CHAPTER XVI.

“Mildred Brewster Everett, do you mean to say that you, a woman worth

your tens of millions, are going to come down to living again in a brick

block with little narrow rooms? Are you going to give up the splendid

library, the gallery of rare paintings, the grand music-room, the

conservatories and stables, and all the lovely things that you had

planned?”

Mildred dropped her wax and seal, and turned from her writing-desk with

a gesture of mock despair, as I continued, somewhat vehemently and

without pausing for a reply:—

“Have you forgotten all those magnificent halls, those terra-cottas and

mosaic floors and glorious painted windows? Think of the many times that

we have planned it all out, the baronial fireplaces with the spreading

elk antlers overhead, and the big tiger-skin rugs; and then the cosy,

cushioned window-seats and quaintly carved lattices, the great organ

with golden pipes, and the high, wind-swept turrets with winding stairs!

“Last spring you were planning to bring all this about when the tenement

houses and more necessary things should be under way, and now,” I

continued crossly, “to think of your fancying that you are too poor to

build a beautiful house for yourself, when you have money enough to buy

houses for every one else!”

I think that Mildred had a passion for noble architecture. Her keen eyes

would detect beauties or incongruities where my untrained sight

perceived nothing.

“If a man writes a bad poem, I am not compelled to read it; if he paints

a bad picture, I need not see it more than once,” she was wont to say;

“but if he erects an ugly building in my city he hurts me every time I

walk the street, and I am helpless.”

“When constructive beauty costs no more than this fantastic ugliness,

why must such an absurdity be inflicted upon a long-suffering public?”

she once asked in despair, as we were contemplating an expensive

monument to architectural stupidity. And she never tempered her scorn

when railing at the angular, parti-colored houses, run mad in the

direction of ostentatious eccentricities, which are fast displacing the

simple white dwellings with green blinds that, as she once declared, “at

least have the merit of being modest and wholesome, and do not outrage

all one’s sense of the fitness of things.”

“Wait until I build my house; then you shall see,” she would exclaim,

with a decided little nod which carried the conviction, to one listener

at least, that she would some time show what money and brains combined

could do towards creating an ideal home.

Many an hour, when driving about together, we had amused ourselves, in

the intervals of serious work, in planning the charming mansion which

she would build, and she had entered into it all with great zest.

“My idea of a house,” she had said, “is to have it even more beautiful

without than within, so that every line may be a positive delight to the

many who can never look within its doors. Think what a boon to the

thousands who never step inside a church are those Back Bay towers and

steeples which I used to see from my attic window on the hill.

“A poor man has no money for a concert of good music; he has no time for

a visit to an art museum to see a good picture or statue, or to go to a

library to read a great poem; but in sunlight and in moonlight, seven

days in the week, as he looks from his window or passes to his work, the

beauty wrought in stone is his; it costs him neither time nor money, and

consciously or unconsciously it appeals to him. His life is larger and

richer for it.

“A walk across the Public Garden on a winter afternoon, with that

campanile and the spires near it looming large and dark against the

crimson glow in the west, has made me fresh and strong after many a

tired day,” she used to say.

So it was settled that when the walls of the House Beautiful should be

reared, the first thought should be, not for its inmates, but for the

countless unknown passers-by.

Then the next requirement was that it should have ample room for the

many guests whom its hospitable mistress would always have around her.

There was to be air and sunshine everywhere, and nothing too fine for

constant use.

Unlike most women, Mildred had little fancy for beauty of the fragile

sort. Exquisitely painted sèvres which a careless touch might shiver to

atoms; cobweb lace that had cost the eyesight and health of other women;

tapestry which had swallowed up years of another’s life, only to be

inferior to a painting, and become food for moths,—all this she

obstinately refused to have.

