THE LIAR

I

The train was half an hour late and the drive from the station longer

than he had supposed, so that when he reached the house its inmates had

dispersed to dress for dinner and he was conducted straight to his room.

The curtains were drawn in this asylum, the candles were lighted, the

fire was bright, and when the servant had quickly put out his clothes

the comfortable little place became suggestive--seemed to promise a

pleasant house, a various party, talks, acquaintances, affinities, to

say nothing of very good cheer. He was too occupied with his profession

to pay many country visits, but he had heard people who had more time

for them speak of establishments where 'they do you very well.' He

foresaw that the proprietors of Stayes would do him very well. In his

bedroom at a country house he always looked first at the books on the

shelf and the prints on the walls; he considered that these things gave

a sort of measure of the culture and even of the character of his hosts.

Though he had but little time to devote to them on this occasion a

cursory inspection assured him that if the literature, as usual, was

mainly American and humorous the art consisted neither of the

water-colour studies of the children nor of 'goody' engravings. The

walls were adorned with old-fashioned lithographs, principally portraits

of country gentlemen with high collars and riding gloves: this

suggested--and it was encouraging--that the tradition of portraiture was

held in esteem. There was the customary novel of Mr. Le Fanu, for the

bedside; the ideal reading in a country house for the hours after

midnight. Oliver Lyon could scarcely forbear beginning it while he

buttoned his shirt.

Perhaps that is why he not only found every one assembled in the hall

when he went down, but perceived from the way the move to dinner was

instantly made that they had been waiting for him. There was no delay,

to introduce him to a lady, for he went out in a group of unmatched men,

without this appendage. The men, straggling behind, sidled and edged as

usual at the door of the dining-room, and the _denouement_ of this

little comedy was that he came to his place last of all. This made him

think that he was in a sufficiently distinguished company, for if he had

been humiliated (which he was not), he could not have consoled himself

with the reflection that such a fate was natural to an obscure,

struggling young artist. He could no longer think of himself as very

young, alas, and if his position was not so brilliant as it ought to be

he could no longer justify it by calling it a struggle. He was something

of a celebrity and he was apparently in a society of celebrities. This

idea added to the curiosity with which he looked up and down the long

table as he settled himself in his place.

It was a numerous party--five and twenty people; rather an odd occasion

to have proposed to him, as he thought. He would not be surrounded by

the quiet that ministers to good work; however, it had never interfered

with his work to see the spectacle of human life before him in the

intervals. And though he did not know it, it was never quiet at Stayes.

When he was working well he found himself in that happy state--the

happiest of all for an artist--in which things in general contribute to

the particular idea and fall in with it, help it on and justify it, so

that he feels for the hour as if nothing in the world can happen to him,

even if it come in the guise of disaster or suffering, that will not be

an enhancement of his subject. Moreover there was an exhilaration (he

had felt it before) in the rapid change of scene--the jump, in the dusk

of the afternoon, from foggy London and his familiar studio to a centre

of festivity in the middle of Hertfordshire and a drama half acted, a

drama of pretty women and noted men and wonderful orchids in silver

jars. He observed as a not unimportant fact that one of the pretty women

was beside him: a gentleman sat on his other hand. But he went into his

neighbours little as yet: he was busy looking out for Sir David, whom he

had never seen and about whom he naturally was curious.

Evidently, however, Sir David was not at dinner, a circumstance

sufficiently explained by the other circumstance which constituted our

friend's principal knowledge of him--his being ninety years of age.

Oliver Lyon had looked forward with great pleasure to the chance of

painting a nonagenarian, and though the old man's absence from table was

something of a disappointment (it was an opportunity the less to

observe him before going to work), it seemed a sign that he was rather a

sacred and perhaps therefore an impressive relic. Lyon looked at his son

with the greater interest--wondered whether the glazed bloom of his

cheek had been transmitted from Sir David. That would be jolly to paint,

in the old man--the withered ruddiness of a winter apple, especially if

the eye were still alive and the white hair carried out the frosty look.

