VIII. The Civil Years

It will be observed in this long relation of John McCrae that little

mention has yet been made of what after all was his main concern in

life. For twenty years he studied and practised medicine. To the end

he was an assiduous student and a very profound practitioner. He was

a student, not of medicine alone, but of all subjects ancillary to

the science, and to the task he came with a mind braced by a sound and

generous education. Any education of real value a man must have received

before he has attained to the age of seven years. Indeed he may be left

impervious to its influence at seven weeks. John McCrae's education

began well. It began in the time of his two grandfathers at least, was

continued by his father and mother before he came upon this world's

scene, and by them was left deep founded for him to build upon.

Noble natures have a repugnance from work. Manual labour is servitude.

A day of idleness is a holy day. For those whose means do not permit

to live in idleness the school is the only refuge; but they must prove

their quality. This is the goal which drives many Scotch boys to the

University, scorning delights and willing to live long, mind-laborious

days.

John McCrae's father felt bound "to give the boy a chance," but the boy

must pass the test. The test in such cases is the Shorter Catechism,

that compendium of all intellectual argument. How the faithful aspirant

for the school acquires this body of written knowledge at a time when

he has not yet learned the use of letters is a secret not to be lightly

disclosed. It may indeed be that already his education is complete. Upon

the little book is always printed the table of multiples, so that the

obvious truth which is comprised in the statement, "two by two makes

four", is imputed to the contents which are within the cover. In

studying the table the catechism is learned surreptitiously, and

therefore without self-consciousness.

So, in this well ordered family with its atmosphere of obedience, we

may see the boy, like a youthful Socrates going about with a copy of the

book in his hand, enquiring of those, who could already read, not alone

what were the answers to the questions but the very questions themselves

to which an answer was demanded.

This learning, however, was only a minor part of life, since upon a

farm life is very wide and very deep. In due time the school was

accomplished, and there was a master in the school--let his name be

recorded--William Tytler, who had a feeling for English writing and a

desire to extend that feeling to others.

In due time also the question of a University arose. There was a man

in Canada named Dawson--Sir William Dawson. I have written of him in

another place. He had the idea that a university had something to do

with the formation of character, and that in the formation of character

religion had a part. He was principal of McGill. I am not saying that

all boys who entered that University were religious boys when they went

in, or even religious men when they came out; but religious fathers had

a general desire to place their boys under Sir William Dawson's care.

Those were the days of a queer, and now forgotten, controversy over

what was called "Science and Religion". Of that also I have written in

another place. It was left to Sir William Dawson to deliver the last

word in defence of a cause that was already lost. His book came under

the eye of David McCrae, as most books of the time did, and he was

troubled in his heart. His boys were at the University of Toronto. It

was too late; but he eased his mind by writing a letter. To this letter

John replies under date 20th December, 1890: "You say that after reading

Dawson's book you almost regretted that we had not gone to McGill. That,

I consider, would have been rather a calamity, about as much so as going

to Queen's." We are not always wiser than our fathers were, and in the

end he came to McGill after all.

For good or ill, John McCrae entered the University of Toronto in 1888,

with a scholarship for "general proficiency". He joined the Faculty of

Arts, took the honours course in natural sciences, and graduated from

the department of biology in 1894, his course having been interrupted

by two severe illnesses. From natural science, it was an easy step to

medicine, in which he was encouraged by Ramsay Wright, A. B. Macallum,

A. McPhedran, and I. H. Cameron. In 1898 he graduated again, with a

gold medal, and a scholarship in physiology and pathology. The previous

summer he had spent at the Garrett Children's Hospital in Mt. Airy,

Maryland.

Upon graduating he entered the Toronto General Hospital as resident

house officer; in 1899 he occupied a similar post at Johns Hopkins. Then

he came to McGill University as fellow in pathology and pathologist to

the Montreal General Hospital. In time he was appointed physician to the

Alexandra Hospital for infectious diseases; later assistant physician to

the Royal Victoria Hospital, and lecturer in medicine in the University.

By examination he became a member of the Royal College of Physicians,

London. In 1914 he was elected a member of the Association of American

Physicians. These are distinctions won by few in the profession.

