THE REGENERATION OF LORD ERNIE

I

John Hendricks was bear-leading at the time. He had originally studied

for Holy Orders, but had abandoned the Church later for private reasons

connected with his faith, and had taken to teaching and tutoring

instead. He was an honest, upstanding fellow of five-and-thirty,

incorruptible, intelligent in a simple, straightforward way. He played

games with his head, more than most Englishmen do, but he went through

life without much calculation. He had qualities that made boys like

and respect him; he won their confidence. Poor, proud, ambitious,

he realised that fate offered him a chance when the Secretary of

State for Scotland asked him if he would give up his other pupils

for a year and take his son, Lord Ernie, round the world upon an

educational trip that might make a man of him. For Lord Ernie was the

only son, and the Marquess’s influence was naturally great. To have

deposited a regenerated Lord Ernie at the castle gates might have

guaranteed Hendricks’ future. After leaving Eton prematurely the lad

had come under Hendricks’ charge for a time, and with such excellent

results--‘I’d simply swear by that chap, you know,’ the boy used

to say--that his father, considerably impressed, and rather as a

last resort, had made this proposition. And Hendricks, without much

calculation, had accepted it. He liked ‘Bindy’ for himself. It was

in his heart to ‘make a man of him,’ if possible. They had now been

round the world together and had come up from Brindisi to the Italian

Lakes, and so into Switzerland. It was middle October. With a week or

two to spare they were making leisurely for the ancestral halls in

Aberdeenshire.

The nine months’ travel, Hendricks realised with keen disappointment,

had accomplished, however, very little. The job had been exhausting,

and he had conscientiously done his best. Lord Ernie liked him

thoroughly, admiring his vigour with a smile of tolerant good-nature

through his ceaseless cigarette smoke. They were almost like two boys

together. ‘You _are_ a chap and a half, Mr. Hendricks. You really

ought to be in the Cabinet with my father.’ Hendricks would deliver

up his useless parcel at the castle gates, pocket the thanks and the

hard-earned fee, and go back to his arduous life of teaching and

writing in dingy lodgings. It was a pity, even on the lowest grounds.

The tutor, truth to tell, felt undeniably depressed. Hopeful by nature,

optimistic, too, as men of action usually are, he cast about him, even

at the last hour, for something that might stir the boy to life, wake

him up, put zest and energy into him. But there was only Paris now

between them and the end; and Paris certainly could not be relied upon

for help. Bindy’s desire for Paris even was not strong enough to count.

No desire in him was ever strong. There lay the crux of the problem in

a word--Lord Ernie was without desire which is life.

Tall, well-built, handsome, he was yet such a feeble creature, without

the energy to be either wild or vicious. Languid, yet certainly not

decadent, life ran slowly, flabbily in him. He took to nothing. The

first impression he made was fine--then nothing. His only tastes, if

tastes they could be called, were out-of-door tastes: he was vaguely

interested in flying, yet not enough to master the mechanism of it;

he liked motoring at high speed, being driven, not driving himself;

and he loved to wander about in woods, making fires like a Red Indian,

provided they lit easily, yet even this, not for the poetry of the

thing nor for any love of adventure, but just ‘because.’ ‘I like fire,

you know; like to watch it burn.’ Heat seemed to give him curious

satisfaction, perhaps because the heat of life, he realised, was

deficient in his six-foot body. It was significant, this love of fire

in him, though no one could discover why. As a child he had a dangerous

delight in fireworks--anything to do with fire. He would watch a candle

flame as though he were a fire-worshipper, but had never been known to

make a single remark of interest about it. In a wood, as mentioned, the

first thing he did was to gather sticks--though the resulting fire was

never part of any purpose. He had no purpose. There was no wind or fire

of life in the lad at all. The fine body was inert.

Hendricks did wrong, of course, in going where he did--to this little

desolate village in the Jura Mountains--though it was the first time

all these trying months he had allowed himself a personal desire. But

from Domo Dossola the Simplon Express would pass Lausanne, and from

Lausanne to the Jura was but a step--all on the way home, moreover.

And what prompted him was merely a sentimental desire to revisit the

place where ten years before he had fallen violently in love with the

pretty daughter of the Pasteur, M. Leysin, in whose house he lodged.

He had gone there to learn French. The very slight detour seemed

pardonable.

His spiritless charge was easily persuaded.

