CHAPTER VIII.

"COMING EVENTS CAST THEIR SHADOWS BEFORE."

"A look of pride, an eye of flame,

A full drawn lip that upward curled,

An eye that seemed to scorn the world."

The little town of Burnfield contained but one school, within the old

brown walls and moss-grown eaves of which the "fathers of the hamlet"

for many a generation had sat at the feet of some worthy pedagogue, or

pedagoguess, as the case might be, to catch the wisdom that fell from

their lips. In summer woman held her sway there, but in winter man

reigned supreme on the throne of learning, and "boarded round," a custom

not yet obsolete.

Once every year came the great anniversary of the school, the last day

of April, when the "master's" term expired, and he left the town to the

dominion of the new school-marm. Then took place the great public

examination, in which lanky youths, weighed down with the consciousness

of their responsibility and first tail-coats, and cherry-cheeked girls,

bursting out of their hooks and eyes, showed off before the admiring

Burnfieldians, and received their rewards of merit, more highly prized

by them than the Cross of the Legion of Honor would be by some old

French veteran. A new innovation had lately been introduced by one of

the teachers--that of speaking dialogues at these distributions, and

wonderful was the delight young Burnfield took in these displays. The

more strait-laced of the parents at first objected to this, as smacking

too much of "play acting," but young Burnfield had a decided will of its

own, and looked contemptuously on the "slow" ideas of old Burnfield, and

finally, in triumph, carried the day.

The great day arrived, and the anxious parents who had young ideas at

school, were crowding rapidly toward the large old-fashioned

school-house under the hill. Among them, in grim, unbending majesty,

stalked Miss Jerusha Skamp, resplendent in what she was pleased to term

her new "kaliker gound," a garment which partook of the nature of its

forerunners in being exceedingly short and exceedingly skimpy, and the

gorgeous patterns of which can be likened to nothing save a highly

exaggerated rainbow. But Miss Jerusha, happy in the belief that nothing

like it had appeared in modern times, walked majestically in, upsetting

some loose benches, half a dozen small boys, and other trifles that lay

in her way, and took her seat on one of the front benches. The boys,

gorgeous in blue and gray homespun coats, with brass buttons of alarming

size and brightness, were ranged on one side, and the girls, arrayed in

all the hues of a flower-garden, on the other. Miss Jerusha's eyes

wandered to the side where the girls sat, and rested with a look of

evident pride and self-complaisance on one--a look that said as plainly

as words, "There! look at that! there's _my_ handiwork for you."

And certainly, amid the many handsome, blooming girls there, not one was

more worth looking at than she on whom Miss Jerusha's eyes rested. The

tall, slight, but well-portioned form had none of the awkwardness common

to girls in their transition stages. The queenly little head was poised

superbly on the sloping neck; the clear olive skin, with its glowing

crimson lips and cheeks, was the very ideal of dark, rich, southern

beauty; the jet-black shining hair, swept off the broad forehead in

smooth silken braids, became well the scarlet ribbons that bound it, as

did also the close-fitting crimson dress she wore.

Georgia (for of course every reader above the unsuspecting age of three

years knows who it is), without being at all aware of it, always fell

into the style of dress that best suited her and harmonized with her

warm, tropical complexion--dark, rich colors, such as black, purple,

crimson, or, in summer, white. The two years that have passed since we

saw her last have changed her wonderfully; but the full, proud,

passionate, flashing eyes are the same in their dark splendor; the

short, curling upper lip and curved nostril tell a tale of pride, and

passion, and daring, and scornful power--tell that time may have

softened, but has not eradicated, the temper of our stormy little

essence of wild-fire.

Yes, she sits there, leaning listlessly back in her seat, her little

restless brown hands folded quietly enough in her lap, her long black

lashes vailing her darkly glancing eyes, cast down by a sort of proud

indolence; but it is the calm that precedes the tempest, the dangerous

spirit of the drowsy and beautiful leopard, the deep, treacherous

stillness that heralds the bursting sheets of fire from the volcano's

bosom, the white ashes that overlie consuming flames hidden beneath

them, but ready at any moment to burst forth. And there she sat, known

only to those present as the "smart little girl," the star scholar of

the school, good-looking, bright, generous, and warm-hearted, too, but

"ugly tempered."

