With a shy glance into his satisfied face she opened her third paper:—

“Children have more need of models than of critics,” said

grandmother, “therefore I will give you another model to-night. You

will think I am always choosing for you stories of girls that work;

but where can I find models of any other kind? What do girls amount

to who think only of their own pleasure, and never persevere to the

successful end? Now I will tell you about a girl who came in

womanhood to live in an observatory. This is her home. She is a dear

old lady with white hair, dressed in gray or brown, in rather

Quakerish fashion. She said to the girls she teaches: ‘All the

clothing I have on cost but seventeen dollars.’ In this unusual home

(she is not a grandmother, either), she keeps the things she loves

best,—her books, her pictures, her astronomical clock, and a bust of

Mary Somerville, of whom I will tell you some time.”

“And then we will remember that her bust is in somebody’s observatory

home,” said Bess.

“It is not a wonder that Maria Mitchell has great respect for girls

who do something, and for idle girls none at all. As Juliet was at

Nantucket last summer she will be interested to know that Maria

Mitchell was born in that quiet, delightful place. She was in a home

of ten children. Her mother was a Quaker girl, a descendant of

Benjamin Franklin. Her father was a school teacher. Little Maria went

to school to her father. At school she studied, and with ten little

people at home, what do you think she did? She herself calls her

work, ‘endless washing of dishes.’ The dishwashing never hindered. I

think it helped. I believe in dishwashing. I wonder what this little

girl would have thought of the dishwasher that some people have in

their kitchens, and is warranted to wash sixty-five dishes (in the

smaller affair) at once, in the soap-sudsy, steamy, crank-turning

space of three blessed minutes. And all dried, too. But in her

observatory she had no need to think of dishwashing. Like Rosa

Bonheur, and Harriet Hosmer, she had a good father and a wise father.

When he was eight years old his father called him to the door to look

at the planet Saturn, and from that time the boy calculated his age

from the position of the planet, year by year.”

“Then it began with her grandfather,” said Juliet, who liked to find

the beginnings of things.

“Her father had a little observatory of his own, on his own land,

that he might study the stars. So it is no marvel that his daughter

is ending her useful days in a big observatory. When Maria went to

her observatory, her father was seventy years of age; he needed her

as nurse and companion, but he said, ‘Go, and I will go with you.’”

“This is the loveliest story of all,” exclaimed Grace, who loves her

own old father dearly.

“For four years her father lived to be proud of her, and enjoyed her

work and her pupils at Vassar College. When Maria was a girl her

father could see no reason why she should not become as well educated

as his boys, so he gave her, as to them, a special drill in

navigation.”

“Grandmother,” asked Ethel, “did you know all these little girls when

they were little?”

“No, darling,” said grandmother, “I found out about them in books.

And telling you about the girls is getting you ready to read about

them all the little things the world has a right to know. For they

belong to the whole world. Maria did not learn fancy work. I can

guess what she would say of some girls who care more for fancy

stitches than for studies. She has said, ‘A woman might be learning

seven languages while she is learning fancy work.’ Still, girls,

educate your fingers, and make your homes pretty and attractive. But

don’t let stitches hinder the stars—God has his place for both.”

“Yes, the women worked pretty things for the Tabernacle,” I said.

(For I love to make pretty things.)

“But she did know how to knit, and she knit stockings a yard long for

her father as long as he lived. She studied while she knit, as I used

to do when I was a little girl. When she was a little girl how she

did read! Before she was ten years old she read through Rollin’s

_Ancient History_.

“One night in October, 1847, she was gazing through her telescope,

and what do you think she saw? An unknown comet. She was afraid it

was an old story. Frederick VI., King of Denmark, sixteen years

before, had offered a gold medal to the person who should discover a

telescopic comet. And the little Nantucket girl, who had knitted

stockings a yard long, and washed endless dishes, discovered the

telescopic comet, and to her was awarded the gold medal. And now the

scientific journals announced Miss Mitchell’s comet. In England she

was eagerly welcomed by Sir John and Lady Herschel, and Alexander Von

Humboldt took her beside him on a sofa and talked to her about

everybody he knew and everything he knew. And, oh! the other great

people who were glad to see her. She saw in Rome Frederika Bremer, of

whose comical, interesting, sad girlhood I must tell you some day.

But I musn’t forget the little house Maria bought for her father

before she went to the observatory of Vassar College. It cost sixteen

hundred and fifty dollars, and she saved the money out of her yearly

salary of one hundred dollars, and what she could earn in government

work.”

“I don’t think I mind washing dishes so much now,” declared Nan.

And we all laughed.

“Good,” exclaimed Judith’s listener. “Keep on with the dozen, and

salt them down. _When I Was a Boy_ series will be a good thing for

you. Judith, honest, now, would you rather go away to school this

winter, or read and write with Marion and me?”

“Study with you,” was the quick decision; “I can think of nothing in

the world I would like so well.”

“Then that is settled,” he replied with satisfaction; “I feared you

would be restless. You are at the frisky and restless age. Marion was

sure you would not be.”