‘We might go home by Pontarlier instead of Bâle, and get a glimpse

of the Jura,’ he suggested. ‘The line slides along its frontiers

a bit, and then goes bang across it. We might even stop off a

night on the way--if you cared about it. I know a curious old

village--Villaret--where I went at your age to pick up French.’

‘Top-hole,’ replied Lord Ernie listlessly. ‘All on the way to Paris,

ain’t it?’

‘Of course. You see there’s a fortnight before we need get home.’

‘So there is, yes. Let’s go.’ He felt it was almost his own idea, and

that he decided it.

‘If you’d _really_ like it.’

‘Oh, yes. Why not? I’m sick of cities.’ He flicked some dust off his

coat sleeve with an immaculate silk handkerchief, then lit a cigarette.

‘Just as you like,’ he added with a drawl and a smile. ‘I’m ready for

anything.’ There was no keenness, no personal desire, no choice in

reality at all; flabby good-nature merely.

A suggestion was invariably enough, as though the boy had no will of

his own, his opposition rarely more than negative sulking that soon

flattened out because it was forgotten. Indeed, no sign of positive

life lay in him anywhere--no vitality, aggression, coherence of desire

and will; vacuous rather than imbecile; unable to go forward upon any

definite line of his own, as though all wheels had slipped their cogs;

a pasty soul that took good enough impressions, yet never mastered them

for permanent use. Nothing stuck. He would never make a politician,

much less a statesman. The family title would be borne by a nincompoop.

Yet all the machinery was there, one felt--if only it could be driven,

made to go. It was sad. Lord Ernie was heir to great estates, with a

name and position that might influence thousands.

And Hendricks had been a good selection, with his virility and gentle,

understanding firmness. He understood the problem. ‘You’ll do what no

one else could,’ the anxious father told him, ‘for he worships you,

and you can sting without hurting him. You’ll put life and interest

into him if anybody in this world can. I have great hopes of this

tour. I shall always be in your debt, Mr. Hendricks.’ And Hendricks

had accepted the onerous duty in his big, high-minded way. He was

conscientious to the backbone. This little side-trip was his sole

deflection, if such it can be called even. ‘Life, light and cheerful

influences,’ had been his instructions, ‘nothing dull or melancholy;

an occasional fling, if he wants it--I’d welcome a fling as a good

sign--and as much intercourse with decent people, and stimulating

sight-seeing as you can manage--or can stand,’ the Marquess added with

a smile. ‘Only you won’t overtax the lad, will you? Above all, let him

think _he_ chooses and decides, when possible.’

Villaret, however, hardly complied with these conditions; there was

melancholy in it; Hendricks’ mind--whose reflexes the spongy nature of

the empty lad absorbed too easily--would be in a minor key. Yet a night

could work no harm. Whence came, he wondered, the fleeting notion

that it might do good? Was it, perhaps, that Leysin, the vigorous old

Pasteur, might contribute something? Leysin had been a considerable

force in his own development, he remembered; they had corresponded a

little since; Leysin was out of the common, certainly, restless energy

in him as of the sea. Hendricks found difficulty in sorting out his

thoughts and motives, but Leysin was in them somewhere--this idea that

his energetic personality might help. His vitalising effect, at least,

would counteract the melancholy.

For Villaret lay huddled upon unstimulating slopes, the robe of gloomy

pine-woods sweeping down towards its poverty from bleak heights and

desolate gorges. The peasants were morose, ill-living folk. It was

a dark untaught corner in a range of otherwise fairy mountains, a

backwater the sun had neglected to clean out. Superstitions, Hendricks

remembered, of incredible kind still lingered there; a touch of the

sinister hovered about the composite mind of its inhabitants. The

Pasteur fought strenuously this blackness in their lives and thoughts;

in the village itself with more or less success--though even there

the drinking and habits of living were utterly unsweetened--but on

the heights, among the somewhat arid pastures, the mountain men

remained untamed, turbulent, even menacing. Hendricks knew this of

old, though he had never understood too well. But he remembered how

the English boys at _la cure_ were forbidden to climb in certain

directions, because the life in these scattered châlets was somehow

loose and violent. There was danger there, the danger, however, never

definitely stated. Those lonely ridges lay cursed beneath dark skies.

He remembered, too, the savage dogs, the difficulty of approach, the

aggressive attitude towards the plucky Pasteur’s visits to these remote

upland _pâturages_. They did not lie in his parish: Leysin made his

occasional visits as man and missionary; for extraordinary rumours,

Hendricks recalled, were rife, of some queer worship of their own these

lawless peasants kept alive in their distant, windy territory, planted

there first, the story had it, by some renegade priest whose name was

now forgotten.

