She hesitated. 'What sort of street is it?'

The policeman searched in his mind for a neat definition.

'Darned crooked, miss,' he said.

He then proceeded to point the way, but the lady had gone.

It was a bomb in a blue dress that Joe found waiting for him at the

office next morning. He surveyed it in silence, then raised his hands

over his head.

'Don't shoot,' he said. 'What's the matter?'

'What right had you to say that about Eddy? You know what I mean--about

Pearl Street.'

Joe laughed.

'Did you take a look at Pearl Street?'

Mary's anger blazed out.

'I didn't think you could be so mean and cowardly,' she cried. 'You

ought to be ashamed to talk about people behind their backs,

when--when--besides, if he's what you say, how did it happen that

you engaged me on his recommendation?'

He looked at her for an instant without replying. 'I'd have engaged

you,' he said, 'on the recommendation of a syndicate of forgers and

three-card-trick men.'

He stood fingering a pile of papers on the desk.

'Eddy isn't the only person who remembers the old days, Mary,' he said

slowly.

She looked at him, surprised. There was a note in his voice that she

had not heard before. She was conscious of a curious embarrassment and

a subtler feeling which she could not analyse. But before she could

speak, Harold, the office-boy, entered the room with a card, and the

conversation was swept away on a tidal wave of work.

* * * * *

Joe made no attempt to resume it. That morning happened to be one of

the earthquake, knock-about-sketch mornings, and conversation, what

there was of it, consisted of brief, strenuous remarks of a purely

business nature.

But at intervals during the day Mary found herself returning to his

words. Their effect on her mind puzzled her. It seemed to her that

somehow they caused things to alter their perspective. In some way Joe

had become more human. She still refused to believe that Eddy was not

all that was chivalrous and noble, but her anger against Joe for his

insinuations had given way to a feeling of regret that he should have

made them. She ceased to look on him as something wantonly malevolent,

a Thersites recklessly slandering his betters. She felt that there must

have been a misunderstanding somewhere and was sorry for it.

Thinking it over, she made up her mind that it was for her to remove

this misunderstanding. The days which followed strengthened the

decision; for the improvement in Joe was steadily maintained. The

indefinable something in his manner which had so irritated her had

vanished. It had been, when it had existed, so nebulous that words were

not needed to eliminate it. Indeed, even now she could not say exactly

in what it had consisted. She only knew that the atmosphere had

changed. Without a word spoken on either side it seemed that peace had

been established between them, and it amazed her what a difference it

made. She was soothed and happy, and kindly disposed to all men, and

every day felt more strongly the necessity of convincing Joe and Eddy

of each other's merits, or, rather, of convincing Joe, for Eddy, she

admitted, always spoke most generously of the other.

For a week Eddy did not appear at the office. On the eighth day,

however, he rang her up on the telephone, and invited her to lunch.

Later in the morning Joe happened to ask her out to lunch.

'I'm so sorry,' said Mary; 'I've just promised Eddy. He wants me to

meet him at Stephano's, but--' She hesitated. 'Why shouldn't we all

lunch together?' she went on, impulsively.

She hurried on. This was her opening, but she felt nervous. The subject

of Eddy had not come up between them since that memorable conversation

a week before, and she was uncertain of her ground.

'I wish you liked Eddy, Joe,' she said. 'He's very fond of you, and it

seems such a shame that--I mean--we're all from the same old town,

and--oh, I know I put it badly, but--'

'I think you put it very well,' said Joe; 'and if I could like a man to

order I'd do it to oblige you. But--well, I'm not going to keep harping

on it. Perhaps you'll see through Eddy yourself one of these days.'

A sense of the hopelessness of her task oppressed Mary. She put on her

hat without replying, and turned to go.

At the door some impulse caused her to glance back, and as she did so

she met his eye, and stood staring. He was looking at her as she had so

often seen him look three years before in Dunsterville--humbly,

appealingly, hungrily.

He took a step forward. A sort of panic seized her. Her fingers were on

the door-handle. She turned it, and the next moment was outside.

She walked slowly down the street. She felt shaken. She had believed so

thoroughly that his love for her had vanished with his shyness and

awkwardness in the struggle for success in New York. His words, his

manner--everything had pointed to that. And now--it was as if those

three years had not been. Nothing had altered, unless it were--herself.

Had she altered? Her mind was in a whirl. This thing had affected her like

some physical shock. The crowds and noises of the street bewildered her.

If only she could get away from them and think quietly--

And then she heard her name spoken, and looked round, to see Eddy.

'Glad you could come,' he said. 'I've something I want to talk to you

about. It'll be quiet at Stephano's.'

She noticed, almost unconsciously, that he seemed nervous. He was

unwontedly silent. She was glad of it. It helped her to think.

He gave the waiter an order, and became silent again, drumming with

his fingers on the cloth. He hardly spoke till the meal was over and

the coffee was on the table. Then he leant forward.

