CHAPTER IV.

Notwithstanding all that England has done for the good of India, the

missionaries have done more than all other agencies combined.—LORD

LAWRENCE, in 1871.

... all this is very surprising when it is considered that five years

ago nothing but the fern flourished here; native workmanship taught by

the missionaries has effected this change; the lesson of the

missionaries is the enchanter’s wand.... I look back to but one bright

spot in New Zealand, and that is Waimate with its Christian

inhabitants.—CHARLES DARWIN, _Journal of Researches in Natural History

and Geology_.

EXTRACT FROM MISS BREWSTER’S DIARY.

For the first time since the lawyer’s call a week ago I sit down to

collect my wits after this whirl of excitement, and, like the old woman

in the nursery rhyme, ask myself if it can be that I am really I.

I am frightfully tired, and it may be childish to write this all out for

no one’s eye but my own. I cannot sleep, however, and I feel as if it

would be a relief and might cool the fever in my veins to calmly make a

record of some of the momentous events of these last few days. So many

things are crowding upon me that I fear my mind will be a chaos if I do

not attempt something like this to help me to quiet and arrange my

thoughts.

When Mr. Kilrain came with the cablegram and letters, I neither laughed

nor cried nor fainted. I was perfectly calm. I did not realize it in the

least, just as a girl never realizes what it all means when she kneels

before the altar as a bride, or when she stands beside the dead white

face that she has loved.

After the real meaning of the thing dawned upon me and I began to

comprehend that I, whose golden dreams had been quietly put aside

forever, was now actually to realize those dreams, to exchange prose for

poetry, and insignificance and uselessness for tremendous power such as

I had always longed for,—when the possibilities of it all came over me

and I saw that I could now actually build all my air castles on this

earth, besides doing many other things of which I have dreamed,—it gave

me at first a thorough ague fit, followed by a burning fever which

nothing could allay until I had seen my will written, signed, and

witnessed.

Every one thought it such an odd thing for me to think of at first.

Auntie said, “Wait and take time to think it over, dear. You are

laboring under a nervous strain now; wait and rest and enjoy yourself a

little while. Go to Hollander’s and order a fine outfit. I will help you

find a French maid, for you will need one, of course; then travel after

that, if you like. Take time to make up your mind. It isn’t possible for

you to know how to spend such an enormous sum wisely without great

thought.”

I could find no rest, however, until I had put beyond a peradventure the

danger of my dying and leaving nothing done towards carrying out all the

projects which have been so dear to me.

My will is made, and though I may change it next week,—doubtless I shall

change it more than once as I get more wisdom,—I know that it is in the

main as I shall let it stand.

Mr. Kilrain’s partner and uncle Madison start at once for South America

to look after my interests, and transfer my stocks and landed property

as soon as possible into our government and railroad bonds. I cannot

bear to feel that I am employing hundreds of people whom I do not know,

and who may suffer from the extortion of villainous agents and overseers

whom I cannot control. If I could go to South America myself, and if I

understood enough of business to administer my affairs personally, I

might, perhaps, do as much good by giving employment to great numbers of

people there, and treating them in a helpful Christian fashion, as by

anything that I can do at home.

But it would take me ten years at least to learn the language and know

the people and the business merely in its outlines. My lawyers say it

would require half a dozen of the shrewdest men simply to make

investments and oversee the overseers, and I can foresee that a woman

dependent on lawyers and agents is in no wise to be envied. So I am

determined to free myself from these worries as to the details of making

money, and devote my whole energies to making this fortune, which has so

strangely fallen to me, tell for good in the future of our country.

I am sure that nowhere else in Christendom can money be made to produce

such far-reaching results. Last night I lay awake for hours, planning

this work. My mind is made up. For the next few years I shall travel and

study, first, the resources and necessities of our own country, and

after that the social and economic questions in the Old World. Meanwhile

I shall begin to carry out some of my schemes at once, and not wait for

lawyers and trustees to squabble over my money after my death.

As I am planning to leave Boston soon, I determined to meet some of the

people whom I have chosen as trustees of certain funds. Accordingly I

invited five people of different religious faiths, the broadest-minded

and most public-spirited persons known to me,—Revs. P—— B——, A—— McK——,

E. E. H——, P—— M——, and Mrs. A—— F—— P——. Not one of them had an inkling

as to what it was all about, or knew who were invited beside himself.

