regarding Italian life from an American woman's standpoint, but in the
mean time the contessa's active brain had not been idle. The situation
in which she found her new friends puzzled her somewhat and interested
her more. She had discovered the indifferent husband and the passive
wife--two necessary elements in every domestic drama. Emory answered
well enough for the admiring friend of the wife, so all that was
necessary was to find the second woman and the _dramatis personae_ would
be complete. This would explain the husband's indifference and the
wife's passivity. It was an interesting problem, and the contessa saw
definite possibilities in it.
As Emory and Helen took their leave Phil suggested that they run down to
the library in the motor-car to pick up Armstrong and Miss Thayer.
"Miss Thayer?" queried the contessa.
"My friend, whom you must meet," Helen explained. "She has been with us
almost since our arrival, and is assisting Mr. Armstrong in his literary
work."
"Ah!" exclaimed the contessa, beaming as the completeness of her
intuition came to her. "How very interesting! I shall look forward to
meeting these two other members of your family."
The machine reached the foot of the hill and slowed down to pass through
the city streets before either Emory or Helen broke the silence, yet it
was evident that their minds found full employment. The call upon the
contessa left them both with an intangibly unpleasant sensation.
"I am sorry I went with you, Helen," Emory remarked, after the long
pause.
"I am sorry you did," admitted Helen, frankly, his words fitting in
exactly with her own thoughts.
"It is too bad that one can't do or say the natural thing without having
it misunderstood. The contessa is determined to find something upon
which she may seize as material for gossip."
"That is usually not difficult when one tries hard enough," Helen
agreed; "especially when one is living in such an atmosphere as she is."
"Jack will have to sacrifice himself temporarily or he will leave you
in an uncomfortable position."
Emory spoke guardedly and watched the effect of his words.
"He would have come this afternoon if I had asked him," Helen asserted,
confidently, "but his book is nearly finished and he is not in a mood to
be interrupted. I don't want anything to interfere with its completion."
"It will be a relief, though, to have it finished, won't it?"
Helen looked up quickly at Emory's question and as quickly dropped her
eyes as they met his. "Why--yes," she admitted, slowly. "I shall be glad
to have him take a little rest. I am sure he has been overdoing."
The girl felt Emory's questioning glance upon her, and it added to her
discomfiture.
"Don't you think it is time to let me help you, Helen?" he asked,
pointedly. "You know perfectly well that I feel toward you just as I
always have. No"--he stopped the restraining words upon her lips--"I am
going to say nothing which I ought not to say, nothing which you ought
not to hear. But I want you to be happy, Helen, and sometimes a man can
help. Don't be afraid to ask me; don't let your pride stand between us.
You know that I shall take no advantage of anything you tell me."
Helen's lips quivered slightly as she listened, but her voice was
natural though restrained. "Something is misleading you, Phil," she
answered, calmly. "Nothing has happened to make it necessary for me to
ask help from any one. If there had I should be glad to have so good a
friend to fall back upon."
"You are deceiving no one but yourself, Helen."
"What do you mean?"
She turned quickly toward him.
"Every one knows how much you are suffering in spite of your brave
attempt to keep it to yourself. Why won't you let me help you, Helen?"
"Who is 'every one'?" she demanded.
"Why--your uncle Peabody and I and--the contessa," stammered Emory.
"You and Uncle Peabody think I am suffering?"
"We know it!"
Helen held her head very high in the air, and spoke in a superior tone
so obviously assumed as a cloak to disguise her real feelings, that
Emory regretted that he had forced the subject upon her; but now it had
gone too far to draw back.
"If you know that, perhaps you know the cause of it as well?"
"We do. Jack--"
"Stop!" Helen commanded. The motor-car turned into the Piazza San
Lorenzo. "If you have anything to say about my husband," she continued,
"you had better say it direct to him."
"May I?" cried Emory, leaning forward eagerly. He looked at Helen
steadily for a moment, like a runner waiting for the pistol-shot to
release him from his strained position at "set." The girl returned his
look with equal steadiness for only an instant before she read what was
in his mind. Armstrong and Inez were just coming out through the
cloister gates.
"May I?" Emory repeated.
"No!" Helen replied, quickly, sinking back against the cushions.
XVIII
Armstrong was most enthusiastic when he returned late the next
afternoon, and Miss Thayer's face reflected his own great satisfaction.
The book was beginning to round into completeness, Cerini had placed
upon it the stamp of his unqualified approval, and the author himself
had reason to feel well pleased with the results of his tireless
application. Helen watched the two as they came out into the garden
where she and Uncle Peabody had been visiting. Yes, they were meant for
each other. Helen could see this more plainly now even than before. Her
husband had lost in weight and in color since he began his work at the
library, but the slighter frame and paler face seemed more in keeping
with the man whom she now knew. Inez had also changed. The individuality
which Helen had always considered a striking characteristic of her
friend while at school and later was now completely merged into that of
the man beside her. They thought alike, talked alike, acted alike. That
was what Jack preferred and what he needed, Helen admitted, and she felt
a certain satisfaction that she was at least strong enough to see and to
admit it.
"You seem to be very happy to-night, Jack." Helen tried hard to be
natural. "What pleasant thing has happened to you to-day?"
Armstrong drew up a chair for Inez and seated himself beside Helen.
"Nothing in particular," he replied, "except that I begin to see the end
of my book in sight."
"I am very glad," Helen answered, simply.
"Yes, I suppose you are." Armstrong spoke pointedly, looking at Helen
with a curious expression on his face. "Yes, I suppose you are."
Helen flushed. "I don't mean it as you have taken it, Jack," she
replied, quietly. "It has been a hard strain on you, and I am glad to
know that you can soon get a change. I think you need it."
Armstrong still looked at Helen intently. "It has been a strain," he
admitted, at length--"a strain on all of us." Then his face lighted up
as of old. "Cerini says the book is a masterpiece, Helen--do you
understand, a masterpiece. He says it is better than he believed it
possible for me to do; in fact, the best work on the period which has
ever been written. Can you wonder that I am happy?" He turned from Helen
to Inez. "And I could never have accomplished it except for the help of
our friend here, who has so unselfishly changed her plans at my request.
You must thank her for me--for both of us."
"Does it mean that your visit to Florence is about at an end, Jack?"
asked Uncle Peabody.
"Oh, there is much to be done yet," replied Armstrong. "The first draft
is nearly finished, and the material has all been sifted through; but I
must go over the manuscript once more at least, here in this atmosphere,
before returning to Boston."
"Even the Old South Church and Bunker Hill Monument will seem very
modern when you get back home, won't they?"
"Everything will seem modern," Armstrong assented. "I hate to think of
leaving Florence, but there is one thought which makes it easier. Miss
Thayer will, of course, visit us in Boston next winter, and she and I
will then have a chance to do some other work like this together."
"Why, Mr. Armstrong!" cried Inez, aghast. "I should not think of that
for a moment. Believe me, Helen, this is the first I have heard of it.
It could not be, of course."
"Why could it not be?" insisted Armstrong, stoutly.
"You will understand when you take time to think it over," said Inez,
picking up her gloves and starting for the hall. "He does not mean it,
Helen--truly he does not!"
"I do mean it," urged Armstrong, as Inez disappeared. "I mean every word
of it. She is your most intimate friend, and what could be more natural
than for her to visit us? Why could it not be?"
Uncle Peabody answered:
"There are some things in Boston which are as old as anything you will
find in Florence, Jack."
Armstrong failed to catch the drift of Mr. Cartwright's remarks.
"You are trying to avoid answering my question," he replied. "To what do
you refer that bears at all upon the present discussion?"
"Conventions," said Uncle Peabody, calmly.
"Conventions!" Armstrong repeated the word with emphasis. "You don't
imagine that I am going to let local conventions tell me what to do when
I get home?"
"I don't imagine anything," replied Uncle Peabody. "I was merely
stating a fact."
Helen saw the hot retort upon her husband's lips. "I would not discuss
this any more until after dinner," she said, quietly, as she rose. "As
Jack says, it is a perfectly natural thing for Inez to visit me. It is
possible that it can be arranged in some way."
"Good!" cried Armstrong. "I am glad that there is one sensible person in
the party!"
He tried to slip his arm around Helen's waist, but she gently avoided
him.
"Come," she urged, "we shall be late if we don't get ready now. We have
too little time as it is."
* * * * *
After dinner Uncle Peabody and Inez announced their intention of
devoting the evening to letter-writing, so Helen and Jack found
themselves alone together in the garden. Helen wrapped her shawl closely
about her, wondering at the chill which came over her when she realized
that she was alone with her husband and that the opportunity for which
she had waited was at hand. She was silent, trying to decide how best to
open the conversation. Her mind was made up at last. If others had begun
to notice the estrangement, it was time that Jack knew of it, and from
her. All doubt, all uncertainty had vanished.
