Chapter XXXI

As so many cocoa-nut trees had been cut down to build the house, there

were plenty of boughs lying in every direction, and William and Mr.

Seagrave had soon procured sufficient. In a very short time the boat

was drawn up about ten yards from the water's edge, which Ready said

was quite sufficient; they then dug from under with their shovels until

the boat was sunk about half down in the sand.

Having filled in the sand all round her up to her gunnel, the boat was

then carefully covered over with the boughs, which were weighed down

with sand that they might not be blown away.

"I don't see why you should cover the boat up in this way, Ready; the

rain won't hurt her," observed William.

"No, sir, the rain won't do her any harm, but the sun will, when it

bursts out occasionally; for it's very powerful when it does shine, and

it would split her all to pieces."

"I forgot that," replied William. "What shall we do now?"

"Suppose, as we have two hours to dinner-time, you run for the lines,

William, and we'll try for some fish."

"We cannot all three of us fish with only two lines," said Mr.

Seagrave.

"No, sir; and as William knows how to catch them, suppose you remain

with him, and I will go up and collect wood and chips for Juno's fire.

She was hard pressed for it this morning, it was so wet; but, if once

piled up, it will soon be dry. Be careful, Mr. Seagrave, not to hold

the lines tight in your hands, or you may be jerked into the water."

Mr. Seagrave and William were very fortunate; before the two hours were

expired they had caught eight large fish, which they brought up to the

house slung on the boat-hook. Tommy hallooed loudly for fish for

dinner, and as they had caught so many, it was agreed that the dinner

should be put off until some could be got ready, and they were not

sorry to eat them instead of salt pork.

They had hardly sat down to table, when the rain came pattering down on

the roof, and in a quarter of an hour the storm was as violent, and the

thunder and lightning as terrific as on the day before. All outdoor

labour was again suspended. Mrs. Seagrave, Juno, and Caroline took

their work, for there was plenty to do with the needle and thread, and

Ready soon found employment for the rest. William and Mr. Seagrave

unlaid some thick rope, that Ready might make smaller and more useful

rope with the yarns. Ready took up his sailing needles, and worked

eyelet-holes in the canvas screens (which they had put up in a hurry),

so that they might be drawn to and fro as required.

As soon as Ready had hung up the curtains, he looked under the

bedsteads for a large bundle, and said, as he opened it, "I shall now

decorate Madam Seagrave's sleeping-place. It ought to be handsomer than

the others." The bundle was composed of the ship's ensign, which was

red, and a large, square, yellow flag with the name of the ship Pacific

in large black letters upon it. These two flags Ready festooned and

tied up round the bed-place, so as to give it a very gay appearance,

and also to hide the rough walls of the cottage.

"Indeed, Ready, I am much obliged to you," said Mrs. Seagrave, when he

had finished; "it is really quite grand for this place."

"It's the best use we can put them to now, madam," said Ready.

"I am afraid so," replied Mr. Seagrave, thoughtfully.

"Ready," said William, after the candles were lighted, "you once

half-promised me that you would tell me your history; I wish you would

tell us some of it now, as it will pass away the evening."

"Well, William, I did say so, and I shall keep my word. When you have

heard my story, you will say that I have been very foolish in my time;

and so I have; but if it proves a warning to you, it will, at all

events, be of some use."

Ready then commenced his history as follows:

History of Old Ready.

"Of course, you wish to know who my father and mother were: that is

soon told. My father was the captain of a merchant vessel, which traded

from South Shields to Hamburg, and my poor mother, God bless her, was

the daughter of a half-pay militia captain, who died about two months

after their marriage. The property which the old gentleman had

bequeathed to my mother was added to that which my father had already

vested in the brig, and he then owned one-third of the vessel; the

other two-thirds were the property of a very rich ship-builder and

owner, of the name of Masterman. What with the profits of the share he

held of the vessel and his pay as captain, my father was well to do.

Mr. Masterman, who had a very high opinion of my father, and gained

much money by his exertions and good management, was present at the

marriage, and when I was born, about a year afterwards, he stood for me

as godfather. Every one considered that this was a most advantageous

circumstance for me, and congratulated my father and mother; for Mr.

