CHAPTER IV.

Forgetful of everything disagreeable, Hope stood in her corner for the

last time, softly humming the sweet little strain she had heard from the

good little fiddle. She was earlier than usual,--ten, fifteen minutes

earlier. "Tum, tum, ti tum," she was softly humming, when--

"Do you stay here all day?" asked a clear, confident voice. She turned

her head, and there stood that girl,--Dolly Dering.

"No," answered Hope, politely, to this question, but with a coldness and

distance of manner that was meant to check all further questioning. But

Dolly Dering wasn't easily checked.

"My sister says that you live in Riverview, and that you get your

flowers in Riverview woods," was her next questioning remark.

"Yes."

"What other kinds of flowers are you going to sell when these arbutus

are gone?"

"I'm not going to sell any."

"Why not?"

"Because I--I don't want to."

"I should think you would. You must make a lot of money."

No answer.

"To be sure, I don't suppose you'd make so much with garden flowers, but

there are ever so many kinds of wild flowers coming on by and by, aren't

there?"

"I suppose so."

"Perhaps you go to school, do you?"

"Yes."

"Oh! and this is vacation week at the public schools; that's why you can

be here. I see. What you earn must be a great help, isn't it?"

Hope's patience and dignity were giving way. She looked up with a fiery

glance.

"A great help in what?" she asked.

"Why, why, in your home, you know,--in buying bread and things,--you

know what I mean."

"Yes, I know what you mean," burst forth Hope. "You mean that you think

because I am selling flowers here in the station that I belong to poor

people, who live anyhow,--poor, ignorant people, who are helped by the

missions and the unions,--poor, ignorant people like those at the North

End."

Dolly Dering stared with all her might at the flushed, excited face

before her.

"Why--why--you _are_ poor, aren't you, or you wouldn't be selling things

like this?" she blunderingly asked.

Hope, in her turn, stared back at Dolly. Then in a vehement, exasperated

tone, she said,--

"I didn't think anybody _could_ be so ignorant as you are."

"I! ignorant! well!" exclaimed Dolly, in astonishment and rising

resentment.

"Yes, ignorant," went on Hope, recklessly, "or you'd know more about the

difference in people. You'd _see_ the difference. You'd see that I

didn't belong to the kind of poor folks who live any way and anyhow. My

father is John Benham, an engineer on this road, and we have a nice

home, and plenty to eat and drink and to wear,--and books and magazines

and papers," she added, with a sudden instinct that these were the most

convincing proofs of the comfort and respectability of her home.

"What do you sell flowers on the street for, then, if you are as nice as

all that?" cried Dolly, now thoroughly aroused by Hope's words and

manner.

"Because I wanted to buy something for myself that my father couldn't

afford to buy. Don't you ever want anything that your father doesn't

feel as if he could buy for you just when you wanted him to?"

"Well, if I did, I shouldn't be let to go out on the street and peddle

flowers to earn the money," replied Dolly, with what she meant to be

withering emphasis.

"And I shouldn't be _allowed_ to say 'let to go,' like ignorant North

Enders," retorted Hope, with still more withering emphasis.

Dolly reddened with mortification and anger; then she said haughtily, "I

don't happen to know as much as you seem to, how ignorant North Enders

talk."

"No; I told you that you were ignorant, and didn't know the difference

between people."

"How dare you talk like this to me! You are the most impudent girl I

ever saw," cried Dolly, passionately.

"Impudent! How did _you_ dare to speak to me as you did,--to ask me

questions? You didn't know me; you never saw me before. You wouldn't

have dared to speak to a girl that you thought was like yourself. But

you thought you could speak to _me_. You needn't be polite to a girl who

was selling things on the street."

Hope stopped breathless. Her lips were dry; her heart was beating in

hard, quick throbs. As for Dolly she was for the moment silenced, for

Hope had divined the exact state of her mind. Other things, too, had

silenced Dolly for the moment, and these were the evidences of

respectability that Hope had enumerated. She was also faced by these

evidences in Hope's speech and manner, as those fiery but not vulgar

words were poured forth from the dry, tremulous lips; and the effect had

been confusing and disturbing to those fixed ideas about working-people

that had taken root in her--Dolly's--mind. She was not a bad girl at

heart, was this Dolly. She was like a great many people without keen

perception or sensibility, and thoughtless from this very lack. The

youngest of a prosperous family, she had been petted and pampered until

her natural wilfulness and high spirits had made her heedless and

over-confident. She had not meant to insult Hope. She had meant simply

to satisfy her curiosity; and she thought that it was a perfectly proper

thing to satisfy this curiosity about a poor girl who sold flowers on

the street, by asking this girl plain questions, such as she had heard

her mother ask the poor people who came to get work or to beg. But

Hope's plain answers had at first astonished, then angered, then

enlightened her.

