England to-day are prepared to be as frank as the Baron d'Holbach, we
shall not venture to say; at all events, John Stuart Mill, to whom they
all looked up with the reverence of disciples for the master, has taken
care that the world should not remain in doubt concerning his opinions
on this subject, which, of all others, is of the deepest interest to
man. Among those who in this century have labored most earnestly to
propagate an atheistic philosophy, based on the assumption that the
human mind is incapable of knowing aught beyond relations, he certainly
holds a place of distinction, and, as a representative of what is
called scientific atheism, the history of his opinions is worthy of
serious attention.
It was known some time before his death that he had written an
autobiography; and when it was announced that his step-daughter, Miss
Taylor, whom he had made his literary executrix, was about to publish
the work, the attention of at least those who take interest in the
profounder controversies of the age was awakened.
As an autobiography, the book has but little merit; though this should
not be insisted on, since success in writing of this kind is extremely
rare. If it is almost as difficult in any case to write a life well as
to spend it well, when one attempts to become the historian of his own
life, there is every probability that he will either be ridiculous or
uninteresting. Mill, too, it must be conceded, had but poor material
at his command. His life was uneventful, uninviting even, in its
surroundings; and when the patchwork of his philosophical opinions is
taken away, there is little left in it that is not wholly commonplace.
He was born in London, in 1806, and was the eldest son of James Mill,
who was a charity student of divinity at the University of Edinburgh,
but, becoming disgusted with the doctrines of Presbyterianism, gave up
all idea of studying for the ministry, and in a short while renounced
Christian faith, and became an avowed atheist, though his atheism was
negative; his belief in what is called the relativity of knowledge
not justifying him in affirming positively that there is no God, but
only in holding that the human mind can never know whether there be a
God or not. He, however, did not stop here, but, scandalized by the
suffering which is everywhere in the world, forgot his own principles,
and maintained that it is absurd to suppose that such a world is the
work of an infinitely perfect being, and was rather inclined to accept
the Manichean theory of a good and evil principle, struggling against
each other for the government of the universe. But of God, as revealed
in Christ, he had a hatred as satanical as that of Voltaire.
"I have a hundred times heard him say," writes his son, "that all ages
and nations have represented their gods as wicked, in a constantly
increasing progression; that mankind have gone on, adding trait after
trait, till they reached the most perfect conception of wickedness
which the human mind can devise, and have called this God, and
prostrated themselves before it. This _ne plus ultra_ of wickedness
he considered to be embodied in what is commonly presented to mankind
as the creed of Christianity."[251] In other words--for Mill can mean
nothing less--he held that the character of Christ, as portrayed in the
Gospel, is the highest possible conception of all that is depraved and
repulsive; that Christ, instead of being incarnate God, is the essence
of wickedness clothed in bodily form; that, compared with him, or at
least with the God whom he called his father, Moloch, Astarte, Jupiter,
Venus, Mars, and Bacchus are pure divinities; and from the manner in
which the son narrates these opinions of his father, he evidently
desires that we should infer that they are also his own.
The elder Mill, who seems to have been a natural pedagogue, took the
education of his son exclusively into his own hands, and was most
careful not to allow him to acquire any impressions contrary to his own
sentiments respecting religion. Instead of teaching him to believe that
God created the heavens and the earth, he taught him to believe that we
can know nothing whatever of the manner in which the world came into
existence, and that the question, "Who made you?" is one which cannot
be answered, since we possess no authentic information on the subject.
To show, however, his father's conviction of the logical connection
between Protestantism and infidelity, he records that he taught him
to take the strongest interest in the Reformation, "as the great and
decisive contest against priestly tyranny for liberty of thought."
"I am thus," he adds, "one of the very few examples in this country of
one who has not thrown off religious belief, but never had it; I grew
up in a negative state with regard to it."[252]
How he could grow up in a negative condition with regard to religion is
not easily understood when we consider that his father instilled into
his mind from his earliest years the doctrine that the very essence of
religion is evil, since it is, and ever has been, worship paid to the
demon, the highest possible conception of wickedness; though he was
at the same time careful to impress upon him the duty of concealing
his belief on this subject; and this lesson of parental prudence was,
as the younger Mill himself informs us, attended with some moral
disadvantages.[253]
These moral disadvantages, in his own opinion at least, were without
positive influence upon his character, since through the whole book
there runs the tacit assumption of his own perfect goodness. I am an
atheist, he seems to say, and yet I am a saint; and he is evidently
persuaded that his own life is sufficient proof that the notion that
unbelief is generally connected with bad qualities either of mind or
heart is merely a vulgar prejudice.
"The world would be astonished," he informs us, "if it knew how great a
proportion of its brightest ornaments, of those most distinguished even
in popular estimation for wisdom and virtue, are complete sceptics in
religion.... But the best of them (unbelievers), as no one who has had
opportunities of really knowing them will hesitate to affirm, are more
genuinely religious, in the best sense of the word religion, than those
who exclusively arrogate to themselves the title."[254]
This is probably not more extravagant than the assertion that the God
of Christianity is the embodiment of all that is fiendish and wicked.
We cannot, however, pass so lightly over this portion of Mill's book,
or dismiss without further examination the assumption that the best
are they who refuse to believe in God, and hold that man is merely an
animal.
The real controversy of the age, as thoughtful men have long since
recognized, is not between the church and the sects. Protestantism,
from the beginning, by asserting the supremacy of human reason, denied
the sovereignty of God, and in its postulates, at least, was atheistic.
Hence Catholic theologians have never had any difficulty in showing
that rebellion against the authority of the church is revolt against
that of Christ, which is apostasy from God. To this argument there is
really no reply, and the difficulties which Protestants have sought to
raise against the church are based upon a sophism which underlies all
non-Catholic thought.
The pseudo-reformers objected that the church could not be of Christ,
because in it there was evil; many of its members were sinful; as the
deists hold that the Bible is not the word of God, because of the many
seeming incongruities and imperfections which are everywhere found in
it; as the atheists teach that the universe cannot be the work of an
all-wise and omnipotent Being, since it is filled with suffering and
death; and that love cannot be creation's final law, since nature, "red
in tooth and claw with ravin," shrieks against this creed.
If the imperfections and abuses in the practical workings of the church
are arguments against its divine institution and authority, then
undoubtedly the "measureless ill" which is in the world is reason for
doubting whether a Being infinitely good is its author.
Hence the traditional objections of Protestants to the church are,
in the ultimate analysis, reducible to the atheistic sophism, which,
because there is evil in the creature, seeks to conclude that the
creator cannot be wholly good; not perceiving that it would be as
reasonable to demand that the circle should be square as to ask that
the finite should be without defect.
The church is, both logically and historically, the only defensible
Christianity; as Jean Jacques Rousseau long ago admitted in the
well-known words: "Prove to me that in matters of religion I must
accept authority, and I will become a Catholic to-morrow." There is
no controversy to-day between the church and Protestantism which is
worthy of serious attention. All that is important has been said on
this subject, and Protestants themselves begin to understand that it is
far wiser for them to try to hold on to the shreds of Christian belief
which still remain to them than to waste their strength in attacks on
the church, which, as they are coming to recognize, is after all the
strongest bulwark of faith in the soul and in God.
The ground of debate to-day is back of heterodoxy and orthodoxy; it
lies around the central fact in all religion--God himself.
The scientific theories of the present time, if they do not deny the
existence of God, are at least based upon hypotheses which ignore him
and his action in the world; and the few attempts which have been made
to construct what may be called a philosophy of science all proceed
upon the assumption that, whether there be a God or not, science cannot
recognize his existence.
The faith which the elder Mill taught his son--that of the manner in
which the world came into existence nothing can be known--is that
which most scientists accept. The desire to organize society upon an
atheistic basis is also very manifest and very general.
"Reorganiser, sans Dieu ni roi
Par le culte systematique de l'Humanité."
The idealistic philosophy of Germany, invariably terminating in
pantheism, is another proof of the atheistic tendency of modern thought.
Mill, in his _Autobiography_, has of course made no attempt to prove
that there is no God. On the contrary, as we have already stated,
he has admitted that this proposition cannot be proved; but he
believes there is no God, fails to perceive any evidence of design
in the universe, and, from a morbid sense of the evil which abounds,
feels justified in concluding that the cosmos is not the work of an
infinitely good and omnipotent Being.
Dr. Newman, in his _Apologia_, a work of the same character as the
_Autobiography_ of Mill, but which will be read with delight when Mill
and his book will have been forgotten, has seen this difficulty, and
given expression to it in his own inimitable manner. "To consider
the world," he writes, "in its length and breadth, its various
history, the many races of man, their starts, their fortunes, their
mutual alienation, their conflicts; and then their ways, habits,
governments, forms of worship; their enterprises, their aimless
courses, their random achievements and acquirements, the impotent
conclusion of long-standing facts; the tokens, so faint and broken, of
a superintending design; the blind evolution of what turn out to be
great powers or truths; the progress of things, as if from unreasoning
elements, not toward final causes; the greatness and littleness of man,
his far-reaching aims, his short duration, the curtain hung over his
futurity, the disappointments of life, the defeat of good, the success
of evil, physical pain, mental anguish, the prevalence and intensity of
sin, the pervading idolatries, the corruptions, the dreary, hopeless
irreligion, that condition of the whole race so fearfully yet exactly
described in the apostle's words, 'having no hope, and without God in
the world'--all this is a vision to dizzy and appall, and inflicts upon
the mind the sense of a profound mystery which is absolutely beyond
human solution."[255]
But, as Dr. Newman expresses it, ten thousand difficulties do not
make one doubt. Difficulty and doubt are incommensurate. When we
have sufficient reasons for accepting two seemingly contradictory
propositions, the fact that we are unable to reconcile them should not
be a motive for rejecting them. The human race has accepted, in all
time, the existence of God with an assent as real as that with which
it has believed in the substance that underlies the phenomenon. To a
countless number of minds, the difficulty to which Mill has given such
emphasis has presented itself with a force not less than that with
which it struck him.
Millions have approached the mystery of evil, and have asked themselves
"Are God and nature, then, at strife,
That nature lends such evil dreams?"
But they have not weakly refused to believe in God because they
could not comprehend his works. They saw the evil; but the deepest
instincts of the soul--the longing for immortal life, the craving for
the unattainable, the thirst for a knowledge never given, the sense
of the emptiness of what seems most real; the mother-ideas of human
reason--those of being, of cause, of the absolute, the infinite, the
eternal, the sense of the all-beautiful, the all-perfect--made them fall
"Upon the great world's altar-stairs
That slope through darkness up to God,"
and stretch hands of faith, and trust the larger hope.
We do not propose to offer any arguments to prove that God is, or to
show that his existence is reconcilable with the evil in the world,
since Mill has not attempted to establish the contradictory of this;
but we wish merely to state that his apprehension of the difficulties
which surround this question is not keener than that of thousands
of others who have seen no connection between apprehending these
difficulties and doubting the doctrines to which they are attached.
