Brook had deposited his

rose-tree and his slips on the rumble, and stood beside the carriage

with his hat off. When his Excellency came up, a sudden movement took

place in the group, and the Viceroy, seeming to push his way through

the others, cried out something I could not catch, and then grasped Sir

Brook's hand with both his own. All was tumult in a moment. My Lady, in

evident confusion and shame,--that much I could see,--was courtesying

deeply to Sir Brook, who seemed not to understand her apologies--,

at least, he appeared stately and courteous, as usual, and not in the

slightest degree put out or chagrined by the incident. Though Lady

Drumcarran was profuse of her excuses, and most eager to make amends

for her mistake, the Viceroy took Sir Brook's arm and led him off to a

little distance, where they talked together for a few moments.

“'It's a promise, then, Fossbrooke,--you promise me!' cried he aloud, as

he approached the carriage.

“'Rely upon me,--and within a week, or ten days at farthest,' said Sir

Brook, as they drove away.

“I have not seen him since, and I scarcely know if I shall be able to

meet him without laughing.”

“Here he comes,” cried Lucy; “and take care, Tom, that you do nothing

that might offend him.”

The caution was so far unnecessary that Sir Brook's manner, as he drew

near, had a certain stately dignity that invited no raillery.

“You have been detained a long time a prisoner, Dr. Len-drick,” said

Fossbrooke, calmly; “but your visitors were so charmed with all they saw

that they lingered on, unwilling to take their leave.”

“Tom tells me we had some of our county notabilities,--Lord and Lady

Drumcarran, the Lacys, and others,” said Lendrick.

“Yes; and the Lord-Lieutenant, too, whom I used to know at Christ

Church. He would have been well pleased to have met you. He told me your

father was the ablest and most brilliant talker he ever knew.”

“Ah! we are very unlike,” said Lendrick, blushing modestly. “Did he

give any hint as to whether his party are pleased or the reverse with my

father's late conduct?”

“He only said, 'I wish you knew him, Fossbrooke; I sincerely wish you

knew him, if only to assure him that he will meet far more generous

treatment from us than from the Opposition.' He added that we were men

to suit each other; and this, of course, was a flattery for which I am

very grateful.”

“And the tall man with the stoop was the Lord-Lieutenant?” asked Tom. “I

passed half an hour or more with him in the library, and he invited me

to call upon him, and told a young fellow, named Balfour, to give me his

address, which he forgot to do.”

“We can go together, if you have no objection; for I, too, have promised

to pay my respects,” said Sir Brook.

Tom was delighted at the suggestion, but whispered in his sister's ear,

as they passed out into the garden, “I thought I 'd have burst my sides

laughing when I met him; but it's the very last thing in my thoughts

now. I declare I 'd as soon pull a tiger's whiskers as venture on the

smallest liberty with him.”

“I think you are right, Tom,” said she, squeezing his arm

affectionately, to show that she not alone agreed with him, but was

pleased that he had given her the opportunity of doing so.

“I wonder is he telling the governor what happened this morning? It can

scarcely be that, though, they look so grave.”

“Papa seems agitated too,” said Lucy.

“I just caught Trafford's name as they passed. I hope he 's not saying

anything against him. It is not only that Lionel Trafford is as good a

fellow as ever lived, but that he fully believes Fossbrooke likes him. I

don't think he could be so false; do you, Lucy?”

“I 'm certain he is not. There, papa is beckoning to you; he wants you;”

and Lucy turned hurriedly away, anxious to conceal her emotion, for her

cheeks were burning, and her lips trembled with agitation.

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