President Eliot to mean that the ages which have come since these great
men lived have been able to add particularly to what has gone before.
All that is included in what Cerini says."
"Then the present, which I love so well, means nothing?"
"It means a great deal." Armstrong laughed at the injured tone of
Helen's voice. "The great material achievements of the present, which
you just heard cited by Miss Thayer and Uncle Peabody, are of vast
importance, but the age does not stand out as a period of intellectual
progression. The achievements themselves, and the new conditions which
they introduce, make that impossible."
"Can we not admire the past and enjoy what it has given us without
becoming a part of it ourselves?" persisted Helen.
"Not if we remain true to our ideals. I spoke just now of Leonardo and
Michelangelo as being the foremost examples of humanists. By that I mean
that they represent the highest point of intellectual manhood. Da Vinci
was a great writer, a great painter, a great scientist, a great
engineer, a great mechanician, while Buonarroti was famous not only as a
sculptor, but also as a painter, an architect, and a poet. And these men
had to develop their own precedent, while all who have striven for more
than mediocrity since then have propped themselves up on the work of
these and other great masters. Can you wonder that my own great
ambition, quite impossible of accomplishment, is to emulate these
men--not in the same pursuits, but in some way, in any way, which
enables me to give to the world the best that is in me. Should I gratify
myself in this, that which I accomplished would be done simply in the
fulfilment of my effort, and I should gain my recompense in the
knowledge that it _was_ my best. This is my understanding of Cerini's
creed."
"All this is most interesting," admitted Helen. "It is indeed splendid
to know the ancients intimately, and to receive their inspiration. It is
fine to imitate them and to rehearse their lessons, but I don't see why
we should bind ourselves down to the old-time limitations by using their
methods when, to my mind, our own methods are so much better suited to
modern conditions?"
"Your position is fully justified, Helen, if you really believe these
methods to be limitations," replied Armstrong, seriously. "For my part,
I do not feel this. I accept the Cerini creed without qualification. I
grant you that many things of the past are limitations, but there are
certain cardinal principles which must remain the same so long as the
world lasts and which are not subject to what you call 'modern
conditions.'"
"To be wholly consistent, Jack," pursued Uncle Peabody, "should you not
adopt their tongue--as called for in the creed?"
"Not necessarily, as the 'creed' is, of course, idealistic; but the only
reason I do not do so is because of the limitations which are placed
upon us--this time by modern civilization. Cerini and I converse for
hours together in the Latin tongue, but it is very seldom that I find
the opportunity to do this. Why is it that Latin is used in medicine, in
botany, in science, to give names to various specimens or species?
Simply because French, German, Italian, English may be forgotten
languages a few centuries hence, but Latin--the so-called dead
language--will be as enduring then as now."
"I can never hope to become as much of an enthusiast as you, Mr.
Armstrong," Inez said, finally, as the others gave up the argument in
despair; "and I suppose you will never forgive me if I say that I fear
it would be very uncomfortable for me if I did. You must simply let me
browse around the edges as a neophyte while you and the master quaff the
nectar and ambrosia of the gods."
"And I cannot even do that," added Helen, rising from the balustrade.
"I cannot give up my dear present even to agree with my learned husband.
You don't want me to say that I am sorry I am living among all these
imperfect conditions when I really find them very satisfactory and
enjoyable? It is wrong of you so to break down my modern idols. There
are our guests," she continued, as a laughing group appeared on the
veranda. "As penance I decree that you shall take each of us by the hand
and lead us back to the villa--the Humanist flanked by the Pagan and the
Christian. Arise, thou ancient one, and lead us on!"
VI
The visits which Armstrong and Miss Thayer made to the library became of
daily occurrence. Encouraged by his companion's interest, and the
eagerness with which she assimilated the enthusiasm which he and Cerini
were only too willing to share with her, Armstrong promptly embraced a
scheme for definite work suggested to him by the librarian. Inez at
first proved only a sympathetic spectator, but by the third or fourth
day she found herself a distinct part of the working force. She demurred
half-heartedly, but when it became evident that she could really make
herself of service she entered into it with characteristic intensity
which increased from day to day.
Soon after the departure of the guests the automobile arrived, and
transformed Armstrong from a Humanist into an Egoist and then into a
Mechanist. For the moment the material concern took precedence over the
intellectual.
"Of course I expect to have the chauffeur do the work once we are under
way," he half apologized to Uncle Peabody, who with a good-natured
interest watched him taking the precious machine to pieces; "but before
I trust it to any one I must understand it thoroughly myself."
"Quite right, quite right," Uncle Peabody assented, cheerfully. "I
believe in that theory entirely. I have noticed when my friends have
found themselves stalled on the road that it never annoys them half so
much if they can explain the reason why. Besides, from a secondary
consideration, I suppose it adds something to the safety to know the
machine yourself."
As the car had arrived in advance of the chauffeur, Armstrong had plenty
of time to study the mechanism. It came to pieces with consummate ease.
Its new owner had never claimed much knowledge along these lines, but
the simplicity of this particular machine increased his respect for his
judgment as a purchaser and his natural though hitherto undeveloped
ability as a mechanic.
"These Frenchmen," he confided enthusiastically to Uncle Peabody, "have
the rest of the world beaten to a stand-still in building automobiles.
My hat is off to them."
"Would you not be even more comfortable if you removed your shirt as
well?" suggested Uncle Peabody, mischievously, as he glanced
sympathetically at Armstrong's face, from which the perspiration rolled
down onto his collar in response to his unusual exertions and the heat
of the full Italian sun.
"It is nearly to pieces now," Armstrong replied, complacently. "I will
wait until it is cooler before I set it up again."
True to his word, Armstrong began work on the restoration early next
morning, but the heat of the day found him still at his labors and in no
cheerful frame of mind. Uncle Peabody's philosophical suggestions had
proved unacceptable some hours before. Helen's remark that she did not
believe the three extra pieces Jack held despairingly in his hand had
come from that particular machine at all brought forth such a withering
expression of pitying contempt that she flew back to the house in alarm.
Even the servants found that the opposite side of the villa demanded
their especial care. A truce was declared for the _colazione_, but
Armstrong devoured his repast in silence, showing no interest in the
animated conversation, and with scant apologies left the table long in
advance of the others to resume his task.
At five o'clock a dusty _vettura_ drove noisily into the driveway, and
from his point of vantage, lying on his back underneath the automobile,
Armstrong saw Mr. Ferdinand De Peyster alight. With a curse muttered,
not from any antipathy to his visitor, but simply on general principles,
he laboriously extricated himself from his position with a view to the
extension of hospitality. De Peyster saw the movement and hastily
approached.
Ferdinand De Peyster was a distinct individuality, which in a degree
explained the criticism which some of his friends passed upon him. His
foreign descent, though now tempered by two generations of American
influence, was probably responsible for the fact that he was "different
from other men." Always faultlessly dressed, his taste followed the
continental styles rather than those which other men about him were in
the habit of adopting, so while Americans in Florence were clad in
flannels, _neglige_ shirts, and white buckskins, De Peyster appeared at
the Villa Godilombra immaculate in the conventional lounging-coat,
tucked shirt and lavender gloves, with white spats over his
patent-leather shoes. There was more of a contrast between visitor and
guest at that moment than Armstrong realized as he emerged in his old
clothes, thoroughly soaked through with perspiration, and with his hands
and face grimy with oil and dirt.
De Peyster drew back instinctively as the full vision of Jack's figure
presented itself. "Comprenez vous francais?"
Armstrong stopped in his advance as he heard the question and noted the
superior tone in which it was delivered. Then the humor of the situation
appealed to him.
"Yes, sir," he replied, respectfully, "or English, if you prefer."
De Peyster's face brightened. "Ah! Mr. Armstrong brought you over with
him?" he remarked, becoming almost sociable.
"Yes, sir," Jack replied, truthfully. "Is there anything I can do for
you, sir?"
"I am Mr. De Peyster," said Ferdinand, with condescension--"a friend of
your master's in America. Is he at home this afternoon?"
"Yes, sir--"
Before Armstrong could continue De Peyster approached nearer to him and
lowered his voice. "I say--is there a Miss Thayer from America visiting
here just now?"
A quick movement on De Peyster's part deposited a franc in Jack's grimy
palm. Holding his hand in front of him, his astonished look alternated
between the piece of silver and his friend's face until he found himself
unable to keep up the farce.
"De Peyster, you are a fraud!" Armstrong laughed boisterously at the
look of dismay in Ferdinand's face as a realization came to him. "Do you
mean to tell me that the joys of a honeymoon and life in Italy have
wrought so many changes that you don't recognize me?"
"But can you blame me?" De Peyster joined in the merriment. "Run and get
some one to tell you how you look."
The sound of this unexpected hilarity reached the terrace, and Uncle
Peabody, flanked by both of the girls, came rushing out fearful lest
Jack's problem had resulted in temporary mental derangement. A glance at
the picture before them, however, explained the situation better than
words, and Helen hurried forward to greet her visitor while Inez
followed behind.
"Ferdy De Peyster--in the flesh!" cried Helen. "What does this mean, and
when did you reach Florence?"
Armstrong gave him no opportunity to reply. "He prefers to speak French,
Helen, and he is just throwing his money around."
Then turning to De Peyster and exhibiting his _pourboire_, he repeated,
"Comprenez vous francais?" while both men went off again into a paroxysm
of laughter.
"What is the joke?" Helen asked, looking from one to the other
completely mystified.
"It is a good one--and on me," replied De Peyster. "I took him for the
chauffeur, you know."
Helen looked at her husband. "Is it safe for me to laugh now, Jack?" she
asked. "I am glad something has happened to put you in good-humor. Can
you be induced to leave your work for the rest of the day and make
yourself presentable to join us in the garden?"
Armstrong cast a despairing glance at the machine.
"Of course," he said. "I shall be fresher in the morning, anyway, and I
am sure I can fix it up then."
"Nothing like knowing all about it yourself, Jack," Uncle Peabody
remarked, innocently. "These French machines are so simple!"
"You take the girls back to the garden," Armstrong replied,
emphatically, "and kindly devote your attention to your own theories, or
I will put you at work on the blamed thing yourself to-morrow."