Mr. Kilrain was there in obedience to my request. I wished him to see

that everything was done legally, and, besides, to draw up all the

necessary papers.

I fairly shivered with delight and excitement as they came in one by one

and I introduced myself to them, feeling very much like a young queen

who has just ascended a throne and summons her generals and wise

counselors to plan a campaign.

I had a dainty lunch served in a cosy little parlor, and as soon as the

servants were gone I began, rather tremulously, it must be confessed, to

make my little speech. They all knew, of course, that they were invited

to give me counsel on some philanthropic matter, but further than that

they were in the dark. As nearly as I can remember this is what I said:—

“You are all aware that I have asked the favor of your company to-day in

order to discuss a serious matter involving the expenditure of a large

sum of money. I wish to avail myself of the united wisdom of those

present to enable me to use for good and not for evil the enormous

wealth which has so suddenly dropped from the skies, as it were, into my

hands.

“I count myself as simply a steward, and know well that before my own

conscience, if before no other tribunal, I shall be called to account

for my stewardship.

“It is stated that one of the seven greatest sources of pauperism in

London is foolish almsgiving. I am perfectly aware that I may ‘give all

my goods to feed the poor,’ and do more harm by it than if I threw my

offerings into the Charles River.

“I am convinced that if I would help any man I must do it by giving him

the means to help himself, and thus to retain or gain his self-respect.

“My thoughts and affections go out most strongly to our own country, and

therefore most of my money is to be spent in it. I feel that by helping

to outline the new paths which multitudes are to follow here, I shall

best help the progress of humanity everywhere. But I am not so

narrowminded as to think it right to wait until we get all the

industrial schools and kindergartens that we need here, before we teach

the first elements of decency to our brothers and sisters in Africa and

every other stronghold of heathenism and savagery. My childhood was

spent with earnest people who were interested in the missionary work. As

a child, I read the ‘Missionary Herald,’ and gave my mite towards

building the Morning Star.

“But of late years I have lived in a society whose sentiment has been

more than half contemptuous of foreign missions. ‘Let us civilize the

heathen at home,’ they say; ‘let us do the duty that lies nearest, and

not meddle with what is none of our business.’

“I am tired of this prating and ignorant talk by would-be cultured

people who know nothing of the real results of missionary work. They

find no fault with actresses or sea-captains or Bohemians who choose

exile for gain or pleasure, but they are always ready to cry out against

the folly of one who goes to teach men the alphabet, and tell women that

they are something more than beasts of burden or mere child-bearing

animals.

“I am constantly meeting people who talk as if Buddhism contained all

that is of value in Christianity, and who actually scoff at any attempt

to disturb what they call the picturesque, simple faith of their carvers

of ivory bric-à-brac.

“I revere Buddha. I do not ignore the fact that in all ages God has not

left himself without a witness, and that many seers and prophets have

led the nations toward the light. But I prefer the sunlight to the

twilight, and what vision of truth has come to me I would pass along to

others. Especially do I long to help the women. Sometimes their

degradation and helplessness appeals so powerfully to my imagination

that I feel that I must give my money and my time without stint, until

selfish, indifferent Christendom is forced to remember what is the true

condition of two thirds of the world.”

I was trembling all over with nervous excitement, and, as usual, was so

absorbed in what I was saying as to quite forget to wonder what these

five people, so much older and wiser and more experienced than I, must

think of my sitting there and talking to them in this fashion. I am

dreadfully afraid it must have seemed conceited or audacious or

something of the sort. However, they knew nothing about me or my ideas,

and as it was quite necessary that they should understand my position

before they could give me any counsel, I proceeded to make it known.

“I am not content,” I said, “with most methods that have been used.

Sectarianism, bigotry, and ignorance have often perverted the best

results. The good souls who fear to send a preacher, no matter how

devoted, unless he preach exactly their ‘ism,’ seem to me to be

retarding by many years the consummation so devoutly to be wished. The

most Christlike men whom I know could not be sent out as missionaries by

the American Board. I believe there are hundreds of ardent young souls

who would be led to offer themselves for work in foreign lands if the

restrictions of creed did not stand in the way.

“Do not misunderstand me. I do not condemn creeds. Doubtless every one

who thinks must have some kind of a creed, however short it be. But in

the making of bequests, in endowments which are to help affect the

thought of future generations, it seems to me difficult to avoid

ultimate lawsuits, temptation to mental dishonesty, and infinite harm,

unless the founder works on the broadest principles and sees the work

begun in his lifetime.