The dark, bright, handsome eyes of the girl of fifteen had already

carried unexampled desolation into more than one susceptible breast,

and some of the unhappy youths were so badly stricken as to be guilty of

the atrocity of perpetrating soul-harrowing "pote"-ry to those same

dangerous optics. But these were only the worst cases, and even they

never tried it but in the first delirium of the attack, and, like all

delirious fevers, it soon passed away, died out like a hot little fire

under (to use a homely simile) the wet blanket of her cool, utter

indifference, and they returned to their buckwheat cakes, and pork, and

molasses with just as good an appetite as ever.

One by one the people came in until the school-house was filled, and

then the exercises commenced. The premiums were arranged on a table, and

on a desk beside it stood the master, who rose and called out:

"First prize for general excellence awarded to Miss Georgia Darrell."

There was a moment's profound silence, while every eye turned upon

Georgia, and then, as if by general impulse, there was an enthusiastic

round of applause, for her warm, ardent nature, and many generous

impulses, made her schoolmates like her in spite of her ebullitions of

temper. And in the midst of this Georgia rose, with a flashing eye and

kindling cheek, and, advancing to where the teacher stood, received the

first prize from his hand, courtesied, and, with head proudly erect, and

cheeks hot with the excitement of triumph, walked back to her seat.

Then came the other premiums, for grammar, for geography, history, and

astronomy; the first prize was still awarded to "Miss Georgia Darrell,"

until the good folks of Burnfield began to knit their brows in anger and

jealousy, and accused the master of being swayed, like the rest, by a

handsome face, and unjustly depriving their offspring for the sake of

this "stuck-up Georgia Darrell," who--as Deacon Brown remarked, in a

scandalized tone--seemed to despise the very "airth she walked on."

The distribution was over at last, and then came the dialogues. And here

Georgia's star was in the ascendant again. She, and the teacher,

perhaps, knew what acting was--not one of the rest had the remotest

idea--and they held their very breath to listen, as losing her own

identity her eyes blazed and her cheeks burned, and she strode up and

down, declaiming with such vehement gestures, that they looked at one

another in a sort of terror, wonder, and admiration. And once, when she

and another were repeating a selection from Tamerlane, where she took

the character of Bajazet, and Tamerlane, in a sort of wonder and

admiration, says:

"The world! 'twould be too little for thy pride!

Thou wouldst scale heaven!"

Georgia's eyes of lightning blazed, and raising her hand with a

passionate gesture, she strode over and fiercely thundered:

"I WOULD! Away! my soul

Disdains thy conference!"

The Tamerlane of the moment recoiled in terror, and there was an instant

of death-like silence, while every heart thrilled with the knowledge

that the dark, wild girl was not "acting," but speaking the truth.

It was all over at last, and, with a few words from the teacher, the

assembly was dismissed. As Georgia gathered up her armful of prizes and

put on her bonnet, the teacher came over, and, to the jealousy of the

other pupils, held out his hand to her, who had from the first been his

favorite.

"Good-by, Bajazet," he said, smiling; "you electrified the good people

of Burnfield to-day."

Georgia laughed.

"Do you know you were not acting just now, Georgia? Do you know you are

ambitious enough to scale heaven? Do you know that you have within you

what hurled Lucifer from heaven?"

"Yes, sir," she said, lifting her eyes boldly; "I know it."

"And do you not fear?"

"No, sir."

"Do you know you are composed of elements that will make you either an

angel or a--_demon_?"

"Miss Jerusha says I'm the latter _now_, sir," she said, with a light

laugh.

He looked at her with a smile half fond, half sad.

"Georgia, take care."

"Of what, sir?"

"Of _yourself_--your worst enemy."

"Father Murray says everyone is his own worst enemy."

"You are not like everyone. You are a little two-edged sword in a

remarkably thin sheath, my little sprite. Take care."

"Well, I know I'm thin," said Georgia, who was in one of her unserious

moods; "but that is my misfortune, Mr. Coleman, not my fault. Wait a

little while, and you'll see I'll turn out to be a female pocket edition

of Daniel Lambert."

"Georgia!"

"Well, sir."

"Promise me one thing."

"What is it, first?"

"That you will study very hard till I come back next winter?"

"Of course I will, sir. I made that promise once before."

"Indeed? To whom? Miss Jerusha?"

"Miss Jerusha!" said Georgia, laughing. "I guess not! To a friend of

mine--a young gentleman."

