CHAPTER XVIII.

THE SEQUEL.

Ellinor's sketching, as we have said, did not progress much.

She was full of thoughts, yet none of pride, of flattered vanity, or

exultation were in her mind, but a dull and curious sense of fear and

shame--a vague consciousness of doubt and wrong.

Could it be that she--unwittingly--had in any way given encouragement

to this young baron, or done aught that led up to the sudden

declaration he had made?

She could not tax herself with having done so. She liked him very

much--who would not that knew him?--he was so suave, so gentle, and

so manly. But love, no--she had no heart for him; and how were they

to meet now, after this?

She felt as if suddenly wakened from a dream; but a more terrible

awakening was soon to come upon her.

'Nonsense!' she thought; 'this silly young officer must evidently

love or flirt with some one. Latterly it was Mary, now it is

Ellinor.'

The Baron Rolandsburg was--as Sleath had been in her eyes

apparently--the possessor of all she had wished for, and learned to

worship--position, rank, riches, and luxury; but neither could love

her as poor Bob had done! And now Ellinor was--when too late for the

sake of the latter--changed from a somewhat selfish and frivolous

girl into a woman of thought, and one capable of much endurance and

self-sacrifice.

Through Sir Redmond Sleath her pride had received a severe shock; she

had long since come to loathe the very idea of him; as for his name,

it never escaped Mary or Mrs. Deroubigne, and her soul sickened when

she thought of all she had sacrificed for his unworthy sake, and of

the horrible pitfall he had prepared for her.

But why recall these things now, she thought, as she resumed her

pencil.

The deep red tints of the golden sun, setting amid fiery haze beyond

the Elbe and the tiny hills of Hanover, lay in all their richness on

the creek, on the villa and its flowers and shrubs: on Altona in the

background, with all its rows of poplars and pointed roofs; and

Ellinor often paused in her work, and, wooed by the lap, lap, lapping

and murmur of the tide, sank into a kind of dream.

The present fled--the past returned.

She no longer saw the rows of lofty poplars, the long _Palmaille_,

and the great church of Altona, or the house on the hill where

Dumourier dwelt. She was back in the old summer garden of

Birkwoodbrae, with the fragrance of its roses and honeysuckle around

her; she heard the familiar hoot of Mary's pet owl--the owl that

Robert Wodrow had risked his life to secure; she heard again the

murmur of the May and the song of the thrush mingling with the rustle

of the silver birches that shadowed the roof under which her parents

died.

So, lulled by the beauty of the evening, by the warmth of the

sunshine, and the murmuring wavelets of the glorious river, she

dropped asleep.

She could not have sat thus above twenty minutes when she was

suddenly awakened by the flow of water over her ankles, and, starting

up, found herself surrounded by water--water on all sides, and water

between her and the shore, which was nearly a quarter of a mile

distant, but seemed to be much further off, the once dry sands being

now covered by the incoming flood-tide--a tide that flowed with

exceeding violence and fury.

A half-stifled shriek escaped her, and she started to her feet. Her

easel had been swept away; she attempted to run shorewards; but as

the water deepened and rose to her knees she uttered a despairing

cry, and rushed back to the sandy knoll on which she had planted her

chair, and over which the encroaching water was rising and deepening

with every inward flow of the waves.

She was lost!

From the beach (that seemed now so awfully distant) not a soul seemed

to observe her terrible predicament.

From being shrill and continuous, her despairing shrieks became

hoarse and faint, and, worse than all, the wind seemed to sweep them

seaward. Wild and black despair, with the terror of immediate death,

filled her heart. What terrible retribution was this? Was she to

perish by drowning--to die the same death that Robert Wodrow had

died--to perish and leave poor Mary alone in the world--all alone!

She parted the rich brown hair from her brow, and, casting her eyes

upward to the flushed evening sky, prayed for strength to die, and

for submission to the will of heaven; and, even as she prayed, a wave

that rolled nearly to her knees made her stagger. The sandy knoll

was completely covered, and the water was rising fast.

A very few minutes more and she would be swept off her feet, to sink

and drown! Across the waters of the broad river, the red sun, now

level with them and the flat horizon, shed his dazzling rays into her

eyes, that were becoming half-blinded by the rising spoon drift torn

from the waves by the storm.

It all seemed an unreality--a horrid nightmare.

She heard, or imagined she heard, a cry of encouragement--of coming

succour; but, blinded by terror and despair, she knew not whence it

came, whether from the land or the water.

A numbness seemed to creep fast over her--a sensation, or rather the

want of it, that threatened speedily to paralyse alike thought and

feeling.

Human endurance, in the weak and delicate form of the girl, could

stand no more; an incoming wave, stronger than the rest, struck her

above the waist, and she fell backwards into the water, and, as the

latter rose over her head, her senses left her, and darkness closed

around her.

Anon she breathed again, and the light flashed into her eyes. She

found herself in a boat, encircled by the strong and protecting arm

of a man, and closed her eyes with an invocation to heaven, believing

that she was being rowed shoreward, for she could hear the regular

dash of the oar-blades, and the hard breathing of those who pulled

them; but she remained passive and voiceless, with closed eyes,

incapable of volition, almost of thought, and certainly of speech.

After a brief space the boat jarred against something. It was the

side of a vessel, and she felt herself lifted upward--up--up--and

placed in the arms of a man, whose exclamation gave her a species of

electric shock.

It was the voice of Sir Redmond Sleath, and it was his astonished and

certainly bewildered face that she found close to her own when she

opened her eyes, only to shut them once more, as weakness and horror

took away her senses again.

_Sleath!_

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