Whilst admitting that science can never prove that there is no God,
Mill evidently intended his _Autobiography_ to be an argument against
the usefulness of belief in God for moral and social purposes;
"which," he tells us, "of all the parts of the discussion concerning
religion, is the most important in this age, in which real belief in
any religious doctrine is feeble and precarious, but the opinion of
its necessity for moral and social purposes almost universal; and when
those who reject revelation very generally take refuge in an optimistic
deism--a worship of the order of nature and the supposed course of
Providence--at least as full of contradictions and perverting to the
moral sentiments as any of the forms of Christianity, if only it is as
fully realized."[256] Confessing the inability of the scientists to
prove that there is no God, he thinks that they should devote their
efforts to the attempt to show that belief in God is not beneficial
either to the individual or to society. We shall, therefore, turn to
the question of morality, which is enrooted in metaphysics, out of
which it grows, and to which it is indebted both for its meaning and
its strength.
Can the atheistic philosophy give to morality a solid basis? To deny
the existence of an infinitely perfect Being is to affirm that there is
no absolute goodness, no moral law, eternal, immutable, and necessary,
no act that in itself is either good or bad, no certain and fixed
standard of right and wrong.
Hence atheistic philosophy can give to morality no other foundation
than that of pleasure or utility:
"Atque ipsa utilitas justi prope mater et aequi,
Nec natura potest justo secernere iniquum."
And, in fact, this has been the doctrine, we may say, of all those who
have denied the existence of God.
Epicurus, Lucretius, Hobbes, Helvetius, Volney, and the whole
Voltairean tribe in France, have all substantially taken this view
of the question of morality; and Mill's opinion on the subject did
not, except in form, differ from theirs. His father was the friend
of Bentham, an advocate of the utilitarian theory of morality, which
he applied to civil and criminal law; and young Mill became an
enthusiastic disciple of the Benthamic philosophy.
"The principle of utility," he writes, "understood as Bentham
understood it, and applied in the manner in which he applied it through
these three volumes, fell exactly into its place as the keystone which
held together the detached and fragmentary component parts of my
knowledge and beliefs. It gave unity to my conceptions of things. I now
had opinions, a creed, a doctrine, a philosophy; in one among the best
senses of the word, a religion; the inculcation and diffusion of which
could be made the principal outward purpose of a life."[257]
Bentham sought to save the ethics of utility by generalizing the
principle of self-interest into that of the greatest happiness; and it
was this "greatest-happiness principle" that gave Mill what he calls
a religion. Though less grovelling than the theory of self-interest,
yet, equally with it, it deprives morality of a solid foundation,
substitutes force for right, and consecrates all tyranny.
If there be no God, and interest is the sole criterion of what is good,
in the name of what am I commanded to sacrifice my particular interest
to general interest? If interest is the law, then my own interest is
the first and highest. If happiness be the supreme end of life, and
there be no life beyond this life, in order to ask of me the sacrifice
of my happiness, it must be called for in the name of some other
principle than happiness itself.
And if "the thoughts of men are widened with the process of the suns,
"What is that to him that reaps not harvest of his youthful joys,
Tho' the deep heart of existence beat for ever like a boy's?"
Besides being false, this "greatest-happiness principle" is impossible
in practice. Who can tell what is for the greatest good of the greatest
number? It is very difficult, often impossible, when we consider only
our individual interest, to decide what actions will be most conducive
to our happiness, in the utilitarian sense of the word. How, then, are
we to decide when the interests of a whole people, of humanity, and for
all future time, are to be consulted? Would any atheist of the school
of Mill, who is not wholly fanatical, dare affirm that the greatest
number would be happier, even in a low and animal sense, without faith
in God and a future life? And yet, according to his own theory, unless
he is certain of this when he attempts to destroy the religious belief
of his fellow-beings, his act is immoral.
Was it not in the name of, and in strict accordance with, the
principles of this theory that Comte planned what Mill calls "the
completest system of spiritual and temporal despotism which ever
yet emanated from a human brain, unless, possibly, that of Ignatius
Loyola--a system by which the yoke of general opinion, wielded by
an organized body of spiritual teachers and rulers, would be made
supreme over every action, and, as far as is in human possibility,
every thought of every member of the community, as well in the things
which regard only himself as in those which concern the interests of
others"?[258]
There is yet another vice in this system. If the good is the greatest
interest of the greatest number, then there are only public and social
ethics, and personal morality does not exist. Our duties are towards
others, and we have no duties towards ourselves. Thus the very source
of moral life is dried up.
Let us come to considerations less general and more immediately
connected with Mill's life.
Of his father's opinions on this subject he says: "In his views of
life, he partook of the character of the Stoic, the Epicurean, and the
Cynic, not in the modern but the ancient sense of the word. In his
personal qualities the Stoic predominated. His standard of morals was
Epicurean, inasmuch as it was utilitarian, taking as the exclusive
test of right and wrong the tendency of actions to produce pleasure
or pain. But he had (and this was the Cynic element) scarcely any
belief in pleasure, at least in his later years, of which alone, on
this point, I can speak confidently.... He thought human life a poor
thing at best after the freshness of youth and of unsatisfied curiosity
had gone by.... He would sometimes say that if life were made what
it might be by good government and good education, it would be worth
having; but he never spoke with anything like enthusiasm even of that
possibility."[259]
This certainly is a gloomy, not to say hopeless, view of life, and one
which, in spite of Mill's attempt to produce a contrary impression,
pervades the whole book. The thoughtful reader cannot help feeling
that Mill's state of mind was very like that described by the apostle:
"having no hope, and without God in the world." A deep and settled
dissatisfaction with all he saw around him, the feeling that all was
wrong--society, religion, government, the family, human life, the
philosophic opinions of the whole world except himself, together with
an undercurrent of despair, which made him doubt whether they would
ever be right, gave a coloring of melancholy to his character which he
is unable to hide. Life was no boon, and not even the faintest ray of
light pierced the black gloom of the grave.
Of his father he writes: "In ethics, his moral feelings were energetic
and rigid on all points which he deemed important to human well-being,
while he was supremely indifferent in opinion (though his indifference
did not show itself in personal conduct) to all those doctrines of the
common morality which he thought had no foundation but in asceticism
and priest-craft. He looked forward, for example, to a considerable
increase of freedom in the relations between the sexes, though without
pretending to define exactly what would be, or ought to be, the precise
conditions of that freedom."[260]
Here we have an instance of the truth of the inference which we have
already drawn from the principles of the utilitarian ethics--that they
take no account of personal purity of character, and teach that man's
duties are towards others, and not towards himself. There is a still
more striking example of this in Mill's _Autobiography_.
He early in life made the acquaintance of a married lady, for whom
he conceived a very strong affection. He spent a good deal of his
time with her, and says: "I was greatly indebted to the strength of
character which enabled her to disregard the false interpretations
liable to be put on the frequency of my visits to her while living
generally apart from Mr. Taylor, and on our occasionally travelling
together"; though their relation at that time, he tells us, was only
that of strong affection and confidential intimacy. The reason which
he assigns for this is certainly most curious: "For though," he says,
"we did not consider the ordinances of society binding on a subject so
entirely personal, we did feel bound that our conduct should be such
as in no degree to bring discredit on her husband, nor therefore on
herself."[261]
In other words, Mill recognizes no obligation of personal purity,
even in the married, but holds that unchastity is wrong only when it
brings discredit on others; though he was unfaithful even to this
loose ethical code, since, according to his own account, his conduct
was such as to be liable to misinterpretation, and, therefore, such as
might bring disgrace upon the husband of the woman with whom he was
associating.
His hatred of marriage and of the restraints which it imposes is seen
in several parts of the work before us.
Of the Saint-Simonians he says: "I honored them most of all for what
they have been most cried down for--the boldness and freedom from
prejudice with which they treated the subject of the family, the
most important of any, and needing more fundamental alterations than
remain to be made in any other great social institution, but on which
scarcely any reformer has the courage to touch. In proclaiming the
perfect equality of men and women, and an entirely new order of things
in regard to their relations with one another, the Saint-Simonians, in
common with Owen and Fourier, have entitled themselves to the grateful
remembrance of future generations."[262]
A man who puts himself forward as the advocate of free-love should not,
one would think, insist especially on the moralities, or give himself
prominence as a proof that belief in God is not useful either to the
individual or to society.
Mill's social ethics are of the same character. He is a socialist of
the most radical type, and considers the great problem of the future to
be how to unite the greatest individual liberty of action with a common
ownership in the raw material of the globe, and an equal participation
of all in the benefits of combined labor; though the "uncultivated
herd who now compose the laboring masses," as well as the mental and
moral condition of the immense majority of their employers, convince
him that this social transformation is not now either possible or
desirable. Still, his ethics lead him to hope that private property
will be abolished, and that the whole earth will be converted into a
kind of industrial school, in which every man, woman, and child will be
required to do certain work, and receive in remuneration whatever the
controllers of the general capital may see fit to give them. Thus, in
the name of the greatest good of the greatest number, personal purity,
the family, private property, society, are all to be no more, and the
human race is to be managed somewhat like a model stock-farm, in which
everything, from breeding down to the minutest details of food and
exercise, is to be under the control of a supervisory committee.
As we have already seen, Mill, after reading Bentham, got what he
called a religion: he had an object in life--to be a reformer of the
world.
This did very well for a time; but in the autumn of 1826, whilst, as
he expresses it, he was in a dull state of nerves, he awakened as
from a dream. He put the question to himself: "'Suppose that all your
objects in life were realized; that all the changes in institutions and
opinions to which you are looking forward could be effected at this
very instant; would this be a great joy and happiness to you?' And an
irrepressible self-consciousness distinctly answered, 'No!' At this
my heart sank within me; the whole foundation on which my life was
constructed fell down.... I seemed to have nothing left to live for.
"At first I hoped that the cloud would pass away of itself; but it did
not.... I carried it with me into all companies, into all occupations.
Hardly anything had power to cause me even a few minutes' oblivion of
it.... The lines in Coleridge's 'Dejection'--I was not then acquainted
with them--exactly describe my case:
"'A grief without a pang, void, dark, and drear,
A drowsy, stifled, unimpassioned grief,
Which finds no natural outlet or relief
In word, or sigh, or tear.'"[263]
He now felt that his father had committed a blunder in the education
which he had given him; that the habit of analysis has a tendency
to wear away the feelings and dry up the fountains of pleasurable
emotions; that it is a perpetual worm at the root both of the passions
and of the virtues; and, above all, fearfully undermines all desires
and all pleasures which are the effects of association.
"My education, I thought, had failed to create these feelings in
sufficient strength to resist the dissolving influence of analysis,
while the whole course of my intellectual cultivation had made
precocious and premature analysis the inveterate habit of my mind. I
was thus, as I said to myself, left stranded at the commencement of my
voyage, with a well-equipped ship and a rudder, but no sail; without
any real desire for the ends which I had been so carefully fitted out
to work for; no delight in virtue or the general good, but also just as
little in anything else.... I frequently asked myself if I could, or if
I was bound to, go on living, when life must be passed in this manner.
