VII

When Lindsay pulled back from the quiet gray void which had enshrouded

him, he was lying on the grass. Far, far away, as though pasted against

the brilliant blue sky, was a face. Gradually the sky receded. The face

came nearer. It topped, he gradually gathered, the tiny slender

black-silk figure of a little old lady. "Do you feel all right now?" it

asked.

Lindsay wished that she would not question him. He was immensely

preoccupied with what seemed essentially private matters. But the

instinct of courtesy prodded him. "Very much, thank you," he answered

weakly. He closed his eyes again. He became conscious of a wet cloth

sopping his forehead and cheeks. A breeze tingled on the bare flesh of

his neck and chest. He opened his eyes again; sat up. "Do you mean to

tell me I fainted?" he demanded with his customary vigor.

"That's exactly what you did, young man," the old lady answered. "The

instant you looked at me! I was setting with my back to the door. You

could have knocked me down with a feather, when you fell over

backwards."

"Have I been out long?"

"Not more'n a moment. I flaxed around and got some water and brought you

to in a jiffy. You ain't an invalid, are you?"

"Far from it," Lindsay reassured her. "I'm afraid, though, I've been

working too long in the hot sun this morning."

"Like as not!" the little old lady agreed briskly. "I guess you're

hungry too," she hazarded. "Now you just get up and lay in the hammock

and I'm going to make you some lunch. I see there was some eggs there

and milk and tea. I'll have you some scrambled eggs fixed in no time. My

name is Spash--Mrs. Spash."

"My name is Lindsay--David Lindsay."

Lindsay found himself submitting without a murmur to the little old

lady's program. He lay quiescent in the hammock and let the tides of

vitality flow back.... Mrs. Spash's prophecy, if anything,

underestimated her energy. In an incredibly short time she had produced,

in collaboration with the oil stove, eggs scrambled on bread deliciously

toasted, tea of a revivifying heat and strength.

"Gee, that tastes good!" Lindsay applauded. He sighed. "It certainly

takes a woman!"

"What are you doing here?" Mrs. Spash inquired. "Batching it?"

"Yes, I think that describes the process," Lindsay admitted. After an

instant, "How did you happen to be on the doorstep?"

"Well, I don't wonder you ask," Mrs. Spash declared. "I didn't know the

Murray place was let and--well, I was making one of my regular visits.

You see, I come here often. I'm pretty fond of this old house. I lived

here once for years."

Lindsay sat upright. "Did you by chance live here when Lutetia Murray

was alive?"

"Well, I should say I did!" Mrs. Spash answered. "I lived here the last

twenty years of Lutetia Murray's life. I was her housekeeper, as you

might say."

Lindsay stared at her. He started to speak. It was obvious that

conflicting comments fought for expression, but all he managed to

say--and ineptly enough--was: "Oh, you knew her, then?"

"Knew her!" Mrs. Spash seemed to search among her vocabulary for words.

Or perhaps it was her soul for emotions. "Yes, I knew her," she

concluded with a feeble breathlessness.

"You've lived in this house, then, for twenty years," Lindsay repeated,

musing.

"Yes, all of that." Mrs. Spash appeared to muse also. For an instant the

two followed their own preoccupations. Then as though they led them to

the same _impasse_, their eyes lifted simultaneously; met. They smiled.

"I've bought this house, Mrs. Spash," Lindsay confided. "And you never

can guess why."

Mrs. Spash started what appeared to be a comment. It deteriorated into a

little inarticulate murmur.

"I bought it," Lindsay went on, "because when I was in college, I fell

in love with Lutetia Murray." And then, at Mrs. Spash's wide-eyed, faded

stare, "Not with Miss Murray herself--I never saw her--but with her

books. I read everything she wrote and I wrote in college what we call a

thesis on her."

"Sort of essay or composition," Mrs. Spash defined thesis to herself.

"Exactly," Lindsay permitted.

"She was--she was--" Mrs. Spash began in a dispassionate sort of way.

She concluded in a kind of frenzy. "She was an angel."