Arthur Ashmore's hair had a midsummer glow, but Lyon was glad his

commission had been to delineate the father rather than the son, in

spite of his never having seen the one and of the other being seated

there before him now in the happy expansion of liberal hospitality.

Arthur Ashmore was a fresh-coloured, thick-necked English gentleman, but

he was just not a subject; he might have been a farmer and he might have

been a banker: you could scarcely paint him in characters. His wife did

not make up the amount; she was a large, bright, negative woman, who had

the same air as her husband of being somehow tremendously new; a sort of

appearance of fresh varnish (Lyon could scarcely tell whether it came

from her complexion or from her clothes), so that one felt she ought to

sit in a gilt frame, suggesting reference to a catalogue or a

price-list. It was as if she were already rather a bad though expensive

portrait, knocked off by an eminent hand, and Lyon had no wish to copy

that work. The pretty woman on his right was engaged with her neighbour

and the gentleman on his other side looked shrinking and scared, so that

he had time to lose himself in his favourite diversion of watching face

after face. This amusement gave him the greatest pleasure he knew, and

he often thought it a mercy that the human mask did interest him and

that it was not less vivid than it was (sometimes it ran its success in

this line very close), since he was to make his living by reproducing

it. Even if Arthur Ashmore would not be inspiring to paint (a certain

anxiety rose in him lest if he should make a hit with her father-in-law

Mrs. Arthur should take it into her head that he had now proved himself

worthy to _aborder_ her husband); even if he had looked a little less

like a page (fine as to print and margin) without punctuation, he would

still be a refreshing, iridescent surface. But the gentleman four

persons off--what was he? Would he be a subject, or was his face only

the legible door-plate of his identity, burnished with punctual washing

and shaving--the least thing that was decent that you would know him by?

This face arrested Oliver Lyon: it struck him at first as very handsome.

The gentleman might still be called young, and his features were

regular: he had a plentiful, fair moustache that curled up at the ends,

a brilliant, gallant, almost adventurous air, and a big shining

breastpin in the middle of his shirt. He appeared a fine satisfied soul,

and Lyon perceived that wherever he rested his friendly eye there fell

an influence as pleasant as the September sun--as if he could make

grapes and pears or even human affection ripen by looking at them. What

was odd in him was a certain mixture of the correct and the extravagant:

as if he were an adventurer imitating a gentleman with rare perfection

or a gentleman who had taken a fancy to go about with hidden arms. He

might have been a dethroned prince or the war-correspondent of a

newspaper: he represented both enterprise and tradition, good manners

and bad taste. Lyon at length fell into conversation with the lady

beside him--they dispensed, as he had had to dispense at dinner-parties

before, with an introduction--by asking who this personage might be.

'Oh, he's Colonel Capadose, don't you know?' Lyon didn't know and he

asked for further information. His neighbour had a sociable manner and

evidently was accustomed to quick transitions; she turned from her other

interlocutor with a methodical air, as a good cook lifts the cover of

the next saucepan. 'He has been a great deal in India--isn't he rather

celebrated?' she inquired. Lyon confessed he had never heard of him, and

she went on, 'Well, perhaps he isn't; but he says he is, and if you

think it, that's just the same, isn't it?'

'If _you_ think it?'

'I mean if he thinks it--that's just as good, I suppose.'

'Do you mean that he says that which is not?'

'Oh dear, no--because I never know. He is exceedingly clever and

amusing--quite the cleverest person in the house, unless indeed you are

more so. But that I can't tell yet, can I? I only know about the people

I know; I think that's celebrity enough!'

'Enough for them?'

'Oh, I see you're clever. Enough for me! But I have heard of you,' the

lady went on. 'I know your pictures; I admire them. But I don't think

you look like them.'

'They are mostly portraits,' Lyon said; 'and what I usually try for is

not my own resemblance.'

'I see what you mean. But they have much more colour. And now you are

going to do some one here?'

'I have been invited to do Sir David. I'm rather disappointed at not

seeing him this evening.'