De Peyster greeted Inez effusively, paying but little attention to Helen
and Uncle Peabody as they strolled back to the garden, while Jack
disappeared in-doors.
"Oh, I say!" he exclaimed as they reached the balustrade. "How did
Armstrong happen to find a place like this? Is it not simply splendid,
Inez?"
Inez Thayer resented something--she did not quite know what. She had
been expecting De Peyster's arrival daily, yet now that he had come she
was still unprepared. She could find no fault with his attentions except
that they had been too assiduous. Perhaps it was that, try as she could,
she had been quite unable to convince him that his devotion was useless.
He accepted each rebuff philosophically and bided his time.
Annetta skilfully arranged the chairs and laid the little table, placed,
as Helen had taught her, in a spot commanding the exquisite view of the
valley and San Miniato beyond. Luscious _fragole_, cooling _gelati_,
seducing little Italian _paste_, as only Helen's cook could make them,
and a refreshing Asti cup replaced the tea which the girls had decided
would be less acceptable on this particular day; and by the time all was
in readiness Armstrong joined them clothed in his proper mind and
raiment.
The conversation turned upon the voyage across.
"We had an awfully jolly crowd on board," said De Peyster. "There were
Emory and Eustis, who you say have just left you, and then there were
three charming married women who insisted on my playing bridge with them
every afternoon."
"They did not have to insist very hard, did they, Ferdy?" interrupted
Helen--"with your reputation for gallantry."
Ferdinand smiled complacently. "Making up a fourth at bridge comes under
the definition of 'first aid to the wounded,'" he replied, "but I did
not object at all to being the doctor. Their conversation was so clever,
you know."
"Clever conversation always helps good bridge," Armstrong interrupted,
dryly; but De Peyster was already deep in his story.
"One afternoon they had a discussion as to how large an allowance for
personal expenses would make each one perfectly happy,--funny subject,
wasn't it? Well, one of them said ten thousand a year would take care of
her troubles nicely; the second one was more modest and thought five
thousand would do,--but what do you think my partner said? She was a
demure little lady from Chicago and had only been married a year and a
half."
"Don't keep us in suspense, Ferdy," said Helen, as De Peyster yielded to
the humor of his recollections.
"Truly, it was awfully funny," he continued. "She looked rather
frightened when the conversation began, and when they urged her to set a
price she said, 'I would be perfectly satisfied if I could afford to
spend just what I am spending.'"
"She had a conscience--that is the only difference between her and the
other women," Armstrong commented.
"Perhaps," added Helen; "but I'll guarantee that in another year she
will be getting a divorce from her husband on the ground of
incompatibility of income."
"Then in the evenings," De Peyster went on, "the men got together in the
smoke-room, but I think we drank too much. I always felt uncomfortable
when I got up next morning."
"Another encouragement for my _magnum opus_!" exclaimed Uncle Peabody.
"I am going to invent a wine possessing such qualities that the more one
drinks of it the better he will feel next morning."
"If you succeed you will have clubdom at your feet," Armstrong replied,
while De Peyster feelingly nodded assent.
"Would you mind if I invited Inez to drive with me to-morrow, Helen?"
ventured Ferdinand, abruptly, looking anxiously at Miss Thayer. "I know
you honeymooners won't mind being left alone if I can persuade her."
"By all means, Ferdy--unless Inez has some other plans. Jack has been
making her ride his hobby ever since she arrived, and I have no doubt
she will be glad enough to escape us for a little breathing-spell."
"If you put it that way I shall certainly decline"--Inez failed to show
any great enthusiasm--"but otherwise I shall be very glad to go."
"Jack intends to put his automobile together to-morrow," Uncle Peabody
remarked, "so it will be just as well not to have any one outside the
family within hearing distance."
Armstrong tried to wither Uncle Peabody with a glance, but ran up
against a smiling face so beaming with good-nature that even real anger
would have been dispelled.
"For Helen's sake--" Jack began, but Uncle Peabody interrupted.
"For Helen's sake you will hasten the arrival of your chauffeur, if such
a thing be possible."
* * * * *
The following day was an eventful one. First of all, as if in response
to Uncle Peabody's exhortation, the chauffeur appeared. Mr. Cartwright
departed for the city soon after breakfast, to be gone all day, and by
the time the heat of the afternoon had subsided De Peyster drove up in
state to enforce the promise Inez had given him the afternoon before.
After watching them drive away, Helen slipped her hand through her
husband's arm and gently drew him with her into the garden. They walked
in silence, Helen's head resting against his shoulder, until they
reached her favorite vantage-spot, when she paused and looked smilingly
into his face.
"Jack dear," she said, quietly, "do you realize that this is almost the
first time we have really been by ourselves since we took that walk to
Fiesole?"
"But at least you have had an opportunity to show your villa to your
friends!"
"Don't joke, Jack--I am not in the mood for it this afternoon. I don't
know why, but I have been feeling very serious these last few days. Tell
me, dear--are you perfectly happy?"
Armstrong looked surprised. "Why, yes--perfectly happy. What a curious
notion!"
"I know it is, but humor me just this once. Are you as fond of me now as
you were that day at Fiesole?"
"You silly child!" Jack drew her to him and kissed her. "Whatever has
possessed you to-day?"
"I don't know, but you see I measure everything by that day at Fiesole.
I believe it was the happiest day I ever spent. Since then, somehow, I
have felt that we were not so near together. Of course, you have been
away a good deal at the library and looking up things with Inez, which
was just what I wanted you to do; and then we have had a good many here
to entertain, which was also what I wanted; but I can't help feeling
that you have not found here at home just what you should have found to
make you perfectly happy. Tell me, dear, have I been to blame?"
Armstrong paused as if weighing something heavily in his mind. "Perhaps
I have no right to go on with this work," he remarked, at length, "but
the only way to stop it would be to leave Florence."
"You know I don't mean that, Jack."
"I know you don't. I am speaking simply for myself."
He was again silent, and Helen hesitated to break in upon his reverie.
He seemed for the moment to be far away from her, and she felt an
intangible barrier between them.
"I could not make any one understand." Armstrong was speaking more to
himself than to her. "Ever since I left Florence years ago I have felt
something pulling me back, and ever since I have been here I have been
under influences which I can explain no more than I can resist. It must
be this, if anything, that you feel."
"I think I understand," Helen hastened to reassure him. "Sometimes when
I have been playing something on the piano I have the strangest
sensation come over me. I seem to lose my own individuality and to be
merged into another's. I feel impelled to play on, and an unspeakable
dread comes over me lest some one should try to stop me. Is it not
something like that which you feel?"
"Yes," replied Armstrong, "only a thousand times stronger than any one
could put in words."
"I know exactly what you mean--and there is nothing for which you need
blame yourself. You warned me before we left Boston that you had left
here a second personality. I know that you confidently expected your own
enthusiasm to excite my interest when once in the atmosphere. I wish
that it had, dear, but I fear I am hopelessly modern."
Armstrong looked at his wife intently, yet he gave no evidence that he
had heard her words.
"I have started on a great task at the library, Helen. The spirit of
work is on me, and I feel that I have a chance to prove myself one of
that glorious company. I may find myself unequal to the opportunity, but
if we stay here in Florence I cannot keep away from it. If my absence
from you makes you unhappy I must separate myself from these
associations."
"No, indeed," cried Helen. "I would not have you stop your work for
worlds. Even though I am unable to appreciate it, you know how
interested I am in anything which adds to your happiness--and I am so
proud of you, dear! That was one reason why I was glad that Inez could
spend a little time with us. She, at least, can help you."
"She can indeed," replied Armstrong, frankly, "and she has already. I
have never seen a girl with such natural intellectual gifts. Her
arguments are so logical, her reasoning so clear, that I find even her
disagreements most entertaining. What a pity she is not a man!"
"I knew you would like her," answered Helen. "Sometimes I think you
ought to have married a girl like her instead of me, but"--Helen looked
at him smilingly and drew closer to him--"but I am awfully glad that you
didn't, Jack!"
"What nonsense, Helen!" cried Armstrong, coming to himself and drawing
her to him. "Who is fishing now? I would ask no better chum than your
charming, brown-eyed friend, but I am quite content that I possess as
wife this sweet girl here in my arms who is trying to find a cloud in
this cloudless sky."
"Oh no, Jack." Helen straightened up reproachfully. "But I like to hear
you say these things--just as you did that day at Fiesole! And even if I
should find a cloud it would be sure to have a silver lining, wouldn't
it, dear?"
Armstrong smiled. "Yes, sweetheart, and, as Uncle Peabody says, 'all
you would have to do would be to turn it around lining side out.'"
VII
Inez Thayer found herself overwhelmed by a varied mingling of
conflicting emotions as she settled herself in the victoria, and
listened without remark to the enthusiastic and joyous monologue to
which her companion gave free rein. She felt herself absolutely
helpless, borne along resistlessly like a rudderless ship by a force
which she could neither control nor fully comprehend. She still longed
for a valid excuse to leave Florence, yet in her heart she questioned
whether she would now be strong enough to embrace the opportunity even
if it came. She had dreaded the certain appearance of De Peyster, yet
she had been eager to enter into the inevitable final discussion so that
the episode might be closed forever. She said to herself that she hated
Armstrong for the mastery which he unconsciously possessed over her, yet
every thought of him thrilled her with a delight which nothing in her
life had before given her. The color came to her cheeks even now, and De
Peyster, watching her intently, thought it was in response to his own
remark and felt encouraged.
The drive took them, as a matter of course, to the Cascine, where
fashionable Florence parades up and down the delightful avenues formed
by the pines and the ilexes. On this particular afternoon the heat
encouraged them to take refuge on the shadier side toward the mountains,
reserving the drive along the Arno until the brilliant coloring of the
setting sun should show them both Bellosguardo and the city itself in
their fullest glory. De Peyster was intoxicated by the enjoyment of his
environment, and seemed quite content to accept his companion's passive
submission to his mood. At length his exuberance of spirits became
mildly contagious, and Inez threw off her apprehensions and forgot the
dangers and perplexities which she felt surrounded her.