“But—” Judith hesitated and colored painfully, “if I am to teach by

and by, would it be better for me to go to school? I can borrow the

money and then earn it by teaching and repay Aunt Affy.”

“We are not making a teacher of you; we are making an educated woman—”

“But, Roger,” she persisted, “unless I go back to Aunt Affy I must

support myself. I am not willing to be dependent upon any one except

Aunt Affy.”

“Upon whom are you dependent now? Are you not earning your board by

being co-operative housekeeper?”

“If you and Marion think so.”

“Ask Marion.”

“But I would like to ask you, too?”

“I thought my little sister had more delicacy of feeling than to ask

such a question.”

“Roger, don’t be a goose,” she said, indignantly, “that was all very

well when I was a child. You forget that I am grown up.”

“You will not let me forget it.”

“I wish you not to forget it. In the spring, on my nineteenth

birthday, I shall decide upon my future. Just think, I have a

future,” she laughed. “I am only too glad of the study and music this

winter. Then I shall go out into the world, or go back to Aunt Affy.

I do not mean to be too proud—” with a quiver of the lip.

“Only just proud enough. You are exactly that. Let us live in peace

this winter, and then your nineteenth birthday may do its worst for

us all.”

“You will not be serious,” she answered, with vexed tears; “my life

is a great deal to me.”

“It is a great deal to us all, dear. Work and be patient, and you

will have as happy an ending as any story you write.”

“My children end as children,” she said, with a quick laugh. “I

shouldn’t know what to do with them if they grew up.”

“There is One who does know what to do with his children when they

grow up,” said Roger, bending as he stood beside her and touching her

lips with his own. It was the first time he had ever kissed her. She

took the kiss as gravely and simply as it was given. Something was

sealed between them. She would never be proud with him again.

“I will not kiss you again,” said Roger to himself, “until you

promise to be my wife.”

That afternoon Roger asked Marion to drive to Meadow Centre.

“I am glad you did not ask Judith,” replied Marion, with something in

her voice.

“Why not?” he asked, indignantly, “why shouldn’t I ask Judith to

drive with me?”

“My point was not driving with you, but driving to Meadow Centre.”

“I confess I do not understand you.”

“I knew you didn’t. Men are blind creatures.”

“Then open the eyes of one blind creature.”

“Haven’t you seen that Mr. King is interested in Judith?” she asked,

somewhat impatiently.

“We are all interested in Judith.”

“Not just as _he_ is. You are not,” looking straight into his frank,

smiling eyes.

“You don’t mean—”

“Yes, I do mean—”

“What about _her_?” he asked with the color hot in his face. But

Marion was a “blind creature” then and did not see.

“I don’t know about her. She isn’t grown up enough to think. But I

know he is wonderfully attractive to her.”

“He’s a good fellow. I will not stand in his way.”

“For pity’s sake, Roger, don’t think you must do anything,” cried

Marion, dismayed; “let her alone. He will take care of himself.”

“I shall certainly let her alone. He is so artless that he will be

taken care of. It is like him to stumble into the best thing in the

universe and then wonder how he ever got it.”

“I hope you don’t call Meadow Centre one of the best things,”

retorted Marion.

“It’s a good place for a man to make something of himself; he is

writing sermons that will make a stir somewhere. Meadow Centre is to

him what Paul’s three years in Arabia were to him.”

“Then we must do our best to make Judith ready—”

“What a plotter you are,” he exclaimed, angrily; then, more quietly:

“But we will make Judith ready,” and he walked off with a laugh that

was a mixture of things.

This day, in which God’s daily bread and his daily will were given to

Judith as upon all the other days, was one of the very happiest days

of her happy life.

Roger’s kiss gave her an undefined sense of safety and protection; if

she were not wise enough to decide when the time came she would take

refuge in that safety and protection, and—another kiss.

That evening Joe came for her, saying Aunt Rody was worse. She went

home with him, and “watched” with Aunt Affy, until poor Aunt Rody

passed away from the home she had toiled so unceasingly for and taken

so little comfort in. One week she stayed with Aunt Affy: “I miss her

so,” wept Aunt Affy broken-heartedly; “I never was in the world

without her before.”

“I suppose we musn’t keep you, Judith,” Uncle Cephas remarked one

evening behind his newspaper.

“Not yet,” said Judith. “I want to be as busy as a bee this winter to

get ready for something.”

“Then we will have to adopt Joe; we must have some young thing about

the house.”

Judith’s first words to Roger and Marion as they went out to welcome

her on the piazza were in a burst: “I do think those two old people

growing old together is the loveliest thing I ever saw.”

“How young must two people begin to grow old together?” inquired

Roger, comically.

“As soon as they think about growing old,” said Marion.

“Then I will not begin to think until my birthday,” said Judith.

“Marion, I am too happy in having two homes. Some better girl than I

should have them.”

“You forget your third home in England,” remarked Roger, seriously.

“Oh, poor Don. Roger, I am afraid Don isn’t happy,” she said, with

slow emphasis.

What Roger thought he did not say.

Don’s letters were brief, constrained; Judith’s letter to her “new,

dear Cousin Florence” had met with no response—that Judith knew.

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