'Oh, he goes to bed at some unnatural hour--eight o'clock or something

of that sort. You know he's rather an old mummy.'

'An old mummy?' Oliver Lyon repeated.

'I mean he wears half a dozen waistcoats, and that sort of thing. He's

always cold.'

'I have never seen him and never seen any portrait or photograph of

him,' Lyon said. 'I'm surprised at his never having had anything

done--at their waiting all these years.'

'Ah, that's because he was afraid, you know; it was a kind of

superstition. He was sure that if anything were done he would die

directly afterwards. He has only consented to-day.'

'He's ready to die then?'

'Oh, now he's so old he doesn't care.'

'Well, I hope I shan't kill him,' said Lyon. 'It was rather unnatural in

his son to send for me.'

'Oh, they have nothing to gain--everything is theirs already!' his

companion rejoined, as if she took this speech quite literally. Her

talkativeness was systematic--she fraternised as seriously as she might

have played whist. 'They do as they like--they fill the house with

people--they have _carte blanche_.'

'I see--but there's still the title.'

'Yes, but what is it?'

Our artist broke into laughter at this, whereat his companion stared.

Before he had recovered himself she was scouring the plain with her

other neighbour. The gentleman on his left at last risked an

observation, and they had some fragmentary talk. This personage played

his part with difficulty: he uttered a remark as a lady fires a pistol,

looking the other way. To catch the ball Lyon had to bend his ear, and

this movement led to his observing a handsome creature who was seated on

the same side, beyond his interlocutor. Her profile was presented to him

and at first he was only struck with its beauty; then it produced an

impression still more agreeable--a sense of undimmed remembrance and

intimate association. He had not recognised her on the instant only

because he had so little expected to see her there; he had not seen her

anywhere for so long, and no news of her ever came to him. She was often

in his thoughts, but she had passed out of his life. He thought of her

twice a week; that may be called often in relation to a person one has

not seen for twelve years. The moment after he recognised her he felt

how true it was that it was only she who could look like that: of the

most charming head in the world (and this lady had it) there could never

be a replica. She was leaning forward a little; she remained in profile,

apparently listening to some one on the other side of her. She was

listening, but she was also looking, and after a moment Lyon followed

the direction of her eyes. They rested upon the gentleman who had been

described to him as Colonel Capadose--rested, as it appeared to him,

with a kind of habitual, visible complacency. This was not strange, for

the Colonel was unmistakably formed to attract the sympathetic gaze of

woman; but Lyon was slightly disappointed that she could let _him_ look

at her so long without giving him a glance. There was nothing between

them to-day and he had no rights, but she must have known he was coming

(it was of course not such a tremendous event, but she could not have

been staying in the house without hearing of it), and it was not natural

that that should absolutely fail to affect her.

She was looking at Colonel Capadose as if she were in love with him--a

queer accident for the proudest, most reserved of women. But doubtless

it was all right, if her husband liked it or didn't notice it: he had

heard indefinitely, years before, that she was married, and he took for

granted (as he had not heard that she had become a widow) the presence

of the happy man on whom she had conferred what she had refused to

_him_, the poor art-student at Munich. Colonel Capadose appeared to be

aware of nothing, and this circumstance, incongruously enough, rather

irritated Lyon than gratified him. Suddenly the lady turned her head,

showing her full face to our hero. He was so prepared with a greeting

that he instantly smiled, as a shaken jug overflows; but she gave him no

response, turned away again and sank back in her chair. All that her

face said in that instant was, 'You see I'm as handsome as ever.' To

which he mentally subjoined, 'Yes, and as much good it does me!' He

asked the young man beside him if he knew who that beautiful being

was--the fifth person beyond him. The young man leaned forward,

considered and then said, 'I think she's Mrs. Capadose.'

'Do you mean his wife--that fellow's?' And Lyon indicated the subject

of the information given him by his other neighbour.

'Oh, is _he_ Mr. Capadose?' said the young man, who appeared very vague.