She looked long at her husband in the dim starlight. He was so near
her, yet how far away he really was! Even he did not realize how far.
She could see the lines of his face lighted by his cigar as he silently
smoked it, his eyes fixed upon the lights of the city beyond. How strong
it was, Helen thought, how strong he was compared with her own weak
self! She wondered what his thoughts were centred upon--whether on his
masterpiece or upon Inez! Upon Inez! That brought her back to the task
before her.
It was a difficult task; she realized that. There could be no immediate
separation, for that would mean an interruption to the work. She must
stay in Florence until the manuscript was completed or Inez could not
remain. No, there must not be any break between Jack and herself for the
present, or his mind would be taken from his book and another failure
added to the great one in which she felt herself to be the most
concerned. Yet she must make him understand that she was not dull to the
signs which she and the others could but read. To continue to act as if
ignorant of them would be the worst of all. She must remain his wife
until his supreme effort was accomplished, then the living lie could be
ended and the new and separate life begun.
Armstrong interrupted her reverie before it had quite come to an end.
"You are not looking like yourself lately, Helen," he said, abruptly. "I
meant to have spoken of it before."
Helen started at the suddenness of his remark. "Not looking like
myself?" she repeated, mechanically. "How do you mean?"
"You look tired and worn out."
"I am getting older, Jack," Helen smiled, sadly. "Perhaps that is what
you have noticed."
"Nonsense," replied Armstrong. "You used to be so bright and vivacious,
and now you sit around and hardly say a word."
She could not answer for a moment. "I did not realize that I had become
such poor company, Jack. You have not seemed interested lately in the
things I would naturally talk about, and of course a great deal of your
conversation is upon subjects with which I am unfamiliar."
"You are quite sure that you are not getting too tired going to all
these social functions?"
"Quite sure. If you stop to think a moment, these are really the only
entertainment I get. Would you prefer that I stayed here at the villa
alone?"
"Why, no; unless you are doing too much of that sort of thing. Are you
feeling perfectly well?"
Helen hardly knew what to reply. "Yes," she said, at length, "I am
feeling perfectly well."
Armstrong showed his relief. "I told Uncle Peabody he was an alarmist,"
he said.
"What did Uncle Peabody say?" queried Helen, straightening up, Emory's
remarks coming back to her. "I did not know that you and he had been
discussing me."
"He said that you were unhappy, and fast becoming a fit subject for
Italian malaria. He had better stick to his specialty, and not try to
become a general practitioner."
"Oh," said Helen, relieved that she had not been anticipated, and
resuming her former position.
"Of course he was as mistaken about your being unhappy as he was about
your being ill," Armstrong continued, his remark being half assertion
and half question.
Helen made no response. He waited a moment or two, glancing at her
furtively, and then put his question more directly.
"You are not unhappy, are you?"
Helen tried to fathom the motive which underlay this question. At last
Jack had become conscious of the fact that he had hurt her and was
endeavoring to make amends. This was like him; what he had said and done
during the weeks past was not like him. Now something which Uncle
Peabody had said had brought him to himself again. He saw a duty to
perform, and he assumed it conscientiously; but it was an act of duty
rather than an act of love--she felt that in every word he spoke.
"Yes, Jack," she finally admitted, "I am very unhappy."
Armstrong was annoyed. "I really thought you were stronger, Helen," he
said, petulantly. "It is all over this library work, I suppose."
"I am not strong," replied Helen, quietly. "That is where the whole
trouble lies. I am wofully weak, and I only wish that you and I had
discovered it sooner."
"How would that have helped matters any?"
"If we had discovered it before we were married it would have helped
matters a great deal," said Helen, with decision. "As we did not do that
we must accept things as they are until we can find a solution of the
problem."
"I have offered time and again to give up my work; now it has reached a
point where I simply must finish it."
"Of course you must; I should be the first to oppose you were you to
suggest anything different."
"Then why are you unhappy? I don't understand you at all."
"I know you don't, and you understand yourself just as little. The work
you are doing is simply an incident; the results of that work in making
you an entirely different man is the main point. Do you not feel that
yourself?"
"So that is it," replied Armstrong. "The work has made a different man
of me, and you object to the change."
"No, it is not the change which has made me unhappy. During these weeks
you have become infinitely bigger and stronger and grander, and I admire
you just that much the more."
"Then why are you unhappy?"
"Because"--Helen choked down a little sob--"because, as you say, I am so
weak. Because it has left me just that much behind, and has shown me how
little suited I am to be your wife."
"How you do magnify things!" exclaimed Armstrong. "It is not an uncommon
thing for a husband to have interests apart from his wife; it is no
reflection on the wife."
"But how much better--how much more helpful--if the husband and the wife
can share the same interests?"
"Granted. But why suggest a modern miracle?"
"It has shown me another thing," Helen continued, fearful lest she
should be diverted from her main theme. "Inez is already much more to
you than I."
Armstrong sprang to his feet, with difficulty holding back the angry
words upon his lips. "This is going too far, Helen," he said, with
forced calm. "Do you realize that you are actually making an
accusation?"
Helen regarded him calmly but sadly. "I am making no accusation," she
said, quietly. "I believe in your loyalty to me and in your sense of
what is right, but the fact remains. Inez loves you, and has loved you
almost since the day she arrived. Is it possible that you are insensible
to this?"
"You must stop!" expostulated Armstrong. "You cannot realize what you
are saying!"
"Do you remember what she told Ferdy De Peyster--'I love him better than
my life'? Do you remember the scene at the table when Phil Emory spoke
of it and her reply? Have you been with her day after day without
discovering that she worships the very ground you walk on?"
"It would be useless to try to answer you, Helen," Armstrong replied,
forcefully. "The most generous view I can take of what you say is to
attribute it to a jealousy as unfounded as it is unworthy of you."
"Ah, Jack, if you only knew!" Helen looked at him reproachfully. "There
is no jealousy in my heart even now, my husband, nothing but the
greatest admiration and the deepest love. Sometime you will understand.
You have a great career before you--greater, perhaps, than I can
realize, because I know of your work only through others. This career is
one which I must not injure, which I shall not limit. Inez can help you
in attaining it, and it is right that she should do so."
Armstrong's curiosity gained the better of his resentment. "What do you
propose to do to bring all this about?" he asked, incredulously.
"Whatever may be necessary," Helen replied, looking at him firmly, "even
though it breaks my heart."
"Surely you have not suggested any of this nonsense to Miss Thayer?"
Armstrong asked, suddenly.
"I have not talked with her about it," replied Helen, quietly.
"That is to be placed to your credit, at all events. Miss Thayer has no
more sentiment toward me of the kind you suggest than if she had never
met me. She is the best kind of a friend and a most valuable assistant,
but that is all. My feelings toward her are exactly the same--no more,
no less. I beg of you not to let anything so absurdly improbable stand
between us now or later. Come, we had better go in."
"Don't wait for me," Helen answered, wearily. "I will stay here a while
longer. The cool air feels very grateful to-night."
Armstrong left her there, alone with the stars and her thoughts. The
break was made. They had stood at the parting of the ways, and Helen had
pointed out to him the path which she knew she could not travel with
him. He, with all his strength of mind, had left her without realizing
what had happened. Helen had not expected him to understand her
motive--that must come later--but she had thought that he would at least
appreciate what she had said. Perhaps it was better so. She had known
that he would disclaim the affection which she felt he could but
entertain toward Inez; she was certain that he himself did not yet
appreciate how firmly installed his "sister worker" had become in his
heart. But Helen was no less convinced that she was right. Jack would
realize it soon enough, and then he would know what she had really done
to make it easier for him. Perhaps this was better, too.
The storm was over, and Helen remained as the weather-beaten evidence
that it had taken place. Exhausted both in mind and body, she lay back
in her chair, with her eyes wide open, her thoughts rushing madly to and
fro seeking a new anchorage. She must keep her strength for the ordeal
yet before her. She must play her part through to the end without
wavering, or what she had already endured would be of no avail. So at
last she bade good-night to the stars which had been her silent
companions and entered the house. Mechanically she fastened the veranda
shutters and went up-stairs to her room, closing the door to the world
outside, with which she felt she must become acquainted anew as she
pursued her chosen path--alone.
XIX
The contessa found herself eager to continue her inquiries along the new
lines which had so clearly indicated themselves during the conversation
with Mrs. Armstrong and Emory. This desire was by no means malicious,
for those very attributes which attracted Helen to her would have
contradicted anything so really reprehensible, even as a
counter-irritant. In the contessa's life, filled as it was with _ennui_
in spite of her heroic efforts to enliven it with excitement, gossip and
a bit of scandal acted as agreeable and much-needed stimulants. She may
never have put this thought into words any more than the man does who
depends upon his modest tipple to give zest to his daily routine; yet,
like him, she found her dependence upon her stimulant growing slowly yet
steadily as the days advanced and the "dear Morelli" became more and
more "impossible." In the present instance the interval since the last
spicy episode had been longer than usual, and the contessa felt a thrill
of enthusiastic delight replace the dull apathy which she had lately
experienced, even at the suggestion of the conditions as she thought she
saw them. It was a problem which offered her the joy of solution rather
than merely a curiosity to learn more of the various factors which
entered into it.