“I have written my will this week and have devoted a very large sum of

money for the establishment of a fund, the amount of which I shall not

at present name, to be used as follows:—

“For the management and expenditure of this fund I have chosen five

trustees. These shall fill vacancies in their number as they occur from

death, resignation, incapacity, or whatever cause. One member, at least,

shall always be a woman, and as many as three Christian denominations

shall always be represented among the five trustees.

“The fund shall be called the ‘Christian Missionary Fund,’ and the work

shall be, so far as the trustees are concerned, entirely unsectarian,

though always distinctly Christian and Protestant.

“The fund shall be devoted to the following purposes:

“First, for promoting the spiritual and mental, and thus indirectly the

material, welfare of the most helpless and degraded people on the globe.

“Second, for promoting Christianity and education in lands like Japan,

where there is already an awakened aspiration for better things, and

hence the most immediate results may be anticipated.

“Third, for promoting such measures as shall diminish the slave-trade

wherever it exists, and for preventing the liquor traffic between

civilized and barbarous nations, for instance, such as is now disgracing

and desolating the Congo State.

“Any man or woman who applies to be sent out as preacher, teacher, or

agent, for promoting any of these ends, shall be accepted if he or she

give satisfactory evidence to the committee of being fitted to do

sufficiently helpful work in the positions to which they are assigned.

No acceptation of any creed shall be required of any applicant. After

being enrolled for the work, however, all shall be required to leave

detailed written statements of their religious beliefs. These are to be

kept on file for statistical purposes, together with the records of the

subsequent work of the candidates, their methods of labor, and the

results accomplished.

“Every woman employed by the trustees shall receive the same salary as a

man would receive for doing the same work. In sending out preachers and

pastors no distinction shall be made in regard to sex. All women

desiring to preach and to administer the sacraments shall be authorized

to do so if possessed of proper qualifications.”

In regard to that latter clause I had had considerable discussion with

auntie previous to convening the trustees.

“Isn’t that a little odd?” she asked. “I am afraid some clergymen would

be shocked at that.”

“Aunt Madison,” I said, “if it is desirable to have the sacraments of

communion or baptism celebrated at all, I can see no reason why they

cannot be done by a woman’s hand as well as by that of a man? If the

hand that made the bread does not desecrate it, why may not that same

hand break and pass it, provided it be done in a proper spirit? Is a

man’s hand any more sacred than a woman’s?”

“Oh, it isn’t that,” said auntie, fidgeting a little; “but it is the

words and the service which go with it, of course.”

“Certainly,” said I,—rather bluntly, too, I am afraid,—“and those words

consist of quotations from the words of Christ and Paul, and a prayer. I

see no reason why quotations and prayer uttered by a female voice may

not be just as acceptable to the Almighty as if spoken by a male voice.

(I hate those words ‘male’ and ‘female,’ but I thought it would help her

to see the absurdity of our conventional notions about such things.)”

“Well, dear, perhaps so, if you look at it that way,” she said; “but

what do you think the apostles would have thought of such a thing?”

“As a matter-of-fact,” said I, “the members of the early church, who ate

at one table, and had all things in common, and celebrated their Lord’s

death at the close of their meal in the simplest way in the world,

probably passed the cup from one to the other informally, and women as

well as men took part in what little service there was. It seems to me

in this age of common sense on other subjects it is time we had a little

more of it in religion.”

How saucy that appears as I write it. I wonder if I am getting

dictatorial.

I told the trustees, that, although their work as trustees was to be

entirely undenominational, and that they were to discourage any

sectarian work in whatever schools and churches might be established,

this was not to be interpreted to mean a refusal to send good men and

women, even if they held narrow sectarian views. I hold myself too

liberal to refuse to send any one who can do any good, even though he

hold mediæval views on eschatology. If a man can persuade a savage to

wash his face and stop beating his wife, I am willing to allow him his

cassock and crucifix and all the joys of a celibate High Churchism, so

long, at least, as he holds himself responsible to no other body than

the committee of my choosing. I have observed that a fair amount of

civilization, intelligence, and real Christianity can co-exist with a

very crude theology. So any good man who cares enough about helping his

fellow-men to work hard on a moderate salary, as an exile in a heathen

land, shall not be hindered from going until enough better men offer

themselves to take his place.