Masterman was a bachelor, of nearly sixty years, without any near

relations. It is true, that he was very fond of money; but that, they

said, was all the better, as he could not take it away with him when he

died. An end, however, was soon put to all their worldly ideas, for a

year after I was born, my father was drowned at sea, his vessel and the

whole of her crew being lost on the Texel sands; and my mother found

herself a widow, with a child scarcely weaned, when she was but

twenty-two years of age.

"It was supposed that my mother would still have sufficient to live

upon, as the ship had been insured at two-thirds of her value; but, to

the astonishment of everybody, Mr. Masterman contrived to make it

appear that it was his two-thirds of the vessel which had been

insured."

"What is insurance?" inquired William.

"Insurance, my dear boy, is paying a certain sum to people who are

called underwriters, that in case the vessel or cargo is lost or

damaged, the loss or damage is made good to the owners of the vessel or

cargo. You pay in proportion to the risk incurred. Supposing you wished

to insure one thousand pounds on a vessel or cargo, and ten per cent

was required, you would, if the vessel came home safe, pay the

underwriters one hundred pounds; if, on the contrary, the vessel was

lost, the underwriters would have to pay you one thousand pounds, the

sum which you had insured. I beg your pardon for the interruption,

Ready."

"No need, Mr. Seagrave; we never should lose an opportunity of teaching

the young. Well, how far the assertion of Mr. Masterman was correct or

not, it was impossible at the time to say; but I do know that everybody

cried out `shame', and that if he did deprive the widow, he had much to

answer for; for the Bible says, `Pure religion is to visit the

fatherless and the widows in their affliction, and to keep yourself

unspotted in the world'. The consequence was, that my mother had little

or nothing to live upon; but she found friends who assisted her, and

she worked embroidery, and contrived to get on somehow until I was

eight or nine years of age."

"But did not your godfather come forward to the assistance of your

mother?" inquired Mr. Seagrave.

"No, sir, strange to say, he did not; and that made people talk the

more. I believe it was the abuse of him, which he did not fail to hear,

and which he ascribed to my mother, which turned him away from us;

perhaps it was his own conscience, for we always dislike those we have

injured."

"Unfortunately, there is great truth in that remark of yours, Ready,"

observed Mr. Seagrave; "still, it is strange that he did not do

something."

"It was very strange, sir, - at least, so it appeared at the time, but

he was very fond of money, and irritated at the reports and

observations which were made about him. But, to go on, sir, I was a

strong, hardy boy, and, whenever I could escape from my mother or

school, was always found by the water-side or on board of the vessels.

In the summer-time I was half the day in water, and was a very good

swimmer. My mother perceived my fondness for the profession, and tried

all she could to divert my thoughts some other way. She told me of the

dangers and hardships which sailors went through, and always ended with

my father's death and a flood of tears.

"We certainly are of a perverse nature, as I have often heard the

clergyman say, for it appears to me that we always wish to do that

which we are told not to do. If my mother had not been always

persuading me against going to sea, I really believe I might have

stayed at home. I've often thought since, how selfish and unfeeling I

must have been. I was too young to know what pain I was giving my

mother, and how anxiety was preying upon her, all on my account.

Children cannot feel it; if they did, they would do otherwise, for our

hearts are seldom hard until we grow older."

"I agree with you, Ready," said Mr. Seagrave. "If children really knew

how much their parents suffer when they behave ill, how alarmed they

are at any proofs of wickedness in them, they would be much better."

"We never find that out, sir, till it is too late," continued Ready.

"Well, sir, I was little more than nine years old, when, on a very

windy day, and the water rough, a hawser, by which a vessel was fast to

the wharf, was carried away with a violent jerk, and the broken part,

as it flew out, struck a person who was at the edge of the wharf, and

knocked him into the sea. I heard the crying out, and the men from the

wharf and from the ships were throwing ropes to him, but he could not

catch hold of them; indeed, he could not swim well, and the water was

rough. I caught a rope that had been hauled in again, and leapt off the

wharf.

"Young as I was, I swam like a duck, and put the rope into his hands

just as he was going down. He clung to it as drowning men only can

cling, and was hauled to the piles, and soon afterwards a boat, which

had been lowered from the stern of one of the vessels, picked us both

up. We were taken to a public-house, and put into bed till dry clothes

could be sent for us; and then I found that the person I had saved was

my godfather, Mr. Masterman. Everyone was loud in my praise; and,

although perhaps I ought not to say it, it was a bold act for so young

a boy as I was. The sailors took me home to my mother in a sort of

triumphal procession; and she, poor thing, when she heard what I had

done, embraced me over and over again, one moment rejoicing at my

preservation, and the next weeping bitterly at the thoughts of the

danger I had encountered, and the probability that my bold spirit would

lead me into still greater."

