CHAPTER LXXVII.

PHINEAS FINN'S SUCCESS.

When Phineas Finn had been about a week at Matching, he received a

letter, or rather a very short note, from the Prime Minister, asking

him to go up to London; and on the same day the Duke of Omnium

spoke to him on the subject of the letter. "You are going up to

see Mr. Gresham. Mr. Gresham has written to me, and I hope that we

shall be able to congratulate ourselves in having your assistance

next Session." Phineas declared that he had no idea whatever of

Mr. Gresham's object in summoning him up to London. "I have his

permission to inform you that he wishes you to accept office."

Phineas felt that he was becoming very red in the face, but he did

not attempt to make any reply on the spur of the moment. "Mr. Gresham

thinks it well that so much should be said to you before you see him,

in order that you may turn the matter over in your own mind. He would

have written to you probably, making the offer at once, had it not

been that there must be various changes, and that one man's place

must depend on another. You will go, I suppose."

"Yes; I shall go, certainly. I shall be in London this evening."

"I will take care that a carriage is ready for you. I do not presume

to advise, Mr. Finn, but I hope that there need be no doubt as to

your joining us." Phineas was somewhat confounded, and did not know

the Duke well enough to give expression to his thoughts at the

moment. "Of course you will return to us, Mr. Finn." Phineas said

that he would return and trespass on the Duke's hospitality for yet a

few days. He was quite resolved that something must be said to Madame

Goesler before he left the roof under which she was living. In the

course of the autumn she purposed, as she had told him, to go to

Vienna, and to remain there almost up to Christmas. Whatever there

might be to be said should be said at any rate before that.

He did speak a few words to her before his journey to London, but in

those words there was no allusion made to the great subject which

must be discussed between them. "I am going up to London," he said.

"So the Duchess tells me."

"Mr. Gresham has sent for me,--meaning, I suppose, to offer me the

place which he would not give me while that poor man was alive."

"And you will accept it of course, Mr. Finn?"

"I am not at all so sure of that."

"But you will. You must. You will hardly be so foolish as to let the

peevish animosity of an ill-conditioned man prejudice your prospects

even after his death."

"It will not be any remembrance of Mr. Bonteen that will induce me to

refuse."

"It will be the same thing;--rancour against Mr. Gresham because he

had allowed the other man's counsel to prevail with him. The action

of no individual man should be to you of sufficient consequence to

guide your conduct. If you accept office, you should not take it as a

favour conferred by the Prime Minister; nor if you refuse it, should

you do so from personal feelings in regard to him. If he selects you,

he is presumed to do so because he finds that your services will be

valuable to the country."

"He does so because he thinks that I should be safe to vote for him."

"That may be so, or not. You can't read his bosom quite

distinctly;--but you may read your own. If you go into office you

become the servant of the country,--not his servant, and should

assume his motive in selecting you to be the same as your own in

submitting to the selection. Your foot must be on the ladder before

you can get to the top of it."

"The ladder is so crooked."

"Is it more crooked now than it was three years ago;--worse than it

was six months ago, when you and all your friends looked upon it as

certain that you would be employed? There is nothing, Mr. Finn, that

a man should fear so much as some twist in his convictions arising

from a personal accident to himself. When we heard that the Devil

in his sickness wanted to be a monk, we never thought that he would

become a saint in glory. When a man who has been rejected by a lady

expresses a generally ill opinion of the sex, we are apt to ascribe

his opinions to disappointment rather than to judgment. A man

falls and breaks his leg at a fence, and cannot be induced to ride

again,--not because he thinks the amusement to be dangerous, but

because he cannot keep his mind from dwelling on the hardship that

has befallen himself. In all such cases self-consciousness gets the

better of the judgment."

"You think it will be so with me?"

"I shall think so if you now refuse--because of the misfortune which

befell you--that which I know you were most desirous of possessing

before that accident. To tell you the truth, Mr. Finn, I wish Mr.