He admitted his vagueness and explained it by saying that there were so

many people and he had come only the day before. What was definite to

Lyon was that Mrs. Capadose was in love with her husband; so that he

wished more than ever that he had married her.

'She's very faithful,' he found himself saying three minutes later to

the lady on his right. He added that he meant Mrs. Capadose.

'Ah, you know her then?'

'I knew her once upon a time--when I was living abroad.'

'Why then were you asking me about her husband?'

'Precisely for that reason. She married after that--I didn't even know

her present name.'

'How then do you know it now?'

'This gentleman has just told me--he appears to know.'

'I didn't know he knew anything,' said the lady, glancing forward.

'I don't think he knows anything but that.'

'Then you have found out for yourself that she is faithful. What do you

mean by that?'

'Ah, you mustn't question me--I want to question you,' Lyon said. 'How

do you all like her here?'

'You ask too much! I can only speak for myself. I think she's hard.'

'That's only because she's honest and straightforward.'

'Do you mean I like people in proportion as they deceive?'

'I think we all do, so long as we don't find them out,' Lyon said. 'And

then there's something in her face--a sort of Roman type, in spite of

her having such an English eye. In fact she's English down to the

ground; but her complexion, her low forehead and that beautiful close

little wave in her dark hair make her look like a glorified

_contadina_.'

'Yes, and she always sticks pins and daggers into her head, to increase

that effect. I must say I like her husband better: he is so clever.'

'Well, when I knew her there was no comparison that could injure her.

She was altogether the most delightful thing in Munich.'

'In Munich?'

'Her people lived there; they were not rich--in pursuit of economy in

fact, and Munich was very cheap. Her father was the younger son of some

noble house; he had married a second time and had a lot of little mouths

to feed. She was the child of the first wife and she didn't like her

stepmother, but she was charming to her little brothers and sisters. I

once made a sketch of her as Werther's Charlotte, cutting bread and

butter while they clustered all round her. All the artists in the place

were in love with her but she wouldn't look at 'the likes' of us. She

was too proud--I grant you that; but she wasn't stuck up nor young

ladyish; she was simple and frank and kind about it. She used to remind

me of Thackeray's Ethel Newcome. She told me she must marry well: it was

the one thing she could do for her family. I suppose you would say that

she _has_ married well.'

'She told _you_?' smiled Lyon's neighbour.

'Oh, of course I proposed to her too. But she evidently thinks so

herself!' he added.

When the ladies left the table the host as usual bade the gentlemen draw

together, so that Lyon found himself opposite to Colonel Capadose. The

conversation was mainly about the 'run,' for it had apparently been a

great day in the hunting-field. Most of the gentlemen communicated their

adventures and opinions, but Colonel Capadose's pleasant voice was the

most audible in the chorus. It was a bright and fresh but masculine

organ, just such a voice as, to Lyon's sense, such a 'fine man' ought to

have had. It appeared from his remarks that he was a very straight

rider, which was also very much what Lyon would have expected. Not that

he swaggered, for his allusions were very quietly and casually made; but

they were all too dangerous experiments and close shaves. Lyon perceived

after a little that the attention paid by the company to the Colonel's

remarks was not in direct relation to the interest they seemed to offer;

