Madame Pratolungo presents Herself

You are here invited to read the story of an Event which occurred in an

out-of-the-way corner of England, some years since.

The persons principally concerned in the Event are:--a blind girl; two

(twin) brothers; a skilled surgeon; and a curious foreign woman. I am the

curious foreign woman. And I take it on myself--for reasons which will

presently appear--to tell the story.

So far we understand each other. Good. I may make myself known to you as

briefly as I can.

I am Madame Pratolungo--widow of that celebrated South American patriot,

Doctor Pratolungo. I am French by birth. Before I married the Doctor, I

went through many vicissitudes in my own country. They ended in leaving

me (at an age which is of no consequence to anybody) with some experience

of the world; with a cultivated musical talent on the pianoforte; and

with a comfortable little fortune unexpectedly bequeathed to me by a

relative of my dear dead mother (which fortune I shared with good Papa

and with my younger sisters). To these qualifications I added another,

the most precious of all, when I married the Doctor; namely--a strong

infusion of ultra-liberal principles. _Vive la République!_

Some people do one thing, and some do another, in the way of celebrating

the event of their marriage. Having become man and wife, Doctor

Pratolungo and I took ship to Central America--and devoted our

honey-moon, in those disturbed districts, to the sacred duty of

destroying tyrants.

Ah! the vital air of my noble husband was the air of revolutions. From

his youth upwards he had followed the glorious profession of Patriot.

Wherever the people of the Southern New World rose and declared their

independence--and, in my time, that fervent population did nothing

else--there was the Doctor self-devoted on the altar of his adopted

country. He had been fifteen times exiled, and condemned to death in his

absence, when I met with him in Paris--the picture of heroic poverty,

with a brown complexion and one lame leg. Who could avoid falling in love

with such a man? I was proud when he proposed to devote me on the altar

of his adopted country, as well as himself--me, and my money. For, alas!

everything is expensive in this world; including the destruction of

tyrants and the saving of Freedom. All my money went in helping the

sacred cause of the people. Dictators and filibusters flourished in spite

of us. Before we had been a year married, the Doctor had to fly (for the

sixteenth time) to escape being tried for his life. My husband condemned

to death in his absence; and I with my pockets empty. This is how the

Republic rewarded us. And yet, I love the Republic. Ah, you

monarchy-people, sitting fat and contented under tyrants, respect that!

This time, we took refuge in England. The affairs of Central America went

on without us.

I thought of giving lessons in music. But my glorious husband could not

spare me away from him. I suppose we should have starved, and made a sad

little paragraph in the English newspapers--if the end had not come in

another way. My poor Pratolungo was in truth worn out. He sank under his

sixteenth exile. I was left a widow--with nothing but the inheritance of

my husband's noble sentiments to console me.

I went back for awhile to good Papa and my sisters in Paris. But it was

not in my nature to remain and be a burden on them at home. I returned

again to London, with recommendations: and encountered inconceivable

disasters in the effort to earn a living honorably. Of all the wealth

about me--the prodigal, insolent, ostentatious wealth--none fell to my

share. What right has anybody to be rich? I defy you, whoever you may be,

to prove that anybody has a right to be rich.

Without dwelling on my disasters, let it be enough to say that I got up

one morning, with three pounds, seven shillings, and fourpence in my

purse; with my fervid temper, and my republican principles--and with

absolutely nothing in prospect, that is to say with not a halfpenny more

to come to me, unless I could earn it for myself.

In this sad case, what does an honest woman who is bent on winning her

own independence by her own work, do? She takes three and sixpence out of

her little humble store; and she advertises herself in a newspaper.

One always advertises the best side of oneself. (Ah, poor humanity!) My

best side was my musical side. In the days of my vicissitudes (before my

marriage) I had at one time had a share in a millinery establishment in

Lyons. At another time, I had been bedchamber-woman to a great lady in

Paris. But in my present situation, these sides of myself were, for

various reasons, not so presentable as the pianoforte side. I was not a

great player--far from it. But I had been soundly instructed; and I had,

what you call, a competent skill on the instrument. Brief, I made the

best of myself, I promise you, in my advertisement.

The next day, I borrowed the newspaper, to enjoy the pride of seeing my

composition in print.

Ah, heaven! what did I discover? I discovered what other wretched

advertising people have found out before me. Above my own advertisement,

the very thing I wanted was advertised for by somebody else! Look in any

newspaper; and you will see strangers who (if I may so express myself)

exactly fit each other, advertising for each other, without knowing it. I

had advertised myself as "accomplished musical companion for a lady. With

cheerful temper to match." And there above me was my unknown necessitous

fellow-creature, crying out in printers' types:--"Wanted, a companion for

a lady. Must be an accomplished musician, and have a cheerful temper.

Testimonials to capacity, and first-rate references required." Exactly

what I had offered! "Apply by letter only, in the first instance."

Exactly what I had said! Fie upon me, I had spent three and sixpence for

nothing. I threw down the newspaper, in a transport of anger (like a

fool)--and then took it up again (like a sensible woman), and applied by

letter for the offered place.

My letter brought me into contact with a lawyer. The lawyer enveloped

himself in mystery. It seemed to be a professional habit with him to tell

nobody anything, if he could possibly help it.

Drop by drop, this wearisome man let the circumstances out. The lady was

a young lady. She was the daughter of a clergyman. She lived in a retired

part of the country. More even than that, she lived in a retired part of

the house. Her father had married a second time. Having only the young

lady as child by his first marriage, he had (I suppose by way of a

change) a large family by his second marriage. Circumstances rendered it

necessary for the young lady to live as much apart as she could from the

tumult of a houseful of children. So he went on, until there was no

keeping it in any longer--and then he let it out. The young lady was

blind!

Young--lonely--blind. I had a sudden inspiration. I felt I should love

her.

The question of my musical capacity was, in this sad case, a serious one.

The poor young lady had one great pleasure to illumine her dark

life--Music. Her companion was wanted to play from the book, and play

worthily, the works of the great masters (whom this young creature

adored)--and she, listening, would take her place next at the piano, and

reproduce the music morsel by morsel, by ear. A professor was appointed

to pronounce sentence on me, and declare if I could be trusted not to

misinterpret Mozart, Beethoven, and the other masters who have written

for the piano. Through this ordeal I passed with success. As for my

references, they spoke for themselves. Not even the lawyer (though he

tried hard) could pick holes in them. It was arranged on both sides that

I should, in the first instance, go on a month's visit to the young lady.

If we both wished it at the end of the time, I was to stay, on terms

arranged to my perfect satisfaction. There was our treaty!

The next day I started for my visit by the railway.

My instructions directed me to travel to the town of Lewes in Sussex.

Arrived there, I was to ask for the pony-chaise of my young lady's

father--described on his card as Reverend Tertius Finch. The chaise was

to take me to the rectory-house in the village of Dimchurch. And the

village of Dimchurch was situated among the South Down Hills, three or

four miles from the coast.

When I stepped into the railway carriage, this was all I knew. After my

adventurous life--after the volcanic agitations of my republican career

in the Doctor's time--was I about to bury myself in a remote English

village, and live a life as monotonous as the life of a sheep on a hill?

Ah, with all my experience, I had yet to learn that the narrowest human

limits are wide enough to contain the grandest human emotions. I had seen

the Drama of Life amid the turmoil of tropical revolutions. I was to see

it again, with all its palpitating interest, in the breezy solitudes of

the South Down Hills.

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