II

When he came back, after dinner, she was again in one of the public

rooms; she explained that a lot of the things for the ship were spread

out in her own parlours: there was no space to sit down. Raymond was

highly gratified by this fact; it offered an opportunity for strolling

away a little with Dora, especially as, after he had been there ten

minutes, other people began to come in. They were entertained by the

rest, by Effie and Tishy, who was allowed to sit up a little, and by

Mademoiselle Bourde, who besought every visitor to indicate her a remedy

that was _really_ effective against the sea--some charm, some philter,

some potion or spell. 'Never mind, ma'm'selle, I've got a remedy,' said

Cousin Maria, with her cheerful decision, each time; but the French

instructress always began afresh.

As the young man was about to be parted for an indefinite period from

the girl whom he was ready to swear that he adored, it is clear that he

ought to have been equally ready to swear that she was the fairest of

her species. In point of fact, however, it was no less vivid to him than

it had been before that he loved Dora Temperly for qualities which had

nothing to do with straightness of nose or pinkness of complexion. Her

figure was straight, and so was her character, but her nose was not, and

Philistines and other vulgar people would have committed themselves,

without a blush on their own flat faces, to the assertion that she was

decidedly plain. In his artistic imagination he had analogies for her,

drawn from legend and literature; he was perfectly aware that she struck

many persons as silent, shy and angular, while his own version of her

peculiarities was that she was like a figure on the _predella_ of an

early Italian painting or a mediaeval maiden wandering about a lonely

castle, with her lover gone to the Crusades. To his sense, Dora had but

one defect--her admiration for her mother was too undiscriminating. An

ardent young man may well be slightly vexed when he finds that a young

lady will probably never care for him so much as she cares for her

parent; and Raymond Bestwick had this added ground for chagrin, that

Dora had--if she chose to take it--so good a pretext for discriminating.

For she had nothing whatever in common with the others; she was not of

the same stuff as Mrs. Temperly and Effie and Tishy.

She was original and generous and uncalculating, besides being full of

perception and taste in regard to the things _he_ cared about. She knew

nothing of conventional signs or estimates, but understood everything

that might be said to her from an artistic point of view. She was formed

to live in a studio, and not in a stiff drawing-room, amid upholstery

horribly new; and moreover her eyes and her voice were both charming. It

was only a pity she was so gentle; that is, he liked it for himself, but

he deplored it for her mother. He considered that he had virtually

given that lady his word that he would not make love to her; but his

spirits had risen since his visit of three or four hours before. It

seemed to him, after thinking things over more intently, that a way

would be opened for him to return to Paris. It was not probable that in

the interval Dora would be married off to a prince; for in the first

place the foolish race of princes would be sure not to appreciate her,

and in the second she would not, in this matter, simply do her mother's

bidding--her gentleness would not go so far as that. She might remain

single by the maternal decree, but she would not take a husband who was

disagreeable to her. In this reasoning Raymond was obliged to shut his

eyes very tight to the danger that some particular prince might not be

disagreeable to her, as well as to the attraction proceeding from what

her mother might announce that she would 'do.' He was perfectly aware

that it was in Cousin Maria's power, and would probably be in her

pleasure, to settle a handsome marriage-fee upon each of her daughters.

He was equally certain that this had nothing to do with the nature of

his own interest in the eldest, both because it was clear that Mrs.

Temperly would do very little for _him_, and because he didn't care how

little she did.

Effie and Tishy sat in the circle, on the edge of rather high chairs,

while Mademoiselle Bourde surveyed in them with complacency the results

of her own superiority. Tishy was a child, but Effie was fifteen, and

they were both very nice little girls, arrayed in fresh travelling

dresses and deriving a quaintness from the fact that Tishy was already

armed, for foreign adventures, with a smart new reticule, from which

she could not be induced to part, and that Effie had her finger in her

'place' in a fat red volume of _Murray_. Raymond knew that in a general

way their mother would not have allowed them to appear in the

drawing-room with these adjuncts, but something was to be allowed to the

fever of anticipation. They were both pretty, with delicate features and

blue eyes, and would grow up into worldly, conventional young ladies,

just as Dora had not done. They looked at Mademoiselle Bourde for

approval whenever they spoke, and, in addressing their mother

alternately with that accomplished woman, kept their two languages

neatly distinct.