And the girl of fifteen glanced up from under her long lashes at the

dignified man of forty.

"Pooh, Georgia! stick to your books, and never mind the _genus homo_.

You're a pretty subject to be advised by young gentlemen. It was good

advice, though, and I indorse it."

"Very well, sir; but why am I to attend to my studies more than any of

the rest of your pupils--Mary Ann Jones, for instance?"

"Humph! there is a wide difference. Mary Ann Jones will go home and help

her mother to knit stockings, scrub the floor, make pumpkin pies, and

eat them, too, without even a thought of mischief, while you would be

breaking your neck or somebody else's, setting the iron on fire, or

bottling thunderbolts to blow up the community generally. As there is

more truth than poetry in that couplet of the solemn and prosy Dr.

Watts, wherein he assures us--

"'Satan finds some mischief still

For idle hands to do,'

on that principle you need to be kept busy. Between you and Mary Ann

Jones there is about as much difference as there is between that useful

domestic fowl, a barnyard goose, and that dangerous, sharp-clawed,

good-for-nothing thing, a tameless mountain eaglet; and you may consider

the comparison anything but complimentary to you. Mary Ann is going to

be a merry, contented, capital housekeeper, and you--what are _you_

going to be?"

"A vagabones on the face of the airth," said Georgia, imitating Miss

Jerusha's nasal twang so well that it nearly overset the good teacher's

gravity.

"Ah, Georgia! I see you are in one of your wild moods to-day, and will

not listen to reason. Well, good-by--be a good girl till I come back."

"Good-by, sir. I don't think I will ever be a good girl, but I will be

as good as I can. Good-by, and thank you, sir."

There was something so darkly earnest in her face, that Mr. Coleman

looked after her, more puzzled than he had ever before been by a pupil.

She had always been an enigma to him--she was to most people--and to-day

she was more unreadable than ever.

"I declare to skreech, Georgy!" said Miss Jerusha, as they walked home

together, "you like to skeered the life out o' me to-day, the way you

talked and shouted. Clare to gracious! ef it wasn't parfectly orful, not

to say downright wicked. Talk about scalin' heaven! there's sense for

you now! And it's not only sinful, as Deacon Brown remarked, but reglir

onpossible. Where could a ladder, now, or even a fire escape be got,

long enough to do it? Pah! it's disgustin', such nonsense! I wonder a

man like that there Mr. Coleman would 'low of sich talk in his school

hus, it's rale disgraceful--that's what it is!"

Georgia laughed. Georgia was more patient with Miss Jerusha than she

used to be, and had her hot temper more under control. This was in a

great measure owing to the instructions and gentle exhortations of good

Mrs. Murray, little Emily's mother, who had taught her that instead of

conferring a favor on the old maid by living with her, she owed her a

debt of gratitude she would find it difficult to repay. And Georgia,

whose faults were more of the head than of the heart, saw Mrs. Murray

was right, and consented to try and "behave herself" for the future.

Georgia found _self_-control a _very_ difficult lesson to practice; and

the impulses of her nature very often rose and mastered her good

resolutions yet. Still it was something for her even to try, and it had

such an effect on Miss Jerusha, that the vinegar in that sour spinster's

composition became perceptibly less acid, and the ward and "dragon" got

along much better than formerly. So true it is that every effort to do

good is rewarded even here.

When Georgia got home she found her friend Emily Murray awaiting her.

Despite the wide difference in their dispositions Emily and Georgia were

still fast friends. Emily did not go to the public school, but was

taught at home by her mother. But they saw each other every day, and

Emily's sunny disposition helped not a little to soften down our savage

little wild-cat into her present state of comparative civilization.

Still the same rounded little lady was Emily, perhaps an inch or two

higher than when thirteen years old, but still nothing to speak of, with

the same smiling, rosy, sunshiny little face peeping out from its wealth

of tangled yellow curls--for Emily's hair would persist in curling in

spite of all attempts to comb it straight and respectable looking, and

persisted in having its own way, and openly rebelling against all

established authority.

"Oh, Georgia! I'm so glad!" exclaimed Emily, throwing her arms around

Georgia's neck, and administering a dozen or two short, sharp little

kisses that went off like the corks out of so many ginger-beer bottles.

"I'm _ever_ so glad that you got all the prizes! I knew you would; I

said it all along. I knew you were dreadfully clever, if you only liked.