“I want beautiful things about me,” she said; “but beauty that is so

perishable as to be a constant care to the owner, or else to entail an

army of servants, is a luxury which I think no rational being can

afford. I shall have everything rich and strong and yet simple; there

shall be no satin, gilded-legged chairs, no elaborate dust-catching

carvings; no draperies and carpets that cannot bear the sun; but there

shall be noble statues, pictures by great masters, luxurious rugs and

divans, glorious color from jewelled windows and precious, many-hued

marbles. I do not want a palace with dreary suites of high-studded rooms

and frescoed ceilings, and I do not want a house that is nothing but a

crowded museum of bric-à-brac, like so many I see. No; my house shall be

a stately mansion with far-seeing towers and turrets, with cosy,

low-studded rooms and wainscoted walls, with pillared arcades and richly

carved stone balconies. All Spain and Venice and Nuremberg shall be

studied for hints of beauty, and it shall be a home, a perfectly ideal

American home; beautiful without and within; built to stand while

generations come and go, graced by children, pets, and flowers, and the

charming society of noble men and women.”

Where this home was to be built had not yet been decided. Sometimes

Mildred would in imagination place it on some smooth, green slope on the

banks of the Hudson; sometimes among the elms on some hilltop

overlooking the golden dome on Beacon Hill, with a glimpse of blue sea

and white sails on the far horizon beyond.

Of course I was to have the fun of helping to plan about it all, and

Mildred was to bring home hosts of treasures from Europe after her

sojourn abroad. But now, this morning, all this dream of the beauty that

was to be had been ended by what Mildred had been saying.

“I have settled one hundred thousand dollars on Ralph,” she had said,

“for his own personal use. He would not accept any more, and I have

decided to set apart for myself the same sum. The interest on two

hundred thousand dollars ought, I think, to provide all the travel and

luxuries that two reasonable mortals need; and the rest of the money

which I had at first thought of spending on myself we are going to

devote to several things, rather better worth doing than building a

house, which not one in a hundred thousand could afford to maintain

after we have gone.”

“But, Mildred,” I expostulated, “you have always asserted that it was

right to encourage art; that it was folly to refuse to buy a picture or

a jewel just because there were still starving people in existence

somewhere. I have heard you say repeatedly that money thus spent gave

employment to labor, encouraged art, and”—

“Yes,” she interrupted, “that is true in a certain way, no doubt; but

listen: I have been thinking this over a great deal of late. Suppose now

that I spend half a million or so in employing a certain number of

people to make and furnish a magnificent house. Grant that it is a real

work of art, and will be a thing of beauty and a joy forever. My husband

and a score of friends and I enjoy it; the workmen are paid; ‘art is

encouraged.’

“Now suppose again that, instead of erecting an expensively beautiful

house for myself, I employ the same number of people to provide a

beautiful building which shall be for the use, in the course of its

existence, of scores of thousands whose eyes are inured to ugliness and

into whose lives a bit of beauty rarely comes.

“Suppose that the spacious marble staircases, the tiles and wood

carvings and painted windows, are put where they shall awaken the

imagination and delight the soul of tired mothers and little children

who have known nothing beyond their narrow alley and grimy chimney-pots;

of girls who stand all day before a machine, or over a hot stove, and

who spend their money for the bits of tawdry finery which are the

nearest approach to beauty that their means can compass? Which building

would encourage art the most, think you?

“Why, Ruby,” said Mildred, wheeling around from her desk, while I stood

opposing to her ardor a face of grim discontent; “do you fancy that I

could sit in my great, palatial house, remembering the sights that I

have seen this year in the one-roomed sod houses on bleak Western

prairies, in the dingy, cheerless cabins of the colored people at the

South, and in the vile-smelling tenements of this great city, and

satisfy my soul by saying that I gave employment to the men who did this

work for me?

“Could I honestly call myself in any sense a follower of Him who had not

where to lay his head, and know that this wealth of beauty was kept for

me and a dozen or so cultivated people who need it scarcely more than I,

while a thousand beauty-loving natures were starving who might be fed by

my superabundance?”

“Mildred, you are positively morbid,” I exclaimed, thoroughly vexed. “To

be sure, no one has a right to be selfish, to think of himself

first,—but that you have not done. You planned your house in the

beginning for the pleasure of others far more than for yourself. You

meant to make your home a perfect retreat for all the poor artists and

students and broken-down teachers that it could hold, and I say you are

making a great mistake if you think that you are going to serve humanity

better by building a big art museum down at the Mulberry Bend for the

benefit of the ragpickers and stevedores, than by giving the hospitality

of such a home as yours would be to those to whom it would be a rest and

an inspiration.”

Mildred laughed heartily as I paused, and dropping upon the hassock

beside me, she drew me close to her, while I prepared to renew my

expostulations.

