CHAPTER VIII

"You got to hand it to Temple's kid brother."

"Yeah. Cool as ice cubes."

"Are you guys kidding? He doesn't know what's in store for him, that's

all."

"Do _you_?"

"Now that you mention it, no. Isn't a man here who can say for sure

what kind of environmental challenges he'll have to respond to.

Hypno-surgery sees to it the guys who went through the thing won't

talk about it. As if that isn't security enough, the subject's got to

be a brand new arrival!"

"Shh! Here he comes."

The brothers Temple entered Earth City's one tavern quietly, but on

their arrival all the speculative talk subsided. The long bar, built

to accommodate half a hundred pairs of elbows comfortably, gleamed

with a luster unfamiliar to Temple. It might have been marble, but

marble translucent rather than opaque, giving a beautiful

three-dimensional effect to the surface patterns.

"What will it be?" Jason demanded.

"Whatever you're drinking is fine."

Jason ordered two scotches, neat, and the brothers drank. When Jason

got a refill he started talking. "Does T.A.T. mean anything to you,

Kit?"

"Tat? Umm--no. Wait a minute! T.A.T. Isn't that some kind of

projective psychological test?"

"That's it. You're shown a couple of dozen pictures, more or less

ambiguous, never cut and dry. Each one comes from a different stratum

of the social environment, and you're told to create a dramatic

situation, a story, for each picture. From your stories, for which you

draw on your whole background as a human being, the psychometrician

should be able to build a picture of your personality and maybe find

out what, if anything, is bothering you."

"What's that to do with this response to environmental challenge

thing?"

"Well," said Jason, drinking a third scotch, "the Super Boys have

evolved T.A.T. to its ultimate. T.A.T.--that stands for Thematic

Apperception Test. But in E.C.R.--environmental challenge and

response, you don't see a picture and create a dramatic story around

it. Instead, you get thrust into the picture, the situation, and you

have to work out the solution--or suffer whatever consequences the

particular environmental challenge has in store for you."

"I think I get you. But it's all make believe, huh?"

"That's the hell of it," Jason told him. "No, it's not. It is and it

isn't. I don't know."

"You make it perfectly clear," Temple smiled. "The red-headed boy

combed his brown hair, wishing it weren't blond."

Jason shrugged. "I'm sorry. For reasons you already know, the E.C.R.

isn't very clear to me--or to anyone. You're not actually in the

situation in a physical sense, but it can affect you physically. You

_feel_ you're there, you actually live everything that happens to you,

getting injured if an injury occurs ... and dying if you get killed.

It's permanent, although you might actually be sleeping at the time.

So, whether it's real or not is a question for philosophy. From your

point of view, from the point of view of someone going through it,

it's real."

"So I become part of this--uh, game in about an hour."

"Right. You and whoever the Russians offer as your competition. No one

will blame you if you want to back out, Kit; from what you tell me,

you haven't even been adequately trained on Mars."

"If you draw on the entire background of your life for this E.C.R.,

then you don't need training. Shut up and stop worrying. I'm not

backing out of anything."

"I didn't think you would, not if you're still as much like your old

man as you used to be. Kit ... good luck."

* * * * *

The fact that the technicians working around him were Earthmen

permitted Temple to relax a little. Probably, it was planned that way,

for entering the huge white cube of a building and ascending to the

twelfth level on a moving ramp Temple had spotted many figures, not

all of them human. If he had been strapped to the table by unfamiliar

aliens, if the scent of alien flesh--or non-flesh--had been strong in

the room, if the fingers--or appendages--which greased his temples and

clamped an electrode to each one had not felt like human fingers, if

the men talking to him had spoken in voices too harsh or too sibilant

for human vocal chords--if all that had been the case whatever

composure still remained his would have vanished.

"I'm Dr. Olson," said one white-gowned figure. "If any injuries occur

while you lie here, I'm permitted to render first aid."

"The same for limited psychotherapy," said a shorter, heavier man.

"Though a fat lot of good it does when we never know what's bothering

you, and don't have the time to work on it even if we did know."

"In short," said a third man who failed to identify himself, "you may

consider yourself as the driver of one of those midget rocket racers.

Do they still have them on Earth? Good. You are the driver, and we

here in this room are the mechanics waiting in your pit. If anything

goes wrong, you can pull out of the race temporarily and have it

repaired. But in this particular race there is no pulling out: all

repairs are strictly of a first-aid nature and must be done while you

continue whatever you are doing. If you break your finger and find a

splint appearing on it miraculously, don't say you weren't warned."