the result of which was that the speaker, who noticed that _he_ at least

was listening, began to treat him as his particular auditor and to fix

his eyes on him as he talked. Lyon had nothing to do but to look

sympathetic and assent--Colonel Capadose appeared to take so much

sympathy and assent for granted. A neighbouring squire had had an

accident; he had come a cropper in an awkward place--just at the

finish--with consequences that looked grave. He had struck his head; he

remained insensible, up to the last accounts: there had evidently been

concussion of the brain. There was some exchange of views as to his

recovery--how soon it would take place or whether it would take place at

all; which led the Colonel to confide to our artist across the table

that _he_ shouldn't despair of a fellow even if he didn't come round for

weeks--for weeks and weeks and weeks--for months, almost for years. He

leaned forward; Lyon leaned forward to listen, and Colonel Capadose

mentioned that he knew from personal experience that there was really no

limit to the time one might lie unconscious without being any the worse

for it. It had happened to him in Ireland, years before; he had been

pitched out of a dogcart, had turned a sheer somersault and landed on

his head. They thought he was dead, but he wasn't; they carried him

first to the nearest cabin, where he lay for some days with the pigs,

and then to an inn in a neighbouring town--it was a near thing they

didn't put him under ground. He had been completely insensible--without

a ray of recognition of any human thing--for three whole months; had not

a glimmer of consciousness of any blessed thing. It was touch and go to

that degree that they couldn't come near him, they couldn't feed him,

they could scarcely look at him. Then one day he had opened his eyes--as

fit as a flea!

'I give you my honour it had done me good--it rested my brain.' He

appeared to intimate that with an intelligence so active as his these

periods of repose were providential. Lyon thought his story very

striking, but he wanted to ask him whether he had not shammed a

little--not in relating it, but in keeping so quiet. He hesitated

however, in time, to imply a doubt--he was so impressed with the tone in

which Colonel Capadose said that it was the turn of a hair that they

hadn't buried him alive. That had happened to a friend of his in

India--a fellow who was supposed to have died of jungle fever--they

clapped him into a coffin. He was going on to recite the further fate of

this unfortunate gentleman when Mr. Ashmore made a move and every one

got up to adjourn to the drawing-room. Lyon noticed that by this time no

one was heeding what his new friend said to him. They came round on

either side of the table and met while the gentlemen dawdled before

going out.

'And do you mean that your friend was literally buried alive?' asked

Lyon, in some suspense.

Colonel Capadose looked at him a moment, as if he had already lost the

thread of the conversation. Then his face brightened--and when it

brightened it was doubly handsome. 'Upon my soul he was chucked into the

ground!'

'And was he left there?'

'He was left there till I came and hauled him out.'

'_You_ came?'

'I dreamed about him--it's the most extraordinary story: I heard him

calling to me in the night. I took upon myself to dig him up. You know

there are people in India--a kind of beastly race, the ghouls--who

violate graves. I had a sort of presentiment that they would get at him

first. I rode straight, I can tell you; and, by Jove, a couple of them

had just broken ground! Crack--crack, from a couple of barrels, and they

showed me their heels, as you may believe. Would you credit that I took

him out myself? The air brought him to and he was none the worse. He

has got his pension--he came home the other day; he would do anything

for me.'

'He called to you in the night?' said Lyon, much startled.

'That's the interesting point. Now _what was it_? It wasn't his ghost,

because he wasn't dead. It wasn't himself, because he couldn't. It was

something or other! You see India's a strange country--there's an

element of the mysterious: the air is full of things you can't explain.'

They passed out of the dining-room, and Colonel Capadose, who went among

the first, was separated from Lyon; but a minute later, before they

reached the drawing-room, he joined him again. 'Ashmore tells me who you

are. Of course I have often heard of you--I'm very glad to make your

acquaintance; my wife used to know you.'

'I'm glad she remembers me. I recognised her at dinner and I was afraid

she didn't.'

'Ah, I daresay she was ashamed,' said the Colonel, with indulgent

humour.

'Ashamed of me?' Lyon replied, in the same key.

'Wasn't there something about a picture? Yes; you painted her portrait.'

'Many times,' said the artist; 'and she may very well have been ashamed

of what I made of her.'

'Well, I wasn't, my dear sir; it was the sight of that picture, which

you were so good as to present to her, that made me first fall in love

with her.'

'Do you mean that one with the children--cutting bread and butter?'

'Bread and butter? Bless me, no--vine leaves and a leopard skin--a kind

of Bacchante.'

'Ah, yes,' said Lyon; 'I remember. It was the first decent portrait I

painted. I should be curious to see it to-day.'

'Don't ask her to show it to you--she'll be mortified!' the Colonel

exclaimed.

'Mortified?'