I generally answered to myself that I did not think I could possibly
bear it beyond a year."[264]
This sad state of mind was the protest of the soul against the skeleton
of intellectual formulas into which it had been cramped. A man is
not going to live or die for conclusions, opinions, calculations,
analytical nothings. Man is not and cannot be made to be a mere
reasoning machine, a contrivance to grind out syllogisms. He is a
seeing, feeling, contemplating, believing, acting animal. We cannot
construct a philosophy of life upon abstract conclusions of the
analytical faculty; life is action and for action, and, if we insist
on analyzing and proving everything, we shall never come to action.
Humanity is a mere fiction of the mind, and can be nothing, whilst God,
to most men at least, is a living reality, to be believed in, hoped in,
loved. Were it possible for us to accept the doctrines of Stuart Mill,
we should feel the same interest in his humanitarian projects that we
do in Mr. Bergh's society for the prevention of cruelty to animals. We
pity the poor brutes, but we butcher them and eat them all the same. If
there is nothing but nature and nature's laws, it is perfectly right
that the few should live for the many, and that thousands should sweat
and groan to fill the belly of one animal who is finer and stronger
than those he feeds upon. Neither the law of gravity, nor that of the
conservation of forces, nor that which impels bodies along the line
of least resistance, nor that which causes the fittest--which means
the strongest--to survive, can impose upon us a moral obligation not
to do what we have the strength to do. These infidels talk of the
intellectual cowardice of those who believe. Let them first be frank,
and tell us, without circumlocution or concealment, that there is
nothing but force; that whatever is, must be; and that nothing is
either right or wrong. If we are permitted to swallow oysters whole, to
butcher oxen and imprison monkeys in mere wantonness; and if these are
our forefathers, why may not the strong and intelligent members of the
human race put the weak and ignorant to any use they may see fit; or
why may we not imitate the more natural savage who roasts or boils his
man as his civilized brother would a pig?
It is easy to make a show of despising the argument implied in this
question; but, admitting the atheistic evolutionary hypothesis, it
cannot be answered.
Cannibals hold that it is for the greatest happiness of the greatest
number that their enemies should be eaten; and, after all, what is
happiness, in the utilitarian and animal sense, but an affair of taste,
to a great extent even of imagination? Have not slave-owners in all
times held that it was for the greatest good of the greatest number
that slavery should continue to exist? Or has the greatest-happiness
principle had anything to do with the abolition of slavery among the
Christian nations or elsewhere?
Men appealed in the name of right, of justice, of the inborn dignity of
the human soul, of God-given liberty, and the conscience of the nations
was awakened. They gave no thought to the idle theories of brains, from
which the heart and soul had been strained, about a greatest-happiness
principle. What have atheists ever done but talk, and mock, and
criticise, and seek their own ease whilst discoursing on the general
good?
Mill takes the greatest care to record, in more than one place, that
he and his father occasionally wrote articles for the _Westminster
Review_ without receiving pay for them; thinking it, evidently, worthy
of remark that an atheist should even write except for money. Here we
may note a vice inherent in atheism, which proves at once its untruth
and its impotence. It leaves man without enthusiasm, without hope,
without love, to fall back upon himself, a wilted, shrunken thing, to
mix with matter, or to vanish in lifeless, logical formalism. It has
no heroes, no saints, no martyrs, no confessors. Its advocates either
abandon themselves to lust and the senses, or, making a divinity of
their own imagined superiority, worship the ghost they have conjured
up, whilst looking down upon the rest of mankind as a vulgar herd still
intellectually walking on four feet. Mill makes no effort to conceal
his contempt for the mass of mankind; and contempt does not inspire
love, which alone renders man helpful to man.
The gloom which settled around the life of John Stuart Mill, when he
once fully realized that, holding the intellectual opinions which he
held, nothing was worth living for, and that he was consequently left
without a motive or an object in life, never really left him. He tells
us, indeed, that the cloud gradually drew off, and that, though he had
several relapses which lasted many months, he was never as miserable
as he had been; but it is quite evident, from the whole tone of this
_Autobiography_, that his disappointed soul, like the wounded dove,
drew the wings that were intended to lift it to God close to itself,
and, hopeless, sank into philosophical despair. Happiness he considered
the sole end of life; and yet he says that the enjoyments of life,
which alone make it worth having, when made its principal object, pall
upon us and sicken the heart. "Ask yourself whether you are happy, and
you cease to be so. The only chance is to treat, not happiness, but
some end external to it, as the purpose of life."
In other words, in Mill's philosophy, the end of life is happiness,
which can be possessed only by those who persuade themselves that
this is not the end of life. The doctrine of philosophical necessity,
during the later returns of his despondency, weighed upon him like an
incubus: "I felt as if I was scientifically proved to be the helpless
slave of antecedent circumstances; as if my character and that of all
others had been formed for us by agencies beyond our control, and was
wholly out of our own power. I often said to myself, What a relief
it would be if I could disbelieve the doctrine of the formation of
character by circumstances!"[265]
He tries to escape from the fatal web in which his soul hung helpless;
but sophisms and quibbles of the brain cannot minister to a mind
diseased or pluck sorrow from the heart.
But the saddest part of Mill's _Autobiography_ is the portion devoted
to the woman whose friendship he called the honor and chief blessing of
his existence. The picture which he has drawn of his childhood is at
once painful and ludicrous.
He does not even incidentally allude to a single fact which would lead
one to suppose that he had a mother or had ever known a mother's love.
The father, as described by the son, was cold, fanatical, morose,
almost inhuman, acting as though he thought children are born merely
for the purpose of being crammed with Greek roots and logical formulas.
John Stuart was put at Greek vocables when only three years old. His
father demanded of him not only the utmost that he could do, but much
that it was utterly impossible that he should do. He was guilty, for
instance, of the incredible folly of making him read the _Dialogues_
of Plato when only seven years old. He never knew anything of the
freshness or joyousness of childhood, or what it is to be "boy
eternal." He grew up without the companionship of children, blighted
and dwarfed by the abiding presence of the narrow and unnatural man who
nipped the flower of his life in the bud, and repressed within him all
the sentiments and aspirations which are the spontaneous and healthful
product of youth. He was not taught to delight in sunshine and flowers,
and music and song; but even in his boyish rambles there strode ever
by his side the analytical machine, dissecting, destroying, marring
God's work with his lifeless, hopeless theories. The effect of this
training was, as we have already seen, that when the boy became a man,
he found himself like a ship on the ocean without sail or compass, and
there gathered around his life the settled gloom of despair, which his
philosophical opinions tended only to deepen.
Without a mother's love, without a father whom it was possible to love,
without friends of his own age, without God, dejected, despondent,
hopeless, he met the wife of a friend of his father, who, from the
manner in which she controlled her first and second husbands, must
have been a clever woman, and he became an idolater, giving to her the
adoration which his father had taught him to withhold from God. That
there is no exaggeration in this statement every one who will take the
trouble to read the seventh chapter of Mill's _Autobiography_ will be
ready to confess.
He married this woman in 1851, when he was forty-five and she but
two years younger, and seven years later her death occurred. Mill
wishes the world to believe that this woman was the prodigy of the
XIXth century, surpassing in intellectual vigor and moral strength
all men and all other women; that to her he owed all that is best in
his own writings; and that he is but the interpreter of the wonderful
thoughts of this incomparable woman, whom others have deemed merely a
commonplace woman's rights woman.
"Thus prepared," he writes, "it will easily be believed that when
I came into close intellectual communion with a person of the most
eminent faculties, whose genius, as it grew and unfolded itself in
thought, struck out truths far in advance of me, but in which I could
not, as I had done in those others, detect any mixture of error, the
greatest part of my mental growth consisted in the assimilation of
those truths; and the most valuable part of my intellectual work was in
building the bridges and clearing the paths which connected them with
my general system of thought."[266]
Mill seems to have been incapable of a healthful sentiment of any kind.
The same quality in his stunted and warped moral nature which caused
him to have a false and exaggerated sense of the evil that is in the
world, leading him to atheism, made him a blind and superstitious
worshipper of the imaginary endowments of his wife. But one must read
the book itself to realize how far he carried this idolatry.
When she dies, he again sinks into the gloom which his superstition had
seemed to cause him partially to forget; and if he continues to work,
it is only with the feeble strength "derived from thoughts of her and
communion with her memory." Her death was a calamity which took from
him all hope, and he found some slight alleviation only in the mode of
life which best enabled him to feel her still near him.
She died at Avignon, and he bought a cottage as close as possible to
the place where she was buried; and there he settled down in helpless
misery, feeling that all that remained to him in the world was a memory.
"Her memory," he writes, "is to me a religion, and her approbation the
standard by which, summing up, as it does, all worthiness, I endeavor
to regulate my life."[267]
He did not believe in God, in the soul, in a life beyond life; he had
scarcely any faith in the practical efforts of the age to improve the
condition of the masses, upon whom he looked as the common herd; his
own countrymen especially he despised as selfish and narrow above all
other men, grovelling in their instincts, and low in the objects which
they aim at; happiness he held to be the sole end of existence; and at
the close of his life, an old man, in a foreign land, in immedicable
misery, he stood beside a grave, and sought with feeble fingers to
clutch the shadow of a dream, which he called his religion; and so he
died.
We have never read a sadder book, nor one which to our mind contains
stronger proof that the soul longs with an infinite craving for God,
and, not finding him, will worship anything--a woman, a stone, a memory.
FOOTNOTES:
[249] Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1874, by
Rev. I. T. HECKER, in the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at
Washington, D. C.
[250] _Autobiography._ By John Stuart Mill. New York: Holt & Co. 1873.
[251] P. 41.
[252] P. 43.
[253] P. 44.
[254] P. 46.
[255] _Apologia_, p. 268.
[256] P. 70.
[257] P. 67.
[258] P. 213.
[259] P. 48.
[260] P. 107.
[261] P. 230.
[262] P. 167.
[263] P. 134.
[264] P. 140.
[265] P. 169.
[266] P. 243.
[267] P. 251.
THE FARM OF MUICERON.
BY MARIE RHEIL.
FROM THE REVUE DU MONDE CATHOLIQUE.
XVI.
However, our good friends at Muiceron had not become, believe me, so
entirely perverted by vanity as to lose all remembrance of the past.
They could not have lived twenty years with a boy as perfect in conduct
and affection as Jean-Louis without missing him as the days rolled on.
I acknowledge, nevertheless, that the first week passed so quickly
in the midst of the flurry and fuss of the marriage contract and
presents--bought on credit--that the absence of the good child was
scarcely felt; but, towards the end of the second week, one evening
Pierrette asked Ragaud if the time had not nearly expired that
Jean-Louis had been lent to Michou for the clearing of the forest of
Montreux; "for," said she, "I cannot live any longer without him, he
was of so much use to me, and the house is so empty without him."
"I gave him for a fortnight," replied Ragaud, "and I would not
disoblige Michou by reclaiming him before; but I think we will see him
next week, and then I hope he will be over his little miff."
"What miff?" asked Pierrette.
"Bless me! wife, you are a little too simple if you have not noticed
long before this how sullen the boy has become."