"Best of luck to you, young man," said the psychotherapist.

"Here we go," said the doctor, finding the large vein on the inside of

Temple's forearm and plunging a needle into it.

Temple's senses whirled instantly, but as his vision clouded he

thought he saw a large, complex device swing down from the ceiling and

bathe his head in warming radiation. He blinked, squinted, could see

nothing but a swirling, cloudy opacity.

* * * * *

Approximately two seconds later, Sophia Androvna Petrovitch watched as

the white-gowned comrade tied a rubber strap around her arm, waited

for the vein to swell with blood, then forced a needle in through its

thick outer layer. Was that a nozzle overhead? No, rather a lens, for

from it came amber warmth ... which soon faded, with everything else,

into thick, churning fog....

Temple was abruptly aware of running, plunging headlong and blindly

through the fiercest storm he had ever seen. Gusts of wind whipped at

him furiously. Rain cascaded down in drenching torrents. Foliage,

brambles, branches struck against his face; mud sucked at his feet.

Big animal shapes lumbered by in the green gloom, as frightened by the

storm as was Temple.

His head darted this way and that, his eyes could see the gnarled tree

trunks, the dense greenery, the lianas, creepers and vines of a

tropical rain forest--but dimly. Green murk swirled in like thick

smoke with every gust of wind, with the rain obscuring vision almost

completely.

Temple ran until his lungs burned and he thought he must exhale fire.

His leaden feet fought the mud with growing difficulty for every

stride he took. He ran wildly and in no set direction, convinced only

that he must find shelter or perish. Twice he crashed bodily into

trees, twice stumbled to his knees only to pull himself upright again,

sucking air painfully into his lungs and cutting out in a fresh

direction.

He ran until his legs balked. He fell, collapsing first at the knees,

then the waist, then flopping face down in the mud. Something prodded

his back as he fell and reaching behind him weakly Temple was aware

for the first time that a bow and a quiver of arrows hung suspended

from his shoulders by a strong leather thong. He wore nothing but a

loin cloth of some nameless animal skin and he wondered idly if he had

slain the animal with the weapon he carried. Yet when he tried to

recollect he found he could not. He remembered nothing but his frantic

flight through the rain forest, as if all his life he had run in a

futile attempt to leave the rain behind him.

Now as he lay there, the mud sucking at his legs, his chest, his

armpits, he could not even remember his name. Did he have one? Did he

have a life before the rain forest? Then why did he forget?

A sense not fully developed in man and called intuition by those who

fail to understand it made him prop his head up on his hands and

squint through the downpour. There was something off there in the

foliage ... someone....

A woman.

Temple's breath caught in his throat sharply. The woman stood half a

dozen paces off, observing him coolly with hands on flanks. She stood

tall and straight despite the storm and from trim ankles to long,

lithe legs to flaring loin-clothed hips, to supple waist and tawny

skin of fine bare breasts and shoulders, to proud, haughty face and

long dark hair loose in the storm and glistening with rain, she was

magnificent. Her long, bronzed body gleamed with wetness and Temple

realized she was tall as he, a wild beautiful goddess of the jungle.

She was part of the storm and he accepted her--but strangely, with the

same fear the storm evoked. She would make a lover the whole world

might relish (what world, Temple thought in confusion?) but she would

make a terrible foe.

And foe she was....

"I want your bow and arrows," she told him.

* * * * *

Temple wanted to suggest they share the weapon, but somehow he knew in

this world which was like a dream and could tell him things the way a

dream would and yet was vividly real, that the woman would share

nothing with anybody.

"They are mine," Temple said, climbing to his knees. He remembered the

animal-shapes lumbering by in the storm and he knew that he and the

animals would both stalk prey when the storm subsided and he would

need the bow and arrows.

The woman moved toward him with a liquid motion beautiful to behold,

and for the space of a heartbeat Temple watched her come. "I will take

them," she said.

Temple wasn't sure if she could or not, and although she was a woman

he feared her strangely. Again, it was as if something in this

dream-world real-world could tell him more than he should know.

Making up his mind, Temple sprang to his feet, whirled about and ran.

He was plunging through the wild storm once more, blinded by the

occasional flashes of jagged green lightning, deafened by the peals of

thunder which followed. And he was being pursued.