Gresham had delayed his offer till the winter."

"And why?"

"Because by that time you will have recovered your health. Your mind

now is morbid, and out of tune."

"There was something to make it so, Madame Goesler."

"God knows there was; and the necessity which lay upon you of bearing

a bold front during those long and terrible weeks of course consumed

your strength. The wonder is that the fibres of your mind should

have retained any of their elasticity after such an ordeal. But as

you are so strong, it would be a pity that you should not be strong

altogether. This thing that is now to be offered to you is what you

have always desired."

"A man may have always desired that which is worthless."

"You tried it once, and did not find it worthless. You found yourself

able to do good work when you were in office. If I remember right,

you did not give it up then because it was irksome to you, or

contemptible, or, as you say, worthless; but from difference of

opinion on some political question. You can always do that again."

"A man is not fit for office who is prone to do so."

"Then do not you be prone. It means success or failure in the

profession which you have chosen, and I shall greatly regret to see

you damage your chance of success by yielding to scruples which have

come upon you when you are hardly as yet yourself."

She had spoken to him very plainly, and he had found it to be

impossible to answer her, and yet she had hardly touched the motives

by which he believed himself to be actuated. As he made his journey

up to London he thought very much of her words. There had been

nothing said between them about money. No allusion had been made to

the salary of the office which would be offered to him, or to the

terrible shortness of his own means of living. He knew well enough

himself that he must take some final step in life, or very shortly

return into absolute obscurity. This woman who had been so strongly

advising him to take a certain course as to his future life, was very

rich;--and he had fully decided that he would sooner or later ask

her to be his wife. He knew well that all her friends regarded their

marriage as certain. The Duchess had almost told him so in as many

words. Lady Chiltern, who was much more to him than the Duchess,

had assured him that if he should have a wife to bring with him to

Harrington, the wife would be welcome. Of what other wife could Lady

Chiltern have thought? Laurence Fitzgibbon, when congratulated on

his own marriage, had returned counter congratulations. Mr. Low had

said that it would of course come to pass. Even Mrs. Bunce had hinted

at it, suggesting that she would lose her lodger and be a wretched

woman. All the world had heard of the journey to Prague, and all the

world expected the marriage. And he had come to love the woman with

excessive affection, day by day, ever since the renewal of their

intimacy at Broughton Spinnies. His mind was quite made up;--but

he was by no means so sure of her mind as the rest of the world might

be. He knew of her, what nobody else in all the world knew,--except

himself. In that former period of his life, on which he now sometimes

looked back as though it had been passed in another world, this woman

had offered her hand and fortune to him. She had done so in the

enthusiasm of her love, knowing his ambition and knowing his poverty,

and believing that her wealth was necessary to the success of his

career in life. He had refused the offer,--and they had parted

without a word. Now they had come together again, and she was

certainly among the dearest of his friends. Had she not taken that

wondrous journey to Prague in his behalf, and been the first among

those who had striven,--and had striven at last successfully,--to

save his neck from the halter? Dear to her! He knew well as he sat

with his eyes closed in the railway carriage that he must be dear to

her! But might it not well be that she had resolved that friendship

should take the place of love? And was it not compatible with her

nature,--with all human nature,--that in spite of her regard for him

she should choose to be revenged for the evil which had befallen her,

when she offered her hand in vain? She must know by this time that he

intended to throw himself at her feet; and would hardly have advised

him as she had done as to the necessity of following up that success

which had hitherto been so essential to him, had she intended to

give him all that she had once offered him before. It might well be

that Lady Chiltern, and even the Duchess, should be mistaken. Marie

Goesler was not a woman, he thought, to reveal the deeper purposes of

her life to any such friend as the Duchess of Omnium.

Of his own feelings in regard to the offer which was about to be made

to him he had hardly succeeded in making her understand anything.