"But she did not blame you for what you had done?"

"Oh no, William; she felt that I had done my duty towards my neighbour,

and perhaps she felt in her own heart that I had returned good for

evil; but she did not say so. The next day Mr. Masterman called upon

us; he certainly looked very foolish and confused when he asked for his

godson, whom he had so long neglected. My mother, who felt how useful

he might be to me, received him very kindly; but I had been often told

of his neglect of me and my mother, and of his supposed unfair conduct

towards my father, and had taken a violent dislike to him; his advances

towards me were therefore very coolly received. I felt glad that I had

saved him; but although I could not exactly understand my own feelings

at the time, I am ashamed to say that my pleasure was not derived from

having done a good action, so much as indulging a feeling of revenge in

having put one under an obligation who had treated me ill; this arose

from my proud spirit, which my mother could not check. So you see,

William, there was very little merit in what I had done, as, after I

had done it, I indulged those feelings which I ought to have checked."

"I think I could not have helped feeling the same, Ready, under such

circumstances," replied William.

"The impulse which induced me to act was good," replied Ready; "but the

feeling which I indulged in afterwards took away the whole merit of the

deed. I am stating what I believe to be the truth; and an old man like

me can look upon the past without bias, but not without regret. Mr.

Masterman made but a short visit; he told my mother that he would now

take care of me and bring me up to the business of a ship-builder as

soon as I was old enough to leave school, and that in the meantime he

would pay all my expenses. My poor mother was very grateful, and shed

tears of joy; and when Mr. Masterman went away, she embraced me, and

said that now she was happy, as I should have a profession on shore and

not go to sea. I must do justice to Mr. Masterman; he kept his word and

sent money to my mother, so that she became quite cheerful and

comfortable, and everyone congratulated her, and she used to fondle me,

and say, it was all through me that she was relieved from her

distress."

"How happy that must have made you, Ready!" said William.

"Yes, it did, but it made me also very proud. Strange to say, I could

not conquer my dislike to Mr. Masterman; I had nourished the feeling

too long. I could not bear that my mother should be under obligations

to him, or that he should pay for my schooling; it hurt my foolish

pride, young as I then was; and although my mother was happy, I was

not. Besides, as I was put to a better school, and was obliged to

remain with the other boys, I could no longer run about the wharfs, or

go on board the vessels, as before. I did not see then, as I do now,

that it was all for my good but I became discontented and unhappy,

merely because I was obliged to pay attention to my learning, and could

no longer have my own way. The master complained of me; and Mr.

Masterman called and scolded me well. I became more disobedient, and

then I was punished. This irritated me, and I made up my mind that I

would run away to sea. You see, William, I was all in the wrong; and so

will all boys be who think they know better than those who have charge

of them; and now only see what I probably lost by my foolish conduct. I

say <i>probably</i>, for no one can calculate or foresee what is to

take place; but, as far as appearances went, I had every prospect of

receiving a good education - of succeeding Mr. Masterman in his

business, and, very probably, of inheriting his large fortune; so that

I might have been at this time a rich and well-educated man, surrounded

with all the comforts and luxuries of life; perhaps with an amiable

wife and large family round me, to make me still happier, instead of

being what I now am, a poor, worn-out old seaman upon a desert isle. I

point this out to you, William, to show how one false and foolish step

in the young may affect their whole prospects in life; and, instead of

enabling them to sail down with the stream of prosperity, may leave

them to struggle against the current of adversity, as has been the case

with me."

"It is, indeed, a good lesson, Ready," said Mr. Seagrave.

"It is; not that I repine at my lot, even while I regret the errors

that led to it. An all-wise and gracious God disposes of us as he

thinks best; and I can now say with perfect sincerity, `Thy will, not

mine, be done'."

"Your misfortunes have, however, proved an incalculable benefit to us,

Ready," observed Mrs. Seagrave; "for had you not gone to sea, and been

on board the ship when the crew deserted us, what would have become of

us?"

"Well, madam, it is some comfort to think that a worn-out old seaman

like myself has been of some use."

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