“Not so fast, my dear,” she said, forestalling me. “Pray don’t imagine

that I am bereft of my senses, and propose to reform the slums by giving

them free access to a gallery of casts from the antique. It would

require a small army of policemen and scrubbing-women to preserve it in

decent condition, if the rabble were admitted indiscriminately, and I do

not propose to give people that form of beauty which they do not want

and could not possibly appreciate.”

“But you blame all the rich, who, no matter how much they may give away,

still reserve enough to buy steam yachts and build fine houses and

indulge their æsthetic tastes to the extent of one thirtieth of their

fortune,” I said pettishly.

“No,” said Mildred, slowly; “I do not blame them. I am not their judge.

I cannot speak for others: it is right, more than that, it is necessary,

that man should create beauty, for he cannot live by bread alone.

“But I cannot help feeling that the beauty should be for all; should be

where all may see and enjoy it. The old Greeks were right about that,

when the temples, the agora, the gymnasia were consecrated to beauty,

and it was the glory of the rich to minister to the state and not spend

lavish sums in collecting private treasures.

“No, dear. Once I thought to have all that was rich and fine, and that

could delight the eye, around me in my own home. I felt that I had a

right to it, provided that I thought of others first and most. But now I

see things differently. I wonder that I ever could have been so selfish.

“Yes, Ruby,” she added, almost sternly, as she saw my look of protest,

“it was selfishness. I meant, in spite of all my giving, to sacrifice

nothing. But I have been trying these last few months,—yes, since that

time last summer when my power to make life better for others seemed

about to be forever taken from me,—I have been trying, and Ralph has

helped me, oh, so much, to look at all this short life of ours in its

beginning here on this little planet, as I shall look back upon it with

the eyes of eternity, when it has all gone into the irrevocable past.

How will it seem then, little sister, when all our foolish ambitions and

traditions and false social standards have been swept away? Shall I be

glad or sorry then, do you think, to remember that the one talent which

was placed in my hands was used to its utmost, that nothing was withheld

but what was needed to make me the better fitted for my work? Ah, when

my naked soul shall stand before the judgment bar of its own conscience

and the moral law, and hears the sentence, ‘This ought ye to have done,

and not to have left the other undone,’ what shall I plead in excuse?”

Mildred’s voice had sunk almost to a whisper, and her eyes were filled

with unshed tears. We did not speak for a few moments. I felt a lump

rising in my throat and could only choke it down while I stroked the

dear head that lay warm against my arm. My foolish questionings were

stilled. The clear insight of this simple, true-hearted woman had

pierced through and through my flimsy protests, and I sat awed and

abashed. Presently she went on in her natural, common-sense way to

explain more definitely what she meant.

“I mean to make a little more beauty in this world, if I can,” she said,

“and accomplish some more important things as well; but the art of all

arts which I shall try to learn and teach is the one which we Americans

most need to study, the art of simple living.

“I shall have the pictures and the books, the statues and the music that

I love; but what matters it whether they are all in my own home or not,

or whether or not I seek them in galleries open to all alike? Not until

our glaring, stony streets are made less dreary by more trees and

fountains and statues, not until there is a little beauty for every one,

can I claim the moral right to spend a fortune on Meissoniers or ancient

Satsuma, for my own private delight.

“For a long time I have been thinking of what could bring the greatest

stimulus and joy into the lives of the wretched poor in our great city;

the washerwomen and truckmen and foul-mouthed, dirty little street

_gamins_ whose highest bliss is reached with the attainment of a full

stomach and the sight of a street fight or a circus procession. It would

be folly to give them money outright; but here in amusements, just as I

have found it in regard to tenement houses and everything else,

coöperation is the key to success.

“The gift of a Peabody Museum or a Hemenway Gymnasium does not offend

the pride or help to pauperize the Harvard student, nor do the Lowell

lectures make the most cultivated people of Boston count themselves

recipients of charity when they crowd the hall to hear Professor Morse

talk about Japanese pottery, or the Englishman Haweis discourse on

music. Money given like that, in a large way, in the enjoyment of which

all unite, never does the harm that the gift to the individual would

surely do.