She liked Helen from the first moment of their meeting. America often
seemed far away to the contessa, and her new acquaintance brought it
nearer to her; but beyond this Helen proved in herself to be more than
ordinarily interesting. The contessa had known women as beautiful as
Mrs. Armstrong, she had known women who carried themselves with equal
self-confidence and independence; but never had she seen these combined
with such lofty ideals actually maintained. Her early impression that
Helen's idealism was the result of innocence was soon corrected. In the
school of experience there are taught two branches in which every clever
woman of the world must perfect herself--character-reading and the
gentle art of self-defence; both are absolutely essential to her
success. Men underestimate their importance, and thus develop them to a
lesser degree; as a result, the woman's intuitive reading of character
is as much more delicate and subtle as is her practise of self-defence,
and to a similar extent more effective. Amelie was a medal pupil in both
these branches, and her instinctive exercise of the first told her that
she had discovered an unusual personality among conditions which under
ordinary circumstances would work out along but one line. This solution
was not in keeping with what she had read in Helen's character, and she
wondered how the conditions themselves had come to exist. The contessa
hummed cheerily to herself as she moved about the villa the next
morning, and the servants took it for granted that their master's malady
had taken a more decided turn for the worse.
In the afternoon the contessa's motor-car drew up before the entrance
to the Laurentian Library. The custodian at the gate took her card, and
presently returned announcing that the librarian was in his study. The
name of Morelli was well known to Cerini, who had assisted the count
upon several occasions before his marriage in disposing of some of the
rare volumes which had once been a part of his grandfather's splendid
collection. The librarian had even casually met the new contessa once or
twice, but this was the first time she had honored him with a call, and
he wondered what her errand might be. Possibly it was her desire to
dispose of other volumes; perhaps it was to protest against further
despoliation; at all events he would be guarded in his conversation
until her object was disclosed.
"Welcome to the halls of the Medici!" exclaimed Cerini, cordially,
rising to greet his visitor as she appeared in the doorway.
The contessa smiled so radiantly in acknowledging his salutation that
the librarian was convinced that his first hypothesis must be correct.
"You are surprised to see me," she remarked, seating herself with
deliberation and looking across at her host with a friendly air. "You
may as well admit it, for I can read it in your face."
"Both surprised and pleased, contessa," Cerini answered, maintaining his
guarded attitude.
"Your surprise should be that I have not been here before," Amelie
continued.
"Ah!" The old man held up his hand with a deprecatory gesture. "You
society women have so much to divert you otherwise that I could scarcely
expect, even with the wonderful books I have here, to prove a magnet
sufficiently strong to draw you away from your customary pursuits. And
your husband has so many splendid volumes in your own library that these
here can hardly prove a novelty."
"It is about these volumes that I came to see you."
Cerini smiled sagely, feeling pleased at his intuition.
"Yes, we have some splendid old volumes, as you say," the contessa
continued. "I have looked them all over and have tried to study them,
but beyond my admiration for their beauty I must admit that I can't make
much out of them."
"Then you are really interested in the books themselves!" exclaimed the
librarian, his pleasure increasing with the prospect of securing a new
convert. "This is delightful!"
"Of course." The contessa raised her eyebrows with well-feigned
surprise. She was entirely satisfied with her progress thus far. "But I
don't need to tell you that my interest is not a very intelligent one. I
tried to get Morelli to tell me something about them once, but he
doesn't know a book of hours from a missal, so I promised myself the
pleasure of learning from you, if you were willing to teach me. Are
you?"
The contessa was fond of punctuating her conversation with sharp
interrogations, but in the present instance the expression upon Cerini's
face made any question unnecessary.
"This is the happiest year I have known since I first made my home
among these books, my daughter," he replied, with much feeling. "For a
long time I felt as a miser must feel surrounded by his gold, far more
in quantity than he can ever count, yet separated by its overwhelming
value from the world outside. My loneliness came, of course, from
another cause--I craved the opportunity to share my treasures, yet this
opportunity came but rarely. Patiently have I waited, marvelling that so
few should even know that these treasures exist, and a lesser number
should care to partake of what is offered to them freely in as large
quantities as they are able to carry away. Year by year I have watched
the number increase, I have seen the signs of a veritable renaissance;
and as one after another comes to me, as you have this afternoon, my
heart fills with an unspeakable joy."
The sincerity of the old man penetrated through even the contessa's
worldly armor, but the problem she had set herself to solve was too
fascinating to be laid aside. The librarian need never know how much
less interest she felt in books than in her present undertaking.
"So this year has crowned your labors," she replied, sympathetically. "I
do not wonder that you feel gratified! You have had a greater number of
converts, you say, most of whom, I presume, come from the libraries and
universities near by."
"Not at all!" contradicted Cerini, eagerly. "They come from England,
from France, from Germany--and even from your own far-off country,
contessa."
"Indeed!" Amelie smiled at the air of triumph with which the librarian
uttered the last words. "From America? Have my countrymen really
discovered what rich mines of learning are here in Florence?"
Cerini nodded his head and drew his chair closer to hers. "At this very
moment there are two Americans working here in the library who have so
assimilated the learning of the past that they have become a part of it
themselves. I have had many students here during all these years, but
never any one who was able so completely to carry out my ideas of modern
intellectual expression. What they have done and are doing has given me
courage to believe that I am not so much of a visionary as my colleagues
think. If by my influence I can produce two such modern humanists my
labors will not have been in vain."
"Are these two wonderful men from some library or university in
America?" the contessa asked, with apparent innocence.
"They are not," replied the librarian, with emphasis. "If they were they
would have come here, as the others have, with preconceived ideas which
centuries could not break down. One of them is a young advocate from
Boston, and the other--you will scarcely believe me--is a young woman."
"Really?" The contessa manifested an interest not wholly assumed. "A
young woman, you say--his wife, perhaps?"
"No, simply a friend."
"Oh!" Amelie smiled knowingly. "Then perhaps soon to be his wife?"
"You are wrong again, contessa," replied Cerini. "The man is already
married, so that could hardly be the case."
"And his wife makes no objections? Come, come, monsignore, that would
not be human."
"His wife is as remarkable in her way as he is in his," the old man
answered, with confidence. "We have discussed the matter, and she
understands the importance of allowing the work to go on."
"Then she has raised some objections? Do tell me that she has or I shall
find it difficult to believe your story."
"She did suggest that she would have liked to be able to do this work
with her husband, but that was quite out of the question, and she saw it
just as I did."
"How very, very interesting!" the contessa remarked, more to herself
than to him. "I wish I might see them at work." The librarian hesitated,
and Amelie knew that hesitation is consent if promptly followed up. "I
will promise not to disturb them," she urged.
"I should not wish them to know that I was exhibiting them to my
friends," Cerini said, doubtfully. "Still, I can see no harm unless we
disturb them."
"Then come!" Amelie exclaimed, rising quickly lest the old man change
his mind. "I will be as still as a mouse."
Cerini led the way to the little alcove which Armstrong and Inez had
come to regard as a part of themselves. Motioning to the contessa, he
pointed out a place beside an ancient book-shelf where she could observe
without herself being seen. Amelie studied the faces before her
carefully. Armstrong was so seated that only his profile was visible,
but Inez sat so squarely in front of her that had she not been so
engrossed in her labors she could hardly have avoided seeing the
contessa. It was the girl's face which first held Amelie's attention. In
it she read all that Inez had fought so hard to conceal. She had found
the second woman! It was not the usual type, she told herself. The
passionate devotion to its given object was there, but it was evidently
absolutely controlled by the intellectual. How much more interesting,
the contessa thought, but how much more dangerous!
Then she turned her attention to Armstrong. He was younger than she had
expected and his personality far more attractive. The height of his
forehead, the depth of his eye, the strength of his mouth were all
carefully noted. The contessa watched every movement, every change in
the expression, with the keenest delight. They were an interesting pair,
she admitted, but even her astuteness, she was forced to confess, was
unequal to the task of understanding their relations without further
study. The problem was as new as it was fascinating, and the contessa
had no misgivings over her little plot, which had worked out so
successfully.