But her feeling of security was short-lived. De Peyster no sooner became
conscious of her change of manner than he seized it as a long-awaited
opportunity. Beginning where he had left off at the last attack, he
rehearsed the history of his affection from the day he had first met her
until the present moment. For the first time Inez experienced a sympathy
toward him rather than a sorrow for herself. He was, even with his
limitations, so deadly in earnest, his devotion was so unquestionable,
his very persistency was so unlike his other characteristics, seeming a
part of a stronger personality, that it forced her admiration. And yet
how far below the standard she had set!
"You have not believed me, Ferdinand, when I have told you over and over
again that what you ask is absolutely impossible." Inez spoke kindly but
very firmly. "I truly wish it might be otherwise, but it is kinder that
I make you understand it now instead of having this unhappiness for us
both continue indefinitely. I know you mean every word, but I say to you
now finally and irrevocably--it can never be."
De Peyster looked into her face searchingly. "You never said it like
that before, Inez."
"Yes, I have--not once, but many times, and in almost the same words."
"But it is not the words that count, Inez. I don't care how many times
you say it in the way you always have said it before. I expected to hear
it again. But this tone, Inez, this manner is quite different; and for
the first time I have a feeling that perhaps you do mean it after all."
"I do mean it, and I have meant it every time I have said it."
Inez was relentless, but she felt that this was the one time when
matters could be finally settled, and the carriage had already begun the
climb to Settignano.
De Peyster still gazed at her with uncertainty. Then a sudden light came
to him and showed in his face, mingling with the evident pain which the
thought brought him.
"I have it," he said, bending toward her to watch her expression more
intently; "I have it. You are in love with some one else!"
Inez felt her face burn with the suddenness of the accusation. She
hesitated, and in that moment's hesitation De Peyster had his answer.
Still he was not satisfied. He must hear the words spoken.
"You told me last time that there was no one else," he said,
reproachfully, "and I know you spoke the truth. Now there must be some
one, and if there is I am entitled to know it. So long as my love for
you cannot harm you, no power on earth can take it away from me; but if
there is another who has a better right than I, that is a different
matter. Tell me, Inez--I insist--do you love some one else?"
There was no retreat. Any denial of words would be useless, and it was
the only way to end things after all. She lifted her eyes to his and
spoke calmly, though the color had fled from her cheeks and her face was
deathly pale. "Yes, Ferdinand, you are entitled to know it. I do love
some one else, and I love him better than my life!"
"I knew it!" De Peyster exclaimed, dejectedly.
There was a long pause, during which he struggled bravely with himself.
"Tell me who it is," he said, at length. "Of course, this makes it
different."
Inez could not help admiring the unexpected strength.
"No, Ferdinand, I cannot. This is my secret, and you must not question
further."
"But it must be some one here, for you told me just before you sailed
that there was no one."
"Perhaps here--perhaps elsewhere. You must leave it there, Ferdinand. If
you care for me, as you say you do, I ask you to leave it there."
De Peyster bowed submissively and shared her evident desire for silence
during the few moments which remained of their drive.
Helen and Jack met them at the villa, and were greatly disappointed that
Ferdinand declined their pressing invitation to stay for supper in the
garden. A promise that he would take tea with them on the following
afternoon was all they could secure from him, and when Inez rushed
up-stairs promptly upon his departure Jack looked at Helen meaningly.
"She must have turned him down good and hard this time, eh?"
"Poor Ferdy!" Helen replied, sympathetically. "I had no idea he could
get so cut up over anything."
* * * * *
The automobile, even in the two days it had been a member of the
Armstrong family, completely demoralized the entire establishment. Jack
was beside himself with excitement and joy, his early experiments both
with chauffeur and car being eminently satisfactory. He contented
himself with short runs down to the city and back the first day after
his man had succeeded in putting the car into its normal condition, but
his impatience to start out again immediately after each return, even
though luncheon was most unceremoniously shortened, produced almost as
much dismay in the household as his bad temper while trying to
reconstruct the machine.
"I want you all to have a ride in it at the earliest possible moment,"
he explained; "but before I risk any one's neck but my own I must
satisfy myself that the car is all right and that the chauffeur knows
his business."
The only event which diverted Armstrong was the return to the villa of
Inez and De Peyster, for their evident discomforture caused him real
concern. On general principles he was interested in the outcome of the
obvious errand which had brought De Peyster to Florence, and beyond this
he had already come to look upon Miss Thayer as a most agreeable
companion and assistant whose happiness and equilibrium he regretted to
see disturbed.
After De Peyster's unceremonious departure and Inez' abrupt
disappearance, he and Helen strolled out into the garden, where the
table was already laid for supper.
"There is no use waiting for Inez," said Helen. "Poor child! It is a
shame to have her unhappy when we are so contented. But where is Uncle
Peabody?"
"I met him on the Lung' Arno and offered to take him home, but he said
he was bound for Olschki's. Trying to find out if Luigi Cornaro wrote
anything he had not discovered, he said."
"Perhaps he will come before we have finished. You sit there, Jack,
where you can watch the sunset behind San Miniato, and I will sit next
to you so that I can watch it, too."
Helen drew the light chair nearer, and smilingly looked up at him.
"There," she said. "Is this not cozy--just you and I?"
Armstrong smiled back into her radiant eyes with equal contentment.
"This is absolute perfection, but you don't imagine we can eat like
this, do you?"
"I don't feel a bit hungry," she replied, cheerfully, making no attempt
to move. "Uncle Peabody says we ought not to eat when we don't feel like
it, and I don't feel like it now."
"But what does Uncle Peabody say about not eating when you have been
knocking about in an automobile all day and have the appetite of a
horse?"
"Oh, you men!" cried Helen, straightening up with a pout. "I don't
believe there is a bit of sentiment in a man's make-up, anyhow.
Eat--eat--eat--" and she piled his plate high with generous portions
from every dish within reach.
Uncle Peabody's step upon the path gave warning of his approach.
"So I am in time after all," he said. "I was afraid I should be obliged
to eat my evening repast in solitary loneliness. But is this the way you
follow my precepts?" he continued, as his eye fell upon Armstrong's
plate. "Can't you take it on the instalment plan--or are you
anticipating forming a partnership with a stomach-pump?"
"It is my fault, uncle," replied Helen, contritely. "I can't make Jack
romantic, so I tried to stuff him to keep him good-natured. That is
always the next best thing with a man."
"Oh ho!" Uncle Peabody looked shocked as he drew a chair up to the
little table. "So I have come right into a family quarrel, have I?
Naughty, naughty, both of you!"
"I wish I could quarrel with him," said Helen, "but he is too agreeable,
even in his aggravating moods."
"What have you to say to that pretty speech, John Armstrong?" asked
Uncle Peabody.
"What can I say?" answered Jack, between mouth-fuls, "except that,
speaking for myself, I am always much more romantic when I am not
hungry. If Herself will indulge me for five minutes longer I will
promise to be as sentimental as the most fastidious could desire."
"I do not care for manufactured sentiment," replied Helen; "and it is
too late now anyway, for my own appetite has returned and my anger is
appeased."
"Miss Thayer evidently has not returned yet?" ventured Uncle Peabody,
interrogatively, as the supper progressed.
"Yes, she is up-stairs in tears, and Ferdy has gone away to throw
himself into the Arno," Helen replied.
"Dear me, dear me!" murmured Uncle Peabody. "What a pity! I am not sure
that I would have returned had I known that I should find so much
trouble."
"Now that you have had this much, I think I will let you in for the
rest," suggested Armstrong. "I will take you out to the garage after you
have finished."
"More trouble there?"
"Yes--punctured a tire on the way up the hill."
"And you never said a word about it!" cried Helen. "No wonder you did
not feel romantic!"
"Good! Peace is once more established, which is worth more than a new
tire. Come, my appetite is satisfied--suppose we all go out to the
garage."
Annetta interrupted their progress at the door.
"A gentleman to see the signora," she announced--"the same gentleman who
took the Signorina Thayer to ride this afternoon--and would the signora
see him alone?"
"Poor Ferdy," Helen sighed, aloud. "He wants me to intercede for him.
You go on, Jack, and perhaps I may join you later. Show Mr. De Peyster
out here, Annetta."
Ferdinand hardly waited to be ushered through the hallway. He was
visibly suffering as he approached Helen with outstretched hand.
"I am so sorry, Ferdy," was all she could say before he interrupted her.
"Forgive me, Helen, for coming to you before I have regained control of
myself; but I have made a sudden decision, and unless I carry it out at
once I won't be able to do it."
"A sudden decision, Ferdy?"
"Yes, I am leaving Florence on the night train for Paris; but I could
not go without seeing you again and leaving with you a message
for--Inez."
"The night train to-night? Surely you are not going away without seeing
Inez again?"
Helen's sympathy was strong in the face of his almost uncontrollable
emotion.
"Yes, to-night, Helen; and I shall never see her again unless she sends
for me."
"But what has happened to make things so hopeless now? She has refused
you before, Ferdy, and I have always admired your pluck that you refused
to give her up."
"But it is different now--there is a reason why I must give her up.
There was none before, except that she did not think she cared for me. I
was certain I could make her do that--in time. But now--"
"What is it now?" Her interest was sincere.
"You must know, Helen. Why do you pretend that you don't?"
"Why, what do you mean? I am not pretending. I know of nothing."
De Peyster was incredulous. "It's all right, Helen. We men would do the
same thing, I suppose, to protect another chap's secret; but it is
pretty rough on me, just the same."
Helen's mystification was complete. "Look here, Ferdy," she said; "this
has gone too far. Inez has evidently confided to you something which she
has never told me. I have not had a word with her since she returned,
and I know nothing of what has happened except what I have surmised."
"Do you mean to tell me that Inez has been here all this time as your
guest without your knowing that she has fallen in love with some one
over here?"
"Inez in love! Ferdy, you are crazy! Who is it, and where did she meet
him?"
"I don't know--she would not tell me, but it is some one she has met
over here."
"I don't believe a word of it. She must have said it to make you
understand that she could not marry you."
Ferdinand shook his head. "No. A girl could fool me on some things, I
suppose; but when she speaks as Inez spoke she means every word she
says. 'I do love some one else,' she said, 'and I love him better than
my life.' Do you think Inez would say that if she did not mean it,
Helen?"