“Now, I propose to set up a counter-attraction to the delights of the

saloon and the dance-hall and the street; and I shall put it right where

it is most needed. There shall be one substantial, clean, beautiful

building, a beacon light of beauty and delight in a square mile of

dinginess and discomfort.

“It shall be of brick, and I shall enjoin upon my architect to show what

beautiful lines and arches can be wrought in simple material. In a

street of ugly straight lines and right angles, this shall stand as an

object-lesson in the power of creating perpetual pleasure to the eye by

such simple devices as the substitution of the curve for the straight

line over door and window.

“Then within there shall be a dozen immense rooms connected by

folding-doors, with sand heaps and swings and blocks for the delight of

the gutter child, too old to be in the cradle and too young to be in

school. From morning until night, if he behaves himself, he shall be

sheltered and warm and happy under the charge of some good woman. At

night these rooms shall be filled with older boys and girls learning the

use of tools, sawing, planing, hammering, and finding it better fun to

vent their energies in manufacturing something which they can take home

for their own use than in playing tag around the ash-barrels on the

corner.”

“What, would you have boys and girls together?” I asked.

“Certainly,” said Mildred; “they would be together on the street, and

why not here?”

“But what is the use of a girl learning carpentering?” I asked. “I

should think she might much better learn sewing. Besides, girls can’t do

it, and I don’t believe they would like to, if they could.”

“In regard to that, you don’t know those girls so well as I do. They

will sit by a smoky lamp in a close room and grow round-shouldered and

near-sighted in crocheting edging and working blue cats on cardboard;

but as to plain sewing, they think it a bore. After a day at school or

in the shop they don’t want to sit demurely on a bench and ‘backstitch’

and sew ‘over and over.’ Then, too, a course in carpentry would do more

for them physically than a course at the gymnasium. There is no danger

that city girls will not walk enough at all times; what they lack is

development of arms and chest. Moreover, this is not an experiment. I

once visited a summer class in carpentering for girls at the Tennyson

Street school in Boston, and I can assure you I haven’t forgotten the

neat book-racks and little tables those girls of fourteen were making

for themselves, nor the good time they were having in doing it, either.

Such muscle as they were developing! However, there can be cooking

classes and sewing classes too, if they want them, though my House

Beautiful is not to be primarily a manual training school. The city may

provide that for the child; but I want to do what it cannot do, and that

is to give innocent amusement and a bit of beauty to lives that know

nothing of it.

“So above these rooms is to be a great auditorium arranged like an

amphitheatre, and capable of seating comfortably three thousand people.

There shall be no cushions, and no need of them, for every seat shall be

planned with reference to the human figure, and will require no padding

to insure absolute comfort.

“There shall be a golden-piped organ and ‘storied windows richly dight,’

not casting a ‘dim religious light,’ but shedding warm, rich color upon

the thousand shabby coats and shawls gathered from the alleys and street

corners of a Sunday afternoon. Every night in the week, and all day on

Sunday, this is to be opened free to every man or woman who wants to sit

in a comfortable seat, see interesting pictures, hear sweet music, and

give tired nerves and body a respite from the noise and confusion of the

tenement and street.”

“And what do you propose to give them,—symphony concerts, or Stoddard

lectures?”

“Neither,” answered Mildred calmly, ignoring my attempt at sarcasm,

“though you have touched my idea. I mean to give them something as

nearly like it as possible.

“There shall be simple talks on every conceivable subject that could

interest them which admits of illustration by the stereopticon. By the

aid of great pictures thrown upon the screen they shall travel over land

and sea. Then there shall be story nights, when a clear-voiced student

from the school of oratory will read stories to them. Think what it

would be to these men and women, half of whom cannot read or write, to

whose minds the facts of history and geography have no meaning, whose

knowledge of life is limited to a little village in the Old Country, a

steerage passage, and the crowded slums of New York; think what it would

be to them to step from the cold and dinginess without into a brilliant,

beautiful hall, with warmth and light and comfort insured for one hour

at least out of the twenty-four; and then to sit and listen to the

charming story of Little Lord Fauntleroy, or Robinson Crusoe, or to

thrilling stories of exploration and adventures.