She followed the librarian quietly back to his study, where she made an
appointment for him to examine with her the Morelli collection and to
point out to her the merits of the various volumes. She expressed her
thanks for the charming afternoon he had given her, but through it all,
and even after she returned to her villa, the faces of Armstrong and
Inez were still before her. Beneath that abstraction which the man's
face and manner so clearly portrayed, was there a response to the
woman's passionate adoration? Was he capable of affection, or had the
intellectual so far claimed the ascendency that the physical had, for
the time being at least, become so subdued as practically to be
eliminated? Where did the wife, who had so attracted her, come in? These
were some of the questions over which the contessa pondered. The problem
was more complex than she anticipated, and she found herself even more
determined to carry it through to a solution.
XX
A week passed by with little outward change at the Villa Godilombra. For
a day or two after their interview in the garden Armstrong watched his
wife carefully, but as there was apparently no difference in her
attitude toward him or toward Miss Thayer he decided that what she had
said at that time was the result merely of a momentary mood which had
since passed away. He also watched Miss Thayer, to satisfy himself in
regard to the monstrous suggestion Helen had made that she was in love
with him, and became convinced that his own explanation of her feelings
toward him was correct. Having settled these two important matters to
his entire satisfaction, he promptly discarded them from his mind and
devoted himself to the single purpose of completing his work.
"Once let me get this finished," he said to himself, "and Helen will see
that there is nothing between us."
As a matter of fact, Inez had not been pleased with Armstrong's
suggestion to Helen that she should take up with him a similar kind of
work in Boston. For the first time since she had known him he had done
something which annoyed her. She realized better than any one else the
absorption which held him subject to a different code of conventions,
but this did not give him a right to assume that she would accept such
an arrangement, without at least raising the question with her. Helen
and Mr. Cartwright could but think that the matter had already been
discussed between them, and it placed her in a false light at a time
when she felt that her position was sufficiently untenable without this
unfair and unnecessary addition. She also realized, as Armstrong
apparently did not even after Uncle Peabody's pointed remarks, that this
daily companionship would be entirely impossible.
During those few days, therefore, when Armstrong was observing her, she
was in a mood quite at variance with what Helen had described; but what
had wounded her in one respect proved to be a salve in another. Had
Armstrong been conscious of her affection for him, or had he himself
reciprocated it, the request would never have been made. She was quite
safe, therefore, to continue on until the book was finished, and the
danger lay, as she had told her conscience, only with herself. And even
with this annoyance, which, after all, was but an incident, she felt it
to be her only happiness to stay beside him as long as she could. She
dreaded the time when the break must come, for she saw no light beyond
that point.
Helen had herself well in hand. She was conscious of Jack's scrutiny,
and was also conscious of the relaxing of his watchfulness. She saw his
new interest in Inez, and was equally conscious of her friend's unusual
frame of mind. Everything seemed to Helen to be intensified to such a
degree that she could read all that was passing in the minds of those
about her, and she wondered if some new power had been given her to make
her test the harder. She had already felt the force of the blow; the
others had it still before them. And it would be a blow, at least to
Jack, she was sure--not so hard a one as in her own case, for after the
pain of the break there was for him happiness and serenity; but he had
cared for her, and when he once came to a realization of what must be he
would suffer, too. This was her only consolation.
Naturally, Helen turned to Uncle Peabody. Now that all was settled, it
was better that he should know from her how matters stood rather than
surmise as he and Emory had done; and besides this, the burden had
become too heavy to be borne alone. She waited a few days for the right
opportunity, which came during a morning walk along the ancient road
above the villa which led to the highest point of Settignano. They had
left the frequented part of the path behind them, and were strolling
among the rocks and trees of the little plateau commanding a view of the
panorama on either side.
"I wish I could find out from Jack how much longer you are to remain in
Florence," Uncle Peabody said. "I really need to get back to my work."
"Not yet," exclaimed Helen, quickly. "Don't go yet. I need you so much!"
Uncle Peabody regarded his niece critically. There was a new note in her
voice, and it pained him.
"It won't be much longer, uncle," Helen continued. "I need you here, and
I may want you to go back home with me."
"I could not do that, Helen; but of course I will stay here as long as
you really need me."
"But you would go back with me if I needed that, too, would you not?"
insisted Helen.
"If you needed me, yes; but I can't imagine any such necessity."
"It would be so hard to go home alone."
Helen's voice sank almost to a whisper.
"Alone?" echoed Uncle Peabody. "Is Jack going to stay over here and send
you back?"
"I don't know what Jack is going to do, but I shall return home as soon
as his book is completed; and unless you go with me I shall go alone."
Uncle Peabody understood. "My dear, dear child," he said, taking her
hand in his and pressing it sympathetically.
"Don't, please." Helen gently withdrew her hand. "If you do that I shall
become completely unnerved. Let us return to the villa; I really want to
talk with you about it."
The short walk home was accomplished in silence. As they entered the
hallway Uncle Peabody was the first to speak. "Where shall we go?" he
asked.
"To my 'snuggery,'" Helen answered. "There we are sure not to be
interrupted."
"Now tell me all about it," he urged, as they seated themselves.
"I imagine you know a good deal about the situation without my telling
you," began Helen, bravely; "but I want you to know the whole story.
Otherwise you can't help me, and without your aid I am absolutely
alone."
"You know well that you can depend upon that," he interrupted.
Helen moved nearer and passed her hand through his arm. "We have made a
horrible mistake, Jack and I," she said. "We are not at all suited to
each other, and never should have married."
"That is a pretty serious statement," replied Uncle Peabody.
"It is," assented Helen; "but the fact itself is even more serious. Tell
me, do you not see that Jack is a very different man from the one you
first met here?"
"Yes," he replied. "There can be no question about that."
"If this change was but a passing mood it would not be so serious,"
continued Helen, "but the Jack I know now is the real Jack, and as such
our interests are entirely apart."
"But all this may correct itself," suggested Uncle Peabody. "Why not get
him away from the influences which have produced this change and see if
that will not straighten matters out?"
Helen was thoughtful for a moment. "That would never do," she said, at
length. "You see, there is another consideration which enters in. Inez
and Jack are in love with each other."
"Has Jack admitted this?" demanded Uncle Peabody.
Helen smiled sadly. "No; he would never admit it, even if he knew it to
be true. At present his affection is wholly centered upon his book, and
he himself has no real conception of how matters stand."
"Then why do you feel so certain? I think you are right about Miss
Thayer, but I have seen nothing to criticise in Jack's conduct except
this complete subjugation to his work."
"I have been watching it for weeks, uncle, and I know that I am right.
The old Jack--the Jack I married--found in me the response he craved;
but to the new Jack--the real Jack--I can give nothing. Inez is his
counterpart; Inez is the woman who can talk his language and live his
life--not I."
"There is no reason why you could not do this if he gave you the
chance," he asserted.
"At first it was my fault that I did not make the effort when he did
give me the chance. Then I tried to enter into it--you remember the day
I went to the library--but it was too late. Cerini showed me how
hopeless it was. Then you remember Professor Tesso's story. He was
right; they are absolutely suited to each other. It is useless to fight
against it and thus increase the misery."
"If you are not going to fight against it, what are you going to do?"
"I am going to right the wrong in the only way which remains," replied
Helen, firmly.
"I don't see it yet." Uncle Peabody showed his perplexity. "What are you
going to do?"
"Jack and I must be separated just as soon as it can be arranged."
Uncle Peabody placed his hands upon her shoulders and looked into her
eyes. With all the advance signals of the storm which he had noted he
was unprepared for this climax. "Surely that point has not yet arrived,
Helen," he said, slowly. "'Those whom God hath joined together--'"
"That is just the point," she interrupted. "Those whom God joins
together are those who are suited to each other. When it becomes evident
that two people have been married who are unsuited, it is also evident
that God never joined them together, and that they ought not to stay
together. That is the case with Jack and me."
"Have you told Jack your decision?"
"Not in so many words, but in substance. He does not appreciate the
situation at all, and he won't until the book is finished."
"Why don't you go home for a while and see what happens?"
"If I went away now Inez would have to leave, and that would interrupt
the work."
"I can't follow you, Helen. One moment you speak of the misery this work
has brought to you, and the next moment you can't do something because
it will interfere with the very work which you would like to stop."
"It seems to be my fate not to be able to make myself understood," Helen
replied, wearily. "Let me try again. I have no desire to stop the work.
It is a necessary part of Jack's development, and it will open up a
great future for him."
"But to continue this means to continue the intimacy between him and
Miss Thayer," insisted Uncle Peabody.
"I have no desire to stop that, either." Helen was calm and firm in her
replies. "It would be no satisfaction to hold Jack to me when I know
perfectly well that duty and marriage vows remain as the only ties. It
breaks my heart that all this has happened, but neither the work itself
nor even Inez is responsible. The other side of Jack was like an
undeveloped negative--these are simply the mediums which have brought
out the picture which was already there."