I told my guests that I wished to begin the work at once. Without

stating whether or not they were the trustees referred to in my will, I

asked them to assume for the next three years the responsibility of

disbursing two hundred thousand dollars annually in the way I had

specified. I shall keep the money in my own hands so that they need not

be troubled about investments, and shall pay the amount in installments,

as they call for it.

I requested them to do exactly as they thought best, without any more

reference to me than if I were dead, except when they came to any

misunderstanding in regard to the interpretation of my wishes as

expressed above.

I shall have accurate reports of their proceedings, and thus be able to

rectify any point that is left obscure, or that is capable of abuse.

I requested that my name should not be made known in connection with all

this.

When I had finished there was a pause; then Dr. H—— in his genial way

began—But I can write no more to-night.

(Extract from an editorial in the “Church Inquisitor.”)

It is with feelings of mingled interest and alarm that we report as the

most notable of recent events in the religious world the announcement of

an enormous bequest for foreign missionary work.

“Why alarm?” may be asked. But a careful reading of the provisions of

the bequest which we publish in another column will assure the reader

that the conditions under which it is given are unprecedented and allow

possibilities so dangerous as to create great anxiety in the minds of

those who are well grounded in the faith and zealous for the maintenance

of pure doctrine. As it is needless to say that in matters of such

moment we hold that the most stringent regulations and careful scrutiny

should be exercised, it is evident that the utter abolishing of all

tests, allowing the teaching of the most dangerous heresies by

Unitarians, Universalists, Spiritualists, Christian Scientists and what

not,—and this to be done in the name of Christian Missions,—is

startling, to say the least.

It will be readily seen that to the mind of the untutored savage unable

to distinguish genuine Christianity from that which is spurious, and as

likely to accept the one as the other, the danger of confounding the two

to the discredit of all true piety will be great, if the restrictions

laid down in the bequest are to be binding.

To be sure, the men and women sent out by this fund must be presumed to

possess a fair amount of intellect and moral character, though how their

spiritual condition is to be ascertained before hearing a statement of

their creed we fail to see. Doubtless something may be done in the way

of building up schools and supplementing the work of those whom our

Board sends to preach the gospel. For this we rejoice and give thanks.

Knowing the genuine Christian character of some members of the

committee, we are led to hope that they will deem no one fit to send out

as a proclaimer of the doctrines of Christianity who holds the evidently

loose views of the framer of this singular bequest. As only one of the

trustees is a Unitarian, and as Unitarians are proverbially indifferent

to foreign missions, it seems to leave considerable ground for the hope

that none of that sect will apply, or, if applying, will be sent.

The donor’s name is withheld, but it is shrewdly surmised to be the late

Mr. Albert Danforth of Springfield, formerly a noted Free-thinker, but

who is said to have had a deathbed repentance and to have attempted to

appease his conscience by bestowing his vast wealth in the manner

described. In this case why his name should be withheld remains a

mystery.

It will be noticed that another peculiar feature of the bequest is that

one trustee at least shall always be a woman. In the course of time

there is nothing to prevent all of them being women, as four of the five

appointed are known to be in favor of female suffrage. As the late Mr.

Danforth, among his other radical notions, held the same unscriptural

view of woman’s functions, the promotion of “women’s rights” views by

the endowment in question is to be feared.

It is, perhaps, well enough to pay women in the mission field the same

sum as that given to men for the same work, though this possibly would

be too attractive an allurement for some unworthy persons who might

assume the sacred duties in question for the sake of the loaves and

fishes. But what seems especially unwise as well as wholly unscriptural,

and of which we feel compelled to assert our disapproval, is the

provision that women shall be permitted to administer the holy

sacraments. See Corinthians i. 14, 34, and xi. 3, 7.

There seems to be no serious objection to women preaching to assemblies

of their own sex where male missionaries cannot be admitted; but that

such an extreme step should be taken as to desecrate and turn into a

farce the ordinances of baptism and the Lord’s Supper by allowing them

to be administered by a woman, is something that we must deplore.

Were it not that most of the trustees appointed represent the new school

of thought, which seems to rely more on reason than on the Written Word,

we should wonder at their being able to satisfy their consciences if

they accept responsibilities encumbered by such restrictions.

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