In spite, or rather by reason, of his various attainments John McCrae

never developed, or degenerated, into the type of the pure scientist.

For the laboratory he had neither the mind nor the hands. He never

peered at partial truths so closely as to mistake them for the whole

truth; therefore, he was unfitted for that purely scientific career

which was developed to so high a pitch of perfection in that nation

which is now no longer mentioned amongst men. He wrote much, and

often, upon medical problems. The papers bearing his name amount to

thirty-three items in the catalogues. They testify to his industry

rather than to invention and discovery, but they have made his name

known in every text-book of medicine.

Apart from his verse, and letters, and diaries, and contributions to

journals and books of medicine, with an occasional address to students

or to societies, John McCrae left few writings, and in these there is

nothing remarkable by reason of thought or expression. He could not

write prose. Fine as was his ear for verse he could not produce that

finer rhythm of prose, which comes from the fall of proper words in

proper sequence. He never learned that if a writer of prose takes care

of the sound the sense will take care of itself. He did not scrutinize

words to discover their first and fresh meaning. He wrote in phrases,

and used words at second-hand as the journalists do. Bullets "rained";

guns "swept"; shells "hailed"; events "transpired", and yet his

appreciation of style in others was perfect, and he was an insatiable

reader of the best books. His letters are strewn with names of authors

whose worth time has proved. To specify them would merely be to write

the catalogue of a good library.

The thirteen years with which this century opened were the period in

which John McCrae established himself in civil life in Montreal and in

the profession of medicine. Of this period he has left a chronicle which

is at once too long and too short.

All lives are equally interesting if only we are in possession of all

the facts. Places like Oxford and Cambridge have been made interesting

because the people who live in them are in the habit of writing, and

always write about each other. Family letters have little interest

even for the family itself, if they consist merely of a recital of the

trivial events of the day. They are prized for the unusual and for the

sentiment they contain. Diaries also are dull unless they deal with

selected incidents; and selection is the essence of every art. Few

events have any interest in themselves, but any event can be made

interesting by the pictorial or literary art.

When he writes to his mother, that, as he was coming out of the

college, an Irish setter pressed a cold nose against his hand, that is

interesting because it is unusual. If he tells us that a professor took

him by the arm, there is no interest in that to her or to any one else.

For that reason the ample letters and diaries which cover these years

need not detain us long. There is in them little selection, little

art--too much professor and too little dog.

It is, of course, the business of the essayist to select; but in the

present case there is little to choose. He tells of invitations to

dinner, accepted, evaded, or refused; but he does not always tell who

were there, what he thought of them, or what they had to eat. Dinner

at the Adami's,--supper at Ruttan's,--a night with Owen,--tea at the

Reford's,--theatre with the Hickson's,--a reception at the Angus's,--or

a dance at the Allan's,--these events would all be quite meaningless

without an exposition of the social life of Montreal, which is too large

a matter to undertake, alluring as the task would be. Even then, one

would be giving one's own impressions and not his.

Wherever he lived he was a social figure. When he sat at table the

dinner was never dull. The entertainment he offered was not missed by

the dullest intelligence. His contribution was merely "stories", and

these stories in endless succession were told in a spirit of frank fun.

They were not illustrative, admonitory, or hortatory. They were just

amusing, and always fresh. This gift he acquired from his mother, who

had that rare charm of mimicry without mockery, and caricature without

malice. In all his own letters there is not an unkind comment or tinge

of ill-nature, although in places, especially in later years, there is

bitter indignation against those Canadian patriots who were patriots

merely for their bellies' sake.

Taken together his letters and diaries are a revelation of the heroic

struggle by which a man gains a footing in a strange place in that most

particular of all professions, a struggle comprehended by those alone

who have made the trial of it. And yet the method is simple. It is all

disclosed in his words, "I have never refused any work that was given me

to do." These records are merely a chronicle of work. Outdoor clinics,

laboratory tasks, post-mortems, demonstrating, teaching, lecturing,

attendance upon the sick in wards and homes, meetings, conventions,

papers, addresses, editing, reviewing,--the very remembrance of such a

career is enough to appall the stoutest heart.