"He never says much," replied Pierrette, "and we have all been so very
busy lately, it has made him more silent even than usual."
"That is precisely it," said Ragaud. "You have petted him so much,
he fancied everything was his; and when he saw us so occupied with
Jeannette's marriage, he took it in dudgeon, and became offended."
"That would be very wrong in him," replied La Ragaude, "and I don't
believe Jeannet capable of such wicked sentiments. Jealousy is not
one of his faults; on the contrary, he always thinks of others before
himself."
"That may be, that may be, but you cannot judge of wine, no matter how
old you may know it to be, before tasting; and, in the same way, you
cannot answer for any quality of the heart until it has been tried.
So it was very easy for Jeannet not to be jealous when there was no
subject for jealousy; but, if you were not always blind and deaf to his
defects, you would acknowledge that from the day that Isidore put his
foot in this house he has changed as much as milk turned into curds."
"That may all be," said Pierrette, who could not answer her husband's
objections.
"That may all be so easily that it is positively so," replied Ragaud,
"and Jeannet will not re-enter this house until I have spoken very
plainly to him, and made him promise to treat Isidore as a brother."
"That is just what I think," replied good Pierrette, who loved peace
above all things, "and you always speak wisely."
Jeannette, for her part, had a little secret annoyance that she
carefully concealed, but which made her more irritable and less docile
than usual, greatly to the astonishment of Pierrette, who thought
her to be at the summit of happiness. After being rather sullen with
Jeannet, because he did not appear delighted with her marriage, and,
above all, with her intended, she was now displeased to see Isidore
parading before every one--and to her the first--his great satisfaction
at the departure of Jean-Louis. He even seemed to seek every occasion
to speak injuriously of him before her parents, and allowed no one
to praise him in his presence. The child was not very patient, we
already know, and, as Solange truly said, her head alone was dazzled;
her heart was not spoiled enough to make her lose her good sense.
Still further, she began to feel very uneasy on a subject which she
wished to understand clearly before finally engaging herself--it
was that of religion. She had felt the ground around Perdreau, and,
although he was as hypocritical as the devil, he had attempted several
very disagreeable jokes about the church and her ceremonies which, I
must say, provoked Jeannette to such a degree, she openly showed her
displeasure. Thereupon Isidore, seeing that he had gone too far, and
that he must be more careful or he would lose her dowry, tried to play
the part of a saint in his niche; but it was a comedy in which he was
not well skilled from want of practice, and Jeannette, more and more
worried and unhappy, commenced to regret that the good and wise Jeannet
was no longer at her side to aid her with his advice, of which she had
never before felt such urgent need.
So she, in her turn, hazarded the same request as Pierrette, and asked
her father when they might expect the return of Jean-Louis.
Ragaud made her nearly the same reply as he had done to his wife,
without mentioning his ideas in relation to Jeannet's supposed
jealousy; and Jeannette patiently awaited him.
But the fortnight went by without any sign of the boy, and it could
be easily perceived that Jeannette was becoming nervous--a kind
of sickness little known in the country even by name, but which
mademoiselle's example had taught Jeannette to attempt whenever
things did not go on exactly as she wished. However, affairs went on
precisely as those rascally Perdreaux desired. The marriage-contract
was prepared, and, after an immense scrawl of big words, which Ragaud
did not understand, it concluded by making the good man abandon all
his personal and landed property to his daughter, only reserving for
himself a moderate annuity. Ragaud was ashamed to avow that all this
waste paper was entirely above his comprehension. He tried to look
very wise, but proved by his questions that he was caught in a trap;
for, after the reading of the knavish document, which stripped him of
everything, he innocently asked if he would retain the right to manage
Muiceron, and live there as master during his life.
"Undoubtedly," replied the notary; "your children would be unnatural to
let it be otherwise. I have done all for the best, for I suppose you do
not wish to oblige my son to marry under the _dotal law_?"
"What is the _dotal law_?" said Ragaud.
"It is the greatest disgrace that can be imposed on a man," gravely
replied the notary.
"Oh! I beg pardon, M. Perdreau; and so in your paper there is no
question of that?"
"Certainly not," said the notary. "I have drawn up the papers for the
good father and honorable man that you are."
"Then it is all right, and I have nothing more to do but to thank you,"
said the honest farmer.
"We could both sign it this evening," said the head rascal.
"There is no hurry," said Ragaud; "we will do that when all the family
are present, before my wife and the children. I wish Jeannet to sign it
also."
"Sign? Your Jean-Louis can't sign it," said the notary, "as he has no
name; the law, M. Ragaud, does not recognize illegitimate children."
"Really! That is cruel for the boy, monsieur; at least, I would like
him to hear the paper read."
"For what reason?"
"To please him, that is all; he has been like a child to us for twenty
years, and has never deserved to be driven from the family."
"As you please; I think it useless. In business, you see, there is no
such thing as sentiment; however, if you prefer it...."
"I certainly do prefer it," replied Ragaud firmly. "I have been a just
man all my life, monsieur, and I do not wish now to act unjustly toward
a child who has always served me so faithfully."
The notary did not reply, but his ugly weasel-face showed such bitter
displeasure that Ragaud, already dissatisfied with the conversation,
suddenly remembered Jacques Michou's remarks, and promised himself to
keep his eyes open.
Fortunately, the good God gives to honest men a sense of distrust
which is easily sharpened. The peasant, in particular, is never
entirely at ease when spoken to in more difficult language than two and
two make four. Now, Ragaud, on account of his vanity, did not wish to
acknowledge before others that he understood nothing of all the fine
writing on the stamped paper, but he avowed it to himself, and, putting
on a perfectly innocent air, he said to Perdreau:
"Will you have the kindness to let me have the papers for a few days? I
would like to read them over again when I have time."
"Very willingly," replied the notary, well convinced--and there he was
right--that good Ragaud could not decipher the handwriting, and that it
would be all Greek to him. "I was even going to propose it to you. Take
them, M. Ragaud, and read them at your leisure; but I need not tell you
that it must remain a secret between us until the day the contract is
signed."
"I understand," replied Ragaud. "I know how to be discreet, monsieur,
and I am not more desirous than you that my daughter's affairs should
be known all over the neighborhood."
He did not speak falsely in promising it; for to a Christian the word
of a priest is sacred, and he only intended to let the _curé_ read the
contract under the seal of confession.
The next day it so happened that M. Perdreau went to the city, where he
expected to pass two days, to plan an affair still worse than the rest,
which you will know in due time. Ragaud, thus having the field clear,
hurried off to Val-Saint, with the papers carefully folded under his
blouse.
That morning Jeannette was not in good humor. Three weeks had gone
by without any news of Jeannet, who did not even return to sleep
at Muiceron. She received her loving Isidore like a spoiled child,
shrugged her shoulders when he told her she was charmingly pretty, and
ended by telling him he must find out something about Jean-Louis, and
bring him back to her as quickly as possible, or else she would not
believe he loved her.
Isidore, who had every defect--above all, the silly vanity to think
that he was fully capable of turning the heads of all the girls, which
is, in itself, a proof of presumptuous folly--pretended at first to
take it as a joke, imagining that Jeannette wished to provoke his
jealousy. But seeing her serious and resolute, he replied in an angry
tone that such a commission was not to his taste.
"In that case," she replied, "it is not to mine to talk to you to-day."
"Then I will take my leave," said he, touching his hat.
She did not detain him, and contented herself with smiling, which he
thought another little coquettish trick.
"You are like all women," said he slowly, "who do not mind sacrificing
their hearts for a whim."
"What do you call a whim?" replied Jeannette. "Is the desire to see my
brother again a whim? Very well, then, I declare to you that I will
regard nothing decided as to our marriage until Jean-Louis has returned
home."
"Do you think, my little beauty," said he, turning red with anger,
"that I will let you call that vagabond of a foundling brother after
you become my wife?"
"We will see," replied she; "but, meanwhile, I do not intend to
change, and neither will I allow Jeannet to be insulted in my presence;
it is not the first time I have told you so, M. Isidore."
"And so you are capable of becoming seriously angry with me, who adores
you, on account of your pretended brother?"
"If you are unreasonable and unjust," said she resolutely, "I will no
longer love you."
"You scarcely love me now," said he sullenly. "I did not believe that
the day would ever come when you could think so little of me."
"I have always thought," she replied, "that husband and wife should
agree upon all points. Ever since I can remember, I have always had
a respect and friendship for Jean-Louis, and never has he behaved
otherwise than well in this house, where he is looked upon as a son. I
don't know why my marriage should change my feelings in regard to him;
and that is a question I confess we had better settle at once before
going any further.
"Very well," said M. Isidore, speaking like one who had suddenly
decided upon some plan. "I am very sorry to be obliged to pain you, but
I will not bother myself about this bast--about this Jean-Louis, and
that because it is time you should know the truth about him; he is far
from being worthy of your esteem, my dear Jeanne."
"Oh! indeed!" said she. "Here is something very new; and the proof, if
you please?"
"You insist upon knowing it?"
"Absolutely and quickly," replied Jeannette, who began to grow
impatient.
"You will certainly be grieved, and there is reason for it," said
Isidore in a sad tone. "Know, then, that this Jean-Louis, whom you
fancy dying with grief because he no longer sees you, is all the while
enjoying himself immensely."
"How can he amuse himself?" asked Jeannette. "You are telling stories.
Jeannet is in the wood of Montreux, where he has too much to do, in
clearing out the forest, to think of anything else; besides, he is not
naturally very gay, poor boy!"
"_Poor boy!_ Don't pity him so much; he would laugh if he heard you.
Clearing the wood of Montreux--he? It is a mere pretence to hide his
game; he wishes to be more at ease to court Solange Luguet.
"M. Isidore," cried Jeannette, starting up, pale with anger, "keep on
speaking ill of Jean-Louis--he is a man, and can defend himself; but to
speak thus of my cousin Solange is a cowardly falsehood!"
"How pretty you look!" said Isidore insolently. "Anger is so becoming
to you, I would always like to see you so, if it were not so painful
to me to excite you thus. No, Jeanne, I do not lie. M. Jean-Louis, who
owes his life to your parents, and whom you call brother, at this very
instant ridicules the whole household. He is going to marry Solange,
and I don't believe he will even inform you of it."
"Who told you so?" asked Jeannette, amazed. "People will gossip so."
"I had it from Pierre Luguet. It is true it is common talk, but I would
not have believed it, if Solange's own brother had not said it."
"Can you swear it to me?" said she.
"I can swear to it positively. Ask Pierre; you see I am not afraid of
being proved a liar."
"I believe you," said Jeanne, who sought in vain to keep back the
tears that filled her eyes. "Never, I confess, would I have believed
that of Jean-Louis."
"You understand now why I did not care to start in search of that
gentleman. I am indignant at his conduct; it is frightful ingratitude.
To think that he had here a father, a mother, a sister, and that he
abandons all to go off and be secretly married! Is it not proof in
itself that he renounces and despises you?"
"Oh! it is very wrong, very wrong!" said Jeannette, much excited. "You
were right--I can no longer call him brother."