Helen leaned against the arm of the settle. "I don't understand it,
Ferdy--I don't understand it."
"But I do, and I am not strong enough to see her again or to stay here
in Florence. I will not trouble her again unless she sends for
me--anything sent in care of Coutts will always reach me. Or after she
is married, and I am myself again, I would like to see her and
congratulate--him. Forgive me, Helen, I am all unstrung to-night.
Good-bye."
De Peyster was gone before Helen realized it. She sank upon the settle
and rested her face on her hand. Inez in love, and with some one she had
met in Italy! Who was it--when was it? She had come directly to the
villa upon her arrival. She had said that she had met no one who
interested her on the steamer. In Florence she had met no one otherwise
than casually. All her time had been spent either with her or with Jack.
Helen lifted her head suddenly. "With Jack," she repeated to herself.
She rose quickly and looked off into the distance. The last bright rays
were disappearing behind San Miniato. "I love him better than my life,"
Inez had said to Ferdinand. Helen grasped the railing of the balustrade
for support. "With Jack!" she repeated again. "Oh no, no, no--not that!"
she cried aloud--"not that!"
VIII
"How is the work at the library progressing?"
Helen asked her husband at breakfast a few mornings later.
"Famously," Armstrong replied, pleased that she had referred to the
subject.
"Is it nearly finished?"
"Finished?" Jack laughed indulgently. "You evidently don't realize what
a big thing I have undertaken. I find myself appalled by its
possibilities."
"Indeed." Uncle Peabody looked up surprised. "Does this mean that you
are likely to lengthen your stay in Florence beyond your original
plans?"
"No, I think not," Armstrong replied. "We have been here less than a
month now, and I ought to be able to put my material into shape during
the two months which remain--especially with the splendid assistance
Miss Thayer is giving me. I can add the finishing touches after we
return home, if necessary."
"Will it take as long as that?" asked Helen, her color mounting.
"Surely you are not counting upon me for any such length of time!"
exclaimed Inez, almost in the same breath. "My cousins are expecting me
to join them in Berlin any day now."
"You would not desert your post of duty?"
"I must follow the direction toward which it points."
"Just what is this 'big thing' you have undertaken?" interrupted Uncle
Peabody. "You forget that I have not yet been taken into your
confidence."
Armstrong turned to his questioner seriously. "I have really stumbled
upon something which has not been done before and which ought to have
been undertaken long ago. You see, Cerini has there at the library
hundreds of letters which belong to the Buonarroti archives. Many of
them were written by Michelangelo, and many more were written to him.
The correspondence is between him and men in all walks of life--popes,
kings, princes, tradesmen, and even some from the workmen in the Carrara
quarries."
"And you and Miss Thayer are translating these letters?" Uncle Peabody
anticipated.
"Yes; but that is not the work which most interests me, except
indirectly. Any number of volumes have been published upon the life and
manners and customs of every age before and since that in which
Michelangelo lived, yet practically nothing concerning this particular
period. The artistic importance of the epoch has been written up with
minute detail, but the intimate life of the people and its significance
seems to have been wholly overlooked--probably because it was
overshadowed. Very few of these letters have ever been printed, and they
ought to form the basis of a great work upon this subject. Cerini has
turned them over to me to see what I can do with them. At first I
started with the idea of going through everything myself, but that would
be a hopeless task unless we plan to live in Florence indefinitely. Now,
Miss Thayer reads over the letters and takes out the important data,
leaving me free to work on the book itself. We are really making
splendid progress, and I shall be bitterly disappointed if Miss Thayer
has to go away and leave me to finish it alone."
"I am sure Inez will stay as long as she can, Jack," Helen said,
quietly. "She knows how welcome she has been, but we must not urge her
beyond what she thinks is best."
She broke off suddenly; then, with an assumed nonchalance, said: "I
wonder if I could not help in some way and thus get the work completed
just that much sooner. Of course, I don't understand Italian, but
perhaps I could do some copying or something. Don't you think three
would accomplish more than two, Jack, even if one of them was a weak
sister?"
Helen looked over to her husband with obvious expectancy, but she could
not fail to notice the momentary hush.
"I know how ridiculous my proposition sounds," she continued, bravely,
"but I would really like to try."
"Why, of course," Armstrong replied, hastily. "Miss Thayer's suggestion
to leave and your willingness at last to come to my rescue have combined
to give me two unexpected shocks--one unpleasant, the other delightful.
Let me see. Miss Thayer and I have been developing a kind of team work,
so this means a little readjustment."
"Never mind, if it is not perfectly convenient." Helen made an effort to
appear indifferent.
"Of course it is convenient," Jack hastened to add, ashamed of his
hesitation. "You know how much I have wanted you to do this, and I am
perfectly delighted. I am sure it can be arranged and that you can help
us a great deal."
"I wish you knew Italian, Helen, so that you could take my place," added
Inez. "Then Mr. Armstrong would not accuse me of deserting my post of
duty."
"Not at all," protested Armstrong, impulsively. "Even then I could not
get along without your assistance. We can easily find something for
Helen to do which will help the work along and encourage her in her
budding enthusiasm. This is splendid! Helen interested at last in my
dusty old divinities! Perhaps we can even infect Uncle Peabody."
"Perhaps," assented Uncle Peabody; "but for the present I shall devote
myself to my own researches--even though your masterpiece is forced to
suffer thereby. But I will ride down with you as far as the Duomo."
No one in the automobile, unless it was the chauffeur, could help
feeling a certain tenseness in the situation as the car conveyed the
party to its destination. Helen's action was the result of a sudden
decision, quite at variance with all the conclusions at which she had
arrived during the wakeful hours of the preceding nights. Armstrong had
so long since given up all thought of having his wife co-operate with
him in this particular expression of himself, and the work upon which he
and Miss Thayer were engaged had settled down into so regular a routine,
that he was really disturbed by Helen's change of base, although he had
been entirely unwilling to admit it. Inez inwardly resented the
intrusion, at the same time blaming herself severely for her attitude;
and Uncle Peabody, who saw in the whole affair only a clever ruse on
Helen's part instigated by a tardily aroused jealousy, was in danger,
for the first time, of not knowing just what to do.
As a result of all these conflicting emotions, the efforts at
conversation during the ride would have seemed ludicrous had the
situation been less serious. Armstrong kept up a continuous and
irrelevant conversation into which each of the others joined weakly with
equal irrelevance. Each was trying to talk and think at the same time.
The car reached the Piazza del Duomo almost abruptly, as it seemed, and
Uncle Peabody alighted with considerable alacrity, waving a good-bye
which was mechanically acknowledged as the machine slowly moved into the
narrow Borgo San Lorenzo. At the library, Armstrong led the way through
the cloister and up the stone stairs to the little door where Maritelli
was this time waiting to give them entrance.
"I will take you to meet Cerini," said Armstrong.
"While I," interrupted Inez, "will seek out our table and get all in
readiness for our triple labors."
A gentle voice called "Avanti," in answer to Jack's tap upon the door of
Cerini's study, and the old man rose hastily as he saw a new figure by
Armstrong's side.
"My wife, padre." Jack smiled at the admiration in Cerini's face as he
took Helen's hand and raised it to his lips. "She could not longer
resist the magnet which draws us to you and to your treasures."
"Your wife," repeated the old man, looking from Helen to Armstrong. "I
have looked forward to this day when I might meet her here. But where is
your sister-worker? Surely she has not given up the splendid task which
she has so well begun?"
Helen flushed consciously at Cerini's praise of Inez. "No, father; Miss
Thayer is already at her work, and Mr. Armstrong is equally eager to
return to it. May I not stay a little while with you?"
"Have you time to show her some of the things here which we know and
love so well?" asked Armstrong.
"Most certainly."
He turned to Helen. "If you will accept my guidance we can let these
humanists resume their labors while we enjoy the accomplishments of
those who have gone before."
Armstrong left them, and Cerini conducted Helen through the library,
explaining to her the various objects of interest. It was quite apparent
to Helen that the old man was studying her minutely, and she felt ill at
ease in spite of his unfailing courtesy.
"You have known my husband for a long while, have you not?" Helen asked
as they passed from one case to another.
"Yes, indeed--even before he came to know himself."
"Then you must know him very well."
Helen smiled, but the old man was serious.
"Better than you know him, even though you are his wife. But see this
choir-book. It was illuminated by Lorenzo Monaco, teacher of Fra
Angelico. Can anything be more wonderful than these miniatures, in the
beauty of their line and color?"
Helen assented with a show of interest, but she was not thinking of the
blazoned page before her. The old man's words were burning in her heart.
Passing through a smaller room to reach Cerini's study, they came
suddenly to a corner lighted only by a small window where Armstrong and
Inez were at work. So intent were they that the approach of Helen and
the librarian had not been noticed. Cerini held up his hand warningly.
"Quiet!" he commanded, softly. "Let us not disturb them. I have never
seen two individualities cast in so identical a mould. One sometimes
sees it in two men, but rarely in a man and a woman."
Helen felt her breath come faster as she watched them for a moment
longer. Inez was pointing out something in the text of the original
letter which lay before them. Armstrong's head was bent, studying it
intently. Then Inez spoke, and her companion answered loud enough for
Helen to hear.
"Splendid! And to think that we are the first ones to put these facts
together!"
The expression of sheer joy upon her husband's face held Helen
spellbound, and Cerini was obliged to repeat his suggestion that they
return to his study by another route.
"It is just as you have seen it, day after day," said the librarian as
he closed the door quietly, and Helen seated herself in the Savonarola
chair beside his desk. "When I heard from him that he was to be married
I hoped that his wife might be able to enter into this joy of his life;
but, since that could not be, it is well that he has found a friend so
sympathetic."
Helen told herself that the old man could not intend deliberately to
wound her as he was doing.
"Why are you so sure that his wife cannot enter into it also?" she
asked, quietly.
Cerini looked at her in evident surprise. "Because what I have seen
during these weeks, and what you have seen to-day, can happen but once
in a lifetime. You are more beautiful than his companion, but you are
not so intellectual."
It was impossible to take offence at the old man's frankness because of
his absolute sincerity. He spoke of her beauty exactly as he spoke of
one of the magnificent bindings he had just shown her, and of Inez'
intellectuality as if it were the content of one of his priceless tomes.