Hendricks himself had no personal experiences. He had been too deeply

in love to trouble about outside things, however strange. But Marston’s

case had never quite left his memory--Marston, who climbed up by

unlawful ways, stayed away two whole days and nights, and came back

suddenly with his air of being broken, shattered, appallingly used up,

his face so lined and strained it seemed aged by twenty years, and yet

with a singular new life in him, so vehement, loud, and reckless, it

was like a kind of sober intoxication. He was packed off to England

before he could relate anything. But he had suffered shocks. His white,

passionate face, his boisterous new vigour, the way M. Leysin screened

his view of the heights as he put him personally into the Paris

train--almost as though he feared the boy would see the hills and make

another dash for them!--made up an unforgettable picture in the mind.

Moreover, between the sodden village and that string of evil

châlets that lay in their dark line upon the heights there had

been links. Exactly of what nature he never knew, for love made

all else uninteresting; only, he remembered swarthy, dark-faced

messengers descending into the sleepy hamlet from time to time, big,

mountain-limbed fellows with wind in their hair and fire in their eyes;

that their visits produced commotion and excitement of difficult kinds;

that wild orgies invariably followed in their wake; and that, when the

messengers went back, they did not go alone. There was life up there,

whereas the village was moribund. And none who went ever cared to

return. Cudrefin, the young giant _vigneron_, taken in this way, from

the very side of his sweetheart too, came back two years later as a

messenger himself. He did not even ask for the girl, who had meanwhile

married another. ‘There’s life up there with us,’ he told the drunken

loafers in the ‘Guillaume Tell,’ ‘wind and fire to make you spin to the

devil--or to heaven!’ He was enthusiasm personified. In the village

he had been merely drinking himself stupidly to death. Vaguely, too,

Hendricks remembered visits of police from the neighbouring town,

some of them on horseback, all armed, and that once even soldiers

accompanied them, and on another occasion a bishop, or whatever the

church dignitary was called, had arrived suddenly and promised radical

assistance of a spiritual kind that had never materialised--oh, and

many other details that now trooped back with suggestions time had

certainly not made smaller. For the love had passed along its way and

gone, and he was free now to the invasion of other memories, dwarfed at

the time by that dominating, sweet passion.

Yet all the tutor wanted now, this chance week in late October, was

to see again the corner of the mossy forest where he had known that

marvellous thing, first love; renew his link with Leysin who had taught

him much; and see if, perchance, this man’s stalwart, virile energy

might possibly overflow with benefit into his listless charge. The

expenses he meant to pay out of his own pocket. Those wild pagans on

the heights--even if they still existed--there was no need to mention.

Lord Ernie knew little French, and certainly no word of _patois_. For

one night, or even two, the risk was negligible.

Was there, indeed, risk at all of any sort? Was not this vague

uneasiness he felt merely conscience faintly pricking? He could not

feel that he was doing wrong. At worst, the youth might feel depression

for a few hours--speedily curable by taking the train.

Something, nevertheless, did gnaw at him in subconscious fashion,

producing a sense of apprehension; and he came to the conclusion that

this memory of the mountain tribe was the cause of it--a revival of

forgotten boyhood’s awe. He glanced across at the figure of Bindy

lounging upon the hotel lawn in an easy-chair, full in the sunshine,

a newspaper at his feet. Reclining there, he looked so big and

strong and handsome, yet in reality was but a painted lath without

resistance, much less attack, in all his many inches. And suddenly

the tutor recalled another thing, the link, however, undiscoverable,

and it was this: that the boy’s mother, a Canadian, had suffered once

severely from a winter in Quebec, where the Marquess had first made

her acquaintance. Frost had robbed her, if he remembered rightly, of

a foot--with the result, at any rate, that she had a wholesome terror

of the cold. She sought heat and sun instinctively--fire. Also, that

asthma had been her sore affliction--sheer inability to take a full,

deep breath. This deficiency of heat and air, therefore, were in her

mind. And he knew that Bindy’s birth had been an anxious time, the

anxiety justified, moreover, since she had yielded up her life for him.

And so the singular thought flashed through him suddenly as he watched

the reclining, languid boy, Cudrefin’s descriptive phrase oddly singing

in his head--

‘Heat and fire, fire and wind--why, it’s the very thing he lacks! And

he’s always after them. I wonder----!’

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