"I hope not; it would be affection very badly bestowed, and which would
make you the laughing-stock of the village. Are you still angry with
me, my dear Jeanne?"
"Pardon me," said she, extending her hand; "you see, I have had good
reason for sorrow."
And then she burst into tears, no longer able to restrain them, but
without exactly knowing the cause of so real a pain.
Isidore did not expect to succeed so well. This time he had not lied;
he really believed Jeannet would be married, as that giddy-brained
Pierre had announced the fact to him. And yet he did not like to
see Jeanne weep for such a little thing. It made him think that the
affection of these two children, who had lived together as brother
and sister for so many years, was much stronger than he had believed,
and he was more determined than ever to put a stop to it after he was
married, and even before, if he could.
He left Muiceron very much dissatisfied. Jeannette was sad; she let him
go off without scarcely noticing him. When she was alone, the wish to
seek some consolation led her to go after her mother, to see if she had
heard the news, and to talk with her about it.
But, behold! just as she left the room she ran against some one, and
who should it be but Jean-Louis, who had come after some changes of
clothes to carry off to the wood, and who, knowing that she was with
her intended, did not wish to disturb her.
At the sight of her brother all the readiness of her character came
back and took the place of her vexation. She assumed an air so haughty
that Jeannet, all ready to embrace her, stepped back, dumb with
astonishment.
"_You there?_" said Jeannette, with a frown on her brow.
"You there? Why do you speak so to me?" asked he, astonished.
"You must not forget," continued Jeanne, who proudly raised her head as
she spoke, "that I am engaged to Isidore Perdreau."
"Yes, I know it," said Jean-Louis.
"Consequently," she replied, "it is no longer possible for me to treat
you as formerly. You know why?"
"I know it," answered he, lowering his head.
"It is no longer proper," said she, "for us to behave as brother and
sister, since we are not so really."
"That is true," said Jeannet, his heart aching with mortal agony.
"That is all I have to say," added Jeannette in a still haughtier tone;
"and now, Jean-Louis, I wish you much joy and happiness--this I say in
remembrance of our friendship!"
"Are you bidding me farewell?" asked he.
"I will see you later--and--and your wife also; but you understand?"
"My wife?" said Jeannet.
"Enough," replied Jeanne; "I do not wish to know your secrets. It is
useless for you to seek my father and my mother."
And with that she rapidly crossed the room, and hurried off; for,
between ourselves, this great anger was not very real, and the longer
she looked at the pale, beautiful face of her brother, whom she had
not seen for such a long time, the more she felt like throwing her
arms around his neck, instead of ill-treating him. But her words had
been too cruel; they had entered the soul of Jean-Louis like so many
sword-thrusts. It was all ended for him. Proud as he was, and always
overwhelmed with the secret grief of his birth, to have it recalled to
him by so dear a mouth was deadly suffering. He remained an instant as
though his senses had left him, not knowing what to do or to think;
then all at once his reason returned. He had just been driven out, and,
after all, they had the right to do it. He made the sign of the cross
on his heart, and left the house, with the intention of never returning.
He went back to Michou, and passed the evening with him at the
Luguets'. He said nothing of what had happened to any one. Dear,
good Solange noticed that he was sadder than usual, but that was not
astonishing; she knew he had been that day to Muiceron, and she very
truly thought he had possibly heard things which could not contribute
to lighten his heart and make him gay.
It is now time to tell you that old Perdreau was one of the leaders of
a band of ruffians who assembled in a lonely field every week in our
city of Issoudun, where, after taking the most frightful oaths, they
plotted, murder, arson, and the robbery of the châteaux and churches.
It was what is called a secret society, and was known by the name of
_la Martine_; and some weeks afterwards, when the Revolution of 1848
broke out, which caused such havoc among us, there was a well-known
man, so I have been told, who bore the same name, and who placed
himself at the head of the insurgents, believing them, in good faith,
to be the most honest men in the world. This man, who was as good
as any one you could find, and even a passable Christian, my father
assured me, bit his thumbs until the blood came when he saw himself
despised and his counsel disregarded. But it was too late; the evil
was done. Undoubtedly you know much more about it than I, and so I
scarcely dare venture to say any more on the subject. You must only
know that the cursed notary had used all the money of M. le Marquis to
pay the rabble of _la Martine_, with the understanding that, when they
pillaged the château, he should have half the estate, including the
dwelling-house.
As for Isidore, he was fully up to the business, and worked at it
assiduously, as much at Paris as elsewhere. The men who worked in the
wood of Montreux belonged to the gang; he knew them all by name, and
kept them all near Val-Saint, so as to be ready for the contemplated
insurrection. But in case the thing should not succeed, or would be
delayed, he did not think it beneath him to provide himself with a pear
to satisfy his thirst, and that was his marriage.
Our good Ragaud returned from his interview with M. le Curé rather
depressed in spirits. The contract, as read by the holy man, did
not appear to him as captivating as when explained by the notary.
He had learned still further, from a few words discreetly uttered,
that it would be well not to place implicit faith in Master Perdreau,
and believe him the personification of honor, as until then he had
innocently imagined. What now could be done to arrange, or rather
disarrange, affairs so far advanced? The poor man was devoured with
care and anxiety. He dared not speak to his daughter, whom he thought
to reduce to desperation at the mere mention of the word rupture; and
then to withdraw from the contract now would lower him tremendously
in the eyes of the world around. No longer able to see clearly,
Ragaud kept quiet, locked the documents safely in his chest, and
waited--which, in many circumstances, is the wisest policy.
A long week passed; then came the festivals of Christmas and New Year.
Old Perdreau was half dead with impatience, but nevertheless dared not
say a word, or even appear too anxious. What bothered him, besides,
was that the rascally gang in the wood of Montreux were constantly
receiving messages from their infernal society to hurry up affairs,
and, therefore, they threatened to commence the dance before the
violins were ready, which would have spoiled all the plans. Pushed to
extremity, he determined, one fine day, to send his son secretly to
allay the storm by speaking to his worthy companions in roguery.
Isidore, who feared nothing and no one, ridiculed his father's anxiety.
He promised to quiet them that very night, and about eleven o'clock, in
spite of the bad weather--for it was snowing, and the wind was very
high--he left for Val-Saint.
The place they were clearing was quite far from M. Michou's little
house, where Jean-Louis slept, together with the game-keeper. The men,
as is customary among wood-cutters, had constructed a large retreat
formed of the trunks of trees, cemented with mud and moss. It was
towards this spot that young Perdreau directed his steps; and never did
a stormier night fall upon an uglier traveller.
XVII.
It is not difficult to conjecture that Jeannet, in spite of his
heart-troubles and sorrows, had not been--sharp as he was--blind to
the character of the men who worked under his orders in the wood of
Montreux. In the first place, Michou warned him from the beginning
to be watchful, and not to allow the slightest infringement of
discipline or drunkenness among men, who were unknown and of decidedly
doubtful appearance. One warning sufficed; he observed for himself,
and caught at random more than one stray expression which he chanced
to overhear. And then, what could be expected from men who seemed
to be without family or friends, who never frequented the church,
and shunned the places where the honest people of the commune were
accustomed to assemble? Certainly, our good Jean-Louis was not wanting
in penetration, and old Michou, who prided himself upon seeing very
far into everything, was as distrustful as he; consequently, they
agreed that every night one or the other should take a turn around the
retreat of the wood-cutters, and see what was going on in this nest
of mischievous rascals. To do this, Jeannet had skilfully managed
to make an opening in the angle opposite to that where the men had
established their fireplace, so that, the room being well lighted
inside, everything could be clearly seen outside.
Usually, and for many nights, all was quiet and orderly; the greater
part of the band of _la Martine_, tired out with the day's labors,
slept soundly all the evening, stretched pell-mell upon heaps of dried
leaves strewed over the floor of their bivouac. Only a few remained
drinking by the hearth; so that the watchers, after a glance around,
went off to sleep in their turn.
On the night of which I speak, Michou should have made the round, but
Jean-Louis, who since the scene at Muiceron had been miserably unhappy,
and could not sleep, asked leave to fulfil the extra duty.
"It is very stormy," said he to his old comrade. "Remain at home, M.
Jacques; I will go to Montreux in your place."
"Be off, then," said the keeper, without waiting to be asked twice,
"you are young and not rheumatic; and I will smoke my pipe while
waiting for you."
Jeannet threw over his shoulders a heavy brown wrapper, and was off in
a flash.
When he reached the retreat, he was surprised to see light shining
through the two or three little windows under the roof, and a big
column of smoke coming out of the chimney. Just at this moment Isidore
entered from his side; he made them open the door, by means of a signal
well known among men of that stamp; they received him with much honor,
and rekindled the fire, which was burning rather low.
Jeannet looked through the opening; judge of his astonishment when he
recognized Jeannette's intended, and saw the cordial welcome extended
to him by the men, who grasped him by the hand, and made room for him
among them. He was dumfounded, almost fancied himself in a dream, but,
at the same time, shook with anger, shame, and sorrow.
But this was only the beginning of his surprise. If the inside could
easily be seen, the conversation was as plainly heard through the
wooden walls, lined with moss; and what he heard froze the blood
in his veins. Isidore first spoke, and made an eloquent discourse,
which was several times interrupted by the bravos of his audience; in
which speech he showed precisely what he was--a pagan, an agrarian,
a complete villain, without either faith or justice. He encouraged
his friends, the ruffianly crew before him, to proceed to arson and
pillage--to murder, if necessary--for the one purpose, said he, of
gaining the triumph of the _holy cause_. This word _holy_, which he did
not scruple to repeat, sounded so horribly in his blasphemous mouth
that poor Jean-Louis shuddered while listening to him; not from fear,
but from the furious desire to avenge the name of holy, which he had
dared to pollute with his tongue.
"O my God!" thought he; "that the husband of Jeannette! And is it on
account of such a vagabond that I have been treated so harshly? Poor,
poor Jeanne!"
After Isidore had finished his frightful speech, his companions began
to curse and swear all at once. Glasses of brandy were passed around,
and their heads, already heated by wicked passions, became still more
excited; so that they began to dispute among themselves as to whom
should belong this and that piece of the estate of Val-Saint. This one
wanted the fields, another the wood, a third such or such a farm, and
so on with the rest, until Isidore, commanding silence, reminded them,
with threats and oaths, that the château should belong to his father,
and that whoever failed to comply with his promise would be answerable
to him personally.
"Come, come," said one of the men, "we will see a little about that;
he is going rather too far. Is it because he is going to marry a
devotee--eh, Isidore?"
Perdreau turned livid with anger at being thus addressed--not that he
respected Jeannette or her principles, but because he was as proud as a
peacock; and as he held every one around him in sovereign contempt, he
did not recognize their right to meddle in his private affairs.
"I will marry whom I please," said he haughtily; "and the first one
that finds fault has only to speak."
"Bah! bah! Isidore, don't be angry," said an old wood-cutter, who went
by the name of _Blackbeard_, on account of his savage look. "What they
say is only for your good; we have heard tell of your marriage, and it
alarms us. The truth is that if the thing is true, you will be tied for
ever to that Ragaud, who belongs to the sacristy clique."