"I came to the library to-day for the definite purpose of joining in
their work--" Helen began, hesitatingly.
"Surely not!" replied Cerini, emphatically. "You would not disturb these
labors which mean so much in the development of them both? It would mean
stopping them where they are."
"Could I not assist them at some point, even to a slight extent, and
participate in this development myself?"
Cerini was mildly indulgent at her lack of understanding. "My daughter,"
he said, kindly, "some one has written that it is no kindness to a
spider, no matter how gentle the touch, to aid it in the spinning of its
web. Any one can work at translating, truly--almost any one can write a
book--but few can accomplish what your husband and Miss Thayer are doing
now. The book they are engaged upon in itself is the least of value.
They do not themselves realize, as I do, that it is the influence of
this work upon their own characters which is making it a success. They
were humanists before they knew the meaning of the word. They come into
the highest expression of themselves here in this atmosphere. You were
born for other things, my daughter--perhaps far more important
things--but not for this."
"You cannot understand, father," Helen replied, desperately. "I am his
wife, and it is my place, rather than that of any other woman, to share
with him any development which affects his life as deeply as you say
this does. It must be so."
"Forgive me if I offend you, but this is not a matter which you or I can
settle. It is perhaps natural that I cannot understand your viewpoint.
The nature of my life and work gives me little knowledge of women; but
this is not a question of sex--it is the kinship of intellects. You are
his wife, and, as you say, it is your privilege to share with your
husband any development, but it must be along a path which you are able
to tread. I mean this in no unkind way, my daughter. I doubt not that
you, perhaps, in all other ways, are quite capable of doing so, but this
one single portion of his life it is quite impossible that you should
share."
Helen had no response. Her heart told her that all Cerini said was
literally true. She felt herself to be absolutely unfitted to understand
or to supplement that particular expression of her husband's character.
But the matter-of-fact suggestion of the librarian that Inez should
fulfil to him that which she, his wife, lacked, almost paralyzed her
power to think or speak. Cerini seemed instinctively to read what was
passing through her mind.
"You think me unreal, my daughter--you think me impractical. I may be
both. Here, within these old walls, I am not limited by the world's
conventions, so perhaps I disregard them more than is right. Those whom
I love signify nothing to me as to their personal appearance or their
families or their personalities except in so far as these attributes may
be expressions of themselves. Life to me would not be worth the living
if in debating whether or not I ought to do a certain thing I was
obliged to consider also what the world would think or what some other
person might think. Let me ask you a question: Was your motive in coming
here this morning the result of a desire to put yourself in touch with
the spirit of your husband's work, or was it to separate these two
persons in the labor they have undertaken?"
Cerini's question brought Helen to herself.
"If you are really free from the world's conventions," she responded,
quickly, "you will understand my answer. My husband is everything to me
that a wife could ask, and his happiness is the highest object my life
contains. Miss Thayer is the dearest friend I have, and my affection for
her is second only to the love I bear my husband. While this side of his
nature was not unknown to me, until we came to Florence--even until
to-day--I have never fully appreciated its intensity. Yet when I feel
that to a certain extent, at least, his welfare depends upon a
gratification of this expression, is it unnatural that I, his wife,
should wish to be the one person to experience that development with
him?"
"You did not feel this strong desire when you first came to Florence?"
"I did not understand it."
"Would your present comprehension have come at all if his companion had
been a man rather than a woman?"
Helen flushed. "You are not so free from the world's conventions as you
think."
"But you do not answer the question," the old man pursued, relentlessly.
"You think, then, that my desire is prompted by jealousy? Let us speak
frankly," continued Helen as Cerini held up his hand deprecatingly. "The
distinction in my own mind may be a fine one and difficult for another
to comprehend, but I can say truly that no jealous thought has entered
into any of my considerations. I could not love my husband and be
jealous of him at the same time. On the other hand, it is probably quite
true that were his companion a man I should not have recognized so
strongly the importance of joining him in this particular work."
Cerini rose quietly, and took from the bookcase near his desk a copy of
a modern classic.
"The author has expressed an idea here which I think explains your
position exactly." He turned the pages quickly. "See here," he said,
drawing closer to Helen and pointing to a paragraph marked with a double
score in the margin. "'No man objects to the admiration his wife
receives from his friends; it is the woman herself who makes the
trouble.' Now I suppose the reverse of that proposition is equally
true."
Helen smiled. "You mean that the reason I am not jealous of my husband
in this instance is because he has given me no occasion?"
"Exactly."
"That is perfectly true."
"But you fear that it may not always be true?"
Helen was no match for the old man in argument, yet she struggled to
meet him.
"Perhaps," she said; "there is always that danger. Why not avoid it by
making this other companionship unnecessary?"
"But suppose you yourself are not temperamentally fitted to gratify this
particular craving in your husband's life?" Cerini watched the effect of
his words upon his companion. She was silent for several moments before
she raised her eyes to his.
"I know that you are right," she answered, simply. "I have felt it
always, but my husband has insisted that in my case it was lack of
application rather than of temperament. I came here to-day to try the
experiment, and you have shown me that my own judgment is correct."
"It is correct," agreed Cerini, delighted by Helen's unexpected
acquiescence. "It was your husband's heart rather than his head which
led him astray in his advice. You have just shown me your intelligence
by coming so promptly to this conclusion; now you are going to manifest
your devotion to him by leaving him undisturbed in this work which he
has undertaken. It can only last during a limited period at best. It is
the expression of but one side of his nature. Before many weeks have
passed you and he will be returning to your great country into a
complexity of conditions where this experience will become only a
memory. These conditions will call to the surface the expression of his
other characteristics into which you can fully enter. By not interfering
with this character-building now going on, you, his wife, will later
reap rich returns."
A tap sounded on the door of the study.
"There is your husband now," said Cerini, taking Helen's hand. "Tell me
that you forgive me for my frankness."
Helen pressed his hand silently as he turned from her to admit
Armstrong.
"Here you are!" cried Jack, as he entered with Inez. "We became so
engrossed that I am ashamed to say I completely forgot our new convert."
"Your forgetfulness has given me the opportunity to become well
acquainted with your charming wife," replied Cerini. "Is your work
completed for the day?"
"Yes, but we shall be at it again to-morrow. You will come with us of
course?" he asked, turning to his wife.
"I am not quite sure, Jack," Helen replied. "Monsignor Cerini has
suggested to me another way in which I can help you, which may prove to
be equally important."
She turned to Inez with an unflinching smile. "Our friend has been
explaining to me the nature of what you and Jack are doing together. You
must certainly plan to stay on for a while longer. I am sure Jack could
never finish it without you."
IX
The human heart can play no more difficult role than to keep on with its
every-day monotonous pulsations, so far as the world sees, when in
reality every throb is a measured duration of infinite pain. Ten days
had passed since De Peyster had so unconsciously been the cause of
completely changing the even tenor of Helen's existence, and during this
time she had drifted helplessly in the deep waters of uncertainty. What
was the wise thing to do? Helen knew Inez too well to deceive herself
into thinking that what was said to Ferdinand had been simply an
expedient to accomplish his dismissal, and her observations since then
had confirmed her early convictions. Inez was in love with Jack. Jack
was obviously fond of her companionship. Their work in the library had
brought them constantly together, and at home an increasing proportion
of the time had been devoted to a consideration and discussion of the
various topics which had developed and into which Helen did not enter.
Yet there was nothing in all this which was not perfectly natural; in
fact, it was, as Helen said to herself, wholly the outcome of what she
had originally suggested.
Helen's convictions regarding Inez were confirmed, not by what her
friend did, but rather by the efforts she made to avoid doing certain
things. Never for an instant did Helen question Inez' loyalty to her,
and she could scarcely refrain from entering into the tremendous
struggle in which she saw her engaged. Each woman's heart was passing
through fire, and Helen felt a new and strange bond of sympathy between
her friend and herself because of their mutual suffering. But the
struggle must continue. Helen must come to some decision wiser than any
which had yet suggested itself to her before disclosing to any one, and
to Inez least of all, that she possessed any knowledge of the situation.
Fortunately, at this crisis, the automobile became the controlling
excitement. During the intervening days Jack had resisted the
temptation, devoting himself assiduously to his self-appointed task, and
satisfying himself with short excursions after his labors at the library
were over. Now he could resist no longer. The book was assuming definite
proportions, and, as he explained to himself and the others, the work
would be all the better for a little holiday. So it was that the
Armstrongs, with Miss Thayer and Uncle Peabody, made runs to Siena,
Padua, and to all the smaller towns less frequented by visitors and
consequently of greater interest. Miss Thayer forgot in the excitement
the experience she was passing through; Uncle Peabody forgot Luigi
Cornaro and the Japanese; Armstrong, for the time being, appeared
indifferent to the hitherto compelling interests at the library; and
Helen, at intervals, forgot her suffering and the heavy burden which lay
upon her heart in her feeling of helplessness. New sensations, in this
twentieth century, are rare, and the automobile is to be credited with
supplying many. The exhilaration, the abandon, which comes with the
utter annihilation of time and space, forces even those affairs of life
which previously had been thought important to become miserably
commonplace. The danger itself is not the least of the fascination.
"I would rather be killed once a week in an automobile," asserted Uncle
Peabody while the fever was on him, "than die the one ordinary death
allotted to man."
With the temporary cessation of the library work, there had been no
occasion for separate interests. This, Helen felt, was most fortunate,
as it gave her ample opportunity to arrive at her conclusions. It was
all her own fault, she repeated to herself over and over again. Had she
made an earlier effort to enter into Jack's interests, even though it
had proved her inability, matters need never have arrived at so serious
a pass. Now she was convinced that it was too late to become a part of
them; she had done an irreparable injury to Inez, whom she loved as a
sister, and had taken chances on disrupting her own and her husband's
domestic happiness.
"As Jack said, I have found a cloud in the cloudless sky," she
thought.--"And poor Inez!"
Thus the burden resolved itself into two parts--solicitude for Inez and
how best to undo the harm Helen felt she had wrought. Her first attempt
had proved a failure, and she could not see the next step. While the
motoring fever lasted there was nothing to do but to plan; for the
excitement was infectious, and one trip followed another in rapid
succession. Household regularity became conspicuous by its absence.