'Mary,' he said, 'we've always been pretty good friends, haven't we?'

His dark eyes were looking into hers. There was an expression in them

that was strange to her. He smiled, but it seemed to Mary that there

was effort behind the smile.

'Of course we have, Eddy,' she said. He touched her hand.

'Dear little Mary!' he said, softly.

He paused for a moment.

'Mary,' he went on, 'you would like to do me a good turn? You would,

wouldn't you, Mary?'

'Why, Eddy, of course!'

He touched her hand again. This time, somehow, the action grated on

her. Before, it had seemed impulsive, a mere spontaneous evidence

of friendship. Now there was a suggestion of artificiality,--of

calculation. She drew back a little in her chair. Deep down in her

some watchful instinct had sounded an alarm. She was on guard.

He drew in a quick breath.

'It's nothing much. Nothing at all. It's only this. I--I--Joe will be

writing a letter to a man called Weston on Thursday--Thursday

remember. There won't be anything in it--nothing of importance--nothing

private--but--I--I want you to mail me a copy of it, Mary. A--a copy

of--'

She was looking at him open-eyed. Her face was white and shocked.

'For goodness' sake,' he said, irritably, 'don't look like that. I'm

not asking you to commit murder. What's the matter with you? Look here,

Mary; you'll admit you owe me something, I suppose? I'm the only man in

New York that's ever done anything for you. Didn't I get you your job?

Well, then, it's not as if I were asking you to do anything dangerous,

or difficult, or--'

She tried to speak, but could not. He went on rapidly. He did not look

at her. His eyes wandered past her, shifting restlessly.

'Look here,' he said; 'I'll be square with you. You're in New York to

make money. Well, you aren't going to make it hammering a typewriter.

I'm giving you your chance. I'm going to be square with you. Let me see

that letter, and--'

His voice died away abruptly. The expression on his face changed. He

smiled, and this time the effort was obvious.

'Halloa, Joe!' he said.

Mary turned. Joe was standing at her side. He looked very large and

wholesome and restful.

'I don't want to intrude,' he said; 'but I wanted to see you, Eddy, and

I thought I should catch you here. I wrote a letter to Jack Weston

yesterday--after I got home from the office--and one to you; and

somehow I managed to post them in the wrong envelopes. It doesn't

matter much, because they both said the same thing.'

'The same thing?'

'Yes; I told you I should be writing to you again on Thursday, to tip

you something good that I was expecting from old Longwood. Jack Weston

has just rung me up on the 'phone to say that he got a letter that

doesn't belong to him. I explained to him and thought I'd drop in here

and explain to you. Why, what's your hurry, Eddy?'

Eddy had risen from his seat.

'I'm due back at the office,' he said, hoarsely.

'Busy man! I'm having a slack day. Well, good-bye. I'll see Mary back.'

Joe seated himself in the vacant chair.

'You're looking tired,' he said. 'Did Eddy talk too much?'

'Yes, he did ... Joe, you were right.'

'Ah--Mary!' Joe chuckled. 'I'll tell you something I didn't tell Eddy.

It wasn't entirely through carelessness that I posted those letters in

the wrong envelopes. In fact, to be absolutely frank, it wasn't through

carelessness at all. There's an old gentleman in Pittsburgh by the name

of John Longwood, who occasionally is good enough to inform me of some

of his intended doings on the market a day or so before the rest of the

world knows them, and Eddy has always shown a strong desire to get

early information too. Do you remember my telling you that your

predecessor at the office left a little abruptly? There was a reason. I

engaged her as a confidential secretary, and she overdid it. She

confided in Eddy. From the look on your face as I came in I gathered

that he had just been proposing that you should perform a similar act

of Christian charity. Had he?'

Mary clenched her hands.

'It's this awful New York!' she cried. 'Eddy was never like that in

Dunsterville.'

'Dunsterville does not offer quite the same scope,' said Joe.

'New York changes everything,' Mary returned. 'It has changed Eddy--it

has changed you.'

He bent towards her and lowered his voice.

'Not altogether,' he said. 'I'm just the same in one way. I've tried to

pretend I had altered, but it's no use. I give it up. I'm still just

the same poor fool who used to hang round staring at you in

Dunsterville.'

A waiter was approaching the table with the air, which waiters

cultivate, of just happening by chance to be going in that direction.

Joe leaned farther forward, speaking quickly.

'And for whom,' he said, 'you didn't care a single, solitary snap of

your fingers, Mary.'

She looked up at him. The waiter hovered, poising for his swoop.

Suddenly she smiled.

'New York has changed me too, Joe,' she said.

'Mary!' he cried.

'Ze pill, sare,' observed the waiter.

Joe turned.

'Ze what!' he exclaimed. 'Well, I'm hanged! Eddy's gone off and left me

to pay for his lunch! That man's a wonder! When it comes to brain-work,

he's in a class by himself.' He paused. 'But I have the luck,' he said.

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