III

One afternoon late in February, Eunice was met in the hall by her

mother. 'A letter came for you this morning. It's from New York.' She

stood watching her as Eunice opened it with unsteady fingers.

Eunice looked up in a few moments, very white. 'It's from Professor

Lansing's sister,' she faltered. 'Miss Lansing is coming on to Chicago

this week. She says she would like to see me. She'll stop off in Dayton

over night, Saturday probably, and will come out for lunch if it's

convenient for us to have her. She can make connections by doing that.

Oh, mother, it's beautiful of her to want to come.'

'I don't know that it will do you much good to see her. You'll probably

get upset.'

'No, I won't be upset because I'll be so glad. Stephen said she was a

wonderful woman, and--we can talk about him. He was at her house only a

few days before he--caught cold.'

'Well, I don't know,' said her mother. 'You had better come into the

kitchen where it's warm. You look like a ghost, Eunice. I'll give you a

cup of soup to drink. It's on the stove now.' She laid nervous

compelling fingers on Eunice's arm. 'I suppose,' Mrs. Day was pouring

out the soup as she spoke, 'I suppose that Miss Lansing hasn't any idea

of the way we live. Even the front stoop looks a sight. It's needed a

coat of paint for years.'

'I know,' Eunice answered, her face clouding. 'I wish things were

different for Stephen's sake. But we can't help it.'

'No,' said her mother harshly, 'we can't help it. But I wish she wasn't

coming for a meal. The last decent tablecloth was cut up into napkins a

month ago. I was ashamed of the one we set Mabel Bennet down to the

other night.'

Eunice walked to the window. She looked out upon the backyard, upon the

snow that was reflecting the sunset, a sentence of one of Stephen's

letters in her mind. 'It's the dignity of their living that makes these

Washington Square people so worth while.' And then she recalled that

other letter. 'It will be jolly to have nice linen. Good linen makes you

feel respectable.'

It pained her that they must offer this friend of Stephen's what they

had been ashamed to offer Mabel Bennet. Stephen's pride would be hurt,

Stephen who had loved that word 'dignity'; and Stephen's pride was her

own pride just as much as if she were his wife, as if he were living.

Eunice stood a long time looking out upon the snow, until the rose of

the sunset had gone from it, leaving it blue and cold. She turned from

the window.

'Mother,'--she was glad that in the darkening kitchen she could not see

her mother's face distinctly,--'mother, don't you think we had better

use that very fine cloth you gave me, and the napkins, to make the table

look nice? Hadn't we better use them?'

'Use your things out of your Glory-Box, Eunice!'

'Yes, they are just pretty things, now, mother. All the pain is out of

them. I'm going to wear the best set you made me. I think if I have on

those nice clothes under my dress I won't be so shy with Miss Lansing. I

want--O, mother, I want Stephen to--to feel proud of me.'

Mrs. Day bent to rake the fire, then straightened up. 'If you can stand

wearing that set, I've nothing to say. You have a right to your own

notions. But I don't see how I can bear to look at the cloth.'

'After it's been done up and on the table once, you'll forget there was

anything sad connected with it. I know you will,' said Eunice, with her

brave, pleading eyes fixed on her mother's set face.

'I don't know; maybe I could forget. But I don't see how I could bring

myself to use something out of your own Glory-Box. It seems almost

indelicate. They're all your things.'

Eunice crossed the room and laid her face down on her mother's shoulder.

'You gave me the things, mother, and you've had so little of what you've

always wanted. Can't it be our Glory-Box, for us both to use on special

occasions--like this?' Her arms tightened about her mother's neck.

'Can't we use them this time for Stephen's sake?'

After a moment's silence Mrs. Day pushed her gently away.

'If they are to be washed you'll have to bring them down to-morrow. I'll

want to get them on the line while this good weather lasts. Saturday is

only four days off.'