Raymond had but a vague idea of who the people were who had come to bid

Cousin Maria farewell, and he had no wish for a sharper one, though she

introduced him, very definitely, to the whole group. She might make

light of him in her secret soul, but she would never put herself in the

wrong by omitting the smallest form. Fortunately, however, he was not

obliged to like all her forms, and he foresaw the day when she would

abandon this particular one. She was not so well made up in advance

about Paris but that it would be in reserve for her to detest the period

when she had thought it proper to 'introduce all round.' Raymond

detested it already, and tried to make Dora understand that he wished

her to take a walk with him in the corridors. There was a gentleman with

a curl on his forehead who especially displeased him; he made childish

jokes, at which the others laughed all at once, as if they had rehearsed

for it--jokes _a la portee_ of Effie and Tishy and mainly about them.

These two joined in the merriment, as if they followed perfectly, as

indeed they might, and gave a small sigh afterward, with a little

factitious air. Dora remained grave, almost sad; it was when she was

different, in this way, that he felt how much he liked her. He hated, in

general, a large ring of people who had drawn up chairs in the public

room of an hotel: some one was sure to undertake to be funny.

He succeeded at last in drawing Dora away; he endeavoured to give the

movement a casual air. There was nothing peculiar, after all, in their

walking a little in the passage; a dozen other persons were doing the

same. The girl had the air of not suspecting in the least that he could

have anything particular to say to her--of responding to his appeal

simply out of her general gentleness. It was not in her companion's

interest that her mind should be such a blank; nevertheless his

conviction that in spite of the ministrations of Mademoiselle Bourde she

was not falsely ingenuous made him repeat to himself that he would still

make her his own. They took several turns in the hall, during which it

might still have appeared to Dora Temperly that her cousin Raymond had

nothing particular to say to her. He remarked several times that he

should certainly turn up in Paris in the spring; but when once she had

replied that she was very glad that subject seemed exhausted. The young

man cared little, however; it was not a question now of making any

declaration: he only wanted to be with her. Suddenly, when they were at

the end of the corridor furthest removed from the room they had left, he

said to her: 'Your mother is very strange. Why has she got such an idea

about Paris?'

'How do you mean, such an idea?' He had stopped, making the girl stand

there before him.

'Well, she thinks so much of it without having ever seen it, or really

knowing anything. She appears to have planned out such a great life

there.'

'She thinks it's the best place,' Dora rejoined, with the dim smile that

always charmed our young man.

'The best place for what?'

'Well, to learn French.' The girl continued to smile.

'Do you mean for her? She'll never learn it; she can't.'

'No; for us. And other things.'

'You know it already. And _you_ know other things,' said Raymond.

'She wants us to know them better--better than any girls know them.'

'I don't know what things you mean,' exclaimed the young man, rather

impatiently.

'Well, we shall see,' Dora returned, laughing.

He said nothing for a minute, at the end of which he resumed: 'I hope

you won't be offended if I say that it seems curious your mother should

have such aspirations--such Napoleonic plans. I mean being just a quiet

little lady from California, who has never seen any of the kind of thing

that she has in her head.'

'That's just why she wants to see it, I suppose; and I don't know why

her being from California should prevent. At any rate she wants us to

have the best. Isn't the best taste in Paris?'

'Yes; and the worst.' It made him gloomy when she defended the old lady,

and to change the subject he asked: 'Aren't you sorry, this last night,

to leave your own country for such an indefinite time?'

It didn't cheer him up that the girl should answer: 'Oh, I would go

anywhere with mother!'

'And with _her_?' Raymond demanded, sarcastically, as Mademoiselle

Bourde came in sight, emerging from the drawing-room. She approached

them; they met her in a moment, and she informed Dora that Mrs. Temperly

wished her to come back and play a part of that composition of

Saint-Saens--the last one she had been learning--for Mr. and Mrs.

Parminter: they wanted to judge whether their daughter could manage it.

'I don't believe she can,' said Dora, smiling; but she was moving away

to comply when her companion detained her a moment.

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