"Oh yes, she's that all right. I have never seen anybody so lovely."

Mrs. Spash made a swift conversational pounce. "I thought you said you'd

never seen her."

Lindsay flushed abjectly. "No," he admitted. "But you see I have a

picture of her." He pointed to the mantel.

"Yes, I noticed that when I came in to get some water." Strangely enough

Mrs. Spash did not, for a moment, look at the picture. Instead she

stared at Lindsay. Lindsay submitted easily enough to this examination.

After a while Mrs. Spash appeared to abandon her scrutiny of him. She

trotted over to the fireplace; studied Lutetia's likeness.

"I don't know as I ever see that one--it don't half do her justice--I

hate a profile picture--" She pronounced "profile" to rhyme with

"wood-pile." "None of her pictures ever did do her justice. Her beauty

was mostly in her hair and her eyes. She had a beautiful skin too,

though she never took no care of it. Never wore a hat--no matter how hot

the sun was. And then her expression-- Well, it was just

beautiful--changing all the time."

Lindsay was only half listening. He was, with an amused glint in his

eyes, studying Mrs. Spash's spare, erect black-silk figure. She was a

relic perfectly preserved, he reflected, of mid-Victorianism. Her black

was of the kind that is accurately described by the word decent. And she

wore fittingly a little black, beaded cape with a black shade-hat that

tilted forward over her face at a decided slant. Her straight, white,

abundant hair was apparently parted in the middle under her hat. At any

rate, the neat white parting continued over the crown of her head to her

very neck, where it concealed itself under a flat black-silk bow. Her

gnarled, blue-veined hands had been covered with the lace mitts that now

lay on the table. Her little wrinkled face was neat-featured. The irises

of her eyes were a faded blue and the whites were blue also; and this

put a note of youthful color among her wrinkles.

But Lindsay lost interest in these details; for, obviously, a new idea

caught him in its instant clutch. "Oh, Mrs. Spash," he suggested, "would

you be so good as to take me through this house? I want you to tell me

who occupied the rooms. This is not mere idle curiosity on my part. You

see Miss Murray's publishers have decided to bring out a new edition of

her works. They want me to write a life of Miss Murray. I'm asking

everybody who knows anything about her all kinds of questions."

Mrs. Spash received all this with that unstirred composure which

indicates non-comprehension of the main issue.

"Of course I'm interested on my own account too," Lindsay went on.

"She's such a wonderful creature, so charming and so beautiful, so

sweet, so unbearably poignant and sad. I can't understand," he concluded

absently, "why she is so sad."

Mrs. Spash seemed to comprehend instantly. "It's the way she died," she

explained vaguely, "and how everything was left!" She walked in little

swift pattering steps, and with the accustomed air of one who knows her

way, through the side door into the addition. "This was Miss Murray's

own living-room," she told Lindsay. "She had that little bit of a

stairway made, she _said_, so's too many folks couldn't come up to her

room at once. Not that that made any difference. Wherever she was, the

whole household went."

With little nipping steps Mrs. Spash ascended the stairway. Lindsay

followed.

"Did Miss Murray die in her room?" Lindsay asked.

"How did you know this was her room?" Mrs. Spash demanded.

"I don't know exactly. I just guessed it," Lindsay answered. "I sleep

here myself," he hurriedly threw off.

"Yes. She died here. She was all alone when she died. You see--" Mrs.

Spash sat down on the one chair and, instantly sensing her mood, Lindsay

sat down on the bed.

"You see, things hadn't gone very well for Miss Murray the last years of

her life. Her books didn't sell-- And she spent money like water. She

was allus the most open-hearted, open-handed creature you can imagine.

She allus had the house full of company! And then there was the little

girl--Cherry--who lived with her. At the end, things were bad. No money

coming in. And Miss Murray sick all the time."

"You say she was alone when she died," Lindsay gently brought her back

to the track.

"Yes--except for little Cherry, who slept right through

everything--childlike. Cherry had that room." Mrs. Spash jerked an

angular thumb back.

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