Minutes, hours, more than hours--for an eternity Temple ran. A

reservoir of strength he never knew he possessed provided the energy

for each painful step and running through the storm seemed the most

natural thing in the world to him. But there came a time when his

strength failed, not slowly, but with shocking suddenness. Temple

fell, crawled a ways, was still.

It took him minutes to realize the storm no longer buffeted him, more

minutes to learn he had managed to crawl into a cave. He had no time

to congratulate himself on his good fortune, for something stirred

outside.

"I am coming in," the woman called to him from the green murk.

Temple strung an arrow to his bow, pulled the string back and faced

the cave's entrance squatting on his heels. "Then your first step

shall be your last. I'll shoot to kill." And he meant it.

Silence from outside. Deafening.

Temple felt sweat streaming under his armpits; his hands were clammy,

his hands trembled.

"You haven't seen the last of me," the woman promised. After that,

Temple knew she was gone. He slept as one dead.

When Temple awoke, bright sunlight filtered in through the foliage

outside his cave. Although the ground was a muddy ruin, the storm had

stopped. Edging to the mouth of the cave, Temple spread the foliage

with his hands, peered cautiously outside. Satisfied, he took his bow

and arrows and left the cave, pangs of hunger knotting his stomach

painfully.

The cave had been weathered in the side of a short, steep abutment a

dozen paces from a gushing, swollen stream. Temple followed the course

of the stream as it twisted through the jungle, ranging half a mile

from his cave until the water course widened to form a water-hole. All

morning Temple waited there, crouching in the grass, until one by one,

the forest animals came to drink. He selected a small hare-like thing,

notched an arrow to his bow, let it fly.

The animal jumped, collapsed, began to slink away into the

undergrowth, dragging the arrow from its hindquarters. Temple darted

after it, caught it in his hands and bashed its life out against the

bole of a tree. Returning to his cave he found two flinty stones,

shredded a fallen branch and nursed the shards dry in the strong

sunlight. Soon he made a fire and ate.

* * * * *

In the days which followed, Temple returned to the water-hole and

bagged a new catch every time he ventured forth. Things went so well

that he began to range further and further from his cave exploring.

Once however, he returned early to the water-hole and found footprints

in the soft mud of its banks.

The woman.

That she had been observing him while he had hunted had never occurred

to Temple, but now that the proof lay clearly before his eyes, the

old feeling of uncertainty came back. And the next day, when he crept

stealthily to the water-hole and saw the woman squatting there in the

brush, waiting for him, he fled back to his cave.

The thought hit him suddenly. If she were stalking him, why must he

flee as from his own shadow? There would be no security for either of

them until either one or the other were gone--and gone meant dead.

Then Temple would do his own stalking.

For several nights Temple hardly slept. He could have found the

water-hole blindfolded merely by following the stream. Each night he

would reach the hole and work, digging with a sharp stone, until he

had fashioned a pit fully ten feet deep and six feet across. This he

covered with branches, twigs, leaves and finally dirt.

When he returned in the morning he was satisfied with his work. Unless

the woman made a careful study of the area, she would never see the

pit. All that day Temple waited with his back to the water-hole,

facing the camouflaged pit, the trap he had set, but the woman failed

to appear. When she also did not come on the second day, he began to

think his plan would not work.

The third day, Temple arrived with the sun, sat as before in the tall

grass between the pit and the water-hole and waited. Several paces

beyond his hidden trap he could see the tall trees of the jungle with

vines and creepers hanging from their branches. At his back, a man's

length behind him was the water-hole, its deepest waters no more than

waist-high.

Temple waited until the sun stood high in the sky, then was fascinated

as a small antelope minced down to the water-hole for a drink. _You'll

make a fine breakfast tomorrow, he thought, smiling._

Something, that strange sixth sense again, made Temple turn around and

stand up. He had time for a brief look, a hoarse cry.

The woman had been the cleverer. She had set the final trap. She stood

high up on a branch of one of the trees beyond the hidden pit and for

an instant Temple saw her fine figure clearly, naked but for the

loincloth. Then the soft curves became spring-steel.

The woman arched her body there on the high branch, grasping a stout

vine and rocking back with it. Temple raised his bow, set an arrow to

let it fly. But by then, the woman was in motion.

Long and lithe and graceful, she swung down on her vine, gathering

momentum as she came. Her feet almost brushed the lip of Temple's pit

at the lowest arc of her flight, but she clung to the vine and it

began to swing up again like a pendulum--toward Temple.