Saturday evening Eunice lighted the candles on her bureau; lighting the

candles seemed like another ceremony of this perfect day. She had got up

early so as to put her room and the rest of the house in order. While

her mother was finishing in the kitchen she had set the table. It had

been a joy to do that, to spread the cloth so that the creases would

come in just the right place, and the large initial 'D' show without

being too conspicuous, and to fold the napkins prettily and arrange the

dishes. At the last moment she had decided that it would not be too

extravagant to buy a little plant of some sort for a centrepiece. So

there was just time for her to slip into the clothes that had been

spread out on the bed, and do over her hair, before Miss Lansing

arrived.

Stephen had said, 'You will like her, Eunice.' Like her!--she was the

most wonderful woman she had ever met. She was elderly, but strangely

enough you did not wonder whether she had been pretty or beautiful when

she was young. She was wonderful just as she was now. You could not

think of her as being different. She was tall, a little taller than

Eunice herself. Her face was finely cut, the sort of face you saw in

engravings of old portraits; there were not many lines in it. Her eyes

were dark and young too, though she had quite gray hair and evidently

didn't care to be in the fashion, for her black silk fell all around in

ample lengths. Eunice had watched her hands. They were not small, but

long and slender and very white; the two rings she wore seemed made for

them.

And Eunice had not felt shy. At first she had thought she was going to;

Miss Lansing had seemed at first so like a personage; but the thought of

Stephen, and of the featherstitched best set she was wearing made her

forget that Washington Square was, as Stephen had said, rather

terrifying on the outside. It was Stephen's friend whom they were

entertaining, and Stephen's friend was not a personage really, but a

wonderful woman who had loved Stephen too.

After lunch they talked together in the parlor while her mother was

clearing things away. Miss Lansing said that she had seen a great deal

of Stephen that last year. He had seemed to enjoy coming to the house.

He had come to dinner sometimes, but more often he had dropped in on

Saturday or Sunday afternoons for tea. One afternoon he had not been

quite himself. She had questioned him a little and he had confessed with

a laugh that he was homesick for Ohio.

'That was the time he talked for two hours about you, my dear,' Miss

Lansing said, smiling. 'Fortunately no one else came in, so he was

uninterrupted. I liked to listen to his talk; he had charm.' But Eunice

saw her eyes kindle. 'He was more than charming. He was great.'

'Yes,' Eunice answered very low. 'He would have been a great man, Miss

Lansing. I always knew he would.'

At that Miss Lansing put out both hands and covered Eunice's that were

clasped tightly in her lap. 'He would have been a great man,' she

repeated, 'and you, my dear, would have made him a great wife.'

Eunice felt that never, unless she should hear Stephen's voice again,

should she listen to such wonderful words as those. Ever since Miss

Lansing had gone they had sung themselves in her heart like a sacred

refrain. She was glad that it was night now so that she could fall

asleep repeating them.

'Getting ready for bed, Eunice?'

'I'm beginning to.' Eunice opened the door to her mother, who stood

outside winding the clock.

'Do you know,' said Mrs. Day as she set the alarm, 'I've been thinking

again what a good idea it was to open that can of peas. They did make

the chops look so tasty, and they were almost as tender as the French.

I helped Miss Lansing twice.'

Eunice kissed her as she turned away.

'It was a nice dinner throughout, mother, and the table looked lovely.'

'Well, I saw Miss Lansing look at the cloth. She was too much of a lady

to say anything, of course, but I could tell she noticed it.'

'Yes,' said Eunice, 'I think she did.'

Mrs. Day was closing her door.

'Put out the light in the hall before you go to bed, Eunice.'

'Yes, mother,' said Eunice, softly closing her own door.

She stood still a moment in the centre of the candle-lighted room. Then

she went over to the Glory-Box and took out the kimono and laid it over

the footboard so that the pink folds could catch the light. When she had

undressed, she put it on. 'It will be a beautiful ending to the day,'

she said, as she stood before the mirror braiding her hair.

Her eyes rested on Stephen's picture.

'I think you would have been proud to-day, dear, and I think you would

have liked this.'

She turned to the mirror, and looked at the girl reflected there, at the

dark eyes and hair and at the kimono draping her soft white gown.

'Dawn and apple-blossoms,' she whispered and then stretched out her

arms.

'Stephen, my dear! O Stephen.'

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