But John McCrae was never appalled. He went about his work gaily, never

busy, never idle. Each minute was pressed into the service, and every

hour was made to count. In the first eight months of practice he

claims to have made ninety dollars. It is many years before we hear him

complain of the drudgery of sending out accounts, and sighing for the

services of a bookkeeper. This is the only complaint that appears in his

letters.

There were at the time in Montreal two rival schools, and are yet two

rival hospitals. But John McCrae was of no party. He was the friend of

all men, and the confidant of many. He sought nothing for himself and by

seeking not he found what he most desired. His mind was single and his

intention pure; his acts unsullied by selfish thought; his aim was true

because it was steady and high. His aid was never sought for any cause

that was unworthy, and those humorous eyes could see through the bones

to the marrow of a scheme. In spite of his singular innocence, or rather

by reason of it, he was the last man in the world to be imposed upon.

In all this devastating labour he never neglected the assembling of

himself together with those who write and those who paint. Indeed, he

had himself some small skill in line and colour. His hands were the

hands of an artist--too fine and small for a body that weighted 180

pounds, and measured more than five feet eleven inches in height. There

was in Montreal an institution known as "The Pen and Pencil Club". No

one now living remembers a time when it did not exist. It was a peculiar

club. It contained no member who should not be in it; and no one was

left out who should be in. The number was about a dozen. For twenty

years the club met in Dyonnet's studio, and afterwards, as the result

of some convulsion, in K. R. Macpherson's. A ceremonial supper was eaten

once a year, at which one dressed the salad, one made the coffee, and

Harris sang a song. Here all pictures were first shown, and writings

read--if they were not too long. If they were, there was in an adjoining

room a tin chest, which in these austere days one remembers with

refreshment. When John McCrae was offered membership he "grabbed at

it", and the place was a home for the spirit wearied by the week's work.

There Brymner and the other artists would discourse upon writings, and

Burgess and the other writers would discourse upon pictures.

It is only with the greatest of resolution, fortified by lack of time

and space, that I have kept myself to the main lines of his career, and

refrained from following him into by-paths and secret, pleasant places;

but I shall not be denied just one indulgence. In the great days when

Lord Grey was Governor-General he formed a party to visit Prince Edward

Island. The route was a circuitous one. It began at Ottawa; it extended

to Winnipeg, down the Nelson River to York Factory, across Hudson Bay,

down the Strait, by Belle Isle and Newfoundland, and across the Gulf

of St. Lawrence to a place called Orwell. Lord Grey in the matter of

company had the reputation of doing himself well. John McCrae was of the

party. It also included John Macnaughton, L. S. Amery, Lord Percy, Lord

Lanesborough, and one or two others. The ship had called at North Sydney

where Lady Grey and the Lady Evelyn joined.

Through the place in a deep ravine runs an innocent stream which

broadens out into still pools, dark under the alders. There was a rod--a

very beautiful rod in two pieces. It excited his suspicion. It was put

into his hand, the first stranger hand that ever held it; and the first

cast showed that it was a worthy hand. The sea-trout were running that

afternoon. Thirty years before, in that memorable visit to Scotland,

he had been taken aside by "an old friend of his grandfather's". It was

there he learned "to love the trooties". The love and the art never left

him. It was at this same Orwell his brother first heard the world called

to arms on that early August morning in 1914.

In those civil years there were, of course, diversions: visits to the

United States and meetings with notable men--Welch, Futcher, Hurd,

White, Howard, Barker: voyages to Europe with a detailed itinerary upon

the record; walks and rides upon the mountain; excursion in winter to

the woods, and in summer to the lakes; and one visit to the Packards

in Maine, with the sea enthusiastically described. Upon those woodland

excursions and upon many other adventures his companion is often

referred to as "Billy T.", who can be no other than Lieut.-Col. W. G.

Turner, "M.C."

Much is left out of the diary that we would wish to have recorded.

There is tantalizing mention of "conversations" with Shepherd--with

Roddick--with Chipman--with Armstrong--with Gardner--with Martin--with

Moyse. Occasionally there is a note of description: "James Mavor is a

kindly genius with much knowledge"; "Tait McKenzie presided ideally" at

a Shakespeare dinner; "Stephen Leacock does not keep all the good things

for his publisher." Those who know the life in Montreal may well for

themselves supply the details.

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