"You are not in a condition to consider this matter as you should,
Helen," Uncle Peabody replied, hardly knowing what to say. "The whole
affair has been preying on your mind for so long that you are arriving
at conclusions which may or may not be justified. Your very calmness
shows that you do not appreciate the seriousness of your suggestions."
Helen looked at Uncle Peabody reproachfully. "Don't make me think that
men are wilfully obtuse," she said. "When I talked it over with Jack he
called it jealousy; now you think I lack an appreciation of the
seriousness of it all!" Helen paused for a moment and closed her eyes.
When she spoke again all the intensity of her nature burst forth. "Can
you not see beneath this calmness the effort I am making to do my duty?"
she asked, in a low, tense voice. "Can you not see my heart burned to
ashes by the fire it has passed through? Look at me, uncle. Jack says I
seem ten years older--twenty would be nearer the truth. Do these changes
come to those who fail to appreciate what they are doing? It is not that
I don't realize; it is because I can't forget."
"Don't misunderstand me, child," Uncle Peabody hastened to say, appalled
by the effect of his words. "My own heart has bled for you all these
weeks, and I would be the last to add another burden to the load you
bear. It is hard to suffer, but sometimes I think it is almost as hard
to see those one loves passing through an ordeal which he is powerless
to lighten. I don't want you to take a step which will plunge you into
deeper sorrow, that is all. You may be right, but I pray God that you
are wrong. Now let me help you, if I can."
Helen smiled through the mist before her eyes. "You can help me," she
said, "just by being your own dear self during these hard weeks to come.
Stay here until it is over, and then take me home, where you can show me
how to use the years I see before me." Helen buried her face in her
hands. "Oh, those years!" she cried; "how can I endure them?"
"Come, come, Helen," urged Uncle Peabody, kindly, "I can't believe that
the world has all gone wrong, as you think it has. Let us take one step
at a time, and see if together we can't find the sun shining through the
cypress-trees. Tell me just what you propose to do."
"The programme is a simple one," Helen answered. "Outwardly there will
be no change. I shall make Jack's home as attractive as possible to him
while we share it together. Inez is my guest, and will be welcome as
long as I am here. Other than this it will be as if we all were
visitors. Jack will notice no difference while his work lasts. Then when
it is completed you and I will go back home. Jack may stay here or
return, as he chooses. Inez will decide her own course. Then Jack will
at last understand that I meant what I said--that I saw that I stood
in the way of his future and stepped aside."
"Do you imagine that he will permit this when once he understands?"
asked Uncle Peabody.
"He will try to prevent it," assented Helen. "He will realize that he
has neglected me and he will want to atone, but this will be from a
sense of duty, even though he does not know it. The actual break will be
a blow to him, but then he will turn to Inez and will find that I
understood him better than he did himself."
"But he is counting on continuing this work in Boston next winter. He
spoke of it again yesterday, and said how splendid it was of you to make
it possible for Miss Thayer to work there with him."
Helen rose and stepped out into the garden, looking far away into the
distance. Then she turned toward him.
"I am making it possible, am I not?" she said, simply.
And the lump in Uncle Peabody's throat told him that he understood at
last.
XXI
The evening had arrived for the reception at Villa Godilombra by which
Helen was to acknowledge the many social obligations laid upon her by
her friends in Florence. In the details of preparation she had found
temporary relief from her ever-present burden, with Uncle Peabody
assuming the role of general adviser, comforter, and prop. Together they
had worked out the list of guests; together they had planned the many
little surprises which should make the event unique. Much to old
Giuseppe's disgust, his own flowers were found to be inadequate, and to
his camellias, lilies, oleanders, and roses was added a profusion of
those rare orchids which bear witness that the City of Flowers is well
named. Emory was also pressed into service as the day drew near, and his
energy was untiring in carrying out the ideas of his superior officers
and in suggesting original ones of his own.
Armstrong had expressed his willingness to co-operate, but was
obviously relieved to find his services unnecessary. He had reached a
crisis in his work, he explained, and if he really was not needed it
would hasten the conclusion of his labors if they might be uninterrupted
at this particular point. Inez had also offered her aid, but Armstrong
insisted that she could not be spared unless her presence at the villa
was absolutely demanded. So the work upon the masterpiece had proceeded
without a break, while little by little the plans for the reception
matured.
The novelty of the preparations consisted principally in the electrical
and the floral displays. Uncle Peabody succeeded in having a number of
wires run from the trolley-line into the villa and the garden, leaving
Emory to plan an arrangement of lights which did credit to the limited
number of electrical courses which his college curriculum had contained.
The grotto was lighted by fascinating little incandescent lamps, which
shed their rays dimly through the guarding cypresses but full upon the
varicolored shells and stones. Along the top of the retaining wall, and
scattered here and there at uneven distances and heights among the trees
and the statues, the lights looked like a swarm of magnificent
fire-flies resting, for the time, wherever they happened to alight. But
Emory's _piece de resistance_ was the fountain, beneath the spray of
which he had helped the electrician to fashion a brilliant fleur-de-lis
in compliment to the city of their adoption.
This final triumph was brought to a successful conclusion almost
simultaneously with the cessation of Helen's labors in transforming the
dining-room, the hallway, and the verandas into veritable flower arbors.
Old Giuseppe and the florist's men had accomplished wonders under
Helen's guidance, and they approved the final result as enthusiastically
as they had opposed the scheme at first, when Helen had insisted upon a
departure from the conventional "set pieces" which they tried to urge
upon her. Realizing that the time was approaching for the light repast,
and glad of a respite, Helen wandered out to the garden where Emory and
Uncle Peabody, hand in hand, were executing an hilarious dance around
the fountain.
"What in the world--" began Helen, in amazement.
"It is great, is it not, Mr. Cartwright?" cried Emory, ceasing his
evolutions and turning to Uncle Peabody. "This settles it; I am going
home on the next steamer and set myself up as an electrical
engineer--specialty, decoration of Italian gardens. Watch, Helen--I will
turn on the lights."
In an instant the flitting insects were flickering throughout the
garden, and the water of the fountain became a living flame. Helen's
first exclamation of delight was interrupted by Giuseppe's groan of
terror as the old gardener hastily retreated to the house, crossing
himself and praying for divine protection against the magic of the evil
one which had entered and taken possession of his very domain. The
suspicion with which he had viewed the labors of the electricians during
the past few days was now fully justified, and he saw his work of thirty
years in danger of destruction by the conflagration which he believed
must inevitably follow.
"Splendid, Phil!" cried Helen, when Giuseppe was at last quieted. "I had
no idea you were carrying out so grand a scheme. What should I have done
without you?"
"It was Mr. Cartwright's idea, you know, Helen," insisted Emory.
"To get the light up here--not the arrangement, which is all to your
credit," Uncle Peabody hastened to add.
"I owe everything to both of you," said Helen, holding out a hand to
each. "Now I want to see every light." Slowly they walked about the
garden inspecting the illumination. "It is perfect," exclaimed Helen. "I
can't tell you how pleased I am with it. I ought to be jealous that you
have so outdone me in your part of the decoration, but I am really proud
of you!"
As they were taking an admiring view of the floral arrangements Jack and
Inez rode up. Emory started to suggest to them a view of the garden, but
a glance from Helen prevented.
"Save it for a surprise, Phil," she whispered. "They have no idea of
what you have done."
It was nearly ten o'clock when the first guests arrived, and for an hour
Helen, Jack, and Uncle Peabody greeted the brilliant gathering as it
assembled. To most of them Armstrong was a complete stranger, and it was
quite evident that many of those who had known and admired Helen and Mr.
Cartwright possessed no little curiosity concerning this man of whom so
little had been seen.
"Then there really is a Mr. Armstrong, after all," exclaimed the
Marchesa Castellani, smiling blandly as Helen presented him. "We had
almost come to look upon you as one of those American--what shall we
say?--conceits."
The color came to Helen's face, but before she could reply Cerini
pressed forward from behind.
"Signor Armstrong has been my guest these weeks, marchesa, inhaling the
wisdom of the past instead of the sweeter but more transitory grandeur
of Florentine society. This has perhaps been his loss, and yours; but,
with his great work nearly ready for the press, dare we say that the
world will not be the richer for the sacrifice?"
"I shall not be the one to dare," replied the marchesa, again smiling
and passing on to make room for others behind her.
Cerini watched his opportunity for another word with Helen. "I came
to-night," he said, "expressly to tell you that your reward is near at
hand. Another week and your husband's labors will be completed. I have
thought often of our conversation, and of your patience; but the result
of my advice has been more far-reaching even than I thought. The
character-building has extended beyond him and his 'sister-worker'--it
has reached you as well."