That a change had come upon himself was certain, but he did not

at all believe that it had sprung from any weakness caused by his

sufferings in regard to the murder. He rather believed that he

had become stronger than weaker from all that he had endured. He

had learned when he was younger,--some years back,--to regard

the political service of his country as a profession in which a

man possessed of certain gifts might earn his bread with more

gratification to himself than in any other. The work would be hard,

and the emolument only intermittent; but the service would in

itself be pleasant; and the rewards of that service,--should he be

so successful as to obtain reward,--would be dearer to him than

anything which could accrue to him from other labours. To sit in

the Cabinet for one Session would, he then thought, be more to him

than to preside over the Court of Queen's Bench as long as did Lord

Mansfield. But during the last few months a change had crept across

his dream,--which he recognized but could hardly analyse. He had

seen a man whom he despised promoted, and the place to which the man

had been exalted had at once become contemptible in his eyes. And

there had been quarrels and jangling, and the speaking of evil words

between men who should have been quiet and dignified. No doubt Madame

Goesler was right in attributing the revulsion in his hopes to Mr.

Bonteen and Mr. Bonteen's enmity; but Phineas Finn himself did not

know that it was so.

He arrived in town in the evening, and his appointment with Mr.

Gresham was for the following morning. He breakfasted at his club,

and there he received the following letter from Lady Laura Kennedy:--

Saulsby, 28th August, 18--.

MY DEAR PHINEAS,

I have just received a letter from Barrington in which he

tells me that Mr. Gresham is going to offer you your old

place at the Colonies. He says that Lord Fawn has been so

upset by this affair of Lady Eustace's husband, that he

is obliged to resign and go abroad. [This was the first

intimation that Phineas had heard of the nature of the

office to be offered to him.--] But Barrington goes on to

say that he thinks you won't accept Mr. Gresham's offer,

and he asks me to write to you. Can this possibly be true?

Barrington writes most kindly,--with true friendship,--and

is most anxious for you to join. But he thinks that

you are angry with Mr. Gresham because he passed you

over before, and that you will not forgive him for

having yielded to Mr. Bonteen. I can hardly believe this

possible. Surely you will not allow the shade of that

unfortunate man to blight your prospects? And, after all,

of what matter to you is the friendship or enmity of Mr.

Gresham? You have to assert yourself, to make your own

way, to use your own opportunities, and to fight your own

battle without reference to the feelings of individuals.

Men act together in office constantly, and with constancy,

who are known to hate each other. When there are so many

to get what is going, and so little to be given, of course

there will be struggling and trampling. I have no doubt

that Lord Cantrip has made a point of this with Mr.

Gresham;--has in point of fact insisted upon it. If so,

you are lucky to have such an ally as Lord Cantrip. He and

Mr. Gresham are, as you know, sworn friends, and if you

get on well with the one you certainly may with the other

also. Pray do not refuse without asking for time to think

about it;--and if so, pray come here, that you may consult

my father.

I spent two weary weeks at Loughlinter, and then could

stand it no longer. I have come here, and here I shall

remain for the autumn and winter. If I can sell my

interest in the Loughlinter property I shall do so, as I

am sure that neither the place nor the occupation is fit

for me. Indeed I know not what place or what occupation

will suit me! The dreariness of the life before me is

hardly preferable to the disappointments I have already

endured. There seems to be nothing left for me but to

watch my father to the end. The world would say that such

a duty in life is fit for a widowed childless daughter;

but to you I cannot pretend to say that my bereavements or

misfortunes reconcile me to such a fate. I cannot cease

to remember my age, my ambition, and I will say, my love.

I suppose that everything is over for me,--as though

I were an old woman, going down into the grave, but at

my time of life I find it hard to believe that it must

be so. And then the time of waiting may be so long! I

suppose I could start a house in London, and get people

around me by feeding and flattering them, and by little

intrigues,--like that woman of whom you are so fond. It

is money that is chiefly needed for that work, and of

money I have enough now. And people would know at any rate

who I am. But I could not flatter them, and I should wish

the food to choke them if they did not please me. And you

would not come, and if you did,--I may as well say it

boldly,--others would not. An ill-natured sprite has been

busy with me, which seems to deny me everything which is

so freely granted to others.