"Ha! ha!" replied Isidore, somewhat pacified; "the moment you talk
sense, I am willing to answer. Tell me, then, what would you do if a
chestful of gold came under your hand?"
"What nonsense even to ask such a question! Why, I would pick it up,
of course."
"That is just what I am doing," replied Isidore, laughing; "and as for
the piety and all that stuff, I don't bother myself. When I will have
the principal, I am capable of regulating the rest."
"Do it, and joy be with you," said Blackbeard; "we understand each
other. So no one will be allowed to interfere with Isidore; he is
worthy of our esteem!"
The rascals applauded, and recommenced their shameful jokes and
infernal proposals. Isidore, once more master of the assembly, spoke
at greater length, and ended by exacting an oath that no one should
move in the cause until a given signal from Paris. They all swore as he
wished, and, as the night was far advanced, honest Perdreau took leave
of his good friends, fearing that daylight might surprise him before he
could regain his house.
Jean-Louis needed all the strength mercifully granted by the good God
in such a trying moment to listen until the end to all these horrors.
The blood boiled in his veins; he felt neither the snow, nor the biting
north wind, and more than once his indignation was so great, he stepped
forward and clenched his fist, as though he would throw himself in the
midst of those demons, without reflecting that a solid wall separated
them from him. Happily, he restrained himself; for courage is not
imprudence, and, if he had failed in coolness, he would have lost all
the results of the important discovery he had just made. He went back
to Michou's cabin, whom he found awaiting his return, according to his
promise, and who had commenced to feel very anxious about his long
absence.
"M. Jacques," said he, on entering, "I came very near not returning...."
And in a few words he recounted all he had heard and seen.
Michou said not a word. He relighted his pipe, and paced the floor,
plunged in thought.
"I knew the Perdreaux were famous scamps," said he at last, "but not
quite so bad as that!"
"Oh!" cried Jeannet, "if my death could have saved Jeannette from that
rascal, I would have broken in the door and fallen in the midst of them
without hesitation."
"A very stupid thing you would have done, then," replied Michou; "they
would have killed you, and to-morrow announced that you had fallen from
a tree. That would have been a lucky thing for Perdreau."
"God watched over me," replied Jean-Louis. "And now, what shall we do?"
"That little Ragaud," said Michou, "deserves it all for her frivolity
and vanity; and, as a punishment, we should let her go to the end of
the rope with her Isidore."
"Never, never!" cried Jean-Louis. "You are not speaking seriously? The
daughter of your old brother-in-arms?"
"Ha!" replied the old fellow, "my old brother-in-arms! Ten years ago I
predicted what would be the end of his nonsense."
"This is not the time to wish it now," replied Jeannet. "Let us save
them, M. Michou; I can do nothing without you."
"Why not? You have a tongue like me; more than that, you saw and heard
all; go to-morrow to Muiceron."
"Impossible," said Jeannet, much embarrassed.
"Impossible? There is something behind that!"
"But was it not you yourself who made me promise not to return to my
parents?"
"Most certainly, my child; but the case is urgent, it seems to me, and
they should know in time, so as to change their minds before it is too
late."
"I will lose my self-control if I meet Isidore face to face."
"Jeannet," said Michou, "you have a good heart. I know all, my boy;
they drove you from Muiceron. Marion heard that little magpie of a
Jeannette dismiss you, and she related the story to me, weeping all
the while, good fat girl that she is. I wished to see how far your
generosity would carry you. Evil be to them who treated you in that
manner; they deserve what has happened."
"No," said Jean-Louis, "they are blinded, that is all; and now I have
forgotten those words, said without reflection. M. Jacques, I beg of
you help me to save Jeannette."
"You will have a fine reward, eh?"
"Oh! what is it to me? After all, can I, for a few cruel words, lose
the memory of twenty years of tenderness and kindness?"
"If you do not have your place in heaven," said the keeper, raising his
shoulders and voice at the same time, to conceal his emotion, which was
very visible, "I think our _curé_ himself cannot answer for his. Come,
let us see what we can do to save this hare-brained Jeannette. In the
first place, to-morrow, at the latest, I intend that M. le Marquis'
place shall be cleared of those rascals that encumber it. The thing
is easy; I will tell them that, owing to the bad weather, we will
postpone the clearing of the forest until spring, as the work advances
too slowly, and give them two weeks' pay ... no, I won't; one week is
enough. And then you--you must write; do you hear? _Write._ Writing
remains, and scenes and conflicts are avoided; you will therefore
write six lines, carefully worded, to Perdreau. You will tell him you
were at the meeting in the wood that night. How? That is none of his
business--it is enough that you were there; then you will add: 'I give
you three days to disappear, after which I will warn the police.' And
for the explanation at Muiceron, I will see to it."
Jean-Louis saw at once the good sense of this arrangement, and obeyed
immediately. In reality, it was the only means of bringing things to
the best possible conclusion.
The next day Michou went to the wood, as usual. He found the men at
their work, as though nothing had happened, and taking aside old
Blackbeard, who appeared to have some control over his companions,
he told him very quietly of his intention. Now, you will have no
difficulty in seeing that for men who reckoned upon dividing a domain
worth five hundred thousand crowns in a few days, to be free from work
and receive a week's pay was a clear and enticing advantage. Michou
was applauded; and, but that it went against the grain, he would have
had the happiness of shaking hands with the whole crew. But as he was
not very desirous of that pleasure with such a set, he was entirely
rewarded for his pains by seeing them file past him arm-in-arm, and
watched them as they went down the road, singing at the top of their
lungs.
That same morning Jean-Louis' letter left for its destination, and in
the evening the letter-carrier deposited it at the notary's house.
It has been remarked that villains are not brave. The good God,
who protects honest men because they scarcely think of defending
themselves, has put cowardice in the hearts of their enemies, and it
serves as a rampart always raised before virtue, which prevents the
wicked blows of vice from piercing it to death. Do not be astonished at
that beautiful phrase; I acknowledge I am not capable of inventing it;
but, in order that I might repeat it to you, I carefully copied it from
a big book, full of wise sayings, formerly lent to me by the Dean of
Aubiers.
If the lightning had fallen upon the notary's house, it would not have
produced a greater shock than Jeannet's simple letter. The Perdreaux,
as they were better educated than the mass of the poor people, whom the
ringleaders of the revolution use for their own purpose, did not doubt
but there would be great trouble and an overthrow of thrones, but were
not the less sure of the universal division of property, which they
looked forward to with such eagerness. But the safest and strongest
plank of salvation for them was the marriage of Isidore, and it was
most important that it should take place now, or else the prison-doors
would soon be opened. Old Perdreau was annihilated. For thirty years
he had had the boldness to calumniate his neighbors on every occasion;
he was on the eve, if he could, of causing the ruin, and perhaps the
death, of our good lord by delivering up his property and betraying
his secrets; but before this paper, which contained only a few lines
without threats or anger, written by a foundling, he turned livid
and trembled with fright, and his ugly face, ordinarily so bold, was
covered with a cold sweat. Isidore also was as pale as he; from time to
time he read Jean-Louis' letter, crushed it in his hand, trampled it
under foot, swore by the holy name of the Lord, and struck the tables
and chairs with his clenched fist. But that did not help the matter.
The father and son dared not speak to each other. At last Isidore took
the paper up again; and as if that scare-crow, by disappearing, could
mend affairs, he tore it into a thousand pieces.
"We are lost, lost!" repeated old Perdreau, clutching his gray hair
with both his hands.
"That remains to be seen!" cried Isidore. "Father, instead of sinking
into such despair, you had better think of some plan. It was by your
order I went to Montreux. I knew there was no need of such hurry."
"What could I do?" asked the unhappy old man, ready to humiliate
himself before his son. "We were menaced on all sides."
"It was only you who saw all that," replied Isidore harshly; "I always
listened to you too much."
"We can deny it all," ventured Perdreau.
"That is easy to say. But I am not sure of our men, if they should be
questioned. That cursed foundling will be believed before all of us."
"Lost! lost!" repeated the notary, in the last state of despair.
"We won't give up," said Isidore. "Go to bed, father; you are in no
condition to talk. I will reflect for both."
"Ah! think of something, no matter what; we must avert the blow," said
old Perdreau, as he staggered to his room.
"Avert the blow!" repeated Isidore; "the devil himself would not
succeed--unless--unless...."
He paused, as if some one would listen to his thought. A frightful
idea entered his head, and all that night the notary, who groaned and
shivered with fever in his bed, heard him walking about, taking great
strides across the floor, whilst he uttered disconnected words.
The next day the servant found her masters in a sad state; one sick,
almost delirious, the other asleep, all dressed, in a chair, with a
face haggard from the effects of the terrible night that had just
passed.
But two hours afterwards, affairs resumed their accustomed train.
Isidore bathed and changed his clothes, drank a bowl of hot wine, in
which he poured a good pint of brandy. He swallowed this comforter,
ate a mouthful, and appeared fresh and well. But an experienced person
would easily have seen that his eyes looked like balls of fire under
the red lids, and that every moment he made a singular movement with
his shoulders; you would have thought he shuddered, but doubtless that
was owing to the heavy frost the night before.
He went to see Jeannette, as usual, and was wonderfully polite; the
little thing was sad, but gentle and quiet. She willingly spoke of the
marriage, of the contemplated journey, and the presents she wished. But
yet it was easy to see that each one of the betrothed was playing a
part in trying to appear at ease, and scarcely succeeded. Jeannette, in
the midst of a fine phrase, would stop and look out of the window, and
Isidore would profit by the opportunity to fall into a reverie, which
certainly was not suitable at such a time. The reason was that the
slight friendship that was felt on one side had taken wings and flown
away; whilst on the other that which perhaps might begin threatened to
be cut short by circumstances: but whose fault was it?
"As you make your bed, so you must lie," said our _curé_, and Isidore,
who had stuffed his with thorns, should not have been surprised if he
felt them. No one can describe, because, very fortunately, no one can
understand, the disordered state of this unhappy young man's mind. He
had formed a resolution whose result you will soon see; and on whatever
side he looked, he saw a bottomless abyss open before his eyes. He was
afraid--this yet can be said in his favor, for indifference to crime
is the state of finished scoundrels--and he would not now have gone so
far, if, as we hope, he had not previously lost his senses.
He prolonged his visit to Muiceron as long as he could. Little
Jeannette was tired out and did not attempt to conceal it, which
sufficiently showed how much pleasure she took in the presence of her
future husband. She even yawned two or three times, which any other day
he would have resented; but now it escaped his notice.
At nightfall he at last decided to leave, and then it could be seen, by
his pallor and the manner that he passed his hand across his brow, that
the great deep pit of which I spoke caused him a greater vertigo than
ever.
Nevertheless, he started resolutely on the road for the wood of
Montreux, and, when he was near the wood-cutters' retreat, he looked
as if he wished to enter it; but suddenly he retraced his steps, and
afterwards appeared so absent and buried in his own reflections, he did
not notice that the cabin was empty, and no work going on inside.