Meals were served at all hours and were rushed through with reckless
haste, entirely upsetting Uncle Peabody's theories.
"You treat your stomach like a trunk," he protested to Armstrong one
morning, "and you throw the food into it just about the way an average
man does his packing."
"But you finish your breakfast just as soon as any of us," was the
retort.
"Yes, but if you observe carefully you will note that I actually eat
about one-quarter as much as you do in the same given time. And what I
have eaten will satisfy me about four times as long, because I have
thoroughly masticated it and assimilated all the nourishing portions of
the food. When I think of the gymnastic performances your poor stomach
must go through in order to tear into shreds the chunks of food you have
bolted down I admit my sympathy is fully aroused."
"Sympathy is always grateful," Armstrong replied, unconvinced, "but
every moment we lose discussing nutrition is a moment taken off the
finest trip we have tried yet. The car is in splendid condition, the
weather is ideal, and Pisa awaits us at the other end of our excursion."
"So it is to be Pisa, is it?" Uncle Peabody arose. "Do you know, Jack, I
like you for the way you plan these charming rides, and that almost
makes up for your lack of judgment in some other directions. An ordinary
man would spend at least the day before in studying maps, asking advice,
and in making plans generally. You, on the contrary, wait until
breakfast is over, throw down your napkin, and then with a proper show
of impatience say, 'Why do you keep me waiting? The car is ready to take
us to the moon.' All this fits in exactly with my principles: it is the
unexpected which always brings satisfaction."
"Uncle's praise is distinctly a man's approval," Helen protested. "From
a woman's standpoint Jack's methods represent the acme of tyranny. No
inquiries as to where we prefer to be spirited, no suggestions that our
opinions are worth consulting, no suspicion that we are other than clay
in the potter's hands; simply, 'The machine is ready. Please hurry.'
Yes, we are coming," Helen hurriedly added, seeing Jack's impatience
over the bantering, "we are coming!"
Giuseppe, Annetta, and the cook were avowed enemies of the motor-car,
not only because of the effect it had produced upon the household
arrangements, but also because of the intrusion of the French chauffeur
which it had forced upon them. They would die rather than show the
slightest interest in it, yet on one pretext or another they never
allowed the machine to start out without regarding it with secret
admiration and respect. Giuseppe, on this particular morning, was
gathering roses on the terrace, Annetta was closing a shutter on the
veranda, while the cook's red face peered around the corner of the
villa. Giuseppe crossed himself as the engine started up, then jumped
and fell squarely into his rose-basket as the chauffeur maliciously
pressed the bulb, and the machine moved majestically past him, out of
the court-yard, and into the narrow road.
"I don't blame these people for resenting the invasion of motor-cars and
other evidences of modern progress," said Inez as they reached the
level; "it is all so out of keeping with everything around them and with
everything they have been brought up to regard as right and proper."
"But 'these people' represent only one portion of the Italians, Miss
Thayer," replied Uncle Peabody. "Italian civic life contains two great
contrasting factors--one practical, the other ideal. Each in its way is
proud of the past; the first thinks more of the present and the future,
while the second, opposed on principle to innovations, only accepts, and
then under protest, those which come from Italian sources. This car we
are riding in is of French manufacture. Were it Italian, you would find
that it would have been greeted with smiles instead of scowls just now.
And yet I like their patriotism."
"But it does seem a sacrilege for the wonderful old towers and walls
here in Florence to be torn down to make room for prosaic
twentieth-century trolley-cars," Helen added.
"And Mr. Armstrong says there is talk of a board road being built for
automobiles between Mestre and Venice. What will dear old Italy be when
'modern civilization' has finished with her?" Inez asked.
"From present tendencies," remarked Uncle Peabody, gravely, "I expect to
live to see the day when the Venetian gondola will be propelled by
gasolene; when the Leaning Tower of Pisa will either be straightened by
some enterprising American engineer or made to lean a bit more, so that
automobiles may make the ascent, even as the Colosseum at Rome is
already turned over to Buffalo Bill or some other descendant of Barnum's
circus for regular performances, including the pink lemonade and the
peanuts."
"Don't!" Inez cried. "It would be far better to go to the other extreme,
which Mr. Armstrong would like to see."
The road was level and smooth, now that the rough streets of the city
lay behind them, and there was nothing to think of until after reaching
Empoli. Armstrong had been running the machine, and he turned his head
just in time to hear Inez' last remark.
"I can imagine what the conversation is, even though I have not heard
much of it," he said, "and I am sure that I agree with Miss Thayer. How
about getting back to our work at the library to-morrow?" he added.
Inez flushed at the suddenness of the question, and Helen caught her
breath. The time for her decision, then, was near at hand.
"I am as eager as you are to resume it," replied Inez, her face lighting
with pleasure.
"Then it is all arranged," Armstrong said, decisively. "Helen and Uncle
Peabody may have the machine to-morrow, and we will start in again where
we left off."
The Arno winds around and about in a hundred curves between Florence and
Pisa, leaving the road for some little distance at times, but ever
coming back to it in flirtatious manner. The fields stretch away between
the river and the road in undulating green. Small hamlets like San
Romano, La Rotta, and Navacchio, and the more pretentious settlements of
Signa, Empoli, and Pontedera give variety to the ride and add by their
old-time strangeness to the beauties which Nature so bountifully
supplies. But the climax comes at the end of the journey, after crossing
the tracks at the very modern station and the bridge which spans the
Arno. Over the roofs of the quaint twelfth-century houses rise the
Cathedral and the Leaning Tower and the pillared dome of the Baptistry.
The motor-car was halted in front of the little doorway of the Hotel
Nettuno, where the host appeared with all his affability, offering
opportunities for removing the dust accumulated by the ride, and a
choice _colazione_ to be ready as soon as might be desired. Helen was
preoccupied during the preparations for luncheon, but Inez' excitement
over her first visit to Pisa, and Armstrong's eagerness to watch the
effect of the early impressions, saved her changed demeanor from
attracting any attention.
"It is hard to realize that this is the city of Ugolino and the Tower of
Hunger after this sumptuous repast," remarked Jack, lighting his
cigarette with much satisfaction as coffee was being served.
"Probably the 'Nettuno' was not in existence at that time," suggested
Uncle Peabody.
"Is this not where the wonderful echo is to be heard?" inquired Inez.
"Yes--at the Baptistry," Armstrong replied; "and you are sure to enjoy
it--the sacristan makes up such a funny face when he intones."
"The echo at Montecatini, I understand, is taking a long vacation,"
observed Uncle Peabody.
"How so?" inquired Inez, innocently.
"The regular echo was ill, and the sacristan failed to coach the new boy
properly. The visitor called, 'What is the hour?' and the echo came
back, 'Four o'clock'!"
Jack and Inez led the way from the hotel, through the narrow walled
streets and under the gateway to the Piazza del Duomo, where all the
splendor of the marvellous group of buildings burst upon them. Helen
pleaded fatigue and asked to be left in the Duomo while the others set
out to climb the Leaning Tower and to inspect the Campo Santo; so Uncle
Peabody insisted on staying with her. They sat down on one of the wooden
benches beneath the lamp of Galileo, and Helen rested her head upon her
hand. Uncle Peabody watched her curiously for a moment. Finally he took
her hand quietly in his. Helen started.
"I would do it if I were you, Helen," he said, deliberately.
"Do what?" she asked, surprised into confusion.
"Just what you were thinking of doing when I interrupted you."
"Do you know what I was thinking, then?"
"No." Uncle Peabody spoke in a very matter-of-fact way. "But I am sure
it is the right thing to do."
Helen looked at him steadily, uncertain of just how far he had surmised
her secret thought. There was nothing in the calm, unruffled expression
which gave her even an inkling as to whether her peculiar sensation was
caused by his intuition or her own self-consciousness. Then her gaze
relaxed, and she laughed half-heartedly.
"You have mislaid your divining-cap this time," Helen said at length.
"If you had really read my mind your advice would have been quite
different."
Uncle Peabody was undisturbed. "In that case you will exercise your
woman's prerogative and change it within the next twenty-four hours.
When that has taken place you will find that my advice fits it exactly."
"I wish I had your confidence, Uncle Peabody." Helen rose suddenly and
held out her hand to her companion. "Come, let us go into the sunlight,
where things look more cheerful."
Uncle Peabody watched the figure militant as Helen preceded him down
the broad aisle, past the small altars, and out into the air. He
recalled this same attitude when Helen had been a child, and he
remembered the determination and the strength of will which went with it
at that time. He had forgotten this characteristic in meeting his niece
grown to womanhood and in the midst of such apparently congenial
surroundings. Now he felt that he knew the occasion for its
reappearance.
Inez and Jack soon joined them, and together they returned to the hotel.
A few moments later the car was gliding back toward Florence again, in
the refreshing cool of the afternoon, with changed color effects to give
new impressions to the panorama of the morning. They were almost home
when Armstrong turned suddenly to Helen:
"How absolutely stupid of me!" he said, abruptly. "I met Phil Emory on
the Lung' Arno yesterday and asked him to take dinner with us to-night."
Armstrong looked at his watch. "We shall be just about in time, anyhow,
but I am sorry not to have told you about it."
X
When Helen Cartwright had accepted Phil Emory as escort for the Harvard
Class Day festivities, on the occasion of his graduation, every one had
considered the matter of their engagement as settled; that is to say,
every one except Helen and Emory. This view of the matter did not occur
to Helen, even as a remote possibility, and Phil Emory had absolute
knowledge to the contrary, since Helen herself had answered his question
very clearly, even though not satisfactorily, some months before this
event took place. But she liked him immensely none the less, and saw no
reason why she should not throw confetti at him from the circus-like
seats of the Stadium, or eat strawberries and ices with him and her
other friends at the various Class Day spreads. In fact, she saw every
reason for doing so, inasmuch as she thoroughly enjoyed it; and Emory
was proud enough to act as host under any conditions whatever.
After graduation Emory probably had as good a chance as any one until
Jack Armstrong entered the field. The younger man had become more and
more intense in his devotion, but when he found himself out-classed by
the force of Armstrong's attack he accepted his defeat generously and
philosophically. No one contributed more to the jollity of the wedding
breakfast or extended heartier congratulations to the bride and
bridegroom.