'We parted with it--in the most disinterested manner,' he laughed. 'An

old friend of my wife's--her family had known him intimately when they

lived in Germany--took the most extraordinary fancy to it: the Grand

Duke of Silberstadt-Schreckenstein, don't you know? He came out to

Bombay while we were there and he spotted your picture (you know he's

one of the greatest collectors in Europe), and made such eyes at it

that, upon my word--it happened to be his birthday--she told him he

might have it, to get rid of him. He was perfectly enchanted--but we

miss the picture.'

'It is very good of you,' Lyon said. 'If it's in a great collection--a

work of my incompetent youth--I am infinitely honoured.'

'Oh, he has got it in one of his castles; I don't know which--you know

he has so many. He sent us, before he left India--to return the

compliment--a magnificent old vase.'

'That was more than the thing was worth,' Lyon remarked.

Colonel Capadose gave no heed to this observation; he seemed to be

thinking of something. After a moment he said, 'If you'll come and see

us in town she'll show you the vase.' And as they passed into the

drawing-room he gave the artist a friendly propulsion. 'Go and speak to

her; there she is--she'll be delighted.'

Oliver Lyon took but a few steps into the wide saloon; he stood there a

moment looking at the bright composition of the lamplit group of fair

women, the single figures, the great setting of white and gold, the

panels of old damask, in the centre of each of which was a single

celebrated picture. There was a subdued lustre in the scene and an air

as of the shining trains of dresses tumbled over the carpet. At the

furthest end of the room sat Mrs. Capadose, rather isolated; she was on

a small sofa, with an empty place beside her. Lyon could not flatter

himself she had been keeping it for him; her failure to respond to his

recognition at table contradicted that, but he felt an extreme desire to

go and occupy it. Moreover he had her husband's sanction; so he crossed

the room, stepping over the tails of gowns, and stood before his old

friend.

'I hope you don't mean to repudiate me,' he said.

She looked up at him with an expression of unalloyed pleasure. 'I am so

glad to see you. I was delighted when I heard you were coming.'

'I tried to get a smile from you at dinner--but I couldn't.'

'I didn't see--I didn't understand. Besides, I hate smirking and

telegraphing. Also I'm very shy--you won't have forgotten that. Now we

can communicate comfortably.' And she made a better place for him on the

little sofa. He sat down and they had a talk that he enjoyed, while the

reason for which he used to like her so came back to him, as well as a

good deal of the very same old liking. She was still the least spoiled

beauty he had ever seen, with an absence of coquetry or any insinuating

art that seemed almost like an omitted faculty; there were moments when

she struck her interlocutor as some fine creature from an asylum--a

surprising deaf-mute or one of the operative blind. Her noble pagan head

gave her privileges that she neglected, and when people were admiring

her brow she was wondering whether there were a good fire in her

bedroom. She was simple, kind and good; inexpressive but not inhuman or

stupid. Now and again she dropped something that had a sifted, selected

air--the sound of an impression at first hand. She had no imagination,

but she had added up her feelings, some of her reflections, about life.

Lyon talked of the old days in Munich, reminded her of incidents,

pleasures and pains, asked her about her father and the others; and she

told him in return that she was so impressed with his own fame, his

brilliant position in the world, that she had not felt very sure he

would speak to her or that his little sign at table was meant for her.

This was plainly a perfectly truthful speech--she was incapable of any

other--and he was affected by such humility on the part of a woman whose

grand line was unique. Her father was dead; one of her brothers was in

the navy and the other on a ranch in America; two of her sisters were

married and the youngest was just coming out and very pretty. She didn't

mention her stepmother. She asked him about his own personal history and

he said that the principal thing that had happened to him was that he

had never married.

'Oh, you ought to,' she answered. 'It's the best thing.'

'I like that--from you!' he returned.

'Why not from me? I am very happy.'

'That's just why I can't be. It's cruel of you to praise your state. But

I have had the pleasure of making the acquaintance of your husband. We

had a good bit of talk in the other room.'

'You must know him better--you must know him really well,' said Mrs.

Capadose.

'I am sure that the further you go the more you find. But he makes a

fine show, too.'

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