And now I want you to come right over to our house and spend the evening

with us. Mother told me to come for you. Oh, Georgia! we'll have a good

time!"

"Well, there, Em, you needn't strangle me about it," said Georgia,

laughingly releasing herself. "If Miss Jerusha doesn't want me

particularly, I'll go."

Two years previously Georgia would no more have thought of asking Miss

Jerusha's leave about any thing than she would of flying; but since she

had come to a sense of her duty things were different. But as the

leopard cannot change his spots, nor the Ethiope his skin, so neither

could she entirely change her nature, and there was an involuntary

defiant light in her eye and haughtiness in her tone when asking a

favor, and a fierce bright flash and passionate gesture when refused.

Miss Jerusha looked undecided, and was beginning a dubious "Wal, raily,

now--" when Emily's impulsive arms were around _her_ neck, and her

pretty face upturned.

"Ah, now, Miss Jerusha, please do; that's a dear! Do just let her come

over this once. I want her so dreadfully! P-p-please now."

No heart, unless made of double-refined cast iron, could resist that

sweet little face and pleading "please now;" so Miss Jerusha, who liked

little Emily (as indeed nobody could help doing), accordingly "pleased,"

and Emily, giving her a kiss--of which commodity that small individual

had a large stock in trade, that like the widow's cruse of old, never

diminished--put on Georgia's hat, and, nodding a smiling good-by to Miss

Jerusha, marched her off in triumph.

"I am so glad, Georgia, you got so many prizes. Oh! I knew all along you

were real clever. I should like to be clever, but I'm not one bit; but

you, I guess you're going to be a genius, Georgia," said Emily, soberly.

"Nonsense, Em! A genius! I hope I shall never be anything half so

dreadful."

"Dreadful! Why, Georgia!"

"Why, Emily!" said Georgia, mimicking her, "geniuses are a nuisance, I

repeat--just as comets, or meteors, or eclipses, or anything out of the

ordinary course are. People make a fuss about them and blacken their

noses looking through smoked glass at them, and then they are gone in a

twinkling, and not worth all the time that was wasted looking at them. I

know it is sacrilege and high treason to say so, but that doesn't alter

my opinion on the subject, and so don't trouble that small, anxious head

of yours, my dear little snow-flake, about my being a genius again."

"I know who thinks so as well as I do," said Emily.

"Who?"

"Why, Richmond Wildair. Do you recollect the day, long ago, he first

told you to go to school?"

"Yes."

"Coming home that day he said he knew you were a little genius and

should not hide your light under a bushel, but set it on the hill-top. I

remember his words, because they sounded so funny then that they made me

laugh."

"Pooh! what does he know about it? What a little simpleton I must have

been to do everything he used to tell me to! Still, that was good advice

about going to school, and I don't know but what, on the whole, I feel

grateful to him for it. That was two years ago--wasn't it, Em? Why, it

seems like yesterday."

"And that funny brother of his," said Emily, laughing at some

recollections of her own, "he used to say things in such a droll way. I

wonder if they'll ever come back."

"Why, what would bring them back, now that their uncle is gone away for

his health? I wonder if traveling really _does_ make sick people well?"

"Don't know, I'm sure. Isn't it a pity to have such a nice house as that

shut up and so lonely and deserted looking?"

"I wish that house was mine," said Georgia. "I should like to live in a

large, handsome place like that. I hate little old cramped places like

our cottage--they're horrid."

"Why, that's coveting your neighbor's goods," said Emily. "Look out,

Georgia."

"Well, then, I should like one as good as that. I wish I owned one just

like it. I _shall_, too, some day," said Georgia, decidedly.

"Do tell," said Emily, "where are you going to get it? Are you going to

rob a peddler?"

"No. I intend to be rich."

"You do? _How?_"

"I don't know yet; but I _shall_! I'm determined to be rich. I am quite

sure I will be," said Georgia, in a tone of quiet decision.

"Well, really! But it's better to be poor than rich. 'It's easier for a

camel--' You know what the Testament says."

"I'd risk it. Why, Emily, it's riches moves the world; the whole earth

is seeking it. Poverty is the greatest social crime in the whole

category, and wealth covereth a multitude of sins. Don't tell me! I know

all about it, and I am determined to be rich--_I don't care by what

means_!"