In the little breathless pause that followed Hope's last words, the two

girls regarded each other with a strange mixture of feeling. Hope's

feeling was that of relief tinctured with triumph, for she saw that she

had made an impression upon "that ignorant girl." Dolly, humiliated but

not humble, had a queer struggle with her temper and her sense of

justice. She had been made to see that she was partly, if not wholly, in

the wrong, and that she had wounded Hope to the quick. In another minute

she would have blunderingly made some admission of this,--have said to

Hope that she was sorry if she had hurt her feelings, or something to

that effect,--if Hope herself had not suddenly remarked in a tone of

cold dislike,--

"If you are waiting to ask any more questions, I might as well tell you

it's of no use. I sha'n't answer any more; so if you'll please to go

away from this corner and stop staring at me, I shall be much obliged to

you."

Scarlet with anger, all her better impulses scattered to the winds,

Dolly flashed out,--

"You're an ugly, impudent, hateful thing, and I don't care if I _have_

hurt your feelings, so there!"

It happened that John Benham had exchanged his hours of work for that

day with a fellow engineer on the 5.30 train that came out from Boston.

Dolly, watching the train as it came to a stop at the Brookside station,

saw something that interested her greatly. It was an exchange of glances

between that "ugly, impudent, hateful thing" and the engineer, as he

stood in his cab.

"So that is her father, is it,--that smutty workman! She'd better set

herself up and talk about her nice home!" was Dolly's inward comment out

of the wrath that was raging within her.

"What is the matter with Dolly?" asked Mr. Dering, fifteen minutes

later, as Dolly, red and pouting, and with a fierce little frown

wrinkling her forehead, sat in unusual silence beside him on the front

seat of the carriage. Matter? and Dolly, finding her tongue, poured

forth the story of her grievance. With all her faults, Dolly was not

deceitful or untruthful; and the story she told was remarkably exact,

neither glossing over her own words, nor her humiliating defeat through

Hope's cleverness of speech.

Mr. Dering seemed to find the whole story very amusing, and at the end

of it laughingly remarked: "I don't think you had the best of it,

Dolly."

Her mother, from the back seat, was mortified and shocked that Dolly

should have been so vulgar as to quarrel on the street.

"But Dolly began it by asking such questions," spoke up Mary Dering.

"Dolly is such a rattler. I'm sure that flower-girl would never have

spoken to her first."

Then Mrs. Dering wanted to know what Mary knew about "that flower-girl,"

and Mary described Hope as she had seen her.

"She said her father was an engineer on this road, did she?" asked Mr.

Dering, turning to Dolly.

"Yes, papa."

"It must be John Benham. He is one of the best engineers on this

road,"--Mr. Dering was one of the Directors of the road,--"yes, it must

be Benham. I should think he might have just such a child as that."

"Why, papa?" asked Mary Dering, leaning forward.

"Well, because he's a proud sort of fellow, rather short of speech;

doesn't give or take any familiar words. But he's an excellent engineer,

excellent, and is full of intelligent ideas. He saved the road from

quite a loss last year by a suggestion of his. He's always tinkering,

I've been told, on one or another of these ideas,--has quite an

inventive faculty, I believe; and some of these days I suppose he hopes,

as so many of these fellows do, to make a fortune out of some invention.

Hey, what do you say to that, Dolly?" turning from this graver talk, and

pulling one of Dolly's black locks. "What do you say to your impudent

little girl turning into a millionaire's daughter one of these days?"

"I'd say 'Ten cents a bunch' to her!" cried Dolly, vindictively.

Mr. Dering flung back his head, and laughed.

"Do you _really_ think he may make a fortune in that way?" asked Mary,

interestedly.

"Well, no; really I don't, Mary," her father replied. "Such things don't

happen very frequently. Most skilled mechanics, like Benham, make

inventive experiments in their peculiar line, but it's only one in a

thousand who is a genius at that sort of thing, and produces anything

remarkable or valuable enough to bring them a fortune. Benham is a

clever, industrious fellow, but he isn't a genius; so we won't make a

hero for a story out of him, my dear." And Mr. Dering nodded with a

smile at Mary,--a smile that brought a blush to Mary's cheek, for she

knew that papa was making fun of what he called her sentimentality.

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