The arrival of new guests fortunately delayed the necessity of immediate
reply, but it also gave Cerini an opportunity to watch the effect of his
words. The old man's voice softened as he continued:
"You have suffered, my daughter; I did not know till now how much. Yet
suffering is essential. George Eliot was a woman, and she knew a woman's
heart when she wrote, 'Deep, unspeakable suffering is a baptism, a
regeneration--the initiation into a new state.' Your initiation is
passed, my daughter, and your enjoyment of the new state is near at
hand. Do you not see now how far-reaching has been the influence?"
"Yes," Helen replied, with a tremor in her voice; "and this time I think
I may say that it has been more far-reaching than even you realize."
Cerini's eyes sought hers searchingly. He had already seen more than she
had intended.
"Then the book is really coming to its completion?" she continued,
calmly. "And you feel well satisfied with my husband's work?"
"It is superb; it is magnificent," cried Cerini, enthusiastically. "He
has produced a work which is without an equal in the veracity of its
portrayal of the period and in the insight which he has shown in dealing
with the characters themselves. It will make your husband famous."
"We shall be very proud of him, shall we not?" replied Helen, forcing a
smile. "And he will owe so much to you for the help and the inspiration
you have given him."
"And also to you, my daughter," added the librarian, meaningly.
Emory approached as Cerini left her side. "Every one is in the garden
now, Helen. May I take you there?"
Helen glanced around for her husband, and saw him somewhat apart from
the other guests engaged in a conversation with the Contessa Morelli.
Unconsciously her mind went back to what the contessa had said to her
about marriage in general and about her husband in particular, and she
wondered what her new friend thought of him, now that they had actually
met.
"Jack has his hands full for the present," Emory remarked, noting her
glance. "You need not worry about him. By Jove, Helen, you are simply
stunning to-night!" he continued, in a low voice, as they strolled
across the veranda. "I have been anxious about you, but now you are
yourself again. You should always wear white."
Helen made no answer. She was recalling to herself the fact that
to-night, for the first time, Jack had made no comment upon her
appearance, as he had always done before; yet she had tried to wear the
very things which he preferred. After all, she thought, it was better
so. But what a mockery to stand beside a man, as she stood with Jack
this evening, jointly receiving their friends and their friends'
congratulations! What deception! What ignominy!
In the mean time, as Emory had surmised, Armstrong had his hands
sufficiently full with the contessa. Her mind had been too constantly
applied to her interesting problem, during the days which had elapsed
since her call upon Cerini, to allow this opportunity to escape her. She
had exercised every art she possessed to learn something further from
Helen; she even had Emory take tea with her with the same definite
object in view; but either consciously or unconsciously both had parried
her diplomatic questioning with an air so natural and simple as to
convince her that they were not unskilled themselves in the game in
which she considered herself an adept. The one thing which remained was
the picture she had seen at the library; but this had been so positive
in the impression which it had made that she found herself even more
keen than ever to follow up the small advantage she had gained.
Watching her opportunity, Amelie found herself beside Armstrong, with
the other guests far enough removed to enable her to converse with him
without being overheard.
"All Florence owes you a debt of gratitude for bringing your beautiful
wife here," she began. "And how generous you have been to let us have so
much of her while you have been otherwise engaged!"
"It has been my misfortune not to be able to share her social
pleasures," Armstrong replied. "Perhaps she has told you of the serious
work upon which I am engaged."
"Yes, indeed," answered the contessa, cheerfully. "I am sure every man
in Florence who has had an opportunity to meet your wife has blessed you
for your devotion to this 'serious work,' as you call it. Italian
husbands are not so generous, especially upon their honeymoon."
Armstrong bowed stiffly. The contessa's manner was far too affable to
warrant him in taking offence, yet he felt distinctly annoyed by what
she said. Amelie, however, gave him no opportunity to reply.
"Oh, you don't know these Italian husbands," she continued, shrugging
her beautiful shoulders. "I have one, so I know all about it. They go
into paroxysms of fury even at the thought of having their wives go
about without them, receiving the admiration of other men. I have no
doubt that at this very moment my dear Morelli is either abusing one of
the servants or breaking some of the furniture, just because I happen to
be here while he is nursing his gouty foot at home. I am always proud of
my countrymen when I see them, as you are, willing to let their wives
enjoy themselves without them."
"I do not think I have observed this trait among American husbands
developed to the extent you mention," Armstrong observed, with little
enthusiasm.
"You haven't?" queried the contessa, innocently. "Perhaps that is
because you are such a learned man, with your eyes upon your books
instead of upon the world. You must take my word that it is so. But you
know enough of the world to recognize admiration when you yourself
become the object of it?"
Amelie fastened upon her companion an arch smile so full of meaning that
Armstrong was caught entirely off his guard.
"I the object of admiration?" he asked, incredulously. "I wish I might
think that you were speaking of your own."
The contessa laughed merrily. "I certainly laid myself open for that,
did I not?" she replied. "Now suppose I had said adoration instead of
admiration, then you would not have replied as you did."
"I should hardly have so presumed," he said, mystified by the contessa's
conversation.
"Yet I have seen you the object of adoration--nothing less. I have seen
eyes resting upon your face filled with a devotion which a woman never
gives but once. You ought to feel very proud to be able to inspire all
that, Mr. Armstrong. I should if I were a man."
"You have evidently mistaken me for some one else, contessa. Otherwise I
cannot understand what you are saying."
Amelie looked at him curiously. "I wonder if you are really ignorant of
all this?" she asked.
"You say that you have witnessed it, so it cannot be my wife of whom you
speak, as you have never seen us together. I certainly know of no other
woman who cares two straws about me. It must be that you have taken some
one else for me."
"No; I am not mistaken."
Armstrong's curiosity proved stronger than his resentment. "And you have
actually seen this?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Where and when?"
The contessa's mood had become serious. She realized that she was
playing with dangerous weapons. "If you are sincere in what you say, Mr.
Armstrong, you would not thank me for telling you."
"But you have gone so far that now I must insist." Helen's words
suddenly came back to him as he spoke. The contessa saw a change of
expression come over his face, and she held back her answer.
"Was it at the Laurentian Library?" Armstrong asked, impulsively.
Amelie smiled triumphantly. "It is really better for me not to answer
that question, my dear Mr. Armstrong. I only meant to pay you a
compliment, and I fear that I have touched on something I should have
avoided. You will forgive me, will you not?"
Armstrong was for the moment too occupied with his own thoughts to
comprehend fully what she said to him. Mechanically he pressed the hand
which was held out to him, and a moment later the contessa entered into
a merry conversation with some of her friends in the garden. Too late he
realized that he had tacitly accepted the compromising position into
which she had led him.
Emory left Helen in the midst of an animated group discussing in
enthusiastic tones their appreciation of the many innovations. The
musicians were concealed in the "snuggery," playing airs from favorite
operas, while waiters from Doney's served _gelati_ and _paste_ and
champagne at little tables scattered throughout the garden. The cool air
was grateful to Helen, and she threw herself into the enjoyment of the
moment. No one among her guests realized how little the brilliant, happy
scene fitted in with the sorrow in her heart. Yet the musicians played
on, the guests chatted merrily, and the lights reflected only that side
of life which Helen felt was hers no more. The hour-glass filled and
emptied, with no change save the departure of the guests.
As the last good-night was spoken Helen sought mechanically the low
retaining wall against which she had so often rested. Jack and Uncle
Peabody were for the moment inside the house, and she was alone. Yes,
alone! How strongly she felt it, now that the stillness replaced the hum
of voices which had filled the garden! Her features did not change, but
a tear, unchecked as it was unbidden, coursed its way down her cheeks.
Emory saw it as he approached, unnoticed, to say good-night.
"Helen!" he whispered, softly.
She turned quickly and brushed the tear away with her hand. "How you
startled me!" she said. "I thought every one had gone."
"Helen," Emory repeated, "you are unhappy."
"I am tired," she replied, lightly; "that is all."
"No, that is not all," he insisted. "You are miserably unhappy."
"Don't, Phil," she entreated.
"I must, Helen," Emory kept on. "I should have no respect for myself if
I kept silent another moment. All this time I have stood by and seen you
suffer without saying a word, when I have longed to take you in my arms
in spite of all and comfort you as you needed to be comforted."
"Phil, I beg of you!" Helen cried, beseechingly. "You must not say such
things. I am not strong enough to stop you, and every word adds to the
pain."
"Then there is pain!" cried Emory, fiercely. "At last I know it from
your own lips. And if there is pain it gives me the right to protect you
from it."
"Oh, Phil!" Helen sank helplessly into a chair.
"I have the right," Emory repeated. "My love, which you cast aside when
you accepted him, now gives it to me; my loyalty in surrendering you to
him for what I thought was your happiness now gives it to me; his
selfishness and his neglect now give it to me. And I claim my right."
She made no reply. Convulsed with weeping, she sat huddled in the chair,
helpless in her sorrow.