As for you, the world is at your feet. I dread two things

for you,--that you should marry unworthily, and that

you should injure your prospects in public life by an

uncompromising stiffness. On the former subject I can say

nothing to you. As to the latter, let me implore you to

come down here before you decide upon anything. Of course

you can at once accept Mr. Gresham's offer; and that is

what you should do unless the office proposed to you be

unworthy of you. No friend of yours will think that your

old place at the Colonies should be rejected. But if your

mind is still turned towards refusing, ask Mr. Gresham to

give you three or four days for decision, and then come

here. He cannot refuse you,--nor after all that is passed

can you refuse me.

Yours affectionately,

L. K.

When he had read this letter he at once acknowledged to himself

that he could not refuse her request. He must go to Saulsby, and he

must do so at once. He was about to see Mr. Gresham immediately,

--within half an hour; and as he could not expect at the most above

twenty-four hours to be allowed to him for consideration, he must

go down to Saulsby on the same evening. As he walked to the Prime

Minister's house he called at a telegraph office and sent down his

message. "I will be at Saulsby by the train arriving at 7 P.M. Send

to meet me." Then he went on, and in a few minutes found himself in

the presence of the great man.

The great man received him with an excellent courtesy. It is the

special business of Prime Ministers to be civil in detail, though

roughness, and perhaps almost rudeness in the gross, becomes not

unfrequently a necessity of their position. To a proposed incoming

subordinate a Prime Minister is, of course, very civil, and to a

retreating subordinate he is generally more so,--unless the retreat

be made under unfavourable circumstances. And to give good things

is always pleasant, unless there be a suspicion that the good thing

will be thought to be not good enough. No such suspicion as that now

crossed the mind of Mr. Gresham. He had been pressed very much by

various colleagues to admit this young man into the Paradise of his

government, and had been pressed very much also to exclude him; and

this had been continued till he had come to dislike the name of the

young man. He did believe that the young man had behaved badly to Mr.

Robert Kennedy, and he knew that the young man on one occasion had

taken to kicking in harness, and running a course of his own. He had

decided against the young man,--very much no doubt at the instance of

Mr. Bonteen,--and he believed that in so doing he closed the Gates of

Paradise against a Peri most anxious to enter it. He now stood with

the key in his hand and the gate open,--and the seat to be allotted

to the re-accepted one was that which he believed the Peri would

most gratefully fill. He began by making a little speech about Mr.

Bonteen. That was almost unavoidable. And he praised in glowing words

the attitude which Phineas had maintained during the trial. He had

been delighted with the re-election at Tankerville, and thought

that the borough had done itself much honour. Then came forth his

proposition. Lord Fawn had retired, absolutely broken down by

repeated examinations respecting the man in the grey coat, and the

office which Phineas had before held with so much advantage to the

public, and comfort to his immediate chief, Lord Cantrip, was there

for his acceptance. Mr. Gresham went on to express an ardent hope

that he might have the benefit of Mr. Finn's services. It was quite

manifest from his manner that he did not in the least doubt the

nature of the reply which he would receive.

Phineas had come primed with his answer,--so ready with it that it

did not even seem to be the result of any hesitation at the moment.

"I hope, Mr. Gresham, that you will be able to give me a few hours to

think of this." Mr. Gresham's face fell, for, in truth, he wanted an

immediate answer; and though he knew from experience that Secretaries

of State, and First Lords, and Chancellors, do demand time, and will

often drive very hard bargains before they will consent to get into

harness, he considered that Under-Secretaries, Junior Lords, and the

like, should skip about as they were bidden, and take the crumbs

offered them without delay. If every underling wanted a few hours to

think about it, how could any Government ever be got together? "I

am sorry to put you to inconvenience," continued Phineas, seeing

that the great man was but ill-satisfied, "but I am so placed that I

cannot avail myself of your flattering kindness without some little

time for consideration."