“The story or lecture shall last no more than an hour, as their

attention must be held, so that they will want to come again. Then those

who have heard enough may go, if they wish, and make room for others to

come in to listen to a half-hour concert. There will be no Brahm’s

symphonies, but there will be cornet solos of such classics as the

‘Swanee River,’ and ‘Home! Sweet Home!’ and a select orchestra of half a

dozen pieces will render Strauss waltzes, airs from ‘Pinafore,’ and the

like.

“On Sunday, all day long, there shall be services of song led by the

great organ and a trained chorus. Not oratorio music, though a Handel

Largo or a ‘Lift Thine Eyes’ might sometimes be ventured on; but simple

devout church music, in which all who can may join.

“Of course no preaching would be advisable, else the priests would

rapidly diminish the audience; but all the power of music shall be

brought to bear to uplift and beautify these poor, pinched lives and

bring a glimpse of sweetness and light into the prosaic details of their

daily struggle for existence.

“The Romish church has always been wise enough to see the power of music

in swaying the emotions of the masses. It is time that we learned a

lesson from it.”

“What shall you do with your other rooms on Sunday? Shall you let them

be vacant or permit the carpentering by the boys to go on below, while

their elders are hearing the music in the great hall above?”

“Neither,” answered Mildred. The rooms shall all be open, but not for

work. The tables and tools will have disappeared, and settees will take

their places. In one room will be perhaps a debating club of young men,

discussing the last strike, and finding this a pleasanter place to meet

for that purpose than the street corner or the saloon. In the next room

will be a set of children clustered around a young lady who comes down

from Fifth Avenue and gives her Sunday evenings regularly to telling

stories to them. She is not a creature of my imagination, either, Ruby.

Last week I met her at a friend’s house. She came in flushed and radiant

from an hour’s romp with the children in the nursery. ‘I believe my one

talent must be story-telling,’ she said, as the children appeared on the

scene clamoring after her; and her mother fondly said, ‘Ah, there are no

stories like sister Helen’s, all the children think.’

“‘So,’ I thought, ‘that is just the girl I want. Her talent shall find a

larger field for development; she shall tell stories to forty children

instead of four.’ I told her my plan, and she almost cried with delight.

‘Oh, Mrs. Everett, do you really think that I could do any good in that

way? I never dreamed of it, and I should be so glad. I’ve always felt as

if I wanted to do something, but mamma won’t let me visit in the

Charities. She says I am too young. My eyes won’t admit of my reading to

the blind or sewing for the poor, and I began to think there wasn’t

anything that I could do.’

“I tell you, Ruby, I am finding every day dozens of girls like her, who

are only waiting for some one to say, ‘This is what you can do; here is

your work; here is the place; and here are the ones who need you.’ I am

beginning to learn that the putting of the right person in the right

place is the main thing, after all. The best thing that my money can do

is to make it possible for those who can give, to find those who need

just what they can give.

“I shall find not only one charming story-teller, but a score, who will

meet their circles of little street Arabs week after week and month

after month, and if they are half as pretty and entertaining as the girl

I know, you may rest assured those youngsters will count it a privilege

to come.

“Not every one will be admitted; a clean face and hands and good

behavior will be the prerequisite for retaining the ticket of membership

to all the classes. Then in another room will be a class of young people

listening to an emergency lecture, given by some bright, young medical

student, who will arouse their interest by objective illustrations, such

as the bandaging of sham wounds and the resuscitating of a person

supposed to be drowned.

“In still another room, perhaps, some one will be reading the newspapers

aloud to a score of men who are enjoying their pipes.

“All the rooms will be filled with men, women, and children, from nine

o’clock in the morning until ten at night; one set coming as another

goes; and each having one hour at least, in the day of rest, which shall

open to him a little larger outlook on life, and shall give him

something to look forward to through the six days of drudgery.

“Of course all this will require a system and a plan; but I shall have

as few officials and as few restraints as possible. A neat, white-capped

woman, with her badge of authority, will, I think, be quite as efficient

as a big policeman; for any unseemly behavior will result in the

immediate surrender of the numbered metal check which will serve as a

card of entrance; and when admission is recognized as a privilege it

will be coveted.

“No one will stay away because he is too shabby to come, and no one will

be made to feel that he has no right or share in it all; but every week

twenty-five thousand men, women, and children shall have one or two

hours of peace and happiness offered them, just because,—think of it,

Ruby,—just because I did not build the House Beautiful for myself.”

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