Emory's visit at the Villa Godilombra, when he first arrived in Italy,
was one of the pleasantest experiences of his whole trip thus far. Never
had he seen a more glorious spot, and never had he seen Helen so
radiantly beautiful. He had remarked to Eustis more than once during
their stay that an Italian background was the one thing needful to show
off Helen's charms to the greatest perfection. When he returned to
Florence, therefore, he determined to see her again, making his belated
duty call the excuse; so the fortunate meeting with Armstrong and the
invitation which resulted fitted in most agreeably with his plans.
The automobile passed Emory in his _vettura_ half-way up the hill.
"Good-bye, old chap! Must hurry, as we have company coming for dinner!"
cried Armstrong, gayly, as the machine glided past him, giving him only
a vision of waving hands before he became enveloped in the cloud of
dust. When he arrived at the villa he found Helen and Jack awaiting him
as if they had been at home all the afternoon.
"This is a pleasant surprise, Phil," said Helen, cordially. "Until Jack
told me you were in Florence I supposed you and Dick Eustis had at least
reached London by this time."
"No," Emory replied, as they walked into the garden; "I only went as far
north as Paris. Eustis continued on to London, and is there now, I
expect, but I ran across Ferdy De Peyster in Paris. He had a frightfully
sick turn, and I had to take care of him for a while."
"Ferdy was sick, you say?" Helen was eagerly interested. "You don't
mean dangerously so?"
"No--not as things turned out; but I will admit I was a bit anxious
about him for a time. He had been terribly cut up over something, and
then caught a beastly cold on his lungs, and I thought he was in for a
severe case of pneumonia. He was pretty sandy about it, and in a week he
came around all right. I took him over to Aix, where I left him, and
then I decided to sail home from Naples instead of Southampton."
"Did he tell you what the trouble was?" Helen was anxious to know how
confidential De Peyster had been.
"Oh, an _affaire de coeur_ he said; but he did not tell me who the
girl was. He spoke of his call on you and Miss Thayer, here, shortly
after we departed, but the poor chap was not very communicative."
"Forgive me for deserting you, Emory," interrupted Armstrong as he
approached them from the house, closely followed by Annetta bearing a
tray. "This is one part of the dinner which I never leave to any one
else. These Italians know a lot of things better than we do, but mixing
cocktails is not one of their long suits."
"By Jove! that is a grateful reward to a dusty throat!" said Emory,
replacing the glass on the tray.
"And now to dinner," announced Helen. "Annetta bids us enter."
Uncle Peabody and Miss Thayer joined them at the table.
"I must tell you, Mr. Cartwright," said Emory, after the greetings were
over, "that what you said about eating when I was here before made quite
an impression on me, and I have been trying your methods a little."
"Good for you!" cried Uncle Peabody.
"I really think I ought to make a confession," Emory continued. "I had
heard about your work and all that, but I had an idea that you were more
or less of a crank, and that your theories were the usual ones which go
with a new fad. But when you talked about understanding and running
properly one's own motive power it appealed to me as being sensible.
Then your idea that the appetite is given one to tell him what the
system needs sounded reasonable to me; and when you insisted that this
same appetite had a right to be consulted as to when enough fuel was on
board I woke up to a realization that I had not always been that
respectful to myself."
Uncle Peabody smiled genially. "Have you found the experiment very
disagreeable?"
"By no means," replied Emory, decidedly. "Of course, I started in on it
more as a joke than anything else, but I have been surprised to find how
much more I really enjoy my food. Why, there are flavors in a piece of
bread which I never discovered until I chewed it all to pieces."
"That is on the same principle exactly that a tea-taster or a
wine-taster discovers the real flavor of the particular variety he is
testing. That is one thing which gave me my idea. He sips a little and
then thoroughly mixes it with the saliva, and in that way tastes the
delicate aroma which the glutton never knows either in drink or food."
"How does the system work with the elaborate Continental _table d'hote_,
Mr. Emory?" queried Miss Thayer.
Uncle Peabody answered for him: "You became an object of suspicion to
the head-waiter, and the _garcon_ thought you were criticising the
food."
"Exactly," laughed Emory. "But, all joking aside, Mr. Cartwright, I
have become a confirmed disciple. I never felt so well, and I am eating
about half as much as I used to."
"This seems to be developing into an experience meeting," Armstrong
remarked. "Why don't you write out a testimonial for the gentleman?"
"I would gladly do so, but from what I hear he stands in no need of any
such document."
Emory turned to Uncle Peabody. "It is a case of being 'advertised by our
grateful friends,' is it not, Mr. Cartwright?"
"How long will you be in Florence, Phil?" asked Helen. "Are you just
passing through again, or is this where you make your visit to the City
of Flowers?"
"I have no definite plans. My steamer doesn't sail for a month, and I am
moving along as the wind blows me. Are the Sinclair girls still here?"
"No; they sailed for home last week."
"Why don't you stay in Florence for a while and help Helen exercise the
automobile?" suggested Armstrong. "Miss Thayer and I are working every
day at the library, and it will prevent her becoming lonesome."
Helen looked inquiringly at her husband. This suggestion from him, and
to Phil Emory of all men! The times had indeed altered! She saw that
Emory was observing her, and felt the necessity of relieving the
tension.
"You must not put it on that score, Jack," she said, quietly. "I am not
at all lonely, but I should be very glad to have Phil join us to-morrow.
What do you say, Phil?"
"I should like nothing better. But tell me about this work, Armstrong.
Are you really boning down to arduous labor on your honeymoon?"
"It is a bit out of the ordinary, is it not?" admitted Jack, uncertain
whether or not Emory's question contained a reproach. "I would not dare
do it with any one except Helen, but she understands the necessity. I
don't know when I shall get another chance."
"Jack is accomplishing wonders in his work," explained Helen, anxious to
have Emory feel her entire sympathy; "you must have him tell you about
it. In the mean time, while he is improving himself mentally, Uncle
Peabody and I are entering somewhat into the social frivolities of
Florence. To-morrow we are going to a reception to be given to the Count
of Turin and the Florentine Dante Society at the Villa Londi. Jack
scorns these functions, but you will be quite in your element. We will
take you with us."
"It is not that I 'scorn' these things, as you say, Helen," protested
Armstrong. "You give any one an entirely wrong idea. They are all right
enough in their own way, but I can get these at home. This chance at the
library, however, is one in a lifetime, and I feel that I must improve
it."
"Of course," replied Helen, "that is what I meant to say."
Emory glanced from one to the other quietly. "I shall be most happy to
go if you are quite sure I won't interfere with the plans you have
already made. You know I am not on speaking terms with Italian."
"You won't have to be," Uncle Peabody assured him. "These Italians speak
English so well that you will be ashamed of your ignorance. You will
have no difficulty in making yourself understood."
Helen was rebellious at heart that Jack should have suggested Emory to
relieve her loneliness. It was enough that he was willing to be away
from her so much without taking it for granted and referring to it in
such a matter-of-fact way. Inez as well came in for her share of the
resentment, her very silence during the discussion serving to aggravate
Helen's discomfiture. Helen deliberately turned the conversation.
"I can't help thinking of poor Ferdy, Phil. Have you heard from him
since you left him at Aix?"
"No, but I should have heard if all had not been going well."
"What is the matter with De Peyster?" asked Armstrong.
"Oh, you did not hear what Phil told me about him before dinner, Jack.
He has been very ill, and Phil took him over to Aix for a cure."
It was the first time De Peyster's name had been mentioned since his
abrupt departure, and Inez flushed deeply as she listened.
"What was the trouble, Emory?" asked Armstrong, innocently.
"He came pretty near having pneumonia," replied Emory. "He was hard hit
with a girl somewhere over here, and was thrown down, I suspect. Then he
grew careless and was a pretty sick chap when I ran across him in
Paris."
Armstrong had no idea of the result of his question. He glanced hastily
at Inez and gulped down half a glass of wine, nearly choking himself in
the process.
"There you go!" exclaimed Uncle Peabody, quite understanding the
situation and wishing to relieve the embarrassment. "You will drown
yourself one of these fine days if you don't listen to my teachings and
profit by Mr. Emory's example."
But Emory was quite unconscious of the delicate ground upon which he
trod. The days and nights he had spent with De Peyster were still
strongly impressed upon his mind.
"I thought you might know something about this, Helen," he continued,
"for Ferdy mentioned your name and Miss Thayer's several times while he
was delirious. I could not make out anything he said, he was so
incoherent. Later, when he began to improve, I asked him about it, but
he evidently did not care to talk. But how stupid I have been!" He broke
off suddenly and turned to Miss Thayer. "Here I have been sitting beside
you all this time and never once offered my congratulations!"
Inez drew back from the proffered hand. The color left her face as
suddenly as it had come. "What do you mean?" she stammered.
"Why, De Peyster told me you were engaged," Emory said, quite taken
aback. "Have I said something I ought not to? He said you told him so."
"Mr. De Peyster had no right to say that!" Inez cried, fiercely, almost
breaking into tears.
Emory was most contrite. "Ten thousand pardons," he apologized. "You
must forgive me, Miss Thayer. Ferdy never suggested that it was a secret
at all--and now I have given the whole thing away!"
Emory wished himself half-way across the Atlantic.
"I am very much annoyed," replied Inez, still struggling to contain
herself--"not with you, but with Mr. De Peyster."
"But she is not engaged," Armstrong insisted, with decision.
"I think Inez had better be left to settle that point herself, Jack,"
Helen interrupted, pointedly.
"Then why does she not settle it?"
"I will settle it." Inez sat up very straight in her chair, her tense
features making her face look drawn in its ashy paleness.
"Jack has no right to force you into any such position, Inez," Helen
protested, indignantly; "he is forgetting himself."
"De Peyster is responsible for the whole thing." Emory struggled to step
in between the clash of arms. "I recall the very words. 'Phil, old
chap,' he said, 'you remember Miss Thayer? She is engaged. She told me
she had found some one whom she loved better than her life.' Can you
blame me for making such a consummate ass of myself?"
Armstrong's intense interest had taken him too deeply into the affair
for him to heed Helen's protests.