At the last moment he hunched his shoulder and tried to raise his arms

for protection. The woman was quicker. She gathered her legs up under

her, still clutching the vine with her slim, strong hands. The vine's

arc carried her up at him; her knees were at a level with his head and

she brought them up savagely, close together striking Temple brutally

at the base of his jaw. Temple screamed as his head was jerked back

with terrible force.

The bow flew from his fingers and he fell into the water-hole, flat on

his back.

Sophia let the vine carry her out over the water, then dropped from

it. Waist deep, she waded to where the man lay, unconscious on his

back, half in, half out of the shallowest part of the water. She

reached him, prodded his chest with her foot. When he did not stir,

she rocked her weight down gracefully on her long leg, forcing his

head under water. With a haughty smile, she watched the bubbles

rise....

* * * * *

In the small room where Temple's body lay in repose on a table the

white-smocked doctor looked at the psychotherapist questioningly.

"What's happening?"

"Can't tell, doctor. But--"

Suddenly Temple's still body rocked convulsively, his neck stretched,

his head shot up and back. Blood trickled from his mouth.

The doctor thrust out expert hands, examined Temple's jaw dexterously.

"Broken?" the psychotherapist demanded in a worried voice.

"No. Dislocated. He looks like he's been hit by a sledge hammer,

wherever he is now, whatever's happening. This E.C.R. is the damndest

thing."

Temple's still form shuddered convulsively. He began to gasp and

cough, obviously fighting for breath. An ugly blue swelling had by now

lumped the base of his jaw.

"What's happening?" demanded the psychotherapist.

"I can't be sure," said the doctor, shaking his head. "He seems to

have difficulty in breathing ... it's as if he were--drowning."

"Bad. Anything we can do?"

"No. We wait until this particular sequence ends." The doctor examined

Temple again. "If it doesn't end soon, this man will die of

asphyxiation."

"Call it off," the psychotherapist pleaded. "If he dies now Earth will

be represented by Russia. Call it off!"

Someone entered the room. "_I_ have the authority," he said,

selecting a hypodermic from the doctor's rack and piercing the skin

of Temple's forearm with it. "This first test has gone far enough. The

Russian entry is clearly the winner, but Temple must live if he is to

compete in another."

The wracking convulsions which shook Temple's body subsided. He ceased

his choking, began to breathe regularly. With grim swiftness, the

doctor went to work on Temple's dislocated jaw while the man who had

stopped the contest rendered artificial respiration.

The man was Alaric Arkalion.

* * * * *

The Comrade Doctor was exultant. "Jupiter training, comrade, has given

us a victory."

"How can you be sure?"

"Our entrant is unharmed, the contest has been called. Wait ... she is

coming to."

Sophia stretched, rubbed her bruised knees, sat up.

"What happened, Comrade?" the doctor demanded.

"My knees ache," said Sophia, rubbing them some more. "I--I killed

him, I think. Strange, I never dreamed it would be that real."

"In a sense, it _was_ real. If you killed the American, he will stay

dead."

"Nothing mattered but that world we were in, a fantastic place. Now I

remember everything, all the things I couldn't remember then."

"But your--ah, dream--what happened?"

Sophia rubbed her bruised knees a third time, ruefully. "I knocked him

unconscious with these. I forced his head under water and drowned him.

But--before I could be sure I finished the job--I came back.... Funny

that I should want to kill him without compunction, without reason."

Sophia frowned, sat up. "I don't think I want anymore of this."

The doctor surveyed her coldly. "This is your task on the Stalintrek.

This you will do."

"I killed him without a thought."

"Enough. You will rest and get ready for the second contest."

"But if he's dead--"

"Apparently he's not, or we would have been informed, Comrade

Petrovitch."

"That is true," agreed the second man, who had remained silent until

now. "Prepare for another test, Comrade."

Sophia was on the point of arguing again. After all it wasn't fair. If

in the dream-worlds which were not dream worlds she was motivated by

but one factor and that to destroy the American and if she faced him

with the strength of her Jupiter training it would hardly be a

contest. And now that she could think of the American without the

all-consuming hatred the dream world had fostered in her, she realized

he had been a pleasant-looking young man, quite personable, in fact.

_I could like him_, Sophia thought and hoped fervently she had not

drowned him. Still, if she had volunteered for the Stalintrek and this

was the job they assigned her....

"I need no rest," she told the doctor, hardly trusting herself, for

she realized she might change her mind. "I am ready any time you are."

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