One man, however, was walking among the huge piles of timber, half
ready for delivery; it was Michou. He at once perceived Isidore, and
followed him with his eyes a long distance; but it was not necessary to
accost him, and he let him pass on, with the idea that he was seeking
the high-road to Issoudun, in obedience to the letter of Jean-Louis.
"The hawk is caught," said he to himself. "Well, let him go in peace,
that he may receive his last shot elsewhere."
During this time, Perdreau directed his steps towards the game-keeper's
house. He easily entered, as the door was only closed by a latch;
Michou, in his isolated abode counting more on his gun, which he always
kept loaded at his bedside, than on the protection of bolts.
Isidore knew that each night Jeannet came to eat and sleep in the
little house; but he also knew that he worked until late in the night,
and that there was no risk of meeting him at this early hour.
As he expected, he found the idiot Barbette alone in the house. The
poor girl was preparing the soup Jean-Louis was accustomed to eat on
returning home, and near her was her dog, who never left her, not even
at night, when both went out together to sleep with the sheep.
She knew Isidore, as she had seen him roaming around the country.
Except to say good-morning and good-evening, she scarcely knew how to
speak, and therefore showed neither astonishment nor fear, as is the
case with children deprived of reason, who are not conscious either of
good or evil.
Isidore sank into a chair without speaking; Barbette nodded to him, and
continued stirring her stew-pan.
"What are you making there?" asked Perdreau, after a few moments'
silence.
The idiot burst out laughing, as though the question was very funny.
"Soup," she replied, still laughing loudly.
"Is it for your uncle?"
"No, my uncle has dined."
"Who is it for, then?"
"For the other one."
"The other one? Is it for Jean-Louis?"
"Yes."
"You are very sure?"
"Yes, yes!" said she, laughing louder than ever.
"Very good," muttered Isidore between his teeth. He suddenly arose, and
gave the dog a furious kick.
Barbette uttered a shrill scream. Her dog was her only friend; she
threw herself between Isidore and the poor beast, which she clasped in
her arms.
During this movement, which was very quick, the wretched Perdreau
sprang towards the stove, threw into the soup a paper of white powder,
which he had kept hidden in his hand, and disappeared in a second, like
one who feels his clothes catching fire.
Soon all was again quiet and silent. Little Barbette understood
nothing, except that the wicked man who had beaten her dog without
any cause had left, and that she could return to her cooking. She
recommenced stirring her soup, laughing softly to herself, but taking
care, however, that her dog was close to her side.
Michou entered about a quarter of an hour later. He was fatigued with
his day's work, and thought no more of Isidore, whom he believed far
away. Besides, if he had given him a thought, the idea would never have
entered his head to question Barbette, who was not in a condition to
render an account of anybody or anything.
The game-keeper had his bed and Jeannet's also (straw mattresses, laid
on trestles) placed in a recess at the end of the room, so that, upon
retiring, they could draw the curtains, and be as private as though in
another room. He undressed quietly, and stretched himself upon the bed
to take his much-needed rest, knowing well that Jean-Louis often came
in late, but made so little noise he was never disturbed.
A long time passed. Michou was sleeping soundly, when he heard Barbette
call him.
"What do you want?" he asked, raising himself up in his bed.
"Uncle," said the poor idiot, "Jean-Louis has not returned."
"Well, what of that?"
"I am hungry," she replied, for she never ate supper until her work was
finished.
"Eat," said Michou. "What is there to prevent you?"
"Can I eat Jean-Louis' soup?" she asked.
"Faith," thought the game-keeper, "he must have supped with the
Luguets. Yes," said he aloud, "eat, and be off to bed."
Barbette did not wait to be told twice. She emptied the soup into a
bowl, swallowed half of it with a good appetite, and gave the rest to
her dog.
Then she went out, fastening the latch as well as she could, and Michou
turned over in his bed, where he was soon asleep again, and nothing
else happened to disturb him, as Jeannet that night did not return home.
XVIII.
The night was terribly cold, and the following morning the sky was dark
and heavy from the snow that fell unceasingly; so that our superb wood
of Val-Saint, so delightful in summer, looked horrible and desolate
enough to make one think of death and the grave, all around was so
still and quiet in its white winding-sheet. Michou, who had nothing to
do after he sent off the workmen, rose later than usual, and was rather
astonished to see Jeannet's bed still vacant. It was the first time the
dear boy had slept away from home without giving warning. He knew him
too well to think that it was from want of attention: what could have
happened?
He thought again of Perdreau, whom he had seen roving around the
premises the night before; and for the first time in his life the
game-keeper felt a thrill of terror.
"The good-for-nothing is capable of anything," thought he; "he may have
watched for Jean-Louis in some out-of-the-way place to harm him."
But after this reflection, he reassured himself by thinking of
Jean-Louis' extraordinary strength and great height, which surpassed
Isidore's by at least a head.
"That puppy has no more nerve than a chicken," said he. "Jeannet could
knock him down with one blow; and as for drawing a pistol, he would be
afraid of the noise."
However, good Jacques hurried with his dressing, so that he might go to
the Luguets', to inquire after Jean-Louis. While doing so, he looked
at his big silver watch, which hung on a nail by his bedside, and saw
with astonishment that it was nine o'clock.
"This is something strange!" said he; "it is the first time in ten
years I have slept so late."
He went to the door, but, as he put out his head, he was driven back by
a whirlwind of snow which struck him in the face, and at the same time
a man presented himself upon the threshold.
"M. Michou," said the new-comer, who was no other than the
letter-carrier of the commune, "it is unfortunate you have some
correspondent in this awful weather."
"That is true! You are not very lucky," replied the game-keeper; "for
this is the first letter you have brought me in two years."
It was from Jean-Louis, and contained but a few words:
"M. JACQUES: Do not be uneasy about me. I am in good health, but I
will not return before three days, as I am going to Paris on important
business.
"Your ever-faithful
"JEAN-LOUIS."
"What the devil can that child have to do in Paris?" thought Michou.
"Never mind, this letter is a great relief; I would rather know he was
off there than here."
He gave the carrier a warm drink, and conversed with him some time
before the hearth, upon which burned a good armful of vine-branches.
Then, when he had taken his departure, the thought of Barbette suddenly
entered his head.
"What is she doing?" said he. "The poor child has forgotten my
breakfast; I suppose she has also slept late."
He opened the door; the snow was not falling quite so thick and fast,
and the sky appeared less sombre.
He left the house, and went to the sheepfold, to see what had become of
his idiotic niece.
Alas! If you have listened to me until now, you can well guess what had
taken place in that gloomy night! And yet, upon entering the enclosure,
nothing at first foreboded the misfortune which was about to startle
the good game-keeper. The sheep bleated and tumbled pell-mell, climbing
on one another's backs, browsing contentedly upon the hay scattered
here and there; but down at the end of the sheepfold, in a little
corner, poor Barbette was extended, stark dead and already cold, the
mouth half-opened and the face rigid from its terrible struggle. Close
to her, with his head laid across her feet, her dog also slept, never
more to be awakened.
It was evident the innocent child had suffered fearfully. Her poor body
seemed longer by three inches than before, as though the limbs had been
stretched in her dreadful death-struggle. Her little, shrivelled hands
still clutched bunches of wool that she must have torn from the sheep
in her agony. With all that, she looked tranquil and at peace, as if an
angel of the good God had come at the supreme moment to bear away her
soul, exempt from sin.
Michou fell on his knees beside the little dead body. He tried to raise
her, but she was so stiff he had to move her like a wooden statue.
Certainly, many hours must have elapsed since her death; the dog, also,
was frozen to the touch, and as hard as stone. There was no doubt these
two creatures, so attached to each other during life, had met together
a violent death. Nothing more remained to be done but to make the
necessary declarations and hold the inquest usual in such cases. The
good man bent over the agonized face of the child a few minutes; one
or two tears fell upon his gray beard, and, while wiping them off with
his coat-sleeve, he recited a Pater and a De Profundis; then he brought
several planks and bundles of straw, which he placed around the poor
corpse, so that the sheep should not injure it while playing around.
He left the dog lying on the feet of his mistress, Barbette; and mere
creature, without soul, as the good God had made him, he deserved this
respect, having died faithful as he had lived.
Jacques Michou left the sheepfold, his otter-skin cap in his hand, and
on the threshold turned again and made another sign of the cross. His
old heart was heavy with pain from the shock; but he did not dream
for an instant of what we know, and at that you must not be too much
astonished. The good man was perfectly honest, and could not at first
conjecture that a great crime had caused this extraordinary death.
He rather imagined that Barbette, who had been given to wandering
around like all innocents, had gathered some poisonous weed, or drank
by mistake from a vessel in which remedies were prepared for the
sheep when afflicted with the mange, which are always composed of a
decoction of tobacco or other noxious preparation; which cures, if
applied externally, but is certain death when taken internally, if the
directions are not followed. Thus plunged in sad and bitter meditation,
he arrived, almost before he knew it, at the village of Val-Saint, and
thought to continue still further, to warn Dr. Aubry. "He will be able
to tell me," thought he; "with his learning he can say what killed the
poor child."
Just then he raised his head, and saw that he was before the notary's
house, and recognized the doctor's horse and wagon before the door.
"This is lucky!" thought he. "I will find out all the sooner."
He entered without having to knock, probably because M. Aubry, who was
always absent-minded, had neglected to close the door, ordinarily shut
tight; so that the game-keeper found himself standing in the middle of
Perdreau's dining-room before any one had given notice of his entrance.
Isidore was there, so wan, and haggard, and wild-looking, you would
have doubted, at the first glance, whether it was himself or his
shadow. There was nothing terrifying in Michou's aspect; he appeared
sad and quiet, and only wished to meet the doctor, that he might relate
his lamentable story. But criminals see in every one and everywhere
justice and vengeance ready to fall upon them. Isidore no sooner
recognized the honest game-keeper, than he uttered a cry of terror, and
endeavored to escape.
That movement, the terrified face, and, still further, we must believe,
the inspiration of the good God, made Michou divine, in the twinkling
of an eye, what he had not even suspected the moment before. You will
understand me if you will only recall some remembrances of the past;
for surely you must once or twice in your life have experienced the
same effect. An event takes place--no one knows which way to turn; all
is dark; suddenly a light breaks forth, shedding its brilliant rays on
all around, and in an instant everything is clear to the mind: is it
not so? To explain how this great secret fire is lighted I cannot, but
to affirm that it happens daily you must acknowledge with me, no matter
how poor your memory may be.
The presence of Perdreau the evening before in the neighborhood of
the wood of Montreux, his sombre and agitated look at the time, the
preceding letter of Jean-Louis, finally, that soup, destined for
another than Barbette, and eaten by her--all this passed in a second
before the eyes of the game-keeper, like so many actors playing in the
same piece. As the truth, in all its horror, flashed before him, his
face became terrible, and Isidore, whose eyes, starting from his head
with terror, glared fixedly upon him, saw this time, without mistake,
his judge and the avenger of his crime.