"I had hoped that the office was one which you would like."

"So it is, Mr. Gresham."

"And I was told that you are now free from any scruples,--political

scruples, I mean,--which might make it difficult for you to support

the Government."

"Since the Government came to our way of thinking,--a year or two

ago,--about Tenant Right, I mean,--I do not know that there is any

subject on which I am likely to oppose it. Perhaps I had better tell

you the truth, Mr. Gresham."

"Oh, certainly," said the Prime Minister, who knew very well that

on such occasions nothing could be worse than the telling of

disagreeable truths.

"When you came into office, after beating Mr. Daubeny on the Church

question, no man in Parliament was more desirous of place than

I was,--and I am sure that none of the disappointed ones felt

their disappointment so keenly. It was aggravated by various

circumstances,--by calumnies in newspapers, and by personal

bickerings. I need not go into that wretched story of Mr. Bonteen,

and the absurd accusation which grew out of those calumnies. These

things have changed me very much. I have a feeling that I have been

ill-used,--not by you, Mr. Gresham, specially, but by the party; and

I look upon the whole question of office with altered eyes."

"In filling up the places at his disposal, a Prime Minister, Mr.

Finn, has a most unenviable task."

"I can well believe it."

"When circumstances, rather than any selection of his own, indicate

the future occupant of any office, this abrogation of his patronage

is the greatest blessing in the world to him."

"I can believe that also."

"I wish it were so with every office under the Crown. A Minister is

rarely thanked, and would as much look for the peace of heaven in his

office as for gratitude."

"I am sorry that I should have made no exception to such

thanklessness."

"We shall neither of us get on by complaining;--shall we, Mr. Finn?

You can let me have an answer perhaps by this time to-morrow."

"If an answer by telegraph will be sufficient."

"Quite sufficient. Yes or No. Nothing more will be wanted. You

understand your own reasons, no doubt, fully; but if they were stated

at length they would perhaps hardly enlighten me. Good-morning." Then

as Phineas was turning his back, the Prime Minister remembered that

it behoved him as Prime Minister to repress his temper. "I shall

still hope, Mr. Finn, for a favourable answer." Had it not been for

that last word Phineas would have turned again, and at once rejected

the proposition.

From Mr. Gresham's house he went by appointment to Mr. Monk's, and

told him of the interview. Mr. Monk's advice to him had been exactly

the same as that given by Madame Goesler and Lady Laura. Phineas,

indeed, understood perfectly that no friend could or would give him

any other advice. "He has his troubles, too," said Mr. Monk, speaking

of the Prime Minister.

"A man can hardly expect to hold such an office without trouble."

"Labour of course there must be,--though I doubt whether it is

so great as that of some other persons;--and responsibility. The

amount of trouble depends on the spirit and nature of the man.

Do you remember old Lord Brock? He was never troubled. He had

a triple shield,--a thick skin, an equable temper, and perfect

self-confidence. Mr. Mildmay was of a softer temper, and would have

suffered had he not been protected by the idolatry of a large class

of his followers. Mr. Gresham has no such protection. With a finer

intellect than either, and a sense of patriotism quite as keen, he

has a self-consciousness which makes him sore at every point. He

knows the frailty of his temper, and yet cannot control it. And he

does not understand men as did these others. Every word from an enemy

is a wound to him. Every slight from a friend is a dagger in his

side. But I can fancy that self-accusations make the cross on which

he is really crucified. He is a man to whom I would extend all my

mercy, were it in my power to be merciful."

"You will hardly tell me that I should accept office under him by way

of obliging him."

"Were I you I should do so,--not to oblige him, but because I know

him to be an honest man."

"I care but little for honesty," said Phineas, "which is at the

disposal of those who are dishonest. What am I to think of a Minister

who could allow himself to be led by Mr. Bonteen?"

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