"You never said anything of the kind, did you, Miss Thayer?"
"I am not engaged," replied Inez, very firmly, "and I cannot understand
why Mr. De Peyster should have put me in this uncomfortable position."
"Of course not," assented Armstrong, with evident satisfaction. "De
Peyster is a fool. I will tell him so the next time I see him."
"I think we had better change the subject," said Helen, rising, her
face flushed with indignation. "The methods of the Inquisition have no
place at a modern dinner-table."
XI
Inez Thayer had congratulated herself upon her success in keeping her
secret. Since her searching self-examination and the harrowing
experience during De Peyster's brief visit she had spent many hours
inwardly debating the proper steps to take in order to solve her
problem. She was certain that no one knew the real state of affairs, and
with this certainty the only danger lay in its effect upon herself. But
she knew all too well that this danger was indeed a real one. Day by day
her admiration for Armstrong increased, and with that admiration her
affection waxed stronger and stronger. Those hours together at the
library--when they were quite alone, when his face, in their joint
absorption in their work, almost touched hers, when his hand rested
unconsciously for a moment upon her own--were to her moments in the
Elysian Fields, and she quaffed deeply of the intoxicating draught. What
harm, she argued to herself, since her companion was oblivious to her
hidden sentiments--what disloyalty to her friend, since the pain must
all be hers? And the pain was hers already--why not revel in its ecstasy
while it lasted?
With her conscience partially eased by her labored conclusions, Inez
threw herself into a complete enjoyment of her work. Helen's attitude
toward her had not in any way altered, and she was still apparently
entirely agreeable to the arrangement. Her suggestion to join them in
their labors was the only evidence which Inez had seen that perhaps her
friend was becoming restless, even though not ready to raise any
objections; but when Helen herself gave up the idea, after her single
visit to the library, Inez was convinced that she had misunderstood her
motive. Nothing remained, therefore, but to accept her previous argument
that she was simply following the inexorable guidance of Fate, with
herself the only possible victim. It was uncomfortable, it was wearing,
but she could not, she repeated over and over again, remove herself from
the exquisite suffering of her surroundings until she was absolutely
obliged to do so.
The episode at the dinner-table completely shattered the structure she
had built, and its sudden demolition stunned her. This she vaguely
realized as she and Helen left the men at the table and walked to the
veranda for their coffee. Their departure was in itself an evidence of
new and strained conditions, as both Helen and Jack regarded the
coffee-and-cigar period as the best part of every dinner and a part to
be enjoyed together. Helen had not yet acquired the Continental
cigarette habit, but, as she had once expressed it, "Men are so
good-natured right after dinner, when they are stuffed, and so happy
when they are making silly little clouds of smoke!"
Inez hesitatingly passed her arm around her friend's waist, and when
Helen drew her closely to her she rested her head against her shoulder,
relaxing like a tired child.
"Who would have expected this outcome of such a happy day?" Inez
queried, sadly, as the two girls seated themselves upon the wicker
divan.
"Jack was a brute!" exclaimed Helen, almost savagely.
"It is all my own fault, Helen; but I could not tell them so in there."
Helen appeared astonished. "How do you mean? Are you really engaged,
after all?"
"No, no, Helen; but you see when Ferdy urged me so hard for an answer I
had to tell him something."
Inez glanced up at Helen to see how she took her explanation.
"So you told him you were engaged?"
"Not exactly that, but--"
"That you loved some one better than your life?"
Inez shrank a little as she answered. "Something like that," she
admitted.
"And it was not true?"
Inez laughed nervously. "What an absurd question, Helen! You know I have
seen almost no one since I came here."
"Except Jack," said Helen, impulsively.
Inez sprang to her feet. "What do you mean, Helen? You don't accuse me
of being in love with your husband, do you?"
Helen pulled her down beside her again. "Don't be tragic, dear," she
said, quietly. "I admit that the suggestion is unkind, after the display
Jack made of himself at the table. I am provoked with him myself."
"Helen,"--Inez spoke abruptly, after a moment's silence--"I think I
ought to leave Florence."
"Don't be absurd, Inez. You are worked up over this miserable affair,
but you will forget all about it in the morning--when you get back to
your work at the library."
"No; this time I really mean what I say. I ought to have gone when my
visit was up a fortnight ago; but you were so sweet in urging me to
stay, and the work had developed with such increasing interest, that I
have just stayed on and on."
"I am sorry if you regret having stayed, dear. It certainly seemed to be
for the best."
"But see what it has brought on you, Helen."
"I am not proud of my husband's behavior, I admit; but you have even
greater cause to feel annoyed than I."
Inez seemed to be drifting hopelessly in her attempt to find the right
thing to say.
"I have felt that I ought to go for a long time."
"A long time?" Helen echoed. "Has Jack behaved as badly as this before?"
"Not that; it is the library work which makes me feel so."
"I don't wonder you are getting tired of it."
"Tired of it! Oh, Helen, I wish you could get as much joy out of
anything as I do out of this work. Tired of it!" Inez laughed aloud at
the absurdity of the suggestion. Then she grew serious again. "I know I
ought to leave it, yet I cannot force myself to make the break."
"I don't think I understand," said Helen, quietly, watching intently the
struggle through which the girl was passing.
"I know you don't, and I don't believe I could make any one understand
it," replied Inez, helplessly.
"You talk about it in this mysterious way just as Jack does," continued
Helen. "There must be some sort of spell about it, for you both are
changed beings since your first visit to the library."
"Then you have noticed it?" Inez looked up anxiously.
"Of course I have noticed it," admitted Helen, frankly. "How could I
help it when you yourself feel it so strongly?"
"Do you blame me for it?"
"Why should I blame you, Inez? Is there any reason why I should blame
any one?"
"No, except that the work takes your husband away from you so much."
"But I can't hold you responsible for that, can I? It is the work which
draws you both, is it not--not each the other?"
Inez moved uneasily and withdrew her hand from Helen's lap. "Of course
it is the work," she answered, quietly; "but, frankly, would you not
rather have it discontinued?"
"No," replied Helen, without hesitation; "but I sincerely wish Jack
might be less completely absorbed by it. I have no intention of opposing
it, and I am willing to sacrifice much for its success, yet I see no
reason why it should so wholly deprive me of my husband."
"It has opened up an entirely new world for me." Inez seemed suddenly
obsessed by a reminiscent thought. Her troubled expression changed into
one of rapt ecstasy. Helen watched the transformation, deeply impressed
by the strange new light which she saw in the girl's eyes. "I must be
more impressionable than I supposed," she continued, "for it all seems
so real. I can see Michelangelo's face as I read his letters; I can see
his lips move, his expression change--I can even hear his voice. I have
watched him fashion the great David out of the discarded marble; I have
heard his discussions with Pope Julius and Pope Leo; I have witnessed
his struggle with Leonardo at the Palazzo Vecchio. The events come so
fast, and the letters give such minute information upon so many topics,
that I actually feel myself in the midst of it all. I know Vittoria
Colonna as well as Michelangelo ever did, and I know far better than he
why she refused to marry him. All these great characters, and others,
live and move and converse with us these mornings at the library." Inez
paused to get her breath. She was talking very fast. "I know it sounds
uncanny," she went on, "but there is something in the very atmosphere
which makes me forget who or what I am. Cerini comes and stands beside
us, rubbing his hands together and smiling, and yet we hardly notice
him. He is a part of it all. What he says seems no more real than the
conversations and the communions we have with the others who died
centuries ago. I realize how inexplicable all this must sound to you,
because I find myself absolutely unable to explain it to myself. It must
be a spell, as you say, but I have no strength to break it."
"It must be something," Helen admitted, gravely, "to affect both you and
Jack the same way. I wonder what it is?"
Inez paid no heed to the interrogation. "You should see your husband,
Helen, when he is at his work. You don't really know him as you see him
here."
Helen felt herself impressed even more strongly than she had been during
her visit to the library. Inez spoke with the same intensity and
conviction which at that time had overwhelmed her previously conceived
plans.
"Cerini said the same thing--" she began.
"Cerini is right," Inez interrupted. "Your husband is a god among them
all. He is not a mere student, searching for facts, but one of those
great spirits themselves, looking into their lives and their characters
with a power and an intimacy which only a contemporary and an equal
could do. Cerini says that his book will be a masterpiece--that it will
place him among the great _savants_ of his time. No such work has been
produced in years; and you will be so proud of him, Helen--so proud that
he belongs to you! Is it not worth the sacrifice?"
As her friend paused Helen bowed her head in silence. "So proud that he
belongs to you," Inez had just said. Did he belong to her--had he ever
belonged to her? The new light in Inez' eyes, the intensity of her
words, both convinced and controlled her. What was she, even though his
wife, to stand in the way of such a championship? What were the
conventions of commonplace domestic life in the presence of this
all-compelling genius? She felt her resentment against Jack become
unimportant. With such absorption it was but natural that he should not
act like other men.
The sound of voices in the hall brought both girls to themselves.
"Dare we come out?" asked Uncle Peabody, cautiously, pausing at the
door. "These back-sliders are very repentant, and I will vouch for their
good behavior."
"There is only one of us who requires forgiveness," added Armstrong,
frankly, advancing to the divan. "I owe you both an apology; first of
all to my wife, for not heeding her good advice, and then to my
'sister-worker,' as Cerini calls her, for adding to her discomfiture."
"If Inez will forgive you, I will cheerfully add my absolution," replied
Helen, forcing a smile.
"I was really afraid that I was going to lose my right-hand man,"
continued Armstrong by way of explanation, "and my work must then have
come to an abrupt conclusion."
"You give me altogether too much credit," replied Inez. "The work is
already so much a part of yourself that you could not drop it if you
lost a dozen 'sister-workers.'"
"It must never come to that, Jack," added Helen, seriously. "Inez will
surely stay until the book is completed, and I shall do what little I
can to help it to a glorious success."
"You are a sweet, sympathizing little wife." Armstrong placed his hand
affectionately upon her shoulder. "Your interest in it will be all that
I need to make it so."
Emory and Uncle Peabody instinctively glanced at each other, and for a
moment their eyes met. It was but an instant, yet in that brief exchange
each knew where the other stood.