The two men looked at each other a moment. Isidore advanced a step,
in the vague hope of reaching the door. Michou stepped back, his arms
crossed, and barred his passage.
"Let me go out," at last gasped Isidore between his closed teeth.
"Wretch!" said the game-keeper in a deep voice, "whom did you come to
poison at my house last night?"
"Michou, you are crazy!" replied Isidore; "let me out, or I will call."
"Call as loudly as you please," answered Michou, standing straight
and firm with his back against the door; "call Dr. Aubry, who must be
somewhere about. You will tell him that I have come in search of him to
prove the death of Barbette, whom you killed, cowardly villain that you
are!"
"Barbette! What do you mean? You are drunk, Michou," stammered
Isidore, becoming each moment more and more livid.
"Neither drunk nor crazy, you know well, accursed wretch," replied
Jacques. "Your insults do not harm me. Ha! you were not very skilful in
your crime, but you were also mistaken. Jean-Louis is safe and sound;
you only killed a child deprived of reason, and you will finish on a
scaffold; for if I were allowed to kill you with my own hand, I would
not, so as not to stain the hand of an honest man."
"Michou," said Isidore, his teeth chattering with fear, "have mercy on
me; I will explain myself later. I am sick.... My father is dying....
You are not cruel.... Let me go out."
"Ha! ha! you are a coward.... Faith, I am glad of it; it takes from me
the slightest compassion for you. Traitor! scoundrel! you were not so
much afraid yesterday, when you thought of killing a brave, defenceless
boy. To-day it is not repentance that makes you tremble, but the
justice of men, who will not spare you. You feel them on your heels;
you are not deceived. I have you; try to stir."
And he seized him by the arm with so vigorous a hand, the wretch felt
his bones crack.
"You hurt me; let me go!" yelled Isidore, writhing under that iron hand.
"Shut up! Avow your crime; did you come, yes or no, to poison
Jean-Louis?"
"He had provoked me. I was wild, I was mad--let me go...."
"You avow it, then; what poison was it?"
"I don't know; I know nothing further.... Michou, in the name of God,
let me go...."
"Do you dare pronounce the name of God?" cried Michou, grasping
him still more firmly. "Do you believe, then, in him, whom you have
blasphemed since you were able to speak? You don't know what poison you
used? After all, it matters little; M. Aubry will know--yes, he and the
judge also. The case is clear, and, if I could drag you myself before
the police, I would only leave hold of you at the door of the prison."
Isidore, prostrated and speechless from pain--for Michou, whose
strength was trebled, crushed his arm with redoubled force--fell to the
ground in the most miserable state that can be imagined.
"There," said Michou, pushing him aside with his foot, "if I did not
still respect the mark of your baptism, I would wish to see you die
there like a dog. Ah! you can weep now! See to what your life of
debauchery and idleness has brought you; but you are not capable of
understanding my words. Listen; it is not you that I pity, but the
remembrance of an honest girl, who, to the eyes of the neighborhood,
was your betrothed, the unfortunate creature! In the name of Jeanne
Ragaud, I will save you from the scaffold that you deserve; but on one
condition...."
"Speak, speak! I will do whatever you wish," cried the wretch, raising
himself upon his knees. "I promise you, Michou; but save me!"
"Miserable coward!" said the game-keeper with disgust, "your prayers
and your tears cause me as much horror as your crimes. You have not
even the courage to play the part of a murderer! But what I have said
I will do. Get up, if you have still strength to stand on your legs.
Mark what I say. You must disappear. I give you, not three days, like
Jean-Louis, but two hours, in which I will go and remove the body of
your victim, and warn the police. In two hours I will have declared
on oath that Barbette was poisoned by you, and the proofs will not be
wanting. Do what you please--hide yourself in a hole or fly. In two
hours, I repeat, the police will be on your track, and, if the devil
wishes to save you, that is his affair."
"Thanks," said Isidore, rising.
"Your thanks is another insult," said Michou. He opened the door
himself, and pushed the wretch outside with such a tremendous blow of
his fist that he stumbled and fell across the threshold.
Owing to the bad weather, the village street was deserted. Michou
saw Isidore disappear with the quickness of a deer. He closed the
door again, and sat down, resting his head upon his hands, to gather
together his ideas.
"My God," said the excellent man, raising his eyes to heaven with the
honest look of a Christian, "perhaps I have done wrong, but thou art
powerful enough to repair the effect of my too great mercy, and I have
saved from a disgrace that could not be remedied thy servants, the poor
Ragauds."
All this had not taken much time, and Michou was meditating upon the
events of that terrible night, when he felt some one strike him on the
shoulder; it was M. Aubry.
"It is you, M. Jacques?" said the doctor. "What are you doing here, old
fellow?"
"I was waiting for you, monsieur," replied he quietly, for he had
entirely recovered his self-possession. "Is any one sick here?"
"Eh?" said the doctor. "It is the old man, who was seized with a fever
yesterday, and is now delirious. His brain is affected. It is an attack
which I anticipated; I don't think he will recover."
"So much the better!" said Michou.
"What do you say? So much the better? It can be easily seen he is not
in your good graces. Faith! I must say, if I were not his physician, I
would think the same. I don't generally believe all the gossip floating
around; we can take a little on credit, and leave the rest; but, in my
opinion, M. le Marquis did not place his confidence within the pale of
the church when he gave it to that old ape; he may yet have to repent
of it. Well, and you--what can I do for you?"
"Come with me to the wood of Montreux," said the game-keeper, "and I
will tell you on the way."
"Is the case urgent? Between ourselves, Michou, if your patient is
not in danger I would like to put it off until to-morrow. My carriage
is open, and Cocotte is not rough-shod. It is beastly weather to go
through the forest."
"Alas! monsieur," replied Jacques, "the patient who requires you can
wait until the last judgment, for she is dead. But I must carry you off
all the same, as this death does not seem natural to me, and I wish
your opinion."
"Let us be off," said M. Aubry, without hesitating; "you can tell me
the whole story as we go along."
Which Jacques Michou did, whilst Cocotte, with her head down, trotted
along, not very well pleased to receive the snow full in her face.
The poor beast excepted, neither of the travellers in the wagon felt
the horrible weather. The doctor, while listening to the game-keeper,
looked serious and severe, which was not at all his usual custom.
Michou had nothing to hide. He related every detail of the mournful
story, without omitting any fact or thought necessary to enlighten M.
Aubry. When he came to speak of his terrible explanation with Isidore
and the wretch's crime, the doctor swore a round oath, which marked his
disapproval, and Cocotte received such a famous cut with the whip, she
started off on a furious gallop.
"I did not think you were, at your age, such a snivelling, sentimental
baby as that," said he in a rage. "What were you dreaming about? To
have had your hand on the villain, and then to let him go! You deserve
to be locked up in his place!"
"Monsieur," replied Michou, "what I did I would do again. Have you
thought that it would also have been a frightful trial for the Ragauds?
Would they not all have been called upon to testify? And think for a
moment what a disgrace it would have been for that unfortunate young
girl, who was on the eve of marrying the scoundrel. No, no, M. Aubry,
in the bottom of your soul you cannot blame me. Believe that the good
God will bring it all right; but such a scandal in our province, an
execution, perhaps, in the square of Val-Saint--what shame, what
misery!"
"Jeanne Ragaud and her family owe you a fine taper," replied the
doctor, a little softened. "There is some truth in what you say; but,
for all that, I would have been better pleased to have seen that
dangerous animal caged!"
"Be easy," replied Michou; "he will never hurt any one else unless
himself. Without wishing to excuse him, I am inclined to believe he
was out of his mind--pushed to extremity by the great danger in which
Jeannet's discovery had placed him. When a man is accustomed to crime,
monsieur, he bears the consequences more boldly. I saw Isidore Perdreau
so completely demoralized, his crime was written on his brow, where I
read it at the first glance, and which any one else could have done as
easily in my place. So be convinced, neither God nor man can blame me
for letting him go, and I certainly do not regret it."
"All very well," said the doctor; "but that would not prevent me from
acting very differently if I should catch him this evening."
"Nor I either," replied Michou; "for if he should fall under my hand
this evening, I would see clearly that the good God did not wish him to
be saved, at least in this world."
As he finished speaking, they stopped before the sheepfold, and the
doctor, together with Michou, entered, their heads uncovered. All was
as Michou had left it, only that the cold and the hours which had
elapsed had rendered the little body still stiffer than at the moment
of discovery. The effects of the poison began to appear, as great black
spots were visible on the face of the dead girl, which gave her such a
suffering and pitiful look, the tears fell from their eyes.
M. Aubry had not to examine very much to be convinced that the poor
idiot had been poisoned by taking a dose of arsenic capable of killing
three men. As this poison is infallible against rats, nearly all the
country people obtain permission to keep a small quantity on hand; and
nothing had been easier than for Isidore to take a little from his
father's own kitchen, where the servant complained of the ravages of
the mice among the cheeses and other provisions. Thus, step by step,
everything was terribly brought to light, and yet with much simplicity,
as is always the case with events incontestably true; therefore, it
was easy for M. Aubry to prepare his statements, affirmations, and
declarations according to his conscience, in the report which he read
before the official authorities.
One very sad thing, but which they scarcely thought of at the moment,
was to give a rather more decent bed than the straw of the sheepfold
to the poor innocent victim. But this they could not do, as they were
obliged to let her lie as she was until the arrival of the district
attorney, the sheriff, and the chief of police.
Michou would willingly have watched by her side, but this was not
possible either. M. Aubry aided him to construct a solid barrier
of planks; then they covered the body with a blanket; and on the
breast the game-keeper placed, with profound respect, a cross made of
branches. This devout duty accomplished, Jacques Michou locked the
sheepfold, put the key in his pocket, and left with the doctor to warn
the authorities.
You can imagine that in all this coming and going much more time had
elapsed than the two hours accorded to the fugitive. Michou, who
desired it from the bottom of his heart, for the good reasons we
already know, and which he did not regret, was not sorry at the delay.
M. Aubry, on the contrary, growled and stormed, whipped Cocotte with
the full strength of his arm, and tried to hurry up affairs with the
greatest diligence. But impossibilities cannot be performed, and, with
all his efforts, the usual formalities in these sad circumstances were
not fulfilled until late in the afternoon.
Then the news spread from mouth to mouth as rapidly as the waves of our
river during an inundation. The curious assembled in the public square,
where the servants of M. le Marquis, who never were bothered with too
much work, were the first to appear. They talked, they gesticulated,
said heaps of foolish things, mixed with some words of common sense.
Our master learned from public rumor that young Perdreau was suspected,
and that he had disappeared. It can be easily understood that he was
indignant at such a calumny, and generously offered to guarantee his
innocence. Mademoiselle wept, Dame Berthe imitated her, and these
two excellent ladies wished immediately to rush off to Jeannette,
to console her in this great trial. But poor mademoiselle had to be
content with her benevolent wishes, for neither coachman nor footman,
nor even a simple groom, could be found; all had run off to the wood of
Montreux in search of news.