"I am going to Jack Armstrong now," continued Emory, savagely. "I am
going to tell him what a brute he is and demand you of him. I did not
give you up to be tortured by neglect while he devotes himself to his
'affinity.'" Emory's voice grew bitter. "And he calls it his
'masterpiece'! Better men than he have called it by another name."
Helen rose, white and ghostlike in the pale, dim light. She was calm
again, and her voice was compelling in its quiet force.
"You have been my friend, Phil--a friend on whom I have felt I could
rely always; yet you take this one moment, when I need real, honest
friendship more than ever before in all my life, to add another burden.
Is it kind, Phil--is it noble? I have suffered--I admit it. Jack is the
cause of it--I admit that, too. You have discovered all this by pulling
aside the veil which by my friend should have been held sacred; but with
my heart laid bare before you, can you not see that it contains no
thought except of him?"
"I do not believe it," Emory replied, stubbornly.
"You must believe it," she continued, with finality. "You know that my
words are true. Jack Armstrong is my husband and I am his wife. We must
forget what you have said and never refer to it again. Come, let us join
them in the house."
"I can't, Helen."
"Then we must say good-night here."
Emory took the outstretched hand in his. For a moment their eyes met
firmly. Then he raised her fingers to his lips.
"It is not good-night, Helen," he said, his voice breaking as he spoke;
"do you understand, it is not good-night--it is good-bye."
Her glance did not falter, though a new sensation of pain passed through
her heart. "Good-bye," she replied, faintly, as she gently withdrew her
hand.
Armstrong watched Emory's hasty departure and Helen's slow return to the
house from his unintentional place of concealment behind the oleanders,
where his footsteps had been arrested by the sound of voices. The
contessa's remarks had recalled with vivid intensity his conversation
with Helen about Inez. She regarded his relations with Miss Thayer to be
at least questionable, and he impatiently awaited the departure of the
guests to tell Helen what had happened and to set himself right in her
eyes. Now he had just heard Emory express himself even more pointedly
upon the same subject.
The consciousness that he had been an eavesdropper, even though
unwittingly, prevented him from carrying out his purpose. As he saw
Helen drag herself rather than walk along the paths, he longed to fold
her to his heart and brush away her doubts for all time; but to do this
he must disclose his uncomfortable position, and this he could not do.
His resentment against Emory faded away in the face of Helen's splendid
loyalty. "My heart contains no thought except of him," he had heard her
say; and he thanked God that his awakening had not come too late.
After a few moments he returned to the house from the opposite side of
the garden.
"Where is Helen?" he asked Uncle Peabody, whom he met at the door.
"She has gone to her room, Jack," Mr. Cartwright replied, without
meeting his eyes. "She said she was very tired, and asked particularly
not to be disturbed."
Armstrong hesitated. She was hardly strong enough to talk the matter
over to-night, anyway. It would be a kindness to leave it until
to-morrow.
"Thank God it is not too late!" Uncle Peabody heard him repeat to
himself, and the old man wondered if, after all, the sun was going to
shine through the cypress-trees.
XXII
Helen did not come down to breakfast the next morning, so Armstrong and
Miss Thayer found themselves at the library at their usual hour in spite
of the festivities of the night before. The events of the evening
impressed upon Jack the necessity of bringing his work to a speedy
conclusion. With feverish haste, and forgetful of his companion, he
seized his pen and transferred to the blank paper before him the words
which came faster than they could be transcribed. Left to her own
resources, Inez picked up the bunch of manuscript and settled back in
her chair to run it over, glancing from time to time at Armstrong, who
seemed consumed by the task before him. Accustomed as she was to his
moods while at work, Inez was almost frightened by the present
intensity. She hesitated even to move about lest he be disturbed, yet
until he gave her something to do she was wholly unemployed.
For over an hour Armstrong's pen ran on. The fever was upon him, the
message was in his mind, the spirit must be translated to the more
tangible medium of words. At length, utterly exhausted for the moment,
he threw aside his pen and leaned back in his chair.
"It is finished!" he cried, looking for the first time into Inez' face;
"all is now actually written, and the revision alone remains."
Inez started to speak a word of congratulation, but in a flood of
realization she knew that the companionship of the past three months was
at an end. For the revision Armstrong would need no assistance; so she
faltered for a moment, but the omission was unnoticed.
"I have just written the summary in the last chapter," Armstrong
continued. "I have taken Michelangelo's allegorical statues in the
Laurentian Chapel as typifying the characteristics and the tendencies of
the period. All that I have written seems naturally to lead up to them.
Listen."
In a rich, tense voice Armstrong read from the sheets which he gathered
together in proper sequence:
"'Michelangelo himself has given us in his marbles the truest
interpretation of the times in which he lived. After analyzing his
correspondence and deducing from this the customs of the people, we turn
to a consideration of the principles which lay beneath. The sculptor was
a poet, and the soul of the poet found expression not through his words
but through his hands. In the sacristy of San Lorenzo there are the
tombs of the Medici, designed by Michelangelo. They are unfinished, as
is typical of the period in which they were designed. At the entrance to
these tombs rest allegorical figures, which to the casual observer
indicate phases of darkness and of light, of death and of life. They are
two women and two men, and tradition names them 'Night' and 'Day,'
'Twilight' and 'Dawning.' To one who analyzes them, however, after a
profound study of the times in which they were produced, comes a
realization that they typify the character and the religious belief of
the people themselves. These statues and their attendant genii are a
series of abstractions, symbolizing the sleep and waking of existence,
action, and thought, the gloom of death, the lustre of life, and the
intermediate states of sadness and of hope that form the borderland of
both. Life is a dream between two slumbers; sleep is death's
twin-brother; night is the shadow of death, and death is the gate of
life.
"'In each of these statues there is a palpitating thought, torn from the
artist's soul and crystallized in marble. It has been said that
architecture is petrified music; each of these statues becomes for us a
passion, fit for musical expression, but turned, like Niobe, to stone.
They have the intellectual vagueness, the emotional certainty that
belong to the motives of a symphony. In their allegories, left without a
key, sculpture has passed beyond her old domain of placid concrete form.
The anguish of intolerable emotion, the quickening of the consciousness
to a sense of suffering, the acceptance of the inevitable, the strife of
the soul with destiny, the burden and the passion of mankind--this is
the symbolism of the period as expressed by their cold, chisel-tortured
marble.'"
"Splendid, my son!" spoke Cerini's proud voice as the librarian advanced
toward them out of the dim recess in which he had been standing; "that
is a fitting ending to a magnificent work. Your use of the statues as
symbolisms of their period is masterly. I myself have felt it often, but
with me the feeling has never found expression."
"What a period that was!" exclaimed Armstrong. "How it seizes one, even
now, after four hundred years! Padre," he said to Cerini, after a
moment's pause, "you say that this work of mine is good?"
The librarian nodded assent.
"If that is so," continued Armstrong, impressively, "it is no more to my
credit than if Machiavelli or Leonardo or the Buonarroti himself had
written it. It is they who have held my hand and guided my pen."
"Ah, my son," cried Cerini, with delight, "you are indeed a true
humanist--a man in whom the ancients take delight! Too bad that you must
drop it all, after your brief experience among this galaxy of greatness,
to return to the humdrum of commonplace existence--too bad, too bad!"
"I shall never give it up, padre," Armstrong replied, firmly; "I could
not if I tried." He paused as he recalled Helen's wan face and
spiritless step. "I have been too intense. I owe it to my wife to share
with her interests which lie along other lines, but my life-work has
already been plotted out for me. I met these gods years ago, and I did
not know them; I felt them calling me back to them, and I obeyed. They
have let me sip their cup of wisdom, and he who once tastes that
delectable draught runs the risk of becoming no longer his own master. I
must leave them for a breathing-spell; I can never wholly give myself to
them again; but never fear, I shall ever come back to them. I could not
help it if I tried."
The librarian watched the enthusiasm of the younger man with rapture.
"My son, my son!" he cried, joyfully; "my life has not been spent in
vain if I have succeeded in joining one such modern intellect to that
noble band of sages who, though of the past, are ever in the present.
And you, too, my daughter," he continued, turning to Inez--"you, too,
have sipped the draught our friend speaks of; you, too, are linked
irrevocably to the wisdom of the ages."
Inez bowed her head as if receiving a benediction.
"I have tasted of it, father," she replied, seriously, "but only in
degree. This experience is one which can never be forgotten, can never
be repeated. I feel as if I were saying good-bye to friends dear and
true whom I shall never see again."
Armstrong looked at her curiously.
"I do not understand," he said. "Why should you ever say good-bye?"
Inez tried to smile, but her attempt ended in a pitiful failure.
"There is nothing very strange about it," she continued. "You and I
drifted into this work together almost by accident. To me it has been a
happy accident, and I like to think that I have helped a little in your
splendid achievement. It has been an experience of a lifetime, but, like
most experiences which are worth anything, it could never happen again."