Her wild eyes were blazing with that insufferable light that always

illuminated them when she was excited, and the stern determination her

set face expressed as she looked resolutely before her startled timid

little Emily.

"Oh, Georgia, I don't think it's right to talk so!" she said, in a

subdued tone; "I'm sure it's not. I don't think riches make people

happy; do you?"

"No," said Georgia, quietly.

"Oh, Georgia, then why do you wish for it? Why do you crave so for

wealth?"

"Because wealth brings power!"

"But neither does power bring happiness."

"To _me_ it would. Power is the life of my life. Knowledge is

power--therefore I studied; but it is only a means to an end. Wealth

will attain that end, therefore wealth I must and _will_ have."

The look of resolute determination deepened. She looked at that moment

like one resolved to conquer even fate, and to tread remorselessly under

foot all that stood between her and the goal of her daring ambition.

"What would you do if you were rich?"

"I would travel, for one thing--I should like to see the world. I would

visit England, and France, and Germany, and Italy--dear, beautiful

Italy! that I love as if it were my fatherland. I would visit the

Alps--Oh, Em! how I love great sublime mountains rearing their heads up

to heaven. I would sail down the Rhine, the bright flowing Rhine! I

would visit the demons of the Black Forest, and see if I happen to be

related to them, in any way. I would cultivate the acquaintance of the

Black Horseman of the Hartz Mountains--and finally I should settle down

and marry a prince. Yes, I rather think I _shall_ marry some prince,

Em!"

"Oh, Georgia! you're a case!" said Emily, breaking into one of her

silvery peals of laughter; "marry a prince! what an idea!"

"Well, I am good enough for any prince or emperor that ever wore a

crown," said Georgia, with a flash of her black eyes, and a proud lift

of her haughty little head, "and I should consider that the honor was

conferred upon him, and not me, if I did marry one--now then!"

"Oh, what a bump of self-esteem you have, Georgia!" said Emily, still

laughing; "what a notion to talk about getting married, any way! whoever

heard of such a thing."

"Well, it's nothing strange! you didn't suppose I was going to be an old

maid like Miss Jerusha, did you? _Of course_ I'll get married! I always

intended to!" said Georgia, decidedly, "and so will you, Emily."

"To another prince," said Emily, shyly.

"No, to--Charley Wildair!"

"I guess not! But here we are at home, and what would mother say if she

heard us talking like this? It all comes of your reading so many novels,

Georgia. Here, mother; here she is. I've got her," cried Emily, flying

into the pretty little parlor, where Mrs. Murray, a pleasant little

lady, a faded copy of her bright little daughter, sat sewing. Mrs.

Murray kissed Georgia, and congratulated her on her success, and then

went out to see about tea.

Later in the evening Father Murray, a benign-looking old man, with

silver-white hair, and a look so patriarchal that it had suggested

Charley Wildair's graphic description of his being like one of those

"blessed old what's-their-names in the Bible," came in, and the

conversation turned upon Georgia's success.

"I suppose you felt quite elated, Georgia, at carrying off the highest

honors to-day?" he said, smiling.

"A little, only," said Georgia. "It wasn't much to be proud of."

"What! To vanquish all competitors not much to be proud of! Why,

Georgia?"

"Well, neither it is, sir--_such_ competitors," said Georgia,

scornfully. "I should like a greater conquest than that."

"Georgia's ambition takes a bolder flight; she looks down on the common

people of this world," said Mrs. Murray, with a peculiar smile.

Georgia colored at the implied rebuke, but her disdainful look remained.

Father Murray looked at her half pityingly, half sorrowfully.

"It will not do, Georgia," he said kindly: "you will have to stop. The

Mountain of High-and-Mighty-dom is a very dazzling eminence to be sure,

but the sun shines brighter in the valley below."

At that moment Fly entered for her young mistress, and Georgia arose to

go.

"Good-by, Mrs. Murray; good-by, Em; good-night, Father Murray."

"Good-night, Georgia," he said, laying his hand on her shining, haughty

young head, "and Heaven bless you, my child!"

She folded her hands almost meekly to receive his benediction, and

feeling as though that blessing were sorely needed, she passed out and

was gone.

Gone! As for you and me, reader, the _child_ Georgia has gone forever.

Let the curtain drop on the first act in her drama of life, to rise when

the child shall be a woman.

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