CHAPTER TWO

I

The next afternoon they were all settled peacefully at work. They had

agreed to give up the idea of getting all in order first; they had

decided that they would do a little every day.

Miss Mell was at work on an oil painting representing a white tiled

bathroom in which sat a heavenly fair young mother undressing a baby on

her lap, while near her were playing two misty, wistful little children

in bathgowns. In the air, over their heads, was a huge tin of talcum

powder, and beneath the picture were the words--“THAT COM’FY, SILKY,

CUDDLY FEELING WHICH ONLY FEATHERBLO POWDER CAN GIVE.”

It was an order; she had enough commissions ahead to keep her busy for

months. She made it her business to suit her clients and their public;

if she had any tastes of her own, she set them aside. She had good sense

and shrewdness and no illusions of her own greatness. She wished to earn

a living by drawing, because she was fond of it and did it fairly well.

She never used the word “Art,” never expressed an aesthetic opinion. The

advertising agency for which she did most of her work considered her in

all things perfect and especially created to fill their wants.

Miss Bainbridge was stippling the background of a little pen and ink

sketch--a bizarre thing which she was going to try on a brand new art

magazine. It was a woman, nude except for an immense black cloak

sprinkled with white stars which floated from her shoulders. She stood

alone on an immense stage with a background of black dots; and before

and below her was a swimming sea of eyes. She called it “Failure.”

Rosaleen too was working, but neither contentedly nor successfully. The

more she saw of the others, the less she thought of herself. They worked

with such industry, hour after hour. They didn’t seem to have the

slightest trace of her fatal desire for distraction. After she had been

drawing for an hour or so, she always became intolerably restless, so

that even washing dishes was a relief.... By the side of Enid Bainbridge

she felt as some poor little clergyman, struggling incessantly to feed

and clothe his family, sick with cares and worries of this world, might

feel by the side of Saint Paul. Enid worshipped her god with a single

heart. Not for money, not for praise, not for any conceivable reward,

would she do anything but her best. Even her ruthlessness, her

selfishness, had in them something sublime. She was the priestess,

sacrificing all things on her altar. Rosaleen, while disagreeing with

her as to the relative importance of art in life, nevertheless venerated

her devotion.

She wanted very much to ask their opinion of the design she had just

made, but she didn’t venture to interrupt them. She regarded them

covertly; Miss Mell in her gingham apron, with her calm, bespectacled

face cheerfully intent on her painting; Enid Bainbridge bending over her

drawing with desperate intensity.... She had beautiful hair, Rosaleen

observed, and she knew how to dress it.

She got up and crossed the room, very quietly, so as not to shake the

floor, and sat down before the hearth to bait a mouse-trap. The place

was overrun with mice; they had disturbed her horribly the night before.

And suddenly the industrious silence was broken by a tremendous knock at

the door.

“_Come_ in!” called Miss Mell, in her cheerful, encouraging voice.

The door opened, so widely that it slammed against the wall, and in

walked an enormously fat man, with a swarthy face, an upturned mustache

and a monocle dangling by a broad black ribbon. He was dressed with

extreme care, with well-creased trousers, a fastidious necktie, and

fawn-coloured spats; but the greater part of him was enveloped in a

flowing grey linen smock.

They all stared at him, astonished; he was so extraordinary. He stared

at them.

“I heard,” he said, “that there were three little female artists up

here, and I came in to look them over, to see if they were pretty and

interesting, or not. I live downstairs, my children, and my name is

Lawrence Iverson.”

“I’ve seen some of your work,” said Enid, carelessly. “In the Kremoth

Galleries. Rather good.”

He looked critically at Enid, but she met his glance with one quite as

cool and appraising.

“Who are _you_?” he asked. “To call my work ‘rather good’?”

“No one much, _just yet_,” she answered.

He crossed the room and fixing his monocle, examined her work.

“Not even ‘rather good,’” he said. “Clever--cheaply clever. Trick

stuff--all in one dimension. Worthless.”

“No, it isn’t,” she contradicted. “It’s what I mean it to be, anyway. It

expresses what I want it to. Now, a thing like that ‘Idols’ you did is

what I call a failure. You had something you wanted to express, and you

didn’t. It didn’t mean anything.”

“My God! Young woman, I never mean anything.... But you’re the perfect

school marm ‘doing art.’ You’re concerned with ideas, because you have a

brain, a little tiny one, but no soul. You don’t know what beauty is.

What, you girl, does a tree _mean_? What does a lovely arm _mean_? I

give my pictures names because people won’t buy them without names. But

the names are all damn nonsense, just to make the fools talk. For

instance, I will conceive a group, of perfect, heart-breaking harmony,

three figures in attitudes which form a complete and exquisite

design.... You see that sort of thing once in a while, without

forethought. I saw, the other day, a woman bending down from the top of

a flight of steps to take a bag a grocer’s boy was reaching up to her.

They made the most beautiful combination of curves God ever allowed....

_You’re_ not bad looking....”

Enid paid no attention to this compliment. She frowned.

“You’re wrong,” she said, after a while. “I’m not that sort--the school

marm.... But you _did_ have an idea in that picture of yours. I think

you wanted it to be ironic and terrible. And it wasn’t. It was only

severe. You missed what you aimed at. But I _don’t_ care about

ideas....”

“Keep quiet, sensitive, egotistic, female thing!” said Lawrence Iverson.

“Why do you care what I think about you? I don’t care--I couldn’t

possibly care--what you thought about me. Now to show you--what mood are

you trying to get in your little picture there? Explain it! If it means

something, what does it mean? Eh?”

“It’s the sensation of an actress who knows she’s failing----”

“Oh bosh! Oh rot! Oh stale, idiotic futility! So we have here the

portrait of a sensation! Well, here is what you want.”

He took Enid by the arm and pulled her to her feet; then he sat down on

her chair and began to draw with her pen, in strong, fine, sure lines,

the figure of a woman, in a strange attitude, half defiant, half

cringing.

“There’s your silly idea,” he said. “Without any black dots or white

stripes.... You can’t draw. No woman can. But it’s pretty to see them

try. I approve. I approve of you all. Even the trying will give you some

faint comprehension of what I accomplish. But now, my dear little souls,

put down your work and let us become acquainted!”

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