Armstrong failed utterly to grasp the significance of her words.
"Of course not, unless you wished it so," he said.
"Not even though I wished it," replied Inez, firmly.
The contessa's words were in Armstrong's mind as he looked into her
face. If Helen could hear what she had just said his explanations would
be unnecessary. He wished the contessa were there, if she really
possessed any such idea as her conversation had suggested. This girl in
love with him, yet calmly stating that their association was at an end,
and that any continuance was an impossibility!
"It has been a strain, Miss Thayer, as Helen said," he replied,
finally; "I feel it myself. With the manuscript actually completed, I
shall take my time in putting it into final shape. And now I suggest
that we get out into the air. Suppose we take a little run in the
motor-car out around San Domenico, and then back home, to surprise them
at luncheon?"
Inez saw in Armstrong's suggestion a relaxing of the strained condition
which she had brought upon herself.
"Perhaps Monsignor Cerini will join us," she added.
"Never!" replied the librarian, with sudden fervor. "I may indulge
myself in air-ships when once they become popular, but never in an
automobile! I will have Maritelli telephone for your car."
Inez smiled at Jack as they watched Cerini disappear through the door of
his study. Then Armstrong's face grew serious.
"The old man loves me as if I were his son," he said, feelingly. "He is
more proud of what I have done than if he had accomplished it himself."
"He has reason to be proud," replied Inez; "and so have we all."
* * * * *
In olden days the bishop who was obliged to visit his diocese at San
Domenico or at Fiesole had not spoken so lightly of the trip. Setting
out on mule-back, and scattering blessings as he left the Porta a Pinti
by the road still called the Via Fiesolana, he hoped to reach the
"Riposo dei Vescovi" in time for dinner. There, after a bountiful
repast, he discarded his faithful beast of burden, and entered the
ox-drawn sledge which the monks of San Domenico were bound to provide,
reaching the hill-top, if all went well, about sunset. But this was
before the days even of the stage-coaches, and before the modern tramway
enabled Mother Florence to reach out and enfold her daughters in her
arms.
The chauffeur carefully picked his way through the narrow Borgo San
Lorenzo into the more spacious Piazza del Duomo. Passing around the apse
of the cathedral, they entered the Via de' Servi.
"Sometime we must stop and take a look at these fine old palaces," said
Armstrong, leaning forward and pointing down the street. "The Antinori,
for instance, has just been restored, and it has one of the most
stunning Renaissance court-yards in all Florence. We shall pass by it in
a moment."
The car crossed the square of the SS. Annunziata, where they stopped for
a moment again to admire Andrea Della Robbia's swaddled babies on the
facade of the Foundling Hospital, and to look up from Tacca's statue of
Duke Ferdinand to the window of the Antinori Palace, hoping for a
glimpse of that face from the past, whose history is recorded by
Browning in his "Statue and the Bust." From this point the road was
clearer, passing up the Via Gino Capponi, where Armstrong again pointed
out the house of Andrea del Sarto--"the little house he used to be so
gay in"--past the Capponi Palace, and also that of San Clemente, where
lived and died the last Stuart Pretender. With increasing speed, they
crossed the Viale Principe Amedeo, past the gloomy Piazza Savonarola,
around the Cemetery of the Misericordia, to San Gervasio, where the real
ascent began.
The sudden change from the close atmosphere of the library to the
invigorating air acted as a tonic on Armstrong and his companion; and in
addition to this the tension of three months' close application was
lightened. The book was actually written! Inez thought she had never
seen him in so incomparable a mood, as he called her attention to many
little points of interest which, during other rides, had been passed
unnoticed. On they went, olive gardens alternating with splendid villas
on either side, until, almost before they realized it, San Domenico was
reached, and they paused to regard the magnificent panorama spread out
before their eyes. Armstrong looked back and saw the Via della Piazzola
behind him. Then his glance turned to the steep hill in front. In a
flood of memory came back to him the details of the last time he had
been there--alone with Helen, so soon after their arrival in Florence.
"I measure everything by that day at Fiesole," she had said to him; "I
believe it was the happiest day I ever spent."
How long ago it seemed to him, and how much had happened since! She was
not happy now--she had told him so with her own lips; she had even been
forced to acknowledge it to Emory. He had been forgetful of her during
these weeks of study; but it was over now, and he would make it up to
her. When she saw him back in his old semblance again her pain would
pass away, her happiness return, and the present misunderstanding be
forgotten.
His thoughts of Helen reminded him of his intention to return to the
villa in time for luncheon, after which he would tell her how deeply he
regretted all that had happened.
"Turn around, Alfonse," he said, looking at his watch, "and run home as
fast as you can; we have hardly time to get there."
The return toward Florence was quickly made in spite of the sudden
bends and narrow roads. Turning sharply at Ponte a Mensola, Alfonse
increased his speed as they approached the hill leading from the Piazza
of Settignano to the villa.
"Careful at the next turn, Alfonse; it's a nasty one," cautioned
Armstrong, aware that his instructions were being carried out too
literally.
The machine was nearer to the corner than Alfonse realized. He saw the
danger, and with his hand upon the emergency-brake he threw his weight
upon the wheel. Something gave way, and in another moment the car
crashed against the masonry wall, the engine made a few convulsive
revolutions, and then lay inert and helpless.
Inez was thrown over the low wall, landing without injury in the
cornfield on the other side. Alfonse jumped, and found himself torn and
bruised upon the road, with no injuries which could not easily be
mended. But Armstrong, sitting nearest to the point of contact, lay amid
the wreckage of the machine, still and lifeless, with a gash in the side
of his head, showing where he had struck the wall.
By the time Inez had found an opening Alfonse had gathered himself up,
and together they lifted Armstrong on to the grass by the side of the
road. Two frightened women and a boy hurried out from the peasant's
cottage near by, the women wringing their hands, the boy stupefied by
fear.
"Some water, quick!" commanded Inez; and one of the women hastened to
obey.
Wetting her handkerchief and kneeling beside the still figure, Inez
bathed Armstrong's face and washed the blood from the ugly cut. She
chafed his hands and felt his pulse. There was no response, and she
turned her ashen face to the women watching breathless beside her.
"He is dead," she said, in an almost inarticulate voice. The women
crossed themselves and burst into tears.
"May we take him in there," she asked, pointing to the cottage, "while
the chauffeur brings his wife?"
Between them the body was gently lifted into the cottage and laid upon
the bed in the best room. Then Alfonse set out upon his solemn mission.
"Leave me with him," Inez begged rather than commanded the woman who
remained. "I will stay with him until they come."
She closed the door. Leaning against it for support, with her hand upon
the latch, she gazed at the inanimate form upon the bed. The necessity
of action had dulled her realization of the horror, and, sinking upon
the floor, she buried her face in her hands, giving way for the first
time to the tears which until now had been denied. The first paroxysm
over, she raised her head and looked about the room. Every object in it
burned itself into her mind: the straw matting on the floor, the cheap
prints upon the wall, the rough cross and the crucified Saviour hanging
over the bed. Dead--dead!
"Oh, God," she murmured, incoherently, to herself, "is this to be the
solution of this awful problem--inexplicable in life, unendurable in
death!"
Suddenly she rose from the floor and stood erect. She looked at the
closed door--then turned to where the body lay. She rested her hand upon
Armstrong's forehead. Then sitting upon the edge of the bed she gently
lifted his arm and grasped his hand as her body became convulsed with
heart-breaking sobs.
"Jack!" she cried, covering his hands with kisses, "Jack--speak to me!
Tell me that you are not dead," she implored. "Oh no, no--that cannot
be; you are too grand, too noble to die like this!"
She rose and stood for a moment looking down at him.
"Dead!" she repeated, piteously--"dead!" A hectic glow came into her
face. "Then you are mine!" she cried, fiercely. "Jack, my beloved, you
are mine, dear--do you hear?--and I am yours. Oh, Jack, how I have loved
you all these weeks! Now I can tell you of it, dear--it will do no
harm!"
Again she sat upon the bed and placed her hands upon his cheeks.
"My darling, my beloved!" she whispered. "Open your eyes just once and
tell me that I may call you mine if only for this one terrible moment.
This is our moment, dear--no one can take it from us! Have you not seen
how I have loved you, how I have struggled to keep you from knowing it.
Jack, Jack! this is the beginning and the end."
The room seemed to spin around, and before her eyes a mist gathered.
"I am dying, too, Jack," she said, frankly--"thank God, I am dying,
too."
At last Nature applied her saving balm to the strained nerves, and
Inez' sufferings were temporarily assuaged by that sweet insensibility
which stands between the human mind and madness. So Helen found her, a
few moments later, when pale and trembling she entered the room.