THE TEN STAGES OF SPIRITUAL COW-HERDING[f165]

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[Illustration: Drawing of a person on rural path]

_face p. 357_

_Looking for the Cow._ She has never gone astray, and what is the use

of searching for her? We are not on intimate terms with her because

we have contrived against our inmost nature. She is lost, for we have

ourselves been led out of the way through the deluding senses. The home

is growing farther away, and byways and crossways are ever confusing.

Desire for gain and fear of loss burn like fire; ideas of right and

wrong shoot up like a phalanx.

Alone in the wilderness, lost in the jungle, he is searching,

searching!

The swelling waters, far-away mountains, and unending path;

Exhausted and in despair, he knows not where to go,

He only hears the evening cicadas singing in the maplewoods.

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